Swasan A path hate to love ep6

Next day, Sanskar woke up and found himself on a floor, because of hangover of last night, he couldn't understand where be was fall asleep. He again recalled her words and a heavy layer of rage came into his heart and he said:" She's not know me very well that what type of person I'm! And what I do with that people who insulted me... Well she'll know soon"
He intercom to Lavanya to take lemon juice for him and then sought out his mobile and called Shanaya.
After two rings, she picked up the call:" Shanaya! Come Delhi today..." He said in cold voice.
Shanaya:" What happened Sanskar? Is everything ok there?"
Sanskar:" I said come here, otherwise I'll come to you and you know me very well" he again said in same cold tone.
Shanaya understood his condition because she's the only one who can understand him without allowing him to utters any word.  :" Ok! In coming, you just cool down"
He took a shower to cool down himself and went to his work.
Sanskar went to office and called Payal in his cabin.
Pagal came and he signed her to sit.
Sanskar started his conversation like it:" You look really stunning Payal in blond hairs"
She boggled to listen it because she had black hairs but few years later when she was gone to honeymoon with her boyfriend by telling lie to her family, that time she dyed her hairs in blond shade.
Sanskar continued his conversation:" Tell me your price Miss Payal! Why are you trying to trapping me?"
Payal understood his intention and didn't want to leave this chance:" I need some money sir!"
Sanskar took out check book and gave her check of her demanded amount:" Take this and now tell me whatever I'll ask to you and tell me truth because I dont depend on one source of information, if you'll tell me lie, I'll must know that... So don't you dare to tell the lie to me"
Payal understood:" Yes sir!"
Sanskar:" What's the name of that girl?"
Payal:" Swara.."
Sanskar:"hmm.. Tell me everything about her which you have known"
Payal gasped:" I don't know so much about her, she's best friend of my sister and they've group of five friends. She's simple girl and didn't attend so much parties specially night parties"
Sanskar was listening him carefully and said:" Which type of character she has?"
Payal didn't understand why was he taking interest in her but she told her what knew:" As I know her, she has good character, I never heard about any bad thing about her"
Sanskar:" This is enough for me and you can leave office from today and tomorrow you can give resignation letter to my new secretary because I don't want unprofessional people in my hotel"
Payal lurched and leaved.
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Swara noticed silver car in front of her college after that incident.  She always confused to see that car because she thought that she saw that car before also, but where? She couldn't remember.
But she always confused to see that man and the car, it's because she knew very well that no one is so much rich in her college to afford this luxurious car.
It was routine of that car from some months but one day he came out from car and asked to give lift to her.
Swara:" I don't want anything from you, just go on your way"
Sanskar:" I'm already on my way, you're not on the right way"
Swara:" I think you don't get your limit"
Sanskar:" There's no limit for me miss Swara gadodia" he took her name to show her his limit.
Swara got furious to listen it but inside her heart she also frighten because she could understand his sources and she didn't want to get conflict with any rich spoilt man.
Sanskar:" So now may I drop you Swara?"
Swara:" No thanks" she said and took her path to unawre that what's her real path.
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Sanskar and Shanaya were drinking special thing in the house of Sanskar.
Shanaya tackled her drink to him and said:" Cheers for my friend who fall in love finally"
He jerked to listen her:" I don't love her you know very well that love is nothing for me just figment of fool's mind and when I I don't believe in love then why can I fall in that?"
Shanaya opened the shutter of new bottle and poured drink in Sanskar's glass:" But stop living alone dear! If you don't love her then it's ok! As I know you this is girl whom you can marry, so marry her and start your family life?"
Sanskar laughed to listen her:" Family... Love..marriage...? These are nothing for me Shanaya! I think you should join comedy show because you're joking so well" by saying this he hold her.
Shanaya pushed him and said in serious tone:" Look Sanskar! You really need to be married... You live this type of life so long but as I know you, you're the family man your inner family man forced you to take sleeping pills every night"
Sanskar sank in deep thought to listen her words because she was saying this.
He took bottle from her and threw her on his bed and came to her:" Then why don't you marry with me?"
Shanaya looked into his eyes:" Now you're joking Sanskar... Maybe I can accept your proposal but I love my freedom so much, so I would not make this flop deal"
Sanskar laughed to listen her and put his lips on her but suddenly he saw Swara's face on her and leaved.
Shanaya:" You again imagined her"
Sanskar nodded his head.
Shanaya held his shoulder:" Marry her... I sense that this girl can change you and your life and this type of innocent and simple girl can suit you, instead of me"
Sanskar turned to her:" Sure?"
Shanaya:" You can believe me"
Sanskar nodded and smirked to think about his plan.
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When Sanskar decided to marry Swara, he again followed her in the way of her college and asked her about lift and said:" May I drop you miss?"
Swara:" I think, you've any smuggling work, because how can you follow me daily in the same way? Don't you have any work?"
Sanskar smirked and said:" Nowadays I've only one work to get you and I'll follow you till hell my dear! "
Swara irritated to listen it and again  took her but he still followed her and held her arm.
Swara pushed him:" How dare you to touch me, I can complain to police"
Sanskar smiled to listen her:" Yes you can complain..."
Swara tried to free herself:" What do you want from me?"
Sanskar:" You?"
Swara:" I'm not that type of girl, please leave me"
Sanskar:" I know you're not that type of girl, so that's why I'm asking you to marry me?"
Swara shocked to listen it:" I think you're mad who proposing me on the way"
Sanskar:" I can propose you on your home too"
Swara:" Just leave me.." She tried hard to free herself but finally in rage she slapped him. He was shocked to see her because in his life, no one ever beat him. He burned with rage and tighten his grip around her wrist:" How dare you to slap me... You'll pay for it"
He jerked his hand and she finally succeeded to free herself and ran away from there.
Sanskar shouted behind her:" One day you'll beg me to marry you"
Swara turned and shouted in a same way:" Yes off but in your dreams Mr!"
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Swasan A path hate to love Ep5

