Saturday, 30 April 2016

Swasan ff:An Incomplete Scrapbook (Stormy Night) Episode 26

Posted by Saba Shiekh on April 30, 2016 with 13 comments
Swara's POV:
Just like any other day, my abductor entered into the room. Wearing a mask on face, he was looking ferocious. At once, my eyes fell upon his hands. Bloods were clotted there. Might be he had killed someone & forgotten to wash his hands. Just then, his warnings to kill my mom flashed back in my thoughts. What if he had killed my mother & these blood clots were symbolized the extremity of his ruthlessness. I shouted in rage,"You have a problem with my so called father still you have kidnapped me. But why the hell have you killed my mother?" I woke up from bed and grabbed his hands. As soon as I touched his hands, he jerked and said,"Your mother is fine." When I listened about the safety of my mother, I was relieved. I didn't know why I trusted him. Might be though he was my abductor, but he never lied to me & in fact saved me from those bloody morons. Then why his hands were filled with blood marks??

I was going to ask him this question, when he commanded,"Hey you! Wrap up yourself with the jacket. You need to get out of my room." I was confused after hearing his last sentence. Was he again taking me to that cellular jail?? That mere thought created severe deadly sensations through out my body. I was unable to move from my place after remembering the brutality I had faced in that place. Breaking my thoughts, he shouted,"Fast! We don't have time. It's for your good only." For a few seconds, I was numbed by his reaction. It was for my good... It meant I wasn't going to cellular jail, I thought.

But to confirm it, I grabbed his hand & when I was going to ask him about this, he yelled in pain. Suddenly I sensed the wound in his hand & bloods rushed out from that wound & clotted there. I left his hand & asked in concerned tone,"Hey! I am sorry. Does it hurt a lot?" He wasn't uttering a single word. The ferocious, invincible slayer was standing numbly. Might be he didn't expect this attitude from me. But he was my saviour, how could I ignore his pain? I took the first aid kit from the drawer of the table & started dressing his wounds. When I was applying ointment to it, he again jerked his hand & said,"I don't have whole night with me to spare for you. Do as I have instructed. Otherwise it will be late." This time his voice sounded a deep concern & care for me.

I could never decode this mysterious man. I covered myself with jacket & he dragged me to the cellular jail, which was unexpected for me. Before a few minutes, he was showering his concerns towards me but now again he was pushing me to that cruelty. Before I could ask him anything, he handed over a sprayer to me & said,"Listen to me carefully! When any person will come closure to you here in this jail, spray it on his face. Rest I will take care of." While he was leaving, I shouted,"Sanskar! Don't leave me. I am scared. Please don't keep me here." He stopped & turned towards me & said,"Don't worry! I promise, nobody can harm you. I am always near you. Just trust me." & after saying this he went away.

His words were buzzing in my eardrums. 'Trusting a slayer, a kidnapper...'Oh!! Was that possible? For me it was yes! I trusted him unconditionally. Even if I was frightened, still my heart was conveying a message to trust him & he would definitely save me from any unfortunate accident.

Sanskar's POV:
The storm had already unreleased. Earlier I was the controller of the wind system, which surrounded us. But no longer this phenomenon held true. I had to rotate the directions of winds towards my favour. After all being a slayer, this wasn't a very difficult task for me, though risk was involved.

As soon as I entered the room, she asked me worriedly about her mother. After listening about the fineness regarding her mother, she again asked me about the blood marks. Smart & courageous girl!! Even after being abducted, she had the capacity to fire questions to his kidnapper. I just ignored her questions as I didn't have much time to save her. But the fact was that every time I saw her, my heart skipped a bit from its original place. I directed her to cover herself with the jacket but she was indulged in her own world. I again reminded her to fasten the work but suddenly she grabbed my hand where I had hurt myself. The way she cared for me & dressed those wounds, I fell for her again. 'Care for a slayer', sounded notorious. But yes! She was different. She had shown concern for that wound just like she was feeling the pain even though the cut marks were present in my hand.

But I jerked my hand after remembering our existence & the wide gulf present in between us. As my face was covered with mask, so undoubtedly she couldn't recognize the distress brewing in my heart through my facial expression. I took her to the cellular jail. Though I knew that she would be scared in that place, but I had no other option left with me. To save her, I had to keep her in that cellular jail. As expected, she pleaded me not to leave her. I handed over the sprayer & assured her safety & left that place.

Now it was the time to let the work rolled on. I called those bloody morons Alex & Martin to take care of her till tomorrow. As soon as they reached to me, I said,"Look! Tomorrow is her last day here in this place. After getting the final outcome from her father, we will decide about her fate. Till then, keep an eye on her & I am going to handle some other works." After saying so, I left the place. I knew that after my leaving, those bastards would try to harass her & exactly the same thing I wanted. So, I gave her the sprayer. The foams in the sprayer could make anybody unconscious within a fraction of seconds. After their unconsciousness, we could escape & blame wouldn't come to my head. By this I could also safely escape her from this place without taking any culpability. However I wouldn't leave this dark world for her safety. If I would leave & the plan wouldn't work then her life would be at stake. So, I couldn't take a chance while coming to her safety & hid out there itself out of anybody's sight.

Swara's POV:
Though he left me there in that cellular jail, still he didn't chain me. My hands were unchained. I looked at the sprayer & remembered his words carefully. Just then I heard a bang on the door & after ages I saw those two bastards approaching towards me. I was hell scared & my brain had stopped from functioning. But my heart was giving me enough courage to tackle them as I knew that sanskar would save me if anything went wrong. They were drinking alcohols & watching me with their insane luring eyes. One of them came towards me & touched my face inappropriately & said,"Your saviour has ordered us to keep an eye on you. Today nobody can save you from our clutches." & he laughed insanely. I was again shocked after listening to his words. Sanskar had sent them to me. It couldn't be true, my mind assured me. He cared for me. He knew about those bastards. Then why the hell would he send these morons to me??I shouted in pain,"You liar.. Back off."

Just then, another man also came near me & kept his hand on my shoulder & said, "Darling, he has left you with us for tonight. Now before your death on tomorrow morning, you will fulfill our desires and our revenge for the prior failure will be completed." Though I was fearful, I remembered about Sanskar & his words & gathered confidence & sprinkled that sprayer on their faces. Within a few moments, they fell on ground & at once I saw my abductor, sanskar was approaching towards me & he said,"Get up! We need to leave from here." He told in a very commanding tone which I couldn't object. Before leaving he spreaded some alcohols on the floor & kicked those two persons in rage.

He held my hands strongly & dragged me outside the jail. Before I could ask him anything, he covered my mouth with a tape & sealed it. I was now present inside a car. After so many days, I was viewing the calm night. Its shooting breeze was touching my face which gave me relaxation. The car was moving in a herculean speed & I was viewing sanskar in a surprised look. He was totally a mystery for me. Still I felt safe with his presence. My thoughts were broken down when the car was halted. He opened the door of car & dragged me outside of it & said,"Run.. Don't look back. You will be safe then." I was shocked with his behavior & found myself standing nearer to my secret place. As my mouth was sealed, I created some buzzing sound and he opened the seal of my mouth. I said hurriedly," You know about my secret place, right. That day also you have dropped me here." He nodded & said,"Don't waste your time here & run." & he was moving towards his car & I was unable to move from that place after viewing his shocking behaviour.. The growing storm had already created its impact in our lives and like a distant viewer, I was standing & trying to solve the puzzling attitude of my kidnapper....


Credit to:Kashis

Friday, 29 April 2016

Swasan ff: An Incomplete Scrapbook (Either her or me) Episode 25

Posted by Saba Shiekh on April 29, 2016 with 13 comments
Sanskar's POV:
Twilight had already set in. The sun had vanished from the horizon and the bluish hazy moon light was reflecting inside the terrace through the broken glass ceiling. But I was always engulfed with the ever lasting darkness like the cobwebbed clouds covered the shining moon beneath them. My target was the only ray of faint moonlight in my life which managed to escape the twisted webs of clouds & spreaded a feeble ray of smile deep inside the corner of my face. However after knowing about her real existence, her dusky shadow & reflection conferred mayhem in my heart & again pushed me to the lap of obscurity.

Just then, my phone buzzed & the caller ID was reflecting the name of captain. I was quite sure about the reason of his calling. He must had called me to know about the outcome of the questionnaire session. And I was so correct. As soon as I picked up the call, he asked,"What is the current update about your target? Is there any progress?" I just tried to answer normally & said,"Yes, captain! She doesn't know much about her parents & especially she has very less connection with her dad as her parents aren't her real parents." And to my surprise, captain didn't enquiry much regarding this and asked,"Any more secrets have you able to pour out from her mouth regarding her father's business?" I just nodded 'No' & said,"She doesn't know anything about his father's hideout location & also doesn't possess much knowledge regarding his illegal business." At once my captain said from the other side,"But I have a good news for you,Sanskar." I thought that might be captain wasn't much interested to know about her private life and he was totally interested to perceive the truth regarding her father to collect the money. So, I didn't tell captain regarding my connection with her as it would portray me weak in front of captain.

Captain was also right at his own place. Why the hell would he be interested to know regarding her? She was only a mere target for him but unfortunately she was someone precious for me. Breaking my thoughts, captain was saying,"Are you listening, Sanskar?" I said," yes! What is the good news?" Captain said in a satisfied tone,"Shekhar Suryavansi has agreed to give us money after hearing about his daughter. If he will give us money till tomorrow then you will spare his daughter otherwise you know what you have to do with her." I was shaken after hearing this.. What if Shekhar Suryavansi denied to give the money, then what would happen with her?? In anyways, tomorrow was her last day with me. Either alive or dead!! To confirm my thoughts, I asked to captain," If that person refused to pay the whole amount then, what would we do?" My captain said hastily,"I have to attain the call of another dealer. We will talk about it later." & the call was disconnected.

