Swasan ff: An Incomplete Scrapbook ( A Puzzle Piece ) Episode 5

Sanskar's POV:
I halted my car from a stone's throw distance from her house to judge her intentions. She parked her car in front of her house and came out of it. She had changed her clothes and was looking fresh. Might be in that secret place she changed her looks. Overall now she was looking decent. She went inside her home. I waited inside my car to know what was next? One hour had already passed. Neither anyone had come nor anyone had gone out. The road was totally silent. I thought this was the worst target of my life. I didn't know my destination. My captain had ordered to keep an eye on her to know about her whereabouts and specially about her father. I tried to ask captain that why I couldn't harm her as I was a slayer, not a spy. Why couldn't I threaten her? But my captain ordered me categorically not to do these stuffs. My captain, my owner... How could I deny him?? He definitely knew my bad tantrums and how destructive it was. So, might be he specially gave this instruction to me.

My series of thoughts were broken down when I saw a lady coming out of her home by holding some documents. I didn't know her. What was she doing in her home that to at this late hour? What was going on inside her house, I was ignorant about it. Only I could interpret that something must be going on inside her home as the lights were still on. After all these calculations, I could conclude one thing in certainty that people had awaken. One hour thirty minutes had already passed.

Now I was pissed off. I couldn't sit ideally inside my car or couldn't wait for her anymore. I had to make a plan to go inside her home to know exactly what was going on?? I noticed that the bodyguards were dozing off. I came out of my car to search for my entrance to her home where nobody could detect me. But wait... A thought came to my mind..." Sanskar, they were rich, there might be secret cameras installed near every entrance. Might be warning bell would ring." I couldn't make this blunder. So, I stepped back. Now I had only one choice left to wait for her. As without knowing anything about her home, entering to her house would be an error and being a slayer I couldn't afford that. But sometimes fortune supports you. Might be the same happened with me. I saw my target coming out of her house but she was looking pale. Her hairs were disordered. I didn't have any relation with her looks.. But what must have happened inside to get her this undesired look, I had to know that. She came near her car and started it to go somewhere again. Immediately I went to my car and the chasing game began once again.

Swara's POV:
I didn't know how much time I had cried.. But my heart was paining.. Pain, sorrow, unhappiness, grief... These feelings were not strange to me. Half of my life, I was involved in these emotions. But the causes were different from today. Earlier I was in pain as my near and dear ones hurt me. However today I hurt them. How could I be so mean?? I didn't want to be in my senses anymore.. I just wanted to pass out. So that I didn't have to face this guilt anymore at this moment.

I turned on my car to go to a bar. I knew it was already too late and police patrolling must have started and might be if police would raid bar then I would be in lock up tomorrow. But I was indifferent to these issues. As going to lock up for alcohol, drugs were not new things for me. I was spoiled and I didn't have any sorrow for it. I started moving my car towards a bar which I knew should have opened at this late as those guys paid bribe to police personnel not to attack and raid their bar.

Sanskar's POV:
I followed her and saw that she parked her car in front of a bar named as "The Barking Spider". This bar was not uncommon to me. I knew that this bar was an adobe for escorts, black money smugglers in the disguise of social activists, drug addicts etc. "What the hell she was doing here at this late? Was alcohol that much required to her for her existence?? Strange girl.." She was like a puzzle piece for me now and I had to solve this puzzle.

I stopped my car and again followed her inside the bar. As expected, the bar was not empty. This bar was the dwelling place of darkness. The real intentions of people came out here which you even could not sense in the bright sunshine. The light of the bar was faint and faces of anybody could not be detected that easily. Good for me. As I didn't have to hide myself. I saw my target was drinking alcohol like a thirsty person was craving for water. Holy shit.. How could she drink that much?? I rotated my eyes towards the surroundings. Some morons were indulged in kissing and doing those stuffs. Some lads were viewing the half naked dancers in sensuous eyes like they would eat them up now. Just then I saw her. And the word came out of my mouth was "Mayuri". I was astonished, confused.. A mixture of thoughts were running inside my heart. Was that really her? A series of flashbacks about my past now began to hunt me. I couldn't easily concentrate on my target anymore. Where should I focus now? My target or my past which ruined my life forever that nothing could be made perfect again..

Credit to: Kashis

Read More →

Swasan ff: An Incomplete Scrapbook (The Shocking Clauses) Episode 4

Swara's POV:
"What the hell!! Does my grandfather's will decree this?" After hearing the will, this thing came to my mind. Without even thinking for a moment, I shouted on Ragini,"How can this happen; when you are judging the case & following it thoroughly?" Ragini just tried to pacify me by saying, Swara, nothing was in my hand. What could I do.. This will said you had to be a graduate in your respective field before inheriting half of the property and the rest half would go jointly to Mrs. Annapurna & Mr. Shekhar Suryavansi. I was in full rage that time and snapped her back," No need to repeat it Ragini. I have already heard it." But ragini could you tell me if I was unable to complete the graduation, then what would happen?? Ragini knew how sensitive I was and what I had gone through in my life. So she reacted calmly and continued to read further. Overall what I understood was that if I couldn't complete graduation or leave it in half way, then I couldn't inherit any property and all would go to a charitable trust. But the last clause of the will was a blast for me. It said if I wouldn't agree with this will; then the power of attorney would go to my so called dad, Mr. Shekhar Suryavansi and all my lavish expenses & pocket money would be stopped.

I was in big dilemma. All the clauses were not acceptable to me but the last clause was a disaster. I couldn't let that happen. I knew how that man tortured me mentally and psychologically in all these years. In my worst nightmare also I couldn't even think about giving the power of attorney in his hand. But if I refused to continue my graduation then what would be the future of my mom as all the properties would be gone. I knew that he loved my mom a lot but never cared about me as his daughter as I was not his own blood. He wouldn't ditch my mom but I had to think about my mom's security as that man had maximum time remained in hideouts due to loss of illegal shares. So, finally I was left with one option. I had to pursue my graduation. But I didn't want to stay here & couldn't handle this family drama anymore. But the will left no choice for me.

I was hell irritated & ragini knew my temper. She knew that it was not the time to calm down me and as it was a family matter, she wanted to give me time to think and discuss this matter with my mom.. This was the benefit of having someone close to you. You never needed to make that person understand the situation. They could get you without even listening to your saying. Ragini was a few among them. So, she patted my back to give me solace and left the place. Now I was standing in the hall in front of my mother only. Others left home to give us some privacy. My mom knew that her words couldn't give me comfort, still she tried to calm down me.. But in rage I shouted on her," Why mom!! Why!! What is my fault? Why all the miseries are included in my fate? Why does my real mother leave me? Why can't your husband love me like her own daughter?? Why you are staying with that person who is hiding underground due to loss of illegal shares? Why can't you choose me over him??"

