Swasan a path hate to love Ep25

She's reading book in her room when someone knock the door, she allows. Ragini opens the door and comes inside:" Why are you sitting alone in this beautiful environment?"
Swara drops book aside:" Nothing Ragini! Are you enjoying naa? Go ahead?"
Ragini holds her hands:" What happened Swara? I'm noticing that you're sad nowadays actually I should say, I always find you lost in thoughts what happened? Is anything wrong between you and jiju?"
Swara looks her innocent face and smiles:" Nothing my sweet sister! Actually your jiju is so busy and I wanna enjoy this beautiful environment with him, if I'll go with you then your jiju will get satisfy that I'm busy with you and he'll not give time to me"
Ragini smiles to listen her explanation and teases her:" Oh! That's a reason you're not going with us, but tonight, Laksh is planing for bonfire and you've to come with us, you know naa it will not suitable if we'll go alone, please please please... Come on naa please... I never enjoy bonfire before"
Swara raises her hands:" Ok! Ok! I'll go but first I've ask from Sanskar"
Ragini nods:" Jiju will must allow you"
Swara:" But I've to ask from Sanskar first"
"what do you want to ask from me?" Sanskar comes inside, so he heard last line of Swara.
Ragini:" Jiju! Actually Laksh has planned for bonfire for tonight, so I asked from swara that she go with us otherwise how can we go bonfire ?"
Sanskar thinks for a while:" If swara wants to go, then she can but...."
Swaragini gives him confuse look:" Actually I was bit busy, so I want to take rest tonight, so if you don't have any object, then you postpone your plan for tonight, we'll join you tomorrow?"
Ragini gets happy to hear it, Swara's face  is also brighten to listen it.
Ragini:" Oh! That's s great plan...." She think for a while but "but will do today?"
Sanskar:" Maharaj uncle invited us for dinner, so I think we should  join them tonight, if you both are agree?"
Swaragini nods and Sanskar shakes his head:" Ok! I'll inform them, that we will come there"
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Maharaj and his family was so nice, she was happy to meet them but special thing is that she really enjoyed the wifely right on Sanskar. He slowly get know about the influence of her husband on the people, so she really like this that he chose her as his wife. Ragini was also happy, she becomes friend of Shanaya, it wasn't liked by Swara but she can't say anything to her sister about her hatred for Shanaya. Laksh was gone for hunting with Maharaj's son, so he was absent in the dinner. He was only in them, who enjoyed completely every moment. Swara is sick of love, who wants to be with her husband in every second, her husband, mean our hero Sanskar is busy in renovation of palace, Ragini is shy, she often join him but not in his adventures. So he always seek opportunity to enjoy his every moment of life. He's only carefree, cherish and lovely character in our story, completely opposite to our hero.
After dinner, they all went to their room, but from this night, our hero and heroine's life takes new turn.
Sanskar changes his dress and working on laptop when Swara comes to room. She's wearing red and green suit and obviously she looks beautiful in her attire which also catches to the eyes of Sanskar. But our werewolf is trying to be human being nowadays because her last words remind him that he is defeated by young immature girl, so he should punish himself for wrong decision. Yes! Wrong decision because he never considered his any deed as sin because for him, everything is fair in war and he doesn't believe in love, so every task is like war for him.
She slowly goes to dressing table and began to remove her jewellery. During her activity, she glances to her husband also who doesn't give attention to his lovely wife.
She turns and about to say something but his phone ring interrupts into her words.
"hey Shanaya!... Yes! I'm alright...but there's a problem.... No no nothing serious, I dont have my sleeping pill.... Yeah! I tried all sources to get it, but fortune is not in favour of me tonight.... No! You dont need to come here... I'll be ok!... Ok you consult with Dr and tell me the conclusion..ok bye"
Swara listens his words and concluded that he maybe forget to take his sleeping pills and now didn't find it. He was busy from three nights, so he didn't noticed this thing but now what will he do?
She was sure that he will come to her but in the heart,she's afraid. Her love is like a newborn tender plant which can't bear the rushed winds and no doubt he's more more than rushed winds, a hurricane maybe. Who destroyed everything and get calm at the climax without the care of his victim.
At the end, she concluded that her love isn't high to touch the height of lunacy. Her love is just on first stage which has the condition to play hide and seek with her beloved and feel the joyable pain of pinch. So she definitely not ready to get treated by her love at intense height of spirits.
She changes her dress and silently lays down on a bed beside him.
He completed his work and he tries a number of his doctor after every five minutes and jerks that it's power off. .he called his many employee but amazingly! tonight fortune isn't favour of him.
She can clearly observe his restlessness, off course! Laksh isn't here, he didn't allow her soulmate to come to him, his wife feel pain of his touch and he can't show his restlessness to the world. So this ruler is  really helpless at this time.
He's half laying on bed, while Swara is starring him.
She slowly gets up and sits with him:" What happened?" Although she knew the situation more than little bit but she wanna know exactly what happened.
Sanskar says nothing and looks into her eyes, he slowly holds and touches her face:" Just answer my one question"
Swara slowly nods her head. He slowly rubs back of her hands:" Will you like, if I'll make love of you?"
She didn't expect that he'll ask this thing from her. He looks into his eyes:" I want only truth"
And truth is that her love is on one side but on the other side she doesn't want to allow him to make her love. She slowly nods her head in "no".
He suddenly frees her body and says in cold voice:" You get sleep and don't come to me, whatever I'll do, don't come to me otherwise I'll not liable to your like and dislike"
He slowly leaves his place and goes to terrace with his slow poisoning which is become complete poison for him from last incident.
He goes to terrace and lays on the couch which was placed in terrace. A full sky is open in front of him, yes! Everybody has also some rights on sky as well as we have rights on part of our earth. But he's man who born to rule, he's not the person who took some part of sky, he always find sky in his both arms.
He sighs and this sigh is increasing coldness of the air. He has always been seen complete earth and and open sky for him from the time one he first came to his senses.
He was most obedient, intelligent and lovely child of the family. Between him and Adarsh, there was gape of seven years, so he enjoyed his childhood completely because, he had attention of every family member.
Lucky was three years younger than him, but his importance was not decreased because the arrival of him. They're more than a brothers. Their sister is younger than Laksh but he always has a love of Laksh more than his own sister.
He pulled the smoke in air, the walls and pillars of this palace are reminding him, his childhood intensely. He came here many times in his childhood, he was topper student of school, not only school, he often get  the position in the ranking which lied among the City.
His bade papa loved him, more than his sons because he was trophy of him which he could show everyone and raised his head with proud among his society. His own father was under the thrown of his bade papa, so he always got rewards from him.
He always find best, that doesn't mean, it spoiled him, no way! He was most polite and and sweet nature child. This is a reason he can't kill his human being yet.
He looks the tiny lights of stars, these stars were great attraction for him when he was visiting there. His eyes were wondered to observe the beauty of stars but he always said:" I'll reach above than these stars" yes! He could be, everybody believe that he can do anything. Even his nature didn't change in his youth also. In that age, when everybody enjoying their youth, by late night partying etc. He started to join the office, he is sharp minded and quick leaner who studied his syllabus from the beginning of semester and afterward, he's found to seeking the books relevant to his course.
That doesn't mean, he was bore fellows, no way! He knew very well how to enjoy his life, he was adventurous and enjoyed his life in full swing but he knew very well that how to give time to every aspect of his life. This is also that he was much mature and responsible than the other fellows of his age. His highly intellectual power was also reason of his perfection because he didn't need to give so much time to study for understanding any query. He was a perfect youngster whose examples were given by elders to their youngers. But everything was ruined when she came in his life.