"Be prepared to kill her, sanskar!", my mind was giving me commands as his father didn't love her & why would he compensate the whole amount tomorrow for her safety? I didn't know my relation with her & I didn't want to accept that sisterly relation. My head was jammed but yes! My heart was interested to see a brief glimpse of her as tomorrow would be uncertain. What havoc it would have planned for our lives, I was ignorant about that. So,I was rushing towards my room to imprint her angelic face in my vision forever.

Swara's POV:
Many hours had passed when I had met my abductor lastly. He had gone from here with rage. 'Had he gone to kill my mom? But I had given all the correct answers. Then why didn't he come to meet me?' My mind was agitated & surrounded with many malevolent sensations. However I wasn't in a position to do anything. The pain in legs was reducing and the cramps & swells were also diminishing. I grabbed the lotion from the table & applied it on my legs to lessen the pain. So that, I might able to run from here. I didn't know when the storm would depart from our lives.. Would I able to see my mom again? I remembered about her care & drops of tears were filled in my eyes. Just then, I heard the opening sound of the door & desperately waited to see the face of my abductor to ask him about my mother & her safety.

Sanskar's POV:
When I was rushing towards my room, again my phone ringed & I saw the caller ID. It was Laksh. I wasn't sure about the cause of his calling. So, I picked up the call & said,"Yes laksh! Anything urgent? Why do you call me now as it isn't your usual time of calling..?" Cutting my words, he said,"Yes sanskar! It's urgent. Listen to me carefully." I said,"Tell me Laksh, what is the matter?" He said in a worried tone,"Swara is a patient of Alcoholic Neuropathy. You must have remembered sanskar, I have sent her reports for further examination & today I have got some of the results of those reports." Now this news was like a violent gust of wind explosion in my life. I was too busy in other works that I was totally forgotten about those reports. I asked laksh anxiously,"Tell me about its symptoms & about its cure, laksh." He told me in a desperate tone,"Sanskar, there are many symptoms of this disease. Like numbness, tingling, movement disorders, dizziness, vomiting, nausea, sexual dysfunction etc.. And excess intake of alcohol can also lead to death." Suddenly I reacted after listening the word 'death',"No, laksh! It can't be true. He tried to calm down me & said," Control yourself sanskar! You have to face lots more upcoming storms." I couldn't understand about his last sentence & asked,"What exactly do you want to convey, Laksh?"

He said me in a composed tone,"Sanskar, I am successful in tracing the location of Swara's father. But the boys of captain don't want to spare her even after getting the money. They are planning to kill her as according to them if we leave her, then she may disclose regarding us to police & our entire existence will be at stake. Tomorrow is that deciding day, Sanskar!" Even before I could ask further questions to him, he disconnected the call by saying someone's arrival there. I couldn't call him now & even if I called him, Laksh couldn't give me any information in the presence of someone.

Captain's call was flashed back in my mind. Not only that call but also her pain, sufferings & disease agitated my thought. Now it didn't matter what was my relationship with her. I only cared for her. That much I remembered & the girl who resembled my mother, I couldn't let her die; not even in my hands or else from other's bullets. I totally obliviated about her connection with Mayuri. As it wasn't in her control to take birth from a bitch's womb. She was a pure soul which mattered the most to me on this time. But how would I save her from this dark world? Saving her meant to push myself to danger. Might be my life would be extinguished forever in the hands of my clan. It was either her or me???


Credit to: Kashis

Thursday, 28 April 2016

Swasan ff: An Incomplete Scrapbook (Revelation Of Past) Episode 24

Posted by Saba Shiekh on April 28, 2016 with 15 comments
Sanskar's POV:
I left my room to avoid her intense gaze. The way she was looking at me, made me powerless in front of her. I was struggling between two extremes. One side was my captain & his orders, which needed to be followed & then on the other side was my growing feelings towards her which didn't want to understand the situations & just pondered about her. I went to the terrace & sat there to think about my next move. Just then my captain called me & said,"Sanskar, I have a good news to share with you. My boys have traced the location of Shekhar Suryavansi. Today itself they are going to confront him. Is there any improvement from your side?" My head was jammed. I didn't know what to answer to my captain. So, I just tried to control the situation and said," I am just going to vent out secrets from her mouth. I have stopped in the terrace to attain your call." I lied to my captain as I hadn't planned anything to confront her now. But I had to do this otherwise my captain might transfer this target to someone else. Perhaps my captain was happy after getting the hideout location of Shekhar Suryavansi. So, he didn't express any dissatisfaction about my work and told me to fasten the process & cut the call.

This call of captain was like an ultimatum for me. I had to vent out truth from her mouth. I didn't have much time left in my hand. As after getting Shekhar Suryavansi, this target was worthless for us. And after a target was useless for us, then anything could happen with her. Anything meant anything. And death would be the final end. Though I was a slayer but for the first time, I was scared.. Scared to torture her.. What if anything would happen to her as she was not completely recovered from the illness. Could I forgive myself if something would happen with her due to me?? I guessed NO. But obeying the order of captain was also a necessity. Her innocent looks surrounded my entire brain and I couldn't come out of her as if her thoughts were behaving like a protective cover for a slayer to avoid the wrong doings. But while thinking about her, I got the solution to my helplessness. I knew how stubborn she was. She wouldn't tell anything easily & also she wasn't scared of death. Even I couldn't think about torturing her. However, she was very fond of her mother. My work would be done if I was able to frightened her in the name of her mother.

I prepared myself to confront her. I covered my face with mask so that she couldn't detect my facial expressions & I could remain tough in front of her by hiding my expressions behind the mask. As soon as I entered the room, I saw the food plates were empty. I felt happy as she would recover early but to suppress my feelings, I shouted on her & distracted her thoughts towards fear. I filled the bullets in revolver in front of her to heighten her fear. As soon as I stated to kill her mother for her wrong reply, I could sense her changing facial expressions.. She was really very worried for her mother. I also tried my level best to control my feelings towards her & behaved like a ruthless slayer. However when she told the true identity of Mrs Annapurna Suryavansi as her foster mother, I was hell shocked. I was unable to suppress my curiosity & asked about her real parents desperately. She uttered the name of Shomi Suryavansi as her real mother. I didn't know who was that lady but I felt sorry for my target when I came to know that her real mother abandoned her. I felt disturbed by thinking about her pain, suffering and grief which she had faced through out her life. But I was present here as a slayer and humanity couldn't be expected from me at that time. So, to complete my enquire process, I opened my phone & showed her the photograph of Mayuri. But she recognized her as Shomi Suryavansi. This was again a blast for me to accept this truth. My head was filled with many thoughts & I couldn't continue the questionnaire session. I left the room in rage while ignoring her talks to spare her mom.

I tried to connect all the dots to solve this mystery. If that photograph was of Shomi Suryavansi, then who was Mayuri? Why did she change her name or else were they twins? Oh god! My mind would burst while solving this mystery. I tried to recall what exactly she told about Mayuri.. 'Mayuri had eloped with his boyfriend', this line was beating inside my eardrums. I tried to relate the incidents of Mayuri, which I knew. When I was in my teenage, I first time saw her with my father in a lavish party.

My father, Ram Pradesh Bijlani, was a very rich & reputed person in the society. I saw both my father & Mayuri were roaming in the party cozily. I was a teenager that time. So, I couldn't detect anything wrong with the happenings. But my mother, Sujata Bijlani, wasn't at all comfortable with this. I tried to convince my mother to calm down but still I remembered her worried face when she saw my father & Mayuri together. Though that party was just a beginning for the increasing relationship of Mayuri with my family but it had already sowed the seeds of havoc & destruction in my family. Many nights had passed when I didn't find my father at home. But the situation was worsened on the date of my parent's anniversary. On that day also I didn't find my father at home & my mother celebrated the anniversary with his photograph. When I confronted this with my father, he gave the excuses of some work pressure. I saw my mom had faced many sleepless nights & sobbed inside the corner of the room. But how many days would she control this pain & sufferings inside her mind? So, one day when she confronted regarding this with my father, they had a big quarrel. My mom also accused him of having an affair with Mayuri & also exposed regarding his illegal extortion business. Then exactly what happened, I didn't know but my father was imprisoned & his illegal business was exposed & my mother wanted me not to be like my father. After this incident also, I saw Mayuri 2-3 times outside my home.

All these happenings indicated that my target was the offspring of my father and Mayuri. My target symbolized the illegal affair of these two unholy souls. My mother was so true. I lost my family because of that lady. I banged on the door at rage. My target's talks regarding her real mother were coming to my brain. It was clear that Mayuri and Shomi was one person & she tried to elope with my father which my mother came to know eventually.

But when I recently met Mayuri in a pub, she had told me about her victimhood and also emphasized regarding her innocence. It meant that bitch had lied to me. I was enraged and furious. I would definitely kill her once I found out her again. That bitch destroyed my family and also left her child. That child was none other than my target. Wait.. Wait.. Sanskar, it meant she was your half-sister. Sister! Huh! She was the child of impure criminals. She resembled like my mother but alas! This was her real identity. I had to stop my feelings for her. I couldn't care for her after knowing the truth. I hate her. Every time I would see her, her face would remember me about the grief faced by my mother.

I hit my hand on the glass ceilings & drops of blood rushed out from my hand. But it didn't pain me & also I was not at all worried for this pain. The real pain was going inside my mind and heart. My feelings for her was uncontrollable. But Sanskar; was this a sisterly feelings?? 'No', I shouted.. I didn't feel anything for her. However in which ever way I might try, but the truth was that I cared for her and definitely it wasn't a sisterly feelings.. Then what was that? I couldn't answer.. I shouted in pain,"Why god! Why? You have given me all pains in my life. When I have lost my mom, I have turned to a slayer which my mom hasn't at all desired for me. I have tried to believe in your existence when I have found the resemblance of my target with my mother.. But again you have crushed my feelings and blown them on air."

