Wednesday, 24 February 2016

I'm Hope Ep 14

Posted by Saba Shiekh on February 24, 2016 with 3 comments
It was fine day, when she went university and found Faraz there. It seemed he was waiting for her.

He came to her:" Sorry, I don't want to come to you, I just want to inform you that Mahnoor is fine now.."

"oh! Thank god! May Allah give her health and how is she now?" She got happy to listen it.

"now she's fine Umeed and thanks" both were starting walking towards business department.

"thanks for what?" She looked him questionably.

"thanks for giving me a hope.." He smiled and turned to his classroom. "bye Umeed..."

"Allah hafiz Faraz!" She said and he was amused to listen it.

He memorised the incident of their childhood when she always said him "Allah hafiz" instead of say "bye".

One day he asked from him:" Why you always say Allah hafiz to me?"

"because you're my friend and I don't want to lose you.." She said.

"what's the connection between these words and lost me?" He asked.

"Allah hafiz means. May Allah protect you" she said seriously.

He smiled to reminisced their childhood moments and got happy because she said him after a long time.

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Umeed was taking tea when Romana came to her.

"aapi! I've work with you..." She sat beside her.

"and what's that?" She asked.

"I need a favour aapi! Would you do this for me?" Romana said in low voice.

"depends on your work" she said seriously because sometimes she asked odd favour.

"no... You've to do it just... I don't know" she said in stubborn tone.

"ok ok... But first tell me" she put her cup on table and asked calmly.

"no... First promise me you would definitely do it.." She again said stubbornly.

"ok! If I would able to do, I would..." Umeed raised her hands.

"Arman Bhai is out of city..." She started.

"yes I know.." Umeed gave concentration on her.

"mummy and daddy will go tonight for business dinner" she said.

"yes then?" She asked calmly.

"then they would ask us to come with them, I excused them that I'm preparing for my test, you also make excuse

to go with them" Romana completed her request.

"yes I can do this, but what do you want actually, I don't get you..." She asked with confusion.

Romana sighed and said in very low voice in her ear:" Actually I want to invite Shayan at home, it's not suitable

that he would come when I was alone at home"

Umeed looked her with shock:" Are you in your sense honey? This is not right to invite him at night"

"don't start your lecture aapi, just do what I said to you, after some days, he would go from country and I spend

my time in front of you. You should believe on your sister" she said in pleading tone.

Umeed thought about everything and sighed:" Ok... But not for long, I will allow you for few hours and you both

won't spend time in separate room, I would give you privacy but not leave you alone... Understand?" She said in

stern tone.

"don't worry aapi! We would not do anything wrong, we just want to stay with each others" she said happily and

Umeed smiled to see her happiness and wished to god to give her more happiness.

Mummy daddy asked her to go with them but she excused that she had to make important assignment and

tomorrow is last day of submission.

After their leaving, Romana came out from her room.

"when will he come?" Umeed asked to her.

"don't know, let me call him first" Romana said and then suddenly she asked mobile of Umeed to her.

"aapi give me your cellphone. I forget my in room"

Umeed gave her cellphone, sat on the sofa and started studying book of business.

Romana made call and gave her cellphone to her.

"what did he say?" Umeed asked.

"he's coming.." She boggled to listen her and said in murmuring.

Umeed looked her suspiciously but then shrugged and started her study again because she wasn't the one who

waste her time.

Few minutes passed and they heard the voice of car.

" I think he has come" Romana said and got up from her place.

Umeed nodded and looked down to her books.

Few minutes passed and Romana didn't come inside, she jerked:" I told her that don't stay alone with him and that

girl doesn't listen me.."

She got up from her place and about to step forward then she saw someone came inside the lounge and shocked

to see the person.

It was Faraz...

"what are you doing here?" She asked in shock.

Before Faraz tell anything to Umeed, Romana came inside and exclaimed:" Surprise aapi? How do you like my

surprise? I got know about feelings of both of you and I arranged everything"

Umeed was in shock because of her and looking Faraz there.

"Why did you understand this honey?" She asked with confusion.

Romana came to her and hugged her "oh aapi! Don't lie again... I know you sacrificed your love because of daddy's

happiness"

"you're misunderstanding honey.." She said again.

"I read your diary aapi where you wrote that you sacrifice your love for daddy and now don't argue on it " Romana

said angrily.

Umeed was shocked because she wrote this things for Shayan... Thank god she didn't write Shayan's name on

diary.

Now she couldn't deny because if she deny then she would ask from her that who's he now? And she couldn't

answer her about truth.

" now Faraz... I mean to say Faraz Bhai, you talk to aapi, I would make coffee for you" Romana said to Faraz.

"there's no need of it Romana! You just stay here, i can talk Umeed in front of you" Faraz replied solemnly.

He was confused to see the tensed face of Umeed and worried about either he did right to come here or not.

But he consoled himself that he would go from there after talking to her.

"I don't want to come between you, so I'm outside the lounge.." She said and leaved.

Faraz and Umeed looked each others, Faraz forgot about what he wanna say to her and just starred her with all of

his concern.

"Umeed..." He called her.

