VIVAH
A girl was in kitchen doing her daily chores..she was just carelessly doing her chores as if she was thinking something deeply may be how her life changed …from being single to getting married to a unknown person …like how ambitious she was then now she is just juggled up in her own life..not that she didn’t want to get married but not too early ..she was just 19 who joined B.A Journalism last year she was about enter her second year then she got married to unknown person..Against her wish still being obedient child of the mama and mami(aunty and uncle) she is doing her best to do her wifely duties perfectly..Being an orphan who was staying with her mama and mami .she didn’t want her family should face criticism because of her…
She carelessly was about to catch hold of milk container which was kept to boil…but someone suddenly pulled her wrist calling her name out breaking her thoughts listening to him and saw him wide eyed …
“Swara, why can’t you keep care of yourself...what you were thinking so deeply dear”he asked her with concern
And checking her throughout soo that she didn’t get any hurt or not…
“sanskar , woh actually” before she could tell something
Sanskar pulled her closer to him and keeping her head on his chest and put her hand around his waist ..he himself wrapped his hand around her shoulders and patting her head lightly soothing took her in a hug ..
Then again he pulled himself away cupped her face and leaned in to kiss her..The kiss was so smooth as he was devouring her lip against his lips swara was shocked with his sudden attack on her lip later she gave up to him and started kissing him back her hand immediately reached his collars pulling him closer and massaging his hair while the kiss turned passionately..Soon swara felt wet kisses on her neck..As sanskar nibbled near her earlobe she moaned in pleasure…she was loosening her senses to him ….they both were just lost in eachothers embrace…
Just then door bell rang ….they both detached themselves and sanskar was cursing that person who broke their romance and pulled his hair frustetedly and left from there…
It was just 6th month of their wedding ….still there was little barrier between this newlywed couple..
Swara was lost in herself ..she caressed her face though she was not ready for this relationship but she felt some ping towards this intimate like she loosing herself for this new and unknown feelings she felt something good and little smile crept on her face…
Sanskar pov..
I was enjoying my kiss with my love of my life but that stupid door bell rang..newspaper fellow cant he come little late always be my romance villain..huhh..first a fall we are taking our sweet little time to open up about this relation though I wanted her to be mine I felt her discomfort soo slowly I am taking my relation forward I am happy with the improvement of she kissing me back and this barriers again huh..i want to be near her again..i thought and started getting ready I got an idea to how too call her and smirked at my own plan
End of pov..
Soon she heard sanskar calling her name aloud. She became tensed that why was he calling her…soon she reached their room..as soon as she reached ..
She saw sanskar was looking at his shirt with a frown on his face..
“Swara, I ..a..um…can you just stitch this button “saying this sanskar showed his shirt button which came out and made a cute face..
“Hm..”she just hummed went near the dressing table took out needleand a thread and stepped closure to him and started sewing button she was startled when she felt a pair of arms holding her waist tightly and making her move close to him, she felt his face nuzzling into her hair and neck , her breath got hitched finally with lots of struggle she completed her task and then again was lost in his touch and his fragrance..
“I..I…sewed it” she stammered a bit ..
Sanskar was soo lost in her he started giving her wet kisses on her neck …in that moment swara just closed her eyes tightly and fisted her hands a little ..when she hissed in pain
“ouch” she just hissed
Sanskar detached himself from her and then saw her hand which she was catching needle and saw her hand bleeding…guilt took over him..
“sorry..sorry..It is my mistake I should have taken care of you and now see because of my carelessness and this romance you got hurt” he said while taking needle from her hand and then taking her to washroom and cleaning her right hand and cursing himself..
“sanskar, seriously no need of band aid” she tried to protest but sanskar being sanskar..
“shh , swara see the blood is oozing out soo let me do first aid” he said firmly
Swara just kept mum because she knew arguing is waste of time
After he did banded her hand he just kissed on it again
“I am sorry baby “ he said again and looked at her and she saw him and both were lost in eachother..
Their trance broke when sanskar phone rang
“heloo, yes sir I am ready I am coming…yes sir “ he said and hanged up the phone he started packing his stuff hurriedly and left to his office ..he was about step out off the room and swara was following him …sanskar just turned back and pecked her lip and then her cheeks leaving swara shocked. Though it was his routine of pecking her lips she still didn’t get habitual to it..
Though, sanskar got married to swara in arranged marriage. It was love at first sight for him..he saw her when she was sitting in front of him and calmly answering his mothers question…
Sanskar felt there is some barrier between them and swara is not able to adjust with him but he didn’t knew the reason ..he thought its wedding jitters and she leaving everything behind soo she needs time…
Few days later..