She wakes up and finds him sleeping beside her. She sense that someone is knocking at the door, she slowly stands up and puts on her night gown.
She opens the door and finds Sujata there.
Sujata:" You're still in night dress Swara! I told you yesterday about desert making ritual, so be ready and come outside to start work"
Swara is confused what to answer her because Sanskar said to her that she never allowed to goes anywhere when he's at home.
She says her situation to Sujata. Sujata shakes her head and says:" Ok! Do one thing, wakes him up and come outside with him",
Swara nods tensely and prays to God to spare her in this sandwich situation between mom and son.
She goes to bed and slowly shakes his shoulder to wake him up.
He murmurs without opening his eyes:" Stop it Shanaya... Let me sleep" he changes his side to sleep but suddenly he sense that he's in his room and it's Swara who waking her up.
He opens his eyes and says in irritating voice:" What happened? Why are you waking me?" He takes a glance on clock and says:" It's time to go to hotel..." .
Swara says hesitantly:" Actually mom want me to do desert making ritual now"
He stands up from bed and says:" You're my wife Swara! You don't need to listen her more... I fed up from that typical ritual... Don't need to go outside"
He says and leaves to bathroom room to  freshen up.
He comes out after taking bath and finds her in a deep thought.
Sanskar:" What is my wife thinking?"
Swara boggles from his voice and shakes her head in no:" Nothing"
Sanskar comes ahead of dressing table and brushes his hairs while Swara is in still night dress with deep thought.
Sanskar turns to her and says:" Swara.."
Swara looks him:" Yes!"
" You can do ritual, this is reward of your last night hug" Sanskar puts on his jacket and leaves downstairs but he turns and days again:" Get change and come downstairs, I'll be waiting for you on dining table"
Swara nods with the same state and Sanskar thinks:" She's must thinking about Shanaya, well! She would know about her soon because as become the part of my life, Swara will know everything about my life and Shanaya is important part of my life and she's the one who pushes me to marry Swara"
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Scene changes to the two years ago, when Sanskar was at his hotel's cabin and doing work when he heard the knock on the door.
He's habitual that he never takes off his eyes from work whenever he does any work.
He allowed next person to come inside, it was his secretary named as Payal.
Payal:" Sir! I've come here to invited you for the birthday party of my sister"
Sanskar lifted his brow and took a glance of his secretary who was trying to trapping him.
Sanskar stopped his fingers for a moment:" I told you that I'm not interesting in making relationship with my employees" he said in impassive tone which could easily numbed her.
Payal kept the card on his table and changed her tone of talking with him:" Ok sir! I keep this card there, if you feel comfortable then must come"
"you may go now" he said without taking off his eyes from the screen.
She was about to say leave when Sanskar called her, she happily turned.
"don't talk with me with this tone , I'm your boss, not your boyfriend... Be a professional otherwise, there's no any lack of educated females"
Payal nodded and leaved while he got a message on his mobile.
He read the message which increased his rage at once.
He stopped his work and  took his mobile to make a call someone.
Next person attended the call and he said in calm but furious tone:" What the hell is this Shanaya? I told you many time, you must inform me two days ago before leaving the city"
He heard her low voice of giggling which raised his rage.:" You're smiling and you know my problem very well"
This time she said in serious tone:" There's no any lack of girls for you my dear, try one of them and yeah! Your secretary is also there, as I observed, she's eagerly waiting for that time when Sanskar Maheshwari will give her a chance"
Sanskar smiled proudly to listen her and said:" Firstly, she's my employee and you know my rules, don't make relationship with your staff and secondly I never try for any girl... Girls are always seeking chance for Sanskar Maheshwari"
Shanaya laughed to listen it:" You're absolutely right, then go any party or pub, you'll must find someone"
Sanskar looked the invitation card which Payal kept:" Yeah! I've one card of birthday party, Payal gave me"
Shanaya:" Then go there, you can't make relationship with your employees but you can make with her friends or relatives.. By the way middle class girls easily flattered on rich men"
Sanskar laughed to listen it:" I think I've to go there because there sleeping pills kill me soon and I don't wanna die"
Shanaya:" Don't worry my partner! Devil has always a long life"
Sanskar rejoiced her taunt and said:" I like your way of taunting"
Shanaya:" Sanskar I gonna go there, you take care yourself, don't take sleeping pills, go to party or take a girl to enjoy"
Sanskar:" Bye" and disconnected the call.
Shanaya was his best friend plus partner. He found her working with his business partner seven years ago and from that time, both are fulfilling each others desire for just completing their needs.
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Swara comes downstairs after changing. She is wearing red and white suit and makes ponytail. She always feels comfortable with this dressing, Sanskar already told her not to wear saree, so she only wears comfortable dresses.
Sanskar is waiting for her while Sujata is trying to serve him food.
Sanskar:" Mom! Lavanya will serve us food, you please don't do it"
Sujata:" But son this is ritual of our family that always women serve men" she sees Swara "look! Swara has come, if you don't want me to serve then let her"
Swara has come and about to serve but Sanskar holds her hand and makes her sit:" Sit there and take a breakfast, now I don't need any argument, if anyone wanna live my house, they have to follow my rules"
Sujata understands his words and silently takes breakfast.
After breakfast Sanskar leaves and Sujata calls  Annapurna and Sumi to come and participate with her in Swara's ritual.
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Swara made meal for everyone but there's time of lunch so now they're gathered at the lounge and eating ice cream.
Laksh:" Tell me your love story Bhabhi! By the way Bhai never hide me anything but in  this regard, he didn't talk to me"
Ragini:" Yes Swara! I wanna know too" then she turns to Laksh:" You know Laksh, she also didn't tell me anything, I think there is desk between her and jiju, not to tell anything about their story"
Laksh:" Don't worry Ragini! Now she'll tell us the story"
Swara sighs and looks both of them:" Actually we first met at my friend's birthday party"
She reminisces that time, it was time when she went to her best friend's birthday party and Siya demanded her to sing a song.
She didn't want to sing because she felt shy because of crowd of people but Siya forced her continuously.
Finally she agreed and started singing the song.
"Aye humnava mujhe apna bana le
Sukhi padi dil ki iss zameen ko bhiga de
Hmm… Hoon akela zara hath bada de
Sukhi padi dil ki iss zameen ko bhiga de
Kabse mein dar dar phir raha
Musafir dil ko panaah de
Tu aawargi ko meri aaj thehra de"
Sanskar heard this melodious voice and forget to talk that girl who was trying for him.
He leaved that girl and wanted to see the owner of this melodious voice.
" Ho sake toh thoda pyaar jata de
Sukhi padi dil ki iss zameen ko bhiga de"
Sanskar looked her she's simple girl who is wearing long maxi of full sleeves. Don't know what but he felt something stange to see her.
"Murjhaayi si shaakh pe dil ki
Phul khilte hai kyun
Baat gulon ki zikr mahek ka
Acha lagta hai kyun
Un rangon se tune milaya
Jinse kabhi main mil nahi paaya
Dil karta hai tera shukriya"
Sanskar decided to talk with that girl and he was sure that she would happily agree to be with her.
"Issi bahane tu laa de
Dil ka sunaa banjar mehka de
Sukhi padi dil ki iss zameen ko bhiga de
Hm… Hoon akela zara hath bada de
Sukhi padi dil ki is zameen ko bhiga de"
After completion of her song, he went to her, everyone started dancing, he also asked from her to dance but she politely refused to dance.
Sanskar understood that she was just pretending in front of him because to raising her price.
He set with her and said:" Ok if you don't want to do dance. We can talk"
Swara looked him with amazed:" Excuse me...? I have no any interest to talk with you"
Sanskar smiled proudly:" You would be, then you'll know me.."
Swara:" I know you very well! Don't think that if you've money than you can buy anything, it's better to go from here because I don't want to spoil the environment of my friend's party"
He understood that she's not that type girl, but he felt so much insult to listen her words:" I talked to you politely that doesn't mean you can talk to me in this tone, you don't know me Miss... " he held her arm but she jerked and shouted:" Get out from there"
Everyone started to looking them and Sanskar's face became red because of feeling insult. He looked here and there and leaved that place.
Payal tried to stop him but he didn't, she also scold her but she didn't care about him.
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That day Sanskar rushed to his house and broke out everything of his room.
"how dare this girl to insult me? She considers herself so precious then she does not know everyone has any price and I'll just show her, her price" he grinned .

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Swasan A path hate to love ep38

Shanaya, Ragini and Laksh go to walk, both are remaining near the bonfire.Swara sees his gaze which is touching her face slowly, suddenly he feels suffocation and puts out packet of cigarette. She shocked to see cigarette on his hand, he stands up and goes a bit far from her. Her mouth opens because of his action and she follow him.
Swara slowly snatches cigarette from him, he looks her but says nothing.
Swara:" Doctor forbid you for smoking"
He slowly takes out the cigarette from her hand and takes out his lighter:" I need it" his tone is bit harsh and rude. She first time listen his this tone, whatever he said to her and done with her, he never used this type of tone. His tone was always soft and firm sometimes cold also but never harsh and rude. Sanskar looks her from face to toe and first time, he notices his wife properly after his marriage. Swara puzzles to feel his gaze, there is much darkness and small flames are remained in the wood. Sanskar comes to her and she steps back but there is a tree behind her. Sanskar keeps his hands on tree and makes cage of his arm around her, Swara looks down because of his heated gaze is melting her slowly slowly.
Although moon on its early date but the small rays of moonlight is reflecting his face while Swara is in shade side.
Sanskar:" What's your problem Swara?"
Swara is shock to listen that words and lifts her face:" What.. Do you mean Sanskar?"
Sanskar presses his arm and says in harsh voice:" Why are you behaving so sweetly? What did Shanaya told you?"
Swara:" Shanaya told me nothing..."
Sanskar looks her suspiciously and asks:" Sure? Because if I'll know that you're telling me lie, then you don't know me that who am I?"
Swara feels bit fear but she remembers Shanaya's words.