Umeed turned to him and wanted to clarify his misunderstanding regarding the diary matters but before it, he

started to say.

He came to her and looked his shoes.

"Umeed! I know I shouldn't come here but I've no option, you didn't want me to say anything in university and it's

not suitable to meet with you at any public place, so i came here.." He started his words to express his feelings.

"agha Jan told me that he would ask from your father about proposal of me otherwise he would ask for my cousin

because he liked you so much.." He repeated his father's words.

"so...?" She didn't understand the purpose of his words.

" so... I want your approval first.. Will you marry me Umeed..." He bowed down on his knees and extended his

hands towards her.

She numbed to see him in this posture and suddenly the door opened both turned to see but froze to see persons

who came inside because both expected Romana there.

It was her parents and they also shocked to see Faraz there.

"da..ddd..ddyyy. .." The word hardly came out from her mouth.

"don't call me daddy Umeed... Don't call me daddy because today you proved that you're not my daughter" daddy

shouted on her and she frighten from his loud voice.

"uncle... This is not like that what you're thinking about..." Faraz came to him.

"don't come between us Faraz... Your parents asked your proposal for Umeed already, I proud my daughter who

obey me but today you broke my proud.." He said in tone which replete with sorrow.

Umeed looked him with lots of pain and before leaving he said to Faraz "say to your parents, take her as soon as

possible otherwise i would fixed her  alliance whatever proposal I'll get" his tone was arctic and Umeed looked him

with unbelievable expression on her face.

Faraz followed him and tried to understand him but there's no use because Faraz came here at this time of night

without their permission and Umeed allowed him in her house.

Faraz came to Umeed for consoling her but she was still in trauma because she didn't think about something could

happen to her like that.

"Umeed.."

Umeed raised her hands and shouted:" Get out from my house.."

Faraz knew how much his daddy important for her and now he again did the mistake.

"Umeed I would.."

"I said go.." She shouted again and Faraz was numbed because of her pain.

Swasan A path hate to love Ep 47

Posted by Saba Shiekh on February 24, 2016 with 41 comments
Sanskar says:" But you've other option too.."

Swara looks him questioningly.

Sanskar says in one breath:" Give me a one chance.."

Swara looks him with amazed because she never expected this sentence from him.

He closes to her and cups her face in his palm:" Give me a chance Swara to make everything in right way and

correct my every mistake..." She ups her eyes and he looks into her eyes. His eyes are still heating but not with

lust, but this time with pain. She can't control her tear to flow out from her eyes and hugs him.

He hugs her back and says slowly:" Give me a chance Swara to bring smile on her face on which I ever give

sadness"

Swara tightens her grip and says in wet voice:" I don't give you, you're so bad..."

Sanskar departs her and says:" Choice is yours Swara, I know I'm bad but I try to make you happy"

Swara shouts:" You're layer..."

Sanskar:" I'm not, you know very well..."

Swara:" Why do you want to stay with me"

Sanskar:" Because you're my wife..."

Swara:" Someone did with his wife like this?"

Sanskar:" I'm sorry..."

This time Swara smiles and says:" Say it again..."

Sanskar:" I don't say one thing again..." He smiles proudly.

Swara looks him with anger:" Then I won't give you second chnce"

Sanskar:" Choice is yours..."

Swara hits him back to back:" You're so bad.."

Sanskar holds her hands and hugs her:" Yes I'm..."

Swara feels relaxation in his arms and says in pleading voice:" Don't do it again Sanskar... I can give you what you

want but at least don't hurt my self respect... You don't know how much it's painful to molest by someone..."

Sanskar ups her chin and asks:" Someone...?"

Swara shyly says:" Someone whom we love..."

Sanskar sighs:" Don't use this word Swara, this give me pain.."

Swara:" You said you expected this thing from your life"

Sanskar:" I was talking about general concept..."

Swara:" No I asked about you..."

Sanskar smiles to see her and she asks:" Why are you smiling?"

He hugs her again:" Finally I got my real wife.."

Swara:" Thank you..."

Sanskar:" For what?"

Swara:" To being real with me... Because you never be like that with me.. Always hide your inner self from me.."

Sanskar:" Because it's painful and it can harm you..."

Swara:" But you did... You gave me pain.."

Sanskar:" I just want to let you go whenever you're with me but it was your bad luck you didn't go from there"

Swara:" But .." Suddenly she thinks something and gets stop.

Sanskar:" You can say it Swara... I really wanted a wife like who just says "yes sir" on my every order but when you

stayed like that I realized that I like... I like your smile, your talk, your arguments even your restrictions... At least

I'm human being and I can't live with dead body...." He looks her face and says again:" You made me realize this

thing Swara..."

Swara takes her name:" Sanskar..."

She hugs him again:" You don't know how much I suffered from all this"

Sanskar:" Don't be like that again..."

Swara:" Don't hurt me again like that..."

Sanskar:" I'm helpless Swara... I mean to say whenever I got fit, I couldn't understand anything and in the time of

intimacy, I can't control myself... Swara! This is long time I'm used to it, I know it's painful but I can't change in this

regard.."