Why god! If you weren't interested to give me happiness, then why were you showing a little bit ray of light to me? I hit my hand on the glass ceilings again & again till all the glasses weren't broken down. Bloods were rushing out of my hand but who cared for this pain?, when my entire life was engulfed in pain & I was just a mere toy in the hand of sufferings.

Credit to:Kashis

Tuesday, 26 April 2016

Swasan ff: An Incomplete Scrapbook (Stressful Questionnaires) Episode 23

Posted by Saba Shiekh on April 26, 2016 with 16 comments
Swara's POV:
As soon as he left the room, my mind was filled with his thoughts. But after so much struggle with my mind also, I couldn't get much about the intentions of my abductor, Sanskar. So, I gave up thinking about his perception. One thing, I was clear about him was that he wouldn't molest me & I was safe here until and unless I didn't try to escape. I wasn't also in a position to run away. Finally I was left with one last option to stay here & obey the orders of my kidnapper. At once my eyes fell upon the food plates & medicines. The ruthless facial expression of my kidnapper flashed back in my mind & how had he instructed me to take these stuffs?.. Though I wasn't bound to obey his orders but I knew that if I wouldn't follow his orders, then he could create havoc in my life. But again I was confirmed regarding his care towards me. It was his care which forced me to take food. I wasn't scared of death but still I didn't want to hurt his sentiments & care towards me even if he was my kidnapper. Many people hurt me in my life but only some people cared for me. Except my mom and ragini, he was the person who saved my life even after being my abductor. So, I owed to him & I couldn't disrespect his care by rejecting the food stuffs & medicines. So, I consumed all the food stuffs & medicines. Life was never like a peaceful happening for me but for the first time I was taking care of my life for other's happiness.. Oops.., for my kidnapper's happiness. Sounds strange!! But ya this was life. You could never imagine about the future but all I could say that I was happy to give him happiness as a pay back only.....

So many minutes had passed when he left me inside this room.I was still lying on bed. My health condition was gradually improving. How many days had passed till now, I didn't know but still I was wearing the same costume along with a jacket. I knew that I was covered with a jacket but I hadn't earlier focused on it. It wasn't my jacket. It meant he had covered me with this jacket. A faint smile again emerged in my face after counting the humanities present inside him.

I found a photograph present inside the pocket of jacket. I took out that picture from the pocket & saw it. In that picture, a boy of age approx 15 years & a lady were present. But the picture was torn, like some one had cut the picture and perhaps some other person might had present in that picture as well. I saw the picture in concentration & found out the similarities of physique of my kidnapper with that of 15 years old boy presented in the picture. Might be the boy who was present in the picture was sanskar, my abductor & the lady might be his mother or some other relative, I guessed. Then why the picture was torn?? I didn't know. I was just trying to solve this puzzle, when I heard the sound of opening of door & I hid the picture inside the pocket of the jacket. I was looking towards the door to know about the identity of the person.

It was none other than Sanskar. But again he was covered with his black covered mask.! Strange fellow, I thought! Earlier I hadn't seen his face so, he covered his face with mask but after revelation of his face, I already knew about his identity. Then again why had he covered his face with that mask?? Huh! This unpredictable man was getting into my nerves.

Breaking my series of thoughts, he yelled sarcastically,"Oh! Out of fear you have taken all your foods & medicines.. Nice... Follow my orders like this & you will be safe till then.." After listening to him, I cursed myself for taking those foods.. "Fear!!" Stupid man... I wasn't feared about the upcoming storm as my life didn't pass with peaceful nights. And he was mocking with me in the name of fear. Could he believe that I had taken food for his happiness..., I guessed No.. So, I stopped myself from uttering a single word.

He kept his revolver on the table and dragged the chair towards me & spoke,"Hey!! You.... Now get up. Enough rest you have taken.. Don't expect humanity from a slayer and also I guess, you have already sharpened your brain to answer my queries.." After saying these things, he laughed perilously. As soon as I heard his laugh, I thought that he wasn't the same sanskar who cared for me.. Though I couldn't see his facial expression, but I could bet that he was the earlier Sanskar who had met me in the dark cellular jail, not the sanskar who had cared for me.

Indeed humanity from an abductor couldn't be imagined. He took the bullets & loaded it in the revolver & rotated it and said,"Keep something straight in mind.. Don't try to double cross me, otherwise you know how dangerous I am! And yes! I won't kill you as you are indifferent to death, but perhaps the same doesn't go with your mom..." Now I was frightened due to the terror he had implemented in my mind by taking the name of my mother. Though he wasn't a molester, but still he was a slayer. He had already killed a person in the dark cellular jail & killing my mom... wasn't at all difficult for him. I couldn't think more about it & just nodded to him to show my acceptance towards his conditions..

He asked me tauntingly," So, Mr. Shekhar Suryavansi isn't your real father & you don't know about his illegal business; right." I just nodded my head as I didn't want to take the name of that person again due to whom I was facing this situation. He again started,"Miss Annapurna Suryavansi is your real mother. So you care for her; not for your foster father as he isn't your biological father; right?" Now I couldn't control my rage as who was he to ask me about my private life & point towards my mother..? So, I yelled,"Hey! That's none of your business!!" The moment I shouted, he pointed the revolver towards my head & said cruelly,"You aren't in a position to question my authority. Perhaps you have forgotten about my condition.. Your mother....." & he didn't complete the last sentence & laughed dangerously.

His statements forced me to obey him for my mother's safety & I said politely with controlling my rage,"Mrs. Annapurna Suryavansi is also my foster mother. But she always loves me unlike my father who always tortures me." Though his facial expression wasn't visible but I could bet that he was shocked after hearing my reply. And I was so correct.. This time he asked me curiously,"Then who the hell are your real parents?" I kept numb as I, myself didn't know the exact answer to this question. He dragged the chair towards me & showed the revolver to me..., like he was giving me warning to speak up or else he could kill my mom. I slowly said,"I don't know about my father but Miss. Shomi Suryavansi is my real mother." And as expected, he asked me about Shomi Suryavansi.. Though I didn't know details regarding her, yet I heard about her from my grandfather. I told him,"I don't know much about her but she was my mom's sister. She has eloped with his boyfriend after giving birth to me & abandoned me. I have heard all these things from my grandfather.. Please spare my mom.. She is a nice women & doesn't harm anybody." I begged request to spare my mother.

I didn't know what happened to him but he seemed disturbed & said," I hope you are saying the truth.. If I find out any false statements in your reply, then I won't spare your mom." And by saying so, he opened his mobile & showed a pictograph to me & asked," Do you know her? And yes! Don't lie by saying you don't know her. As I have found this photograph in your home only." Now I was confirmed that indeed he had dropped me to my secret place on that day when I was severely drunk. Breaking my thoughts, he shouted,"Answer me! What are you thinking? Shall I need to remember repeatedly regarding the danger on your mom?" Again he made be scared by taking my mom's name. So,I said,"She is my real mother who has left me earlier." To my surprise, he was asking,"Are you saying that Mayuri is your real mother?" I replied back,"Who is Mayuri, I don't know.. The picture is of Shomi Suryavansi, my real mother..." He again asked me to see the picture properly & then reply. I confirmed him about the correctness of my answer. At once I didn't know what happened to him but he left the room in rage & didn't pay heed to my talks to spare my mom..

Credit to:Kashis

Wednesday, 13 April 2016

Swasan ff:An Incomplete Scrapbook (Slayer Vs Saviour) Episode 22

Posted by Saba Shiekh on April 13, 2016 with 19 comments
Swara's POV:
As soon as I woke up, I found myself on a bed of a room. This room didn't look like dark cellular jail. At once, the flashbacks of dark cellular jail came into my mind. The incidents of those two morons agitated my thoughts. They had tried to molest me. Without wasting a second, I looked at myself from head to toe. My dress was intact with my body except the back side which was torn a bit. I was also covered with a jacket. It meant my virginity was untouched. But who had saved me? I tried to recall the incidents. However I could only remember up to my calling of my abductor. I had recalled that I had shouted his name at the top of my voice. But then what had happened, I couldn't remember. The more I tried to remind, my head pained a lot like a backfire effect. However after so much struggle with my mind, I was confirmed that indeed sanskar, my kidnapper had saved me from molestation. His words against molestation were beating in my eardrums. Earlier he had clearly clarified that he was an assassin but not a molester. But why did he save me? I didn't know and also I didn't want to explore its causes.

I tried to get up from my place to run away as I was unchained now. But my legs had swelled up & cramps were also visible. So, I couldn't stand up properly. I rubbed my legs to reduce the pain & at once I noticed the smell of lotion that was applied on my legs. I was hell shocked. The smell of the lotion was exactly the same like my medicine which I used to reduce the cramps & swells. But where did it come from? Just then my eyes fell upon the table where some objects were kept. That table was placed near to the bed. So, I extended my hands & held those objects. But those were not mere objects rather those were my medicines. What the hell? Again I was surprised. Who had brought this? How did someone know about my medicines? Exactly the same medicines with same compositions... Was I in heaven or hell? As only miracles had happened there. I couldn't get a single bit of answer to my queries.

I remembered about Ragini & my mom, Annapurna Suryavansi. Were they worried about me? Might be mom wouldn't be that much worried for me as I had told her about my exams, backlogs & busy schedules. But I hadn't told anything to Ragini. After that birthday incident, I hadn't even contacted her. Till now,I had never disappeared from her sight for so many days without informing her. This was happening for the first time. Was she searching for me? Had she complained any missing complaint about me in police station? All these queries agitated my thoughts but I couldn't get any proper answers to my questions. I wept silently while remembering about Ragini & my mom.