It is always said that calm down before you hurt somebody. It was absolutely justified in my case. And here the somebody was none other than my mother, who loved me even if she hadn't given birth to me. But till then the damage had already been done. I saw my mom was sobbing silently and before leaving me there she just uttered, "It is all my fault, swara. I am responsible for all this chaos. But I am unable to choose anyone out of you two. Please pardon me swara.. I am sorry." After saying all these in one go, she left to her room and locked the door. I scattered on floor & felt guilty. Why the hell on earth I hurt that single person who loved me despite being in problem. I had hurt her to that extent that she told me sorry even if she was at no fault. The memories of those days came to my mind when my mom was telling my dad to accept me and due to this; both had huge fights and quarrels. Without even wasting a further moment, I rushed towards my mom's room to ask for her apology. I knocked the door continuously but she didn't open it. I was culpable for her sobbing and to make her hurt. This guilt was killing me from inside & I left home with a mixture of feelings...

Credit to: Kashis

Read More →

Behind the Mist Ep 4

"Coffee?", Aazam offers to Sara after attending class.

She nods and they both forge ahead to canteen. During the walk to the canteen, none of them break the ice whereas sitting opposite to each other on the chairs around the table Aazam does so. "You were excellent in presentation.. I'm happy that I joined you all."

Sara says without even eyeing him, " you too."

Aazam comes under the spell of her eyes full of innocence and shyness, and is stuck of her beauty and simplicity.

For a few moments he is unable to move his sight away from her face.

Sara raises her head when the waiter comes and serves coffee to them, Aazam's still watching her with fixed eyes apart from the obstacles of the movement of waiter's arms while serving coffee.

"If you don't mind, can I say you something Sara??", asks Aazam hesitatingly.

Sara looks at his face with questioning expressions and says, "Yes, say what you have to say, I'll not mind."

"You are very beautiful..", After saying this Aazam downs his eyes from her face. But listening it Sara first looks at him as if she made  a mistake in hearing, but when Aazam's down eyes confirm his words, she too leans her eyes again and says, " thanks for the compliment."

At once he raises his head and casts his eyes on her blushing face. He just smiles in answer as he didn't expect such reaction of her.

There's silence again between them but have a lot of words to deliver... Sara wants to give him the same compliment but she's neither hasty nor over-excited like other girls, she wisely manages the situation and keeps silence.

They both take coffee, she continuously keeps her eyes down but Aazam notices her each action, the journey of her hand holding the cup to her lips then again the putting of cup on the table, he doesn't miss any of her moves. He just can't keep away his  sight from her and all he is doing right now is being done unconsciously.
They have some formal talk with one another, Sara again feels someone's presence, someone keeping an eye on her, she again feels a sort of pleasure. She raises her eyes and finds Aazam's eyes on her." I can't understand, what's this??" , she asks herself but finds no answer she starts looking here and there to avoid Aazam's eyes when she sees Jiya and Fahad coming to them. They two also join them and the time passes.
                                                                 ~~~~~~~~~~

" For the prettiest, the most intelligent and the most lovable lady... ", Sara reads a note folded and attached with a small gift box she finds put upon his seat while about to sit. She checks around her, but can't find any concerning person. She picks the box hesitatingly and unfolds the note.. Her eyes widen to read the writing on it, and a smile appears on her face.

"I'm honored that my letter is being read by you.... I don't know what to say and how to say.. I've not done something like this ever before. Sara, I can't find words, but all I want is acceptance of this minor gift.... If you wear it I'll be honored more.. Only yours..."

A restlessness appears on her face when she can't find the name of the sender.

"What the hell.. Who's the sender?? Name has not been written..", she whispers confusingly. She takes the box and opens it, she's surprised to see what's in the box: a beautiful and decent silver necklace. She smiles again and puts that in the box so as to hide it from others and as if she has understood who the sender is. She puts it into her bag and starts studying but her concentration is not on study.
                                                                ~~~~~~~~~

Like many other past nights, he's unable to sleep tonight too. He is laying on his bed with books scattered around him.Whenever he tries to close his eyes, a face just keeps coming in front of his eyes: a face of both innocence and confidence and of beauty and simplicity. He just can't shun what's going on in his heart, it's like a storm that can't be calm easily.

"Oh God.. Get me out of this please...", he murmurs with tightly closed eyes and joining his hands. But at once he opens his eyes and says," or get me to its depth... Along with her...." and again closes his eyes. His hands fall on his chest but he keeps murmuring," please... Give me Sara.. It looks impossible to get through it without her.. You made me fall in love with her, now let me succeed in it.. Please make her mine and me hers.. Please.."

Suddenly he opens his eyes as if he has got an idea to deal with his love and restlessness. He jumps quickly down his bed and sits kneeling down by his side table. He opens a drawer in the bottom of the table and takes out a small box. Again he sits on the bad and opens the box and smiles to see what's inside it. He takes out a beautiful and decent necklace out of that box. In the light if side lamp the necklace is shimmering and that shimmer is adding more to his smile or actually to his pleasure.

"I think I should do it now, though its too early but.... I'm helpless..", he says to him. " but it'll get me her answer, I know she'll not readily accept it but....", he stops and sighs. " no, for me its now or never... I'll face whatever her reaction would be... But,,,, I can't bear her anger and hatred afterwards...", he stops again and looks outside the window, wind is flapping the curtains, and the atmosphere outside attracts him as there is sophistication in the room, or actually within himself. He unconsciously walks to the window and stands calmly there, peeps outside and closes his eyes. Then backs with the window and  opens his wist and sees the necklace. "I don't know why I have firm belief that you'll accept and wear it Sara, I can imagine you wearing this..". He closes his eyes again and feels the air as if it's telling him to do what he wanna do, as if it's his supporter. He smiles and opens his eyes, and says to himself again, " I'll not tell you my name Sara, you'll have to recognize your lover yourself and I'm sure you'll. My love will not disappoint me and neither will do my God."
                      
                                                                  ~~~~~~~~~

She enters her bedroom and switches on the lights, she's looking very tired and immediately lays on her bed but keeps her bag close to her and is staring it continuously. But actually in her mind she's just thinking exactly what she has been thinking since when she got into the library. She couldn't discuss it even with Jiya.
 She sits and unzip her bag, takes out the box and starts gazing it. She smiles and then takes out the necklace inside it, holds it tightly in her hand and stands herself before the mirror of the dressing table, holds the both ends of necklace in a way that in the reflection in the mirror she looks as if she is wearing it.
"No Sara... What are you going to do?," she hears a voice within her.
"Why are you becoming so hasty, you are not even sure about who he is.. How??, you're not so foolish..! He'll take you too easily if finds you accepting this.. No you can't do this..." She puts the necklace into the box again while shaking her head.
" You are to stay strong Sara, and you can do it.." , she says to herself looking back in the mirror.

                                                                   ~~~~~~~~~~

"Thank God..! He's all right..." Sara says and takes a breath of satisfaction.

