Swasan ff:An Incomplete Scrapbook (In Search Of Her) Episode 3 Season 2

Swara's POV:
Laksh's party was indeed incredible. Fortunately Ragini behaved nicely with them. I hadn't even touched the drink which definitely shocked Ragini & Laksh. Was this the effect of my abductor upon me? Might be yes!! But the way Ragini hugged me, made me proud of my decision. Time never waited for anyone. It seemed like before some days I had attended Laksh's party but already 1 month had passed to that incident.

I was no longer present in my native place. I shifted to Tuticorin for 4 months for my research project. I wanted to make my project magnificent so that I could clear my graduation in medicine with flying colors & was able to inherit half of the property. Though my mom resisted me for this proposal but I convinced her for the sake of academics. But the truth was that I desired to keep myself away from that chaotic environment so as to completely dedicate my time towards research & medical science.

My mom & Ragini didn't want me to stay in any hostel or in rent. So, for my privacy & safety, I purchased a flat by myself and now I was staying here & continuing my research. Though I had already got my earlier sim card ,but I kept it in switched off mode so as to make me free from the cheesy messages of my friends. My new number was only known to my near & dear one's. Though I missed my mom & Ragini, still I stayed away from them to complete my academics nicely & could give my mother a decent life after inheriting the property..

Sanskar's POV:
After my target's case, my captain hadn't assigned any new task to me. But what shocked me a lot was that she hadn't filed any complaint regarding her kidnapping. As she was a reputed figure in society, so if she had complained in police then that news must had been broadcasted in TVs. But I didn't find any information regarding her kidnapping from news reports, so probably she hadn't complained to police.. Strange girl, I thought....

I always wanted to push her away from my thoughts. But seemed like my mind & heart weren't in my control. Every time I tried to ignore her memories, but unfortunately I found them more closure towards me. For the first time, a target could break the harsh castle enclosed to my heart & was able to wave the strings of emotions inside it. She was the one who could plant a seed of remorse in an assassin's life. She was the replica of my mother & I always cared for her. Whenever I talked with Laksh, I used to ask him about her. After listening regarding her goodness, I felt relieved.

Perhaps after 20 days of her escaping, Laksh called me & said,"Buddy! There is a good news for you." I said,"Ya! I know Laksh, from today onwards you will be called as a doctor." Cutting my words, he said," No sanskar, this news will be more joyful than my success of being a doctor." I didn't understand him & asked curiously,"What is the matter,Laksh?" He said in a happy tone,"Swara has left drinking." For sometimes, I had forgotten that I was a slayer & behaved childishly."What are you saying, Laksh? Is this true? If you will be in front of me, then I will definitely hug you.", I said the entire things in one go with full excitement but suddenly remembered about my existence & controlled my emotions.. Laksh then asked in serious tone,"Why do you care for her? Do you love her, Sanskar?" I thought,"Ya! I do." But at once I remembered her connection with me of being a half sister & this very thought had broken me down. Again Mayuri & my past started hunting me.

Breaking my thoughts, Laksh again repeated his questions. I knew that I couldn't lie to him even I couldn't tell him the entire truth as still I wasn't confirmed about her connection with me. So, I told him,"Laksh!! Some connections are undefined. They are not meant to be together. These relations are made only to be separated. Can a demon & an angel ever mingle?? I suppose, NO, Laksh...." I couldn't any longer control my sobbing. So, I cut the call suddenly without even informing him. Being a nice friend & my supporter, he must had understood my dilemma. So, he didn't call me repeatedly after disconnection of the call.

I searched my mom's picture as for the first time in my life, due to me, a girl would be benefited. She left drinking & due to this, her health condition would improve, what else would I want? I got everything in my life. She would be saved, my mom would be happy from heaven.. What more could I desire? However I didn't get my mom's picture. Suddenly I remembered about the jacket where I had put the picture inside its pocket. But that jacket wasn't with me as I had covered her with that jacket while escaping from here. I lost my mom's last souvenir but it didn't hurt me a lot as it had gone to the right hand, as she was the girl who converted this slayer to a human & blossomed humanity inside a dark inhumane castle.

Day by day my feelings were growing for her. Though I knew that I couldn't meet her again & we weren't destined to remain together, still my eyes were searching a glimpse of her. Days passed & now a days, Laksh also wasn't aware about her whereabouts. I asked Laksh many times regarding her but every time I got a negative reply from him. I remained worried for her now a days. 'Was she safe? Had someone again kidnapped her?', these types of feelings often agitated me but unluckily, I was just a pawn of situations & couldn't trace her location. I roamed around pubs & bars at night in the hope to meet her as I knew about her fondness towards parties. Many times, I had also searched her near her secret place but every time I found the door locked..

Three months had already passed. Every night, I madly searched her. With the passage of time, I was sceptic regarding her whereabouts. Tonight was just the same one as previous nights. I was travelling in dark in a hope to meet her again. 'No matter how much time passed, no matter what took place in the interim, there was something between us, I could never assign to oblivion, memories I could never rub away..' I was thinking of these things while travelling in darkness & searching her in pubs. Just then my eyes fell upon a sight which raged my uncontrollable emotions & anger.

I saw Mayuri standing outside the pub.. What a mockery!! I was searching for her who flourished humanity inside a slayer. But look at the irony of fate!! I found the bitch who was the reason behind my destruction. No longer I was a caring Sanskar. Rather the burning volcanic magma had already started rising inside my body. Now I was deadly & dangerous like a brewing storm which even didn't care to destroy its creator & here she was only a bitch, an insane soul who didn't deserve to live...

There was no one present near her. Good for me. I rushed to her & strangled her neck. She was horrified by my sight & barely stammered,"Sanskar! You.... Leave me..." The burning fury which was curdling inside my heart didn't allow me to listen to her even once & I shouted,"You bitch... Liar... You have remembered my name but what shall I call you?? Mayuri or Shomi Suryavansi??" Now this was something unexpected for her. So, she asked in much difficulty,"How do you know me?" I laughed evilly and corrected her,"oh!! This isn't the correct question!! You shall ask, What can you do with me now?" She was panicked beyond doubt as her facial expression deciphered so... As the place was too dark and due to the louder music inside the pub, nobody could listen her screaming...

Credit to:Kashis