Swasan ff:An Incomplete Scrapbook (Life Of Slayer) Episode 21

Laksh's POV:
I had already given her injections. But still I wasn't sure about her recovery. When sanskar demanded surety for the cure of her health, I remained numb. I only assured him with my uncertain words. In my mind, I was praying to god for her early recovery. If this injection wouldn't work then her survival would be at stake as we were unable to admit her in the hospital. With the passage of time, our anxiousness was increasing while communication between us was reducing. I didn't know how many minutes had passed. Just then sanskar's phone buzzed & he left the room. I was sitting with the same position in his room & my mind was completely empty. Like when the deep cyclonic storm was created, the calmness & silence induced in its eye zone hinted about the upcoming destruction & devastation, it would follow with it for the future course. I could sense the havoc which was gradually approaching towards us. Just then, before I could react anything, Sanskar came & showed me some photographs & asked me to examine it carefully.

I saw it & it wasn't a mere picture rather a report & indeed the report was of Swara Suryavansi as the name was indicated on the top of the report. Series of thoughts were bulged up in my mind after viewing the report. "How Sanskar was able to get this report?" I thought to ask this question to him but I suppressed my queries. As he was a slayer and collecting information about his targets was his profession. 'But if he had the report, then why didn't he show it to me earlier?', again my mind asked me this question.'Might be he had forgotten about it", came the reply from my brain. Though I didn't get any particular answer to my queries, still I prevented these thoughts from coming to my mind. Right now, it was not the time to analyze from where did the reports come from but to focus upon the result & how this report could be utilized to cure her.

Breaking my series of thoughts, Sanskar asked impatiently,"Laksh! Can we save her now?" I just smiled at him & he hugged me tightly. I could feel the happiness in his facial expression. God was bestowing his immense grace upon us.. So that, the storm, which had risen in our lives, passed peacefully even before conferring any destructive impact. Breaking the hug, he again started firing his questions restlessly,"Laksh! What is the disease? Is it fatal, chronic or evitable disease? Will she be fine? How much time will she take to regain her consciousness?" My face was delighted after viewing his concern for swara, though it wasn't new to me. I replied,"Sanskar! She is facing some chronic alcoholic disorder. Indeed it is fatal. The occurring of swells, cramps & numbness of muscles are the tendencies of this disease. There are medicines prescribed in this report to stop all these happenings. We can now easily save her by getting those medicines. As she is kidnapped, so she is unable to take her doses & this leads to her unconsciousness. As per the report, these doses are mandatory & must be taken regularly to keep her fit." I conveyed him all the information except the exact fatalness of this disease. Still I am unsure about the exact outcome of this disease in future though we had avoided this minor storm.

Breaking my thoughts, he asked me exactly the same question, whose answer I was unable to give. He asked,"What are you trying to say, Laksh? Is she only surviving due to these medicines? If these medicines are stopped then can't she continue her breathing? Answer me Laksh, is this disease evitable or not?" Now I knew that I was surrounded by his queries & there was no way of escaping. So, I answered honestly,"calm down! Exactly I don't know in which disease she is affected. It isn't the whole report but yes! this report shows, it is due to some chronic alcoholic disorder. I need to consult this report with my senior doctors & also will conduct some tests on the basis of this report to get the final outcome. But now, we can save her and don't worry nothing will happen to her." I could sense his restlessness but after listening to my answer, he was a bit relaxed. After all I could guess this after looking to his bodily gestures. I consoled him & rushed out of his room to collect those medicines from the medical stores.

Sanskar's POV:
After getting the report, a feeble smile was generated in my face. But it didn't last long as soon as I heard about the fatal disease. Though Laksh said that she could regain her consciousness, still he couldn't say how chronic was the disease.. However the way he consoled me, had given me a lot of positive vibes. As I was a slayer & roaming outside in daylight might expose my identity. Even I didn't want to leave her in this state. These medicines were specific in nature & couldn't be available in our dark cellular store room. So, finally Laksh went outside to bring them.

I was looking at her angelic face which was looking pale right now. Now I came to know that why she was indifferent to death.. As she was not living but only extending her death. After being a slayer, this was the first instance where I could remind about my mom with a proudful smile. This was exactly what my mom had imagined for me. A simple life dedicated for others, where I could be a saviour, not a slayer. I wanted to thank her. As due to her, I could give my mom a little bit of peace today & could reduce some amount of burden of sins from my bundle of crimes..

Just then Laksh entered & my series of thoughts were broken. He came towards me & handed over those medicines to me & said,"Sanskar! I am sorry but I can't stay here now. As captain has instructed me to complete George's bank account case. But you don't worry. These medicines will cure her for sure & also if I will stay here then after gaining consciousness, she will recognize me. You know na everybody thinks about me as a medical student & nobody knows regarding this secret profession. I hope you will understand. And yes! If any problem will occur, you can call me." I could understand his dilemma. Though I wanted him to stay here till she would regain her consciousness but he had valid points not to stay here. I couldn't repudiate those reasons & allowed him go. Before leaving, he conveyed all the applications of those medicines & also listed all the essentials for her. He waved me good bye & wished me luck & went away.

As soon as he went,I opened the lotions & applied it on her cramps & swells. I broke the tablets & diluted it in water & made her drink it.. After giving her all those medicines, I was resting on the chair.
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My son will never be an extortionist like you, Ram. He is my son. I will inculcate all moral values in him.
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Your son! Ha! Ha! Ha! Foolish woman! He is my son too. My blood is running inside his veins. He will continue my business. He will be the owner of this trafficking, smuggling and racketing world. He will be ruthless & will be the king of this realm.. You can't stop me.
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No Ram! You are mistaken.. He will live a normal life away from your dark world.. You can't make me wrong...
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Ram is smiling mischievously..
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'I am not an extortionist.. Mom.. Don't listen to him.. Mom! Believe me. Don't go away. I am not a slayer by choice.. Mom.. Don't.. Go.. Stop...'
And I woke up. I was sweating heavily. I looked at her & she was still lying on the bed. It was a dream.. Oh!! I took deep breath. I always proved my mom wrong by accepting this line to destroy that man. But today, I had proved that man wrong by saving her life.. I had humanity.. Humanity of a slayer..

Just then I heard her voice after ages. 'Don't come close to me. Back off. Go away. Don't touch me.' She was repeating these lines in doziness. I rushed towards her & assured her,"You are safe. Don't worry. Nobody will harm you.."& I supported the pillow behind her neck but her action surprised me. She grabbed my hands like she had found solace & security after holding my hands & dozed off. I didn't jerk & allowed her to hold them. I didn't know why I had allowed her in doing that action but indeed it had given me bliss. Finally the deadliest night had passed.. She was sleeping due to the effect of medicines. A few minutes had passed. She was still holding my hands like a small innocent baby. I was looking at her unknowingly without any further thoughts. Like time had stopped there. Like the eternity also wanted to continue this moment for time immemorial.

Just then my phone ringed & I loosened her grips from my hands. It was again the call from captain. I didn't want to disturb her sleep. So, I went outside the room & locked the door & picked up the call. From the other side, captain was saying,"Sanskar! There is a good news. Laksh has done his work. He is successful in transferring the money from George's account. But I am disappointed with your progress. You are unable to trace any information from that girl. So, I have sent my men to search for her father. Till then you have time to pour out as many secrets from her mouth. And yes! If you are unable to do this, then tell me. I will transfer this target to someone else..." My thoughts were blocked after hearing the last line of my captain. 'Transferring this target to someone else'.. It meant.. Pushing her to danger & at stack... I couldn't think about these aspects. So, I asked captain to give me one last chance to prove myself & hung up the call.

I didn't tell her health issues to captain as it would create a backlash effect. Humanity from a slayer wasn't desired here. I was in dilemma. My heart wanted her safety but my mind knew about my destination. "She was a source of illumination, I was a reservoir of destruction. She was a symbol of innocence, I was a replica of violence. If she was dawn then I was dusk." There was nothing common between us & it was wrong to feel for her. My only existence was a ruthless, merciless & invincible slayer.., nothing else..


