Swasan A path hate to love Ep41

Ep41
Recap:" Swara and Sanskar got beautiful convo and clear their misunderstanding towards their hatred. He showed anger on Shanaya and Shanaya decided to call Denny to correct his mood whom she considered their son"
Shanaya sighs:" I'll bring Danny, he can make his mood"
"who's Danny?" Swara asks carelessly.
Shanaya:" Our son.."
Swara looks her face with confusion:" Ours?"
Shanaya nods:" Our mean, Sanskar and mine"
And she feels that someone throws cold bucket on her.
Shanaya looks her shock face and laughs:" Yeah! He's our son, one year ago he gifted me"
Swara is still in shock and doesn't understand what to say.
Shanaya comes to her and holds her shoulder:" Dumbo! I said gifted me, how any person gift human to anybody... He's dog"
Swara shocks to listen her:" Dog...?" Suddenly she realizes what Shanaya told her and bursts out laughing to listen it.
Swara laughs again:" Oh dog... You rich peoples are such a jerk who consider their pet as their child... You really frighten me"
Shanaya smiles:" He was dog of him but last year, when I got know to inability to become mother, so he gifted me Denny although he loves him so much"
Swara smiles:" Oh! Is Sanskar really love someone?"
Shanaya:" Oh! Don't underestimate the power of Sanskar, if he loves someone he can give his heart to that person, you can take my and Laksh example... That's why he gifted me Denny" then she looks Swara's face and corrects her sentence:" Not that type of love. Love as a friend"
Swara sighs:" Don't worry! I can understand and I accepted it"
Shanaya:" Let me call my maid to bring Denny here"
Swara:" Why don't you keep him with you"
Shanaya:" You know my work, I can't carry him everywhere but when he was with Sanskar, except his hotel, he kept him e everywhere"
Swara sighs and the question arises in her mind and she asks from her:" You both have long relationship, was there any chance of baby? Are you understanding what I'm trying to saying" she asks shyly to her.
Shanaya smiles sadly:" There's two reason, one is I can't become mother, and this thing I got know before one year..."
Swara:" Oh I'm sorry... And second?"
Shanaya:" I don't want to hurt you by saying this, but second reason is Sanskar, he is extra careful all in this matters because he personally don't want child.."
Suddenly Swara realizes that in two times of their intimacy, he didn't give her any chance to become mother.
Shanaya understands this thing from her face and holds her hands:" Don't worry dear! You're husband wife, he'll not do the same with you"
Swara jerks her hands and says slowly:" Shanaya! He's my husband and I don't like to discuss our personal matters with anyone... I'm sorry to say that, let me handle this thing with my own and don't interfere in our personal life"
She says rudely and leaves that room to see Ragini.
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That day has passed normally, they stayed at home and have fun together. In whole day, Sanskar neither talked Shanaya nor made eye contact with her. By seeing this, the devilish happiness came into Swara's mind.
In the night, she is waiting for Sanskar in her room, this is cold night and a soft breeze is blowing in outside, she went to balcony. Whole palace, is enlightening with beautiful blue artificial and silvery moonlight. In this huge palace, they can get the whole sky. In her childhood, they've small window in her room where small part of sky came in her portion but now she can enjoy whole sky with the beauty of earth.
She goes inside the room and takes out her nightie, it was black long silk nightie. She gets change and opens her hairs.
She hears the sound of his presence and goes to her bed immediately and opens the book to pretend that she's reading book.
Sanskar comes inside and takes his nightdress from cupboard. She is burglarizing his every act.
Sanskar notices her act and says without turning to her:" You can see me directly Swara! You're my wife, no any stranger"
She feels that she stealth something to listen it. But she still pretending to read book and says:" Yes Sanskar! I can see you directly... I don't need this type of things to see my husband" she says carelessly.
Sanskar smiles to see her, says nothing and leaves for changing.
Swara looks her reflection into mirror and smiles.
She waits for him, after few minutes, he comes out and switches off the main light.
He comes on his side of bed and takes out his pills. Swara puts book aside and looks him.
Swara:" Can we talk?"
Sanskar looks her and half leans on bed:" Hmm.."
Swara comes to him slowly and looks into his eyes:" How was your day Sanskar?"
