Swasan a path hate to love ep 4

Swara comes to the room where he finds him to taking any supplement.

She is not sure but she thinks that it is sleeping pills. She goes to her side and leans down on the bed while he falls asleep without saying any word to her.

He leans straight by putting his one arm on his eyes, he used to sleep in this posture.

Swara looks the ceiling purposelessly and he turned his side, now his face is clear in front of her.

Night bulb has enchanted dim light in a room and she can easily see his lovely structure. His hairs are scattered on his face and he seem so much innocent while sleeping that Swara doesn't believe that this is a man who molested her last night.

She sighs but shocked when in sleep, he changes his position and hugs her. She was feeling relief to think that he's sleeping now and now she doesn't need to fear from him but because of his act, she sinks in thought that either he's really sleeping or not.

The night is doing black art on Swara's heart and she looks her husband sleeping face. She gasps put her head on his chest and closes his eyes peacefully. Night's necromancy worked on her.

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Sanskar wakes up and finds her sleeping in his arm. He slowly gets up without disturbing her sleep and goes the bathroom to take a shower.

He gets ready to leave for work and goes downstairs, Swara is still sleeping.

He takes breakfast and tells Lavanya to take care of Swara.

He's just opening the door of his car when the main gate opens and a car comes inside the door.

He scowls to  see Sujata getting out from that car and the lines of his forehead increase to see her with the suitcase.

He jerks:" What the hell is she doing here"

Sujata notices his offensive face but she goes towards him and hugs him with love but his expression is cold enough.

Sanskar:" What are you doing here mom?"

Sujata:" I come here to perform some ritual of new daughter in law"

Sanskar irritates:" I don't believe in ritual... You can go from there"

Sujata embarrasses to listen to him but she's his mom:" She's new here and you go to your work, then who'll take care her? So I came here to take care her because it's my responsibility as mother in law"

Sanskar smiles bitterly and says:" Wow! My mom suddenly gets know her responsibility regarding her daughter in law... And did your Bhai Sa allow you to come here?"

Sujata:" Yes! I happily allow me to come here and he also sends some gifts for her"

Sanskar jerks again:" Oh mom! I don't need any of their so called love...." He stops to see Swara standing at the entrance.

She changes her cloth and now she's in a simple suit with the ponytail.

Swara:" Whom are you arguing Sanskar ?"

Sanskar turns and she sees the face of Sujata. She goes there and takes blessing from her. Sujata gives her blessing and hugs her:" Now I'll stay here for some days, don't you have any problem for it?"

Swara feels a kind hearted supporter in her, so she says:" Offcourse not..."

Sanskar stops to see Swara and says to mom:" Ok mom! Now I'm going, you take care your daughter in law" he chews the words and leaves from there.

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Sujata and Swara go inside the house and Sujata notices her unstable walk and supports her towards her room.

Sujata:" You take a rest, my child! I'll order that maid to prepare breakfast for you"

Swara wants to stop her because she's not feeling to eat something:" No aunty, I don't want to eat anything"
Sujata smiles softly and says:" Firstly dear, call me mom and secondly you need to eat something," she says in soft but firm voice.

Swara understands that she's a mom of Sanskar, so how can be different from him?

So she slowly nods and says:" Ok mom!"

Sujata overwhelmed to listen the word "mom" from her and hugs her:" You don't know dear! How much I waited for this day, when a girl like you come in his life and change him. I can see a clear hope in you"

Swara confused to listen to it and says:" Which type of hope mom? I don't get you"

Sujata:" He loves you, that's why he married you and love can change everything... You can also change him"

Swara looks her and recalls their first night and her pain. She shakes her head in a negative way and says:" No... He can't love and it was only his proud and ego which pushed him to marry me"

Sujata doesn't understand her words and asks her to tell her everything clearly but she says nothing then Sujata says:" Don't think that I'm his mom... First I'm your mom and then his, so remember that, in every thick and thin, I'll support you instead of him"

Swara's eyes filled with tears to listen to it and she hugs her. She tells everything about Sanskar to Sujata.

Sujata was bit shocked but it is not completely unexpected for her.

Sujata lifts her face and wipes her tears while consoling:" Don't worry! I'm with you and we can change him together"

Swara nods in no:" He's just a stone hearted man, so he can't change"

Sujata smiles sadly and says:" He wasn't like this, that witch made him like this"

Swara gets confused to listen to it:" Which witch?"

Sujata is about to say something when they hear the door knocking voice.

It is Lavanya:" Ma'am! May I bring breakfast here or will you come downstairs for taking breakfast?"

Sujata:" Bring breakfast here"

Lavanya nods and says to Sujata:" Sujata ma'am! For one minute, will you come outside, Sir leaves one message for you"

Sujata excuses Swara and comes outside with Lavanya.

Lavanya:" Sir told that if you want to live in his house, you've to stop your words regarding him and don't tell Swara ma'am anything about him"

Sujata understands that now she can't say anything to Swara because Lavanya is the spy of him.

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Sanskar comes home and goes to his study.

He calls Lavanya for taking whole day report.

Lavanya:" I transferred your message to Sujata ma'am, so she only did common conversation with Swara ma'am and spent her time to pampering Swara ma'am" she is the obedient servant of him who only fulfill her duty without giving advice and asking questions.

Sanskar likes this type of person who only obeys, that's a reason, she's working here from five years.

Sanskar is working on his laptop and says her to leave without taking off his eyes from a laptop.

She leaves like the robot and after completion of his work  he goes to his room where Sujata insisting Swara to wear that saree which she brought for her.

But because of Sanskar's order, she does not allow her to wear saree, so she continuously refusing to wear.

Sanskar smiles to see her obedience and says:" Mom! Please don't spoil my wife's mind. She knows I don't like to see her in saree"

Both turn to see him and Sujata say:" As you wish my child! If you like her in suit then I'll haooy to see you happy"

Sanskar comes inside and says to Swara:" My dear wife! As I can see you, you're fine here, so would you like to make coffee for me?"

Swara nods and about to leave but Sanskar again calls her:" Now Swara! It's your duty to make coffee for me whenever I arrive at home"

Swara looks him and nods silently.

After leaving her, Sanskar turns to Sujata:" What's your problem mom? Why are you spoiling her mind? If you really want to see me happy and want to stay there, then please stop interfering in my life".

Sujata is about to say something but he leaves in rages without allowing her to utter any word.

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In the night, after dinner, Sanskar comes into his room. Swara is sitting on a bed, he goes dressing room to change and

after coming from there he goes to Swara who's still afraid that says this with courage:”I’m still ill… Dr told me to take rest until I'll be healthy again.. Dr told you.."

Sanskar firstly wonders to listen to it then he starts laughing  and says:" oh  my god!! Thousands of thanks to my mom who gives courage in your heart and  tongue in your mouth, but you should not forget that this is my house...

He paused and comes close to her to show his right to her.

He looks into her eyes and says:" what do considers me? An animal. Huh?”

Swara thinks "yes" but nodes in no

He rotates her and says:”I know you consider me as a beast... And now Mrs. Swara Sanskar Maheshwari! Listen to me carefully this is  my house and only those things will happen there which I desire to be ” he shouts on her and she's afraid to find him shouting.

Sanskar touches her face and says:" I like obedient girls …”

He goes to his side of bed:”now come to me”

Swara who's leaning on her side doesn’t move because of fear from him.

Sanskar says again:” Swara! you’re not taking me seriously and this is not good for you...

He stands up from a bed and comes ahead or her and says:" Look Swara! I’m not the man, who lives without A woman, if you’ll not come to me, then I have to go to someone else, do you want your husband with other A woman?”

Swara shocked to listen to it but as a wife she's doesn't want it so, she notes in no and slowly moves to him.

Sanskar likes her courage and holds her and touches her hairs and cups her face slowly.
There’s deep silent in the room, swara is still fearing. Sanskar looks her innocent face with  concentration and says:”why do you afraid of me?”

He holds her slowly and says:”I think you’ll die if touch you”

Swara listens and a tear come from are her eyes. Sanskar looks and irritates:”why you girls start crying?”

He stands up and goes towards the window. She comes to him and controls her tears:”I’m not crying” she says in wet voice.

Sanskar jerks again and turns his back  to her:”yes! You're not crying then I’m jerk, look Swara!  I can't tolerate this drama in my house”

Swara come to him and suddenly she hugs him from back:”I’m sorry Sanskar, I'll not do it further”

He rotates and smiles victoriously:”I said you, I got what I want”

He lifts her face which down because of sorrow and hiding her tears.  Her lips are shivering, he comes close to her and grips his arms around her.

She looks his face, and she can feel heavy silence between them.

He holds her tight and his grip is so tight like he doesn’t allow air to pass between them.

He  puts his lips on her neck and whispers in her ear:”I like your bold step to hug me, this realized me that you’re only mine, the only mine, are you mine Swara ... Are you mine Swara?”

Swara nodes in yes, he looks into her eyes and throws her on the bed. Swara is ready to feel him again but he goes to another side of bed.

He takes the sleeping pills and lays down on his side with his signature gesture and says:“you're the lucky one

Swara because I don't want to see you die so soon, so enjoy your freedom for some days” he falls asleep but swara is still starring her,:”what a mystery you’re Sanskar?, you didn’t want to come close to me, you just wanna examine me, that either I'll accept your touch or not, I don't know what's the thing giving you pain from inside?"