How many days were passed even I didn't know that. My future was totally uncertain. Was I able to see Ragini & my mom ever in my life? Could they find me? Were they able to know about me & the incidents happened with me? How would Ragini react when she would come to know about this molestation incident? As soon as the molestation word came to my mind, again those incidents flashed back on my memory. Unknowingly I shouted loudly," Don't come close to me. Back off ... Go away.." I closed my eyes when I heard the opening sound of the door. Might be they again came to harass me...

Just then I felt the touch of a palm on my mouth & heard someone's voice like,"Shh! Shh! Don't worry. You are safe. Nobody will harm you.." That sound was similar to the sound of my kidnapper. I slowly opened my eyes & saw a person was standing in front of me. I had never seen this face before. But his physique was matching with my kidnapper. Suddenly I asked him,"Are you Sanskar?" He jerked his hand from my mouth & said,"It's none of your business." I felt coldness in his voice. Though I had never seen his face before, but due to his voice & the way of his answering, I was confirmed that indeed he was sanskar. Breaking my thoughts, he said,"Don't try to explore about me. I won't harass you. You are safe here till you don't try to escape.." I couldn't believe his words.. How exactly could he know about my thoughts? And the way, he said that he wouldn't harass me, confirmed that he was Sanskar only as the same statement he had also said earlier to me.. It meant, I was safe & wasn't raped due to him only. He must had been saved me from those bastards. I didn't know how to express my gratitude to him.. I said,"You have saved me,right. Then why do you kidnap me? Who are you? A saviour or an abductor or simply a ruthless cold murderer?" Without making any eye contact with me, he threw the lotion on the bed & said,"Apply it on your cramps." I didn't understand this person. On one side, he had saved me and also was caring for me but on the other side, he was a killer, a slayer & a kidnapper.. I was irritated with his dual nature & yelled,"Where have you got these medicines? Why do you care for me? Who has told you about my disease?" This time he came close to me & gave me a serious expression & said pitilessly,"You aren't in a position to ask me questions. I will question & you will answer. However now do as I have said. Apply this lotion & yes! Don't give your tiny brain any burden of thinking about me. Give it a little bit of rest as you have to use this brain while answering my queries & for your inner peace of mind, just keep it straight on your brain that I am a slayer, not a saviour. But I can differentiate between murdering and raping. But trust me! I won't spare you if you will lie while answering to my queries & also I won't think twice before killing you, if you will even think of escaping from my clutches."

I was speechless & scared after listening to his answers. I wasn't frightened due to death rather I was fearful after viewing his cold, cruel & heartless expressions. Just then he banged the door & left the room. My thoughts were mixed with fear, safety & security feelings. Though I couldn't understand him, still I felt safe in the room. At least he was truthful, that much I could say. In the outside world, people were moving in the mask of innocence while cruelty was infused in their souls but he was honest. Though he was my kidnapper, still I couldn't stop my feelings from appreciating him.. I wasn't molested due to him only. A feeble smile approached in my face while I was remembering his care for me a while ago. Though he was merciless still I found out a little care for me in his heart. Could anyone imagine humanity from an abductor? I guessed, "NO" but in my case it was true..

While I was thinking about him, again the door opened & he came inside by holding a food plate in his hand. He kept it on the table & I looked at him admirably. "Who are you Sanskar? A devil or an angel? Why are you so much mysterious? If you are a slayer, then from where do you learn this humanity? " I was thinking about these things. But my series of thoughts were broken down when he said,"Stop ogling me! I am not a saviour. Just remember that I am a murderer & I don't leave my task incomplete. Now eat these foods & have this medicine & take some rest. I will again come to start the questionnaire session..and yes! Don't try to escape." & he gave me some tablets in my hand while giving me a serious look, like he was emphasizing me to take those medicines. He left the room & my expressions were blank while viewing him going.

Sanskar's POV:
I was disturbed after talking with captain. My work didn't satisfy him. He was saying truth. This girl was affecting me too much. But if he would transfer this target from me, then she would come under big trouble. Suddenly my heart was asking,"Is she in less trouble due to you?" I couldn't answer to my heart. But at least I knew that, with me she would be safe from molestation. I was encircled with mixed feelings. On one side was my profession & the other side was my feelings. Choosing one out of these two would be an herculean task. I tried to signify the repercussions of every aspects. "Is my feelings for her right? Won't this feeling create more trouble in her life?" These questions blocked my head from functioning. However after so much struggle between mind & heart, I concluded that I was a slayer only. These feelings were unsuitable in the life of an assassin. I was engulfed completely in darkness & I couldn't come out of it. I didn't want to push her to darkness due to my bloody feelings. I stopped admiring her & tried to get back to the earlier version of ruthless, fearless slayer, Sanskar Maheswari.

Just then I heard her shouting. I rushed to the room to check her. She was badly affected due to that molestation incident. So, I assured her regarding her safety. But unlike my expectation, she recognized me even after seeing me for the first time. Smart girl!! As I wasn't wearing any mask now, so I tried to control my feelings for her & also tried to hide my concerns for her through my bold & merciless facial expression. I passed the lotion to her as it was mandatory for her cure. But stubborn girl was firing her questions to me, like she had forgotten that she was kidnapped. However when she asked me about my identity of being a slayer or saviour, I, myself was confused too. I couldn't personify myself. Then what answer would I give to her? Suddenly my captain's words popped up in my mind & I controlled my emotions & said to her clearly that I was indeed a slayer, not a saviour. By looking at her fearful facial expression, I was pretty sure that I was able to imprint a fare idea about my profession in her mind.

Whatever I might do or in whatever way I might try to hide my feelings, but the fact was that I cared for her.. I had to give her medicines as per Laksh's instructions. I was so helpless in front of situations that I was agitated.. I banged the door in rage & went to bring food for her. I brought fruits & foods for her and again entered in the room. This time she was looking at me with a delightful sight. These expressions of her were making me vulnerable in front of her. I was a slayer but how was she able to observe me admirably without any fear in her eyes. These happenings were not good for my profession. So, I again emphasized myself as a slayer in front of her.. So that, she could stop showing her gratification towards me. I asked her to take food & medicines & left the room. As if I would stay there for more time, then I could feel helpless in front of her. Helplessness in front of a target was a biggest tragedy to happen..

Credit to: Kashis

I'm Hope Ep 22

Posted by Saba Shiekh on April 13, 2016 with 11 comments
The first rain drop fell on his head, he uplifted his face then looked the sky which was crowded by dark clouds. The drizzling of bliss was steering him something which was completely concealed from his sight.

"rain... Oh shit! Oh no... Should I become happy?.... Oh, at least not today?" When Umeed came out and saw the raindrops were falling on him, the sudden feelings attacked her.

She was in shady lane, so she was safe but not her groom offcourse, specially in that roofless car.

"Oh raining... I didn't like it before but these cold drops are such a bliss, especially on this day which is really special for me. Oh God.... It's really like your blessing, I'm grateful to you..." When he lifted up his head and the raindrop was fallen in his eye, that time his heart bowed down to his creator.

"you're first who saw me in this bridal attire" she shouted from the shade.

"Oh let me capture this moment" he didn't step towards her, just murmured loudly while leaning  against the door of his car.

"you're using camera in this wetly weather?" She shouted with amusement.

"who said you, I've camera to capture this moment" he exclaimed while putting his palms on his eyes to see her more clearly in the mist of rain.

Initially, she didn't understand his words but after a while, she got him when he starred her with all of his affection.

He purchased the umbrella from a street boy with a pair of jasmine's bangles.

"Our Pakistani bridals are incomplete with these" at the next moment, he climbed stairs to reach this shady side where she was standing.

"without gajray?" She scowled her brow while asking the question that's answer she was already known.

"hmm," he mumbled during taking his one hand in his hand. He was holding an umbrella in one hand, they were stepping towards his car.

Her heart was trembling in the cage of her chest when he touched her wrist. Because of wetting in rain, his hand was completely cold but her hand was warm because of warm temperature of the parlor.

The perfect combination of coldness and warmness between the bangle of jasmine was acquiring each others, slowly but abruptly.

"oh I'm not good in that" he was trying hard to make her wear the bangle with one hand.

"why are you doing this? I can wear it with myself" they came near the car when she said.

"No way. I love to do it" his voice was busy, unaware of those emotions which were making a place in her heart by his touch.

"why is he doing this? He shouldn't do at least... Is he  seeking the opportunity to touch me" many questions raised in her heart at once?

She weighed his face expression which was completely naive, just busy with her hands and bangles. He had done with one hand then he held another one, that moment, exactly that moment he boggled with some sudden feelings.

She looked into his innocent eyes which were completely unaware of conflict of her heart, he was doing this just for showing some friendly rights on his wife, or should say his bride.

His touch was prevailing her heart, he forgot to hold the umbrella, there was drizzling which was touching their heads.

Some moments were passed between them, both froze on their position while the raindrops were still touching their bodies.

"now I should call Bhai to pick me" she hardly composed herself then murmured, the silence broke up by her melodious but strong voice.

He finally made her wear both bangles, the sweet fragrance of jasmine was absorbed in his fingers from her wrists.

"oh, I forgot! Actually, I took permission from elders to pick you" he said while looking into her eyes which were mesmerizing.

"oh! Then how can we go in this rain, especially in rag top?" She said in rage because she was trying hard to control her emotion so now she just banishing all her emotions by showing herself and him that how much she was irritated by his romantic concern for her.