In college she got a call on her mobile about her father's accident. She got out of senses and arrived hospital as soon as she could. Now she's sitting outside the emergency ward. One of her servants offers her water." No. Thanks." She replies him, " Did you bring him here?", the servant shakes his head in negation. "Then who else?" She inquires. The servant points towards the men standing with doctor.
Her eyes widen and she stands up unintentionally because of wonder. Aazam is there and his presence is surprising her. "Where is he going?", she whispers seeing him going outside with an other man whose back she can see only.

"Sara madam!",she hears a voice, "Sara madam!".
"Yea, I'm listening. Speak.",she says without turning to her servant.
"Sara madam, Hashim sir is calling you in room." She turns quickly and runs into the room and finds her father smiling. Tears starts appearing in her eyes and she sits near to her father.
"Hey!.. My princess I'm all right. You don't need to worry my sweetheart. Your father is strong enough. Hmm", Mr. Hashim says while Mrs Hashim comes near Sara and kisses her hands. "Don't worry dear, he's fine. Now just pray for his recovery."
Sara nods, wipes her tears and smiles. "I'm really thankful to my God who sent him to help me," says Mr Hashim to Sara.
"Who was he baba?", Sara inquires as if she doesn't know.
"He's outside.", adds Mrs Hashim.
Sara is sitting there in the ward with her parents, listening them and smiling but her thoughts are somewhere else, where he can see him vividly without any doubt, without any mist....

                                                                 ~~~~~~~~~~

"I'm honored to have this Aazam, thank you for everything.... ", she's wearing the necklace now as she has find out her lover and rather her own love.
Its looking beautiful around her neck but she thinks that nothing else can suit her more than this. She's too proud wearing it and is smiling continuously starring her in the mirror but with a little moisture in her eyes..

Read More →

Vampire knight (season one "the untold story of Zero and Yuki") Prologue

"I want to kill all pureblood including you Yuki" his tone is stern but replete with pain.
Yuki lifts her head, steps forward to him, she softly holds his hand in which he holds 'bloody rose', she puts the trigger on her forehead "I'll wait for that time Zero when you will come to me to kill me"
Zero looks her with helplessness, for a moment, his hand shivers, but he overcomes his fear.
"I'm not considering you pureblood Yuki" he disentangles his hands from the soft grip of her.
"I'm pureblood vampire from my birth Zero.. This is inevitable reality" her face becomes darker.
The strong layer of pain touches his soul to listen to her.
"then prove me" he smirks by saying this.
She boggles to listen him, but at the next moment, she steps towards him, encircles her one hand around his neck, squeezes his shirt with other hand.
She slowly removes collar of his white shirt from his collarbone, her fang touches his collarbone and starts sucking his blood from his body. He remains motionless, Yuki feels that her thirst is fulfilling completely, she doesn't want to leave him, her grip is tightening to his shirt.
Zero feels pain, not because of her fang, just because of the his inner pain that the girl is his enemy whom he loved from many years. He loves her smile, a smile which appears on her face for someone else.
She leaves him, but doesn't want to do so.
He gasps moreover jerks her hand from him.
"so... What's type of consequence you've now?" She smirks.
There's only one inch gape between them. They are standing on the balcony of cross academy. Suddenly alert sound rings in the wind and they got alert.
They're guardians of cross academy and they've to sought out the problem but before Yuki left, Zero holds her arm.
"you're no more guardian of day class, it's better to go with Kaname, do what destiny decided for you, go with the person whom you..." He paused because of deep pain which he feels to think about on this topic "the person whom you love... There's no place for any pureblood vampire" he says in arctic tone by looking into her eyes with deep anger.
Yuki feels pain in his eyes but this time she doesn't want to become selfish because she knows very well, how her presence effect on him.
"you're right! There's no place for the would be queen of vampires" she says with proud moreover with much cruelty.
The expression of hatred comes on his face also which is painful for her too but she stays stern and he stays motionless.
Kaname is calling her, alert sound is calling him.
Both go to their path in opposite directions because destiny chooses opposition in their fate.
This is story of Yuki and Zero who were childhood friends but destiny makes them enemy of each others.
Zero Kiryu is the child of vampire hunters and next inherit of president of association of vampire hunters. His family was killed by pureblood vampire that's why he hates pureblood vampire. He was bitten by pureblood vampire and becomes vampire, he started to hate himself because of thinking that he's also vampire now.
Yuki Cross or Kuran was the co-guardian of cross academy. She's pureblood vampire and was best friend of Zero. But after knowing her past, he started to hate him. She's fiancee of Kaname and loves him also. But there's something in her heart which is hidden from her but will be soon, she will know everything.

Credit to: Saba

Read More →

Swasan ff: An Incomplete Scrapbook (A Lie) Episode 3

Sanskar's POV:
There was a complete silence inside my car. She was looking outside the door. By viewing her facial expression, anyone could notice that she was worried and anxious to reach home soon. Though I knew her address, still I wanted to hear her whereabouts from her mouth, as I didn't want to raise doubt on her mind.

The road was silent. No vehicle, no sound made the road a peaceful & calm place to travel. We were the creatures of dark world. Like the dark night, our esoteric lives were also engulfed in darkness. There was no place of bright sunshine in our lives. Because of this very reason, people feared from us, police thought twice before attacking our localities. But courageous girl!! Sitting besides me in my car without a single expression of fear... Just then her voice broke my chain of thoughts.

Swara's POV:
For the first time he asked me politely to drop me. I couldn't deny as I was hell late for home. We didn't exchange a single word inside the car. His face and entire body were dressed in black clothes. Though I was sitting next to him, still I was unable to see his face properly as it was covered with a half mask. I wanted to ask him regarding his dressing sense... But I reverted. I knew his temper and the way he behaved with me earlier. And again why I would bother about his dressing sense?? I was late for home and he was giving me lift. That was it. No need for further enquiry.

Suddenly I remembered I couldn't go home in this situation. As I had drunk, I needed to freshen up. So, I had to go to my place before going back home. But I couldn't tell him about my private home address as it would create a stir in social media. Suryavansi empire was famous and if anybody came to know about our broken family relations then it might hamper our business shares & also I couldn't make my mom sad as she was the only person who loved me despite not being my real mother. In short, I had to tell him to stop the car before reaching my real place & from there I could go home with my own vehicle. As soon as I told him to stop, he stopped the car & asked me,"what?" I said my home was a stone's throw distance from here and I could go alone by walking as my family won't tolerate a guy dropping me home at late night.. He nodded and left me there even before I could say him thanks. I lied to him as I had no other option. As soon as he left, I rushed to my own private place in the adjacent street.

Sanskar's POV:
Immediately after she told me to stop the vehicle, I was shocked as I knew her address but this address didn't coincide with the one I knew. But I suppressed my shocking expression. This was a favour of being a slayer. I didn't possess human expressions, as I was devoid of feelings. I knew that her explanation was lie but I didn't ask any further questions to raise her doubt and left her there. I turned the car to go away from her sight as if i was not following her. The moment she saw me going away, she entered in the adjacent street.