Before going back from her school, Shanaya asked from her something.

Shanaya:" Swara do you love him?"

Swara nodded slowly, Shanaya felt much happy to see her reply and hugged her.

Shanaya:" Listen to me carefully Swara, never ever tell him that I told you about his past, otherwise maybe he'll never accept your love"

Swara confused to listen her:" But why Shanaya? What's the connection of his past and my love?"

Shanaya sighed and held her hand:" Maybe it's his psychology or whatever but as I know him, if you'll tell him that you know his past then, he'll weigh your love in the form of sympathy and he hates sympathy. You don't know, he's philosopher type thing, he weighs everything, observes carefully and trust on his wits only... You cried in front of him, he'll never believe you until he understands this thing by his wit that you accepted him the way he's... Now understand?"

Swara said in confuse state:" Little bit... You talk complicated things and he's complicated itself, I don't know what would happen this average mind girl between you both complicated person"

Then she decided to not to makes him notice that she knows his past but he has great wit which can observe changing in her attitude.

Swara nods her face and says:" You can ask from Shanaya too"

Sanskar nods and leaves her while Swara wishes that he shouldn't leave her.

Sanskar lights his cigarette, but Swara slowly takes out cigarette from his hand.

He needs cigarette so much because this silence, darkness and black art of night are making him crazy and increasing his need while he can neither sleep nor fulfill his need.

So because of her act, he jerks but he reminisces his promise and calms down himself. He turns towards her and says in heavy voice:" I've inhaler Swara! You don't need to worry about anything"

Swara wishes that she could become his inhaler.

Sanskar looks her in same statue posture and taunts on her:" Well! I think if you would be widow, then you'll be happiest girl in this world"

Swara looks him with pain that how could he said this words so easily.

A tear breaks the cage of her eyelashes and she says nothing just crushes burning cigarette in her fist.

Sanskar notices this and takes her hand immediately:" Are you mad? Is anyone hurt himself just like you did?"

Sanskar slowly opens her fist and finds black burn mark on it.

She's crying but this is not because of pain of burning, it is pain of his words.

Sanskar curse himself that after making promise to keep her happy, he makes her cry on first step of his promise.

He just forgets his need and cigarettes, he just looks his burn palm and scolds her:" You're just..." Suddenly he stops himself and stands her up:" There is no any first aid box, come on... We're going to doctor" he stands up, softly holds her wrist and slowly drags her but she stops him:" I don't need it Sanskar"

Sanskar notices mixture of tears in her voice and sighs. He sits again and looks her first time with concern:" Look

Swara! I know burning is such painful wound, you don't need to be careless about it"

Swara:" I'm ok Sanskar!"

" you're not Swara!"  Sanskar says in firm voice.

He slowly drags her towards car, Swara is just starring him during their small journey. He buys first aid box from

medical store and puts burning tube paste on her palm.

Swara:" It's paining"

Sanskar does his work of holding her hand and putting paste on it:" Hmm I know"

Swara lifts her eyes to him and asks in curious way:" How do you know?"

Sanskar finishes and says:" Because you're human being and it's normal that human feels pain of burning"

Swara thinks:" What about inside burning Sanskar?" But she says nothing.

Sanskar starts the car and she wishes that they'll not reach their destination but this journey would be going on till

her eyes get tired of watching him..

He feels her gaze and turns to her, she immediately offs her eyes on him and starts looking outside.

Weather of Mysore was cold but she's really burning from inside.

Swara reminds something and turns to him:" Sanskar!"

Sanskar is still looking ahead:" Hmm.."

Swara:" You found the first aid box but you couldn't find sleeping pills yesterday"

Sanskar looks her and gasps:" There's many reasons of it, first my dose of sleeping pills bit high, it's not easily

available here and without Dr recommendation, no one buy this pills, and second I was not in my mind.."

Swara confuses to listen it:" In my mind...??"

Sanskar stops the car, they reached their destination but no one is stepping out from car.

Sanskar opens his seat belt and completely turns to her.

"actually Swara, this mind" he touches her vein of brain "is much complicated than any computer, it preplanned,

determined and if any program get corrupted, it'll numb for sometime, my mind is much complicated... You know

what why? Because I feed it so much, from sweet to bitter experiences... Well!  If I'll say in simple words then it'll

be like that once I planned something and it'll not happened properly, I become mad.. I can't bear my minor

defeats even, this is it"

Sanskar ups his hands and steps out from car while she's starring him with wonder "what a man he's!"

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When they reached, Laksh and Shanaya are hanging out together while Ragini isn't there.

Laksh:" Oh you both come?"

Shanaya:" Are you ok now Swara?"

Swara jerks her shoulder and says:" Absolutely.. It was minor wound, don't know why Sanskar dragged me from

there"

They sit with them and Sanskar turns to her:" If you feel sleepy, you can go to inside the tent"

Laksh:" Yes Bhabhi! Your sister already fell asleep, you can join us, we brothers won't sleep"

Swara:" And what about Shanaya?"

Shanaya:" Don't worry about me, this is not our first bonfire, we arranged this type of things many time"

Her eyes widened to listen it:" What would you in this type of things?"

Sanskar:" Hanging out all night... Now you can go" last part of his sentence is in imperative form which shows

command.

Swara understands that he doesn't want her here but she wants to be there, she looks Shanaya for help, she

understands..

Shanaya:" Let Swara join us Sanskar! Now this is part of our team"

Sanskar looks Shanaya and says strictly:" She would not become part of my any team Shanaya!" He turns to Swara

"now go and get sleep, I told you I don't used to say any word again"

Swara understands his firm voice, she makes face and sees the Shanaya who's also helpless when he used this type

of tone.

She's about to get up but Laksh interrupts:" Bhabhi! Stay here, Bhai will not say anything to you"

Sanskar:" Lucky you're.."

Laksh removes the bottles from ahead of them and says:" We will not drink... Ok? Then you shouldn't any issue, if

Bhabhi stay there"

Sanskar can't say no to this person, so he gasps and allow her to stay there.

Swara looks Laksh with gratefulness, Laksh consoles her from eyes.

Shanaya:" If we'll not drink, then what would we do?"

Swara:" What do you do commonly on bonfire"

Laksh:" Only drinking and sometimes, when I bring my girlfriend then..."

Suddenly he stops and realizes that what he gonna about to say.

Shanaya:" What do you do commonly when you make plan to wake up all night"

Swara hesitates to listen her question:" Actually we never do this type of things, we were not allowed to stay out

of home all night, I commonly went parties but not those which going on in all night"

After completion of her words, Shanaya and Sanskar look each others significantly.

Laksh:" Whooo... Take a breath.. Laksh is here and you don't to be worried, we can chat all night, because we three

know each others very well, actually more than very well, then its time you should know us in the same manner,

specially Bhai"

Sanskar eyes him:" Lucky.."

