Swasan A path hate to love ep33

Sanskar looked himself in mirror  and a tear of helplessness had broken from his eyelashes which he threw far from his eyes because it was last tear which came into his eyes. God made him for conquering world, not for shedding tears.
He hardly arranged money for calling Laksh, nowadays, he was in abroad for study.
Sanskar:" Lucky! I need some amount of money, do you know someone, who can borrow me money"
Laksh:" Bhai! How much?"
Sanskar:" 5 lacs approximately"
Laksh:" Let me confirm from my friends, I'll call you later"
He didn't know, how, but laksh arranged money for him. His friend came and gave him money because he demanded cash.
He got the money and he rented a home and bought some stuff with bike.
Now he had known what was his first step should be. He set out the PC and researched about one particular company. "Desuza and co"
He went to salon and set his condition. He looked himself, now he looked like old Sanskar. He stopped... No.. He could never look like old Sanskar ..  Never.
He went to his university, exams of his second last semester was going on. He calmly gave his exams and started his mission.
He called Harshad:" Hey harshad! Where are you? some day, you offered me something"
Harshad:" Oh! That offer, I don't know about it, either it's still available or not, do you wanna do?"'
Sanskar thought for a moment:" Ok! You don't need to confirm it, I'm coming to your office, you should do one thing"
Harshad:" What's that?"
Sanskar told him, what he should do.
He went to Desuza and co for his job interview but actually there's no job interview was going on.
Mrs. Desuza:" Look Mr Maheshwari, we didn't advertise for vacancy, and you're so young and under graduate, how can we give you job?"
Sanskar smirked:" You can keep me on one month trial, (he downed his head to her and looked into her eyes).." That time someone came knock the door.
It was Harshad. According to their plan, he boggled to see him there:" Oh Sanskar you there?"
He turned to Mrs Desuza:" This is a boy, I talked about last month"
Eyes expression of Mrs Desuza changed at once..
She looked him with deep eyes and said:" So... You were the boy? So do you want job instead of accepting my offer?"
Sanskar smirked:" Ok let's change the deal, keep me as your personal assistant and I'll accept your offer.... But just a minute... Sanskar's price isn't so low that he'll accept your offer just because of job of your PA" he put his leg on other and folded his hands.
Mrs Desuza's interest raised in him and said:" Tell me the demand"
Sanskar smiled victoriously:" Ok I'll think about my demand, but nowadays I'm bit busy in looking new home for me"
Mrs Desuza thought for a moment:" I've apartment, you can stay there"
Sanskar looked into her eyes:" Are you consider me as beggar? Yeah if you want to give me that apartment, don't give me a key of that apartment, I want also its papers on my name"
Mrs Desuza shocked to listen him:" You know its price? Your demand is too high..." .
Sanskar:" I'm also too high Mrs Desuza! If you want me, give me the right price"
Mrs. Desuza thought for a while and extended her hands towards him:" Ok! I'm agree, but your duty will start from today, as my PA plus also as my toy boy"
Sanskar twisted his head and held her hand:" Deal is final but first give me my price"
Mrs Desuza smiled again but this time his smile was replete with intoxication:" I'll give you papers in the evening"
Sanskar nodded:" You should be, because don't consider me like other boys"
He was telling truth because he didn't like other's boys. Before accepting the deal of become toy boy, he did complete research on this topic "how to conquer old age woman on bed". He went to prostitute many time to being himself strong because, he didn't want to show his slovenliness to her.
Firstly, he had an aversion from this things, but slowly slowly, he became used to it. He wanted to do it perfectly. Firstly, after completion of his duty, he looked himself in mirror and split on his reflection for doing this dirty job. But whenever he thought about his insult, he forgot all things and just concentrated on his goal.
He sold the apartment and purchased the small house far from the city and returned his liability. Then he didn't want to live in the crowd of the world that's why he considered that house. It was very difficult to seek that type of house. But if you seek something, you might be get it. But... If seeker is like him... He must be seek everything what he wanted.
After sometime, he became used to this, now he stopped the activity of splitting on his reflection and he didn't feel aversion.
After a month, he changed the house and didn't give the address of Mrs Desuza.
Mrs Desuza became crazy for him because he wasn't like any other toy boy, she had before.
Our hero has great combination of wits and beauty... The blessing as well curse of nature. But one more thing made him different from other boys, she had before.... You know what was that?