I was curious to know what she was hiding from me... As this was my job to keep an eye on her. I left my car in a lonely place and followed her secretly. I saw she went inside a home and hardly after 15 minutes, she came out & started her another car to go somewhere else. I ran from that place towards my car and as that place was nearer to my parking i could reach easily in a short time. Again being a slayer, I was an expert runner.. Till now police was unable to catch me. So, my captain liked me a lot and all his important targets were bestowed to me. In each case, my captain ordered me to kill somebody but this was the first case where my captain instructed me not to harm the girl. Strange though, none of my business!! I was a slayer and completing my target was part & parcel of my life. I again started following her and this time she was in the way to her real home. But the same thought agitated me that why she went to that home?? What was she hiding?? I needed to find out that.

Swara's POV:
I went to my room, changed my clothes and freshened up myself. I made sure that the alcohol smell must not be coming from my mouth. Then I proceeded towards my home. In the mean time my mom called me several times and i just dropped a message that I was coming with in 30 minutes.. I reached home before the completion of 30 minutes.

As soon as I entered, I saw everybody was waiting for me in the hall except Mr.Shekhar Suryavansi, my so called dad. I also never wanted to see him on this fateful day when all the properties were going to be transferred to my name. As far as I knew, my dad was now hiding underground as he had lost many shares in speculation. Though I didn't know much about these things but overall his life was in trouble, as far as I came to know from my mom, Annapurna Suryavansi. I was also not at all interested to know about his hideouts. Breaking my series of thoughts, mom asked,"Are you ok?" I was hell worried for you. Why did you reach late? I nodded that I was fine but due to some technical issues in the car, I reached late; as I didn't want to narrate the whole story to make her more worried about me. After all a mother is a mother only.. Might be real or foster.. But you would find solace in her care, words & deeds. Just then Ragini Gadodia, my lawyer cum friend stood up from her seat to read the will of my grandfather. Ragini, though elder to me, but I always considered her as my real friend. Apart from my mom, she was the first and last person whom I could trust blindly. In all these years when ever I needed a friend, she always offered her shoulder to me. In short in every think and thin of my life, she helped me a lot and also dearly connected to me. Now she was going to read the will and a complete silence was filled in the hall. After the reading of will was completed, I could not believe what I heard. I was unable to inherit the property now..

Credit to: Kashis

Read More →

Swasan ff: An incomplete scrapbook (First Encounter) Episode 2

Sanskar's POV:
I rushed towards the parking lot.. As it was already late, maximum vehicles had left that area and also her lavish car could be noticed from far point. I carefully went near her Lexus RX and opened the car. Then with my instruments, which I often carried with me, cut the tyres of her car. After finishing my job, I locked the car again. I knew that parking lot would be silent and I could cut the tyres easily. But I was aware that as it was a lavish car, with out the key if I would hit it, it might cause loud noise and I didn't want to take the risk. So, this made my job difficult. Now again I had to place the keys on the table.. Before she could know that her keys were lost, I carefully placed those keys on the table and went out of pub. But before I came out of pub, I noticed her searching the keys. How ever she must come to the parking lot to take out her Lexus RX. So, I hasted towards the parking lot. After some times I saw her coming towards the parking lot and then I hid inside my car to see her reactions. As she had consumed alcohol, she was not fully in her senses and while coming, she was about to bump into a pillar, when I at once came out of my car to hold her.

Swara's POV:
Oh god! Spare me today! Why I swayed away by my heart.. I could not even walk properly. Due to my blur vision, I didn't know where I was proceeding.. Might be I was going to collide.. Didn't know exactly what happen!! Suddenly I found strong hands encircled around my waist. A sense of fear came into my mind.. Who tried to touch my waist? Was the person wanted to take advantage of my situation? Due to these thoughts, I tried to come back to my senses & opened my eyes to see that black covered man again.."Hey mister! I don't like anyone's touch without my consent." I yelled at him.. Insane person, he dropped me at once. How rude!! Jerk! How could he drop a girl? Due to the fall, I hit the ground and my back was paining. I tried to get up but invain.. I could not afford to get up. I saw that black covered person standing near me but not helping me. I raised my voice, "Hey mister! How rude were you? First you made me fall and now also not helping?" He came near me to help and just replied," Hey miss! I had done, what you said. You said me to leave. Where was my fault?" Now he extended his hand for help and I got up. As soon as I got up, I asked him, didn't you know how to talk with girls? By the way, you were the same person in the pub who raised his voice to me.. Were you following me? Oh Mister!! Look I was rich, pretty, famous princess swara suryavansi. Many guys followed me to talk with me.. But you were lucky as I was talking to you. *giggles*... But before I could continue further, I saw him walking away without even uttering a word.

I was going to call him, just then my phone rang and I saw the caller ID as mom calling. I picked up the call and without listening to mom, just replied yes mom! I knew.. I was coming. He was going away but I didn't have time to call him now. So I proceeded towards my car. I tried to start it but Alas! My bad luck! Tyre was punctured. What would I do now? It was already too late. I couldn't get lift. It was a big day for me as well. While thinking these things, my eyes fell upon him again and I rushed towards him by calling him as Mister! Black covered man!! Please stop...


Sanskar's POV:
I held her in the nick of time to protect her not to collide with the pillar but bloody stubborn girl!! She was showing me attitude.. Like I was trying to touch her skinny waist!! How pathetic... I never understood human's feelings. I didn't want to understand either. I thought I was crushed to get this target from my captain. So, I needed to do this silly stuffs. I wanted her to go near her Lexus RX car, where my mission of keeping an eye on her would begin. But alas!! Again she started her annoying stuffs and I left her as I was unable to control my rage & misbehaving with her would be the worst thing for this mission. While moving away from her, I heard her talking to someone on phone. I walked in snail's pace as I knew she would call me after viewing her car's condition. I was so correct. She called me. But I didn't turn back as I knew that she didn't know my name and what was she calling me "A black covered man".. Oh!! I could not turn as she might be suspicious that I was expecting her to call me.. So, I walked away slowly so that she could reach to me by running.. Finally she grabbed my hand to stop me. I smiled lightly for my victory and then turned back. "Hey you!! What's your problem?" I asked her. She then snapped back, "Mister, I know you don't know how to talk with girls?" So I came here for a deal. "Do you own a car?" I was surprised. Why the hell in earth she was asking this question and did I suppose to answer her??