Sanskar flat was full off hustle bustle as his friends and colleagues asked him for a party as he got married and got promotion too…
Soo it was full of hustle bustle…sanskar hold swara by her waist and while introducing to the guest and felt possessive about her at same time..
He then took her to his guru , his teacher whom he invited because of her guidance he was at the this position ..she was Mrs.Gauri Sarma who is now principal of the collge ..St. Pious College…
“Swara , meet my guru who gave me guidance to reach this position” sanskar said as soon as they reached that person
Swara was shell shocked to see that person and then
“Yeayiee , young lady” swara squealed in happiness and greeted and then hugged her tightly
“Swara”Mrs.Sarma said hugging her and then caressing her head lovingly
“how are you my bacha”Mrs.Sarma asked her lovingly..
Swara was jovial and being topper too she was attached to her lectures specially her principal who loved her as her own daughter…
“I am as you see younglady ”swara said and winked at her and both burst out into the fits of laughter
Sanskar was amused to see swara laugh carelessly…
He intruded in middle as he wanted to know the two important people in his life knew eachother but how?
“Ladies, I am here I think you forgot”sanskar said with a smile
“Sanskar she is my principal” swara said with a never ending smile
“Sanskar how do you know swara”Mrs.Sarma asked
“She is my wife mam” he said politely…
Mrs.Sarma was in thoughts this is reason swara left the college because she got married to sanskar ..but how come sanskar didn’t knew about her education her age..But how she tought of telling sanskar the truth..
She took sanskar as side while swara got busy in attending party and told the truth and about her studies and scholarships…sanskar was numb didn’t knew how to react…
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It’s been two days since sanskar deatched himself from swara and didn’t talk to her..swara was restless as she was not getting the attention ..she was worried for him as he is not eating properly nor talking to her ..nor smiling like before he was soo lost in his own thoughts now a day’s looked worried . Swara wanted to share his problem she had enough now .As he didn’t even had his dinner..
She directly went to their room
“Sanskar” she called him
Sanskar just looked up and then again gazed into the laptop screen
“Sanskar..what happened to you..why you look soo worried”she said and took pause expecting sanskar to speak(as she sat infront of him ) but all in vein as she didn’t get any response she just spoke agin
“Are you angry at me , did I do anything wrong, please don’t through me out of this house..please don’t complain to mama and mami please…I will bear anypunishment you give please..”she was about to blabber more
When she felt his lip on her lips it was not as soothing as they used to kiss it was very aggressive he was being very dominant and was not allowing her to kiss him back with same pace…sanskar broke the kiss as he felt breathless ..then they both panting heavily…
“Why swara , why didn’t you tell the truth about your age and your studies”he said seeing her concerndly
“What are you talking about ?”swara asked innocently not getting what was he talking about..
“Swara, that your just twenty and you were studying …I was told you 23 years old and you completed your degree..why didn’t you speak up about this swara when I met you and asked you about your goals”sanakar said
“Why swara, why”sankar asked her cupping her face lovingly..
“I was told to not talk about it..if I did then they would beat me and may be throughout from their home my only way of living ..i thought to keep quite..and they didn’t even tell me that they lied about my age and studies if I knew I would have told you for sure” she said innocently looking into his eyes
As soon as she said that he took her in a bear hug and she started sobbing little as she got someone to tell the truth of her life …
“shh swara , chup no one will say anything to you I am there na” he said patting her back ..and sitting beside her..god knows how many hours they stayed in same postion …
“And I have decided that too take a loan and you will complete your further studies” he said determinedly while patting her back lovingly..
“But sanskar..”swara was about to say something but was interrupted by him..
“shh..swara my decision is final” he said and she hugged him again and hummed in response..and sanskar continued patting her back till he found her breath getting even and he saw her sleeping and made her sleep on the bed covered her with sheets and saw her admiringly caressing her hair and face..
Sanskar pov…
How peacefully your sleeping swara..I hope I give you the same peace every time..I didn’t knew about your worries and you were hiding soo many things ..it is my fault that I didn’t ask and find out about your worries ..if Mrs.Sarma mam would not have been there I would not have known the truth ..i promise swara I will not you crash your dreams because of me…
End of pov..