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Yaaram Ep2

Once, Amraha had gone to the marriage of her cousin. The groom and his family were about to come on 2 p.m. but had not come yet. Even evening was turning into night. Their cars punctured on the motorway. Groom didn't agree to come to the ceremony without others. Till, they sent cars from Lahore and reached to ceremony, time was reached to 12 a.m. All guests had gone to their respective homes, only close relatives were left in ceremony.
She also came home silently with dada and burned her all designer's dresses. Her all cousins were busy and encircled her to annoy more.
"Nana! Ask her either meal was burned or not? Amraha has come in the ceremony today... Check also the connection of light... Maybe fire will raise because of short-circuit" said by one of her cousins.
Another said:" I pray that groom will come well"
One said:" I am worried about bride.. I hear her two lacs bridal dress is saved hardly from burning"
Another said:" OK dress is saved but unluckily I think her hairs have burned... But iron machine doesn't burn her hair but.. Anything can happen.. Because today..."
When she was ready to cry then someone said:" We're just kidding but Amraha is taking us seriously"
After three hours, one of her cousins came in anger. "Barat will not come before three to four hours, you all say sorry to Amraha. If she accepts our sorry, then maybe barat will come"
"shut up" she shouted on them & they all numbed at once:"I'll break your mouth Hassan"
He replied:" We will break your mouth then; you come with your misfortune to spoil my sister's wedding"
Amraha's heart wanted to set on fire all the canopies under which meeting was held. Oh! May really short circuit would happen and it offed all lanterns.. Then no one could see her irking body. She was bearing their taunting which was hidden in kidding. But Hassan came to accuse her in high spirit:" After completing ablution, before going to mosque, you must see yourself in the mirror... Maybe your tongue will shiver for a while if you say it again, and maybe you'll understand that man's hand neither has power nor authority to destroy or prosper something, obligation of kun(to be) and act of fayakun( it will be or it is)it is the quality of only god... Not his subjects.." She hardly controlled her tears during this saying.
She came home with dada silently, it was her closed cousin's wedding, she was also excited about this wedding... She also readied some special preparation for that marriage.. But all went not only in  vain but also gave her sorrow.
She wrote on white paper:" I'll not go on any occasion again...promise" she pasted that chit on the shelf of her cupboard. Whenever she wanted to go to any function, she opened the cupboard and reminded her of the promise.
She is doing this thing till now but because of doing it, she becomes alone.
She can easily cry, anyone can easily make her cry.
For example, when her elder uncle came from Quetta, then he covered himself in quilt and drank a large cup of coffee and said:" Call Amraha! We will make her cry"
If she didn't wanna go there, then they dragged her there. Everybody laughed at her & she cried vigorously because of it. Uncle told her incidents of her misfortunes with references. Amma scolded her:" They're just kidding.. Why are you crying like that?"
Dada came, scolded everyone and took her from there:" They're illiterate, Amraha! Don't give attention to them"
She is also not mature enough that she can make herself understand.. A young girl with tender heart... She's just ready to cry and we can't satisfy ourselves with philosophy always.
" Everyone is illiterate" she feels calmness.
"everyone is mad" yes! This is right.
We can think like this... We can say like this but it can't happen perfectly... If sometimes, we are able to get hundred percent result but it must be cipher next time.
She tries to divert herself by saying it:" Everyone is illiterate" but next time she cries due to words of those illiterates.
Dada's words lull her but she moans during her sleep many time.
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Dada was a librarian in Government Punjab Public Library. She visited library all days in the school vacation. However Dada hadn't allowed her to stay at the home. She went to library after her school by foot, both took lunch together. Dada read many books in his job, this was a reason , he never burned diyas on the name of dead relatives.
They ate parched grams and corn which were cooked on ashes during their day spending by walking on mall road. Amraha's heart wanted that she didn't need to go to home at night, let she had to sleep on the footpath of Mall Road.
Dada said after viewing the first glance of home:" Look! Jail has come"
"you become mad after reading books, if you will find some suitable job, then maybe you get the wit" dadi said after hearing his words.
But dada can't get suitable job but he has at least suitable wit. Baba sold his eighth standard study at shop... No can is able to know that whether he has studied eight classes or just counting till eight.
Ali was elder and he was marvellous elder among siblings. He always remained senior in every class, he must spent two years in every class.
Then it was Hamad, he had knowledge about every singers and dancers of the world. Their biographies, nationality, native places, marriage, affairs and children but he didn't know which degree would have come after B.A.
Dada has wanted so much that one will become engineer or at least become lecturer in Dayal Singh College. Otherwise, one  will become a doctor in hospital and other will become a captain in army.. But it can not just happen because of thinking of Dada. By the way! No one is there to hear Dada.
Then it was Amraha's number, she was also not less than them, and because she was unfortunate also, so she always cried... She hardly completed her eighth classes, during schooling, she many times left her study. And one time, she also acted upon it. She stayed with dada a whole day in library.
Dada requested her:" Amraha! At least complete matric"
But princess Amraha didn't give attention on his words.
But she said one mantra on the result of any conversations:" Lets run away from home... Anywhere"
Dada had some amount of money, he took her to Baluchistan, to the home of his friend. She didn't go to the home of family members. She stayed happily there...
Then she said to him:" Dada! You go to Dubai then also call me there, we will be so happy there" .
How can dada go Dubai in this age, but he made promise to her.:" First do matric then we will go there"
She has done matriculation for the sake of going to Dubai. But after putting her all efforts, she only got second division. Which everyone could get easily...
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Note: This story is not written by me, so if anyone feels any offence about any scene or incident, I'm not liable to it.
Regards to: saba

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Swasan A path hate to love Ep 24

Recap" Swara got know about that sanskar was married. Sanskar consoled her"
Next morning, she didn't find Sanskar beside her, then she reminds that he has worked last night.

She takes a bath and looks herself into mirror:" Shanaya is so beautiful. I'm nothing in front of her... How was his first wife... She has a good choice of women... I'm also his choice" she touches her face and after a while scolds herself to think this type of worst things.

She combs her hairs and lefts her hairs open on her waist, she's wearing yellow churidar... She wears her bangles and puts sindoor in her maang.

She looks again herself into a mirror again:" No matter, how beautiful is Shanaya! And how was his first wife... But now he's mine... I'm his wife and I'll not let him go this time" she smiles proudly and goes outside from the room.

Ragini and Laksh is sitting on the dining table and the traditional maids are serving food to them.

Laksh:" Good morning Bhabhi"

She smiles but her gaze is seeking Sanskar.Ragini goes and hugs her:" Good morning Swara!"

Swara greets them back and sits on the seat beside Ragini:" Laksh! Where is your brother?" She takes the first bite of paratha while Laksh is taking his coffee and Ragini is taking orange juice.

Laksh is boggled to listen to it:" I don't know, didn't he come to the room last night?"

Swara:" He does but I didn't find him in room after my awakening.." She leaves her breakfast and that worst dream again holding her mind.

Laksh notices this:" Don't worry! I'm calling him.. Wait a minute " he takes out phone from his pocket and call him.

Laksh asks from Sanskar where's he? Sanskar replies something, Laksh listens to his reply and disconnects the call.

He turns to Swara:" Don't worry Bhabhi! He was with Shanaya to make a plan to arrange grand party for the celebration of this successful deal"

Swara feels heat in her heart after hearing the name of Shanaya. Lurking fear is again taking place in her heart.

She leaves the breakfast and takes the juice only.

Ragini:" Swara! Take breakfast completely... I'm observing, you're not taking care yourself, if you don't finish breakfast, I'll complain to mom"

Swara smiles to see her concern and takes her breakfast uninterestingly.

Shanaya has come and she's busy with Sanskar. Swara is disturbed to see them together while Ragini and Laksh are trying to cheer her up but they're failed.Laksh calls Sanskar:" Bhai! Listen.."

Not only Sanskar, Shanaya also comes to them.

She meets with Swara and introduces herself to Ragini.

Laksh:" Bhai! Look to your wife, her mood is off, we're trying hard to cheer her up. But now it's your turn. Go and cheer her up your wife.."

Ragini also follows his words:" Jiju! I think Swara is angry with you, you didn't give time to your wife"

Sanskar smiles:" Hold on... You both attack me at once" he goes to Swara and holds her from shoulders. :" What happen Swara? Are you feeling bothered? Sorry but you've to enjoy with Ragini and lucky... I'm sorry sweetheart"

Swara nods in yes and smiles to see Shanaya like she wanna show her that look he only cares for me.

Shanaya smiles to see her expression and signs Sanskar that she's going back to work, you stay here.

Sanskar nods and accompanies to them, but he turns to listen to a familiar voice:" Congratulations Mr. Maheshwari to get the deal of dead elephant" Laksh and Sanskar feels bitter to see the new guests of their hotel.

She comes to Swara:" Hey! Do you remember me"

Swara tries to memorize her, she met with her in her reception but doesn't remind her name.

The girl again says:" Its ok! I'm Meera Malhotra, do you get now?"

Swara smiles to meet her, her husband is also greeted them. Sanskar fumes because of their arrival.