Laksh stops him:" Bhai! You always told us, we should be fair in everything then why are you hiding yourself with

your wife?"

Sanskar raises his hands, Laksh turns to Swara:" Now tell us about you?"

Swara puzzles:" About me what?"

Laksh:" I mean to say, how much do you love our Bhai?"

Swara blushes clearly and three of them noticed this thing and take it in their own way of thinking.

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I'm hope Ep8

Umeed didn't reply anything to him, just silently deactivate her id and shut down her laptop. She went towards her window of room, moon had reached to its lunacy.
She looked moon nd whispered:" My friend! Have I done right? I have no need to escape from my environment now... Everything gonna be right in my life, hmmm I'm not completely happy but I'm satisfied, I don't want to be Mahar Mah more, if Shayan loves Umeed,he'll must do anything through he can get his love, otherwise my father is with me and this is enough for me" She was saying sadly and closed the door of window.
She went to her bed and decided to not to miss Shayan again.

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Daddy was arranging great party at home on their anniversary, every year they celebrate their anniversary in  foreign country in trip without children.

This time, they changed the plan, just because of Umeed because many of his business partners and relatives want

her but he didn't want to show her in front of anyone like a toy for selling.

So he was arranging the party for this purpose.

In those days, mummy was also seeking girl for Arman but most shocking news was that mummy was planning for Romana's engagement.

Umeed thought that she's so young to get engage but amazingly she was happy with that alliance because she liked her would be.

Daddy was also not agree to fix her alliance, in his point of view, first they've to seek the groom for Umeed then they will think about Romana but mummy was trying to convince him that it was only engagement.

Romana was with mummy, Arman was with papa but she was neutral as usual.

In those days, only their proposals, party themes and decorations and guests were discussing.

Umeed was sad about to leave her wonderland and disgusting with these issues, so she voluntarily participated in
the aid camp of her university group which arranged functions and festivals in the main city site and earn money to pay the fees of poor students.

She was only paid money to them everytime because of her tough schedule, she couldn't participated but this time, she took leave from everything and participate with them.

They arranged festival on the beach which would be going on whole day.

They had to arrange stalls in professional style, their professors were also there to guide.

But there is a problem, when she went their to give her name for participation, then teacher asked the name of her partner.

Umeed:" Partner...?"

Teacher:" Yes! You've to arrange stalls. So every stall would be settled by two students"

She gasped to listen it because now she had to seek the business graduation student.

She asked from Romana to make pair with her but she she denied.

Romana:" You stay with your social work, I can give you my pocket money but I don't have time to participate with you, you know mummy is planning for my engagement on her anniversary party"

Umeed suspiciously asked:" Whom are you going to marry?"

Romana:" You don't know him because it was mummy's relatives"

She nodded because she really didn't know many of mummy's relatives.

She was about to leave for university when someone came inside the home.

It was her mummy's sister, she came here after a long time.

She greeted her.

Aunt:" Are you Umeed? You've grown up and become beautiful"

Umeed smiled slowly asked:" How are you aunty?"

Aunty:" I'm quite well! And you?"

Umeed:" Me too.. Well! Excuse me, I'm getting late for university"

She allowed her to go..

She went university and asked many junior to become her partner. But she couldn't find any companion for her

because she participated in last days, so many of students who were participating, already made their pair and whom who didn't participate, they were not agree to paired with her.

When she fed up from asking everyone, she went to the best place of relaxing pf every student, canteen. But it was welcome week, so there's so much crowd because classes were not going on. She felt thirsty and wanted to take a juice and she had not courage to go to department for drinking water. She tried many time but she fed up and went to the stairs of canteen.

She took out her mobile and purposelessly changed the dp of her what'sapp when someone gave her juice.

She lifted her face, it was Faraz.

He had one juice and coffee in other hand.

Faraz:" I'm not sitting with you, just take it, I saw you that you want this, so I took this for you, you like mango flavour, I took this"

Umeed smiled and took juice from him because she really needed this:" Thank you"

Faraz:" By the way, what are you doing here in these days? As I know in welcome week only three types of students come here, one who has so much time to waste so they come here for enjoying with friends, second the fresher and third the volunteers... I'm in first category"

Umeed gasped:" I'm in third category"

Faraz eyes widened:" But today there is no any meeting of volunteers. Why are you come here?"

Umeed:" Actually I need a partner to make pair and do work with me, but I couldn't find anyone"

Faraz was about to say something but after thinking something, he said nothing and leaved.

She starred him while going towards his group, suddenly she realized something and called him:" Faraz!"

Faraz was far away from her.

She was slinging her bag and clasped juice and her stuff to chase him.

she got up from stairs and ran towards him.

She breathed heavily because of the her stuff and running.

She again called his name, this time he listened and turned.

He went towards her:" What happened Umeed?"

Umeed:" Will you become my partner?"

Faraz's eyes widened.

Umeed:" Actually.. I didn't find anyone for pairing, if you'll then  you'll must get reward from god for this good work"

Faraz smiled bitterly:" My father is sponsor of this all and my mother was doing this types of things from my childhood, and you know very well Umeed how was my childhood... I already had so much reward for their good work... I'm fed up to take this reward from my childhood. I've no wish to gain more reward"

Umeed disappointed to listen it and about to turn but he called her again:" But if you give me your smile as my reward then I'll must do this goodness"

Umeed turned and smiled to listen it. Her smile reached to her eyes which can beat the brightness of great sun.

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Yaaram ep 11

That time a minor incident happened that turn into a big problem. An other group approached her and few other class fellows of her. They wanted to arrange party for the new classes. And they gave this opportunity to university students to arrange party so that they could earn ponds in few hours. Her few class fellows and she said yes to them. They've to manage every arrangement of party from decoration to serving. Party was arranged in the house of one of them and that house was located in almost depopulated area.

Early evening, they arranged everything. Their remaining work was serve the food to every guest which was arranged far from tables.

"you seems like Pakistani" Erik and his friends suspected on her.They came there to see the management of party.

"I'm also Pakistani" she felt offence.

"no.. I mean to say.. They're fearing... Actually they're so much fearing"

Amraha:" Who afraid?"

Erik:" Many of the students whom will come in the party"

Amraha:" Are they have Pakistani phobia?"

Erik:" No.. Maybe yes...actually news, tv and media spoiled their mind... Please don't offence but they're people of weak belief, they believed what they watched in news and you're muslim too... They're afraid from bomb blasting"

Amraha:" afraid of bomb blasting... I'm muslim? What do you mean of your words? I also afraid from bomb blasting but I don't tell you this thing" she didn't understand.

Erik:" Look! You minded, you're taking us wrong.. No any bomb is gonna be blast there... I mean nothing would happened then why are you fearing?"

Amraha:" Is there any chance to happen anything.. Are you frightening you?"

Erik:" I'm just telling you because some students uncles and fathers are in police department, you don't worry, I'm just telling you"

Amraha felt dizzy:" What do you mean to say and making me understand ?"

Erik:" Nothing... I'm just sharing things to you"

Amraha:" This isn't a way of sharing ideas, you're starring me suspiciously. You're thinking that I'm gonna bomb blast there... What type of joke is this?"

Erik:" No! We're not talking about it, you're thinking don't know what?"

Amraha:" Yes! You didn't say straight but it was mean to say the same dangerous thing"

Erik:" Don't need to be afraid.  Your color is turning to pale from now?"

Amraha:" What do you mean now?" She turned into pale.

They became confused:" Nothing.. We're just sharing ideas"

Amraha:" You're sharing dangerous thoughts. And I don't like this type of thing"

She starred her work but in her heart, she terrified that if anything will happen there, they'll blame to her and then police and then...? .