She looks his handsome face and wants to touch it but control herself, she looks ceiling and says again:" Who are you? You’re doing effort from two years to get me, but I always denied because I don't want to accept any characterless person as my husband? But I don't understand why destiny chose you as my husband? I am confused to decide which face of yours, I should believe?” She gasps and closes her eyes because she has her whole to solve this riddle named as Sanskar Maheshwari.

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Swasan a path hate to love ep 3

Ragini understands that he's thinking that she's maid. She looks herself to weigh his statement. She's wearing an orange Anarkali frock with open hairs and light makeup. She really looks pretty in this attire but doesn't understand why is he consider her maid?

Laksh is also shocked to know that she's Swara's sister. After a moment, he heard the sound of weeping and turned to her who's now crying to listen to it.

Ragini is extra sensitive and innocent girl, in other words, she's a fool.

Laksh goes to her and asks the reason for her tears. She looked him from her tears filled eyes and says in wet voice:" You consider a beautiful girl as the maid"

Laksh gets her point of view and his sharp mind gets her pure and innocent nature, so he starts his drama. He starts imitate her style and weep in a childish way:" Oh my god! Please kill me that I did a great sin"

Ragini astonishes to see his crying drama and goes towards him:" Which sin?"

Laksh is a bit flirt but he knows that he can't flirt with her because of his brother but he decided to take some enjoyment to that fools girl and says:" Sin to consider a beautiful girl as maid"

Ragini blushes to listen to him and forgets to cry again and says:" It's ok!"

Laksh:" So.. You forgive me, right?"

Ragini nods with her tear filled eyes and smiles, Laksh mesmerized to see her with both emotions. He turns his back to her and says:" But you make me cry and I'll not forgive you"

Ragini is the sensitive girl who can't see anyone angry or sad. So she goes ahead of him and says:" I'm sorry, please forgive me"

Laksh stares her beautiful and innocent face and amazes to think that in this modern world, is there any innocent girl really exist like her? So he decides to check her innocence and says:" Ok! I'll forgive you but for it, you've to become my friend"

He extends his hand towards her, she looks his hand in a confused state and says:" Actually. Dadi will offence if I do friendship with boys, so first let me ask from her if she permits then I'll do"

Laksh's eyes widened to listen to her but he only shakes his lead and leaves the kitchen because he gets his answer.

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In the dining hall, both families are gathered and talking with each others.

Sujata and Annapurna give Swara to her gift according to ritual and Sujata is now questioning her about her nature and hobbies etc and she finds her satisfied.

Ragini comes to lounge and takes blessing from Annapurna and Sujata.

Dada Ji:" She's our younger daughter"

Annapurna:" You give good upbringing to your both daughters"

Sujata:" Yes! I'm also very happy to find Swara as my daughter in law"

Everyone smiles to listen to her and Gadodia's family feel happy to meet them because they find them satisfactory to see their caring towards Swara. Except Sanskar, everyone is there because he leaves for his important work.

Ragini goes to dadi and says:" Dadi!, may I ask something to you?"

Dadi:" Sure my lado!"

Ragini points out Laksh and says:" Jiju's brother asks me for friendship, may I become his friend?"

Dadi puzzles to listen to it while everyone get shocked to listen to it.

Laksh feels embarrassing, so he looks down to listen to it because he didn't expect this childish act from her.

Sumi and Shekhar look here and there just as they listened to nothing.

Dadi looks Laksh and gets his flirting nature, so she said calmly to Ragini:" Yes sure my lado! Laksh is just like us as our son, if you become the friend with him, he'll protect you just like a brother"

Laksh, who's drinking water, coughs to listen to it and again feels embarrassed while everyone smile and feel relieved to listen to words of Dadi.

After dinner and spending some quality time with each others, both families left.

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After leaving both families, Sanskar comes to their room, where Swara is removing her jewellery.

She glances at him for a second and starts his activity.

Sanskar comes to her and gives her a file:" Sign on it"

Swara stops her hand and looks him with little amazed and file too.

Sanskar understands her astonishment regarding file and says:" Don't worry... I'll follow you to hell, so this isn't a divorce paper"

Swara opens the file and shocked to read it. It is a paper of mansion of Sanskar in which she's living now. He transferred this house on Mrs Swara Sanskar Maheshwari.

Sanskar looks her shock face and says in calm voice:" This is munh dikhai( a ritual in which groom gives gift to his bride) I don't want to feel you unprotected there, so this is your house, if any time, I'll feel to leave you, then I'll move from there, you can stay there... But I said if" he downs to her and looks into her eyes:" And I'll never leave you. Remind that .."

Swara feels fear to see his attitude and nods her head slowly.

Sanskar slowly moves his hand under her bare waist and says:" So, now this is your house officially, but there's some rules and regulations for you which you've to follow..." He pauses and looks her face to weigh her emotions.

Sanskar:" First, you've not allowed going outside without my permission, if you want to go, you've to ask from me first and you've not allowed to go lonely outside, if your sister and mother would with you, then ok! Otherwise, take Lavanya with you"

He tucks her lock behind her ears and whispers in the heavy voice:" Do you understand what I'm saying to you?" Swara nods slowly and he continues:" So.. the Second one is that do whatever you want in my presence, but when I'm at home, your concentration should be only on me... Understand?"

Swara nods:" Hmm"

Sanskar pats her face and says:" Good girl... Rule number third, I don't like saree, so don't wear this dress again and don't wear one piece or any dress which prominent your body, outside the room and last but not least. Forget about your male friends" he touches her neck slowly and whispers in her ears:" You're only mine Swara and I can't tolerate anyone's sight on my things"

Swara smiles bitterly and thinks:" Yes! I'm his thing, nothing else"

Sanskar frees her and takes his night dress from a cupboard and looks her again:" One more thing..."

Swara looks him and he says:" Now your family is mine, so I'll not harm them or let anyone to harm them they're completely my responsibility now until.."

Swara looks him questionably:" Until..?"

Sanskar:" Until you're with me. If you leave me then I'll not responsible for it that what will happen to them and you're smart girl"

She's really smart girl, so she gets what he wanna say to her.

She slowly nods and he leaves for changing.

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After changing, Sanskar stands up at the balcony of his room and looking outside.

His balcony is much huge and has lots of flowers plants there, specially bougainvillea..
He touches the flowers and recalls something.  A sweet voice of girl echoes in his ears:" Sanskar! I want a huge balcony, in front of our room which would have lots of flowers"

His own voice comes into his mind:" Yes! Then we'll do romance in balcony, instead of room"

A voice:" You always think about romance Sanskar" and then both giggling voice echoes in his ears and he squeezes the flowers into his hands while sinking in his thought.

Swara comes there and calls him:" Sanskar!"

Sanskar comes to his senses after listening to her voice and turns to her.

She's wearing short black night dress and her hairs are open.

This is full moonlight and her complexion glows in the black dress that he can't stop himself to come close to her.

He comes to her and she steps back but there is glass wall behind her and he pins her towards the glass wall...

Moonlight enchanted her face which glows more and making spell on him. .

Her takes her in his arms and touches her face with his eyes in which she only finds heat for her.

She looks his face and he comes close to her and closes his lips towards her but suddenly the words of doctor echoes in his mind.

He looks her face, she's afraid so she closes her eyes tightly to ready herself to tolerate a new pain.

He suddenly leaves her and pats her face slowly, this time, his eyes heat turned into softness:" Go and take rest"

He leaves to room while Swara stays stand there in bit shock and bit surprise:" How many shades do you have Sanskar..?"

The night is melting slowly, slowly and showering blessing to this innocent but courageous girl.

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Swasan a path hate to love ep 2

Sanskar lifts her before falling and brings her towards the room.

He calls Dr and intercoms Lavanya to wakes her up.

Dr comes and checks up her, after checking her vein, she comes to him and looks him with deplorable expression.

She says:" Mr Maheshwari! I didn’t expect this type of act from you, she’s so weak. Might be she was starving from two days to three days, instead of caring her, you did with her.. because of physical weakness, she could not bear all this. I didn't expect this inhuman act from you"

She sees him in anger and says again.:”well! if you want to see her alive, then take care of her, and don't go close to her until she recovers from her weakness”

Sanskar feels bit guilt in her heart but at next moment he banishes the guilt.

He orders Lavanya to make soup for her and give medicine her after the meal. Lavanya nodes and leaves.

He comes out from the room and looks her from the window. Lavanya makes her sit and gives her juice while she continuously says that she doesn't want to take.
He looks her and calls someone.

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It was small but beautiful and clean house of Gadodias.

The whole family are gathered at the dining table. But the face of each person is sad moreover they're not eating anything because they’re missing Swara. A beautiful girl named Ragini says:"maa papa! Dada ji dadi! Please eat something, after breakfast first, Then  we’ll go to meet swara! Otherwise, we'll not go. Today she would come here for the ritual. Please don't be sad you al! Otherwise, I'll start crying and look! I'm still here”

Shekhar looks her with the sad smile and says:”After your marriage, you’ll leave us too and we would live alone” everyone gets emotional to listen to it.

Ragini stands up from her seat and hugs him and tries to console him while she hears the ring of her phone.

She picks up  the phone and happy to see the number of Sanskar’.

Ragini:”good morning jiju! How are you and how's our swara? Where's she?” Everyone's concentration diverts on her after hearing the name of Swara and Sanskar.