Sanskar turns to Laksh:" You take Swara and Ragini to visit the city, they might bother there, I wanna deal with my guests"

Laksh nods but Swara  again wants to stay with him.:" Sanskar! I don't..."Sanskar raises his hand:" I said go with lucky" he completes his words in the cold voice which numbs her heart. She silently nods and goes with Ragini and Laksh.

Sanskar turns to them:" Why are you come here? As I remember, I didn't invite you"

Ram Malhotra comes to him:" You forgot Mr. Maheshwari, Maharaj's daughter is getting marry with my nephew, so he invited us..."

Shanaya comes to them and listens to his words:" Ok! Then you both go their portions because this is our hotel now.."

Meera:" Oh! Ours? You still feel some right on Sanskar... Chu Chu, Shanaya! He slept with you and married with some another girl"

Sanskar grinned and turned to her:" Don't cross your limit you both of you, otherwise I'll remind you that I'm feeding you, and you're not more than the pig in front of me whose livelihood is depending on me" he says in the cold voice.

Ram fumes and goes from there after listening to it.

Meera is about to follow her husband but stop for a minute and takes her lips close to his ear:" And yeah! I also get the call of your doctor who gave message for you  that you shouldn't take sleeping pills more, otherwise, you'll lose your memory.... Chu Chu.. Your pure wife can't allow an impure husband to touch her"Sanskar hardly controls himself and just says in a cold voice:" Don't you worry Mrs. Malhotra! I'll remember your words and gives you a strong reply, now you can leave"

Meera winks him and leaves her place. Shanaya comes and controls him:" Take a deep breath Sanskar!... 3...2..1.. And exhale" Sanskar looks her and exhales his breath gently.

Some friends are really like your shadow, whenever you feel exhausted, it always show you your path without any complains or conditions.

He touches her face and softly says:" Thank you"

Shanaya smiles:" Thanks! for what?"

Sanskar:" For everything Shanaya!"

Sanskar:" Hey don't be sentimental, look! Your life is set now with your life, I know it's not perfect, but it'll be, I'm working on my mission and I'm also happy in my life, as I observe, Swara is changing, if she'll not be happy with you, I promise, I'll do what you'll say to me..." She holds his shoulder:" You get your dream, I know everything can't be perfect but this is we're who can adjust in this imperfect life with perfection"

A layer of sadness comes in his heart, but he kicks out this emotion from his heart and presses her hands softly and leaves them.

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Our surrounding can easily change our mind, our emotions and our feelings. But sometimes, weather of our heart changes the affect of surrounding. Her weather of heart is replete with the mixture of jealousy, love, and hate at a same time.

She sees Shanaya and Sanskar together, he's busy with her and she feels the extreme heat in her heart after watching them together. Laksh asks her for the visiting main places of the city, but she refuses to go with them, in her emotions, she forgot to protect Ragini and this is also that she now believes on Laksh that he's different from his brother.

She's sitting in the lawn of palace near the pond, there's set an artificial waterfall which waters fall in the pond. She puts her hands in the pond, all surroundings are covered with greenery and lots of flowers. Some of the flowers are fallen in the pond which fragrance is spreading everywhere in the lawn.

She's trying to feel the cold water in her palms but her mind isn't present there, she's continuously thinking about Sanskar, what's he doing now.  She wanna go to him and absorbs him in her heart. Now she's understanding that why people want to stay with that person whom they love.

She reminds the words of Sanskar when he said to him that she isn't allowed to go anywhere from his sight. After thinking that, a pink color comes in her cheeks which enhance her beauty in this beautiful surrounding.

Someone shakes her shoulder, she turns and finds Meera there.

Meera:" Hey! Are you alone there?"

Swara has reserved girl who doesn't free with stranger, so she simply nods her head in yes.Meera sits with her, she wonders how is she wearing sleeveless top in this cold weather.  Meera:" Where's your husband? I'm really feel sorry to see you alone in this beautiful place"

Swara smiles sadly and says:" He's busy in work"

Meera:" No.. He's busy with that Shanaya, if you want your husband, then you should keep him away from the shadow of Shanaya... Well! They both are same, he also used the women and throw them, I wondered  when I heard he married with you"

Suspense is raises in her heart after hearing this, she talks with Meera just for the sake of suspense:" Do you know them?"

Meera:" Yeah! We know them from long time" she says bitterly which taste is dissolve in her words and Swara can also feel from her words.

Swara:" Then why didn't they like you?"Meera disturbs to listen her question but she controls her emotions:" Actually... They understand that I know their secret so they don't want to disclose secret of their past..." She says in a way of creating suspense.

Swara:" What was that secret?"

Meera is about to say something but she stops to hear the voice of Sanskar.

A broad smile comes on Swara's face after hearing his voice.

He goes to her and holds her from shoulders:" Why didn't you go with Laksh?" He says softly like flow of water which is falling in the ocean of her emotions.

Swara more closes to him and says:" I came here with you, not with Laksh" he can feel the complain in her voice. A wifely right on him to complain.

Sanskar tickles her lock behind her ears and turns to Meera:" I wanna spend some time with my wife, will you please excuse us?"

Meera nods and leaves and he holds her tight, more tight that she feels the problem in breathing because of his tight grip but this time she really likes his grip around her body.

Sanskar says slowly in her ears:" I'm noticing that now you're so much complaining from me and also didn't fear

from me, I think tonight I should remind you everything" Swara looks into his eyes and says boldly:" I don't fear from you more because I trust you, you never give me a pain"

Sanskar's eyes are widened just because of her words of courage, he rubs his palm on her cheek and kisses softly on her neck.

Swara pushes him and turns her back from him.

Sanskar laughs to see her act:" What happened sweetheart? Now where's your courage? You're still fear from me, but its ok! I like it because it reminds you that there's no chance of betrayal"

He says and comes to her, she turns to him and wanna says that this time she pushed him because of shyness, not because of fear.

He goes to her:" I'm bit busy in the opening ceremony of hotel, I know you feel uncomfortable here, but don't worry. I'll try my best to company you, but until, you've to adjust my dear"

He says and leaves his place, she turns and wanna stops him.

Swara to herself:" Don't worry Swara! You're the wife of Sanskar! So you've to adjust with his busy schedule, now cheer up" she sees the reflection of her in the water of pond and smiles to see her sindoor which is evident that wherever he go, only she has right on him.

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Swasan A path hate to love ep 23

Recap:"Swasan and Raglak on the journey, sanskar takes swara for his hotel".

Swara:" Who said you like that Sanskar? If our partner is unable to do anything, it doesn't mean that our spouse will seek opportunity from outside, Sanskar! Never think like that, please. Husband-wife relationship is mean to stay with each other in every thick and thin"

Sanskar looks her and sighs, a sad smile comes to his face which can't reflect in his eyes. He stops the jeep and turns to her.

She's surprised  by stopping the jeep:" What happened Sanskar?"

Sanskar looks her lovingly with the emotions of helplessness. He touches her face and says:" I forgot, you're not like her"

Swara holds his hand and looks into his eyes:" Like whom Sanskar?"

Sanskar:" My wife... My ex-wife"

Swara leaves his hand and steps back from her place.

Swara whispers:" He was married"

She turns to him and asks again that maybe she listened wrong:"you said your wife... You were married.. You didn't tell me"

Sanskar feels the pain in her eyes:" Yes! I was married. But this was my past Swara, you're my present and you'll be my future... you don't need to worry about it.... and question about telling you.. you did not ask, I did not tell..."

Swara leans her head on the seat and looks outside from the window. He starts the car and the very deep silence again take place between them. 

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Swara and Sanskar reach the palace. Swara is surprised to view the beauty of palace because she never saw this type of place before in her life. The enticing beauty of palace makes her forget her pain for a moment but after watching her man, she memorizes the pain again.

It's evening time when they arrive. Sanskar introduces her from The family members of Maharaj. He goes to sign a deal and she's left with Ragini and Laksh.

Ragini:" Swara! This place is so beautiful, before your arrival, Laksh visited me the main places of palace, but it's still unexplored.." Ragini is saying excitedly while Swara hardly smiles to hear her words.

Laksh:" Ok! Let's go, ladies, I'll make you visit this palace, which will gonna be our in few minutes..." He bows down to them, Ragini smiles to see his posture while Swara is still in pain to remember the words of Sanskar.

Swara:" Laksh! You carry on with Ragini, actually, I didn't sleep last night, I feel exhausted. Excuse me"

She hardly controls her emotions. Lakes leads her to the room, which was already reserved for them.