In lawn, they also arranged DJ in an upper side same like clubs. When day turned into dark, then twist lights increased twist of party. They checked DJ sounds which were dangerously high. Blue, yellow, green, red twist lights started to move.

Guests were coming and they served soft drinks on tables. They had to serve meal after two hours.

One hour passed, second too then they were arranged meal on tables. DJ experienced with light music which were liked by Amraha. She was about to put tray of glasses when Erik called her.

She was about towards him when the bomb blast was happened. The sound of blast was tearing the eardrums. Amraha fell on floor badly. She heard the bomb blast with screaming of humans. Then there was one minute silent. Amraha was never afraid so much in her life which she was afraid from that blast. She hardly stood up and other were also trying to move to their place. This was a horrible scene. Not because bomb blast was happened because everyone was starring her. She was wear long shirt with jeans and Erik told her that she had to do work with coveting head. So she covered her head with scarf.

She thought that it was her misunderstanding that everyone was starring her. But as she took a glance of her surrounding, her misunderstanding turned into reality because they were frozen on their place and starring her.

One of them pointed out to her with his shivering finger:" You.. You do this"

This little sentence was blasted on her head. She started to imagine in vary second about nine eleven, London blasts, news of tv and newspapers, documentaries, everything were mixing  in her mind and everyone started to say "you do this" her face showed her fear.

"no.. I don't know" she murmured but she couldn't answer them because of fear. She thought that she'll not utter any word in her whole life. And then the other blast was happened same like the first one.  She closed in ears by her fingers. The crowd of many glass pieces showered on her and she heard the moaning voice of girls and boys. This time she didn't fall, she stayed stand on floor but with horrible style. The sound of police cabs and fire brigade were echoed in whole environment. She could hear the voice of burning fire.

"she tied one bomb with herself" someone screamed and everyone was trying to stay away from her.

She was not believe in everything and she could hear the voice of police cab which was coming to her. Her misfortune did bomb blast in her party. She could imagine her photo in tomorrows newspaper and guessed about the news of tv. Few thousands Muslims would taken rally for her and court will tell their decision.  Her family would cursed her and she became terrorist although she was innocent. What would happen to her? She'll must die. She was started screaming from her full courage and like mad.

"I didn't do anything.. Didn't" she said five times in one second and still she was screaming. Group of every students which scattered around her, started to starring her.

"are you listening all? I didn't do anything" she said with her full courage and they were watching her like they were watching stage show.

"you.. Your media, your tv channels, all are lying.. You're making fool to this world, we're not terrorist, you're terrorist because you raised the frustration of people. You're the rotten apple, and I'm not so much fool that you blame on me and jailed me.. I'll kill all of you, I'm not terrorist"

She set on grass and started to cry with full sound. And this sound was raising every minute. The sound of police cab and fire brigade was stopped at once. Only her crying sound was echoed in party. And they were starring her like they were watching horror movie.

"this was practical joke with you"

She lifted her head on the familiar voice. She looked towards the voice. It was Aliyan who was enjoying the cocktail by sitting on a chair. He said this words in a calm attitude like he was watching opera.

"practical joke" she shocked to listen this. She couldn't believe that anyone could do this type of practical joke.

Aliyan:" After third blast, they would told you.. These seniors and juniors.."

"shut up.." She said in a full voice and then she pointed out everyone and said "shut up" to them individually.

"you.. British.. White people.. Rule to world.. You do what you wanted to do..  You consider us as slaves. You joked whenever you want and whenever you want made us slave. What do you think to us? Firstly, you came in our country, then ruled over us, insulted us and now you're making us terrorist. You envy with us that might be we would developed more than you"

Every person used their mother tongue for counting and abusing..  So she also started to shout on then in Urdu. Aliyan was translating with her:" You white people... Came to our country and we hosted you, made you king and gifted you koh-e-noor before leaving" Aliyan translated her words in his own way which raged her more. Amraha didn't have time to handle Aliyan this time.

"what do you consider yourself ? Yes! Tell ms.. You're most honorable and virtuous man.. And we're illiterate, uneducated, terrorist..huh?  Muslims are not terrorist? You and your nation made us terrorist.. An infant child is also terrorist if he's muslim.." Amraha's rage was touching to cloud nine. After finding her furious, no one had courage to say any word to her.Aliyan became silent and didn't translate her words.

"translation please" someone said from corner.

Amraha:" You only find this joke for practical joking? What you did in Guantanamo Bay?"

"they were  American" Aliyan said.

"they were tyrant and tyrants were not belong to any nation.. These all are same like them" she said while weeping and her eyes flowing the flood of tears. .

"translation please" someone said again. She looked everyone in full rage and this time she said in English:" If I get heart attack from this joke then? You're so much cruel that you planned this type of horrible prank, damn on you.. You're so small people.. You studied in great universities and you learned this thing? You all are dirty and illiterate.. You insulted me... Go to hell you all.. You spent so much ponds in these blasts, you can use that ponds.."

"we didn't spend ponds on it, it was happened like that" DJ pushed the button and she heard the sound. Allah saved them from evil eyes that how much they're talented.

" these crystals.. These were of hard crystal sheet" she threw that crystal on DJ and shouted:" May god break your fingers, may you all become deaf"

Aliyan came to her:" Relax.. It's enough now, stop it"

She became more angry:" Stop your nonsense" she again started crying like she cried before coming here. She knelt down and her tears were flowing into her eyes and they all encircled around her. But they didn't have any courage to go near to her who became tigress that time. It was practical joke and it became more practical. Now she was crying and everyone was looking her with shame.

Aliyan stood up and came to her:" They were just joking, forgive them"

But she was still sobbing.

Aliyan:" Please forgive them"

She lifted the eyes which were cried and sobbed from years, and looked Aliyan with them.

Aliyan numbed to see her. He did never see any eyes which have so much pain, sorrow, anger and grief at the same time. He saw black eastern eyes but he didn't see then complain in eastern black eyes. She was looking her with complaint in her eyes that he's the one who could speak Urdu and his name shown him Muslim.

Aliyan became silent to see her and his brown eyes complaint to him that they shouldn't go to these black eyes. So if he had done this, so he would have to face the horrible end of this.

If mundane love has any pet name, it would be rage of beloved's eyes ad if any pet name of crying, dark eyes, it would be Amraha.

Aliyan was hardly remembered that where he was and it was harder for him to took off his eyes from those tear filled eyes. He stood up suddenly and stepped back of two footsteps. And then he again ran towards her nd set again in front of her.

Master Bali was playing the melody of spring on his clarinet.

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I'm hope ep 7

Love is the journey if it would start once, it never meet with its end and vacate heart is always start this journey

eagerly. The vacate heart is hunted by the cruel emotion which called love.

But just a minute..  Really vacate heart?

Actually no...!

The heart filled with dreams, love and desires. The empty heard always carried these all emotions in it, only few

people know this secret.

Love.. Most beautiful emtion and nowadays she's feeling this emotion in her heart silently and secretly.

" I wish I could write one evening on your name" when she entered in her wonderland, a beautiful message was

awaiting for her.

She smiled and typed:" How?"

" this was my matter... Important thing is that, she'll be agree to spend one evening with me" a message came

from Shayan.

She didn't like his words, for spending one evening but this time she was Mahar Mah, so couldn't offence.

" will you tell me one thing?" She typed.

Shayan:" Yup.."

Umeed:" Which type of love, do you love her?"