"don't worry Umeed! This convertible has its roof" then he just opened the door and pushed a button then a black glass roof took place in his car.

Her mouth was opened, the next moment she hit his head.

"you stupid, why didn't you place the roof before?"

"oh I just forgot while seeing you in this attire" he also hit his head for that stupid act but it was drizzling. So that car seats were only moist, not wet like him.

Both sat on their seats.

"I'm the only one who was driving his car on his wedding day," he said while looking, actually absorbing her completely new attire in his eyes.

He never saw her before in very traditional dresses with this type of preparation. Off course bride was always special to everyone but for her groom, she was especially special.

On their nikah, she was only wearing simple white dress without any jewellery or makeup so now her new shade could really raise a fire in his heart.

"your wish" she shrugged her shoulders while averting the steer of her eyes from those soft hazel eyes.

Her crimson eyes looked beyond the mirror but hazel eyes couldn't concentrate on the driving because some of her wood-colored locks scattered on her shoulders which were hooking up those emerald eyes.

But inside his heart, he very well knew his limit because his wife accepted their relationship but wasn't accept him as a husband. She neither said anything worst to him but nor any of her action showed her approval regarding him.

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Both reached their destination, that day, first time in her life, she thought that she was also special for everyone.

Both families were welcomed them by showering petals of roses on them.

Arman was received her firstly.

"I'm brother so this is my duty to avert this responsibility to your husband," he said while holding her hand, one of her cousin came to handle the edges her flowy gown.

"I'm happy you're doing this, though this should be done by daddy," she said in a very low voice that Arman doubted whether she was crying.

Before giving her hand to Faraz, he slowly hugged her and put his hand on her head.

"daddy's anger will vanish soon until considering me as your father, off course brother has the same responsibility as father has, so in your new life, any difficulty you would face, you can call me whenever you want to do so" he said in moist voice then gave her hand in the hand of Faraz.

"take care of my sister, otherwise ill forget that I'm a singer and starting to consider myself as boxer" at the end of a sentence, he winked at him.

Faraz smiled amiably then held her hand with all of his right.

"I don't believe this day has finally come in my life" he stammered while sitting beside her.

"talk to your bride later Faraz... Let me capture your life's best moment first" Arbaz shouted from his place, he was capturing pictures of them but because of his lip movement, he couldn't get any good picture.

"okay Lala!" He signed him by showing his thumb up posture.

"look this" Arbaz showed their photo after capturing it.

" how's this Bhabhi?" He asked from Umeed who was still looking her hands, thinking about that moment when those were in his cold but warm hands.

"nice" she murmured while looking the picture, she confessed in her heart that they look perfect with each others.

After some ritual by family members and close relatives, her mother in law came to them.

"although you both saw already to each others but this is ritual, so we should do it" she placed a mirror between them. Then tackled their heads with each others.

The mirror was placed between them, their reflection was shining in that silvery plate. First time in her life, she envied on her fortune to get this type of partner for herself.

He slowly pressed her hand to assure her that he will always be with her.

Tuesday, 12 April 2016

Swasan ff:An Incomplete Scrapbook (Life Of Slayer) Episode 21

Posted by Saba Shiekh on April 12, 2016 with 12 comments
Laksh's POV:
I had already given her injections. But still I wasn't sure about her recovery. When sanskar demanded surety for the cure of her health, I remained numb. I only assured him with my uncertain words. In my mind, I was praying to god for her early recovery. If this injection wouldn't work then her survival would be at stake as we were unable to admit her in the hospital. With the passage of time, our anxiousness was increasing while communication between us was reducing. I didn't know how many minutes had passed. Just then sanskar's phone buzzed & he left the room. I was sitting with the same position in his room & my mind was completely empty. Like when the deep cyclonic storm was created, the calmness & silence induced in its eye zone hinted about the upcoming destruction & devastation, it would follow with it for the future course. I could sense the havoc which was gradually approaching towards us. Just then, before I could react anything, Sanskar came & showed me some photographs & asked me to examine it carefully.

I saw it & it wasn't a mere picture rather a report & indeed the report was of Swara Suryavansi as the name was indicated on the top of the report. Series of thoughts were bulged up in my mind after viewing the report. "How Sanskar was able to get this report?" I thought to ask this question to him but I suppressed my queries. As he was a slayer and collecting information about his targets was his profession. 'But if he had the report, then why didn't he show it to me earlier?', again my mind asked me this question.'Might be he had forgotten about it", came the reply from my brain. Though I didn't get any particular answer to my queries, still I prevented these thoughts from coming to my mind. Right now, it was not the time to analyze from where did the reports come from but to focus upon the result & how this report could be utilized to cure her.

Breaking my series of thoughts, Sanskar asked impatiently,"Laksh! Can we save her now?" I just smiled at him & he hugged me tightly. I could feel the happiness in his facial expression. God was bestowing his immense grace upon us.. So that, the storm, which had risen in our lives, passed peacefully even before conferring any destructive impact. Breaking the hug, he again started firing his questions restlessly,"Laksh! What is the disease? Is it fatal, chronic or evitable disease? Will she be fine? How much time will she take to regain her consciousness?" My face was delighted after viewing his concern for swara, though it wasn't new to me. I replied,"Sanskar! She is facing some chronic alcoholic disorder. Indeed it is fatal. The occurring of swells, cramps & numbness of muscles are the tendencies of this disease. There are medicines prescribed in this report to stop all these happenings. We can now easily save her by getting those medicines. As she is kidnapped, so she is unable to take her doses & this leads to her unconsciousness. As per the report, these doses are mandatory & must be taken regularly to keep her fit." I conveyed him all the information except the exact fatalness of this disease. Still I am unsure about the exact outcome of this disease in future though we had avoided this minor storm.

Breaking my thoughts, he asked me exactly the same question, whose answer I was unable to give. He asked,"What are you trying to say, Laksh? Is she only surviving due to these medicines? If these medicines are stopped then can't she continue her breathing? Answer me Laksh, is this disease evitable or not?" Now I knew that I was surrounded by his queries & there was no way of escaping. So, I answered honestly,"calm down! Exactly I don't know in which disease she is affected. It isn't the whole report but yes! this report shows, it is due to some chronic alcoholic disorder. I need to consult this report with my senior doctors & also will conduct some tests on the basis of this report to get the final outcome. But now, we can save her and don't worry nothing will happen to her." I could sense his restlessness but after listening to my answer, he was a bit relaxed. After all I could guess this after looking to his bodily gestures. I consoled him & rushed out of his room to collect those medicines from the medical stores.

Sanskar's POV:
After getting the report, a feeble smile was generated in my face. But it didn't last long as soon as I heard about the fatal disease. Though Laksh said that she could regain her consciousness, still he couldn't say how chronic was the disease.. However the way he consoled me, had given me a lot of positive vibes. As I was a slayer & roaming outside in daylight might expose my identity. Even I didn't want to leave her in this state. These medicines were specific in nature & couldn't be available in our dark cellular store room. So, finally Laksh went outside to bring them.

I was looking at her angelic face which was looking pale right now. Now I came to know that why she was indifferent to death.. As she was not living but only extending her death. After being a slayer, this was the first instance where I could remind about my mom with a proudful smile. This was exactly what my mom had imagined for me. A simple life dedicated for others, where I could be a saviour, not a slayer. I wanted to thank her. As due to her, I could give my mom a little bit of peace today & could reduce some amount of burden of sins from my bundle of crimes..

Just then Laksh entered & my series of thoughts were broken. He came towards me & handed over those medicines to me & said,"Sanskar! I am sorry but I can't stay here now. As captain has instructed me to complete George's bank account case. But you don't worry. These medicines will cure her for sure & also if I will stay here then after gaining consciousness, she will recognize me. You know na everybody thinks about me as a medical student & nobody knows regarding this secret profession. I hope you will understand. And yes! If any problem will occur, you can call me." I could understand his dilemma. Though I wanted him to stay here till she would regain her consciousness but he had valid points not to stay here. I couldn't repudiate those reasons & allowed him go. Before leaving, he conveyed all the applications of those medicines & also listed all the essentials for her. He waved me good bye & wished me luck & went away.

As soon as he went,I opened the lotions & applied it on her cramps & swells. I broke the tablets & diluted it in water & made her drink it.. After giving her all those medicines, I was resting on the chair.
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My son will never be an extortionist like you, Ram. He is my son. I will inculcate all moral values in him.
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Your son! Ha! Ha! Ha! Foolish woman! He is my son too. My blood is running inside his veins. He will continue my business. He will be the owner of this trafficking, smuggling and racketing world. He will be ruthless & will be the king of this realm.. You can't stop me.
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No Ram! You are mistaken.. He will live a normal life away from your dark world.. You can't make me wrong...
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Ram is smiling mischievously..
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'I am not an extortionist.. Mom.. Don't listen to him.. Mom! Believe me. Don't go away. I am not a slayer by choice.. Mom.. Don't.. Go.. Stop...'
And I woke up. I was sweating heavily. I looked at her & she was still lying on the bed. It was a dream.. Oh!! I took deep breath. I always proved my mom wrong by accepting this line to destroy that man. But today, I had proved that man wrong by saving her life.. I had humanity.. Humanity of a slayer..

Just then I heard her voice after ages. 'Don't come close to me. Back off. Go away. Don't touch me.' She was repeating these lines in doziness. I rushed towards her & assured her,"You are safe. Don't worry. Nobody will harm you.."& I supported the pillow behind her neck but her action surprised me. She grabbed my hands like she had found solace & security after holding my hands & dozed off. I didn't jerk & allowed her to hold them. I didn't know why I had allowed her in doing that action but indeed it had given me bliss. Finally the deadliest night had passed.. She was sleeping due to the effect of medicines. A few minutes had passed. She was still holding my hands like a small innocent baby. I was looking at her unknowingly without any further thoughts. Like time had stopped there. Like the eternity also wanted to continue this moment for time immemorial.