After they leave, she closes the door and falls herself on a bed.

Echoes of his words is echoing in his mind... Sleeping partner of Shanaya is also married... She feels extreme pain to think that he touched many women in his life. She reminds the word of werewolf... "if he's werewolf.. How can he adjust without flesh... If he's not touching me... Then..."

She can't complete the sentence, she holds her mouth to stop the screaming. Her sobbing is increasing in every moment. " Sanskar!!... Come to me. I need you... I know you're bad... But this is also true. I cant help myself to stop this feeling... Dont do it again..... Don't go away from me..."

She's hugging the pillow tightly and her tears are absorbing in the soft cotton of a pillow. 

She bends her legs and puts her head on her knees. Her screaming is stopped but this time, tears are flowing silently from her eyes. The royal palace becomes witness of the pain of this innocent angel who is shedding tears just because to think that his husband was not only his.

She suddenly lifts her head from her knees and takes out her mobile from her bag.

She needs her husband so much. If she can't find him, she feels she'll die with this pain. She calls Sanskar. After two rings of the bell, he attends the call. :" Yes Swara! Do you need something?"

Swara wipes her tears and says:" Yes!"

Sanskar:" What?"

Swara:" You!"

 She can  hear the silent of him for a minute from another side. Then he says:" I'm coming"

She disconnects the call and wait for her husband.

After five minutes, he knocks the door, she immediately opens the door and let him come inside. After he comes inside, she closes the door before him.

Sanskar:" What happened Swara? Are you ok?"

Swara says nothing and holds his hands. She gently drags him and makes him sit on the bed.

Swara:" I know our marriage isn't based on love, care and this type of morality based things.."

He can easily feels the mixture of tears in her voice but he wants to let her complete her words.

Swara continues:" I don't know about you everything... But...( she doesn't understand how to express her feelings) this doesn't matter what situation was of our marriage.  But it means to me... If it means to me then definitely... It also matter to me... That..."

She looks into his eyes, he's still watching her silently and listen to her words carefully.

She again says:" That. That either you're loyal to me... Or not"

Sanskar takes his breath to listens to her words and cups her face:" Look Swara! I'm so soo much bad... No.. If I say worst then it'll be suitable for me.... I have a choice to tell you to lie about everything. But this wasn't my style... If I say. I want loyalty from you. Believe me, this rule is also applied on me. So don't worry in this matter from me"

Sanskar leaves her face and gets up from the bed:" I think you're clear now.... I should leave"

Swara holds his hand:" Don't go anywhere"

Sanskar:" You didn't take anything after breakfast. Take a meal...and I'm with you forever"

Swara:" I'm tired Sanskar... I don't want to eat anything, please... Stay with me..."

Sanskar smiles sadly:" You're testing my patience Swara... Well, I've lots of work tonight... So you're safe" by saying this Sanskar goes to her and holds her.

She silently keeps her head on his chest:" Don't go until I'll fall asleep"

Sanskar nods and holds her tight. She was crying for long so it doesn't take a time to fall her asleep.

After a while he feels rhythm of slow voice of her breathing close to his chest. He knows very well, if he stays more there then he definitely lose control from himself because it's first time, he's controlling himself for long.

He gently keeps her head on pillow and takes out from the room.

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Swasan A path hate to love Ep 22

Recap:"Laksh convinces Sanskar for a road trip, all four on their way"

Sanskar changes the car and now they four are on his car.

Now Sanskar is driving the car, Laksh is sitting with him on the front seat and listening music by putting earphones on his ears.

Both girls are sitting on the backside, Ragini is reading the book on the kindle of Sanskar while Swara is watching from the window.

Laksh is half laying on his seat and closing his eyes. Sanskar's full concentration is on the way.

Laksh opens his one eye to see what's happening in the car and stretch his body and takes a yawn:" You three make my trip completely boring..."

All three takes off theirs sight from their work for a second, and again start to concentrate on their activity.

Laksh sighs to see them and raises his hand to accept his defeat:"I'm a jerk who expecting something from boring persons like you all" Ragini puts kindle and changes her position to see him:" Ok! We all are boring, at least, we're doing something during trip, you're just complaining from starting the journey"

Sanskar:" Yes! I agree with Ragini, you're just doing complains, nothing else"

Laksh makes  a puppy face:" You all are so bad. And I'm still on my statement you all are so boring... I'll never ever, make a plan to go out with all of you..." He changes his posture in a comfortable way:" Now I'm sleeping. You all carry on your activities"

He closes his eyes while all three again start their boring activities. After some time, Ragini also feels exhausted, she puts down the kindle and half lays on the seat. She's in a back seat, so she can easily lean on the seat, well! Our heroine is still waking. There's darkness in the car as well as outside.

Moon is on its early dates, so its light is unable to kill the darkness of night. Though Sanskar is still driving the car, headlights are on but he thinks that Swara also falls asleep.

After few hours, he feels exhausted after long driving or maybe he wants some fresh air.

He stops the car and steps out from it.

Swara silently follows him. He's standing two feet away from the car and smoking cigarette.

She goes to him and silently holds his hand. He boggles with her touch and looks her:" You're still waking?"

Swara:" You're also still waking"Sanskar looks her, weak rays of moonlight try to reflect her face expression but it fails to do it because darkness is much stronger than it. She puts her head on his shoulder... A deep silence is breathing between them... A very deep silence... Deep as the ocean and this ocean is also watering their emotions.

Sanskar feels uncomfortable from her touch, although this is not full moon night but still it's a dark, cold breeze is burning his emotions. And the ruler of the day can't control himself to turn into a werewolf at night. He can't take the dose of sleeping pills now, so it'll so hard for himself to not take a some pleasure from his blood cell.

Swara boggles from his act:" What happened Sanskar?"

Sanskar turns his back from her:" Go inside the car"Swara doesn't want to leave him:" No! I'll not leave you. Don't know why but after watching that dream, this fear isn't spare me.... I'm afraid Sanskar, don't leave me"

Sanskar turns to her and gently touch her face:" I'm also coming.. Go inside the car otherwise..."

Swara looks into his eyes:" Otherwise..?"

Sanskar completes his sentence:" Otherwise, I'll loose my control.." He knows very well, she's afraid of his touch. But she knows very well, he'll not do to anything now because he has to drive also.

Swara:" Ok! But I'm here until you're here"

Sanskar jerks to listen her stubborn tone and holds her tightly:" Do you want to experience this pain again? Ok! I'll give..." Before completing his sentence, Laksh screams from the car:" Come inside Romeo Juliet... I want to finish this boring journey as soon as possible"

Sanskar smirks to listen to his words:" Well! You are saved tonight... Never ever awake my werewolf Swara otherwiseI'll not liable for anything what will happen to you" he says in the cold voice which freeze the emotions of swara for a while but there's so much heat, so after a moment, her emotions are still flowing in her heart to making its way.

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Next morning, Sanskar stops the car in front of the inn and awakes them. Ragini and Laksh wake up with a sweet smile while Swara's eyes are a witness of her restlessness.

Sanskar is still busy on the phone.. Maybe he's giving instructions to someone, because he jerks many time during the call but she's unable to listen to his words because he's far from them.

Sanskar booked the room, so they all get freshen up and now taking coffee.

But Swara is still waiting for Sanskar.

Ragini shakes her shoulder: "Swara! Your coffee is getting cold.. Take it"

Swara nods but still starring the entrance gate but he's not come. She feels uncomfortable why isn't he come yet?

She stands up from her place:" Sanskar isn't come.. I have to see him"

Laksh wants to stop her but Ragini presses his hand to let her go.

She has done this unintentionally... Laksh boggles with her act. She immediately leaves his hand and feels embarrassed. Her embarrassment is giving red color to her cheeks which makes it more beautiful:" I'm sorry.. I was just..." She doesn't understand what to say.Laksh:" It's ok dear! Doesn't matter. It may happen from anyone.." He wants to console her but can't find suitable words for it.

Ragini looks him, Laksh is also follows her eyes and the sweet tackles of their eyes increase the rhythm of their heartbeat.

For few seconds, they are looking into each others eyes but after a while, they understand their position and break eye lock and starts taking their coffee without making eye contact.

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Swara comes outside where Sanskar is still busy on the phone, she comes to him and he looks her and gives her questionable look which means he wanna know the reason of her arrival. She nods in no. So he nodded and signs her that wait for a minute.