Credit to: Kashis

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Swasan ff: An Incomplete Scrapbook (A Ray Of Hope) Episode 20

Laksh's POV:
I took out the long jacket from her body to examine her situation. As soon as I removed the jacket from her body, I saw some bruise marks on her back & the back side of her dress was torn like someone had applied force with her. Many negative things were popping up in my mind & I turned towards sanskar, who was standing near the door in a motionless position. As soon as he saw me looking towards him, he asked me curiously,"What is the problem, Laksh? Can you detect the cause of her unconsciousness?" I wasn't in a position to think anything except those bruise marks & yelled,"It takes time to examine a person, Sanskar. Have patience." Before I could ask him regarding those marks, he shouted,"Then check her Laksh! Why the hell are you looking towards me?" The pain, uneasiness, concern & all those mixed feelings were visible in his eyes like he was feeling the same pain as Swara. She was lying unconscious but in his consciousness also he was torturing himself for her. So, I slowed my voice & asked him calmly,"Sanskar! Has anybody misbehaved with her?" I asked this in one go and now was waiting for his reply. I didn't know whether he was aware about this situation or not.. If he wasn't aware about this situation then how would he react, also I didn't know. Honestly in these circumstances, I could only apprehend that Sanskar wouldn't leave the person who had done this type of cheap thing & how lethal he would be in that situation, was out of my imagination. I was looking towards him & was expecting a reply from him. His eye colours were changing to red. By looking at his facial expression, anyone could assume about his state of mind. He was looking like a pitiless & merciless lion who would extinguish every life, that would come in front of him now. I slowly asked his name to get the reply & this time he shouted,"Yes! that bastard...., please cure her, Laksh." By this broken statement of him, I was confirmed that he knew about the person who had misbehaved with her & right now he was looking fatal & damaging. So, I didn't dare to ask him further questions & concentrated my mind in examing her.

She was having swells & cramps in her legs. I saw numbness in her muscles. I thought that might be due to kidnapping & molestation, she was depressed & due to these happenings, she might be stressed & fallen unconscious. I again looked at Sanskar but this time his facial expression was filled with concerns for her. I had already understood that this was a sensitive matter & I had to deal with it calmly. I calmly said,"Sanskar!it seems like she hasn't taken sufficient food and perhaps due to these stressful situations, she is unconscious." But as expected, Sanskar asked me curiously,"What do you mean by 'it seems & perhaps', Laksh? Aren't you sure about it? You are a doctor. Treating patient is your duty. Shall I need to remind this to you?"

I knew that he was expecting too much from me & within this small two hours of meeting with Sanskar, I was already aware about his feelings towards this girl. So I tried to convince him calmly. I said,"Look buddy! I am not a doctor,but a mere intern. And without knowing the prior medical history, how can I tell anything in surety? I am an intern not a magician. But I will try my best to cure her." This time I saw in his eyes and the rage which I had noticed earlier in those eyes, was already vanished. He said peacefully yet in a flat & motionless tone,"I know Laksh! You are an intern. It's just that she is my target & I don't want to leave any mission in middle & also want to make captain happy. For all these things, her sound health is mandatory. Please make her conscious." I sensed that he was trying to avoid his feelings again in the name of captain. But the way he emphasized the last sentence was showing his inner genuine concern for her. I penned down the names of some injections & medicines in a paper & gave it to him & said," Bring these medicines from the store room sanskar! I hope after taking these medicines, her fever level will comedown & she will regain her consciousness." Sanskar grabbed that piece of paper from my hand & rushed to the store room where minimum medicines were kept for the safety of slayers.

Sanskar's POV:
Laksh was examining her and I was standing near the corner of the door & was eagerly waiting for his reply. As soon as he looked at me, I asked him about her health. But he was unable to give me proper reply. So, I couldn't control my rage & asked him to check her properly without looking towards me. Time was passing out & with passage of time, I was feeling unsure regarding her health. Suddenly he asked me about that molestation incident & the insane doings of Alex & Martin were flashed back in my mind. I couldn't control myself now. She was in this situation due to those bastards. I would have killed those morons, if they wouldn't be captain's men. I didn't want to repeat & memorize those incidents again. So, I only hinted Laksh that I was aware about the incident & pleaded him to cure her.

A few minutes had passed. Laksh again looked at me. By this time, I was expecting to hear the real cause for her unconsciousness from his mouth but again he couldn't satisfy me with his answers. I reminded him about his occupation to cure the patients but the way he justified himself, had broken my rage & anger. I controlled my rage & sided the matter towards captain. He was trying his level best to save her & my growing concern for her was no longer hidden to him. But I didn't want to show this care as ultimately I was a slayer & feeling for a target would only create havoc, nothing else. So, I tried to control my emotions as fas as possible.

He handed over a piece of paper & asked me to bring those medicines from store room. I rushed towards the store room of our dark world. All the basic & necessary medicines were kept there for the immediate & primary dressing of slayers after their injuries. I searched the shelves & found out all medicines & injections. Without wasting a bit time, I ran towards my room & gave those medicines & injections to him. He inserted the injection in her body & said,"Sanskar! I have given her injection. Probably her fever will come down in 1 hour & she may regain her consciousness." After hearing his reply, my discomfort level was risen as every time he was using those uncertain words like 'perhaps', 'probably'...... Still I controlled my eagerness & asked him politely,"Laksh! Please tell me honestly.. If with in 1 hour, there will not be any improvement in her health then.... Will she......???" I was unable to complete the sentence as losing her was like losing my life for second time.. First time I lost my life when my mother was died. I saw tension in his face & he said in a painful tone,"If this medicine won't work, then we have to admit her in the hospital. Without performing any tests, I can't tell you about the outcomes." This reply was hell shocking for me. As it was not a normal situation that I would take her to the hospital. I asked him anxiously,"What are you saying,Laksh? She is kidnapped.. We can't admit her in hospital. How can you even think like that.. Please think about some other ways." Hearing my answers, he replied,"Try to understand the situation, Sanskar! I can't do anything.. I have already given her high dose medicines. If still she doesn't gain consciousness, then it indicates that she is facing some other major issues. Without performing tests, how can I provide her proper medication? I understand your situation that you are unable to admit her in the hospital & here also tests can't be performed as instruments are not available here. But I am helpless buddy! There is no other way.." Hearing his last statement, my heart skipped a bit from its position. I was clear that I was encircled with webs of problems. The only way to get out of it was Laksh's high dose medicines. If it worked then problem would be solved but if it wouldn't work,then I would lose her. As I couldn't take her to hospital in the sunlight by breaking the chains of dark world & also couldn't arrange those instruments here.. Here came the situation of helplessness. I was only left with one option.. Waiting for 1 more hour to get the outcome...

"Sometimes there was no next time, no time outs, no second chances. Sometimes it was now or never." This was exactly the same phase in which I was going through now. I wished to get a boon to stop the time from travelling further. But alas! Time waits for none. It was passing silently without anyone's notice. Through we both were present in the same room, still a single word wasn't exchanged between us from the past half an hour. Both of us were only transmitting our thoughts through our eyes. Just then, my phone buzzed. I picked up my phone & saw a message was received from captain in what's app. I excused myself from Laksh to leave the room to check the message. Even if I was least interested to check it now, still I couldn't ignore it as it was sent from captain. I checked what's app. My captain wanted some documents and photographs related to George's matter. I searched my phone's gallery to get those information. While searching, my eyes fell upon something, which compelled me to thanks my captain again. If he didn't message me then I could never get the solution to my current problem. Finally I got those things for which both of us were worried before a few hours. I found out photographs of some medical reports regarding her health in my phone which I had captured during my investigation of her secret house.. I rushed to show this to Laksh. Before he could ask me anything, I handed over my phone & asked him,"Go through these clicks carefully, Laksh!" I sensed a ray of hope in his eyes which created a feeble smile on my face. Perhaps the horrible night was passed and the stormy impact had ended with the real rise of sunshine which perished the darkness of night with the warmth of sunlight.

Credit to: Kashis

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Swasan ff: An incomplete Scrapbook (Capricious Sunrise) Episode 19

Sanskar's POV:
When Laksh uttered her name, I wasn't at all shocked. She was rich & famous. Any person who was having a little bit interest in media and news, could have recognized her easily. So, when Laksh acknowledged her, it wasn't at all surprising for me as he was a hacker & he had a large data base of memory regarding all these rich and famous personalities. After all it was his profession apart from his medical occupation. But the way Laksh was looking at her, wasn't appealing to me. He was looking at her in a tensed face as if he was reminding something. I didn't know whether I should ask him about his tensed expression or not. But I couldn't keep it in my head for a long time as well. I just asked him casually without showing any expression,"Do you know her Laksh?" And he replied,"Yes!".. And when he was responding, I could easily sense his absentmindedness. I was unable to get the real answer to his distress. So, I patted his shoulder & asked,"You may have known her from media, right!! She is very rich, you know." I again affirmed my thoughts by putting emphasis on media. But this time, what he answered, was a hell shocking thing for me. He said,"No! No Sanskar! I know her personally." I didn't know how to react after listening to his answer. Several things were coming to my mind. But I didn't want to show my anxiety to him & came out of the room to control my emotions before facing Laksh again.