Sanskar:”Ragini! I’m well but your sister isn’t well, I actually I need your help because your sister is angry with me and now she’s not eating anything to annoy me, so please, if possible, you all come here and convinces her to eat anything.  She would definitely listen to you and stop annoy me. You don't know how much I'm worried about her”

Ragini:”but today, she should come here according to ritual”

Sanskar:”Actually, I'm the liberal man who doesn't believe in this type of rituals and this is also because I don't want to leave her for one hour and you’re talking about one day. So, I think this the same condition, either you’ll come her or we would visit you , the main thing is we would meet each others.?”

Ragini:” you're right but first, let me ask from elders” she tells to everyone what Sanskar wants.

Dadi isn't agreed but Shekhar convinces her.

Ragini:”OK jiju! We’re coming to your home in one hour”

Sanskar greets her and  disconnects the call. He orders his driver to bring the family of Swara.

After an hour, Gadodia's family arrive at the mansion of Sanskar.

He takes a blessing of elders and greets Ragini.

Sanskar says to her:”Thanks, dear to convince everyone to come here, now give me a favour.. Go to kitchen and Lavanya will give you a meal and make eat that meal to Swara, and one more thing kindly don't take my name, otherwise she would not eat! So..”

Ragini smiles and feels happiness on Swara’s fortune that she gets such a  lovely husband.

Ragini hesitates and says:”I please to do this but I hesitate because... I mean it's your home then how am I? ”

He understands her hesitation and smiles:" Ragini, you’re just like my sister, don't hesitate, do what you want, if you want something else, tell Lavanya without hesitation and she'll give” Ragini nods and leaves.

She brings soup for Swara and greets her. Swara glades to see her and asks.:”when were you come here?”

Ragini:”jiju called me and asked me to come here”

She praises Sanskar and tells everything which Sanskar told her on the phone.

Swara tries to smile but she can't. On the other side, she also feels relief from her family side that her family is satisfied from her side.

Ragini  makes her drink soup and after that gives her breakfast too.

Swara:”I know your intention that you  want to make me fat”

Ragini in teasing mood:”I can see you the mark of love on your neck, so you need more energy to take this love more and more”

Swara hardly controls herself to blush.  She feels shame after heard that but also smiles bitterly because she knows that this mark is of hatred, not of love.

She hears the noise and looks on entrance or room where Sanskar is standing.
He comes inside and says to Ragini:” I need one more favour too, you’ll find dresses in dressing room, please make her change and get ready, actually my mom would come here to meet her”

Ragini:”finally you called your parents, well! I'll make her ready”

Swara is worried to listen to his words because she's unaware of his family.

She remembers that he never talked about his family, and she never saw them on her wedding also.

When Shekhar asks him about his parents on his engagement then he replied that they’re angry with him.

But he never told them the reason for their anger.

Ragini goes to a dressing room with her and says:” Swara! This is like I’m in boutique, jiju brings every brand for you”

Ragini chooses orange saree for her

Swara  nodes and goes for changing.

Ragini does her make up and makes a beautiful one sided braid with her long hairs.

Ragini:”you look marvellous in this attire Swara! Put a black dot on you. Now let's go downstairs, everyone is waiting for you”

 Ragini notices that she feels uncomfortable while walking.

She asked her about the reason her unstable walk but she answers that it was because she doesn't habitual of wearing saree commonly.

Annapurna, Sujata and Laksh come to their house.

Sanskar introduced his family to Swara’s family.

They are glad to meet each others but only Sanskar feels a bit disturbed in the presence of Sujata but, he doesn't say anything.

Sujata excitedly comes to Sanskar and says:”where is my daughter in law?”

Sanskar hardly controls his emotions and says nothing.

Sumi also says:”yes where is she? She’s taking so much time to get ready?”

During their conversation, they see Swara, who is coming from upstairs with ragini.

Everyone becomeS happy to see her.

Laksh mesmerised to see the innocent beauty of Ragini. But he doesn't know her so thought in his heart:”maybe bhai kept a new maid, but she's  really beautiful, poor middle-class girls who served people just for the sake of money.

Sanskar has many female servants, and many of them were pretty and educated so he guessed that might be Ragini would also include in them because during a meeting with Swara. All forget to introduce her and she’ll go to the kitchen immediately.

Sanskar holds Swara from her shoulders and slowly drags her towards her family:”swara! This is my badi maa and this is my mom and that’s my brother Laksh” he points out to everyone.

Swara greets and takes blessing from elders and handshakes with laksh.

She notices that his family is such a nice and not arrogant like him.

She likes her mother in law who shows extra concern to her.

Sujata hugs her and kisses her on her forehead while crying she was amused to see her concern.

Everyone also surprises to see this  although Sanskar gets embarrassed and says to Sujata:”mom! It's enough, are you gonna eat her? Just stop it”

Sujata wipes her tears and says"! I’m so happy to see her as my daughter in law, so I cant control my emotions...Excuse me...” She  sits down on the sofa and makes swara sit down near her too.

Gadodia family is happy to see Sanskar’s family and his care and concern for Swara.

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Laksh comes to the kitchen for drinking water.

Ragini is already there for making dum biryani especially on Swara's demand. .

Laksh who considers her as a servant, says:”miss! Would you give me a glass of water?”

Ragini looks him with shock that might be he gonna be mad. So she says in anger tone:”you can see fridge there and as I can see, your hand is not broken, go and get a water, otherwise orders to others servant”

Laksh gets furious:”I’m already ordering and talking to servant ”

Ragini looks again him with her rage eyes and says again:”oh Mr.! … Are you blind?”

Laksh gets angry and says:”you’ve no manners to talk with your boss”
Ragini says in sharp  voice:”your brother married with my sister, that doesn’t mean  that you’re starting to considering me as servant, you’re just ill-mannered person”

Laksh shocked to listen to  her words and says:”oh god!! You're Bhabhi”s sister?”

Ragini gets what he considered her and says:”ohhh god!!! You took me as servant!!!”

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Swasan a path hate to love ep 1

It was beautiful night of fourteen of moon, she was always fascinating this type of night but now.. She can't enjoy

this night because her destiny is changed now. She is looking from the window and starring moon in absence of mind. She's in the

traditional wedding outfit of red color. Her glittery dupatta(long scarf) is touching the floor but she's just starring outside the window and thinking about her future life which would be lived with her husband"Sanskar Maheshwari".

She remembers their first meeting which held in the birthday party of her best friend. Her friend requested her to sing a song, after song, Sanskar offered her for the dance but she refused because she didn't want to come closer

any stranger except her small circle and her family but hee took this as his insult.

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In this same beautiful mansion, Sanskar is sitting in the room of ground floor. He was drinking and his eyes was burning because of anger. An anger of insult which Swara did her at every step when they met.

It was birthday party of her secretary's sister, he often doesn't attend this type of parties specially of his employees but because of his need, he went there and first time saw her. He found her different from other girls of his circle and liked her. That night, he decided that this girl would be his dose of that night and he was assured that she'll be ready for it because he has lots of money and very marvellious personality.

He was proud on both things but she was insulted him by refusing his offer to dance. That time his proud broke down because of her and he never spare anyone who insulted him. That time he decided to get that girl at any cost but afterward because of some reasons, he decided to marry her.

He proposed her but that little girl refused her, that time he did what he knows very well to do and that was blackmailing. So this was the reason that she's in his house now as his wife.

He climbs upstairs and reaches to his room where his bride is waiting for him.

It was time of taking revenge, he sees Swara who is standing in front of window and says:" Finally you've become Mrs. Swara Sanskar Maheshwari! So now you'll see my real face which showed whenever I take revenge from that person who insulted me..." He comes close to her, she smells the wine from his mouth and steps back.

He holds her wrist and says:" Why are you fearing from me my dear wife? I'll be a good husband but after taking my revenge from you, you insulted me, so you've to pay me for this"

He jerks her wrist and goes inside the dressing room which was attached to their room.

After five minutes, he comes out in a loose trouser and t-shirt, although she doesn't like her but she admits in her heart that he looks so much handsome in this attire because she first time sees him in casual dressing.

Sanskar goes to the white sofa which  was located just before his bed and takes a drink. Swara is still standing near the window and starring him.

Sanskar:" I know your husband is so handsome, so  you can stare me by sitting beside me.. Come here"

Swara doesn't move, Sanskar looks her in anger and says again:" I'm not used to say anything second time Swara..Just come here"

She also doesn't habitual of this type of tone, so she hardly gulps her anger which is mixed with bit fear from him that she doesn't know what he'll do with her.

She moves from her place and sits beside him. He holds her wrist and drags her near to him:" You know Miss Swara... Oooppss Mrs. Swara Sanskar Maheshwari! You're beautiful, I like beauty.. So maybe I'll forgive you but most important thing is that you're mine now.. Only mine"

She can clearly observe the heat of his eyes on her body. He tightens his grip over his wrist but because of it, her bangles break, she shouted because of pain:" Sanskar it's paining"

Sanskar:" Let it be.. You gave me pain by insulting and I'll give you, then it'll be the same calculation" he leaves her wrist and says:" Go and get change, but don't be so late because I don't like waiting, so don't do anything which I don't like otherwise it'll harmful for you, opens the cupboard and I'll suggest you the dress"

She does what he said, Sanskar orders her to wear one piece short white dress.

She goes and comes back after changing. She looks cute in that dress but she is unfamiliar with this kind of dressing because she is habitual of wearing dresses which covers her body completely and it was strapless knee high dress.

Sanskar eyes show his likeness to see her in that dress, he comes to her and throws her on the bed.

