Saturday, 20 February 2016

Swasan A path hate to love Ep 44

Posted by Saba Shiekh on February 20, 2016 with 17 comments
Swara is still looking him but her expression is completely empty. The great sun is covering the darkness of night

but they can't get one single ray of sun because he chooses the room which is dark and the heavy curtains make it

darker.

His mobile rings but she doesn't move to see who's this on phone. Maybe Laksh or Shanaya. At the name of Laksh,

she thinks about Ragini and her family. But she knows Shanaya can manage everything. She doesn't want anyone

would see her in this state, specially her family. She lifts her cellphone and calls Ragini. But she immediately

disconnects the call because her voice can disclose her secret.

She calls Shanaya, she attends call at first ring.

Shanaya:" Where are you? I call many times on Sanskar's number, is he ok?"

Swara looks him again:" Yeah he's ok..." Her voice is emotionless and her tone is flat.

Shanaya understands and asks hesitantly:" Are you ok Swara? Did he..?" She couldn't complete her question.

Swara cuts her words:" Where is my family Shanaya? Did they ask for me?"

Shanaya:" Yes they asked, but I told that Sanskar is not well, so you're with him, they can see you in morning"

Swara gasps:" Do anything and send them to Delhi"

Shanaya:" But Swara..."

Swara again says in bit loud voice:" I know you can manage everything, manage it too, do anything and send them

from there"

Shanaya:" Ok I.." But before completing her sentence, she disconnects the call.

Swara looks him again whose heat of eyes can melt her heart but when his heat comes outside, it can burn her

heart. She realizes that the man whom she considers as her lord even doesn't deserve to calling human being.

He's only psycho person who has proud of himself, proud of everything he has and he can do.

It's good to have a proud but in limit. Whenever we start to cross our limit, it would always result the disaster. And

exceeded proud or arrogant aways result that person become devil or god. He's the mixture of both.

He closes his eyes slowly and looks her awakening. He smiles with his same signature smile and pulls her towards

himself by holding her arms. She neither restrict nor reciprocate to him. Just remains emotionless and let him do

what he wanna do.

Suddenly he realizes her state and very little guilt comes in his heart but he jerks it again. But as he reminds himself

the promise he made, he leaves her.

Swara stays emotionless, few moments silently passed between them and he reminisces the last night incident. He

repents, what he did last night, not for he hurt her, just he breaks his promise. Breaking promise and be dishonest

are real sin for him.

His phone rings and attends the call, he listens call silently and turns to Swara:" You family is going, don't you

wanna meet with them?"

Swara says in same flat tone:" I wanna sleep.." She turns her back to him and a little drop of tear again falls from

her eye.

He says something to Shanaya and looks her long black hairs.

He reminisces her confession of last night and smiles bitterly. He himself considers himself a god but this god who

made bond with devil to sell his soul.

He looks her back again and gasps, she said, she loves him but for him, love is nothing. How can he accept love

because after Meera he felt for many women but as he got them, his feelings banished from his heart. So how

could he accept love which winks like an artificial lighting.

He stayed in dark world and saw the real face of woman, for him, every woman falls for two things and he has both

things to make them fall.

But for this girl, he felt helpless first time, he wants her and feels for her also. He also thinks for her same like that,

he wanna leave her because it's not in his rule to hold down any innocent girl, but this is different thing that in his

point of view, no woman is innocent.

But whenever she insulted him, his ego hurt and his inner devil pushed him to show her earth.

It's said that when god created man, he pours some of his own qualities into his creation. Proud is one of them, he

has been this quality since his childhood. But when first time he saw the real face of life, when someone left him

first time. Then he realizes his own price in the market of life, that time he decided to sell himself.

He sold and every price of him, gave him more wickedness. Many times, his inner goodness raises in his heart but

he supressed it always because he's afraid... Yes! He's afraid, whenever any devil wanted to be a God, he always

afraid deep that this inner goodness can harm his monarch.

For this girl, he's different from others, he doesn't love her because he doesn't believe in love but on the other

side, he doesn't want to harm her intentionally. But he hurts her every time, why? Because she pushes him to do

that.

I told you, god gives quality of himself in a man that's the reason, man started to consider himself as god? But god

is alone, man want to be alone but in reality, he can't stay alone. So he seeks his devotee for this purpose. Who

can live with him but doesn't consider himself more than him.

He had lots of this type of devotee in his surrounding but he wanted the one who can devote him completely. He

proposes Shanaya and Shanaya showed him a new path.

He wants this girl and finds her satisfactory. He personally doesn't want to harm her but whenever she showed

him her ego, her pride. His inner devil just wanted to suppresses her pride, her ego and shows that he's the only

one who can rule.

He didn't want life partner, just a dummy who can devote him as well as obey him.

But we can't stay in black side completely, there's small portion of whiteness also. Which pushes him to take care

her because deep inside his heart he wants her and feels something for her until she challenges his ego. If he's

saying that there's no love, she should be accept but if she doesn't, then he would show how love would vanish.

He gets up slowly and takes out his dress from wardrobe. She's closing her eyes but he knows she's awakening.

Sanskar:" Are you ok Swara?"

Swara opens her eyes and looks him. He offs the curtains from balcony and she can see the beautiful structure of

his face as well as the cruelty of his heart in the rays of sun.

Swara nods in no, Sanskar comes to her immediately:" I'm calling the servant to..."

She stops and looks him, how can he forget everything so easily. He becomes disasters in night and next morning,

again become that loving and caring husband. The two different shades with the light and darkness of the time.

Sanskar looks her and again repents to break his promise.

Swara slowly gets up and takes her dress for changing. She goes to bathroom and opens the shower of warm

water. She allows water to flow on her body and mixes her tears in drops of water.

Last night, opens her eyes and now she can see which she couldn't see before because of cover of her love. Now

she has decided to do what she wants to do. Now she decided that either she would change him or leave him but

won't stay with him to molest herself more.

Swasan A patn hate to love Ep 43

Posted by Saba Shiekh on February 20, 2016 with 18 comments
Recap:" Sanskar saw his family in his party and felt pain in his head" 

Sanskar reaches in his room, Swara follows him and comes close to him. His face is expressing his inner pain while

her face is expressing her tension for him.

Swara:" Are you ok Sanskar?"

Sanskar:" Why are they come?"

Swara:" Who?"

Sanskar looks to her face and says in cold voice:" Those Maheshwaries"

Swara doesn't understand:" But you said, I can invite them"

He shouts:" But I didn't know they would come"

Swara:" But Sanskar..."

He raises his hand and cut her words:" Call Shanaya"

Swara:" Sanskar.."

" I said call Shanaya..." This time he says more louder which frightens  her.

She slowly nods and goes to Shanaya who is busy with guests.

After seeing her, she excuses to them and they go to the side.

Swara:" Shanaya! Sanskar is calling you.."

Shanaya looks her worried face and asks:" Is everything ok?"