He completes his call and now concentrate on her:" Tell me what happened?"

Swara:" Nothing. Actually, I'm here to call you for breakfast"

Sanskar:"I took my breakfast, you go and take, we've to leave also"

Swara sighs and thinks for a while to make an excuse to stay with him for a few minutes more.

Sanskar gives her confuse look, Swara slowly says:" Actually.... (she doesn't understand what to say) actually I don like their menu of breakfast"

Sanskar:" So.. What do you want to eat?"

Swara thinks for a moment:" I wanna eat Chinese... Or maybe. Maybe noodles"

Sanskar says:" Ok! You come inside, I'll arrange your favorite breakfast.." He feels many of the men are starring her. She's wearing red kurta and jeans, because of the cold she covers herself with Shawl but still men are starring her.

This is low-class inn but it's near to motorway, that's why he arranges their breakfast there.

He holds his fists strongly and hardly control his anger. He holds Swara and again says her to go inside but she wants to be with him which he's unable to understand that why is she behaving like that?

He calls Laksh:"hey lucky! I and your Bhabhi is going another restaurant, you can carry my car and starts your journey, we'll come in jeep...(Laksh replies something) yeah! Driver... The driver is with you to drive a car... You can take a rest.... Oh! Don't worry about me, I can't get tired so easily.... You go.. I'll join you.... Ok bye.. Take care of Ragini.."She boggles with the word Ragini, she doesn't want to leave Ragini alone with Laksh but this was her demand, so now she has no choice and inside  the heart, she trusts her husband completely that he can't spare someone to harm Ragini.

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Sanskar and Swara are gone in the search of a Chinese restaurant. He stops at many restaurants but just because of annoying him, she rejects every restaurant. But amazingly, she doesn't find any annoy expression on his face. After rejecting any particular restaurant, he just nods and starts again their journey. But he doesn't jerk or complain that she's wasting his time.

After a while, he stops jeep at the grocery store and purchases many eating stuff for her. She takes a view of the bag which is full of chocolates, chips, and biscuits:"what's this?"

Sanskar:" Next restaurant is on the distance of half hour, you obviously feel hungry, so you can eat it while we'll reach there"

Swara nods and takes out the packet of chips and starts eating, she also asks from Sanskar but he nods in no and views the road.

After some time, he stops the jeep at the entrance of the hotel. She takes a look of the hotel and boggles with its Name. "Morning Star" indicates its owner.

Sanskar steps out from jeep and opens door for her:" I hope you'll like this hotel"

She first time, sees shine in his eyes while smiling. She suddenly wants to kiss on this shine and winces with her emotions.Sanskar extends his hands to her and she comes out from a jeep.

Staff is alert to see them, he takes a key of room and goes to bathroom to take a bath. After five minutes, he comes out from bathroom while she's sitting on the bed.

Sanskar rubs his hairs from towel:" Do you order breakfast for you?"

Swara:"yes! I've ordered..... Sanskar!" Sanskar turns to her, she continues her words:"I wanna visit this hotel"

Sanskar nods in yes and calls someone to make her visit the hotel.

But she denies:" I wanna visit with you"

Sanskar:"actually, I was thinking to do some work here. (he looks despair on  her face) but its ok! Wait a minute, I'll make you visit"

She feels happy to listen to it.

The waiter brings s breakfast, she takes a breakfast and after it. He makes a visit of the whole hotel and introduces her from staff.Swara holds his hand during the visit. After spending worth time together, they start  their journey.

During their travel, Swara reminds something and calls him:" Sanskar! May I ask you something "

Sanskar turns to her and nods his head in yes.

Swara looks her nail aimlessly and continues her words:" Why are you being so sweet?"

Sanskar smiles bitterly:" Who say I'm sweet? I'm not sweet Swara, look I know I become harsh and scold you, but I only scold you whenever you disobey me. Otherwise, you're my responsibility, then I don't need to scold you or complain you anything because I'm your husband, If I wouldn't fulfill your wish then who else?"

Swara looks him with amazed. Really he's not sweet to her, he was just taking his responsibility regarding her. She sighs and leans her head on the back of a seat.

He looks her for a moment and again engrosses in driving:" By the way if husband can't fulfill the wish of wife, she seeks opportunity outside"

Swara boggles to listen to it:" Who say that if the husband can't fulfill the wish of wife, she seeks opportunity outside?"

Demons of bad memory hold his head for few minutes.

His own voice echo in his mind and reflection of the girl appears in front of his eyes who is wearing a red short dress.

That girl:"how am I looking sanky?"

Sanskar:"as usual beautiful! But... How do you get this dress? It seems expensive"

Girl says proudly:" Mr. Malhotra gifted me this"

Sanskar fumes to listen to it:" I don't like that man and you're accepting gift from him"

The girl says in a sarcastic voice:" Sanky dear! If husband is unable to fulfill wish of wife, then wife seeks the opportunity from outside" he numbs to listen her words.

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Swasan A path hate to love ep 21

Recap:"Laksh convinced Maharaj to carry his deal with sanskar. Swasan gets ready to leave for Mysore"

They're just leaving home when laksh comes inside.

Laksh:"hey Bhai!! I'm here" he's wearing white shirt and jeans with blue upper and muffler.

Sanskar smiles to see his dressing:"you're dressing like that you're going by road instead of airplane"

Laksh smirks to listen to his word:"by the way! We're going by road because I carried my jeep here"

Swara feels happy to listen to it because she never had road trip before.

But Sanskar jerks to listen to it:"jeep... No way Lucky! What's wrong with you?"

Lucky:"what's wrong with you Bhai? Do you remember which trip we enjoyed together?"

Sanskar thinks for a moment and nods in "no".

Lucky goes to Swara:"Bhabhi! Do you have any object to road trip?"

Swara nods in "no". Laksh feels happy and extends his hand to Swara:"give me a hi-fi" Swara looks Sanskar and hesitantly gives him a hi-fi.

Laksh turns to Sanskar:"ok! Now I've two votes"

Sanskar:"road trip will take more time"

Laksh bows down and says:" If lucky is here, you shouldn't worry about anything. I already told our plan to Maharaj uncle"

Sanskar smiles and raises his hand:" Ok! Ok! Then hurry up! We've to leave"

Laksh smiles and again gives hi-fi to swara but this time, Swara gives him back hi-fi with confident.

Laksh goes to driving seat:" Except phone, and handbags of ladies, no stuff is allowed in jeep"

Sanskar:"ok! I'll tell driver to carry our luggage in another car"

Laksh raises his hands in hurrah style:"finally! I get my brother back"

Laksh sits on driving seat, Sanskar takes his beside seat but laksh sends him to back seat with Swara.They receive Ragini from her home.

Ragini greets them and sits backside with swara.

Laksh fumes to see this:" No one is giving company to me"

Sanskar laughs to see his condition:" You already sent me backside, what do you want more?"

Laksh turns to Ragini:" Ragini! Why don't you leave Bhai and Bhabhi to enjoy their trip, you come on front seat"

Ragini nods and about to leave but swara holds her hand:" Its ok Laksh! She's fine here" she signs ragini to stay here.

Sanskar understands her offence about Laksh but he doesn't know the reason.

He goes to front seat with Laksh:"let these sisters enjoy their trip and us brother should enjoy together"

Laksh understands that there's something serious in this matter so he nods and starts the jeep.

He starts amplifier of his jeep and play the song of Jenifer Lopez.

Swara holds the rode of the jeep which connect the front and back front seat. She's sitting backside of laksh while Ragini is sitting backside of Sanskar. Both sisters are opposite to each others.

Swara :" Laksh! Stop this music, this is so loud"

Laksh slow down the volume and says:"OK my Bhabhi! Tell me what do you want to listen?"

Ragini:" I can understand Swara! How do you listen this song, although you're with jiju?"

Swara eyes to her:"Ragini.."