Shayan:" Huh? I don't get you, I didn't know that there's any types of love exist in this world"

Umeed:" Yes! Type as well as levels"

Shayan:" Hmm.. Actually I don't know, the first time I saw her, I remember, she was wearing white dress and she

came from college that time... She was sweating...oh god! I can't express my words that how much she was looking

hot"

Umeed didn't remember that incident that time she wore white dress, she often didn't remember that what she

wore yesterday, how could she remind that what she wore before three to four years.

But after reading his message, she sank in multiple emotions. One side, she glade that he remembered small things

about her but on the other side, she didn't like his compliment on her.

Umeed:" What do you mean hot? Why are you boys used this word for girls, we're human being, not a cup of tea

that you'll consider us hot or cold" she typed in rage and sent.

A message come from there:" Cool down! I was just complimenting her beauty..."

Umeed:" This isn't a way of praising beauty" Shayan:" Hang on..."

Umeed:" Whatever"

She thought that he was studying in abroad, so it was common for him to using this type of words, so she shouldn't

angry on this and understood his nature. She smiles again and started typing the suitable answer for him.

*****************

Next morning, it was fine day and they were as usually gathered on dining table for breakfast.

Daddy was sitting and mummy was serving him breakfast. Both girls were taking their breakfast while Arman came

during closing his cufflinks.

Arman set and took an orange juice in glass:" Sorry.. I'm late today"

Romana:" You come late daily Bhai!"

Mummy eyed on Romana, so she took  her breakfast silently.

Arman:" Umeed! you made my tea, do you?"

Umeed lifted her head and hit her head:" Oh Bhai! I just forgot, ok! I'll make it"

Daddy stopped her:" Don't go Umeed.. Je should be punctual, then he's able to demand something"

Umeed again set Down on her seat and says sorry from eyes to him.

Mummy:" I think, we should fix alliance of him now..."

Daddy looked him who was 28 years old but his nature was still same as children.

Daddy turned to mummy:" First, we will marry of Umeed"

Everyone stopped for a while to listen it, Umeed coughed and Romana gave her water with saying this:" I think

Umeed aapi doesn't like your words daddy"

Umeed slowly took a sip of water.

Daddy:" Romana! This is not your matter to interfere..." Then he turned to mummy:" Many people asked me about

Umeed, my business partner wanted to come for Umeed, but I thought that she is so young for marriage.. But now

she's 22, so I think it's right time for marriage"

She didn't like her daddy's words but she knew she couldn't object, but she was a confident girl and their trust

gave her courage to utter the words in this matter, so she said:" Daddy! I don't want to interfere in this matter, you

know what's good for me, but..."

Daddy scowled and asked:" But..?"

Umeed downed her eyes, when daddy talked in this type of firm tone, no one ever have courage to object him,

even mummy couldn't object.Umeed collected her courage and said:" Actually, I wanna say, my mba is incomplete and I want to work with you"

Daddy looked her and smiled:" Don't worry Umeed! I thought about everything, there's many proposed of you, I

wondered when Gelanis asked about you that either I fixed your alliance or not because he wanted to come for his

nephew.. You know every family in our circle has eye on his nephew, but they chose you... You don't know how

much pleasure is this when someone praised you.. I'm proud of you my child and don't worry.. Trust you father, I'll

make that decision which will give you happiness"

Umeed heard his words with tear filled eyes and stood up from her place and hugged him:" I've complete trust on

you daddy, I accept your every decision regarding my life" saying this, Shayan's photo came in front of her eyes but

she decided what she would do but she'll not break trust of her father.

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She read somewhere that love gives great pain as well as happiness, she tasted happiness from many days but now

she had to feel the taste of bitterness and sorrow of love.

She always met with him as Mahar Mah, as a friend, she fell for him as a friend and now she had to break this

friendship as a friend otherwise might be she would break trust of her family.

She knew that this would be last night of her as Mahar Mah, she had to finish this adventure because now she was

gaining happiness and love in her real life. So, there's no use to play with toys for joy of her heart.

That night, Shayan mood was so good but she was absent minded that time.

Shayan:" I've a one good news for you"

Umeed bite her lips because she will gonna give him bad news.

Umeed:" Actually! I also want to share something with you"

Shayan:" Yeah sure.. Go ahead..."

Umeed didn't have courage to say that she'll not come here and she's Umeed and he wouldn't get him because

she only considered him as friend and she would marry wherever her father wants.

Umeed typed:" First you tell"

Shayan:" I've a big news, you'll forget your words, so tell me first"

Umeed:" No... I've something in detail, first you tell me"

Shayan:" Ok! Then listen.. I mean read carefully" Umeed:" Hmm.."

Shayan:" I'm coming Pakistan"

Umeed surprised plus shocked to read it and didn't understand what answer.

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Swasan a path hate to love ep 37

Recap:" Ragini wanted promise to Sanskar for Swara happiness, he's confuse"

Ragini:" What happened jiju? Promise me"

Sanskar boggles through his voice and looks her:" Hmm.. Actually isn't it hard promise?"

Ragini:" To keep happy your wife, is a hard task?"

Sanskar:" Not so much! But it's hard to keep happy anyone because we never keep happy everyone, sometimes,

we stick in situation, it's hardly to express but we can not do it exactly actually"

Ragini:" Now, you're telling philosophy"

Sanskar:" Philosophy is based on reality"

Ragini thinks for a while and says:" Hmm... Then make me promise that you'll not let any sorrow come to her"

Sanskar thinks:" I'm his big sorrow" then looks her hand, holds her and says:" This is also not possible Ragini..."

Ragini:" Ok! Then what's possible for human being?"

Sanskar:" Everything is possible for human being my dear! But it should be in front of our eyes.. And you know I'll

not allow your sister to go off from my sight"

Ragini:" Awww!! How romantic you're! Well! Then promise me that you'll keep happy her with you" Sanskar:" Ok! I promise, I'll make sure her any type of happiness, until she's with me"

Ragini:" Awkward promise"

Sanskar:" Hmm.."

Ragini in a teasing tone:" Isn't this impossible to do this task jiju?"

Sanskar bows down to her:" There's nothing impossible for Sanskar.. But one more thing is there"

Ragini:" That what?"

Sanskar:" Hmm.. It's bit complicated..."

Ragini:" Tell me.. I'll understand"

Sanskar:" I'll never leave your sister"

Ragini doesn't understand and she is about  to say something but Shanaya calls them:" Sanskar! Ragini! Come

here"

Ragini stands up:" Jiju! Now stand up! We're come here for enjoying, not for just sitting at one place"

They go towards them where Shanaya is arguing with Laksh while Swara is watching them like she's watching

interesting movie.

Sanskar:" What happened? Why are you arguing?"

Shanaya turns to him:" Your mad brother want to go for hiking this time?"

Sanskar:" So what?"

Shanaya:" So what, what do you mean? Is this time for hiking?"

Sanskar:" Lucky can do anything like Sanskar handle anything?"

Laksh makes face to Shanaya:" Oh Shanaya baby! You should agree with me"

Shanaya gives him disgusting look:" You're mad! Do whatever you want"

Sanskar turns to Laksh:" Don't go now, after opening ceremony of our hotel, we'll go together for hiking"

Laksh shows his thumb up to him:" Ok! Done, but don't make any excuse that time"

Sanskar looks Swara and says:" I always keep my words, you know very well"

Laksh:" I'm feeling hungry now, if you all dont want to eat something, I don't care, I  gonna eat my dinner"

Sanskar holds Laksh and they steps toward to their camp, while girls are chasing them slowly.