Swara tells her about the reaction of Sanskar after seeing his family. Shanaya also gets worried to listen it.

Shanaya holds her hands and says in firm but in very serious tone:" Listen to me Swara carefully... If you really love

him, then stay with him now. Because this time he should be need his wife instead of his partner, but..." She stops

to listen her innocent face.

Swara looks her with confusion:" But..."

Shanaya gasps and again tries to make her understand :" I told you about his behaviour with me, he didn't stay

with you like it, but if he's mentally disturb then he must show his real face or maybe your love would be vanish to

see his real face... I don't understand how to make you understand... But if I say he's animal then he's! Would you

handle him now? Otherwise I go to him?"

Swara still looks her with confusion because she doesn't get her many words bit she understands that if he needs

someone then it should be his wife who would be with him.

She presses Shanaya's hands and says in firm voice:" Don't worry I'll handle him.... You handle the party, because

it's Sanskar's dream.."

Shanaya tensely smiles:" Don't worry! I'll be handle it, you take care yourself and him but when he would become

drunk, stay away from him" she slowly pats her shoulder and goes to dj to loud the music because she doesn't

want to let people hear the noise of Skanska's room.

While Swara comes inside her room where Sanskar holds his head in his both hands to control his headache.

Sanskar looks her to come inside and asks in still cold tone:" Where is Shanaya?"

Swara comes to him and holds his hands:" She's busy with guests, I'm with you Sanskar! And you shouldn't need

anyone except your wife"

Sanskar looks her and Swara can see the clear pain in his red eyes:" Wife...huh? I had one wife, who already left

me for the sake of money and I bought second one..."

Swara looks him with wounded eyes that how can he say it so easily.

He stands up from his place, rubs his vein of brain and shows his back to her:" Go from there Swara! I'm ok now.."

Swara:" I won't.." Her tone is stubborn and firm.

Sanskar turns and looks her with anger, he goes towards her, holds her shoulders and looks into her eyes:" Try to

understand Swara! I don't want to hurt you, just go from there"

Swara nods in no and he pushes her in anger:" I told you, I don't like your sympathy which you show me time to

time... Just get out from there"

Swara looks him with unbelievable expression and again says:" And I told you, I wont go because it's not

sympathy"

Sanskar holds her arm and lifts her up. He opens the door and drags her towards outside:" Don't come here

again..."

Swara looks him helplessly:" This is love Sanskar..."

Sanskar stops to listen her, for few moments, he stays stills in the same condition and she slowly frees herself from

him.

Sanskar comes to sense to hear the voice of shutting door. She closes the door and now holds his hands slowly:"

This is love Sanskar.."

Sanskar looks her and the heat of his eyes are increasing in every moment. He jerks her hands and goes to bed:"

Make a drink for me.."

Swara looks him with shock because she didn't expect this from him.

Sanskar:" Didn't you listen? Make a drink for me.."Swara looks her and that fear is placing in her heart which she possessed in the initial days of her marriage because

he's behaving same as he acted in first night.

Swara takes out the bottle and first time, she touches the bottle of this special thing.

She doesn't understand how to make drink, Sanskar instructs her.

She makes drink and gives her but he nods in no:" Drink..."

Swara looks her with unbelievable expression.

Sanskar repeats his words again:" Do you love me... Then drink it"

Swara doesn't want to drink it but she thinks that if this can prove her love then she should drink it.

She closes the glass to her lips but he takes out glass from her hands:" If you aren't my wife, then I surely allow you

to do it... So be my wife, don't try to be my beloved, otherwise you don't know what I do with my so called

beloveds"

Swara feels bit fear in her heart but she wants to prove her love in any condition, so she forgets everything what

Shanaya told her and she believes on herself. But sometimes we don't understand the very little difference

between confident and over confident.

Sanskar orders her to make more and she does the same until he drinks enough.

But he still wants more but this time she stops him:" Sanskar it's enough now.."

Sanskar looks her beautiful face:" Who the hell are you to stop me?"

Swara controls her heartbeat:" Your wife Sanskar.."

Sanskar:" I already divorced my wife... No actually she left me, who are you? My new girlfriend?"

Sanskar looks her again and her image is blaring in front of his eyes.

Sanskar says again:" Well! I don't care who are you, just come to me"

Swara numbs because of his every words and doesn't move.

Sanskar says again:" I said come to me..."

Swara comes to him and he immediately holds her, now he recognises her:" Oh! You're my wife Swara Sanskar

Maheshwari..." He pushes her to bed and stand up from his place.:" I'm leaving you because you're good girl and I

don't want to hurt you" he says in unstable tone and he again holds his head because his body wants flesh.

Swara stands up and holds his hands:" Sanskar.."

He jerks her hands because her touch increases his desire.

Swara:" Sanskar, don't do to yourself"

Sanskar senses the pity in her eyes:" Again sympathy Swara? Don't make me angry on you"

Swara says in firm voice:" I love you Sanskar.."

Sanskar pushes her on the bed:" Love...huh? Ok! Then let me love you and then let me see this love would be

vanish in the air"

He again comes to her, pins her beneath the bed and holds her arms with tight grip.

Swara doesn't understand how to deal him, now she's understanding what Shanaya wanted to say to her and why

last time Sanskar pushed her out from their room.

He bites her neck but this time she pushes him:" It's paining Sanskar.."

Sanskar looks her with same heated eyes:" You love then bear me... This is first punishment of your love my

sweetheart.."

Sanskar is completely drunk and she first time, gets know why God forbids alcohol. This is not their first time

intimacy and she is tasting the bitter taste of love which is moaning with his every move.

First time, she shows restrictions to him because inside her heart she has belief on her love but he gets irritated by

her mantra of love. He only believes on himself, he hates the word love, how can he tolerate from his wife?

The louder voice of music can easily suppresses the noise of their room. He not only uses her and his torcher is

more than physical. He again breaks everything of room and Swara tries to stop him every time. But when he starts

beating her, this time she stops because her every restriction, increasing his cruelty.

"isn't Shanaya told you that I don't like sympathy but I hate love.."

When he fulfills his every need and takes out his depression on her then a tear break from her eye and absorbs in

the pillow.

She looks her and knelt down because there are so many tears in her eyes to flow out them.

Now she understands why every time, Shanaya smiles bitterly when she said to her that Shanaya has highest level

in his life. She said to her that she tolerated many things to reach on this level and she can understand now which

thing she experienced. She advised her to stay away from him when he became drunk but she had confident on

her new and fresh love instead of her.

Tears are flowing from her eyes and her sobbing is increasing by thinking about the first night and that night which

is most horrible night of her life. She slowly touches her wounds which are given by her husband or her beloved.