His class, because he belonged to wealthy and valuable family of the city. If you have time, must note this thing, every child of rich man has a strange attraction and charm. No matter, if anybody earn so much money and become rich but he can't get this charm which the rich children is  possessed by naturally.
He was also has this type of charm and attraction, he didn't react like lower class boys after seeing any expensive things. His style, his way of sophistication, a unique type of indifference encircled him which made him different from others and made her crazy for him.  Because how many boys of upper class become toy boy of any old woman? Answer is no one...
He started to cash himself and didn't go to visit Mrs Desuza. She became restless and he wriggled his plan.
Mrs. Desuza:" Why aren't you coming nowadays?"
Sanskar was checking the files of new client, lifted his head and again concentrated on file.:" Because of leasing of your house is over now"
Mrs. Desuza:" What do you mean over now? Do you know the price of that house?"
Sanskar closed the file and looked into her eyes:" Do you know the price of mine? You can only get this, in this price, you gave....."
Mrs Desuza shouted:" Sanskar, you don't know me"
Sanskar smirked and looked into her eyes:" You don't know me Mrs Desuza! I learned the skill of blackmailing from you, I can apply this thing on you also"
She became cold to listen it:" What's your next demand?"
Sanskar smiled victoriously:" That's like an intelligent woman ..... You started new company which is run by your loser husband"
Mrs desuza sat on her chair:" Yeah! Then?"
Sanskar:" I want 20% shares of this company with job of that company in marketing department"
Mrs Desuza:" Why do you want share of this company? It's not giving me any favourable profit, specially there's no goodwill in market of this company"
Sanskar:" I told you sweetheart! With job there, but I'll not job under your loser husband, you gave me share and I'll give you my wit"
Mrs Desuza jerked:" Wit? If I want brain... There's so many talented people scattered in our country,  I want body dear... Not mind"
Sanskar:" Ok! Accept my brain then you'll get your demand too... But only with shares"
Mrs Desuza:" You're unbelievable... You know I cant stay more, so you're taking advantage of my weakness"
Sanskar:" This is a world darling! You also take advantages of other's weakness, so is it bad , if I took the same from you?"
Mrs desuza laughed:" Everything for you...."
He gave her calm expression, her company, taught him two things, one how to control over emotions because he felt hatred for himself many time, he hated that woman also, he didn't know anything about lust, but he showed himself whom he was not. He controlled his emotions many time just for the achieving his goal. Second he learned how to take advantages from the weakness of others. This woman did same thing, she sought out weakness of people and blackmail them for taking out her work. He also did the same because he was master mind of his planes.
Sometimes, he wondered to see himself that what he was in past and what he became now. But at the end, he concluded that how could he waste himself on the destiny of footpath? God made him for ruling the world, not for live his life like a worm of gutter.
He had two options, he chose one because his instinct did not allow him to live in this stoop level of society. If he couldn't get everything from a straight way, so let's take it from other way...
Firstly,  he felt guilt every day because of his deeds, but as the passage of time, his guilt of heart was decreasing and joy of victory and fire of hatred and revenge took place in his heart. As he had been getting known about society and people, he concluded that every person is living in this society, wearing a mask. And he saw the ugliest faces of them behind the mask, that time he decided that how much he'll do bad, but he never wear a mask.

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Yaaram Ep7

She came out from canteen and searching the corner where no one can see her but because of welcome week, she was unable to do so. It was crowded as crowd of mall road on 14th August. Specially on Regal chock and Chaman.
She sat on green area, downed her face and started crying.
It was first day of her university and she came here with special preparation. She put liner and mascara. She only used two things mostly at the name of makeup. Because of her continuously crying, it was split on her face. She didn't have tissue and she didn't want to wipe her face with her white dupatta. She wiped her face with fingers as much as she could  but her face was going black because of it. When she was full of crying, she stood up and went towards crowd of student. She knew, she was looking funny with this black face but she didn't care for it.
A student passed through to her, she asked to him:" I need a job"
Boy:" Job... I don't have job"
Amraha:" Idiot... I need job, how do I get it?"
"oh! Job... I also have to search it" he leaved by saying it.
She also met with three to four student and talked same with them also. She stood up at the corner and started observing to the students.