Just then my phone ringed & I loosened her grips from my hands. It was again the call from captain. I didn't want to disturb her sleep. So, I went outside the room & locked the door & picked up the call. From the other side, captain was saying,"Sanskar! There is a good news. Laksh has done his work. He is successful in transferring the money from George's account. But I am disappointed with your progress. You are unable to trace any information from that girl. So, I have sent my men to search for her father. Till then you have time to pour out as many secrets from her mouth. And yes! If you are unable to do this, then tell me. I will transfer this target to someone else..." My thoughts were blocked after hearing the last line of my captain. 'Transferring this target to someone else'.. It meant.. Pushing her to danger & at stack... I couldn't think about these aspects. So, I asked captain to give me one last chance to prove myself & hung up the call.

I didn't tell her health issues to captain as it would create a backlash effect. Humanity from a slayer wasn't desired here. I was in dilemma. My heart wanted her safety but my mind knew about my destination. "She was a source of illumination, I was a reservoir of destruction. She was a symbol of innocence, I was a replica of violence. If she was dawn then I was dusk." There was nothing common between us & it was wrong to feel for her. My only existence was a ruthless, merciless & invincible slayer.., nothing else..


Credit to: Kashis

Sunday, 10 April 2016

Swasan ff: An Incomplete Scrapbook (A Ray Of Hope) Episode 20

Posted by Saba Shiekh on April 10, 2016 with 9 comments
Laksh's POV:
I took out the long jacket from her body to examine her situation. As soon as I removed the jacket from her body, I saw some bruise marks on her back & the back side of her dress was torn like someone had applied force with her. Many negative things were popping up in my mind & I turned towards sanskar, who was standing near the door in a motionless position. As soon as he saw me looking towards him, he asked me curiously,"What is the problem, Laksh? Can you detect the cause of her unconsciousness?" I wasn't in a position to think anything except those bruise marks & yelled,"It takes time to examine a person, Sanskar. Have patience." Before I could ask him regarding those marks, he shouted,"Then check her Laksh! Why the hell are you looking towards me?" The pain, uneasiness, concern & all those mixed feelings were visible in his eyes like he was feeling the same pain as Swara. She was lying unconscious but in his consciousness also he was torturing himself for her. So, I slowed my voice & asked him calmly,"Sanskar! Has anybody misbehaved with her?" I asked this in one go and now was waiting for his reply. I didn't know whether he was aware about this situation or not.. If he wasn't aware about this situation then how would he react, also I didn't know. Honestly in these circumstances, I could only apprehend that Sanskar wouldn't leave the person who had done this type of cheap thing & how lethal he would be in that situation, was out of my imagination. I was looking towards him & was expecting a reply from him. His eye colours were changing to red. By looking at his facial expression, anyone could assume about his state of mind. He was looking like a pitiless & merciless lion who would extinguish every life, that would come in front of him now. I slowly asked his name to get the reply & this time he shouted,"Yes! that bastard...., please cure her, Laksh." By this broken statement of him, I was confirmed that he knew about the person who had misbehaved with her & right now he was looking fatal & damaging. So, I didn't dare to ask him further questions & concentrated my mind in examing her.

She was having swells & cramps in her legs. I saw numbness in her muscles. I thought that might be due to kidnapping & molestation, she was depressed & due to these happenings, she might be stressed & fallen unconscious. I again looked at Sanskar but this time his facial expression was filled with concerns for her. I had already understood that this was a sensitive matter & I had to deal with it calmly. I calmly said,"Sanskar!it seems like she hasn't taken sufficient food and perhaps due to these stressful situations, she is unconscious." But as expected, Sanskar asked me curiously,"What do you mean by 'it seems & perhaps', Laksh? Aren't you sure about it? You are a doctor. Treating patient is your duty. Shall I need to remind this to you?"

I knew that he was expecting too much from me & within this small two hours of meeting with Sanskar, I was already aware about his feelings towards this girl. So I tried to convince him calmly. I said,"Look buddy! I am not a doctor,but a mere intern. And without knowing the prior medical history, how can I tell anything in surety? I am an intern not a magician. But I will try my best to cure her." This time I saw in his eyes and the rage which I had noticed earlier in those eyes, was already vanished. He said peacefully yet in a flat & motionless tone,"I know Laksh! You are an intern. It's just that she is my target & I don't want to leave any mission in middle & also want to make captain happy. For all these things, her sound health is mandatory. Please make her conscious." I sensed that he was trying to avoid his feelings again in the name of captain. But the way he emphasized the last sentence was showing his inner genuine concern for her. I penned down the names of some injections & medicines in a paper & gave it to him & said," Bring these medicines from the store room sanskar! I hope after taking these medicines, her fever level will comedown & she will regain her consciousness." Sanskar grabbed that piece of paper from my hand & rushed to the store room where minimum medicines were kept for the safety of slayers.

Sanskar's POV:
Laksh was examining her and I was standing near the corner of the door & was eagerly waiting for his reply. As soon as he looked at me, I asked him about her health. But he was unable to give me proper reply. So, I couldn't control my rage & asked him to check her properly without looking towards me. Time was passing out & with passage of time, I was feeling unsure regarding her health. Suddenly he asked me about that molestation incident & the insane doings of Alex & Martin were flashed back in my mind. I couldn't control myself now. She was in this situation due to those bastards. I would have killed those morons, if they wouldn't be captain's men. I didn't want to repeat & memorize those incidents again. So, I only hinted Laksh that I was aware about the incident & pleaded him to cure her.

A few minutes had passed. Laksh again looked at me. By this time, I was expecting to hear the real cause for her unconsciousness from his mouth but again he couldn't satisfy me with his answers. I reminded him about his occupation to cure the patients but the way he justified himself, had broken my rage & anger. I controlled my rage & sided the matter towards captain. He was trying his level best to save her & my growing concern for her was no longer hidden to him. But I didn't want to show this care as ultimately I was a slayer & feeling for a target would only create havoc, nothing else. So, I tried to control my emotions as fas as possible.

He handed over a piece of paper & asked me to bring those medicines from store room. I rushed towards the store room of our dark world. All the basic & necessary medicines were kept there for the immediate & primary dressing of slayers after their injuries. I searched the shelves & found out all medicines & injections. Without wasting a bit time, I ran towards my room & gave those medicines & injections to him. He inserted the injection in her body & said,"Sanskar! I have given her injection. Probably her fever will come down in 1 hour & she may regain her consciousness." After hearing his reply, my discomfort level was risen as every time he was using those uncertain words like 'perhaps', 'probably'...... Still I controlled my eagerness & asked him politely,"Laksh! Please tell me honestly.. If with in 1 hour, there will not be any improvement in her health then.... Will she......???" I was unable to complete the sentence as losing her was like losing my life for second time.. First time I lost my life when my mother was died. I saw tension in his face & he said in a painful tone,"If this medicine won't work, then we have to admit her in the hospital. Without performing any tests, I can't tell you about the outcomes." This reply was hell shocking for me. As it was not a normal situation that I would take her to the hospital. I asked him anxiously,"What are you saying,Laksh? She is kidnapped.. We can't admit her in hospital. How can you even think like that.. Please think about some other ways." Hearing my answers, he replied,"Try to understand the situation, Sanskar! I can't do anything.. I have already given her high dose medicines. If still she doesn't gain consciousness, then it indicates that she is facing some other major issues. Without performing tests, how can I provide her proper medication? I understand your situation that you are unable to admit her in the hospital & here also tests can't be performed as instruments are not available here. But I am helpless buddy! There is no other way.." Hearing his last statement, my heart skipped a bit from its position. I was clear that I was encircled with webs of problems. The only way to get out of it was Laksh's high dose medicines. If it worked then problem would be solved but if it wouldn't work,then I would lose her. As I couldn't take her to hospital in the sunlight by breaking the chains of dark world & also couldn't arrange those instruments here.. Here came the situation of helplessness. I was only left with one option.. Waiting for 1 more hour to get the outcome...

"Sometimes there was no next time, no time outs, no second chances. Sometimes it was now or never." This was exactly the same phase in which I was going through now. I wished to get a boon to stop the time from travelling further. But alas! Time waits for none. It was passing silently without anyone's notice. Through we both were present in the same room, still a single word wasn't exchanged between us from the past half an hour. Both of us were only transmitting our thoughts through our eyes. Just then, my phone buzzed. I picked up my phone & saw a message was received from captain in what's app. I excused myself from Laksh to leave the room to check the message. Even if I was least interested to check it now, still I couldn't ignore it as it was sent from captain. I checked what's app. My captain wanted some documents and photographs related to George's matter. I searched my phone's gallery to get those information. While searching, my eyes fell upon something, which compelled me to thanks my captain again. If he didn't message me then I could never get the solution to my current problem. Finally I got those things for which both of us were worried before a few hours. I found out photographs of some medical reports regarding her health in my phone which I had captured during my investigation of her secret house.. I rushed to show this to Laksh. Before he could ask me anything, I handed over my phone & asked him,"Go through these clicks carefully, Laksh!" I sensed a ray of hope in his eyes which created a feeble smile on my face. Perhaps the horrible night was passed and the stormy impact had ended with the real rise of sunshine which perished the darkness of night with the warmth of sunlight.