She doesn't know why and when but she considers him as her lord and she is starting to devotion herself to him

but this night, her idol breaks down. She's sobbing not because the pain but seeing her breaking idol. And whenever

our idol break, it's most painful moment of our life but at the same time it's time of changing our thought because

that time we consider our beloved a human being instead of lord. She wipes her tears and looks his face with

empty expression. The one who's living his life just for fulfilling his demands of instinct, can we consider this type

of human being? Can we? Really...?

Thursday, 18 February 2016

Swasan A path hate to love Ep 8

Posted by Saba Shiekh on February 18, 2016 with 7 comments
Ep8

Swara accepted her defeat and after it, Sanskar met her parents and asked her hand for him. It was easy to get her

to this type of person, so she is there in his house in front on his family and her also. And now his brother and her

sister wanted to know their love story and she can't understand how to make them understand that there is

nothing like a love, their marriage is just a deal between them.

She gasps and looks their excited face, she wants to give them satisfactory answer which is also suitable to keep

her respect in front of them.

Ragini:" What happened Swara, After you met with jiju at the birthday party of your friend?"

Swara nods in no and says:" That was little bit filmy, Sanskar told me to dance, I refused there was small fight held

between us but after the financial problem of papa, as he supported us then I found him as good life partner for

me, so accepted his proposal"

She arranges the salad and puts it into fridge.

Ragini and Laksh unintentionally look each others and their eyes are witnessed that there's something fishy.

Laksh was satisfied because if he asked from Sanskar, he'll tell him. Ragini becomes worried because she got from

her words that she accepted this proposal just for gratefulness or covering financial problem of her dad. But she is

much satisfied to see the attitude of Sanskar and his family towards Swara.

Three of them come outside, Swara asks Sujata about to arrange the table for lunch, when she hears the voice of

Sanskar.

Laksh:" Oh finally Bhai! You arrived here"

Sanskar:" How could I say no to you?"

Laksh smiled and they both go towards the sisters.

Ragini happily greets him while she says nothing.

Sujata asks her to manage dining table but Sanskar stops her to do so.

She looks questionably to Sujata, Sujata turns to Sanskar:" Son! It's traditional that daughter-in-law of our house

manages the dining table"

Sanskar looks his mom and says in little cold but in low voice:" Mom! This is my house and there's lots of servants

to serve food and manages dining table, you don't need to say any work to her..."

Sujata nods with embarrassment but they sit on dining table and Lavanya serves them food.

One by one, everybody gives her gift according to ritual.

Laksh asks to Sanskar:" Bhai! Aren't you giving gift to Bhabhi?"

Sanskar:" Actually I didn't know about the custom, I'll give her later"

Ragini:" do you like the food?"

Sanskar smiles:" Yes! It's good..."

He says and takes a spoon of rice and thinks about the moment when he was used to eat food which made by

women of his house.

After dinner everyone gathered at lounge, while young party comes into their room.

Laksh brings basket of dry fruits from kitchen and starts to eating, Sanskar also joins him and he also asks from

girls.

Ragini takes some but Swara refuses. Sanskar looks her and reminds the moments of morning. He slowly takes a

plate from counter and puts some dry fruits in it.

Sanskar:" Eat, this is good for you.."

Swara wants to refuse him but she looks his firm expression and starts taking silently.

Ragini teases her:" Ohhh!! When lucky asked, you refused but for the sake of jiju, you took this. What an obedient

girl you're!"

Laksh and she laugh at her and give hi-fi to each others.

Swara and Sanskar smile to see them.

Sanskar's mobile rings and he gets up to listen the call. Swara looks him and hears the name of Shanaya.

She doesn't want to give attention to the phone call but just because of name of Shanaya, she started to listen him

because she only suspicious about the girl name which he took during sleeping. It is clear that if he takes her name

while sleeping then she must makes her awake normally.

He is talking about any function, she doesn't understand completely, after  listening the call, he comes to then and

sits on his place.

Laksh asks while eating almonds:" Who is on phone?"

Sanskar:" Shanaya... She was asking about reception"

Laksh looks him with confusion:" Reception?"

Sanskar turns to Swara:" After two hours, beautician would come to make you ready, we've to reach hotel before

guests arrive there"

Swara:" For what?"

Sanskar:" I arranged reception of us"

Swara:" You should inform me at least"

Sanskar takes his favourite pistachios and smiles proudly:" Now you get know? It's enough, you should be ready

now"

Swara makes face and gets silent..

Ragini laughs to see that:" You both are mad"

Sanskar smiles:" How do you say that?"

Ragini:" Look each others... You both don't seem like newly married couple"

Swara and Sanskar look each others and then avoid eye contact with each others because they're not normal

newly married couple in reality.

*****************

Ragini asks to Sanskar:" Jiju"

Sanskar:" Hmm.."

Ragini:" You didn't invite us for your reception?"

Sanskar:" Actually... This reception is just a formality of get together of business tycoons and elite class, many of

things we've to do in this type of party because of clients, that's why I didn't invite my family to come here, Swara

have to become part of this reception and as my wife, she would attend this type of parties in future too. So, I'm

taking her there, otherwise I wouldn't take her there"

Ragini:" Hm..."

After spending quality time with each others, both families go to their respective house.

Although Laksh and Sujata were there. In his house, he specially designed one room for Laksh, whenever he comes

here, stayed in his own room. Although Sujata comes first time. So she's staying in guest room.

Beautician and designer come to Swara and Swara looks her dress which she's gonna wear in party.

It was white gown with diamond jewellery. Laksh comes inside for calling Sanskar and looks the dress:" Wow

Bhabhi! It's beautiful"

Swara:" Hmmm.."

Laksh:" Surely, it's Shanaya's choice"

Swara:" Shanaya?"

Laksh:" Actually Shanaya is right hand of Bhai, actually we were sure Bhai wouldn't marry but inside my heart, I

was sure if he would marry someone, it would be Shanaya but you made us wrong but I'm happy that he chose

you"

Laksh is continuously talking but she's not listening because her mind is confuse about the mystery of Shanaya.

I'm hope Ep 12

Posted by Saba Shiekh on February 18, 2016 with 4 comments
Recap:" Faraz proposed Umeed but she refused him and left the place"

Faraz looked Umeed helplessly and slowly her picture became blare because of his tears and he amazingly saw the

tear which came from his left eye. He remembered everything when that incident happened and he went to home.

His dad and mom suddenly realized that they were doing wrong to not giving time to their only son. That's a

reason he spoilt but this wasn't like this.

He stopped to talk his family, in his childhood, he desired anxiously for their time and then they wanted to give

time to him, he didn't want more from them. Agha Haroon admitted him in other school and his life was not life

without her.

He just wanted to go to her and many times, he also called her to her home, one time her dadi attended the call

and made him understand that his calling could suspect her character.

He stopped calling her but after his school,  he went to her school and stay there in the heat just because to see

her. Suddenly he realized that this act can also ruin her character. So he stopped to following her and just started

to stay normal. But he wasn't normal at all, he was still impatient child who wanted to take attention of his parents

by doing ridiculous but now his want or desire divert to Umeed. But he didn't understand that it's love or not.