They were talking, giggling and laughing . They were excited and enthusiastic. Their face was shined. But she was the only girl among those forty thousand students, who was stood free and starting to cry again. She was wasting her golden time. She reminded that she should be walk also. Then she reminded that she has to get her student card, maybe she get this card only today otherwise university's faculty throw out her from the university.
She mixed herself in the rally of excited students and walked like fool. Wandered here and there, from one campus to other like she was gone university for survey on historical building, not for study.
"I think you're searching something?" A boy, wore dark purple shirt and held the board of "ask me", asked from her. She passed from him many time but she didn't noticed him.
He:" Ask from me, I'll help you"
She got it now that this was a reason he held the board of ask me. She thought that he was doing this because of promotion of any website.
"I wanna make my student card" she said and looked his long nose.
"well! This is very easy, go there" he pointed out to one point in map.
"have a nice day" he smiled and by doing this his long nose was spread. She looked again his nose.
"do you wanna know something else?" He confused because she was continuously starring his nose.
Now she was looking the map which she held. And this map was first map of any building which she held except of those maps in her books. She could use this map for losing his way in university but she couldn't reach the exact point by that map.  She was wandering with map here and there without any use and reason. She didn't want to listen any lecture from anyone. And she also had doubt that might Nawal and Dayem were following her nd observing that either she'll do this task or not.
Ask me person noticed her activity and said:" Why dont you go yet?"
Amraha:" I'm not getting the way"
He:" I marked that place, read out the boards and you'll reach there"
Amraha:" Drop me there"
He widened his eyes:" What. .?" He made her understand the way.
Amraha:" Actually I can't get... Drop me... And also I'm fearing"
He was shocked like that he saw his dead relative in front of him:" Fear...? Which fear? Today isn't Halloween"
"I'm fearing from them" she pointed out to students who related to different nations.
Firstly, he starred her with amazed then he laughed vigorously on her. Then he took out walki talki and said:" Listen George! An Indian girl..."
"Pakistani.." She scowled.
"George! A Pakistani girl.. Blue and white."
Amraha:" Dark blue shirt and white dupatta"
He:" Dark blue shirt and white do...pa..ta"
Amraha:" Dupatta"
He:" Do..paa..taa, she'll come and refer her ahead untill she'll reach on student card counter"
"why refer? Who has so much time for it?" She could hear the voice of George.
He:" She's fearing"
George:" Fear..? What the joke?"
He:" She's completely serious..otherwise make announcement in university that all students go out from university until she will get university card..are you listening George?"
George was surely listening because she could hear his laughter. She jerked that no one was understanding her.
He:" Go to this side and approach second ask me" he pointed out right side, she went and stood with second ask me.
Ask me looked her and said:" How can I help you" (this ask me is the hero of our heroine, name as Aliyan)  it means, he wasn't George.
She:" I wanna make student card"
He:" Ok! Take this map and go to that side" he made circle on that place.
Amraha:" I don't need map"
Aliyan:" Then? Faculty don't arrange airbus here yet"
Amraha jerked... They're so clever.
Amraha:" Drop me to there"
He:" Why me? You'll get your way easily, by the way, I tell you, I'm"aske me" not "drop you"
Amraha:" I am not getting the way"
Aliyan:" Everyone is seeking the way.. You'll also get"
Amraha:" All are clever, cunning.. And subtle... I'm not like that... I'm timid" she said in Urdu and got silent. She shook her shoulder like that can't find way.
Aliyan:" Everyone is intelligent, responsible, educated and specially they're believe on themselves." He answered in Urdu. She lifted her head and looked the person who had deep brown eyes and his complexion was reddish white. His ears were long, extra long.
His walki talki sounded:" Blue shirt, white du..pa..ta.  Pakistani, if you see her, refer her ahead"
Amraha:" I'm tired by walking, I also feel hunger and how much will you refer me ahead?"
Aliyan:" Is this your first day?"
Amraha:" Yes!"
Aliyan:" This is your first day, and this is our third day while holding this board of "ask me" and still I don't tire"
Amraha:" You're boy"
Amraha:" The girls are also not tired" he pointed out the girl who was standing far from them and holding the board of "ask me". She guided the students in a fast way.
He:" You're not giving favour on us by asking questions, this is we're, who are giving favour on you, not you're, we're tired actually! We're voluntarily working, you can't order us, if you're tire then go to cinema and watch tom and jerry. You'll get relax.."