Laksh's POV:
As soon as I arrived in this dark world, I rushed towards Sanskar's room. He was standing outside his room and there was no bullet injury in his body. Then why did he call me many times? I was going to ask him regarding this when he told me to help him for another cause. I thought that he might be worried for George's case. So, I revealed my successful implementation of coding in front of him. But still, his facial expression was same like before. It didn't change even after listening about the progress in George's case. Then why the hell was he worried? I patted his shoulder to ask him further regarding this but this time he dragged me into his room & asked me to cure a girl, oops not a girl.. but a mere kidnapped creature. Though Sanskar avoided his soft corner for this girl by connecting the matter with captain, but I could sense his restlessness. The level of discomfort in his face was clearly visible even if he was trying to hide it. I didn't ask him further questions as I knew that when he didn't want to answer any query, then even if you would ask him multiple times, still he wouldn't answer the correct cause & would confuse you only. So, I kept my mouth shut & checked that girl. To my surprise, she was "Swara Suryavansi." I was checking her carefully from head to toe to confirm my mind that indeed she was Swara Suryavansi.

Just then Sanskar asked me that did I know her? When I said him that I knew her personally then what happened to him I didn't know but he left the room. So, at once I came out of the room and asked him, "Sanskar! Why have you come out?" He was standing in front of me by showing his back to me & asked, "How do you know her personally, Laksh?" I could feel the heat in his voice & answered him calmly,"She is from my college & she is junior to me!" Suddenly he rotated his body towards me & said,"oh! Then you can save her easily as you know her."

For the first time in my life, I was viewing a saviour in the disguise of a slayer. Though he had saved me & my sister earlier but we weren't his targets. Even if this girl was his mere target & after completion of this target, he had to kill her, still he had already developed a soft corner for her. While I was thinking about all these things, he pushed me lightly and asked,"You can save her right! You have to do this for captain." I smiled at him as the way he was avoiding his care in the name of captain but then replied,"Look Sanskar! She was not that close to me. I have only talked to her 3-4 times casually in college and also invited her to my birthday party. After that birthday night, I haven't seen her in college campus & now I have come to know the reason behind her absence in college." After listening to me, he said,"It means, you can't save her.."

By his this curiosity, I could easily guess that how deeply that girl, Swara, had affected his mind. 'Breaking the hazy mind of an assassin wasn't a mere task. It needed courage. There must be something special in this girl.' I thought this & replied to him,"I have never said that I can't save her. But ya! I don't know anything about her medical history. However let me check her first." After my reply, we both came into the room to check her.

Sanskar's POV:
As soon as I came out of the room, Laksh followed me & asked for the cause of leaving the room. I just didn't want to hear anything bogus & came straight to the point & asked him that how did he know her? When he told that she was from the same medical college where Laksh was an intern, the flashback came to my mind, while I was chasing her earlier to find any clue about Mayuri & indeed I had spotted her going to the medical college. It meant Laksh was her friend & he might be knowing about her medical history. It meant he could save her easily. A ray of smile was coming to my face but I suppressed it in front of Laksh. I saw Laksh was in his own world & was thinking about something. I pushed him slightly & started hiding my emotions in the name of captain & asked him to save her as soon as possible as he had known her already. But when he replied that she was only his casual friend and also invited her to his birthday & apart from that he was ignorant about her, then the ray of hope & smile which were growing inside my heart suddenly shrank to the rock bottom... Like I was day dreaming about heaven while lying in hell.

All my hopes were vanished in a twinkle of second. The day flashed back in my mind when I had kidnapped her from the party. It meant she had gone there to attain Laksh's birthday. I didn't know how to react in this situation. Should I curse my luck to kidnap a girl who was a mirror image of my mother or to curse myself for my growing feelings for her which weren't accepted to this dark world or to curse destiny for my helplessness in curing her or to curse the Almighty who had designed my life like a puppet in front of situations... Gathering all my courage, I asked him about the possibilities to save her. He wanted to check her before coming to any conclusion. So we both proceeded to my room. The night was passing calmly & a new day was coming up. But for me that night had left its impact in my life in the form of chaos & uncertainty. Though sunrise wasn't that much pleasing for a slayer, but truly for the first time, that night I wanted the real sunrise in my life.


Credit to: Kashis

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I'm Hope Ep 21

Light, is the source of energy, made of thousands of color furthermore when this light touches the irises of eyes, it turn into beautiful pictures. Picture of life which realized us that we're living, living for life, living for someone and living for ourselves.

She was also started living with the person, for the person and by the person whom God made relationship with.

Both chose carrot red bridal dress for Umeed and cream for Faraz.

When they were on the jewellery shop for selecting matching ornaments for wedding dress then someone came inside the shop. They were in separate past, so no any customer which was coming from main gate, couldn't notice them but they could notice and see them exactly.

She was busy in choosing necklace when Faraz called her.

"Umeed.."

She turned, he steered her behind the glass wall, where they were sitting.

It was Romana who was wearing inappropriate dress and was with a boy who was definitely not Shayan.

She knew very well about the values of her family, "how could Romana do with the trust of daddy" she thought, then stood up from her place to indicate her activities but suddenly Faraz held her hand.

"what?" She turned with same bewilderment.

"let us see, what's the connection between them, don't be so hasty to derive out conclusion" Faraz said calmly.

Umeed gasped, nodded positively. Then she sat again and ordered the jewellery while their contemplation was on Romana and the boy completely.

In the same time, Faraz did something unexpected, he captured the pictures of both of them.

"why are you doing this?" Umeed yelled on him while doing so.

"Umeed! I experienced this world more than you, if you encounter her then you must be stuck in problem which she would be creating for you, so we should have some proof against her" Faraz uttered with same calm voice.

Umeed nodded, both followed them while they reached at beach.

"Oh shit! They are going inside of beach house, this boy is not seem like nice guy, Romana is also stupid girl, I should stop her" when she saw them going their car towards the beach house. They parked car inside the house, Umeed and Faraz were hiding near the other beach house but now they don't understand what should they do.

This time Faraz understood the solemnness of situation.

Before they closed the door of beach house, they reached there.

"stop honey.." She cried, Romana turned then froze on her place while seeing them on her head with this appearance and the boy.

"Um..m..me..ee..d" she stuttered with very low voice that Umeed understood her name by seeing her lips movement.

"do you know her?" The boy asked from icy statue of Romana.

But at the next moment, Romana came out from her trauma.

"No baby! I don't know them" she said delicately while playing with her hairs.

Faraz and Umeed's face turned into pale while listening to it. They definitely didn't expect this type of reaction from her.

"Don't lie Romana! She's your sister and what are you doing with this boy? You should know about the value of your family?" Faraz screeched after watching the pale face of Umeed.

"Romi darling please get them out from there" she pleaded to the boy whose name she mentioned as Romi.

The very strong layer of rage, passed across the heart of two.

"how dare you to..." Before he completed his sentence, Umeed held his hand "let's go from there Faraz!"

Faraz simply nodded then they came outside from there.

Sun was also shining on their head, now cloud was unable to cover up its heat. The hearts were feeling the same and beating on same rhythm.

Umeed was depressed and Faraz didn't have any word to console her.

The whole path passed silent, when he was dropping her to her house, then she turned.

"do you still have those pictures of Romana?" Her eyes was the only things which conveyed her pain although her face remained motionless.

"hmm" he clipped his answer.

"I want to place it on every social media, she iis using, it's time to pay back to Romana" her voice was stern and ruthless, totally opposite to that Umeed, he knew or loved.

"it's Chinese saying Umeed, if you wa...." Faraz said it calmly, for her he always remained calm. He also didn't know itself how his rage, roughness went out when he was with his angel.

"I don't care, I just wanted to win this game which was started by Honey" this time she said it restlessly, in very low voice.

