I'm hope ep6

Romana pet name as "Honey"
A beautiful girl with pinkish complexion.
The younger sister of Umeed and her first and last enemy.
In our lives, instinct is much complicated but still splendid thing. Sometimes, it takes us to sky and sometimes to fall.
It shows to our path and still makes us wanderer. And if someone has instinct of selfishness and hatred then devil will be proud on this type of person.
She's beautiful like angels but her mind is beating the evilness of demons of hell.
She got love in her life but sometimes, when someone inherited everything then he'll not care about these things. She's just like the landlord who has many agricultural lands but he's envy with the fields of poor farmer and want to burn them. Why? Because he doesn't know the sweet taste ot hardworking.
She was also included in category of this type of  person. So that's why she didn't understand the struggle of Umeed and made a perfect plan to trap her.
And our heroine? She was unaware of her tricks because she was in the spell of someone.
This was spell of Shayan, he was the master of words and used them in appropriate way to allure anyone. So how couldn't it possible that this spell didn't work on her.
She waited for night every day, because she wanted to chat with him.
He loved to Umeed, she heard him as Mahar Mah and started falling for him as Mahar Mah without any awareness of the conclusion of this type of relationship.
It's also because she was thirsty from years, so finally! Someone started loving her so it's natural to got attraction towards that oases in desert but sometimes this oases, would be just mirage of eyes.
She only saw the beauty of love which gave her smile, fragrance, fireflies but on the other hand it has also curse, disobedience and dead end. But when someone started the journey of life, he shouldn't be afraid from death.
She was also forgetting about death and dreamed for a life in the unawareness of that there's death behind the mirage of life.
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When god created love, it was my imagination, yes only imagination... He took every beautiful thing of this world. He takes the most delightful colors of rainbow, sweetest words from the elegant languages of this world, little bit shine of stars and brightness of dawn. He took the first floor which blooms in autumn, he knotted the pureness of angels in the naughtiness of children. He took the clearness of pearl which lay in the heart of ocean. He mixed the first drop of rain in that potion with the color of rainbow.
Yes! This is only my imagination that when angels brought these things for God. He ordered them to mix his smile into this potion too and then love have created like this.
Then how couldn't this possible that a girl who drank the potion of love, will be unsuccessful in her struggle?
This was long struggle but she was getting successful in her path because this the investment, no one loss ever.
Now Arman often came to her and always played his new composition of music. She praised him and he became happy like that Umeed gave her the title of "singer of the  year"
He said to her:" I know you're the only one who understand me and care about my talent" he always gave his precious time to Umeed.
In evening, everyone gathered for evening tea and she served all and with it, she and daddy often discussed business matters.
One day suddenly daddy asked to her:" Umeed! Is your university off after 3 pm?"
Umeed nods in yes and serving him tea.
"then start office from tomorrow after university" he said soft but firm voice.
She boggled and stopped her activity to look him. Arman took photo of her with shocking face.
Arman:" I'll share on facebook with caption "Umeed with open mouth"
Daddy looked him with anger while Romana said:" You know Bhai! We're not allow to put our photos on fb"
Arman:" Yes my dear little sis! I was just kidding"
Daddy asked her again:" I'm saying something to you Umeed"
She nods:" Yes daddy sure! I'll join"
Daddy turns to Arman:" You've to guide her from tomorrow and pick from university.. I want she'll learn practical work until her study will complete"
Arman and Umeed smiled,mummy didn't give any expression to this conversation while Romana held her cup tight in anger.
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It was ending of her second semester and there was less crowd in university because many of the classes were completed and students nowadays were searching for notes and completing their assignments.
Umeed was a punctual girl, so she didn't has thus type of problem. Because of her tough schedule, she couldn't give time to her sites, so she was working in her free class of university.
She felt hungry so she took her laptop into uni canteen and now she was eating sandwiches with working on laptop, she was habitual of doing work during eating.
Her class fellow Hina came and set beside her:" Do you have notes of business communication?"
Umeed smiled and opened her bag, commonly she didn't share her notes to anyone but if someone asked from her, she never refused to them.
She was searching business communication's notes in her bag when she saw the group of few boys. Group leader saw her with deep gaze, she couldn't understand his gaze because it was not dirty, just deep. She saw him again because whenever she saw him, she thought that she knows him before. He was the student of bba 7th semester, it means junior from Umeed.
Umeed jerks her head and took out notes from bag.
Hina noticed her gaze on him and said:" He doesn't give lift to middle class girl like us"
Umeed boggled with her sentence, was she really look pity? She considered her as middle class although her laptop could easily show its price.
"is this your laptop or someone gave you? Can you afford it"
She disgusted with her answer because she personally didn't like people who causelessly interfere in anyone's life.
But she learned one thing from life that no one has right to judge anyone because God wouldn't judge anyone till death so who we people are to judge?
So she tolerated her taunt and handed over her notes with smile.
Hina understood her disliked expression but she got her purpose, so she stood up from the seat but before leaving she said something which solved her riddle of mind:" Stay away from Faraz! He's playboy of university"
She boggled after her sentence and looked him again.
She was amazed that how could she forget him and didn't recognize him after seeing his deep hazel green eyes.
But no! She wasn't forget him, she just stopped missing him. Just because of him, she was degraded in front of her daddy.
She starred him with no any particular purpose but he noticed this and came to her.
"do you recognise me Umeed?" He had fireflies of hope in his eyes.
"playboy" someone whispered from her, she also heard stories of university.
"yes!" She said in a strange tone. And said again:" How are you?"
She didn't say him to sit, so he didn't sit.
"hmm I'm not good" he said in a double meaning but she couldn't understand his words.
"do you know my popularity Umeed?" He was still standing but waiting to get permission of her to sit.
"yes! Little bit rumours came to my ears also but I don't have time for this useless things" she answered carelessly and focused her eyes on the screen of laptop.
"so you're far from me, because of that rumours? You're taking me a bad person?"
She looked to his face and said:" Look Faraz! As I believe no one is completely bad or good.. We human beings are mixture of these emotions, so I don't have any right to take you as bad person"
Faraz:" You're same, you didn't changed"
"you're also the same.. A one who followed the butterflies and stealth their fed colors" she reminded the gift of Faraz "a dead butterfly" which she kept still.
"oh! Then do you afraid from me?" Faraz understood her sentence.
"no! I'm afraid to loose my pride, which I lost once because of you" she said
Faraz became serious after hearing this and said:" Listen Umeed! I knew when you got admission in university, but I never come to you with my own, I came here because you were starring me and I don't want that my friends take you wrong so I came here. Believe me Umeed! I'll not let do anyone to harm you. And remember one thing always! You're not butterfly, until I get your pride, I'll not come to you and your color is most precious thing in this world for me" she could easily understand the heat of his words.
She lifted her face and smiled:" You're good person Faraz! I hope you'll not come to me"
"I promise" he said and turned to his friends but leaved deep lesson of life to her.
She starred the screen of laptop but couldn't do any work.