He tried to make friends, specially girls because he knew girls are more caring as compared to boys. After his

intermediate, he reached to university for graduation and made one gang of some bad boys. He was like that

because he hadn't any motivation or purpose of life to live better life. He did friendship with any girls, just because

to divert his thought from Umeed. His burning desire wanted her for his whole life but he knew that it's almost

impossible because she never become of his friend again. He didn't realized his love yet. His every female friend

almost fell for him not only  because he had charming personality but because in Pakistan, many girls take

friendship as love, if one boy and girl  are together, that means, there's must something between them. Just

because of mentality of people and culture of society, those girls fell or wanted him. But he unintentionally only

wanted to see reflection of Umeed in every girl. He didn't have affair with anyone but just because girls started to

want more then he left that girl. At this stage of his life, he got lesson and avoided to do friendship with girls. But

before it, he made impression of "playboy" in university just because of doing and breaking friendship with girls.

The last girl was Laila who was bit different from others, he often called her "Umeed" unintentionally during their

conversation and she made her realized that he was in love with her.

He connected every dot of his life from his childhood to last incident and he realized that it wasn't only friendship

which he considered. For him, it's more than of it. In those days, he got know about admission of Umeed in his

university.  But in his own eyes, he became so bad so he didn't deserve a girl like Umeed. That's why he stayed

away from her. But last night, Agha Jan gave him hope, hope of changing, hope of living his life and hope of getting

his hope. But Umeed's words dragged him into despair and he just only wanted to end his life just because his last

hope was broken down.

***************

Umeed was disgusted by his words and now she's in library and because of his words and Shayan's behaviour, she

felt so much pressure in her mind.

She opened the book of accounting and starting to solving problems. But because of stress of her mind, she

couldn't concentrate on study and at the end, closed the book and put her head on the book.

She didn't want to cry but Faraz's words realized her that how much she wanted to listen all these words from

Shayan. She wasn't sure about love but unintentionally she started to dream about Shayan. She was sure about

that Shayan would come and asked her father for the proposal of Umeed. Yes! He asked her father for the

proposal of his daughter but that daughter wasn't Umeed. Sometimes, she felt depression to think why God didn't

made her real daughter of her daddy. She loved her so much, sometimes, love of someone poured into our soul.

Her daddy's love was absorbed in her soul. She just wanted to make him happy, she looked him with desired eyes

whenever he hugged Romana. She wanted the same for her and in her early childhood, she starred him from the

corner of his room and observed his every activity carefully.

But the incident with Faraz ruined everything because daddy started to show some affection towards her but that

incident again extended distance between them. After that, she put great effort to win his love and trust again and

she didn't want to lost it again.

And Faraz... After that incident, he called her many times but she didn't listened his any call and at the end, she

requested her dadi to talk with him and make him understand about her situation. She didn't know what dadi said

to him but he stopped calling her and then she saw him in the way of her school and she again disgusted by his

actively.

But this was worst act of him, how could he propose her in front of everyone. She wanted to hide her face with

embarrassment that she wasn't that typical girl who fell for him specially with the label of playboy. But he did this

and she felt extreme anger on him just because  of his proposal and she was cursing herself why did she offer him

for partnership in the occasion.

She stood up from her place and stepped towards the entrance of library. She suddenly realised that library was

empty now. Some of students were rushing outside but she didn't notice because of absent of her mind.

She went outside and there's ambulance in the university and many students were gather in some spot and

volunteers tried to stay then away from the spot.

She didn't understand what was going on.

Someone was saying:" Love is blind"

Murmuring of students were coming to her ears but she didn't understand what the situation was.

"she shouldn't do like that..."

"Faraz was playboy, we know but he did this we didn't know that.."

"suicide in university..."

"at least, suicide attempted person should think about his family, just for the sake of one person, how could he do

that?"

"refusal of love, sometimes bring despair"

She felt dizzy to listen them and reminded the moment when she refused his proposal and went from there.

"is he attempt suicide?" Her great fear came in front of her and she rushed to the spot and tries to crossed

between the hundreds of students.

Her heart was praying that may she wouldn't see anything bad there.

She went there and finally reached the spot and her heart drowned and eyes widened to see the view of spot.

Yaaram Ep 14

Posted by Saba Shiekh on February 18, 2016 with 1 comment

Derik was student of art and he made two minutes documentary for the local channel and asked Amraha for 

dubbing. Amraha knew that he was still guilty. So that he was helping her as much as he could. She got good 

amount and good information by the help of camera, she made documentary and made good amount. Derik 

showed her his old documentaries and she liked those, specially she liked the effort of Derik. 

After thinking of few days, she discussed it with Derik. She wanted to make documentary about Manchester 

university,  to update Pakistani students. Derik told her that she had to write script for documentary first. Firstly 

write script on it. He gave her his script. After reading those scripts, she wrote script of five minutes. Derik 

proofread it and she made good video of admission. Derik dubbed it in English and Amraha in urdu. She sent the 

video to some Pakistani channels and waited for their feedback. 

It took few time and she got answer. They were wanting to buy the video but they were purchasing video in less 

money. She wanted to sell them video but Derik stopped her:" Shouldn't be so hasty in making decisions dear! 

Sometimes it might not harm us but it would definitely less the profit. My first documentary was keeping with me 

for a year but no one was ready to purchase it. I gave it to journalist for a trail and he posted it on his blog. Then 

please don't ask because that time, every channel eagerly ready to take rights of my video. Look! There are two 

types of peoples in our world, one who wants to get a good things and other who wants to purchase good things 

which gives them profit also... If first person refuse you then go to second one" 

Derik and she did research for it and they sent this video to some Pakistani companies which worked on student 

visa. They got answer from second level company and they answered them yes because they were giving good 

amount to Amraha. This company was also ordered her to make two more videos for the information of 

Manchester university which they could show to their students. Amraha and Derik was also working on it, Amraha 

got good profit and she was hopeful that if she was progressing like that then she would definitely clear her 

liability.

****************

Her graph of frugality was increasing day by day and she completely avoided overspending. It was winter and she 

only purchased coats for her because those coats which she brought from Pakistan, were useless for the coldness 

of Manchester. 

One night, she got the call of dada and she thought that he was very tensed.

Dada said:" Amraha! Don't be worry but listen to me carefully, your Baba is admitted in hospital, fire burned in the 

market and he faced huge lost, that's why he couldn't handle himself and the situation" 

"what happened Dada?" She shouted. 

Dada:" He's fine now, he felt pain in chest" 

Amraha:" Give him phone... I wanna talk to him" 

Dada:" He's unconscious now, you just pray for him" 

She came out from the room under the open sky, she felt exhausted like everything was pressurising her and this 

pressure would kill her. Sadhna followed her:" Is everything ok Amraha?" 

"My baba is admitted in hospital.." She said hardly. 