Faraz wanted to stop her, not because he wanted to safe Romana, just because he knew Romana will attack back on her.

"won't you the one, who will safe her?" His inner voice asked question to him. His answer was affirmative, he nodded silently to Umeed.

"OK! I'll send you those pictures, but please be careful" he disentangled her hand while pressing it slowly.

She took the shopping bag, then moved towards her house without greeting him goodbye.

He knew, he knew very well that in this relationship, he had to suffer only because it was only his heart matter, other side was empty for him. But despite of these facts, he still loved her, but he wasn't angel who loved unconditionally, he wanted her love back, so he knew he had to suffer to win her heart, though it will be long journey but he will wait for her without loosing his hope (Umeed).

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It was Mahanadi's ritual of Umeed and Faraz, elders decided to arrange it on one place to save time.

When Romana came to do ritual of her, her face turned into arctic cold.

"if i do something which break your marriage then?" She was putting Hanna on the leave which was kept on Umeed's palm.

In very second, her face's expression changed.

"I can expect this type of cheap thing from you" she screeched but in very low voice.

Faraz was there, he was listening but because of people he had to wait till Romana came to him.

And she went there, "how is your new boyfriend Romana?" He chewed every word of his sentence.

But Romana was on the other side, only for a second, her face darkened, at the next moment, she answered him with smile.

"instead of worrying about my boyfriend, you should be thinking about your wife, maybe she wouldn't be your wife more"

"don't think about impossible things Romana dear! Your sister's husband is not so weak to leave her, so easily.. So please shut your mouth and give some rest to your small mind then maybe you have some peace in your life" his every word engulfed rage of his heart but in respect of guests, he defrayed those in very low voice that only Romana and Umeed could receive easily.

She stood up with rage after listening those words from him.

"you said so much to her" Umeed whispered in his ear.

"she deserves more than that" he said with smile by looking her beautiful without-makeup-face.

She was wearing long lemon maxi with real flowers ornaments. Her dupatta was in this form that her half face was revealed and half was covered. But he was sitting with her, so whenever she talked to her, he could clearly seen her face.

"Though your face messed with ubtan, and your hairs with oil but still you're looking amiable in this attire like this color is made for your golden complexion Umeed" he intoned those golden words in less than whisper.

Unintentionally, her cheeks turned into rosy colors, her heart missed one beat but at the next moment she controlled herself then just gave him a beautiful smile with lips movement "thank you".

A thanks not for his beautiful words but for the love he showed to her. In this life, we utter many words but most important thing is that whether our words are really giving happiness to anyone or not.

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That beautiful day was the most longest day of her life. Beautician was preparing her for her most special day and she controlled her breath in every next moment.

By thinking about Faraz, her cheeks were turning into red. When beautician gave her final touch, her mobile message tone rang, she checked out message, it was from Faraz.

"Do you give me the owner of first viewer who holds your bridal attire in his eyes?"

She smiled after reading the text, no doubt that rough person defrayed his wish in beautiful words.

"I can give you the honor but how will you get this honour, I don't know" by writing this she unintentionally shrugged her shoulders.

"please don't move ma'am" the assistant of beautician, who was setting her dupatta, said.

She simply nodded, then again received his message.

"leave this on me"

She didn't understand how could he make it possible to view her bridal attire before anyone could see her because at the next hour, Arman was going to receive her and she was in parlour which was far away from the house of Faraz. There were many rituals also performing before the wedding, in this situation how did possible for him to reach here without the knowledge of anyone.

"you're done ma'am! You can call your family member to receive you" an assistant informed her.

She simply nodded then came out from make up room. She sat on the couch which was placed in the waiting room.

She was about to call Arman but she stopped to think about the words of Faraz.

"I can give you only half hour to reach there agha Faraz!" She thought in her mind but didn't replied him.

Hardly five minutes were passed when her cellphone rang again.

"come out... I'm waiting" it was from Faraz, her eyes widened to read the text.

"what happened with this idiot? If anyone would see us then?" She thought then text him.

"I'm not coming"

"come outside, otherwise I'll come inside" in very next moment, she received his text.

"what's this nonsense Faraz?" She texted him again with irritated face.

"This is my right Umeed" she could assume his solemnness in his every word.

She gasped then slowly stood up while handling her heavy bridal dress.

When she came out from the parlor, she found him waiting for her but her eyes widened to see there something unusual but surprising.

"I make this day very special to you" when she held her hand, he whispered these words in her ear, she blushed to listen it while destiny smiled to see them because she was also planning this day very special to her.

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Swasan ff:An Incomplete Scrapbook ( Foul Plays Of Destiny) Episode 18

Laksh's POV:
"Sometimes human beings are just mere toys in the hand of destiny. Destiny plays with us till it wants. Whatever we may do, but we can't fight against destiny for long & have to mend our ways in favour of it." I was busy with my laptop in doing some coding to hack the bank account of George. I didn't know how much time had passed till now. I was working with this code & trying to apply it successfully without any error. Oh! What a relief. Finally after so much struggle, I got the way of successful implementation of the coding. Was it not the game of destiny?? Earlier, the easy going guy Laksh Rathor had a peaceful and bliss life with his mother & sister. But look at the irony of fate! Due to my mother's serious illness, I had to involve in this line to get a lump sum amount of money for the cure of my mother, which indeed couldn't be done by my medical study alone. Over the top, I was also not a professional doctor rather a mere intern...

The alarm sound of the clock broke my thoughts and I checked the time in laptop. Oh god! It was already 4 AM. I had to call Captain to inform him about the successful implementation of the coding which would help him in recovery of his money from George's account. I searched my mobile and it was kept on bed. As soon as I picked up it to dial Captain's number, I found out that it was in switched off mode. I opened it and to my utter surprise, I had got 29 missed calls from Sanskar. I was hell worried. "Is he fine? Why has he called me so many times? Is he injured during chasing some targets? Has he sustained any bullet injury?" While I was thinking about all these aspects, I dialed his number. But alas! The voice message came as busy...

As soon as I cut the call, my mobile ringed. It was none other than Sanskar. I picked up the call hurriedly and asked,"Are you OK sanskar? Is everything fine? Why have you called me so many times? Is there any emergency?" I asked all these questions in one go without even taking a single pause. I was too panic that time to hear his answer. As this was the world of darkness, here the ruler was the sinister dark object which took away lives at its own will. It wouldn't show mercy upon anyone while engulfing them to darkness completely. Just then I heard Sanskar's voice. He said,"Laksh! Where are you? I have been trying your number for 4 hours... OK! Where ever you may be, come to our place as soon as possible and yes! Come fast!"

By listening to his voice, I was confirmed that he was worried and the way he emphasized the words 'come fast' that made me hell worried. To eradicate my doubts, I asked him," Why are you so much worried? What has happened? Are you OK? Answer me yaar....." He snapped back to me,"Laksh! Stop firing questions. Come fast and you will eventually know your answers!" Before I could ask further questions, the call was already disconnected.

My heart was filled with many mixed anxieties.. After talking to him, I felt that he was fine but then why was he worried? Why didn't he tell me anything about the matter? Why did he call me so many times? There were lots of questions in my mind but I couldn't even find out one answer to these questions. Why life was too much complicated??.. I didn't waste more time on thinking about these things and dressed up quickly and rushed out towards my car. While travelling, suddenly I remembered that I had to call captain. But I ignored to call him as I didn't know why did sanskar call me for so many times.. He must had needed me so badly that led him to call me multiple times. But if I would call master now & he would give me any further tasks, then meeting with Sanskar would be difficult in my part. I couldn't afford to loose this meeting.. I had to find out what exactly happened with him...

How could I neglect Sanskar? He was no less than a saviour to me. He saved me and my sister from life threatening danger & molestation respectively. For me, he wasn't a slayer but a rescuer. I didn't know much regarding him but I could bet that he was a man with golden heart. I didn't know why he opted this line but still he was possessing a bright ray of humanism in this world of obscurity. Like a flame which had the ability to eradicate the darkness by perishing it gradually. All the way, I was thinking about his favourable deeds & supports towards me & my family. Now it was my turn to pay back. Just then I reached in front of the dark world palace and went in to meet Sanskar.