Swara's POV:
As soon as I stopped him, he again showed me her damn attitude. Swara Suryavansi could never ask help from these bloody creatures.. So I offered him a deal. I knew maximum guys who came to this pub were capable of affording a car and this moment I needed that the most. Therefore, I asked him to sell his car with twice amount of market price.. But that jerk person again showed his attitude like why I needed his car? Couldn't I afford a car? Bloody moron!! He didn't know I was riding Lexus RX. But it was not the timing to be hyper. So I lowered my voice and said the tyres of my car got punctured and I needed to go home urgently.. I would pay you double money at instance if you were willing to sell your car.

Sanskar's POV:
I was hell shocked by her reaction... It again reminded me that yes!! She was a courageous girl. "Asking a stranger to sell his car, huh!!" But I needed to change the situation towards my favour.. I controlled my rage and asked her politely, " should i drop you home?" I could sense the change in her body language as she had not expected this from me. But I knew that she would say yes!, as she had no other option.. When she said yes to me it didn't surprise me a bit. Anyways now we both were proceeding towards our destination...(my mission & her mansion)

Credit to: Kashis

Read More →

Swasan ff: An incomplete Scrapbook (This is so not me) Episode 1

Swara's POV:
"Alcohol may be people's worst enemy but the bible says love your enemy."
One of my friends said this and I completely nodded my head to give my acceptance to it. All my friends were pulling my legs as I was going to be a billionaire tomorrow. Some of them also mocked that my life was wonderful as I came to pub regularly, gulped as much as vodka as I could and no sorrow to pay money as I had plenty. By listening to their gigglish voice, I was irritated. "Did they know, I had absolutely no pleasure in indulging in stimulants. Was pursuing alcohol called as pleasure? Bloody Dumbs!! Had they any idea about my torturing memories and an unsupportive loneliness?" I thought this while completing the whole glass of drink.

I wanted to drink more, wanted to doze off completely. But I could not as tomorrow was a very important day of my life and the wills of my grandfather would be transferred to my name. I would be called as the inheritor of Suryavansi empire. So in short, I was not in a position to drink more. But there was a constant struggle between my mind and heart. My heart was tempting me to take one two glasses more as I had a bit tolerance power but my mind resisted. However sometimes you just had to listen to your heart and to forget what's your mind told you.!! I also swayed away by my heart and wanted one glass more. But Alas!! There was no more drinks on the table. All my friends were already dozed off and some of them even left the pub. So I decided to bring the drink myself. Though I was not dozed off, still my mind was not fully conscious.

In a to and fro motion, I reached to the bar tender to ask him to make one more drink. As soon as the bar tender passed the drink to me, it mistakenly fell. And without noticing where it fell I ordered another one. Suddenly I felt a weight on my shoulder and turned to see. I found a man fully covered with black dress and was placing his hand on my shoulder. I yelled at him," hey Mister! How dare you touch me? Better you should back off." Before I could say anything more, he raised his voice in a low pitch and said "Be careful while ordering a drink." I was in full anger. How could he raise his voice in front of Swara Suryavansi. I turned to the table to pick up my drink and gulped another drink at once to snap back him. But to my surprise he was not present there. I was happy as I knew he left by listening my name. " Me Swara Suryavansi .... The future of Suryavansi empire...." A victorious smile came to my face.

Just then my phone beeped. And my chain of thoughts about the black covered man were broken. I checked the phone and the timing was 12 AM. It was time to return home swara. Your future was calling you. But where were my keys? Oh gosh!! How careless I was! I alone searched the entire pub as many of my friends were left as I already knew it and the remaining of them were unable to open their eyes. I was also under the control of alcohol. So it took time to search the keys in the entire pub. However it's told ," All's well that ends well." In short after so much struggle I found my keys placed on the table near the vodka bottle. "Silly me!! How could I miss this? I searched the table before but the keys were not there." I thought this. But as it's already late I left those thoughts and even as I consumed vodka, so might be I was hallucinating and might be the keys were on the table but I had not noticed... Genuine reason Swara... I satisfied myself by giving this reason and left the pub and went towards parking lot.


Sanskar's POV:

I was constantly noticing her from the bar corner.. For the first time in my life, I had seen a girl who was not a bimbo.. But again none of my business...!! As my creator, My captain had ordered me to keep an eye on this girl. I could not concentrate on this target. I, Sanskar Maheswari, was a slayer, who mercilessly killed people. This target was not apt for me as keeping eye on some one was not my job. But again I was bound to do this!!, as my captain had told me to do so.. I couldn't deny captain. So, now I was here in the pub to check her.

I was standing at a Stone's throw distance from her where she could not notice me.. I could clearly hear her friends' voices and as far as I understood they were teasing her. But why my target's facial expression was changed by their teasing.. I didn't know. I felt like she was in deep thoughts. But again none of my concern. Now my target stood up from her seat and came near me.. Oh shit!! Had she seen me?? I thought as I was constantly noticing her and also as I already knew she was not a dumb girl... Getting exposed in front of her agitated me. But thanks to my good fortune! She had not seen me. She came here to order drink only and I was standing near the bar corner so this confusion happened in my mind.


Still after taking so many gulps of drinks, she had not dozed off. What a tolerance power man!! Courageous girl!! I knew.. At once these thoughts were broken when the drinks fell on me.. I protested her but unable to do much as I could not expose myself nor I wanted a drama there. But what an ego she possessed?? "Beauty with brains" was a disastrous combination. How could I know more about her.. As my captain had told me to gather more information regarding her. Oh!! This was so not me.. But I could not disappoint my captain. When she was taking another drink to snap back me, I found her keys kept near the bottle and took it and silently moved away.. As per my information she was riding Lexus RX and it was not surprising enough as she was rich. I knew what I was going to do. As with out it I was unable to know about her... It's time to work Sanskar..!!


Guys! Do tell me your opinions. As my exams are nearer, my episodes will be short one. Please bear that..

Credit to: Kashis

Read More →

Swasan ff: An incomplete scrapbook (Prologue)

Prologue:(The billionaire girl and slayer)


"Life and story are like two sides of the same coin. Too much unpredictable. Some stories give you bliss, some make you cry & some make you confused. But every story has an end to some extent. However, some stories are there which are open ended. A new story can be continued from that. Nobody ever knows what exactly happened in that story. But it's always said that nobody is mysteriously mysterious. There is some way to find the truth." I was standing outside the pub 'Black Bear' and reading this holy crap of paper which was fixed on its gate. I gave least importance to these things as I was not interested to be diverted from my target. I entered the pub. Too much noise. Drinks.. Dance.. Like seriously how could people take this much sound? Not my concern. I was here to know about my target as this was my job. Oops.. My existence to life. At one corner of pub, some shits were drinking.

Some girls were dancing and some holy shits were trying to be close to them. My eyes were searching her.

According to my information, she was in the pub and I had to find out her at any cost. That time at once my eyes fell on a group of girls making unbearable sounds. Bloody hell! Didn't they have any other works? Bogus people.

Didn't know what was life?? My thoughts were like as if I knew everything about life. Suddenly a microphone sound had broken my series of thoughts...