Swara nods and she says finally which she was thinking from many days:" I know Sanskar..."

Sanskar leans down and she puts her head on his chest and continues:" I know... But you can change if you try..."

Sanskar starts caresses her hairs and says:" Don't you think I ever try?"

Swara:" Might you were tried but..."

Sanskar looks her, she ups her face and their eyes tackle to each other.

Sanskar:" But..."

Swara gasps and says:" Why don't you start treatment of this?"

Sanskar scowls to listen her:" Do you think I'm psycho?" His ego hurts to listen it.

Swara:" No... Actually but it's addiction Sanskar... There is many treatment of addiction of alcohol and smoking but

why don't people think about this addiction? This is worse than those addiction because it also effect on our

partner too"

Sanskar feels anger to listen her but he said that he would try to change so he doesn't say anything.

Sanskar:" Get sleep Swara... It's already late"

Swara:" Are you trying to escape from this topic?"

Sanskar:" Nope Swara... This isn't so much easy you're saying, firstly I'm addicted of it almost 8 to 9 years,

secondly, in starting I tried to control or get treatment also... But it didn't work and thirdly if I would start

treatment media get know and it can effected my business also and I only love my work and don't want to take risk

of it"

Swara jerks:" And what about your family Sanskar?"

Sanskar thinks she's talking about Maheshwaries and asks:" Which family? They've no concern of me"

Swara:" I'm talking about us Sanskar... Myself and... And our would be children"

Sanskar looks her with shock:" Are you pregnant?"

Swara:" No... But in future, you married off course we would take baby also..."

Sanskar suddenly realizes something and says in lost voice:" I didn't marry for this purpose..."

Swara:" I know your purpose... But at least, you've to make family.."

Sanskar gets tens to listen her but this time he doesn't want to make her disappointed:" Swara! I'm not giving you

any hope but we would talk about this topic later.."

Swara lifts her eyebrows:" On which topic, baby or treatment?"

Sanskar:" Firstly treatment... Then we would think about making family..."

Swara is trying to say something but he cuts her words:" At least I'm saying I would try or think on this topic,

Swara! Don't be so hasty... Everything would take time to take its right place... You can't change everything at

once..."

Swara understands him and nods:" But don't take so much time Sanskar..."

Sanskar:" I'm not sure about time Swara and don't want to give you fake hope... You just wait, I initially broke my

promise but I wouldn't do this again... Don't worry..."

Swara nods and closes her eyes peacefully then she suddenly raises her head and says:" You neither take sleeping

pills nor..." She blushes to say about their intimacy. Sanskar looks her with affection while blushing:" Don't worry...

I'm satisfied from many nights, I won't sleep completely but I can control myself..."

Swara gets up, lays beside her and hugs his arm:" Then I won't sleep also..."

Sanskar:" You should sleep Swara, you don't have any this type of problem"

Swara looks him and says in serious tone:" Give me a chance too Sanskar...I know you get treated and tried but

that time you were alone or with Shanaya but She wasn't your wife and she was used to it but I'm your wife

Sanskar... Let me do this in my way, I maybe wrong but my intention isn't wrong"

Sanskar nods and suddenly he gets remind something and says:" That night, you stopped me from taking sleeping

pills, next morning you weren't sore, why?"

Swara also realizes this thing:" I don't know why maybe I've accepted you or I was in lunacy..."

Sanskar thinks something and says:" That time you were initially in lead..."

Swara also realizes this:" I didn't noticed this..."

Sanskar tightens his grip:" Then I should give you a chance to lead"

Swara:" Doesn't your ego hurt to lead by woman?"

Sanskar:" You're my wife..."

Swara mocks:" Oh! I forgot that I'm your wife..."

Sanskar smiles and whispers:" Take a position Swara..."

Swara blushes to listen it and leaves her hug:" I can't..."

She leans on her pillow and he comes on her:" I like your blushing face"

She downs her eyelashes and looks him again who is looking her with again heated eyes and this time this heat is

soft and warm.

She puts her arms around his neck:" I love you Sanskar..."

Sanskar squeezes his eyes with pain:" Don't say like that Swara..."

Swara:" Is it bad to love my husband?"

Sanskar:" It's virtue Swara but as I observe life in depth, everything seems like feign except materialistic things... I

also observed people and my own feelings very carefully, there is one thing in our life is true and that's our desire...

Desire doesn't mean bad things, it can be virtuous also but we do everything just for the sake of it, we broke down,

we cried, we do everything for our desires and wants Swara... That's why my belief arose from every type of

emotions.."

Swara listens him carefully:" Might be you would be right Sanskar, I've no wits like you, I'm just emotional being so

I said what I feel and in my point of view it's true because I feel it instead of observing"

He leans on her and kisses on her neck:" Yes I know you're true and be true to me please..."

Swara caresses his hairs and says:" Why don't you start trusting on me?"

Sanskar gasps:" I trust on you Swara! I'm afraid... I afraid that time when devil overcome the human being..."

Swara kisses on his earlobe and whispers slowly:" Don't worry Sanskar... My love is much strong than any devil"

Sanskar smiles and completely holds her in his arms but this time his grip is gentle.