Credit to: Kashis

Saturday, 9 April 2016

Swasan ff: An incomplete Scrapbook (Capricious Sunrise) Episode 19

Posted by Saba Shiekh on April 09, 2016 with 13 comments
Sanskar's POV:
When Laksh uttered her name, I wasn't at all shocked. She was rich & famous. Any person who was having a little bit interest in media and news, could have recognized her easily. So, when Laksh acknowledged her, it wasn't at all surprising for me as he was a hacker & he had a large data base of memory regarding all these rich and famous personalities. After all it was his profession apart from his medical occupation. But the way Laksh was looking at her, wasn't appealing to me. He was looking at her in a tensed face as if he was reminding something. I didn't know whether I should ask him about his tensed expression or not. But I couldn't keep it in my head for a long time as well. I just asked him casually without showing any expression,"Do you know her Laksh?" And he replied,"Yes!".. And when he was responding, I could easily sense his absentmindedness. I was unable to get the real answer to his distress. So, I patted his shoulder & asked,"You may have known her from media, right!! She is very rich, you know." I again affirmed my thoughts by putting emphasis on media. But this time, what he answered, was a hell shocking thing for me. He said,"No! No Sanskar! I know her personally." I didn't know how to react after listening to his answer. Several things were coming to my mind. But I didn't want to show my anxiety to him & came out of the room to control my emotions before facing Laksh again.

Laksh's POV:
As soon as I arrived in this dark world, I rushed towards Sanskar's room. He was standing outside his room and there was no bullet injury in his body. Then why did he call me many times? I was going to ask him regarding this when he told me to help him for another cause. I thought that he might be worried for George's case. So, I revealed my successful implementation of coding in front of him. But still, his facial expression was same like before. It didn't change even after listening about the progress in George's case. Then why the hell was he worried? I patted his shoulder to ask him further regarding this but this time he dragged me into his room & asked me to cure a girl, oops not a girl.. but a mere kidnapped creature. Though Sanskar avoided his soft corner for this girl by connecting the matter with captain, but I could sense his restlessness. The level of discomfort in his face was clearly visible even if he was trying to hide it. I didn't ask him further questions as I knew that when he didn't want to answer any query, then even if you would ask him multiple times, still he wouldn't answer the correct cause & would confuse you only. So, I kept my mouth shut & checked that girl. To my surprise, she was "Swara Suryavansi." I was checking her carefully from head to toe to confirm my mind that indeed she was Swara Suryavansi.

Just then Sanskar asked me that did I know her? When I said him that I knew her personally then what happened to him I didn't know but he left the room. So, at once I came out of the room and asked him, "Sanskar! Why have you come out?" He was standing in front of me by showing his back to me & asked, "How do you know her personally, Laksh?" I could feel the heat in his voice & answered him calmly,"She is from my college & she is junior to me!" Suddenly he rotated his body towards me & said,"oh! Then you can save her easily as you know her."

For the first time in my life, I was viewing a saviour in the disguise of a slayer. Though he had saved me & my sister earlier but we weren't his targets. Even if this girl was his mere target & after completion of this target, he had to kill her, still he had already developed a soft corner for her. While I was thinking about all these things, he pushed me lightly and asked,"You can save her right! You have to do this for captain." I smiled at him as the way he was avoiding his care in the name of captain but then replied,"Look Sanskar! She was not that close to me. I have only talked to her 3-4 times casually in college and also invited her to my birthday party. After that birthday night, I haven't seen her in college campus & now I have come to know the reason behind her absence in college." After listening to me, he said,"It means, you can't save her.."

By his this curiosity, I could easily guess that how deeply that girl, Swara, had affected his mind. 'Breaking the hazy mind of an assassin wasn't a mere task. It needed courage. There must be something special in this girl.' I thought this & replied to him,"I have never said that I can't save her. But ya! I don't know anything about her medical history. However let me check her first." After my reply, we both came into the room to check her.

Sanskar's POV:
As soon as I came out of the room, Laksh followed me & asked for the cause of leaving the room. I just didn't want to hear anything bogus & came straight to the point & asked him that how did he know her? When he told that she was from the same medical college where Laksh was an intern, the flashback came to my mind, while I was chasing her earlier to find any clue about Mayuri & indeed I had spotted her going to the medical college. It meant Laksh was her friend & he might be knowing about her medical history. It meant he could save her easily. A ray of smile was coming to my face but I suppressed it in front of Laksh. I saw Laksh was in his own world & was thinking about something. I pushed him slightly & started hiding my emotions in the name of captain & asked him to save her as soon as possible as he had known her already. But when he replied that she was only his casual friend and also invited her to his birthday & apart from that he was ignorant about her, then the ray of hope & smile which were growing inside my heart suddenly shrank to the rock bottom... Like I was day dreaming about heaven while lying in hell.

All my hopes were vanished in a twinkle of second. The day flashed back in my mind when I had kidnapped her from the party. It meant she had gone there to attain Laksh's birthday. I didn't know how to react in this situation. Should I curse my luck to kidnap a girl who was a mirror image of my mother or to curse myself for my growing feelings for her which weren't accepted to this dark world or to curse destiny for my helplessness in curing her or to curse the Almighty who had designed my life like a puppet in front of situations... Gathering all my courage, I asked him about the possibilities to save her. He wanted to check her before coming to any conclusion. So we both proceeded to my room. The night was passing calmly & a new day was coming up. But for me that night had left its impact in my life in the form of chaos & uncertainty. Though sunrise wasn't that much pleasing for a slayer, but truly for the first time, that night I wanted the real sunrise in my life.


Credit to: Kashis

Friday, 8 April 2016

I'm Hope Ep 21

Posted by Saba Shiekh on April 08, 2016 with 4 comments
Light, is the source of energy, made of thousands of color furthermore when this light touches the irises of eyes, it turn into beautiful pictures. Picture of life which realized us that we're living, living for life, living for someone and living for ourselves.

She was also started living with the person, for the person and by the person whom God made relationship with.

Both chose carrot red bridal dress for Umeed and cream for Faraz.

When they were on the jewellery shop for selecting matching ornaments for wedding dress then someone came inside the shop. They were in separate past, so no any customer which was coming from main gate, couldn't notice them but they could notice and see them exactly.

She was busy in choosing necklace when Faraz called her.

"Umeed.."

She turned, he steered her behind the glass wall, where they were sitting.

It was Romana who was wearing inappropriate dress and was with a boy who was definitely not Shayan.

She knew very well about the values of her family, "how could Romana do with the trust of daddy" she thought, then stood up from her place to indicate her activities but suddenly Faraz held her hand.

"what?" She turned with same bewilderment.

"let us see, what's the connection between them, don't be so hasty to derive out conclusion" Faraz said calmly.

Umeed gasped, nodded positively. Then she sat again and ordered the jewellery while their contemplation was on Romana and the boy completely.

In the same time, Faraz did something unexpected, he captured the pictures of both of them.

"why are you doing this?" Umeed yelled on him while doing so.

"Umeed! I experienced this world more than you, if you encounter her then you must be stuck in problem which she would be creating for you, so we should have some proof against her" Faraz uttered with same calm voice.

Umeed nodded, both followed them while they reached at beach.

"Oh shit! They are going inside of beach house, this boy is not seem like nice guy, Romana is also stupid girl, I should stop her" when she saw them going their car towards the beach house. They parked car inside the house, Umeed and Faraz were hiding near the other beach house but now they don't understand what should they do.

This time Faraz understood the solemnness of situation.

Before they closed the door of beach house, they reached there.

"stop honey.." She cried, Romana turned then froze on her place while seeing them on her head with this appearance and the boy.

"Um..m..me..ee..d" she stuttered with very low voice that Umeed understood her name by seeing her lips movement.

"do you know her?" The boy asked from icy statue of Romana.

But at the next moment, Romana came out from her trauma.

"No baby! I don't know them" she said delicately while playing with her hairs.

Faraz and Umeed's face turned into pale while listening to it. They definitely didn't expect this type of reaction from her.

"Don't lie Romana! She's your sister and what are you doing with this boy? You should know about the value of your family?" Faraz screeched after watching the pale face of Umeed.

"Romi darling please get them out from there" she pleaded to the boy whose name she mentioned as Romi.

The very strong layer of rage, passed across the heart of two.

"how dare you to..." Before he completed his sentence, Umeed held his hand "let's go from there Faraz!"

Faraz simply nodded then they came outside from there.

Sun was also shining on their head, now cloud was unable to cover up its heat. The hearts were feeling the same and beating on same rhythm.

Umeed was depressed and Faraz didn't have any word to console her.

The whole path passed silent, when he was dropping her to her house, then she turned.

"do you still have those pictures of Romana?" Her eyes was the only things which conveyed her pain although her face remained motionless.

"hmm" he clipped his answer.

"I want to place it on every social media, she iis using, it's time to pay back to Romana" her voice was stern and ruthless, totally opposite to that Umeed, he knew or loved.

"it's Chinese saying Umeed, if you wa...." Faraz said it calmly, for her he always remained calm. He also didn't know itself how his rage, roughness went out when he was with his angel.

"I don't care, I just wanted to win this game which was started by Honey" this time she said it restlessly, in very low voice.

Faraz wanted to stop her, not because he wanted to safe Romana, just because he knew Romana will attack back on her.

"won't you the one, who will safe her?" His inner voice asked question to him. His answer was affirmative, he nodded silently to Umeed.

"OK! I'll send you those pictures, but please be careful" he disentangled her hand while pressing it slowly.

She took the shopping bag, then moved towards her house without greeting him goodbye.

He knew, he knew very well that in this relationship, he had to suffer only because it was only his heart matter, other side was empty for him. But despite of these facts, he still loved her, but he wasn't angel who loved unconditionally, he wanted her love back, so he knew he had to suffer to win her heart, though it will be long journey but he will wait for her without loosing his hope (Umeed).

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It was Mahanadi's ritual of Umeed and Faraz, elders decided to arrange it on one place to save time.