Amraha:" You should learn manners"
Aliyan:" Then you should learn to relax"
She asserted:" I'm a brave girl"
"best of luck!" He said and turned his face to other side like now go.
She went other side and asked from other girl. Finally she had reached to student counter. And after submitted her documents? She sat in front of digital camera for picture.
Counter sir extended his head to her and said:" Do you lost something?"
She:" Nope"
Sir:" Then smile.. You're in Manchester"
She:" Then we've to smile Manchester too"
Sir:" Sure! Because Manchester forces us to smile, there's no chance of sadness, this is place of world's swans".
She smiled.
"black swan" she listened the murmur and her picture was captured.
"not this one... One more please" she said from her place without moving.
This time, she smiled and became white swan. Because this time she was smiled from her heart. And that smile which she learned from there.
Because she was used to crying because everyone put this habit into her. Crying on every minor things. They have hobby of making her cry. And she leaved her heart, because no one learned her to widen her heart. Because this type of environment she is given by everyone. She was habitual of this environment. No one learned her that if we could creep on this earth, same as we can also walk with pride on this earth. She was crept, cried every time. Even she spent her life like this if she didn't come here. Because no one said her:" You're flying bird dear... Fly.. Just fly.."
But she was said by everyone that she was unfortunate, unlucky and black tongue, evil eyed. As she entered in the entrance of Manchester university, she learned something else:" Smile... That no day is made for crying.."
"fly... Because only those don't have right who has feathers"
"and be spread like fragrance that you're the only best flower in garden"
" you can do anything... You've everything, everything is in your hand... Stop breathing in the atmosphere of despair and failure"
She was so happy after getting card. She thanked counter sir. Just! It was just minor thing.
She understood that why this university included in the great universities of world. This university taught her from creeping to walking. Responsibility, confident, ability to depend on herself.
She saw her black eyes and laughed. She was excited. That doesn't matter if she looked ugly. Because everyone salute to people of brain. Not of beautiful faces. And put the brain on work, wasn't a hard task. Everything was easy and in range. It was in the fists of her. She went out from department. It was bright day, soft breeze was blowing her hairs softly. She longed her bag's strip and put on it in cross style(right to left) like other's students and walked confidently.
"Amraha Wajid" was joined the race of gold medalist. She didn't sit on the seats of audience.  She even didn't have seat there.
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She was walking straight on oxford road. She ate small portion of breakfast in morning. She was also feel hungry but she wasn't going for eating something.  She was going in the search of the job. There are crowd of students outside also like  inside. After walking sometimes, she saw a church, she wanted to visit church but she was walked on her way that she was now spend two years there, then she'll visit these all places but if she don't get the job, she has to return back after a month. Till the end of road, she didn't find any place of work. She saw the shop of "Abdul Hadi halal food" she went there, her legs were shivering because of continuously walking. But she didn't care about it, she talked to counter boy. He replied to her that there's no vacancy.
"is there any Chance of vacant place... After two weeks?"
He:" No.. Maybe after a year, when I'll leave this job"
She went to next store "pick and click". It was computer store and she didn't know the work of computer repairing. So it was clear that they didn't give her job while other girls were doing work of computer repairing.
She was also gone to the every small and big stores and restaurants of pizza and burger. Firstly, she could observe her fast heartbeat and shivering legs but at the end of day, it was getting normal, and her tongue became sharp to talk about job. She was tired but she didn't stop. She felt hungry but because of saving money, she didn't buy anything from outside. And she also did that she asked lift from a girl who is riding cycle. She showed the address to her.
She said:" I can drop you till main road but tube to go ahead by your foot"
Now she didn't feel funny while riding on cycle. She felt pain in stomach because of hunger. But she didn't want to cry or she didn't feel sad or sorrowful. Even she didn't pity on herself.
In morning, during crossing those bright and historical buildings, she was Amraha Wajid. And now again passing through from same surrounding, she was still Amraha Wajid but it was inner changing came into her. Some changing came and some will come soon.
She came home and ate her dinner which was held on counter. There wasn't anyone at home that time. Everyone went to their work. She ate lunch at the time of dinner. She was get fresh and slept. After two hours, she got up and started study. Everybody came one by one and got sleep. But she was studying while waking.

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