Sanskar's POV:
"Time and tide waits for none." Genuine enough! It was the time which was passing out of my hand. She was lying unconsciously like a lifeless flesh and I was standing in front of her helplessly. My repeated attempts to reach laksh were going in vain and fear of loosing her was rotating in my mind. "Sometimes we, human beings feel like problems are the real issues of our lives. But No... It's not true. Not finding the solution to the problem is even a greater issue than facing the problem." The same thing was happening with me. She hadn't regained her consciousness and the only source, Laksh, who could help me in this situation, was unreachable.

Four hours had already passed. I again dialed Laksh's number & luckily his phone was reachable this time. He was firing questions to me about my health and why did I call him so many times? I didn't know how to tell him about my target. I didn't know how would he react after viewing the soft side of humanism in me? I couldn't give him any details on phone and also I didn't want to consume more time in discussion. So, I said him to come soon & categorically emphasized the 'come soon' words. I was aware about Laksh. He wouldn't stop until he would get satisfactory replies to his queries. So, I disconnected the call immediately & was waiting for his arrival now.

He reached here after 20 minutes of my call. As soon as he arrived here, he rushed towards me and examined me carefully. I could sense his nervousness for me. So, before he could ask me any further questions, I said,"I'm fine Laksh. I need your help urgently for another cause." After listening about my fineness of health, he was a bit relieved & asked,"What's the matter Sanskar? Is there anything related to George? Don't worry. I have successfully implemented the codes & tomorrow that work will be done." I didn't know what I should tell him now. How could I explain him about my position? Could I say that I had to save this girl as she resembled my mother or could I say that she was the girl who had created a ray of remorse in an assassin's life.

Laksh patted on my shoulder & my series of thoughts were broken. But I was unable to answer his queries. Laksh was looking at me with suspicious eyes. Without answering anything, I dragged him towards my room where she was sleeping & said,"Laksh! Cure this girl. She was my target and before knowing the truth I can't let her die. Captain needs important information from this girl." I said all these things without making any eye contact with laksh & trickily avoided the real cause to survive her & sidelined the matter towards captain. So that Laksh couldn't ask me any further questions.  As expected Laksh didn't fire any more questions & went to check up her. As soon as laksh rotated her body and saw her face, he said, "Swara Suryavansi."


Credit to:Kashis

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Yaaram Ep 18

Amraha became speechless for the moment. One was Veera who became brave, other was Amraha who was cried by everyone. Both were human being.. Girls. But one was much stronger and ahead of her. The other was completely weak and back in this race. Both were a human being but both were not equal.

"so, your father is your power" Amraha was envying on her.

"He's my teacher, he didn't give me his courage but he has awakened my inner power in me. When a father wakes up the inner power in his daughter then he is preparing her for conquering every fight in the life. And this power is only given by the father to his daughter. He taught me that it cowardliness and bravery, is belong to brain, not from body. If we make our mind brave then the body can not remain coward.  It's saying that if someone raise finger on you, you can shut his mouth by punching him."

"Anyone can hurt you in reaction"

"yes! It might be but just because of reaction, I stayed silent. I can't do it at least. By the way what your father taught you Amraha?"

Amraha face was livid to listen to it, Baba came late night at home. He only cared about one thing in this world. His carpet shop. The small and big account of the shop, delivery of carpets on time, even he was worried about the fuse energy savor of shop. One morning. she was leaving home for taking the van in uniform, then he asked.

"when does your school off?"

"I don't go school but college" while saying this, she sat in her van and hardly stopped her tears to come out. The father, who didn't know about that her daughter was going college instead of school, how did he know about the pain and problems of his daughter. The father whom, Veera was asking about, it was her Dada who became the father of her.

"I was twelve years old and crying vigorously. My dada brought me to the big park. It was the hottest day of the year, do you know the meaning of hottest days?" Amraha asked while pausing her sentence.

"yup! As hottest as anyone can die in these days" Veera knew everything.

"yes it was those days, in a park, my Dada showed me those dead birds who died because of hotness of weather. He brought me under one tree and told me to stare those birds, I saw one bird died in a moment.  My dada brought me near to her and then asked me.

'Amraha! Did you see the bird crying before her death? This summer gave her so much pain but was her chirping turned into ugly voice. Then this little bird was greater than human beings'

Dada hit the pebbles to birds, they flew with silent. They never cried or screeched with pain. He told me that the inferior creature of God like birds, animals and other insects never cried like the human being then why this great creature of God do this with a full swing? He cried and moaned like God gives him the stake of sorrow. He's the one who was being hurt. He never observes that how are these problems giving him the benefit, are becoming a teacher of him. He just only wasted his time in crying"

"so your dada has eastern wisdom," Veera said.

"no. He has patience and little bit knowledge. He was a good teacher but I was a very bad student. We make failure to our teacher when we only listened to him but never implied it. He said this type of words every night but I made myself like a stone. I never got those drops of wisdom. Now I'm seeing all of you then I understood how did I live my life in darkness. If I showed some courage then I must came out from that darkness" Amraha said.

"what happened to you in past, was that bad?"

"you'll laugh if you listen to it"

"I wanna laugh," Veera said seriously.

"but I'll cry while telling you everything" she also said with complete solemnness.

Ducks were floating on the pond peacefully. A peace which was getting by a human being in rare cases.

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Swasan ff:An Incomplete Scrapbook (Remorse) Episode 17

Sanskar's POV:
As soon as I came out of the cellular jail, I rushed to my room and searched my jacket. That jacket was very dearer to my heart. My mom had woven that jacket during my 18th birthday. I grabbed that jacket which was carefully placed inside the shelf. After so many years, I was touching it. I never touched this jacket after being a slayer as my mother must have been cursing me from heaven after I had chosen this profession. I opened the jacket and took out the photograph of my mom."I am sorry mom.", this was the sentence which came out of my mouth suddenly. "I don't want to choose this line mom. But I am helpless. I can't let that man win in his life. I know this is the worst profession you may have thought for your son. But trust me mom, except this one thing, I have never disobeyed your other advice.", I placed my mom's photograph closer to my heart & wept.

Anyone in his worst nightmare also couldn't imagine about my shedding of tears. I, Sanskar Maheswari, was a ruthless slayer. I was destructive like the waves of Tsunami, which destroyed everything in a fraction of seconds. Like the high waves of tide, like the hot volcanic magma which even didn't think before making destructions. That Sanskar Maheswari was weeping now. Sounds strange!! But none could ever dare to touch my heart the way she touched. I thought that after my mom, god had stopped making pure souls. In this arena of darkness, all faces were dualistic & selfish in nature. But strange girl was asking me about my remorse on the verge of her death.

As soon as I remembered about her, I called Alex and Martin to give her food. I had seen her cramps & stiffness in muscles. Though I was a slayer but I wasn't inhuman. And the girl who was like a reflection of my mother, I couldn't let her die with starvation. I thought about the advice which was given by my mom.I never wanted this type of life but that bloody man forced me to come into this line. He was the cause of our destruction. For the first time in life I was ashamed of myself for killing people. That girl had created a little drop of remorse inside the heart of an assassin. Was it good or bad? I didn't know. I only knew that I couldn't come back to normal life.

"You can enter to this darkness world by your wish but you can only exit this world when this darkness will allow you to go..oops! Not go... Go forever from this mortal world. This darkness has engulfed me fully in its web and there is no point of returning back.", while I was thinking all these things, I heard the sound of Martin. But I ignored as I guessed that the stubborn girl had refused to take food, so Martin was shouting. But after a few minutes, I heard her screaming and calling my name. Smart girl! remembered my name after listening once. Again I heard her screaming and this time I sensed that there was something fishy.

I rushed to that cellular jail and to my surprise that asshole Martin was trying to rape her and she was lying unconsciously on the floor. I couldn't control my rage and shouted,"Martin! just back off." Viewing me there, Martin was horrified. He knew that how invincible I was in these conditions. I grabbed his collar and bursted in anger,"You moron! What are you doing with her?" He was trembling in fear & tried to say something. But before that I cut his words and in rage yelled, "Bastard! Do you have enough guts to reply me after doing this activity? You must understand the difference between killing and raping." And I threw him on floor and kicked him in rage that his head hit the wall & he was bleeding.. I shouted,"Alex! Take this bastard out of my sight or else I will kill him at once." Alex knew that the situation was out of control & if he would stay here more then I couldn't leave him also as it was all happening in front of him and he was seeing like a mute spectator. They both rushed outside like the speed of wind.