Sanskar:" It was good.."
Swara:" Hmm..."
Sanskar pours water into glass and about to take a pills but she stops her. Sanskar looks her questionably.
Swara:" Don't take a pills tonight"
Sanskar:" Why?"
Swara thinks for a while:" Hmm.... Because I would get afraid while sleeping and you get deep sleep because of pills and..."
Sanskar:" I never sleep like that.. You can awake me anytime" he again takes pills.
But Swara takes pills from his hands:" I'm afraid Sanskar" she says truth because he can sense this in her eyes, she's still afraid but this is not that fear which she's talking about. He avoids eye contact with her because he doesn't want to look into her eyes.
She comes close to him and holds his arm:" Don't sleep, until I'll get sleep"
Sanskar sighs and keeps glass on side table.
He holds her waist and makes her lean on his chest.
Swara can feel the fragrance of his body but this time she feels his touch so nice.
Sanskar hardly control his wish and tries to divert his mind from her body.
Sanskar:" Do you always get frighten while sleeping?"
Swara:" Not always but often"
Sanskar:" Do you know the reason?"
Swara looks into his eyes, he again takes off his gaze from her and looks ahead. :" No.."
Sanskar:" But I know..." He caresses her hairs slowly and her silky hairs are caresses his fingers lovingly.:" Many people who showed their courageous face in day, they get afraid while sleeping"
Swara tightens her grip and asks calmly:" Are you included in this category"
"no because I can't sleep naturally.." This time Sanskar looks her face, his gaze is still heating and his face is witness of his patience.
Swara puts her arms around her shoulder and comes close to her.
Sanskar astonishes to see her act:" Are you ok Swara?"
Swara says in heavy voice:" No..."
Sanskar says rudely:" You should sleep now Swara"
Swara nods slowly and puts her head on his chest and closes her eyes peacefully.
The royal room is decorated finely, these walls are witness of many love and many stories but this story has the shade of royalty and destiny like poors.
Sanskar looks her and the heat of his eyes are raising and he can feel the body burning and pain in head again.
But he looks her lovely face in the dim light of side lamp.
Royalty is always silent, deep but dark like him and this time, there's deep silence and very low voice of his heartbeat and her breathes are echoing in the darkness.
He leaves caresses her hairs and can't resist himself to come close to het but he only kisses on her forehead and takes his pills from bottle. But suddenly two soft hands stop him to take this.
He looks her wife, he can see the pleading in her eyes even in the dim light.
Swara looks him with affection and softly takes pills and glass from his hands:" Not from today Sanskar"
Sanskar looks her questionably:" Suddenly the change... Sympathy.. Huh?",
Swara nods in no:" Responsibility of wife"
Sanskar:" This responsibility have worth"
Swara says boldly:" I'm your wife Sanskar Maheshwari! And I don't care about worth"
Sanskar smiles proudly and leaves the glass :" I like your this shade Mrs Maheshwari! But you should sleep now"
Swara comes on his chest completely and encircled her arms around his shoulder:" Then sleep with me without pills"
Sanskar looks her helplessly because his body needs her impatiently:" I can't Swara! But you're testing my patience now"
Swara says in heavy voice:" So why are controlling yourself"
Sanskar says in mesmerizing voice:" Because it's hurting you",
Swara comes closes him more:" Your act of relaxing yourself by these slow poisoning is also hurting me more"
She downs her eyes and he can feel his heart is drowning in her eyes.
Swara again says:" Look Sanskar! There everything is perfect, so why we live strange life, sometimes I wonder, which type of husband wife, we're! Is this our normal life?"
Sanskar:" Sympathy huh?"
Swara looks into her eyes, now she's completely on him and puts her finger on her lips:" Sshhh... No sympathy.... I don't need to do sympathy with my husband"  she wants to tell him how much she loves him but as a girl she wanted to listen this special words from him first, so she decides to make him fall for her.
Sanskar forgets everything and listens her melodious voice and her act of showing rights on him.
He gasps and holds her waist, Swara smiles victoriously.
Swara eyes are saying him something and Sanskar's gaze is penetrating softly to her.
"Ye kaisi jagah le aaye ho tum"
She holds his hands softly and looks into his eyes.
"Ye kaisi nayi dil gaaye hai dhun"
Sanskar accepts her defeat in front of this small girl and tightens his grip.