Later , after few days sanskar got swara admission and rejoin her in same cllge to continue her studies ..being topper the college authorities thought about reconsideration of the admission and swara finally joined in collge…
She now concentrating on her studies and sanskar helping her doing daily routine cores ..this continued for few months..Initially sanskar parents both annnapurna and durgaprasad had issues with swara rejoining college but could not protest as their son was too stubborn and strong headed person (sanskar doesn’t live with his parents he live is Mumbai where as his parents live in Kolkata..swara’s mama and mami are from Kolkata but lived in Mumbai)
One fine day sanskar met with an accident ..and swara was in her lecture soo didn’t attend the calls….sanskar parents reached the hospital as they were here to live with them for some days…
Swara reached the hospital till the time sanskar was getting discharged..she was happy to see him safe..he got airline fracture in his right hand and little scratches on head..
Later in the night , after having dinner with sanskar in their room swara reached kitched to wash the utensils and do her chores of work with Annapurna(ap) came in and saw her
“swara” ap said while dragging her aside
“see swara I may sound rude but truth is truth, your wife of our sanskar and its your responsibility to take care of his needs and his house nothing else this studies never matter soo I am warning you to leave this study thing and concentrate on this marriage and I do expect you to give us good news soon ..we got you married to sanskar for fulfilling his needs not yours got it” Ap said in one go and left from there..
Swara was little sad but she thought her mother in law was right…she has to concentrate on her marriage and discontinue her studying..
It has been fifteen days since sanskar had accident and swara took care f him…he observed her not studying and then he thought once his parents live he can ask her…
Today was the day when he got removed plaster on his hand and doctors indicating that he was fit now..and his parents left to Kolkata in the evening after his checkup..
Swara pov..
Mummy ji was right..she knocked some senses in me being sanskars wife I need to take of him but me I just took advantage of him and his kindness he always kept me happy and what did I do I didn’t reached hospital when he needed me and did nothing to make him happy I will make sure I will fulfills his dreams and needs and my duties towards him..i respect him to keep my dreams ahead his but not know I will make sure I will make his dream come true..
And today he will be happy If I will give myself to him and loose my virginity to him..i have decorated the whole room as his like hope he will like..
Why am I getting nervous…don’t be nervous swara he is your husband I said to myself
End of pov…
Later at night when sanskar entered his room found it decorated with candles and flowers like a romantic date setup , he was shocked to see that decoration and saw swara with In black saree in too much reveling standing in front of him biting her lips…if he would not have known swara he would have made a reason that she wants him..but he knew her soo nicely too guess something fishy was going in her mind..he was in his own thoughts when he found his lips being crashed by her lips and she was kissing him..he could not resist more and started kissing her back and lost his control and started giving her wet kisses all over her face and caressing her waist ..he stopped himself while he found swara removing his shirt…and he stopped her from going further
“what are you doing swara”he said not knowing how to judge her actions…
“sanskar..th..that..i” swara stammered a little…sansakr worked up his brain and got a clue her not going to cllge then this and his mothers glare on swara …he got his answer and he wanted to confirm from swara
“swara what is all this haa..this room this decorations ..why do we need to do this”he asked her in full rage
“sanskar I thought it will make you happy” she said hung her face down feeling sad that he didn’t like it ..
“I will like it swara like seriously, you think I am fool not to get that my mom gave you some warning to leave your studies and concentrate on this marriage and you doing the same …” he continued while swara tried to interrupt
“Swara, yes I want you but not in this way , I want to you to complete your dream and that is my dream too know, I want you to be independent, here I am fighting for your dreams and you crashing my only dream that is too keep you happy..wow swara wow such mahaan murath you are you always sacrifice everthing then fine be like this” he said in anger holding her shoulder tightly and left the house in anger…
Swara was crying contionously and was hell worried about sanskar as he didn’t return home from two days ..he didn’t even call her…
Later that night he came home..
“sanskar”swara said and hugged him tightly
To which he just detached himself from her ignoring her he just left to his room and started packing his bag swara got worried
“Where are going ..why are you packing your bag..i am sorry sansakr”she said panicinkly..
“I am going to delhi I got promotion and I will have to stay there for one and half year and will come back after that” sanskar said calmly with expressionless face
“sanskar, I know your angry at me please don’t leave me I will do anything to get your forgiveness” she said while sobbing and hugging him from back side..
Sanskar detached him self from her and faced her and taking her hand in his
“You will do as I say right promise”he said while swara bobbed gently
“Then you have to complete your studies and concentrate on it and I will be going to delhi I will be in touch with you daily you will stay here ..okay..” he said
“No sanskar don’t leave please I will concentrate on my studies please”she pleaded him
He just kissed her lovingly assuring her he was with and she reciprocated the same passion and he detached himself feeling swara got breath less..joining their forehead..