I unchained and lifted her in my arms. She was unconscious, her legs had swelled and her dress was also torn from the back. I carried her in my arms and rushed to my room. I carefully placed her on my bed. She was sleeping peacefully and was still unconscious. I didn't wake her up to let her take some rest. I covered the jacket on her body & left my room. I was standing outside my room. "What if I can't reach there on time? Then what that bastard must have done to her?" Some incidents were flashed back in my mind like how she was pleading me not to leave her with them. I was thinking all these aspects and my mom's situation came up in my mind. She had also faced betrayal from that man. That man used girls like toys but claimed to be the real lover of my mom..! Due to this, I learnt to differentiate between molestation & assassination. I could kill anyone without even thinking twice but I couldn't molest someone even after thinking two hundred times. Killing was my profession but I hadn't chosen it, rather I was destined to do it. But molestation... Even in my dreams also I couldn't.

2 hours had already passed. Still she hadn't regained her consciousness. I tried to wake her up but in vain. She wasn't at all responding. With the passage of time, my anxiousness for her was also increasing. I was feeling guilty to hurt this pure soul. I rubbed her legs gently. Her body temperature was also increasing. I didn't know what should I do now? My every attempt to wake her up was becoming unsuccessful. I thought to call laksh. Laksh, my buddy, whom I could believe a bit in this cruel dark world. He was a doctor by profession but a hacker due to situation. But it was not the time to think about Laksh & his conditions. I was just going to call Laksh, my phone ringed and the caller ID was displaying as Captain. I received his call & he was asking me about her & how far I had proceeded in leaking out the truth. I didn't know what to answer. I just lied to my captain that the process was going on now and cut the call after giving him an assurance to vent out truth early from her mouth. As soon as I cut my captain's call, I dialled Laksh's number but it was out of reach.

I lied to my captain as I knew his temper. If this girl wasn't useful for him then he would order me to kill her which I couldn't do. I was in mid way. One side this girl, who was able to induce a ray of remorse in me & was exactly a miniature version of my mother & another side was my captain, who had given me an existence to my life after my mom's death. Whom should I choose?? But for now, her regaining of consciousness was more important. She was lying on bed calmly without any utterance. Her legs were swelling and cramps were clearly visible. I dialled laksh's number multiple times but of no use. Constantly it was out of reach. I was helpless. But in my mind one thing was clear. I couldn't save my mother but I would make every possibility to save her.


Credit to:Kashis

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Vampire knight Fanfiction season 1 (fourth night)

SEASON 1
"The Untold Story Of Zero & Yuki"

Yuki's point of view:

"Ohh. I hate math" I throw the books on the writing table and dizzied off.

I literary felt stars around my head, didn't know who invented the math and why should I read this subject?

I'm vampire princess and why does vampire princess need to learn math?

I'm not so good in study, specially subject like math. Though Kaname hired a very good tutor to teach me but my stupid mind unable to understand those all queries.

When I was in cross academy, Zero always taught me moreover he taught me so well that I always got good marks in exams.

By thinking about the topic, I started to think about Zero again.

"I'm so tired.." I stretched my body and dissolve the blood tablet in water.

As Kaname isn't here, so I need to take blood tablet to quench my thirst as a vampire. But I swear this is rightly said that we can't quench our thirst by licking the snow.

Same as we couldn't quench our thirst by blood tablets but we took this because of just fulfilling our thirst.

I gulped blood in one breath then slumped myself on my bed.

Unlike other vampires, I was used to sleeping in the night. So I took my tuition in day, Kaname also accompanied me in the day time. He needed my blood before sleeping in the day time, so I awoke early to give him a complete dose.

"How can Zero survive?" This question arose in my mind many times. He took my blood to control himself because he was ex-human and it was very hard to control the bloodlust for any ex-human vampire. Usually, those type of vampires got the level E which was the insane stage like zombies.

I was also attacked by level E vampires so that I couldn't see my best friend as level E vampire. That time I offered my blood to him for controlling himself. Though he didn't want to take my blood but I pressurized him so much to so do. But now I understood, If he knew that I'm pureblood vampire then he never took my blood.

But after drinking the blood of his twin brother, he became strong enough so I knew he didn't need me now moreover he hated me now.

The intoxication of blood was drowning my mind and I slowly went in the valley of sleep.

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Zero's point of view:

"One more day of my life" I jerked by thinking this thing.

I did not despair person but didn't know why I didn't wanna live or unintentionally, I always count days of my life.

"how many days are left in my life?" I asked from my inner self.

"till you kill all vampires" my inner self-answered me.

"yes! I've mission in my life to kill vampires, that creature who always ruined the life of others. I also included in them because I also used Yuki's blood for satisfying my need and I hated to do so.

"I wish I can change my past to correct everything" I put my head on the writing table. It was evening time, I also felt thirsty. I usually used to drink the blood of level E vampires after murdering them. It was not able to satisfy me completely but I used it for at least fulfilling my need.

Someone knocked on my door, I knew it would be headmaster come here for calling me for dinner.

"come in," I said in an exhausted voice.

But it wasn't him, it was Yuri, my class fellow and best friend of Yuki.

"what happened Yuri? You're here?" I said in worrying voice though she was not my friend but I concern about every human being, specially students of my academy because they' were included in my responsibility.

"may I talk to you?" Yuri said in low tone.

"hmm.." I signed her to sit, I was sitting on the chair beside writing table.

She silently sat opposite me, few seconds of silent passed silently then she broke this silence between us.

"Where are you Zero?" She asked I didn't expect this type of question, I thought she would talk about something according to guardian activity.

"what do you mean?" I knew very well about the meaning of her sentence but I just wanted to clear my thought.

She gasped, inhaled completely, I knew she was collecting courage to talk to me. Though I'm of her age and her class fellow but I'm so strict with them as a guardian and my tyrant personality won't allow anyone to close to me except Yuki.

"Yuki.." My unconscious again sighed on her name.

"please say easily what you wanna say, I'll surely not eat you," I said in bothering but polite tone.

"you're lost Zero! You were like this before also but now. We can see you're becoming harsh and alone day by day" she lifted her face and almost screeched on me.

I stayed silent while she continued "when Maria came to you, you behaved so weirdly with her, even you don't care that she was close to your brother and now she wants you... Love isn't bad thing Zero, we all love someone, you also loved but now move on please" by saying this, a tear came out from corner of her eye. Her tear reminded me Yuki who also cried same like her.

"best friends bonding" my unconscious again reminded me.

"I don't love someone, even I can't love someone, specially pureblood vampire and Maria is one of them," I said in harsh voice but suddenly I realized my tone then I said in polite tone.

" Look Yuri! I've already moved on, now my purpose to safe common and innocent people to become the food of vampires, I'm a vampire hunter and I've to do my duty, this is my only love. How can pureblood and vampire hunter would become one, this is forbidden so I shouldn't encourage Maria"

"oh. That's why you left Yuki" she uttered the words which gave me so much pain.

"this isn't about Yuki, she already left me when I needed her most, after the death of Rido, I just told her to leave because this isn't her world" this time I said in broken glass's tone.

"you're mysterious.." She said strangely.

I smiled slowly, I had no enough words to answer her.

"I've to go for my duty, please will you leave?" This time, I said in a rude tone.

She understood and left while I gasped to see the door.

"I'm sorry Yuki I talked to your best friend in such a harsh tone"

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Yuki's point of view:

Ruka again visited my room, she considered me as her responsibility after Kaname. After some formal talks, she left the room and I felt sorry for her. I could feel her pain but I was helpless to help her because it was our destiny.

It was our destiny that I and Kaname had to marry together for purifies our pure blood. If we marry someone else then it would a mixture of other's blood in our children.

I felt exhausted to thinking on this topic.

I put my coat though as a vampire I don't need it because weather won't effect on my body but I loved to do the activities of human as I did when I was human.

I stepped out from my huge palace, I had bodyguard also but I could protect myself very well.

I was walking slowly, a mixture of sorrow and happiness. Sorrow for Ruka and happiness for acting like a human in this type of night.

"hey miss! Where are you going?" suddenly someone called me from behind.

I turned, there is strange person, looking like insane or drug addicted person.

I felt strange and didn't answer him. I just kept going my walking but this time, I was walking fast.