"Main Meera si deewani ho gayi"
Her love is softly touching to lunacy and his hands are rubbing her back.

"Iss duniya se begaani ho gayi"
She forgets how much shy girl she's, she only knows that her husband, her beloved need her and she has to be with him.

"Mere honthon pe jo bhatke
Kayi janmon ki pyaas hai"
He looks towards her lips and softly joints his lips into her, she holds his head and his hands are rubbing her back.


"Mere amrit ka wo pyala bas tere paas hai"
Their lips joint perfectly like they're made for each others.


"Ye kaisi jagah le aaye ho tum
Ye kaisi nayi dil gaaye hai dhunn"
Sanskar holds her completely and slowly bites her lips and tightens his grip more and more.
"rat meri aankhon aankhon me kat gayi"
During kiss, both are looking into each others eyes and her eyes are saying to him that no more sleepless night would come into his life.
"Roshni mein teri subah si ho gayi"
She's first time completely feeling his touch and she starts to wish that morning would not come to depart them.
"Raat mere aankhon aankhon me kat gayi
Roshni mein teri subah si ho gayi"
He rotates himself by holding her and pins her beneath him..

"Chehra hoo main, mera roop ho tum"
He slowly removes the barrier between their heartbeat to mingle into each others.
"Yeh kaisi jagah le aaye ho tum"
She forgets about everything and ready to devotion her lord who's on highest peak but still her heart wants him and only him.
"aj uss Khuda se mujhe kuch na chahiye"
She rubs his shoulders and feels his lips and harsh bits on her neck.  He rubs her shoulders and tightens his grip more and more..
"Sirf tere aage sar jhukna chahiye"
He touches her body and becomes her essence. She moans slowly with pleasure and this time her every breath for controlling her delight with his touch.
"Aaj uss Khuda se mujhe kuch na chahiyeSirf tere aage sar jhukna chahiye"
She still feels pain in his touch, he's still harsh but this time this pain is pleasurable and relaxing. Instead of hurting, this pain is giving her calm and she's feeling happy to become his part.
"Meri har duaa mein ho tum ho tum"
Her soul is reaching to divinity because her lord is relaxed and she can become the source of that relaxation.
" Ye kaisi jagah le aaye ho tum"
At climax, she exclaims slowly but he stops the voice of her by putting his lips on her.
As usual, whole night they experience their intimacy with passions and intensity.
He feels asleep in her arms, he takes his rights from her body and she can feel a sweet pain in every inch but this time the sweetness is peaceful for her.
He's sleeping on her lap and she's caresses his hairs slowly slowly.
She slowly puts her soft lips on his neck and takes him into her arms:" Goodnight my love... You're only mine and you would be only mine.."
She says and closes her eyes to put her head on his chest, she doesn't become used to his harshness yet so her body is paining while her smile is telling another story.
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The beautiful day comes into their room and she awakes first and finds him awakening already.
She's still in his arms and he's looking her..
Swara stretches her body and by doing this her grip tightens around him.
He smiles and tugs her lock behind her ear:" Good morning..",
"good morning my dear husband" she says in heavy voice..
Sanskar:" Do you sleep well?"
Swara says with naughty smile:" Do you want more"
Sanskar tightens his grip more and more:" Offcourse... But not now because today is opening ceremony of Morning Star"
He says and gets up from his side:" Do you need help or you would get up by yourself?"
Swara:" I need help" offcourse she doesn't need but she wants his attention like child.
He slowly lifts her up and supports her to reach the shower.
She comes out after taking hot water shower, he goes and changes when he comes from bathroom then she's brushing her wet hairs.
She is wearing yellow churidaer frock and her wet hairs are covering her back. Sanskar hardly controls himself and picks up his perfume.
He gets ready and takes his blazer, she comes and helps him to wear it.
Swara:" Sanskar!"
Sanskar:" Hmm..."
Swara:" You invited maa and papa  on opening ceremony.."
Sanskar:" Yes! Then?"
Swara:" Actually I want to call mom and dad also, I mean to say your family.."
Sanskar stops his hand to listen it, he puts hairbrush on table and turns to her.
His eyes are still burning, her body is still sore but both have passions as well as patience.
Sanskar looks her:" Do you want reward of my peaceful night?"
Swara looks into his eyes and says in bold voice:" It was your right on me, now I'm asking about my rights Sanskar! As your wife, I've rights to invite anyone whoever I want",
Sanskar smiles:" Ok! You can invite them"
He as usual pats her face and leaves while she smiles victoriously:" This is only first step my love...",