Ragini:"hey don't eye to me... I know you wanna sit with jiju"

Swara feels embarrass, when Ragini opens her pole to eyeing her.
Ragini:"Ok! Let's play antakshari"

Laksh looks Sanskar, who is working on his iPad... Laksh jerks to see him:"what Bhai? We're on the trip and you're working"

Sanskar looks him with his signature smile:" You are on the trip, go ahead and enjoy, but I'm going to do work, so don't interrupt me, otherwise I'll go in my car"

Laksh irritates to listen to it:" Bhai! You're blackmailing me! But it's ok! Bhabhi! And Ragini! Let's start the antakshri, but I only know English and French songs"

He says to turn a little while driving.
Swara:" Lucky! There's is no use of playing antakshri, it will disturb Sankar's work"

Sanskar turns to her after listening to her words but his gaze can't detect,  what's in her heart. He looks her for a moment, she feels his gaze and looks him back. He's still starring her and tries to detect the purpose of her words, either these words were told for her concern for him or it was just an excuse to stop noise in the jeep.

She downs her eyelashes to make him understand that she can't  bear his eyes on her so long, it's burning her emotions inside nowadays which she's unable to understand. He takes off his eyes from her and concentrate on his work. She starts to look her hands purposelessly. While Laksh raises her hands to obey his Bhabhi's order.

While Ragini is enjoying the sightseeing of surrounding
A long journey is going on..
Boring, interestingly yet silent but calm..

The journey of emotions...

The journey of emptiness...

Journey to explore the new world..

Journey to solve the mystery of someone heart...

Or maybe journey of love...

But these fours are unaware of this journey of destiny.

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Sun is setting to its destination but is the sun really set? In my point of view, no! Its never set, it changes its position tobrighten the another world to justify the deed of god. Everybody has to bear the darkness of his part. Sun is set because the darkness is also a part of life.

They reached the low-class hotel, Sanskar doesn't agree to go there, but sweetest Laksh agrees to him because he's only one who can convince him.

They're sitting on the local cot, Ragini is sitting with the Swara while Laksh is sitting on their opposite side. Our arrogant hero is talking on the phone with someone. This is Punjabi style dhaba.

Laksh rubs his hand due to cold and says:"so.. Ladies! What do you want to eat?"

Ragini:"hmm.. I wanna eat daal makhni... Swara is also like it"

Swara nods in yes but she's in tension from the inner side and continuously watching that side where Sanskar is talking on the phone.

Both notices her absent of mind and gaze on her husband.

Ragini coughs, Swara winces because of noise.

Ragini teases her:"I know, you're loving him so much! And he's so handsome but please concentrate on poor people like us too"

Both make puppy face and Swara laughs to look to them.

Sanskar returns after completing his phone and stops for a while to hear her melodious giggling.He first time, see her laughing with this manner and a very small guilt arises in his heart but he surpasses this guilt because he's a ruler of his mind and heart.

He sits with Laksh and asks:"did you give my order?"

Laksh:"yes! I know you like chicken tikka of this dhaba"

Sanskar eyes to him while Laksh winks to him.

Ragini wonders to listen theirs order and asks:"you both are Marwari, but you're eating non-veg"

Sanskar looks Laksh like  that he's saying from eyes:"answer her question"

Laksh sighs and says:"actually we started non veg from our high school days... Bhai eats non veg easily in front of family but they do not know about me...(he turns to swara) Bhabhi! Dont tell to anyone about me. Otherwise, you dont know what my dad will do with me" he signs her "finish" to hold his neck from his hand.Both girls laugh to see him while Sanskar only smiles to see him.

Waiter brings their dinner and they all drinks tea in desi style after their dinner.

Swara is the wonder to see him that he's completely down to earth whenever he was with Laksh.

Laksh knows his psyche, so he easily convince him for anything. Sanskar pampers Laksh very much. This is not enough, she notices that he also cares and pamper ragini too.

She's happy his attitude as well as confused about it. Because which Sanskar, she knows, who is different from this sanskar. But at the end, she concluded that there's so many shades of this mystery man, it's not so easy to understand him in this few days.

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Yaaram Ep 1

This is yaaram... Hey, guys! Yaaram is a beautiful novel of Sumaira Hameed, which has written in Urdu but just because of exposing its beauty to the world, I'm translating it in English. I hope you'll like it, and this is completely written in novel's form, so I'm translating it as it is. Well if you wanna give faces to its characters, you can tell me. 

If immortal-love has any pet name, then this name will be "incense of winter". Glittery, bright, the one which fascinates, the one which binds, the one which opens our arms to fly towards the sky.... This is an incense of winter...

Which gives calmness to our inner soul, which makes us carefree from the outer world.

Which becomes like gold, which scatters like gold....

Which has the ability to spread the spring and to give seven colors of the rainbow on the sky.
Melodies of Sare game pa... Which flies to its beginning.... Goes to its ending like swarm of goose which dances on the tune of winds.... And all one-colored and thousand-coloured butterflies join this swarm.

Incense of winter... Yes! If immortal-love has its pet name, then it'll possess this same name. And yes! This is the most suitable name.

And she's is sitting on the corner of lawn in this incense of winter. She always sits on the side of the corner.

Because she's afraid to be prominent.

Why is she afraid?

Because she's frightened by everyone and her position is just like a broom in her home, necessary as well as dirty....

Dadi is sitting in a side and doing massage of her scalp with murmuring in her lips.

She says Daniya to massage her. But she pretends like she has listened to nothing and she has given concentration to a novel "Nan bai Ki Beti" with eating the flakes of oranges.Amma is talking on the phone... And Hamad is enjoying music by putting earphones in his ears. Because he's struggling to walk and he is waving his hands in the air like that of god forbids, he has an epileptic fit.

And one who's hiding in the corners, is busy on the internet... No.. No, she's not using social networking site. No, she's not chatting with someone... Nope! She's not searching new designer's clothes on google. She is...is reading the email from the group leader of Pakistani student society of Manchester university. Her hands and feet are shivering like she has come out from the freezer on this sunshine. Ya as someone has told her that where she's sitting, there's an underground treasure... Take out that treasure without making noise. Now she'll take out this treasure without making noise.

She's hardly controlling her shouting, she has exclaimed slowly.

Firstly, Dadi witnesses her on being offensive by stopping her hands. Then everyone glances at her like being offensive except dada. But no one asks her, why is she shouting?

Dada who is reading "Tauba-tun-nasooh"(a novel), comes to her:"Amaraha! What happened?"

Dearly dada! Only he's one, who asks her always. She whispers in the ears of dada. Dada keeps his novel on his chest and stands up from his place:"I'm going to vegetable market, how can I lift so much weight of vegetables?

Amraha! Come with me"

"you're taking her with you? Then you'll find vegetables huh!!, a market will be closed or fired" dadi is telling with her thin voice which is tipping strokes on their heads like hammer.

"we'll go to another market, if it'll be fired too then you don't need to wait for us, we will burn the fire in many cities, in many markets".

Amraha:"why is only in cities? Why not in countries?"

Dada:"yeah right! Now be ready everyone! The World will be on fire soon"

"now?? It has burned from a long time" dadi interrupts in their conversations.

Dada:"sure! Like Nagasaki.."

Dadi:"just go, don't eat my head"

Amraha stares dadi with concentration and dadi changes her side.

"aye! Now she'll burn me" she recites holy verses and blows on herself.Amaraha is still starring at her and she's more loudly reciting verses and blowing on herself. She's so afraid of the eyes of Amaraha. Everyone is afraid of her.. She's disaster and destruction.

On the day of her birth, his elder uncle passed away, sister and brother-in-law of her father, met with an accident.

House of the younger sister of her father, burned by short-circuit. Her cousin's engagement was held on that day but was postponed because of her uncle's death. Later, her alliance was broken. And this wasn't enough, her another uncle's shop was robbed of four lacs rupees. Uncle was hospitalized for four days due to it. Amraha's elder

brother Ali was fallen from stairs and he had been walking unstable for two years. Neighbour Malaika aunty became widow, her husband died because of a heart attack in France. Another neighbor's daughter-in-law gave birth to a dead child.

These all are a few incidents, these lists are very long and are increasing day by day. For example, if someone says:"didn't know Amma Ji! I was in my thoughts, and I didn't get to know when my son burned his hand"

Then dadi asks:"what was the day?"

"this Tuesday... Yeah, this day, my Hashir was crying vigorously and I also joined him" someone replies to dadi.

Dadi:"oh Tuesday! And what was the date?"

Woman:"date... 2nd.."

Dadi:"well! Date was second and day was Tuesday, Madiha bibi! That unfortunate came to our house at that exact date and day.. In our family, every day is Tuesday and every date is second of the month. What shall we do? We have to suffer dalmatian of our sins"

Amma is also irritated by her... It is a matter of coincidence that every year, her brother's shop is robbed at the same date of her birth. Amma can never forget how her brother's shiny shop was sold and his brother became penniless.