This insane person, who was actually Level E vampire, started to follow me. Though I was a pureblood vampire and I didn't need to afraid from any other vampire that I always had terror in my heart from level e vampires due to my childhood incident.

I was bare handed to fight with him, though I was powerful enough to kill him but my inner fear was still haunting me and stopping me from showing courage to that insane vampire.

I walked at full speed to get the reach of my palace, but before I reached the gate of my palace, he put his dirty hands on my shoulder, I hurriedly turned back.

"your blood's smell is so sweet" he murmured by touching my chin.

"stay away from me" I shrieked while jerking his hand but he grasped me in his arms, I protest but he put his fangs on my neck, I felt dizzy by his fangs on my neck.

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Zero's point of view

A hunter's life always gave sorrow but satisfaction as well, it wasn't easy to kill anyone either it was a vampire or not.

Especially when I also became the creature whom I killed.

While riding on the road, I was suffering the pain which seemed unbearable for me sometimes. Sometimes, I started hating my job, just because to kill my same gene but often I loved my job because I had to kill the creatures I hated most.

The moon's light was reflecting my face and my silver hairs were shined with light of the moon.

I never understood why Yuki loved this light of moon so much. She loved my hairs just because it was similar to moonlight,

"A moonlight vampire hunter" her mirage chirped in my ear while I was only concentrated on my way

After short ride, I reached my destination, "the Kuran Palace" I murmured bitterly.

The cold air was touched my face with the sweet smell of Yuki's blood.

"Yuki's love" my unconscious reminded again that it was love, not lust.

I jerked the very thought from my mind, then pulled out bloody rose from my jacket. I was still in uniform because of guardian's duty, I had to put on it during patrol or hunting vampires too.

Abruptly, I sensed something... I sensed the blood. Blood of Yuki but it wasn't Kaname who was ducking her blood.

In the next moment, as I realized the situation, I rushed towards the door of palace.

The scene which peered to my sight, was really unbearable. The scene was prodding my heart, how could that bastard do this to my Yuki?

I went to the level E vampire who was about to drink blood of Yuki, his fangs were on her neck. His bloody hands were touching her chin while I could sense my blood was running fast around my body just because of seeing this horrible picture.

I rushed towards them, as before he started to suck her blood. I strangled his neck and without any mercy pressed the trigger of my bloody rose continuously till he got down near feet without his dirty soul.

After finishing his work, I turned to Yuki. The beautiful wooden -haired girl was trembling with fear.

Her bangs were scattered on her shoulders lethargically.

I slowly stepped out my feet towards her, put her head on my chest. There was bruised on her neck, I hardly controlled myself to coax her blood. I wiped few drops of blood with my hand because I didn't have anything to clean it out.

"Yuki! It's ok.. He has gone" my voice was husky, angst but fidget.

Her shivering body was fitted in my arms perfectly, her voice of sniffling was echoing in my mind and my blood started to burn with rage again.

"who told you to come here without any weapon or alone?" I scolded her while departing her from my chest. Her crimson eyes were still filled with tears, her small nose turned red due to sobbing though her cheeks were pale due to terror.

Suddenly I realized the position of mine and her, specially next to Kuran palace.

"next time I'll meet you, I'll kill you" my own words were echoing in my mind but I didn't muster up the courage to hold bloody rose to shoot the heart in which I wanted to live.

"why did you save me Zero?" Her voice was moist but replete with bewilderment.

I abruptly jerked my hands from her shoulders, stepped back one inch from her, my mouth opened to answer but I couldn't utter any word because I didn't have any word to answer her.


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Disclaimer: No any character of manga or anime belongs to me. I do not own any character of Vampire Knight, except Mika Shiki (her appearance will be shown in the upcoming season). Every character belongs to 'Matsuri Hino' of Vampire Knight, I'm just giving my story to his characters.

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Yaaram Ep 17

Veera wanted to go "Gallery of costume" at Plate Lane. Firstly she made traditional Russian knotted hairstyle of Amraha then told her to go with her.
"I won't go on cycle with you"
"so. Are you still afraid to ride on cycle?" Veera asked.
"Anyone can afraid as you ride a bicycle in full speed, it's ok till university but for going far with you on cycle... No way.We would go by subway or bus" she said.
"ok" both went to Plate Lane by bus. The weather was changing, Veera was started wearing long shoes with tight jeans like she was going to hunt lion. She made latest hairstyles of her hairs while she stayed alert like the agent of a secret agency. Amraha felt like she was her bodyguard and no one could harm Amraha now. She wished in her heart, might she become like Veera.
She didn't ask Veera about her arrival at the gallery, she assumed by herself that she was going gallery for shopping but after their arrival at the gallery, she guessed that Veera might be collecting material for her new article or taking pictures for her blog. Her style was not common as she was observing every dress in the gallery. Style of a secret agent...
"Don't say you've determination to steal something here?" Amraha asked in very slow voice.
"Are you thinking about me like this also?" Agent starred her with anger.
"actually. You watch movies like this"
"what do you mean? If I watch movies like this that mean I would act like this? Make me believe that there's no one in Pakistan like you?"
Amraha fumed like that she was angry on Veera and now she had no any mood to talk with her till evening.
"just stay like this, please don't open your mouth till I'll get that dress with a particular design which I wanna  get, if you wanna visit gallery alone, you can. I would search you after getting free" Veera walked like the speed of ant and observing every showcase with very detail. That time they were at the 18th section.
Not only in Manchester but in whole Britain, "The gallery of costume house" have its own identity for its different a variety of costumes. Gallery has the items above than twenty thousand. From late 17s to latest fashion, every dress of man, woman and children were available in this gallery for exhibition. Like that gallery was like a modern museum of those things. It was the place of worth visit especially its section of 17s, 18s, and 19s, no one could believe that was any woman wear gloves in Europe too. The scarf was a compulsory part of dress. They wore dresses like the flowy gown that no one could guess about the real figure of them. Then why did they stop wearing those beautiful dresses?
Changing is the soul of life, no doubt upcoming time would be worst than late centuries. It's happening because it was written in fate.
She was mesmerized to see those dress, they were stitched very neatly. Everyone wanted to stare them as compared to wear those dresses. The wax's dummies, who carried those dresses, felt like they were breathing and giving the ride of time machine to the beholder of their view. Amraha also did that time travel.
When she finished visiting gallery, she came to Veera who was sketching the dress standing near the Victorian showcase.
"now what are you doing?"
"I'm sketching dress for me," she said in the busy tone.
She was making a sketch of Victorian dress which sleeves were reached to elbow, there was net fabric attached next, of it which tied in the shape of a butterfly. The frock was made of three to four colors but its prime color was of light blue and there were many white fowls in the bottom side. It was a very flowy dress that Amraha could make her five shalwar suits from the fabric of that dress.
Amraha praised the choice of Veera because it was a really sophisticated dress. It was a splendid dress with which express good taste and marvelous work of maker. When she completed her work, the two came out. Amraha had two more hours then she had to leave for her job.
"how is this?" Veera asked.
"splendid! But what would you do with it?"
"I would wear it on my special day"
"on your wedding day?" Amraha asked.
"more than that," she said.
"which day is more important than a wedding, on convocation day?"
"in my point of view, there is one another day which is more special for any girl than her wedding day, a day when she has decided to mingle the tracks of two lives. When she has decided to comprise someone special in her life I mean it's a time when two people have decided that who is king and who is queen between them" while defraying these words, Veera was biting her lower lips and holding impish glee in her eyes.
"When someone would propose you, that day?" Amraha asked.
"actually. I made some changing there, that day when I would propose him.. that day when you'll see me" she pointed out to the sketch of dress "in this dress, then understand that I've done my job"
Amrah liked her confident because she knew that Veera was not the one who will be proposed by someone but she would like to propose itself. One frock was also liked by Amraha, it was a light pink colored dress on which red, blue and yellow butterflies were printed and they were giving the impression that they were playing hide and seek together.
Amrah was unable to raise the wish to wear the dress on her special day of her life which will be her wedding day. this desire was awakened in her heart abruptly otherwise, she never thought about this topic in her life. She even didn't think about the person whom she engaged, she was only interested in coming out from the environment of her surrounding.
Even though her wedding date was also fixed but she didn't have an interest in that person whom she was going to marry.
She often thought about why did she remain indifferent with everyone except Dada.
Why did she make a relationship with any other person, why did her friends stay away from her? why didn't she get closed to them?
When she asked Dada on this topic, he became silent but in later days, he answered her that she did this because everyone hurt her always.She always considered everyone in same balance, that's why her inner angst and complex didn't allow her to make social contract with anyone.
She and Veera reached Plate Lane park, cock and sandwiches were in their hands. abruptly Veera sprang from her place and gave an abuse in The Russian language. then she caught a hip-hop boy while doing skating and jumping on him like a superman.
Then she started to beat him by using her feet and fists with showering abuses on him. then she lifted him like kitten of a cat and threw him in the cold water pool with the splash sound.
A girl who was standing in the corner of the pool gave him more curses.
Amraha could understand the meaning of her Russian words which she was spoken during shaking her hands in the air.
"what did this jackass do with you?" Amraha laughed to see him running.
"he pinched in my waist"
"how did you throw him in cold water, if something would happen there or police will come, then?"
"Either police will come or army, it would unaffected to me. once in school ground, my class fellow harassed me, that time I was ten years old, he was a dirty and roguish person, every weak girl of school was fearing from him. next day I couldn't attend school because of his terror, when my father got to know about the reason of leave from my school then he dug me in the mountain like snow which was gathered outside of our home, I didn't have any warm cloth on my body, I was screaming with coldness of snow but he sat with me in silence, then he asked me one question, is that bravery that you're below the stake of snow or left the school because of so-called timidness and terror.
he asked this question to me many times, my lips turned livid and I was near to death then he said if you wanted to stay like a coward then stay in this arctic place and die. coward must die"
Amraha was starring her face with astonishment.
"do you know about the snow and coldness of Russia?"
"yes!" amraha nodded positively.
"what?
"snow is snow and coldness is coldness" what answer was of Amraha!
"snow is not only snowing Amraha! its death, white death, when you pour water in the air in winter, it would freeze in air, the people like you who belong to hot places, started to die in my country. By the way why do you have this least information about the world?" Veera asked.
"I know where is Russia,"she said.
"do you know what's in the Russia?
"do you know what's in the Pakistan?"
"I know what's, not in the Pakistan? what do you want? Did I begin to talk about Zaya or Abdul Qadeer?  I can tell you about the few cities of your country which held the treasure of petrol in underground, but even Pakistanis don't know about them because they never tried to know about them, because they believed on those reports which were made by so-called foreigners,  because those foreigners don't want that Pakistani will be starting to develop. they showed this fact them when they get to believe that they will get the authority of those resources. it's is saying in our Russia that Pakistani was able to salute when they were turned Indian into Pakistani and then they became an atomic power. but Pakistani couldn't get this salute again"
Amraha knew that she was uttering correct words, even Amraha didn't know, in which year, Pakistan became an atomic power?
"you did very bad to him" Amraha dragged out old topic again, she didn't want to be ashamed in front of Veera again. If Veera asked any common question from her about Pakistan and she would not able to answer then it would be so bad because  even a Pakistanis, at least, have the information  about Pakistan.
"no, it is not enough for him, cold water killed the dirty worm inside him"
"you're so brave Veera!"
"if no one dug me in the snow then I would not be brave like it"