She looks her new lord now she has to live under his mercy. He comes on her and softly touches her face. Her hairs are  open and she's looking him with fear and hatred who married her forcefully.

There's only dim light of night bulb in a room and he holds her tight and looks into her eyes:" Now! You'll know that what's the conclusion you'll face to tackle with me"

He puts his lips on her which she doesn't accept because she's trying to pushing him back but he wants to steal all the softness of his lips, so he doesn't stop but her restriction is raising with his passion so he stops, frees her lips and  whispers in her ears:" If you stop me then I'll give you more pain, it's better that you let me do what I want to do with you"

She slowly nods and he again starts his previous activity and starts biting her lips, it was painful experience for her because she didn't kiss anyone and because she doesn't like his touching too.

He slowly rubs his shoulders and his lips are touching bare part of her body. Every touch of his, gives her an extreme pain because it’s not a touch of love, it is only touch of fulfilling need,need of body, need to quench the thirst and need to cool down his instinct of taking revenge.

When he is quenching his thirst, then she gets know that how much devil he is because that time she wants to scream but he stops her screaming from his lips. He kissed her everywhere. And whole night, she is paying for the act of insulting him. Many times, she begs him and asks pity on her, but he’s such a devil, his ego is more than his humanity. At the climax he cools down and leaves her. He doesn't hug her, he goes to his side of bed.

She looks him with hatred and covers her body with quilt and gets inside bathroom. She shouts out her every screaming in bathroom. She opens the shower and she doesn't know how much time she spending to shouting this line:" I hate you Sanskar!" Sanskar hears her screaming and says in bit loud voice:" I hate you too my sweet wife, now it's enough.. Come outside otherwise I'll come inside and it'll not good for you"

Swara comes outside and Sanskar holds her again because his fire isn't cool yet.

She wakes up next morning and finds him sleeping beside her. She looks him with hatred and walks slowly towards outside. She feels pain while walking goes to bathroom and wears saree.

She goes outside where one woman was climbing the stair and smiles to look her. Her uniform shows her as the maid of this house. She comes to her, the tray of breakfast is held by her:" Good morning Ma'am! My name is Lavanya and I'm caretaker of this house, here is your breakfast, I'll serve you"

Swara sits on a couch of lounge, lounge is close to her  room where stairs are in front of it.

She takes coffee only because night's struggle is paining her body.

Lavanya leaves and She is sank in her thought  when someone snatches the cup of coffee from her.

It was Sanskar:" I told you, never breath without my permission and you came here, well! Go to room, hurry up"

He orders and she silently stands up, but It is hard to move for her because of back pain and she also didn't eat anything from two days. . She gets unconscious and falls from stairs.

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I'm hope ep6

Romana pet name as "Honey"
A beautiful girl with pinkish complexion.
The younger sister of Umeed and her first and last enemy.
In our lives, instinct is much complicated but still splendid thing. Sometimes, it takes us to sky and sometimes to fall.
It shows to our path and still makes us wanderer. And if someone has instinct of selfishness and hatred then devil will be proud on this type of person.
She's beautiful like angels but her mind is beating the evilness of demons of hell.
She got love in her life but sometimes, when someone inherited everything then he'll not care about these things. She's just like the landlord who has many agricultural lands but he's envy with the fields of poor farmer and want to burn them. Why? Because he doesn't know the sweet taste ot hardworking.
She was also included in category of this type of  person. So that's why she didn't understand the struggle of Umeed and made a perfect plan to trap her.
And our heroine? She was unaware of her tricks because she was in the spell of someone.
This was spell of Shayan, he was the master of words and used them in appropriate way to allure anyone. So how couldn't it possible that this spell didn't work on her.
She waited for night every day, because she wanted to chat with him.
He loved to Umeed, she heard him as Mahar Mah and started falling for him as Mahar Mah without any awareness of the conclusion of this type of relationship.
It's also because she was thirsty from years, so finally! Someone started loving her so it's natural to got attraction towards that oases in desert but sometimes this oases, would be just mirage of eyes.
She only saw the beauty of love which gave her smile, fragrance, fireflies but on the other hand it has also curse, disobedience and dead end. But when someone started the journey of life, he shouldn't be afraid from death.
She was also forgetting about death and dreamed for a life in the unawareness of that there's death behind the mirage of life.
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When god created love, it was my imagination, yes only imagination... He took every beautiful thing of this world. He takes the most delightful colors of rainbow, sweetest words from the elegant languages of this world, little bit shine of stars and brightness of dawn. He took the first floor which blooms in autumn, he knotted the pureness of angels in the naughtiness of children. He took the clearness of pearl which lay in the heart of ocean. He mixed the first drop of rain in that potion with the color of rainbow.
Yes! This is only my imagination that when angels brought these things for God. He ordered them to mix his smile into this potion too and then love have created like this.
Then how couldn't this possible that a girl who drank the potion of love, will be unsuccessful in her struggle?
This was long struggle but she was getting successful in her path because this the investment, no one loss ever.
Now Arman often came to her and always played his new composition of music. She praised him and he became happy like that Umeed gave her the title of "singer of the  year"
He said to her:" I know you're the only one who understand me and care about my talent" he always gave his precious time to Umeed.
In evening, everyone gathered for evening tea and she served all and with it, she and daddy often discussed business matters.
One day suddenly daddy asked to her:" Umeed! Is your university off after 3 pm?"
Umeed nods in yes and serving him tea.
"then start office from tomorrow after university" he said soft but firm voice.
She boggled and stopped her activity to look him. Arman took photo of her with shocking face.
Arman:" I'll share on facebook with caption "Umeed with open mouth"
Daddy looked him with anger while Romana said:" You know Bhai! We're not allow to put our photos on fb"
Arman:" Yes my dear little sis! I was just kidding"
Daddy asked her again:" I'm saying something to you Umeed"
She nods:" Yes daddy sure! I'll join"
Daddy turns to Arman:" You've to guide her from tomorrow and pick from university.. I want she'll learn practical work until her study will complete"
Arman and Umeed smiled,mummy didn't give any expression to this conversation while Romana held her cup tight in anger.
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It was ending of her second semester and there was less crowd in university because many of the classes were completed and students nowadays were searching for notes and completing their assignments.
Umeed was a punctual girl, so she didn't has thus type of problem. Because of her tough schedule, she couldn't give time to her sites, so she was working in her free class of university.
She felt hungry so she took her laptop into uni canteen and now she was eating sandwiches with working on laptop, she was habitual of doing work during eating.
Her class fellow Hina came and set beside her:" Do you have notes of business communication?"
Umeed smiled and opened her bag, commonly she didn't share her notes to anyone but if someone asked from her, she never refused to them.
She was searching business communication's notes in her bag when she saw the group of few boys. Group leader saw her with deep gaze, she couldn't understand his gaze because it was not dirty, just deep. She saw him again because whenever she saw him, she thought that she knows him before. He was the student of bba 7th semester, it means junior from Umeed.
Umeed jerks her head and took out notes from bag.
Hina noticed her gaze on him and said:" He doesn't give lift to middle class girl like us"
Umeed boggled with her sentence, was she really look pity? She considered her as middle class although her laptop could easily show its price.
"is this your laptop or someone gave you? Can you afford it"
She disgusted with her answer because she personally didn't like people who causelessly interfere in anyone's life.
But she learned one thing from life that no one has right to judge anyone because God wouldn't judge anyone till death so who we people are to judge?
So she tolerated her taunt and handed over her notes with smile.
Hina understood her disliked expression but she got her purpose, so she stood up from the seat but before leaving she said something which solved her riddle of mind:" Stay away from Faraz! He's playboy of university"
She boggled after her sentence and looked him again.
She was amazed that how could she forget him and didn't recognize him after seeing his deep hazel green eyes.
But no! She wasn't forget him, she just stopped missing him. Just because of him, she was degraded in front of her daddy.
She starred him with no any particular purpose but he noticed this and came to her.
"do you recognise me Umeed?" He had fireflies of hope in his eyes.
"playboy" someone whispered from her, she also heard stories of university.
"yes!" She said in a strange tone. And said again:" How are you?"
She didn't say him to sit, so he didn't sit.
"hmm I'm not good" he said in a double meaning but she couldn't understand his words.
"do you know my popularity Umeed?" He was still standing but waiting to get permission of her to sit.
"yes! Little bit rumours came to my ears also but I don't have time for this useless things" she answered carelessly and focused her eyes on the screen of laptop.
"so you're far from me, because of that rumours? You're taking me a bad person?"
She looked to his face and said:" Look Faraz! As I believe no one is completely bad or good.. We human beings are mixture of these emotions, so I don't have any right to take you as bad person"
Faraz:" You're same, you didn't changed"
"you're also the same.. A one who followed the butterflies and stealth their fed colors" she reminded the gift of Faraz "a dead butterfly" which she kept still.
"oh! Then do you afraid from me?" Faraz understood her sentence.
"no! I'm afraid to loose my pride, which I lost once because of you" she said
Faraz became serious after hearing this and said:" Listen Umeed! I knew when you got admission in university, but I never come to you with my own, I came here because you were starring me and I don't want that my friends take you wrong so I came here. Believe me Umeed! I'll not let do anyone to harm you. And remember one thing always! You're not butterfly, until I get your pride, I'll not come to you and your color is most precious thing in this world for me" she could easily understand the heat of his words.
She lifted her face and smiled:" You're good person Faraz! I hope you'll not come to me"
"I promise" he said and turned to his friends but leaved deep lesson of life to her.
She starred the screen of laptop but couldn't do any work.