Dada is the only person who offers prayer five times and only frightens from his god. He also tries to act upon hadith and doesn't hear the words of illustrating persons. Otherwise, every Thursday to Thursday, their family members burn the diyas(candles)..  Three or five.. Only odds. Not even...

Dadi always burns the diyas of the name of dead persons on the roof's corner room.

"these all are without the religion, does anyone burn lamps on the tomb of Prophet Mohammed(p.b.u.h.)? Why are you all working against the religion?"

Dadi signs from posture, that go and do your work.

When Baba (father of Amraha) was done with the renovation of his shop, he burst a coconut at the entrance of the shop. Other shopkeepers laughed to see him but Baba only said that he watched these things in films, so he liked it so much." what happened, if I did this? Could not you see others happiness?"

Every Thursday, Baba gave four cauldrons.

Dada says:"the operation of ear of Maid's daughter is going to happen, plus discharge from it, this is soul-taking pain of day and night, if you can't do anything, give the money of two to three Thursdays, I'll also add it, then her operation will be managed"

Baba as senseless. Well! Cauldrons are made on every Thursday while maid's daughter's operation is managed hardly by dada.

So, this is the environment of home and this is the condition of family's members.... They catch the wrong things, argue on them and try to quarrel on them.... Dada is irritated by all these things. But he doesn't have control on anyone.

"so. You can't find vegetables" even they have returned empty-handed, then dadi chirps with joy:"you were saying that you'll return after burning the world, now how do you come in this condition... (to Amraha) and Amraha! Why

did you go to market with dada after being adorned so much?? Dada and granddaughter leave their place silently.

It's not like that only dadi considers her as unfortunate, after observing dadi and Amma, her three siblings also consider her same as Dadi's belief and more baba is also included in them.

If Ali's kite is cut by someone, he shouts:"who says you to come on to the upstairs? Now my kite has cut. Isn't it ?"

And then she curses Ali and starts crying in the corner of the house, then curses to herself:"I'm unfortunate. I'm unlucky..."

Daniya slowly says to Amma:"don't show my dresses to Amraha, don't know why, but whenever she has seen my dresses; before my usage, automatically I' have started hating my clothes?"Amraha sullies her clothes with ink and oil. And she spots the clothes where she can't clean the spot. And then she cries in the night to hide from everyone:"I'm unfortunate. I'm unlucky"

And Dada handles this unfortunate girl. She has also shared her room with him. She goes to bazaar or friend's home with him. Even she also takes pocket money from him. Dada is only her siblings and parents at the same time.

One night she hears the words of baba who is talking to Amma:"I'm doing wood-work in the shop, don't tell anyone, it may come under the influence of evil eyes, especially don't tell to our Amraha" .she cries all night at that time. She hicks up and gives the curse to herself that either she can die or otherwise fire will catch the goods of the shop.

But neither she has met with death nor fire caught the goods of a shop. But younger Phupho (sister of father)

borrows 1.5 lacs from four lacs. And Baba irritates to Amma:"I told you that don't tell to anyone ... Now do the work of shop.."

Amraha will not suffer because of it, then dada has borrowed money from his friend and then coconut is burst at the shop of Baba.

So, this is the position of our heroine, that from her birth to youth, this has happened  thousands of times. She shouts for it, often beats her siblings but she cries all night.... She wants to escape from that environment... Wants to be lost in this world that no one will remember that how her birth news gives sprain to her dadi... After that, back pain gives restlessness to her mother.

Daniya, Hamad, and Ali, tell her regarding the unfortunate incidents, often in jealousy or sometimes, just to tease her that whether she may forget, who's she?

Once upon a time, in school, the leg of teacher's chair had broken and her teacher fails down from the chair.Then she stood up from her seat and said with tears:"I didn't do anything, I was telling truth, this chair was broken itself"

Sometimes, a teacher says that she has a headache, then she gets afraid and says:"I have never noticed your head, truly! Never noticed."

This is the reason, she never attends the functions of family and society, because she's famous among them as

Kashmiri's Shawl in the varieties of shawls and pine nut in the varieties of dry fruits.

Note: this story is not written by me, so if anyone offence about any scene or incident, I'm not liable of it. 
regards: Saba 

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Swasan a path hate to love ep 20

Recap:"swara stopped sanskar to go for a meeting, he agrees with her. He thinks about the position of her in his life"

He never ever get the peaceful sleep after his bond with devil, he was in full his thought, his eyes were closed but

his mind is fully awake and can sense his outer world. The harsh ring of the bell is striking on his head, he doesn't wanna walk, so he just  grope his hand to search the phone, his hand feels the phone. He holds his phone and

looks at the number with his half-closed eyes, but he opens them completely after to saw the name which shows on his phone.

He attends the call:"yes lucky! What happened?"

Laksh:"are you sleeping Bhai? How could you sleep on the big day of yours?"

He looks on Swara who is still sleeping on her pillow. He sighs and tells lucky all the incident of last night.

Laksh:"I know Maharaj uncle is so stubborn, so why didn't you tell him that you're whose Maheshwari, who came in their palace in their childhood, they love us  and respects our fathers, I bet they'll agree, after all, they've no option"

He gets up in the posture of half lean and leaves his head on the back of bed:"hang on lucky...! You know very well,

I never used my surname to get success"

Laksh:"hmm.. You're right, I'll call you after half hour, you just wait" he disconnects the call and Sanskar smiles to observe his childish behaviour.

He gets up from the bed and takes out his clothes to take the shower. But before going to the bathroom, his cell phone again rings.

He thinks that it's laksh but Maharaj name is showing on the screen. "maybe he wanna know the reason of my

deed" he thinks and attends the call. :"good morning Maharaj Ji!"

Maharaj:"why do you calling me Maharaj? Call me Maharaj uncle, as you used to call me in your childhood, oh!

How didn't I recognised you, lucky told me you wanna do something on your behalf, but it's okay! I cancelled my flight and you can come here, whenever you want, it'll be convenient if you come today's evening and this time,

I'll offer my amount and you've to pay your uncle"

Their first words give him smile but after hearing their last words, this smiles into bitterness. How can he forget,

how selfish has this world? Who always think about themselves, this is a reason, he doesn't make the relationship with anyone.

He replies in strong tone:" Yes why not Maharaj ji! I'll meet you today"

Maharaj:"call me uncle beta"

Sanskar:"this time, you're my client, I'll call you after our deal" he chew his words and disconnects the call after saying bye.

He calls laksh and shouts on him to using his surname.
Laksh:"wood... Hang on hang on Bhai! You got your deal naa? So this doesn't matter, how do you get this? This isn't your style I know, but you never worry about source of your success, always concern to your success. So... This is it, what you want! Go ahead man.. Your dream project is waiting for you"

He smiles on his behaviour:"ok ok!! You're right my little brother"

Laksh jerks:"I'm no more little now! Why you all treat me like a child, well when you're going to Mysore?"

Sanskar looks at swara and replies:"when your Bhabhi will allow me to leave".

Laksh:"ahh hmm ahmm"

Sanskar:"stop it laksh and yes! Why don't you join me? Because we'll stay there, more than a week, after our deal,

I've to check location and surrounding to make a plan to turn it into hotel form"

Laksh:"wow Bhai!! I can afford one week vacation from office work because it's really boring"

Sanskar:"ok then, pack your bag, maybe we've to leave today"

Laksh:"hmm.. Bhai! Actually.. I wanna say something to you" his tone is damn serious, sanskar changes the position of his phone, left hand to right:"what happened?"Laksh:"if you invite Ragini also for this trip"

Sanskar understands his words in one second:"no.. No way! She's not your type..",

Laksh cuts his words:"hang on Bhai! I know she's not gf material, so who is talking to make her gf, I wanna give her place, which she deserves"

Sanskar is shocked to listen his words:"what? Are you sure? And what about bade papa? He'll not agree because his father doesn't have big amount for a dowry.. You look her naa? She's so innocent, your one step can ruin her character"

Laksh:"I'm lucky! Not sanskar, so Bhai! Leave this all on me and I just want to confirm my feeling towards her, this is the best occasion for me"

Sanskar can understand the truth in his words, he think for a moment and says:" Ok! I'll do this for you but first promise me, you will not do anything which hurt that girl, and you'll not give any hope to her until you'll confirm about your feelings"

Laksh:"ok done!! I also don't want to harm her innocence, so now Bhai, excuse me, I've to do so much effort to ask

leave for one week from papa . Bye," he says excitedly.Sanskar:"ok bye" he disconnects the call and looks at his sleeping beauty.