Ragini comes to Swara and says slowly in her ear:" If you and jiju come here alone, it'll be your honeymoon but

alas! We all become big distraction between the romance of you two"
She looks Sanskar, who's talking to Laksh and Shanaya is again teasing Laksh.

These three have strong and good bonding, she accepts this fact, so instead of breaking them, she has to become

part of their bond.

She looks her sister, who's still teasing her and smiles because she would be join their bond soon.

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After their dinner, Laksh takes out his guitar.

Swara:" I didn't know that you know to play guitar"

Laksh smiles proudly and says:" You don't know many things Bhabhi about us.. But you'll know soon"

She can understand the second meaning of his words and gets silent.

Laksh starts playing:" One song for my secret beloved" he glances to Ragini and starts playing Mark Antony's

"wherever you go"

The song is deep and Swara feels that song in her heart but she's not agree with its words because she will gonna

spend her whole life with him, so she doesn't need to say this type of word to him.

At the end of song, they clap for him and she changes her seat because she was sitting with  Ragini, Shanaya was

with Sanskar but she goes to Sanskar and sits with him.

Shanaya:" See! Your wife has come, so now I should go"

Swara stops her:" You don't need to go anywhere Shanaya"

Sanskar:" She's right, stay here"

But Shanaya stands up, I'm going for walk with Ragini , I'll join both of you later.

Ragini listens this:" We'll go for walk after one more song Shanaya"

Laksh raises his hands:" I'm not mood in to sing more"

Ragini makes face to him and says:" I'm not talking about you lucky, I'm talking about Swara" she started to call

him lucky.

Laksh:" Oh yeah! I remember, Bhai told me, when you two met first time, he heard her singing... So Bhabhi! Start

singing. I'll play guitar for you"
Swara hesitates and looks Sanskar, she knows he'll not say anything to him but don't know why, she wants to listen

this demand from him.

Shanaya understands her gaze to him and asks to Sanskar:" Sanskar! Do you like her singing?"

Sanskar looks her wife and holds her from shoulders and says:" Yeah! She sings well.." Swara lifts her eyes and her

eyes tackle to him, heat is still in those two penetrating gaze but this time that heat is soft and warm which relaxes

the body instead of burning.

He looks into her eyes in which, he only finds love nowadays but he's avoiding this type of gaze in his life because

of his ten years of business, now he's only good in making deal instead of love.

Swara is still awaiting for his next word, he smiles softly and says:" Would you like to sing a song for us?" He says

with authority, like he's not asking , just telling her. And she.. She's now understanding his tone.

She nods and looks down, Laksh asks:" Which song Bhabhi?"

Swara looks Sanskar who leaves her shoulder now and sits on the weights of his palms by pushing himself back and

still looking her.

This is time of night, moon has its early dates but there's weak moonlight but her heart has strong brightness to

observe the heat of his eyes and says slowly to Laksh:" Jaltay diye"

She again downs her eyelashes and feels his gaze touching to her cheek which gives her pink color in this dark

night.

"Sunte hain jab pyaar ho toh

Diye jal uthte hain

Tan mein, mann mein, aur nayan mein

Diye jal uthte hain"

She looks him, Ragini is slowly clapping for her, Laksh is playing guitar and Shanaya is listening her slowly. While

her beloved still watches her with same intensity and she can feel his heat is raising with her melody.

"aaja piya aaja

Aaja piya aaja ho..

Naa ja piya aaja

Teri hi tere hi liye, jalte diye

Bitani tere saaye mein, saaye mein

Zindagani bitani tere saaye mein, saaye mein"

She forgets that there is anyone exist except him, like the moon, her love is touching lunacy day by day and it's

almost about to complete its full circle.

Sanskar feels strange things in her eyes and he wanna avoid this thing because, she doesn't know there is no any

place of love in his heart. He wants to stop her but jerks his head because he reminds himself that there is nothing

like love in this world, so how can it possible that this is love which he can see in her eyes.
She observes that his eyes are stopping him.

" Kabhi kabhi..

Kabhi kabhi aise diyon se

Lag bhi jaati aag bhi

Dhule dhule se aanchalon pe

Lag hain jaate raag bhi

Hain viraano mein badalte

Dekhe mann ke baag bhi"
But she ignores the message of his eyes because she's not at place to stop and sit. She wants to go and conquer.

"Sapno mein shringar ho to

Diye jal uthte hain

Khwahishon ke aur sharam ke

Diye jal uthte hain

Aaja piya aaja teri hi, tere hi liye

Jalte diye..

Bitani tere saaye mein, saaye mein"

All clap at the end and Shanaya hugs her:" You're soo good! If your husband isn't such backward, then I'll must

advice you to sing professionally"

Swara smiles:" Its ok Shanaya! I also don't interest to sing professionally"

Laksh:" This is great Bhabhi (he turns to Shanaya) and baby why didn't you hug me after completion of my song"

Shanaya:" Kido! First grow up"

Laksh makes face to listen it:" I'm not a kid"

Shanaya:" You're! Right Ragini?"

She asks to Ragini ans Ragini nods.

Swara and Sanskar smiles together to see them and looks each others.

His soft gaze slowly touches her eyes, moaning of night is slowly moving into melody.

She's melting slowly and holds his hand and put her head on his shoulder.

He was amazed with her action but holds her with his all rights.

Shanaya and Laksh stop their arguing for a minute and look them.

Ragini gives them questionable look, they sign towards them, Ragini looks, three of them look each others and

smiles. Their smile silently pray for them.

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Swasan a path hate to love ep 4

Swara comes to the room where he finds him to taking any supplement.

She is not sure but she thinks that it is sleeping pills. She goes to her side and leans down on the bed while he falls asleep without saying any word to her.

He leans straight by putting his one arm on his eyes, he used to sleep in this posture.

Swara looks the ceiling purposelessly and he turned his side, now his face is clear in front of her.

Night bulb has enchanted dim light in a room and she can easily see his lovely structure. His hairs are scattered on his face and he seem so much innocent while sleeping that Swara doesn't believe that this is a man who molested her last night.

She sighs but shocked when in sleep, he changes his position and hugs her. She was feeling relief to think that he's sleeping now and now she doesn't need to fear from him but because of his act, she sinks in thought that either he's really sleeping or not.

The night is doing black art on Swara's heart and she looks her husband sleeping face. She gasps put her head on his chest and closes his eyes peacefully. Night's necromancy worked on her.

*****************

Sanskar wakes up and finds her sleeping in his arm. He slowly gets up without disturbing her sleep and goes the bathroom to take a shower.

He gets ready to leave for work and goes downstairs, Swara is still sleeping.

He takes breakfast and tells Lavanya to take care of Swara.

He's just opening the door of his car when the main gate opens and a car comes inside the door.

He scowls to  see Sujata getting out from that car and the lines of his forehead increase to see her with the suitcase.

He jerks:" What the hell is she doing here"

Sujata notices his offensive face but she goes towards him and hugs him with love but his expression is cold enough.

Sanskar:" What are you doing here mom?"

Sujata:" I come here to perform some ritual of new daughter in law"

Sanskar irritates:" I don't believe in ritual... You can go from there"

Sujata embarrasses to listen to him but she's his mom:" She's new here and you go to your work, then who'll take care her? So I came here to take care her because it's my responsibility as mother in law"

Sanskar smiles bitterly and says:" Wow! My mom suddenly gets know her responsibility regarding her daughter in law... And did your Bhai Sa allow you to come here?"

Sujata:" Yes! I happily allow me to come here and he also sends some gifts for her"

Sanskar jerks again:" Oh mom! I don't need any of their so called love...." He stops to see Swara standing at the entrance.