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Swasan A path hate to love ep36

A strong layer of joy comes into her heart, while she already knows this thing that he's only her, but it's most happiest thing that you hear this words from your beloved. Many of us, know everything about our partner, but we want to hear again and again with same words.. Why? Because this is the most precious words of our life, maybe it'll become old, but same as gold, we can renew it whenever we want.
But on the other hand, this isn't a bed of roses, we've to burn ourselves for immortality of our love and burning is most difficult task in this world. It's not seem like which we often watch in movies and read in romantic novels, it's much higher thing of that. This is a reason, few people successfully carry their love.
She gasps and hugs him back, Sanskar notices her affection but he is only getting her affection just as a possessiveness of child.
Sanskar:" If you allow me, then may I back to my work"
Swara who closes her eyes peacefully, nods in no:" Lets sleep for sometime" it was time of sun setting, there is artificial light in room but she can feel the twilight of sun set. She looks her beloved who's same like sun but she prays in her heart that she'll only see his rise, never fall of this sun. But she doesn't know, sun is neither set nor rise.
Sanskar:" You know, I can't sleep and second thing is that this is not a time of sleeping"
Swara:" I know.. But we didn't sleep last night and because of bonfire, we wouldn't sleep tonight also.. So I wanna take a nap before going"
Sanskar:" There's hardly few time left, but its ok! You can take a nap, I'm here"
Swara tightens her grip:" Dont go please"
Sanskar smiles softly:" I'll not going anywhere... Now just take a nap, otherwise we've to leave for our night time picnic"
She smiles on his words and closes her eyes peacefully.
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After an hour, they leaved the palace and now they all are arranging their tents for staying.
Girls were wearing loose top and jeans. Only Swara is wearing long flawy skirt. She's wearing anklets which creating sweet voice in the silence of forest. While both boys are wearing t-shirt and jeans.
After completion of tents, they fired woods, because of saving time, they purchased woods instead of taking them from jungle.
They set bonfire and sit beside it. The setting is like that one side of bonfire, Ragini is sitting with Shanaya and Laksh is sitting beside them. Swara and Sanskar sit opposite side of them.
Laksh plays music and now he's dancing with Shanaya. Ragini doesn't know dancing, Swara knows but she doesn't join them and our hero lefts this type of things, 10 years ago of his life.
Swara and Ragini are clapping to see their dance. Sanskar looks her face which glows in the light of fire, she has a brownish complexion like wood and light of fire turns her complexion into golden.
She's not beautiful more than Shanaya.. He has seen many beautiful faces in his life. But not her beauty, something else makes her different from every girl whom he met in his life.
She was wearing white shirt and blue long skirt which suggested by him. Her hairs are open, she makes twist from one side, other side of her long lock is touching her face again and again. She claps and during clapping,  she many time, tucks them behind her ears but because of naughtiness of wind, it again frees and starts annoying her.
He slowly touches her lock, she looks him because of his touch. She again finds the same heat in his eyes which burns like furnace in the light of bonfire.
He tucks her lock behind her ear and whispers in her ears:" You start clapping, I take this duty to handle your hairs"
A red color touches her face which glows like the scarlet of sun in the fire's light.
She slowly nods and concentrates again on their dance.
Laksh comes towards them:" Come on Bhai!.. One move"
Sanskar raises his hands:" Pardon me for this thing lucky!"
Shanaya:" Sanskar is boring... Come on Swara! Join us"
She holds her hands and softly drags towards their point of dance.
Ragini comes to him:" Now we're in same category jiju"
Sanskar:" Hmm.." He is starring her who's matching the footsteps of Laksh and Shanaya. She's dancing slowly just like people dances on wedding occasion, just for expressing their happiness, not in a professional way.
A question again arises into his mind while starring her:' What's her position in his life"
But he's still find emptiness after asking  this question to himself. Because he doesn't believe in love, if he believes in love, he obviously marries Shanaya, not Swara. He only wants an obedient, pities girl whom he can imprisoned her and do what he wants. He knows, it cruelty but in his point of view, nothing is bad if you're clear.
He didn't trap her in a love type feeling and married her. He simply made a deal with her and got her. There's nothing like love between them and offcourse! He can'ut love someone.
He feels a small layer of pain in his head. It was commonly happen with him, when he continuously controls himself from many nights. It's very hard to make distance with his addiction, specially when she was in hus arms and he's just controlling himself.
That's why he often avoids her, specially in nights, it was also night but because of everyone, his addiction isn't raising but if he was with swara only, he thinks that it was his last night to control himself. And how much he controls himself, whenever he gets his addiction, he wants more and more.
He remembers the time, when he was get know about his addiction.
It was two months later when he got his first step of dream hotel. From starting, he had the problem of headache but because of his busy schedule, he didn't noticed of this.
But he clearly observed that whenever he saw women, he felt disturbances in his heart, he just wanted to hold her and quenched his thirst. From starting, he thought that it was only because he recently leaved the lusted life, after sometime, he'll become normal.
But his condition became bad to worst day by day. He had a problem of asthma from his birth but it was minor. But because of stress of controlling his need, he often used inhaler.
His nights became worst and restless with the passage of time, specially whenever he was free. So he started to work in night too but he was human being, how much he controls but he didn't want any women in his life because he was disgusted by them who always want to allure him because of only two things. In between, he got one to two girls for one night stand and amazingly! He got relaxing sleep that night.
But he was establishing his hotel, he had not so much money to waste on women. So he decided to control but after many days of controlling himself, he got a fit first time and it was continuously gotten by him every night.
That time, he went to Dr because he was still unaware of his problem, his restlessness,  his stress and cause of his fits and his headache. It was very difficult to concentrate on work but he was doing work well, he was succeed to got the reputation of his hotel in market and gave it the name of "Morning Star"
He went to Dr and consulted to him. He was shocked the words of doctor. Firstly he asked many questions from him.
Dr:" Mr Maheshwari! Do you have any relationship with woman?"
Sanskar:" No.."
Dr:" Were you in the relationship with any women in past days?"
Sanskar:" Hmm.. I was"
Dr:" How much time, you're living bachelor life?"
Sanskar smiled bitterly to listen his question but answered calmly because in his hard days, he learned to become calm and ruled over his emotions:" It was almost four to five months"
Dr was continuously writing during investigation. At the end, he handed over him a list of medicine and says:" Look Mr Maheshwari! I recommended you some medicines, but it's only just like sleeping pills to give you artificial sleep and rest but it's not permanent solution for your problem.."
Sanskar:" Then what's the permanent solution?"
Dr looked into his eyes and said calmly:" Are you single.. I mean to say, are you married or not?"
This question awaked much pain in his heart, how could he say to Dr that he was married religiously, but not officially. And it was mockery of destiny that now his wife is wife of other man without taking divorce from him.
Sanskar drowned in a thought because in his point of view, Meera was still his wife and in the eyes world, she was wife of Ram Malhotra.
Sanskar:" I'm alone nowadays" he said truth.
Doctor got something fishy from his ambiguous answer and said:" Look Mr Maheshwari! If you're married, then recover the issues with your wife. If you're not then you should marry because your problem, only woman can solve"
Sanskar sighed:" Is there any other solution except marriage?"
Dr:" Only woman but these medicines give you some relief but with passage of time, it'll not effect on you and makes your weak inside from day by day and even it'll effect on your mental health.. You can also consult with psychologist but as I know.. He will also give you temporary solution, so it's better you get marry or involve into any relationship with woman"
Sanskar feels touch on his shoulder, so he comes out from his memory, it is Ragini who's shaking his shoulder:" Where have you gone jiju? I know Swara is looking beautiful tonight, but she's your wife and you've to stare her your whole life"
He realizes that he was starring Swara during memorizing his past.
They're still making fun and he can easily see a bright smile on her face.
Ragini:" Swara is so lucky to have you"
Sanskar gasps and looks the innocent face of her:" And am I not lucky to have her?"
Ragini thinks for a while:" Actually! You're more lucky than her.. Don't think like that I'm her sister, so I'm praising her but she's really an ideal girl that anyone can be proud to have her"
He smiles on her sentence and diverts his  concentration towards her.
She continues:" You know jiju.. She's very strong girl and I never ever see her crying except when papa got minor heart attack because of financial problem"
A guilty appears in his throat to listen it but he says nothing.
Ragini:" But at next week, you brought her proposal and solved all problem, you know what I know she married you because of papa and us"
He boggles to listen her words because he takes her as foolish girl but she's much sensible girl.
Sanskar:" Then why did you ask that love story part from us?
Ragini:" Because I wanted to weigh my doubt because I know if she has any affair with you, she must told me and she had dream of simple man of his life, with a big family.. What we say.. Yes! I girl who made for family, she loved simple life and you were not her ideal, so I know that she didn't marry you for love sake"
Sanskar feels bit pain to listen her words but he jerks his head.
Ragini:" She had been working from her schooling days, she worked with papa in his shop and also gave tuition in her part time, we could not afford fees of our college, but just because of my study, she struggled... I was afraid that she'll marry in middle class family and she have to work in that  house too, but she was mad, she wanted a hardworking husband in small house, just like papa... But I'm happy she married you, she deserved a better life style instead of working everytime..." She pauses and looks him. :" Is this bad thing jiju if we want better life or money? Am I greedy to say that?"
Sanskar:" No Ragini! Many people consider that type of person greedy who wants money, but this is basic thing of our life, so it's not bad dear! If you want get it"
Ragini becomes happy:" Jiju! You're great! Whenever I say to these things to swara, she always gives me a lecture"
Sanskar smiles and looks Swara again who is arguing with Shanaya and Laksh on songs .
Ragini also follows his eyes:" She's so happy with you.. From starting days, I was afraid that she was making relationship on compromise but it's you who changed her heart"
Sanskar looks her in amazed:" I didn't do anything, she's happy because she's optimist girl"
Ragini:" Yes! She's.. She always takes out way of her happiness, she's strong and confident... I wish I can be like her"
Sanskar:" Every person has his own individuality.. Don't follow her, be who you're!"
Ragini nods:" Whatever! But I want to see her happy... Jiju! Will you make a promise to me" she extends her hand towards him.
Sanskar looks him questionably.
Ragini:" Promise me, you'll always keep her happy" she is saying with full of hope and first time Sanskar looks someone with bit fear because he can't make that promise to her.
He's a man if words, if he make promise, he has to act on it and he knows, she's not happy with him. So giving her happiness, he has to leave her which he can't bear. He looks smiling face of Swara and takes a glance of hopeful face of Ragini. In his life, he first time stuck in that problem in which he gets confuse what to choose and how to choose.