Some girl was saying," cheers!! Our friend is going to be a billionaire tomorrow. For this happy occasion, she is giving free drinks to all for an enjoyable night."

I was now pissed off. Till now I was unable to reach my target and now I was listening to these hypocritical things. As far as I had noticed some congratulated a girl and she happily waved a smile. My thoughts were like how impossible this girl was?? Wasting money on these holy shits?? Again none of my business. I went to the bar corner to look for my target minutely as the lights were dim in the bar. Again that same girl's sight distracted me. Now she kicked a man as he was trying to shake hand with her in an inappropriate way. Oh!! Courageous girl. I thought what was this girl?? This girl was a crap like a hell for doing wastage of money but no. She was brave. Just then the

DJ announced," Give a big round of applause to miss Swara Suryavansi for her kind gesture to serve free drinks to all. Have a blast tonight guys!!"

Swara Suryavansi. Oh!! There she was. Finally found out my target. She came upon stage with a glass of drink, thanked everyone for the congratulation and gulped the drink in one go. !! I told you courageous girl. But this girl was a mixture of opposites. I needed to focus minutely on this target. Now as got my target, it was time to gather more information. But I didn't want to reveal myself or my identity in front of her. So I asked the bartender , who was serving free drinks, about her. I just casually approached him, "was she really rich?" The bar tender just told me that yes! She was a billionaire girl. I could not ask further questions as else people will be suspicious of me.


And it's the worst nightmare to be getting exposed. It would create a domino effect and my creator would not like it. I could not think to let him down. As because of him, I found my existence .. I was what I was now in the present. I , Sanskar Maheswari, a ruthless slayer. A life without a soul...



hey, guys!! kashis here. some of you might know me. This is a small prologue of my swasan ff. Do you want I should continue this ff? Your comments will decide the fate of this ff.. let me know what you all feel about this ff.. criticism is also accepted.. and guys this is a dark story.


Credit to Kashis

Read More →

Swasan A path hate to love Ep 52 ( rewrite with happy ending)

"I know Swara you're hurt! But I can't encourage you to love me because I'm empty, I'm empty for this emotion and I don't want to snatch this smile of your face which I already snatched half away through my sins but not now at least. You don't know yourself Swara! Loving me as the same you put yourself in hell with your own and I don't let you do it" he thinks and takes his sleeping pills without water. 

Darkness again comes inside their room because enlightened bodies are separate now. 

He looks the back of her and leans down beside her. 

He can listen the rhythm of her slow breath in the room, she gets asleep but nowadays sleeping pills don't effect on him.

He thought about the words of doctor. 

"Mr. Maheshwari! This is long time you have been addicted, and the side effect of sleeping pills have effected your potential energy and health, it also decreased your will power which is so much necessary for getting rid of your addiction... You're loosing your patience day by day and it's almost impossible to get you back in normal condition, it's better to compromise with your nature.." 

She changes her side and now her face is in front of him. 

He touches her face softly but moves his hand back at the next moment. 

"I love you Swara, I try hard to get away from this feelings but you made me fall for you, whenever you smiled after my every bad act, I love that smile but whenever you stayed silent, that silent pierce my heart... I started this relationship just for the quench my thirst but now it's impossible to use you again and again... Damn on my inner devil, damn to the hell" he jerked his neck moreover turned his back towards her. 

"my time is over now Swara! The devil has come to take my body too and I've lost my soul already... It's time to payback Swara! It's time to payback.."  

He feels exhausted and rubs his neck to take a deep breath. 

But it's almost impossible him to take a breath, he also feels drowsiness because of a minor effect of the pill on his body. 

He comes out on the balcony, the clouds are covered the moon and stars, maybe it would rain after few minutes. 

The rain... He always hates the rain, don't know why but rain never impressed him. 

Rain.. A symbol of sorrow.

The darkness is scattered around him and his essence seems like the part of this darkness. 

His beloved is sleeping peacefully in his room because she never committed any crime but he did many sins but he never realized all those things until... Until Swara told him to left her. 

That time he realized that how much she means to him. 

That time, he realized that he always used to saying that there's no love, but love of her, finally conquered him. 

He gasps and holds his neck to breath out but it goes in vain. 

He comes out and check out the draw of him to search inhaler but it wasn't there. 

First he thought that he should awake Swara to help him to search the inhaler. But he stops and tries to search the inhaler, he doesn't get success to find it but he finds something else. 

For a moment, he gets blank, he looks back of Swara and remind every sin he committed in his past. 

He planned everything with perfection, Swara was also included in his plan but the affection and love which he's feeling for her was not in his plan. 

In the first time of his life, he proves nothing but a looser. He reminded the person whose business was ruined by him because he insulted him, further he doesn't spare anyone who insults him. 

"everyone has to payback of his every action," that man said to him when Sanskar smiled proudly to ruin him.. 

"maybe I lived to ruin many others life, Swara! But this is only for you, every person is selfish in this world, I'm also selfish, I can neither give you happiness nor leave you... So it's better to meet the final intimacy of mine... It's better to live in this darkness, I should fly away in that world which is much darker than it. Offcourse people get what they want and I always want darkness and God filled darkness in my heart" 

he tried hard to breath, he wanted to live one side but on the other side, he have to die because there's no happiness in his life.

Darkness comes into the room and starts moaning beside him.
he feels so much pain in his head and slowly slowly, his sight has drowned in darkness. 

Sorrow comes to him, puts his head on her lap and starts caressing his hairs. 

"take a peaceful sleep" 

Yes! After one decade, he's sleeping peacefully. 

The rhythm of unstable breathing of Swara, moaning of darkness, crying of night, all are making the room horrible. 

**************

Swara is sleeping peacefully when suddenly she feels something pierce her heart inside the depth of her heart again and again. 

She rubs her chest in the night and tries to comfort herself but all are gone in vain. 

She changes her side and gropes the other side of the bed where Sanskar lays. 

For few minutes, she tries to touch Sanskar in the sleep but when she couldn't find him then she opens her eyes. 

"where's he?" She thinks to find the empty side of him. 

She switches on the lamp and stands up from her place. 

She checks out the bathroom but he is not here. 

Something is pinching her heart very badly, she just wants to look him safe then she will feel relief. 

"maybe he's in balcony, he shouldn't do smocking" she says in consoling style as she wants to say just like "my restlessness is just because he's smoking in balcony" 

She steps toward the balcony but before it, her foot tackles with some solid thing. 

She finds Sanskar there, there's only lamp's dim light so, at first, glance, she doesn't see the blood and gun. 

"why is he laying on the floor?" 

She downs to him and shakes his shoulder. "wake up Sanskar, come on the bed.." Suddenly she feels something that Sanskar is not reacting.
"fit?" she thought and got blank at that moment.

She neither scream, nor moan. She only falls on the floor and puts her head on his chest which is now heartless. 

The moaning of darkness is increasing in every moment. 