He holds her in his arms and wakes her up slowly.

She slowly opens her eyes and finds herself in his arms.

She smiles:"good morning" this is her first smiling greeting after their marriage.

He finds layer of joy in his heart:"good morning my dear wife! Wake up! We've to leave"
She changes her posture and leans on his chest in half-laying posture.

She says hurriedly:"I'll not allow you to go anywhere.."

He suddenly puts his finger on her lips, her eyes tackle with his eyes and messenger of love, signals her feelings to his heart.

Sanskar says:"I'm not going alone. You're also going with us"

Swara's face expression changed at once. Sanskar understands and says:"dont worry, I've a work here, so I'll not have time to annoy you, you can enjoy there"

Swara releases her breath and says:"but what will I do there?"

Sanskar:"actually I'm thinking that, we ask ragini to go with us, she'll company you, ill give you car with driver, you can go wherever you want"

Swara think for a while and agree with him:"ok! I'll ask for maa" she departs from him and goes towards the phone.

Sanskar stretches his body and sees her with lovely eyes:"ok you can! I'm going to take a bath, you tell lavanya to

prepare our suitcase, maybe we've to live there for a week"

Swara nods and dials a number.

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I'm hope (introduction)

Hey, guys! This is my new fiction which is written in the form of the novel but I'll update it in episodic forms. This is my

the original incomplete novel "Main need hoon". I am translating this novel, firstly I'm introducing characters of

novel. Please suggest me which actor and actresses are suitable for these characters:

Umeed: An optimistic girl, studying business but she's is the worm of technology. A web designer and a girl who always

make everyone happy. She's lead and main character of this fiction.

Faraz: A bit flirty handsome guy, a childhood friend of Umeed. He loves her from the core. He's neglected child of his

parent, that's why he's spoil brat. Deep but sincere character.

Romana: Younger sister of Umeed, a very beautiful girl but she's arrogant because of her beauty and love of

parents. She's self-centered, extra possessive and immature girl who always seek concentration of others by

making childish techniques.

Shayan: A handsome guy who is studying in abroad and cousin of Romana. He's sincere and mature guy who cares

about everyone and has a good friendship with Umeed also.

Dadi: Grandmother of Umeed and Romana. She's protector and best friend of Umeed and as an elder of house,

she always advises to youngers. A sweet and lovely character who is sincere also.

Arman: Brother of Umeed and Romana. Extra protective and sincere character with his both sisters. He wants to

become lawyer but his father wants him in the field of business.

Mr. Hassan: Father of Umeed and Romana. An arrogant businessman
, who loves his younger daughter so much

and hate Umeed.

Mrs. Hassan: A beautiful elegant lady, who is busy in her social work but neglect her home. Mother of Romana and

Arman.

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Swasan A path hate to love Ep 19

Recap:"swara saw a bad dream and worried about Sanskar, sanskar came to leave for Mysore but swara stopped

him"

Sanskar boggles with her answer but he doesn't believe in these types of things. He lifts her face slowly and kisses

on her forehead:"I'm sorry swara, but I've to go, this meeting is mean to me, very important to me" he separates

from her and tries to go but swara holds his hand.

He turns to her and she says slowly:"more than me?" A clear pleading is understandable in her eyes. Sanskar

boggles and swara is asking to him to say these words:"tell me sanskar! That meeting is more important than me?"

Sanskar looks in her eyes, her eyes are pleading to him. He thinks for a moment because he knows very well if he

miss that meeting, he'll miss the chance to get his dream. He remembers the endeavours which he has done to get

this deal. But he looks his lovely wife, who is also mean to him. No matter, he used her but she's a part of his life

and he always cares about people who is part of his life and this is her who is half better of him so how is it possible,

he wouldn't care about her.

He sighs and holds her in his strong arms. Both sit on a couch and he takes out his mobile from hip pocket before

sitting. He dials a number, Swara is observing his actions because he didn't answer her.

Someone is received his call and he says:" Rohan! Informe Maharaj Partab Singh, I can't come tomorrow

morning's meeting" someone wanna say something but he disconnects the call.

He looks at her who is already looking to him. Lavanya comes and about to say something but he signs her to

leave. She leaves and he collects his all concentration to her wife.

He lifts her face and looks into her eyes:"now are you happy?"

Swara nods and departs slowly from him:"we should go to sleep now"

Sanskar:"you can go, I've some work"

Swara turns to him and holds his hand:"if you wanna do some work, do in our room, not here"

Sanskar doesn't understand her suddenly the concern for him. He softly frees his hand and says:"what happened swara?

Why this concern for me? I thought you didn't care about me, and you also confirmed it, so what happened now?"

Swara sighs and looks his arrogant posture, he's still a monster, it's she who's heart is changed, who's feelings are

arisen for him. He's still the same, same arrogant attitude, same care, same protective over her and same

bitterness with a mixture of harshness and lots of vices.

But on the other hand, her heart is accepting him, the way he's! She sighs and sits again on the couch. She looks

down and tries to collect the words which satisfy him but not reveal the secret of her heart.

She lifts up her face, he's still looking her with a questionable look but lots of authority on her. She starts her words:"

I'm afraid.... You don't know, I didn't see a dream, maybe I saw but I don't remember, but whenever I remind my

dreams, it will be true" she looks into his eyes, where is only her reflection.


Swara downs her eyelashes and continues:"I saw a dream in my childhood, I'll fail in exams, and I failed, I saw a dream, before my father is suffering from financial problem, and  he robbed, it's just a few examples, I saw an hour

ago.... You...."

Words are stuck in her throat because she doesn't want to say any word about him which hurts her heart and says

anything that she lost him forever.

Sanskar lifts her face and says:"me... What me.."
Swara wipes her tears and steps back from him:"I saw, you.  You met with accident" she hardly completed her

words. Sanskar doesn't believe in this type of things, if it's true then he also doesn't care because he's already dead in

his thought. Now he doesn't afraid from the death. But he looks his little girl who's afraid of that dream.

He tightens his grip and says nothing. He knows this is enchantment of that night. Night.... This is most heavy time

in the 24 hours. It's melting drop by drop and creating its spell to its victims. This is a reason, many crimes are done

in night time mostly. Even a brave man can fear from these dreary nights, with silent darkness. So this is little girl,

who's spell in the night which is making her.

He can understand this horrible charm of the night because he's also a victim of this witch. His inner werewolf cant

control himself in this night and his flesh is just in his arms. He looks at his wife and sighs to control his inner

a werewolf who wants something to eat. She's closing her eyes just like deer of desert's jungles. He knows very well,

this time, her hug isn't for love, just for the purpose of protection. So how he can break the trust of his refugee. He

knows the pain of betrayal, so he can do anything with the person but can't betray them.

He continuously caresses her hairs and feels her heartbeat on his chest.

He looks her, she falls asleep in his arms. He lifts her in his arms and goes to their room. Natural fragrance of her

the body is making him crazy, but he controls himself and goes to terrace.

He takes out his slow poisoning and pulls the smoke in the air. He knows, he almost lost this deal but he's not

regretted it.

He's the winner of this world, so maybe he has to pay more money for this project now but for the peaceful sleep

of his wife, isn't a bad deal.

He sighs and throws the half-burn cigarette. He looks beyond the glass wall where his queen is  laying on the bed

under the trance of peaceful sleep. He can't decide her status in his life. In the eyes of the world, she's his wife. Yes!

She's, but he never view his love ones with the eyes of the world. Shanaya is the best example of it. Otherwise, he can

use her and throw her like others has done with her. But he knows she has the highest position in her life after lucky.

 Lucky!! Laksh... His brother, not only brother, his best friend and his secret keeper. He always stood for him

either he's right or wrong but his love is for him always pure and aimless.

He also still love his parents but the truth is also that he can't love them like he was loved them before ten years.

He sighs and goes towards his bed. He wants to give position to her in his life but he can't recognise her state in his

life. But after the incident of the morning, he can't give her position of his blood-ceil.

He takes the sleeping pills as usual and turns his back from him otherwise, he'll bow down in front of his demon

who wanna pounce upon her and quench his thirst. But he controls himself because, in these few days, she is

taking a unique place in his life which is can't recognize by him too.

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