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Yaaram ep10

Recap:" Aliyan and Amraha's faced each others and argued on tweet"
Residence problem was become serious day by day. Any room, she liked either it was expensive or with boys or far from university. Everyone was trying their best to search residence for her. She visited one to two Pakistani, Indian and British residence but she couldn't afford them. She could afford normal residence, in less price. Much possible lesser price and also near to university.
Nawal told her:" There's one landlady, but there's a problem, only few people were successful to stay there, because it's very hard to understand that lady, you can try for that house also, maybe you can do it"
She made face:" Ok! I'll try"
Nawal:" Yeah! Make face like this and also tell them your famous saying "I'm unfortunate.. I should die" Nawal said and she laughed on her words.
Nawal:" One to two girls went there but they leaved that house in few weeks, they called that house shuttle cock"
Amraha:" Shuttle cock... Good name"
Nawal:" Do you know stories?"
Amraha:" Yeah! One or two"
Nawal:" Good! I heard that she listens stores every night"
Amraha:" Nice! Then she'll not take rent? Only story?"
Nawal:" Hahaha! She'll take rent but want story also"
Amraha:" Ok! I memories some good stories"
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She took address of shuttle cock and went there on holiday's evening. It was two floors house based on British architecture. She could see garden in front of house and complete house painted in white color. It was like small model of white house. Amraha liked it's outside view. If she get this residence, it'll be luxurious residence for her.
She rang the bell for some time and also took a glances from windows. She also knocked the door but no one opened the door. She set on footpath in the hope that maybe landlady went to market. After 20 minutes, someone opened the door. She went to door immediately:" I know stories"
A woman who was in light pink colour's saree giggled to listen it. She had  complexion of nut-brownish and she was tall and smart with long black hairs which she tied into long indian braid on her shoulder.
Amraha:" I need a room"
She laughed and said:" Come inside"
She got know after some time that this woman was making drink tea to landlady, after it, she washed her mouth, changed her clothes. In this period, they didn't care about the person  who rang the bell. In their thought"let them travel to hell, what should we do?" Landlady was reading the English translation of "Baal-e-Gibrail" by sitting near the fireplace.
Amraha got problem of breathing that now she would have to listen poetry too? It meant, she can't make deal there. Landlady took her interview. She was answering her with patience and in her point of view with cleverness.
Landlady:" Do you know cooking?"
Amraha:" Yup...rice.. Roti.. And if furnace would available, I can make naan(type of bread) also" she took the name of that thing, in her thought that landlady wouldn't find it "furnace".
Amraha:" I know to make grams floor roti, potato's, mince's prathay .. And also of radish... Pakoray... I can make every type of pakoray include veg and non-veg"
Landlady starred her and said:" Have you done? Now tell me, which things do you know to cook?"
She became sad that her cleverness didn't work. Dadi was right that everyone should know every work. Don't know, when we need of it.
Amraha:" I know to cook meat curry and rice.. And roti also"
Landlady to that girl:" Sadhna! Will this variety of prathas, work?"
Sadhna:" Yes! It'll work and remaining curry and rice" Sadhna was knitting sweater by sitting with madam.
Landlady:" You've to bring grocery"
Amraha:" I'll, on every Sunday"
Landlady:" I don't know about Sunday, whenever Sadhna tell you, you've to do it? We bring fresh vegetables and halal meat regularly... Will you bring, yes or no?"
Amraha:" Yes! Yeah sure!"
Landlady:" Good! Now tell me, do you know stories?"
Amraha:" Yes! I know"
Landlady:" Good, which one?"
Amraha:" Once there was a crow, he was thirsty, he flies here and there"
Landlady:" Something else?"
Amraha:" Yeah! Rabbit and turtle's"
Sadhna was knitting fast to control her laughter although landlady starred her:" Do you want to stay there or not?"
Amraha:" I want"
Landlady:" Then change your stories"
Amaraha:" I'll bring good books of stories and tell you by reading them"
Landlady:" Good!"
Amraha:" Now tell me the rent"
Landlady:" First listen the terms and conditions of staying here, you'll be forth girl to stay here, before you, three girls were staying here, Sadhna has been staying here for two years"
She shocked to see Sadhna that whether landlady took her age same as Sadhna.
Landlady:" Before Sadhna, 6 boys were staying there, they were good and did every work, I was favour in boys  but because of Sadhna, I only took girls. You've to clean the home before going university, you've to take care of garden, cleansing of windows, once in a week, laundry my dresses and iron them too. As much as girl would come here, your burden of work will be decreasing. You've to give number of your home in Pakistan, if I'll find any bad habit in you, I'll inform your parents. You're muslim girl, so I'll not found anything near to you, which against the religion, otherwise I'll throw you outside the house, your friends can come here but if we find them bad, You've leave this house. Once I'll sleep, you've yo become like dumb"
Landlady was talking continuously but she started taking nap on sofa which she was sitting on. After three hours, she awaked and saw the ceiling in wonder. She didn't understand where is she:" I think some don kidnapped me" she starred walls and curtains in amazed.
"I'm here... I'm where...?" She stood up and saw Sadhna who was telling stories to landlady. She thought she slept for five minutes only.
She rubbed her eyes:" What were you saying?"
:"you slept everywhere like that?" Landlady laughs to her. Amraha shocked to listen her Urdu.
"yes.. I was tired today ..actually.."
Landlady:" Go and take a meal in kitchen"
"meal.." She thought that she heard that word after centuries. She went kitchen immediately and found vegetable rice and chicken soup. She vanished everything and made a coffee for herself.
Landlady starred her:" Whom do you ask permission for making coffee?"
"oh! Again I did a mistake" she saw both women and took pity on her face.
"sit and take it" landlady pitied on her and said:" Don't mind! But you Asia's people are very irritating. It takes so much time to teach you basic manners and you all eating lot.. I don't object about it but please improve your habit little bit more" Amraha remained silent.
Landlady to Sadhna:" Sadhna! You go to sleep and Amraha will take me towards room"  she was paralyzed from one leg and   half body and other side was also hardly move.
She made her lie on bed, landlady said:" Now put off my hairs"
Amraha got shocked:" Hairs..?"
Landlady:" Yes..come here"
She came to her and pulled out the wig and she found her boy's like few inches hairs.
She went to switch board, 25 buttons were there, and she took lots of time to chose the shade of night bulb. Then she chose light grey shade for Sunday's night. And said her to leave:" You can go to your room and bring your stuff next morning"
She was screamed by happiness because with three times meal, it was cheapest place of her.
Landlady:" And one more thing.. Don't go to kitchen again"
But she went to kitchen, made one cup coffee and put price of it on counter and went to her room for sleeping.
She awaked up in midnight and called Shirley because she suddenly realized her mistake that she didn't inform her friends about her stay.
Shirley:" I was just about to call police.. You tensed us" she was not so much responsible yet.
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Next day, she brought her luggage and arranged them in her new room. It was Sunday, so she washed clothes and ironed them. Cooked food with Sadhna and then she went cafe. Returning from cafe, she went to book store to buy any good book for landlady. There were few Urdu books available in store and many of them were of poetry. "aag ka darya, khuda Ki basti, manchalay ka soda, Udas naslain." Etc. But these were too expensive books which she couldn't afford. And secondly she didn't want to loose her hairs after reading this type of books. She already read all these books, so she didn't want to read them again. This was patience work to tell those books to anyone and she wasn't wish to test her patience in this young age.
She talked to her Pakistani class  fellow whom she bought Ashfaq Ahmed's "Khail Tamasha" which she got free and it wasn't so thick.
At her turn, she started to tell "Khail Tamasha" to lady Mahar. Lady Mahar enjoyed this story very much. But Amraha couldn't understand at once this book. It was splendid book but Amraha's mind was making it useless. She had to read once to three time each sentence for understanding them. At the end,  "khail tamasha" won the heart of teller and listener. Master Bali of Takht poor and Rajni who fell for him, they created spell in a room. And it was seem like that master Bali was playing clarinet and Rajni was sitting in front of her for devotion.
Lady Mahar loved that book:" Splendid..."
Sadhna told the stories of ancient Bengal and Bhojpuri which she heard from her Bengali's father and Bhojpuri's mother.
And most amazing thing was that she had lots of stories that Amraha thought that maybe she spent her whole life during listening stories.
When she started telling stories in night, she had magic in her voice  of all Bengal. Her voice flowed like rivers of Ganga and Jamna and became clear into their water. She often told tragedies but because of her  softness of voice it never seemed like that these were tragedies.
Sadhna was hardly of 32 years old lady and her eight years old son had the cancer of bones. Her stories started from love and ended on immortality. She never had tears during telling tragedies but it seemed like that her eight years son stood in front of her and was saying:" If anyone cry on grief, he might be human but if someone moan on misery.... Is he really human being? Really he is?"
Then how Sadhna could cry if her son was brave enough and whenever he called her , he said:" Until I alive.. I never sleep while crying.. Never wake up with tears.. Drs instruments and their medicines would never defeat me... I'll not cry maa! I'll never.."
Then how could mother cry of the type of son.
She smiled and laughed on small things and how could it possible that her stories were not become "immortal"? How could it possible that her voice didn't had spell which lulled to anyone. Amraha slept during listening her stories and her stories were like that if someone returned from war with success and told his stories to his tribe  and children. A tale of bravery and fall-blooded drama of martyrs.