She looked her silently:" He would be fine.." 

She lifted her face to look Sadhna. 

Sadhna:" Why are you worrying so much... You were telling me before two days that you're young tigress" 

Amraha:" Don't know why, my heart is feeling restless" 

Sadhna:" It's not restlessness, it's despair and when person disappointed, he feels like same. And this feelings 

haunted us when we feel disappointed otherwise you didn't come from your room. You should do your worship 

instead of crying you should pray now, handle yourself and talk to your family" 

She shocked to see Sadhna and rushed inside. She called to her home and consoled amma and dadi:" Don't worry, 

he would be alright" she said in firm voice. 

"if something happens to him?" Amma was crying. 

"I don't have answer of your despairs" she said and talked to dada and doctors of Baba. He got conscious after 

three hours and discharge after three days. 

Shop was burned-out and he got loss of 25 lacs so how was this possible that Baba didn't feel pain in his chest 

because he was almost bankrupt. 

Everyone was very tensed that what would happen now?  And she was busy in seeking solution of this problem. 

She was also worry but wasn't disappointed. 

"Wajid is taking loan on usury" dada said. 

"usury..?" She shocked to listen it. 

Dada:" Yes! He's not listening me and he can't get the loan without it" 

She felt sad to listen it:" It's forbidden dada!" 

Dada:" I remember but also remind him too but he's saying it's just interest of loan" dada got teary eyes by saying 

this." Either he would sell house or take loan from bank. 

Amraha:" I will do something, stop Baba to taking loan" 

"what will you do?" Dada was surprised. 

"why? I can do many things if any difficulty comes, then its solution would also here. We just need to search it. I'm 

also seeking the solution" 

She transferred her saving and the amount which she was earned from her documentaries work. It was few lacs 

rupees of Pakistan. It was enough that time but then she thought again and went to lady Mahar for discussion of 

this problem. 

Lady Mahar gave her cheque silently and Amraha starred her with amused. She thought that she would advice her 

that what should should now. 

" it's only loan" lady Mahar said..

"yup.." She nodded. 

Lady Mahar:" You know Amraha! I can afford to keep you and the girls like you there without any rent but I don't 

do this because I don't want to make you useless. My one son is living in this city but he doesn't live with me 

because I taught him to do effort and struggling. He can't sleep on the soft mattress of my house. I want to see my 

children as successful persons of society. But they have to lead hard life instead of luxurious for this purpose. 

They've to become cipher because they can put any number ahead of this cipher. My father was farmer and he 

had farmhouse in the Scotland and he said like that "residential of palaces are unfortunate  people of this world 

because they're useless" and he said by putting soil in his hands "we're fortunate because we're useful, life is 

breathing in us and the heartbeat is living in us"  I can give you this money but I give you as loan because you've to 

make yourself useful to return it...ok?" 

Amraha:" Ok...!" 

She also transferred this amount to Baba's account too. 

Baba called her:" How do you get this big amount of money?" 

Amraha:" My landlady gave me money without usury and some of them was my saving" 

"how do you save this?" No one knew that she was working except dada. 

Amraha:" I'm doing job Baba" 

Baba:" Job? You never did job Amraha, no even minor one" 

Amraha:" It was my mistake and now I'm doing job that's why I'm happy... Everyone is doing job there" 

Baba got teary eyed and first time for her:" Amraha! When have you grown up Amraha? Ali and Hamad are still 

busy in playing and you sent me millions of rupees and I didn't give you one rupee for going there" 

Amraha:" Ali and Hamad are like that because you made them like that. You should be strict to them. If they don't 

want to study then you should teach them something else. We made our children like that itself, we made them 

useless" 

Baba listened her carefully:" Dada said you, you're studying in senior class and I'm sure now you've grown up now. 

Now tell me what should I do now?" 

Her heartbeat was fasten to listen it and she was become happy to listen it. 

"firstly, you should save money now. Say to Ali and Hamad to wake up early. Say to Daniya to  do some job and 

don't take pressure on your head. It was our benefits hidden in this loss. Sometimes little loss saves us big loss. We 

didn't face any lost of our love ones. Now you've to do effort to start your work and It's my desire you bring orphan 

kids to your shop and feed them dinner." 

Baba:" I bring them to myself and feed them... Something else?" 

She got teary eyed but couldn't say to baba that it's parents who can make their children a nice part of car which 

can easily fit in the mechanism of life. But they can also make them useless part which can stop the life. 

"take care yourself baba and don't be worried about anything" 

Baba:" After gaining profit from my shop then I would return your money" 

Amraha:" I don't need this baba! I've enough money for my need" 

Baba:" But you get tired" 

Amraha:" Nope baba! I feel happy  to do so" 

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Wednesday, 17 February 2016

Swasan A path hate to love Ep 42

Posted by Saba Shiekh on February 17, 2016 with 21 comments
Recap:" Swara started her mission to change her husband"

The triumph of victory is beating in her heart and she looks herself in mirror and smiles brightly.

This wasn't her first moment of intimacy with Sanskar but last two were painful but this time her soul is replete

with sweet pleasure.

She comes out from room and finds Sanskar to talk with anyone but she amuses to see him talking with dog.

She is sure that it's Denny and now Shanaya would make him agree with her but on the other side, she also feels

guilty because of her inner devil.

She jerks all negative thoughts in her heart and steps forward to Sanskar.

Sanskar caresses his dog and talking with it slowly:" How was my baby? Did you miss me?"

She smiles to see his concern to anyone except Shanaya and Laksh.

A servant comes there and asks them to come on dining table.

They understand that Laksh and Ragini are waiting for them.

They both go downstairs together, The new shine of her eyes and relax face of Sanskar are clearly shown this

couple calmness to everyone.

Shanaya snd Laksh look each other and sign each others something.

Swara goes to Shanaya and hugs her:" Thanks and sorry..."

Shanaya looks her questionably:" For what?"

Swara sighs:" Long story, I would tell you after breakfast"

Shanaya nods and after breakfast, Swara calls Shanaya to come in her room and then she clears  everything about

her jealousy.

Shanaya laughs to listen her:" You're such a mad... I know it's natural to be jealous and don't worry about Sanskar,

this is not first time I'm dealing with him, I can make him agree... So don't feel guilty because of us... This is normal

in friends.."

Swara:" I thought he never forgive anyone"

Shanaya:" Yes he never, but this rule isn't apply on those who are near to him"

Swara smiles:" You're lucky that he's so much care to you and without any close relationship, you're so close to

him"

Shanaya smiles bitterly:" Dear! This is not god gifted, I suffered a lot to reach on this level... You found him in this

condition, he was animal before some years"

If Swara doesn't love him then she must thought that he's still animal but she doesn't think like that.

Swara:" Yeah! You didn't tell the incident how you both met and how you reach at this level?"

Shanaya:" Long story..."

Swara:" I've lots of time.."

Shanaya smiles:" Ok then listen.."