She changes her cloth and now she's in a simple suit with the ponytail.

Swara:" Whom are you arguing Sanskar ?"

Sanskar turns and she sees the face of Sujata. She goes there and takes blessing from her. Sujata gives her blessing and hugs her:" Now I'll stay here for some days, don't you have any problem for it?"

Swara feels a kind hearted supporter in her, so she says:" Offcourse not..."

Sanskar stops to see Swara and says to mom:" Ok mom! Now I'm going, you take care your daughter in law" he chews the words and leaves from there.

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Sujata and Swara go inside the house and Sujata notices her unstable walk and supports her towards her room.

Sujata:" You take a rest, my child! I'll order that maid to prepare breakfast for you"

Swara wants to stop her because she's not feeling to eat something:" No aunty, I don't want to eat anything"
Sujata smiles softly and says:" Firstly dear, call me mom and secondly you need to eat something," she says in soft but firm voice.

Swara understands that she's a mom of Sanskar, so how can be different from him?

So she slowly nods and says:" Ok mom!"

Sujata overwhelmed to listen the word "mom" from her and hugs her:" You don't know dear! How much I waited for this day, when a girl like you come in his life and change him. I can see a clear hope in you"

Swara confused to listen to it and says:" Which type of hope mom? I don't get you"

Sujata:" He loves you, that's why he married you and love can change everything... You can also change him"

Swara looks her and recalls their first night and her pain. She shakes her head in a negative way and says:" No... He can't love and it was only his proud and ego which pushed him to marry me"

Sujata doesn't understand her words and asks her to tell her everything clearly but she says nothing then Sujata says:" Don't think that I'm his mom... First I'm your mom and then his, so remember that, in every thick and thin, I'll support you instead of him"

Swara's eyes filled with tears to listen to it and she hugs her. She tells everything about Sanskar to Sujata.

Sujata was bit shocked but it is not completely unexpected for her.

Sujata lifts her face and wipes her tears while consoling:" Don't worry! I'm with you and we can change him together"

Swara nods in no:" He's just a stone hearted man, so he can't change"

Sujata smiles sadly and says:" He wasn't like this, that witch made him like this"

Swara gets confused to listen to it:" Which witch?"

Sujata is about to say something when they hear the door knocking voice.

It is Lavanya:" Ma'am! May I bring breakfast here or will you come downstairs for taking breakfast?"

Sujata:" Bring breakfast here"

Lavanya nods and says to Sujata:" Sujata ma'am! For one minute, will you come outside, Sir leaves one message for you"

Sujata excuses Swara and comes outside with Lavanya.

Lavanya:" Sir told that if you want to live in his house, you've to stop your words regarding him and don't tell Swara ma'am anything about him"

Sujata understands that now she can't say anything to Swara because Lavanya is the spy of him.

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Sanskar comes home and goes to his study.

He calls Lavanya for taking whole day report.

Lavanya:" I transferred your message to Sujata ma'am, so she only did common conversation with Swara ma'am and spent her time to pampering Swara ma'am" she is the obedient servant of him who only fulfill her duty without giving advice and asking questions.

Sanskar likes this type of person who only obeys, that's a reason, she's working here from five years.

Sanskar is working on his laptop and says her to leave without taking off his eyes from a laptop.

She leaves like the robot and after completion of his work  he goes to his room where Sujata insisting Swara to wear that saree which she brought for her.

But because of Sanskar's order, she does not allow her to wear saree, so she continuously refusing to wear.

Sanskar smiles to see her obedience and says:" Mom! Please don't spoil my wife's mind. She knows I don't like to see her in saree"

Both turn to see him and Sujata say:" As you wish my child! If you like her in suit then I'll haooy to see you happy"

Sanskar comes inside and says to Swara:" My dear wife! As I can see you, you're fine here, so would you like to make coffee for me?"

Swara nods and about to leave but Sanskar again calls her:" Now Swara! It's your duty to make coffee for me whenever I arrive at home"

Swara looks him and nods silently.

After leaving her, Sanskar turns to Sujata:" What's your problem mom? Why are you spoiling her mind? If you really want to see me happy and want to stay there, then please stop interfering in my life".

Sujata is about to say something but he leaves in rages without allowing her to utter any word.

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In the night, after dinner, Sanskar comes into his room. Swara is sitting on a bed, he goes dressing room to change and

after coming from there he goes to Swara who's still afraid that says this with courage:”I’m still ill… Dr told me to take rest until I'll be healthy again.. Dr told you.."

Sanskar firstly wonders to listen to it then he starts laughing  and says:" oh  my god!! Thousands of thanks to my mom who gives courage in your heart and  tongue in your mouth, but you should not forget that this is my house...

He paused and comes close to her to show his right to her.

He looks into her eyes and says:" what do considers me? An animal. Huh?”

Swara thinks "yes" but nodes in no

He rotates her and says:”I know you consider me as a beast... And now Mrs. Swara Sanskar Maheshwari! Listen to me carefully this is  my house and only those things will happen there which I desire to be ” he shouts on her and she's afraid to find him shouting.

Sanskar touches her face and says:" I like obedient girls …”

He goes to his side of bed:”now come to me”

Swara who's leaning on her side doesn’t move because of fear from him.

Sanskar says again:” Swara! you’re not taking me seriously and this is not good for you...

He stands up from a bed and comes ahead or her and says:" Look Swara! I’m not the man, who lives without A woman, if you’ll not come to me, then I have to go to someone else, do you want your husband with other A woman?”

Swara shocked to listen to it but as a wife she's doesn't want it so, she notes in no and slowly moves to him.

Sanskar likes her courage and holds her and touches her hairs and cups her face slowly.
There’s deep silent in the room, swara is still fearing. Sanskar looks her innocent face with  concentration and says:”why do you afraid of me?”

He holds her slowly and says:”I think you’ll die if touch you”

Swara listens and a tear come from are her eyes. Sanskar looks and irritates:”why you girls start crying?”

He stands up and goes towards the window. She comes to him and controls her tears:”I’m not crying” she says in wet voice.

Sanskar jerks again and turns his back  to her:”yes! You're not crying then I’m jerk, look Swara!  I can't tolerate this drama in my house”

Swara come to him and suddenly she hugs him from back:”I’m sorry Sanskar, I'll not do it further”

He rotates and smiles victoriously:”I said you, I got what I want”

He lifts her face which down because of sorrow and hiding her tears.  Her lips are shivering, he comes close to her and grips his arms around her.

She looks his face, and she can feel heavy silence between them.

He holds her tight and his grip is so tight like he doesn’t allow air to pass between them.

He  puts his lips on her neck and whispers in her ear:”I like your bold step to hug me, this realized me that you’re only mine, the only mine, are you mine Swara ... Are you mine Swara?”

Swara nodes in yes, he looks into her eyes and throws her on the bed. Swara is ready to feel him again but he goes to another side of bed.

He takes the sleeping pills and lays down on his side with his signature gesture and says:“you're the lucky one

Swara because I don't want to see you die so soon, so enjoy your freedom for some days” he falls asleep but swara is still starring her,:”what a mystery you’re Sanskar?, you didn’t want to come close to me, you just wanna examine me, that either I'll accept your touch or not, I don't know what's the thing giving you pain from inside?"

She looks his handsome face and wants to touch it but control herself, she looks ceiling and says again:" Who are you? You’re doing effort from two years to get me, but I always denied because I don't want to accept any characterless person as my husband? But I don't understand why destiny chose you as my husband? I am confused to decide which face of yours, I should believe?” She gasps and closes her eyes because she has her whole to solve this riddle named as Sanskar Maheshwari.

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