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Swasan a path hate to love Ep35

Present time In school
Shanaya:" Before going his hotel, I heard that new owner of Malaikas was the toy boy of its old lady owner, but I didn't know that it was Sanskar! I was fully shocked but didn't want to show my identity to him, so I didn't ask any question about it"
Swara:" Who was sanskar?"
Shanaya carelessly tucks her lock behind her ear and says:" He was owner of Malaika... Actually Malaikas was the old name of..."
Swara cuts her words:" No! What's toy boy?"
Shanaya numbs to listen her question, she doesn't understand that how she explains the term "toy boy" to her.
She gasps and says:" Actually there is many rich women in elite society, who fed up from theirs husband and want some entertainment in their life, so they kept the young boys as toy boy... Now do you get it"
Swara nods in no:" Actually I'm still confuse... Sanskar isn't material of entertainment type... So how could he do this?"
Shanaya sighs, she doesn't understand, how to tell the girl that her husband was toy boy, even who doesn't know that what's toy boy.
Shanaya looked into her eyes and says in bold voice:" You used one term personal prostitute for me, right?"
Swara" I m so..sorry for.."
Shanaya raises her hands:" Let me complete first... You used this term for me, I'm not angry with you for it because you were right, well! Used this same term for Sanskar also... Toy boy also has the same meaning of personal prostitution"
Swara opened her mouth, she doesn't understand what should she say after it.
Shanaya leans on her chair:" Now you got it... Right?"
Swara numbs to listen it and ups her eyes towards the beautiful face of her rival.
Although Shanaya is normal to talk about it, yeah! It's normal for her, but not for our heroine.
Shanaya:" Are you shocked?"
Swara:" No... Yes... Actually I don't know, how to react on it... My husband was that thing... You said toy boy... It was his past, I don't know it'll effect it or not... But I'm totally feel myself senseless about to thinking on it"
Shanaya:" Forget about it... It was his past, important it that he's nothing like that now... Now there's one woman in her relationship, actually legal relationship... And that is you..."
Swara feels exhausted:" Shanaya! Will you please leave me alone for sometime? And please give me one paper and pen also"
Shanaya nods and gives her, her demanded things..she leaves the room and closes the door slowly.
Swara downs her face in the cup of her palms. She really doesn't understand how should she react after knowing all this? And still there's many things remaining there in his past.
She takes the pen and starts writing:" I don't know..why destiny is testing me at every step of my life... My husband has dark past, I guessed this thing but it was darkest, I didn't know this... Now I don't understand how to react on this? Actually... My mind isn't accepting this thing properly... But at the end, I don't feel like hatred for him after knowing this... It couldn't increase my feelings towards Sanskar... I feel like it was story of someone else... But I wonder.. I still has the feeling about Sanskar... I don't know, why? But I'm still want him near to me... After knowing this, I want to see him that this person really was a toy boy... Actually I want to test myself that after knowing this... I still feel love for him.. My heart is still taking his name, my eyes are still wanted to look him... My ears are still wanting his voice into them... My fingers want his touch... My touch wants..." She stops and looks the words which she wrote.
"I want his touch...." She murmurs, "I still want him... Shouldn't I start hating to him?"
"love doesn't mean, a person who has only goodness... You loved him when you knew that he is harsh, sometimes, cruel, rude and many time caring also but how can you stop loving him after knowing that there's reason behind his every attitude" someone says inside her.
She sighs and starts writing again:" Yeah! I concluded that I've no concern that what was his past... Reality is that I love him... And I'm his present... Maybe I should cry after knowing this but this is reality that I don't feel like that... I'm his present and that's conclusion... I don't care about anything but him.." She completes her writing and smiles.
She goes outside seeks Shanaya:" I want to go now... Either I'll call Sanskar or would you drop me? Actually... We should go there"
Shanaya feels amazed to see her reaction but after a while, she smiles:" Ok! We'll go together, wait a minute.. I'll change my dress"
Swara:" Shanaya.."
Shanaya turns to her:" Hmm.."
Swara sits on a chair and looks her who is taking out her sarees..
Swara:" Don't change, you look good in this attire"
Shanaya turns in bit shock with mixture of happiness.
Shanaya:" Ok! I'll not change... Now stand up... Your husband is waiting for you"
Swara gets up from her seat and both go towards Shanaya's car.
Swara:" Why do you wear saree every time? Do you like it? As I know Sanskar doesn't like it, but you always wear"
Shanaya looked her and opened the door of her car:" Yeah I like it, because in my point of view, woman looks complete in this outfit but Sanskar's point of view is different... He thought that this outfit prominent lady's figure... That's why he won't allow you to wear it... Actually he personally dislike most of heavy traditional outfits... So he made excuse.. Don't mind it"
Swara nods and says:"  Doesn't he stop you to wear it?"
Shanaya:" Never... Because I'm not his wife" her small sentence clears everything to Swara.
 Swara looks her face. Her face was innocent... Yeah innocent.. Although she did many wrong things in her life... But she's still innocent.. Why? Because there's only softness of love encircled around her face. Swara feels shame to hate the girl lie her.
Shanaya notices her gaze on her face and turns face towards her while driving. She asks through her eyes that what happened? Swara slowly nods her head in no and starts looking outside.
Few minutes of silent are passed between them. Swara turns to her and says:" Shanaya!"
Shanaya:" Hmm.."
Swara:" I'm sorry... For my misbehaving..."
Shanaya:" You don't need to say sorry, you were right and I'm not angry with you"
Swara smiles:" You're such a nice girl"
Shanaya turns to her and smiles:" I'm not dear...! Actually I understand the situation of next person and concluded that no one is bad, just their situation make them like that... That's why I love sans..." She's about to say something but stops to see her face.
Swara smiles sadly:" It's ok! You can say that you love him"
Shanaya:" Are you not shocked?"
Swara:" Speak honestly! Actually... Not... I knew this thing"
Shanaya is shocked to listen it:" How? I mean when?"
Swara smiles lovingly and says:" Once my mom said to me that every girl has instinct to recognize every gaze of man on herself and every gaze of woman on her husband... That time, I couldn't understand this things, but as I observed your gaze on Sanskar! I got it, and this is a reason, I misbehaved with you"
Shanaya smiles to listen it and starts looking on her path while saying nothing.
They reach their destination, she steps out from car before Shanaya and goes  towards inside.
She firstly, goes to Laksh's room but no one is there,  its little bit hard task to search him in a huge palace because there room isn't in good condition to stay.
She asks from servant about Sanskar, she gets know that they all are on dining table from him. She goes towards dining table where she feels seriousness. Ragini sees her and runs towards her.
Ragini:" Thank god! You came here, actually, I was arguing with lucky and jiju... They made promise that we'll go for bonfire tonight... And he was saying that your mood isn't well, so we're not going... But I'm saying that you've to come and I'm listening anything... You all are so boring"
" I'm not..." Laksh screamed while eating.
Swara raises her hands:" Just a minute... Let me sit first"
She goes towards the dining table, Sanskar looks her and weighs her mood through his eyes.
She feels butterflies in her stomach through his gaze and wonders that it was never happened before it. She doesn't understand that why is she reacting like that.
She sits on a seat beside Sanskar, while Laksh and Ragini are sitting opposite to her, Shanaya also comes inside:" Where were you Swara?"
Swara:" Shanaya! Come and join us for lunch"
Laksh and Sanskar look each others and a small smile comes on Sanskar's face while laksh grins to see it.
Ragini:" Yeah Shanaya! I made food today"
Laksh:" It's do delicious... But not more than you sweetheart!!"
Shanaya giggles slowly to listen him and takes a seat beside Ragini.
Swara looks her love and downs her head slowly on the plate and thinks:" I know your past Sanskar! But I promise that I'll never think about it again, because I love you... And I can't imagine you in that face, I know I'm escaping from reality but it's also true that I accepted you the way you're and the past you've, so this chapter is close today and I'll not realize you anything... I'll win yourself with my love only"
Laksh,Ragini and Shanaya are planning to go for bonfire tonight, Sanskar gives his idea in between, while she is taking her lunch silently and listening them.
Laksh raises his hands:" Now, this is final... We're going to bonfire tonight and Bhai, Bhabhi... You've to join us... So be ready, (he turns to Ragini) until  I can watch movie, will you join Ragini?"
Ragini nods while Sanskar says:" Shanaya also join you"
Laksh takes a look of him and irritated by his sentence:" Bhai...!"
Sanskar signs something from his eyes to him and says:" If Shanaya will not join, then I'll"
Laksh:" No way! Shanaya's company is much better than yours"
Sanskar smiles softly and she notices that whenever he talks to Laksh, his eyes expression become soft and expressing kindness and love for him. This is specially for Laksh, he never saw this expression in his eyes except he talks to Laksh, nowadays, he has same expression whenever he talks to Ragini.
She looks Ragini, who is exciting for tonight and talking to Laksh about it.
She can clearly feel Laksh's affection towards her. She sighs and smiles because she satisfies from the side of her sister.
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Shanaya, Laksh and Ragini are in the lounge for watching movie. While Sanskar and Swara are in their room. Laksh arranged their room when she was with Shanaya and he was in bar.
She is reading book on bed while he is working on his  laptop by sitting on couch. She looks him with affection and sighs that there's nothing between them to utter.  She keeps the book on side table and looks him.
He observes her gaze on him and says without taking his eyes from screen:" Is there anything Swara, you wanna say?"
Swara boggles with his voice because she is continuously starring him without any purpose.
Swara:" No... Actually yes..." She thinks to make excuse but she sighs and decides to be fair with him which means to him.
Swara composed herself and says:" Actually! I was thinking that, we're strange husband wife, who has no any topic to talk"
Sanskar offs his eyes from screen and looks her with suspicious:" How do you get this thought after a month of our marriage? From first day to today, we're living with each others in a same way"
Swara:" I'm human Sanskar... Sometime, I also fed up with same routine..."
Sanskar starts his work again:" So make a different routine"
Swara screams:" I want to talk to you... Please stop working for some time"
A layer of surprise come on his face for a second, but he immediately controls his emotions and keeps his laptop on a table and comes to her on bed:" Talk..."
Swara gets confuse because she did this thing only for gaining his attention, now she doesn't understand what to say.
Sanskar looks into her eyes, slowly comes to her and puts his hand around her waist and says:" Now talk.. I'm completely concentrating to you"
Swara's heartbeat raises slowly because of his closeness, now it's much harder to talk with him. She curses her heartbeat which is making her confuse.
Swara to herself:" Swara! He's only your husband... This isn't first time, he holds you.. Why are you reacting like that? Just calm down.."
Swara looks into his eyes, she always find heat unto his eyes whenever he looks her. But today, she's confirm that it's not heat of hatred.
Sanskar:" Have you done?"
Swara:" Huh?"
Sanskar:" Have you done your talking?"
Swara:" I didn't utter any word yet" she makes angry face.
Sanskar:" You know what is your problem? You actually don't want to talk me or anything else...you're just like that kid whose parents gifted him a toy which he doesn't like but whenever anyone want to play with it, he became angry and start showing his rights on it... You're same like that boy sweetheart and I'm your that toy... You don't like me but you can't tolerate me with someone else... Even you're so much possessive that you can't tolerate that my attention divert to anything else except you"
Swara gets shock to listen it, she looks down and feels embarrassing because he was saying truth.
Sanskar holds her chin slowly and looks into her eyes:" Listen Swara! Don't feel shame on it, you're like that... So admit it.. Possessiveness is not a bad thing, I'm also possessive about you, but don't abuse to anyone just like you did with Shanaya.. She's my benefactor and I can't tolerate any words against her"
Swara says in weak voice:" I'm sorry for it.."
Sanskar:" This thing you should say to her and as I've seen, she already forgave you.. Right?"
Swara nods slowly, she's still leaning on his chest and she can hear his slow heartbeat.
Swara:" Shanaya told me that you never spare anyone..but you don't say anything to me"
Sanskar smiles sadly:" Yeah she's right... But my family isn't included in anyone's category... And you're my family Swara"
Swara looks into his eyes and slowly puts her head on his chest.
Sanskar:" One more thing..."
Swara ups her eyes.
Sanskar:" Don't expect softness and love type things from me, I can't do that and I won't be like that... But except of it, make sure about one thing..." He pauses, swara is still looking his face, he completes his words by saying that:" I'm only yours now"