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Swasan ff: An Incomplete Scrapbook (Uncertainty) Episode 16

Swara's POV:
"Money is a necessary evil. Those who have money, are craving for more and have become insane in lives. Those who don't have it, are crushing their fates and also have become insane in lives to acquire more money. In both the cases, becoming insane is the ultimate truth.. Only money can't give you peace but without money also you will lack peace." These were some of the thoughts which were roaming in my mind after knowing about the brutal killing of that captivated person by my kidnapper, Sanskar.

"My real mother, Shomi Suryavansi, left me due to money only. During those days we weren't that rich, so, she eloped with his so called rich boyfriend after giving birth to me. She couldn't take my burden and also as she wasn't married that time; so, she felt ashamed to be called as a mother.. Shameless woman left me and my mom, Annapurna Suryavansi adopted me." I had heard this news about my real mom multiple times in my life from my grandfather. I always loved my mom due to her selfless nature. But in life, all were not like her. Today I got another example of that. Due to money only, that person got killed.

My series of thoughts were broken when I saw sanskar. He came towards me and put chair in front of me. Till today I couldn't see his face as it was always covered with mask. I didn't want to lie close to a killer. So, I moved my legs away from him. Just then I noticed cramps & stiffness in my muscles. I had skipped my doses. So, they were coming up. But who did care for those cramps when I didn't know about my future... Anyways I was going to die. Either by Sanskar's bullet or else due to my disease and lack of its doses.. But as if I cared?

Viewing me in those thoughtful situation, he judged that I was scared. 'Stupid man!', I thought. I gave him a long lecture about his killing & remorse and how I didn't worry about my death. Though I was unable to view his face due to that mask, but I could sense his uneasiness. Like he was sitting in front of me but his mind wasn't here. However suddenly what happened to him, I didn't know.. , but he strangled my neck and dared me to kill my family. Though I wasn't at all worried for my so called dad, but I was hell worried for my mom. That great lady had sacrificed all her happiness to protect me. Over the top, in this cruel and selfish world, she was the one who was genuinely my family after the demise of my grand father. How could I even think about her death due to my stupidity?

Now I was on my knees in front of Sanskar and was pleading him to leave my mom. But he was continuously asking me about my father and his whereabouts? I couldn't hear that person's name as my father for this much time. So, I couldn't control my rage and shouted on Sanskar to stop calling Mr. Shekhar Suryavansi as my father. I knew that this answer was hell shocking for him. I didn't want to reveal this but what could I do? Firstly he threatened me to kill my mom and then calling that person as my father.... How much could I take? Father... Did that person know the meaning of it? Bloody fool! He never talked with me lovingly but always tortured me. From this questionnaire session , I could guess that he was the reason of my kidnapping. That man always gave me trouble but what fault my mom had done? I couldn't let her die, so, I pleaded Sanskar to leave her. But I didn't know what happened to him again, he jerked and left the room.

After he left the room, I was very worried. "What if had he gone to kidnap my mom? Getting my address wasn't a big deal for him. His sudden disappearance made me hell scared. Though I had answered his every question truely, still if he wouldn't believe me and probably if he was going to kidnap my mom then.... No.. No.. He wouldn't do that.. But why not?? How could I trust him? Killing a life was like a cup of tea for him. He had also threatened me. Oh god! please help my mom!" I was thinking about these aspects, when I felt dizzy. I didn't know how many days were passed out and till how long I had to stay here. Was I able to leave this cellular jail alive or not? I was uncertain about all these things. I felt hungry and due to skip of doses; the cramps & nausea were showing their colours. But I couldn't concentrate on these things as I was worried for my mom.

When I was in my own thoughts, the door of the cellular jail opened.. I thought that might be Sanskar had come to complete his questionnaire session. But unlike that, again those two men were coming towards me with a food plate. After seeing them, their old words flashed back in my mind that they would come to tame me. It meant now I was going to loose my *** Oh!! No I couldn't even think like that. One of them came very close to me & asked,"Miss! How are you? Are you missing us? I know, your kidnapper isn't nice to you but we are here. Don't worry, we will take proper care of yours!" And while saying these things, he touched my hands and was swinging it sensuously till my shoulder. I jerked his hand and said,"Back off you Bastard." This time another man came and slapped me hard in such a way that a tiny drop of blood came out from my mouth. But he didn't care about that & shouted,"You Bitch! Earlier you wanted to tell sanskar about us.. Now also showing us attitude. Never mind.. We know how to tame a wild cat." And he came close to me & pressed his body on mine. Due to my cramps, I was unable to move my legs. So, I tried to push him hard in my hands but in vain!.. His hands were now in my neck in a encircling position. Suddenly I hurt him with my big nails. I scratched his neck and shoulder & he shouted in pain & left me at once. Another man couldn't bear this and raged his voice,"We are giving you chance to cooperate but you are not ready for that.. So, due to your that choice, be ready to sense our brutality." (He smirked).. I knew that by my act, I raised their anger and inner devil. So, I couldn't escape from their clutches now. That man came close to me & torn the dress from my back & was touching my backless hungrily. I didn't know what should I do now. As I didn't have any more strength left to fight with them. Suddenly I remembered Sanskar and his words about molestation & shouted in top of my voice, "Sanskar". I didn't remember what happened next.. I felt drowsy & everything blurred....


Credit to: Kashis

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