                                                         **************

Two months later....

She didn't know when Lavanya came in the room next night, inform everyone about the accident of Sanskar. 

When the police come to investigate, how his family handled everything. How his bade papa cried for him and how his family repented for leaving him. 

When Shanaya was visiting her daily, she was also broken inside but at least, she came almost daily and tried to talk with her. 

"He loved you so much" it was her first and the only sentence, she spoke when she visit her. 

Ragini started to live with her because she doesn't want to leave this house. 

Laksh comes here and takes the signature of her in the important papers. 

"Bhabhi," he said. 

She looked him with empty eyes. She is wearing a white suit and standing in front of the same window of their room. 

"there's no one to take charge of hotels, we're thinking that you should sell them," he said with hesitation. Sanskar's voice comes in his mind "never sell them, these are my dream" 

She looked him with pain moreover screeched "how dare you to say like this Laksh? You know very well how much those hotels are importance for him?" 

Laksh looks the floor and he is also shedding tears "I know Bhabhi! We don't have the experience to manage hotels, in last two months, value of its shares is decreasing also... We're just worry about your future" he says in moist voice. 

"I'll manage it.." Suddenly she has decided. 

"huh?" 

"let her do it Laksh.." The voice comes from the entrance of the room where Shanaya is standing. 

She leaves the caring about her appearance, she's just wearing the simple suit which is messy and her hairs are also so much messy like she didn't wash it for many days. 

Swara looks her and the pain of her heart is increasing. 

"let her do it Laksh .. She's the only one among us who lives her life in a fair way, she has the right to live and for it, she needs the hope... Let her live with that hope.." Shanaya says. 

"hope..." Swara just tries to touch the light of hope, "is there any hope still remained in me?" She asks to herself. 

Her eyes have started the flood of pain but she doesn't realise this because of her deep thought. 

Suddenly she feels dizzy and falls on floor. 

When she gets conscious, she finds the doctor checking her up. 

Laksh, Ragini and Shanaya are standing around her with a worried face. 

"is everything fine doctor?" Shanaya comes to the doctor and asks. 

"everything is ok Shanaya" doctor smiles, "Mrs. Maheshwari is three months pregnant" 

A small smile comes on the face of everyone but she can't smile. 

She just puts her hand on her tummy and says "pregnant.." 

Voice of Shanaya echoes in her mind and she slowly murmurs "hope.."

Darkness is abundant her essence because there's only light around here. Yes! She's not alone because of daylight, night is over now. 

Swara looks herself in mirror and touches her tummy.

She goes to the room, which is set for someone special.

She goes near the bed and a tear comes out from the corner of her eye.

She holds the hand of Sanskar and whispers in his ear "look Sanskar...! You want to go from me and look, I've gift, a

gift which God gives me just for the sake because I love you and you've to love me Sanskar, yes! You've to love me

because now I'm also mother of your would be child, you've to come back Sanskar... You've to come back"

She puts her head on his chest and tries to listen his heartbeat.

"I'm listening your heartbeat Sanskar, that's a reason I'm also Alive. Just come soon I'm not able to weigh this

responsibility more"

The daylight is glaring them from window and Sanskar listens her voice.

****************

4years later

"Ayan! Get up, today is your first day of school.."

She bows down to 3 years old child who is laying on the blue Spiderman's bed sheet.

"no... I won't get up, until dad will come to wake me up" he says while closing his eyes..

Swara jerks to listen him "you're so stubborn just like your dad, ok I wanna call him"

She gets up from her place and tackles with someone.

The man puts his arms around her waist and kisses on her forehead.

"I'm awakening dad.." Ayan exclaims from his bed.

Swara blushes, while Sanskar smiles proudly "so what junior?" He says while holding her.

"now get up because I don't wanna listen from your teacher that Sanskar Maheshwari's son is not punctual, you're

going my school where everyone knows me still and you will know how much your dad was popular in school days

that they still put my picture in list of the topper students of school"

"but will be soon, it will remove" Ayan jumps from the bed "because my picture will take place of your picture" he

says proudly.

"I would feel honor to beaten by my own son" he bows down and smiles proudly.

"now leave me Sanskar, I've to get him ready for school" Swara shouts in his arm.

"Lavanya will do it" he says.

"I'll do it with myself" Ayan shouts and goes towards the bathroom.

"you're so bad" she complaints after leaving Ayan the room.

"thank you" he looks her with affection.

"for what?" Swara boggles..

"to come in my life and Stay in my life, you made me human being..." He says in emotional voice.

Swara kisses on his chick "don't be so emotional"

He smiles and gets apart from her.

He remains in coma for two years and after two years, she manages everything to make him normal because that

time he realized that there is also god who writes the destiny and he doesn't need to take his place.

She smiles and touched the face of her beloved, though he's her husband and father of her children but she still

considers him, her beloved.

"now we should move because this is first day of our Ayan's school" she reminds him again.

He just nods, she is about to move when he holds her  hand and stops her.

"what happened now?" She turns to him.

"I will not make my child like me" the fear is still in his voice because his coma's period was revealed many things to him.

"he would be like you but we won't leave him in any difficulty which laid him to the hell" she smiles calmly.

He smiles because he knows very well that God chooses best life partner for her and it's time to be grateful to him.

Read More →

Swasan A path hate to love Ep 52

Last Episode

"I know Swara you're hurt! But I can't encourage you to love me because I'm empty, I'm empty for this emotion and I don't want to snatch this smile of your face which I already snatched half away through my sins but not now at least. You don't know yourself Swara! Loving me as the same you put yourself in hell with your own and I don't let you do it" he thinks and takes his sleeping pills without water. 

Darkness again comes inside their room because enlightened bodies are separate now. 

He looks the back of her and leans down beside her. 

He can listen the rhythm of her slow breath in the room, she gets asleep but nowadays sleeping pills don't effect on him.

He thought about the words of doctor. 

"Mr. Maheshwari! This is long time you have been addicted, and the side effect of sleeping pills have effected your 

potential energy and health, it also decreased your will power which is so much necessary for getting rid of your addiction... You're loosing your patience day by day and it's almost impossible to get you back in normal condition, it's better to compromise with your nature.." 

She changes her side and now her face is in front of him. 

He touches her face softly but moves his hand back at the next moment. 

"I love you Swara, I try hard to get away from this feelings but you made me fall for you, whenever you smiled after my every bad act, I love that smile but whenever you stayed silent, that silent pierce my heart... I started this relationship just for the quench my thirst but now it's impossible to use you again and again... Damn on my inner devil, damn to the hell" he jerked his neck moreover turned his back towards her. 

"my time is over now Swara! The devil has come to take my body too and I've lost my soul already... It's time to payback Swara! It's time to payback.."  

He feels exhausted and rubs his neck to take a deep breath. 

But it's almost impossible him to take a breath, he also feels drowsiness because of a minor effect of the pill on his body. 