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I'm hope ep5

She again opened the door of her wonderland, as the passage of time Shayan became her good friend in those days. But don't know why whenever she saw his photo, he thought that she saw him before. His friend list was locked, so she couldn't clear her confusion because she didn't want to open her identity to him.
She wrote message to him:" Hey! How are you?"
"prayers of yours" she got answer immediately and smiled to read it.
She smiled, he was the master words and used it in a good style which made him different. He became good friend of Umeed... But just a minute, she was Mahar Mah at that time and he was friend of Mahar Mah, not Umeed.
"sometimes, you're treating me just like a princess" she wrote by thinking something.
She got the answer:" Because you're a princess Mahar Mah! He prominence the word "Mahar Mah".
She got confuse what the connection between her name and princess. And she asked this thing from him too.
Shayan:" Don't you watch 'Mera Sultan'?"
She asked:" What's that?"
She got his "lol" in answer. She fumed to saw it.
Shayan:" Aray! This is Urdu dubbed Turkish drama! I'm amazed that you're not watching Turkish dramas by living in Pakistan"
She irritated and wrote:" I'm living in Pakistan, not in Turkey.." Uff! Was this really a question? Was she really have time to watch dramas?
She passed her half day in university, she was web developer, so she did this work as part Time job. Except of it, she took many responsibilities of home as well as she was editor of university magazine. Is she really have time to watch drama? She thought tat he degraded her by saying this.
Shayan:" Well! Don't you read history?"
She didn't have any interest in historical or literature books. She only read business magazines, course books and online courses about web developing and research about new tech.
She wrote:" I don't have interest in history... I believe on today instead of looking back"
Shayan:" I'm not agree with you.. But it was said by a philosopher that you can't win by arguing.. So you just know this thing that Mahar Mah was the princess of turkey... Actually almost last princess of turkey" she read the message and smiled.. She was about to write next message but she boggled and stopped.
She again read his message and old messages again and again. She opened his ID and got her answer.
"uff Umeed! How could you do this?" She hit her wit for doing this mistake. Yeah! This was him.. Who came there house once and fond of Turkish dramas and sang always the tone of "Ishq-e-mamnu",
He was cousin of Romana and Arman who went abroad for study. She relented to accept his friend request. She didn't write reply of his message and logged out silently.
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Her exams of first semester was going on and study was dizzied on her head. She was virus of computer, so she took out many ways of earning and because of it she didn't need to do work. She did every work with the permission of daddy and she was happy that his behavior was changing day by day.
She was repented for her deed but as the passage of time, she recovered her and accepted Shayan as his friend because she thought that he was a nice guy and didn't know anything about it. So it didn't make any difference to keep friendship with him.
So she stayed normal with him. But one day, something strange happened in her life, which changed her from inner side and which would be help destiny to change her nature.
She came her wonderland after completion of first semester
Then Shayan asked her one thing:" Listen! Do you love someone?"
She smiled like a princess after reading his question. Look! Love isn't a thing of lever of princess!!
She wrote:" Yes! I do.."
Shayan:" Whom?"
Umeed:" With my parents, family, siblings, friends, with my dadi, my country, my work, my career, I love flowers, butterflies which suck flowers, their colors, I love light of fireflies, I love my room and the window from where I can see the moon and I love the moon" she wrote the most beautiful answer of this world.
Shayan:" Not with any particular person..?"
She laughed like waterfall was falling in the lake... Was anyone make him understand that? Love is love, not a query of accounting that we've to do love with particular person..
She wrote:" Not with any particular person"
Shayan:" Well! Do you like poetry?"
Umeed:" Poetry...hmm. Yeah! I read poem of Wordsworth in 12th standard.. I liked it" she wrote like that William Wordsworth was the employee of her courtiers.
He irritated by her answer and sent icon of it.
He again asked:" Do you like stories?"
She:" I read only in my course books, except it I only read my course books and research papers" she wrote like that stories...? How stories work for this princess?
"well! Do you love someone?" She saw the moon from her window and said.
Subject smiled to her generosity:" Yes I do"
She asked with indifference:" With whom?"
"with Umeed" she read and numbed to read it. She read it again because she thought that she read it mistakenly. She felt dizzy to read it..."with Umeed"
She starred screen with fear that whether he knew that she was Umeed, not Mahar Mah.
The witches of fears were surrounding in her mind. The witch who came to destroy her monarchy. The princess was unaware of that witch and there's no wizard OZ who came here to rescue her kingdom.
"Umeed?" She hardly wrote this word.
Shayan:" Yes! She's my uncle's daughter... I saw her before three years later..  I don't know which thing attracted me towards her but I fell in love with her..." There was long message about his love but she forgot to read it.
She thought "OZ.."
Yes! He was wizard.. His OZ who wil rescue her from the witch.
Mahar Mah wasn't a princess but she became Umeed.
A strange man came into her life...
A person who watched Turkish serials, studied in oxford, read "pyar ka pahla shahar" and still watching cartoons of tom and jerry.
He was unique and different from others.  And how could it possible that no one will love this unique prince. .
But she was Mahar Mah and he loved with Umeed.
She became normal slowly and looked her best friend moon and smiled lovingly.
Moon smiled to see her and whispered in her ear:" Listen! I know the deep secret of your heart.. You never told me but I know and don't worry about it, I hide this into the depth of my heart that in this world someone loves you"
After hearing the answer of moon, her smile widened.

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