It was the time when Sanskar managed his hotel and he was gaining good reputation of his first hotel. That time he

invited his friend Vicky to come his hotel and manage conset of him in his hotel.

That time, she didn't know that Sanskar would be the owner of Morning Star. She possessed the name of Shanaya,

Sanskar boggled to see her with Vicky because he knew very well the "relationship" between Vicky and his

secretary.

He called her with the name of "Anjali" but she refused to recognize him. That time he didn't utter any word to

her.

Vicky performed very well in concert and they were celebrating party.

But after party, Vicky went to his new girlfriend, she was lonely in her room, so she went outside and saw Sanskar

was there.

Sanskar was smoking and because of smoking, he coughed again and again.

Sanskar saw her:" Don't you have night duty now?"

Shanaya scowled to listen him:" You should stay nice to me"

Sanskar bowed down:" I'm not nice, the how can I behave nicely?"

Shanaya nodded and about to turn but Sanskar stopped her:" Anjali.."

She unintentionally moved to him and he smiled victoriously:" Why don't you confess that you're Anjali"

She gasped and said nothing.

Sanskar:" Ok! I wouldn't ask you anything... Would you like to celebrate with me?"

Shanaya lifted her eyebrow:" Which type of celebration?"

Sanskar :" Offcourse I wouldn't ask you one cup of coffee.. I like to  drink old wine with you"

Shanaya nodded and gave her place to come in her room.

Both started hanging out and that night, they told each other about everything, every pain of their past.

After a heavy hang over, they fell asleep and awoke in next morning.

Both looked each others and burst out laughing.

They talked so much and then Sanskar made deal with her.

"Anjali..."

"Shanaya.." She cut his words.

Sanskar:" Yes Shanaya..." .

Shanaya:" Hmmm.."

Sanskar:" Work for me..."

Shanaya:" Which type of work?"

Sanskar:" Which you're doing with Vicky"

Shanaya:" As secretary..."

Sanskar nodded in no:" I can't do *** with my secretary... I need personal prostitute, to be honest, I can't play with

you game of emotion emotion that you're my friend, I need a girl so you should help me etc etc or become my

worker and I would f*** you... It's better to make a deal, because I can only trust you, so I'll give you what you

want and work for me"

Shanaya looked him with bit shock but then smiled bitterly:" Oh... This is a deal.. This is not first time someone

wants this type of things from me but I would work for you because I want to take revenge from those rascals, you

showed me the path now you've to lead me too and you stay honest to me... So it would be deal between us.."

Sanskar extended his hand and held her:" So deal has done now... But you've to do work from today..."

Sanskar taught her many things. Main thing blackmailing because he used her many times because of this purpose.

She saw his every shade, sometimes it was become very difficult to handle him specially when he was drunk. Even

she cleaned his vomiting because of hangover many times.

Swara looks her with shock:" You really did this...?"

Shanaya nodded:" Because of shortage of time, I can't give you details about everything but this story was not so

simple you're saying but it took so much from me to reach at this level"

Swara understands her situation and hugs her:" Aren't you angry with me?",

Shanaya:" Nay.. We're friends now... Aren't we?"

Swara nods:" Yes! We're..."

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Swara is at her room and choosing dress for night's function when Sanskar comes inside the room.

She glances him and pretends to him that she's busy in work and hides her face into wardrobe.

He suddenly holds her arm and pulls her towards him.

Sanskar slowly pulls her lock:" Why are you hiding your face?"

Swara nods:" I didn't..."

Sanskar moves to her slowly and whispers in her ear:" Instead in wardrobe, you should hide your face somewhere

else"

Swara:" Huh?" She looks him questionably..

He points out to his chest:" There..."

She smiles brightly to see his act and slowly puts her head in his chest.

Swara whispers his name slowly:" Sanskar..."

Sanskar lifts her face slowly, she looks into his eyes:" Always be like this Sanskar... My father didn't say any harsh

word to me, I'm not used to all this, but I tolerated all this because of our relationship... But I want we live our life

like normal couple..."

Sanskar touches her face:" Why are you behaving like this Swara? Shanaya told you everything... But you didn't say

anything... What's the reason?"

Swara downs her eyes:" I would tell you at right time"

Sanskar leaves her slowly:" I'll wait for your answer.... But remember that I don't like if anybody show sympathy to

me"

Swara sighs:" It's not sympathy" she says in low voice.

Sanskar takes out his dress from wardrobe:" It shouldn't be.."

Swara again sees him and a deep silence is taking place in her heart, suddenly her heart disgusted by everything.

Swara wanted to divert her mind towards this nameless sadness which is placing in her heart.

Sanskar takes out white collar shirt and vest with black dress pent.

Swara sits on a chair and calls him again:" Sanskar..."

Sanskar turns to her and she says:" If I wouldn't attend this party?"

Sanskar's face expresses his offence towards her words:" Swara! We've to attend this",

Swara nods:" I can understand.. But don't know why, but I feel sad, or something bad... Don't know"

Sanskar looks her and sighs:" Come for sometime, if you wouldn't feel comfortable there, then you can leave that

party"

Swara:" Would we leave together?"

Sanskar shakes his hand:" I would have to be present in all party"

Swara nods:" Ok... But don't be so late please"

Sanskar now goes to her, sits with her and slowly hugs her:" If you want, then you can Delhi with your parents,

Laksh and Ragini would also leave Mysore, I've also work here, I sound come next week"

Swara feels mire sadness to listen him and tightens her grip:" I wouldn't go... I would go when you would go there,

otherwise no..."

Sanskar touches her face:" You would feel better.."

Swara says in stubborn tune:" No means no.."

Sanskar smiles:" You're so Stubborn"

Swara:" It's the reward of your company",

Sanskar:" And in the company of Shanaya, you're answering me nowadays"

Swara:" Is this bad?"

Sanskar:" No..." He leaves her and stands up from his place, she holds his hands:" Stay with me for few minutes

more"

Sanskar looks her and first time he thinks that this girl is also very mysterious but this mystery also doesn't know

about the myth of her.

He slowly hugs her again and says slowly :" You should be disciplined Swara! My life is passing with the clock and

you just want to stay still"

Swara:" Don't know, I don't like the changing so much... Maybe I'm like old school but sometimes I want to hold

the moment, just like now I want to do so..." She's saying near his chest.

This wasn't so much silent night, there is nothing like romantic but sometimes silence make everything deep but

heavy and silence of their hearts are doing same.

After few minutes, both depart from each others, Swara asks him to choose a dress for her.

He chooses black gown for her and both get change.

When both come inside together, many people look them with jealousy and likeness. She holds his hand but

instead of giving her his hand, he puts his arm around her waist with all his rights.

Both come down, Swara meets with her parents, Sanskar also takes blessing from them.

But both boggle to see Sanskar's family there, she invited them but Sanskar allowed her to invite them because he

didn't expect that they would come in real.