He comes out on the balcony, the clouds are covered the moon and stars, maybe it would rain after few minutes. 

The rain... He always hates the rain, don't know why but rain never impressed him. 

Rain.. A symbol of sorrow.

The darkness is scattered around him and his essence seems like the part of this darkness. 

His beloved is sleeping peacefully in his room because she never committed any crime but he did many sins but he never realized all those things until... Until Swara told him to left her. 

That time he realized that how much she means to him. 

That time, he realized that he always used to saying that there's no love, but love of her, finally conquered him. 

He gasps and holds his neck to breath out but it goes in vain. 

He comes out and check out the draw of him to search inhaler but it wasn't there. 

First he thought that he should awake Swara to help him to search the inhaler. But he stops and tries to search the inhaler, he doesn't get success to find it but he finds something else. 

It was a pistol, he takes out the pistol from the draw. 

Like many other rich people, he keeps pistol for his security and he used it also many time. 

For a moment, he gets blank, he looks back of Swara and remind every sin he committed in his past. 

He planned everything with perfection, Swara was also included in his plan but the affection and love which he's feeling for her was not in his plan. 

In the first time of his life, he proves nothing but a looser. He reminded the person whose business was ruined by him because he insulted him, further he doesn't spare anyone who insults him. 

"everyone has to payback of his every action," that man said to him when Sanskar smiled proudly to ruin him.

He looked the pistol "it's time to payback Sanskar Maheshwari!" He said to himself. 

He is sitting on the floor, near the draw and his side of bed. 

"maybe I lived to ruin many others life, Swara! But this is only for you, every person is selfish in this world, I'm also selfish, I can neither give you happiness nor leave you... So it's better to meet the final intimacy of mine... It's better to live in this darkness, I should fly away in that world which is much darker than it. Offcourse people get what they want and I always want darkness and God filled darkness in my heart" 

He said slowly and put the gun on vein of brain which he always rubs. 

He already put the silencer in the gun and slowly pushes the trigger. 

He doesn't close his eyes before doing this because he wants to die with bravery. Making an eye contact with death and he does so. 

Darkness comes into the room and starts moaning beside him. 

Sorrow comes to him, puts his head on her lap and starts caressing his hairs. 

"take a peaceful sleep" 

Yes! After one decade, he's sleeping peacefully. 

The rhythm of unstable breathing of Swara, moaning of darkness, crying of night, all are making the room horrible. 

Musalsal bekali dil Ko rahi hai

Magar jine ki surat to rahi hai

Main kyun phirata hun tanha mara mara

Ye basti chain se kyon so rahi hai

Chal dil se ummidon ke musafir

Ye nagari aj khali ho rahi hai

Na samajho tum ise shor e baharan

Khizan patton may chup ke ro rahi hai

Hamare ghar ki diwaron pe `Nasir`

Udasi bal khole so rahi hai

**************

Swara is sleeping peacefully when suddenly she feels something pierce her heart inside the depth of her heart again and again. 

She rubs her chest in the night and tries to comfort herself but all are gone in vain. 

She changes her side and gropes the other side of the bed where Sanskar lays. 

For few minutes, she tries to touch Sanskar in the sleep but when she couldn't find him then she opens her eyes. 

"where's he?" She thinks to find the empty side of him. 

She switches on the lamp and stands up from her place. 

She checks out the bathroom but he is not here. 

Something is pinching her heart very badly, she just wants to look him safe then she will feel relief. 

"maybe he's in balcony, he shouldn't do sm,oking" she says in consoling style as she wants to say just like "my restlessness is just because he's smoking in balcony" 

She steps toward the balcony but before it, her foot tackles with some solid thing. 

She finds Sanskar there, there's only lamp's dim light so, at first, glance, she doesn't see the blood and gun. 

"why is he laying on the floor?" 

She downs to him and shakes his shoulder. "wake up Sanskar, come on the bed.." Suddenly she feels something watery on her hand, she raises her hand. Now she can see blood clearly on her hand. 

She neither scream, nor moan. She only falls on the floor and puts her head on his chest which is now heartless. 

The moaning of darkness is increasing in every moment. 

                                                         **************

Two months later....

She didn't know when Lavanya came in the room next night, inform everyone about the death or suicide of Sanskar. 

When the police come to investigate, how his family handled everything. How his bade papa cried for him and how his family repented for leaving him. 

When Shanaya was visiting her daily, she was also broken inside but at least, she came almost daily and tried to talk with her. 

"He loved you so much" it was her first and the only sentence, she spoke when she visit her. 

Ragini started to live with her because she doesn't want to leave this house. 

Laksh comes here and takes the signature of her in the important papers. 

"Bhabhi," he said. 

She looked him with empty eyes. She is wearing a white suit and standing in front of the same window of their room. 

"there's no one to take charge of hotels, we're thinking that you should sell them," he said with hesitation. Sanskar's voice comes in his mind "never sell them, these are my dream" 

She looked him with pain moreover screeched "how dare you to say like this Laksh? You know very well how much those hotels are importance for him?" 

Laksh looks the floor and he is also shedding tears "I know Bhabhi! We don't have the experience to manage hotels, in last two months, value of its shares is decreasing also... We're just worry about your future" he says in moist voice. 

"I'll manage it.." Suddenly she has decided. 

"huh?" 

"let her do it Laksh.." The voice comes from the entrance of the room where Shanaya is standing. 

She leaves the caring about her appearance, she's just wearing the simple suit which is messy and her hairs are also so much messy like she didn't wash it for many days. 

Swara looks her and the pain of her heart is increasing. 

"let her do it Laksh .. She's the only one among us who lives her life in a fair way, she has the right to live and for it, she needs the hope... Let her live with that hope.." Shanaya says. 

"hope..." Swara just tries to touch the light of hope, "is there any hope still remained in me?" She asks to herself. 

Her eyes have started the flood of pain but she doesn't realise this because of her deep thought. 

Suddenly she feels dizzy and falls on floor. 

When she gets conscious, she finds the doctor checking her up. 

Laksh, Ragini and Shanaya are standing around her with a worried face. 

"is everything fine doctor?" Shanaya comes to the doctor and asks. 

"everything is ok Shanaya" doctor smiles, "Mrs. Maheshwari is three months pregnant" 

A small smile comes on the face of everyone but she can't smile. 

She just puts her hand on her tummy and says "pregnant.." 

Voice of Shanaya echoes in her mind and she slowly murmurs "hope.."

Darkness is abundant her essence because there's only light around here. Yes! She's not alone because of daylight, night is over now. 

(hey, guys! This is the end of my whole story, I know you all will cry because I also feel the same pain but sometimes we've to cut the old tree to plant a new seed... My hand literary shivered when I wrote "death of Sanskar but on the other side, there's also light and hope... In the last you've right to criticise me freely, I'll wait for your comments)

Read More →