“swara, remember I am happy with your happieness, don’t make it difficult for me take care of yourself, don’t worry we will be in touch , byee take care eat on time and concentrate on your studies okay” he said and left with the stuff he packed…
Swara pov…
It’s been six months since he left me for my own happiness…As promised sanskar calls me daily at mornings and at nights I just pick up the phone just to listen to his talks asking me to talk to him but I have decided not to talk to him..How can he just punish me going away from me just because of my small mistake huh?? I promised him I will not concentrate on studies but noo he was to admant not to come back …
(she pouted)..right know I am waiting for his call and he stupid , idiot not at all calling daily by this time he made sure he called me.. though I didn’t talk to him he daily called me as he promised then he used to talk to me till I am as sleep and he used to recite me his whole day charge then some time told me bed time stories …
My trance broke and saw my phone ringing aloud which was kept on charge I rushed towards the side table and picked up the phone I knew somewhere it was him …
“swara” he said it was enough for me to take out my breath…I sighed in relief he called at last..
“swara , I am sorry I called late today”he said I soo wanted to scold him for calling soo late and making me waiting huhh I pouted
“don’t pout swara” he said I wondered as he came came back and saw here and there beside me
“swara no need to see here and there I know than you know yourself”he said.
Haan if only you knew me soo much then you would have come back and didn’t dare to leave me all alone here as if you really care I thought (I soo wanted to tell him)
“swara , seriously it’s been six months still angry on me please forgive me dear” he said
I wanted to talk to him but controlled the urge of mine..he took haste decision not me ..he left me even when I pleaded him even I threatened him but all in vein he is sooo stubborn huhh..
“I know swara you cursing me but don’t do it I did it for you for us please try to understand “ he said
Our good and for our sake like really he doesn’t know how much I am missing him soo much and he is happily living over there..
“swara, swara u there”he asked
I just coughed in response as I do always ..
“so you are there, I am sorry na baba please forgive me” he said pleading
I also pleaded him did he listen to me know he has to do what he decided an I will do the same..
“swara”he called again
My name never sounded this better everytime he calls my name I feel some jitters this feeling is new I feelgoo and love my name more when he calls me by by name..
Then again he started telling his routine don’t know when I dozed off
End of pov
Sanskar pov..
I know swara I hurt you by taking this haste decision but what can I do if I am there I am for surely not able to keep distance from you. I didn’t want you to ruin your dreams because of me…I know swara probably you think I don’t like you anymore but no swara I still love you..i miss you so much that I can’t even express in words…I know you are too angry and don’t want to talk to me but still I talk to you daily hoping against hope that someday you will talk to me…fingers crossed it’s been a one and half year since I talked to you and you stubborn woman you are just like me …I finally agree I defeat and I can’t wait to see you and will soon tell you about my feelings…
Tomorrow I am coming back to you love …I am soo excited to see me there at your graduation day..
I am damn excited about her graduation ceremony asusual my baby just made it …she topper of her university..Madam Mrs.Sarma told me about it…
Next day…
Omg I am so late now I have to reach to her college I can’t miss she getting graduation and this damn traffic gahh I hate it..
Till I reached the venue .. I heard my Baby’s name calling out for giving away graduation certificate and awarded to become topper of university ..i reached near the stage hurriedly and saw her she was looking nervous and she was searching for someone but who..
“Miss.Swara come and take your award and please do tell your secret of your success” I heard the host saying
Swara just smiled and took the mike and then turned towards the host and said
“Its Mrs.SwaraSanskarMaheswari sir”she said and smiled at him I was numb I didn’t knew how to react..
She saw me standing near the stage
“This is because of my husbands push I am standing here and taking this award. His belief in me…my dreams would have been shattered if it wasn’t you sanskar who supported me” she showed her hand towards me telling me that she know I am here ..
I smiled at her..
“sanskar today I want to say something infront of everyone …that I don’t what it feels that day you left to delhi and this one and halfyear without made me realize that I am deeply fallen in love with you sanskar maheswari .. I love you dear husband soo much” she said
I was numb didn’t knew how to react tears were rooling out my eyes when I saw my angel my wife coming runningly towards me I immediately took her in a tight hug and felt relieved feeling her in my arms and she wrapped her hands around me tightly than I held held..
“I love you , my dear husband” she said
“I love you too, my dear wife” I said and twirled her around….
The end
Thank you everyone for reading ..
Do comment and tell me your views..
Shruthi
Do comment and tell me your views..
Shruthi
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