Swara comes to them and takes blessing of Sujata, Sujata introduces her to all family members.

Sanskar is looking them from distance and he doesn't want to go to them. He sees them after a long long time and

they come to him to their own. Sanskar tries to control his pain but this pain is increasing in every moment. Durga

Prasad's voice is beating his mind and he wanted to get his family again many times in in these years, but were not

with him, he wants to ask them why do they come now when he's settled in his life and has his own family but the

pain of his head isn't allowing him to do so.

Swara looks him in this state and shouts his name:" Sanskar.."

Tuesday, 16 February 2016

True Love --- 2nd Episode

Posted by Saba Shiekh on February 16, 2016 with 3 comments





Few days are going to be like this and slowly slowly all students are mixed together, Boys & Girls also mixed & feel freely to communication each other sits together now they made close group also some boys and some girls they sit together in one row, preparation for presentation, making notes together and ETC. ETC. Few months are going to be like this one day Madam announced very important presentation she makes team two boys and two girls unfortunately  Azaln khan and Fariya are in one team and now start love story of Azlan and Fariya from there, I tell you about Azlan Khan Azlan is very decent polite and respectful person and told you before little bit shai type. About Fariya, Fariya is very open minded girl she’s also beautiful and charming intelligent too. But before Azlan has no feeling about her; teams are sit together after classes in cafeteria & institute park to discussed with different topics and presentation these guys also joined social media group means these are totally made you can calculate the mentality of these here 24 hours out of 18 they are in touch in classes, cafeterias, social media means they forget the world they are feeling in whole world one just we are. I tell you also one interesting point when exam season are coming boys are as usual duffer & lazy in study then these group girls are become teacher for just a while & learn boys and enjoyed a lot during studies and also boys get good marks and guys tell you secret truth when we are in examination hall they made one plan they sit in examination hall near each other and also girls helps of boys during exam. How silly they are! After that they will finish the paper and the girls are comets to boys now go to the cafeteria and gave us service some time girls are choosing outside the treat in KFC or Pizza Town (Name changed) Now come to the story main characters one day fariya has some work in bank but unfortunately she couldn’t go there and he will go for the bank. (Guy’s after continue my story I will first inform you Fariya belong to middle class family and her father was dead when she’s only 3 years old & her mother run the house with very low seller) Azlan know this before. That’s why Azlan said ok give me this document i will submit in bank behalf of you. Because azlan realize if she will go there she spends money for taxi and she also seems this one. Azlan first time take her mobile no of fariya and she said when you submit then inform me immediately. Azlan said OK Boss, after Class Azlan went to bank for submit document of fairya and also informed her k documents are submitted and take easy. Then fariya replied thanx to Azlan and now feelings are born in Fariya’s heart regarding Azlan Khan how he is.
And Azlan has no feelings about relation with Fariya just he wants to help her; Classes continues as per daily routine, In class fariya noted small small things of Azlan what he is doing, where he is, how looking today, and try to close with him.
One day Azlan sit with another girl in Cafeteria suddenly fariya come to there and she saw the Azlan sit with another girls, she feeling said also jealous now she think her mind how i take Azlan from there. Ok finally she come to Azlan, first he don’t show any feeling how she feel, She said Excuse me Azlan I have some work with you can you come in side for a sec just, Azlan refuse and said give me some time now am busy we have some work now see the eyes of fariya after Azlan refuse. As I told you Azlan is smart boy now he thinks his mind k Fariya feeling jealous about this girl. Bay the way Fariya went in angry mood after half hour Fariya comeback and see Azlan and other girl still are in Cafeteria and they are laughing with chit chat, Now the temperature of Fariya broken the meter, she come and said to Azlan what are you doing here with her, Azlan replied nothing, again Fariya Azlan nothing means what! Then other girl who sit with Azlan she replied Fariya what are you thinking in mind we are just friend and noting special if you have any problem you can join us simple. Then fairya sit in center of both and they start again no one to give attention to Fariya, but Azlan know all thing K what’s going on the mind of Fariya and how’s she feel this all but he ignore and continue, after 15 to 20 mints Fariya said to Azlan I need Juice please bring for me, he said Ok when someone come i will give order she said no bring for me now and you will go, few second he watch the face of Fariya and said OK fine, when he come back the counter and see the Fariya is not there and he asked the girl where she is she said, She leave already; Azlan give small smile and said ok now we are also leaving because classes was off already and your point (BUS) is ready to go. When Azlan reached his home and he received one msg from Fariya she write in his msg GOOD GOING Azlan send her smile.   

 TO BE CONTINUE IN NEXT EPISODE.




Monday, 15 February 2016

I'm Hope Ep 11

Posted by Saba Shiekh on February 15, 2016 with 8 comments

Recap:" Umeed was broken down to see Shayan as Romana's fiance. Faraz's father gave him proposal of Umeed for the sake of his responsible attitude" 

It was bright morning, the soft rays of sun were reflecting her face, she slowly opens her eyes and saw the rays of sun which were saying her "good morning" 

She stretched her body slowly and woke up from the bed. 

The last night incident gave her sorrow as well as a lesson, not to expect anyone especially with any stranger and shouldn't make the castle in the air. She was doing so and she paid off because of her mistake. But every mistake is the name of the lesson, not a repentance. So instead of repenting, she took the lesson from that incident and decides to move on by forgetting that incident which only gave her pain and remorse. 

She changed the cloth and get ready for a university because today she had to pay all her money which they earned during festival. 

She already late from university, the meeting would be held in the afternoon but she had to do calculations with Faraz before the meeting. 

She went to the dining hall, daddy and Arman went to the office and because of late night function, mummy and Romana were sleeping yet. She also awoke late as compared to her daily routine. 

She was taking breakfast when Romana came from her room. 

"good morning Umeed aapi" she took the apple and took a bite of it.

Umeed looked her and tried to smile hardly:" Good morning! Are you going to university?" 

"nay... I've no mood of studying, don't know why I chose business as my major subject... This is really boring" she said in low voice. 

Umeed smiled:" I also feel the same, but you've option to change it" 

Romana scowled:" You've also the option to change your field as well as subject, but you want to increase your number in the eyes of daddy" 

"is this bad thing Honey?" Umeed lifted her eyebrow while she looked her questionably. 

Umeed calmly took a sip of orange juice and said:" If we do something good or make any effort to make them happy or satisfy from us... In your words, trying to raise our number... These all are not bad thing Honey because no matter what's our purpose, it isn't harming to anyone though only give them satisfactory or happiness" 

"I don't understand your words, I only want to sleep again" she yawned and  put her head on dining table. 

Umeed had done and stood up from her seat:" You should go to sleep again..." 

"good morning ladies" her words cut out by Shayan who was coming from outside and he was in jogging dress, he might come there directly from jogging. 

Umeed greeted him and about to leave but he stopped her. 

"give me company Umeed" 

Umeed nodded in no because she was hardly controlling her emotions in front of him.

