Swasan A path hate to love Ep 51

The day is melting slowly with the heat of the sun and there is lots of happiness inside the Gadodia's house.

Swara is in the room of Ragini when Laksh comes there.

She sees him and indicates him with the eyes that he should be with Sanskar.

"don't worry Bhabhi! Sasha manages everything.." He says and sits on a chair.

"why didn't you tell me about Sasha?" She says angrily.

"I'm sorry Bhabhi actually you don't have so much time to talk about anything.." Laksh says with excusing way.

She gasps "yeah right..."

Ragini, who is sitting beside Swara on the other side, hugs her from her back and says "I'm so happy Swara, if jiju would be sought out the problem with his family, then we can live together in same house"

Swara puzzles to listen to her and looks Laksh in the way "you're thinking the same which I'm thinking"

Swara turns to her and pats her face "sorry Ragini! We would visit after solving problem between Sanskar and his family, but we wouldn't live with them permanently"

"but Swara you liked the joint family," Ragini asks.

"yes I like but Sanskar has different nature and I'm now used to it, so I don't want any interference in our personal life," she says and looks down. She loves joint family but she knows very well that Sanskar's condition is not able to live with family and she doesn't want to expose their personal matter in front of anyone.

Ragini nods, Laksh coughs and she comes out to her senses.

"Bhabhi! You should go to handle your husband now" he says.

Swara stands up immediately, she's still in the same thought. "yeah, you're right"

Suddenly she notices motives of his words and smiles "ok! I'm going but don't annoy my sister so much"

"as you order my Bhabhi" he bows down and both sisters smile to see his attitude.

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After leaving Maheshwari's family, Swara and Sanskar are still there.

Swara is in the room of Ragini, Sumi is also there.

Sanskar comes there and asks her to leave.

Sumi looks Sanskar and Swara, she feels something strange in the behavior of Sanskar but she doesn't understand what? That's why she wants to talk with Swara privately.

"stay here in the night Swara," Sumi says.

Swara boggles to listen to it and Sanskar rubs his vein.

"as you wish" before asking Swara to Sanskar, he says her.

But Swara shakes her head in a negative way "no mom! I won't stay there, I mean to say I would come in another day"

Sumi looks her with worry and scowls to listen to her "why?"

"actually, mom I can't sleep without my bed and Sanskar...too..." She says shyly.

A small glimpse of a smile comes on the lips of Sanskar.

Sumi looks both and gasps "ok Shona! But visit us soon" she hugs her.

Swara comes outside and Sanskar holds her in his same dominating way.

Sumi looks them until they become disappeared from her sight.

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There is scarlet color beyond the glass wall of their room.

Swara is massaging her feet when Sanskar comes inside the room with a cup of coffee.

"do you want?" He asks by sitting on a couch while she's on the bed.

"no.." She says slowly and stands up from her place.

Sanskar is looking her with a deep gaze, Swara feels his gaze on her but she carries out her activity.

Swara takes out her wood box further, she takes out the nose pin from the velvet box.

Sanskar boggles to see the velvet case in her hand, he totally forgets about that gift.

Swara slowly wears the nose pin and the shine of precious stone enlightens her face in the dim light of the room.

Sanskar never turns on all the light of his room, he likes darkness and she loves him.

Sanskar puts his cup on the side table, steps his feet towards her. Both are in the night dress, Swara is wearing the silk's long gown of pink colour. Because of massaging her neck, she ties her hairs in a knot.

Sanskar comes to her and slams her into the wall, Swara lifts her eyes and a cold sigh comes out from her lips.

Sanskar removes the clip from her hairs thought her hairs fall and scatter on her shoulders.

"now looking perfect.," He says in such a low voice that if she wasn't so much close to him, she won't listen.

He slowly encircles his arm around her waist and closes her to him.

Her breath is touching on his shoulder, Sanskar lifts her face and looks into her eyes.

"I do not hesitate to say that... That Swara! You're becoming special to me" the clear truthfulness can scan in his eyes as well as in his words.

Swara feels ecstasy listen the words but remains silent.

Sanskar's cold breath is touching her face, moreover, he brings her lips near her ear and says "now. First time Swara! I wanna make you love, not just fulfill my need"

A deep breath comes out from her mouth and touches his neck.

"may I make you love Swara?" He says in deep voice replete with emotions.

Swara feels butterflies in her stomach "you never asked Sanskar, just did what you wanted to do"

Sanskar gasps moreover leave her at once, Swara feels fear with his action and thinks "yes! I never asked because I didn't care.." He says slowly and looks down.

"now, do you care?" Swara asks.

"yes I do?" He answers.

"what you do?" She whispers in his ear.

"I care" he lifts his face.

"care for whom?" She says in hypnotised voice.

This time, Sanskar pins her again and holds her both hands in his grip "I care about you Mrs. Sanskar Maheshwari" he says with a same proud smile.

Swara smiles proudly and moves her face to touch him because her hands are in his grip.

"then do what you wanna do" she slowly by kissing his earlobe.

Sanskar's hands move to her shoulders while his eyes are touching her face.

Swara leans her head on the back of wall but suddenly Sanskar leaves her.

"not now Swara! I did many mistakes but I don't wanna repeat it"

He just holds her arm and both go towards the bed.

Outside the glass window, darkness is devouring the each light of day.

He lays down on a bed and Swara puts her head on his chest.

"are you sure Sanskar?"

He looks her and smiles "at least not now Swara! I don't want to hurt you again Swara"

She looks down "it's ok Sanskar. I'm becoming used to it or you say you want to make love, not..." She couldn't complete the sentence because he puts his lips on her.

Swara's eyes widened of his act but after few seconds, she closes her eyes and holds his shirt tightly.

Darkness is becoming deep and reaching the doorstep of them, but it moves back after looking the enlighten bodies of heaven.

He slowly departs her, pats her face and leans completely, she puts her head on his arm, his hand is caressing her hairs.

"I love you Sanskar" she overwhelmed with her emotions and says.

Sanskar stops caressing her, removes his arm from her head and puts it on his eyes as his signature posture of sleeping.

"good night Swara"

Swara gasps and curses her to say "I love you" to him.

"goodnight Sanskar" she wants to ask that how would he sleep but she doesn't do it and shows her back to him.

"I would not cry again because I've hope that one day you will tell me 'i love you too' instead of giving this reaction," she thinks and closes her eyes with peace.

He removes his arm from his eyes, gets up from his place and looks her back.

"I know Swara you're hurt! But I can't encourage you to love me because I'm empty, I'm empty for this emotion and I don't want to snatch this smile of your face which I already snatched half from my sins but not now at least... You don't know yourself Swara! Loving me as the same you put yourself in hell with your own and I don't let you do it" he thinks and takes his sleeping pills without water.

Darkness again comes inside their room because enlightened bodies are separate now.