When Romana came to do ritual of her, her face turned into arctic cold.

"if i do something which break your marriage then?" She was putting Hanna on the leave which was kept on Umeed's palm.

In very second, her face's expression changed.

"I can expect this type of cheap thing from you" she screeched but in very low voice.

Faraz was there, he was listening but because of people he had to wait till Romana came to him.

And she went there, "how is your new boyfriend Romana?" He chewed every word of his sentence.

But Romana was on the other side, only for a second, her face darkened, at the next moment, she answered him with smile.

"instead of worrying about my boyfriend, you should be thinking about your wife, maybe she wouldn't be your wife more"

"don't think about impossible things Romana dear! Your sister's husband is not so weak to leave her, so easily.. So please shut your mouth and give some rest to your small mind then maybe you have some peace in your life" his every word engulfed rage of his heart but in respect of guests, he defrayed those in very low voice that only Romana and Umeed could receive easily.

She stood up with rage after listening those words from him.

"you said so much to her" Umeed whispered in his ear.

"she deserves more than that" he said with smile by looking her beautiful without-makeup-face.

She was wearing long lemon maxi with real flowers ornaments. Her dupatta was in this form that her half face was revealed and half was covered. But he was sitting with her, so whenever she talked to her, he could clearly seen her face.

"Though your face messed with ubtan, and your hairs with oil but still you're looking amiable in this attire like this color is made for your golden complexion Umeed" he intoned those golden words in less than whisper.

Unintentionally, her cheeks turned into rosy colors, her heart missed one beat but at the next moment she controlled herself then just gave him a beautiful smile with lips movement "thank you".

A thanks not for his beautiful words but for the love he showed to her. In this life, we utter many words but most important thing is that whether our words are really giving happiness to anyone or not.

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That beautiful day was the most longest day of her life. Beautician was preparing her for her most special day and she controlled her breath in every next moment.

By thinking about Faraz, her cheeks were turning into red. When beautician gave her final touch, her mobile message tone rang, she checked out message, it was from Faraz.

"Do you give me the owner of first viewer who holds your bridal attire in his eyes?"

She smiled after reading the text, no doubt that rough person defrayed his wish in beautiful words.

"I can give you the honor but how will you get this honour, I don't know" by writing this she unintentionally shrugged her shoulders.

"please don't move ma'am" the assistant of beautician, who was setting her dupatta, said.

She simply nodded, then again received his message.

"leave this on me"

She didn't understand how could he make it possible to view her bridal attire before anyone could see her because at the next hour, Arman was going to receive her and she was in parlour which was far away from the house of Faraz. There were many rituals also performing before the wedding, in this situation how did possible for him to reach here without the knowledge of anyone.

"you're done ma'am! You can call your family member to receive you" an assistant informed her.

She simply nodded then came out from make up room. She sat on the couch which was placed in the waiting room.

She was about to call Arman but she stopped to think about the words of Faraz.

"I can give you only half hour to reach there agha Faraz!" She thought in her mind but didn't replied him.

Hardly five minutes were passed when her cellphone rang again.

"come out... I'm waiting" it was from Faraz, her eyes widened to read the text.

"what happened with this idiot? If anyone would see us then?" She thought then text him.

"I'm not coming"

"come outside, otherwise I'll come inside" in very next moment, she received his text.

"what's this nonsense Faraz?" She texted him again with irritated face.

"This is my right Umeed" she could assume his solemnness in his every word.

She gasped then slowly stood up while handling her heavy bridal dress.

When she came out from the parlor, she found him waiting for her but her eyes widened to see there something unusual but surprising.

"I make this day very special to you" when she held her hand, he whispered these words in her ear, she blushed to listen it while destiny smiled to see them because she was also planning this day very special to her.

Wednesday, 6 April 2016

Swasan ff:An Incomplete Scrapbook ( Foul Plays Of Destiny) Episode 18

Posted by Saba Shiekh on April 06, 2016 with 12 comments
Laksh's POV:
"Sometimes human beings are just mere toys in the hand of destiny. Destiny plays with us till it wants. Whatever we may do, but we can't fight against destiny for long & have to mend our ways in favour of it." I was busy with my laptop in doing some coding to hack the bank account of George. I didn't know how much time had passed till now. I was working with this code & trying to apply it successfully without any error. Oh! What a relief. Finally after so much struggle, I got the way of successful implementation of the coding. Was it not the game of destiny?? Earlier, the easy going guy Laksh Rathor had a peaceful and bliss life with his mother & sister. But look at the irony of fate! Due to my mother's serious illness, I had to involve in this line to get a lump sum amount of money for the cure of my mother, which indeed couldn't be done by my medical study alone. Over the top, I was also not a professional doctor rather a mere intern...

The alarm sound of the clock broke my thoughts and I checked the time in laptop. Oh god! It was already 4 AM. I had to call Captain to inform him about the successful implementation of the coding which would help him in recovery of his money from George's account. I searched my mobile and it was kept on bed. As soon as I picked up it to dial Captain's number, I found out that it was in switched off mode. I opened it and to my utter surprise, I had got 29 missed calls from Sanskar. I was hell worried. "Is he fine? Why has he called me so many times? Is he injured during chasing some targets? Has he sustained any bullet injury?" While I was thinking about all these aspects, I dialed his number. But alas! The voice message came as busy...

As soon as I cut the call, my mobile ringed. It was none other than Sanskar. I picked up the call hurriedly and asked,"Are you OK sanskar? Is everything fine? Why have you called me so many times? Is there any emergency?" I asked all these questions in one go without even taking a single pause. I was too panic that time to hear his answer. As this was the world of darkness, here the ruler was the sinister dark object which took away lives at its own will. It wouldn't show mercy upon anyone while engulfing them to darkness completely. Just then I heard Sanskar's voice. He said,"Laksh! Where are you? I have been trying your number for 4 hours... OK! Where ever you may be, come to our place as soon as possible and yes! Come fast!"

By listening to his voice, I was confirmed that he was worried and the way he emphasized the words 'come fast' that made me hell worried. To eradicate my doubts, I asked him," Why are you so much worried? What has happened? Are you OK? Answer me yaar....." He snapped back to me,"Laksh! Stop firing questions. Come fast and you will eventually know your answers!" Before I could ask further questions, the call was already disconnected.

My heart was filled with many mixed anxieties.. After talking to him, I felt that he was fine but then why was he worried? Why didn't he tell me anything about the matter? Why did he call me so many times? There were lots of questions in my mind but I couldn't even find out one answer to these questions. Why life was too much complicated??.. I didn't waste more time on thinking about these things and dressed up quickly and rushed out towards my car. While travelling, suddenly I remembered that I had to call captain. But I ignored to call him as I didn't know why did sanskar call me for so many times.. He must had needed me so badly that led him to call me multiple times. But if I would call master now & he would give me any further tasks, then meeting with Sanskar would be difficult in my part. I couldn't afford to loose this meeting.. I had to find out what exactly happened with him...

How could I neglect Sanskar? He was no less than a saviour to me. He saved me and my sister from life threatening danger & molestation respectively. For me, he wasn't a slayer but a rescuer. I didn't know much regarding him but I could bet that he was a man with golden heart. I didn't know why he opted this line but still he was possessing a bright ray of humanism in this world of obscurity. Like a flame which had the ability to eradicate the darkness by perishing it gradually. All the way, I was thinking about his favourable deeds & supports towards me & my family. Now it was my turn to pay back. Just then I reached in front of the dark world palace and went in to meet Sanskar.

Sanskar's POV:
"Time and tide waits for none." Genuine enough! It was the time which was passing out of my hand. She was lying unconsciously like a lifeless flesh and I was standing in front of her helplessly. My repeated attempts to reach laksh were going in vain and fear of loosing her was rotating in my mind. "Sometimes we, human beings feel like problems are the real issues of our lives. But No... It's not true. Not finding the solution to the problem is even a greater issue than facing the problem." The same thing was happening with me. She hadn't regained her consciousness and the only source, Laksh, who could help me in this situation, was unreachable.

Four hours had already passed. I again dialed Laksh's number & luckily his phone was reachable this time. He was firing questions to me about my health and why did I call him so many times? I didn't know how to tell him about my target. I didn't know how would he react after viewing the soft side of humanism in me? I couldn't give him any details on phone and also I didn't want to consume more time in discussion. So, I said him to come soon & categorically emphasized the 'come soon' words. I was aware about Laksh. He wouldn't stop until he would get satisfactory replies to his queries. So, I disconnected the call immediately & was waiting for his arrival now.

He reached here after 20 minutes of my call. As soon as he arrived here, he rushed towards me and examined me carefully. I could sense his nervousness for me. So, before he could ask me any further questions, I said,"I'm fine Laksh. I need your help urgently for another cause." After listening about my fineness of health, he was a bit relieved & asked,"What's the matter Sanskar? Is there anything related to George? Don't worry. I have successfully implemented the codes & tomorrow that work will be done." I didn't know what I should tell him now. How could I explain him about my position? Could I say that I had to save this girl as she resembled my mother or could I say that she was the girl who had created a ray of remorse in an assassin's life.

Laksh patted on my shoulder & my series of thoughts were broken. But I was unable to answer his queries. Laksh was looking at me with suspicious eyes. Without answering anything, I dragged him towards my room where she was sleeping & said,"Laksh! Cure this girl. She was my target and before knowing the truth I can't let her die. Captain needs important information from this girl." I said all these things without making any eye contact with laksh & trickily avoided the real cause to survive her & sidelined the matter towards captain. So that Laksh couldn't ask me any further questions.  As expected Laksh didn't fire any more questions & went to check up her. As soon as laksh rotated her body and saw her face, he said, "Swara Suryavansi."


Credit to:Kashis