"not now.... I'm getting late from university, I would join you later" she said calmly. 

Romana got freshen up to see him, she was wearing a white top with pink pent with matching muffler. Her bag was grey and she was holding files, perfectly ready for going university. 

Shayan shook his head:" Company me for some time, five minutes wouldn't make any difference" 

She gasped and set on her chair again. 

Romana became active to see him and asked him about breakfast. 

Romana was serving her and he was talking her during eating toast, it was perfect view there's no any loophole which proved that they were engaged forcefully. 

She was again got confuse to see them together and comfortably talking with each others. 

Shayan turned to her:" Umeed! You know I often say to honey that your name should be honey instead of honey..." 

"huh..? Sorry, I don't get you" she asked him with confusion. 

" I mean to say, your complexion to your eyes color are honey colored but everyone called her honey... Romana name suit to her but honey is only suitable for Umeed" he winked to Romana while she fumed to listen it.

"I'm more beautiful than aapi" Romana shouted. 

" yes you're! But honey name is for Umeed... May I call you honey?" He bowed down and asked from her. 

She puzzled to see him but hardly control herself and said in calm voice:" Romana is honey for us only... I like my name and you should call me only Umeed... Excuse me I'm getting late" 

She said and left the place, Shayan looked Umeed with the meaningful smile and Romana gave him the angry look. 

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In the same fine morning, Agha Haroon's mansion was replete with silence. 

He was the only one who awoke, this time, his mother went to her social work and father to his work. Even servants of this house are punctual and disciplined except our hero. 

He yawned almost fifth time and watched time in his mobile.

" time of going university" he murmured and reminded the deal between him and his father. 

After reminisced the deal, he got up from his bed immediately and ran towards the bathroom. 

When he came lounge, ho leave for university, Arbaz called him from the dining room which was attached with lounge.

Faraz turned and went there. "Lala! You're also late today" 

"yes! Actually It was problem of time zone, it wouldn't be happened from tomorrow" Arbaz said seriously. 

Faraz took an apple and laughed:" You took me serious, I was just teasing you Lala!" 

"but in the matter of punctuality and disciplined, we all family members are same" he smiled this time. 

"except me..right?" Faraz took a bite of it and said. 

"no... You spoilt little bit but when you would take responsibilities, you would also become like this, because this is in our blood" Arbaz said. 

Faraz rubbed his vein of brain from one hand and shrugged. 

"now I've to go.. I'm getting late from university, today we've to do calculation before meeting" he got up from the seat. 

"we..?" Arbaz looked him questionably..

"I and Umeed," he said slowly and Arbaz looked him meaningfully. 

He puzzled by his gaze:" Stop it Lala! We're just friends.." He said while smiling but suddenly he reminded Umeed's words. So he corrected his words:" I mean to say the only partner in festival... Nothing else" 

" but in few days, you both would go to engage with each others" Arbaz replied while taking tea. 

" but Lala! First let me take her approval" he said seriously and glared the watch. 

"you've only one day for it because, in this evening, chachu would give proposal of yours to Bahroz Khan" 

"oh no..! This is so short time, so now let me go..." He stepped towards the entrance but moved  bit to him and shook his hand:" Bye Lala" 

He said and left the house and when he reached the business department, Umeed was very angry because she was waiting for him for very long. 

But she didn't show any anger to him, stayed emotionless in front of him and started to showing him, vouchers and receipts. 

Faraz felt unhappy to see her like that, if she showed her anger to him, he would be happy but her attitude showed him that she considered him mere stranger or university fellow. 

After they had done their work, Both attended the meeting and in meeting Faraz first time saw her from the views of his father and understood why his father eagerly wanted that girl as his daughter in law.

Actually, there was one problem also in his family, as much as they loved daughters, they've hardly gotten one daughter in the one generation.

His father didn't have any sister, Arbaaz had only one brother, he was only son and same as his father's other brother also had only sons. So he was sure that Umeed would be gotten so much love in his family because his father always wanted a daughter like her. 

She was presented their business, the poor women and their work and their perspective to help them in marvellous ways. At the end of the meeting, everyone was clapping for her but he was only starring him while smile. 

Because he knew, she faced many problems in her childhood just because of her parents who didn't love her. So he was assured his family would give her that love.

In his childhood, it didn't matter of love for him. It was matter of time and attention of his parents. Both had their own work, so just for gaining their attention, he often took leave from school, stayed dirty,  didn't study and did many things wrong just for gaining their attention. But these all went vein and result was happened that he became useless in the eyes of his parents. 

So there's little bit cold war between them because he thought, because of them his childhood was ruined and 

they thought it was because of his ill-manners and careless attitude. 

At the end of the meeting, she took her stuff and pulled the door gently. He followed her and called. 

She moved back and looked him questionably but her expression was still flat. 

He slowly stepped forward to her, he was confident boy but he never thought about that he would ask Umeed about this type of things. Actually, it was his that dream which he never saw. 

He looked down to his joggers and joint his both palm together. 

Umeed jerked:" Faraz! You're wasting my time" 

He disappointed by her words but he knew very well, if he grab this chance, he wouldn't know about her approval about him.

"do you wanna say something?" Umeed asked to feel his silence. 

He gasped and looked her innocent face, if anyone asked from him when did he fell in love with her? So he would replied "when I didn't know the meaning of love.." 

He smiled and first time thanked his father in his heart. 

Umeed was still looking him with confusion.

"actually Umeed..yesterday... My mom say you, she liked you..." He didn't want to show any of his likeness regarding that because he didn't want that anyone pointed out them that they studied together, that's a reason of their marriage. 

"my parents want to give proposal of mine, for you... So... I want to ask you, would you like to become my future wife?" He finally asked.

There was no any romantic environment, students are passing near stairs, the murmuring voice and laughing of students are creating music. The fragrance of old books were in atmosphere, nothing was romantic there but if the atmosphere of heart was romantic, everything become romantic. His heart is filled with hope, fear and love, so he loved all of his boring surrounding. 

"sorry... I don't get you" Umeed asked.

"would you marry me Umeed?" This time, he said in bit loud voice with enthusiasm. 

Some of the students were stopped to listen him, some of them looked with interest, some passed away.  He was famous student of the university, if he was proposing any girl, it would be hot issue of university. 

Umeed looked here and there and felt embarrassed to see everyone. 

She looked him and said slowly "I think, you are sensible person, but I was wrong and I repent, i thought like that..." She said in slow but rude voice.

Faraz:" Try to understand Umeed.." 

She started to moving ahead but listened to him and turned back by saying this "go to hell Faraz!" 

She said angrily and left while Faraz was suffering from the deep pain in his heart.

Swaragini The beginning.Ep 1

Posted by Saba Shiekh on February 15, 2016 with 3 comments
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"Good morning India!!! this is your one and only lovely host of tonight. Ohh! I'm sorry.... I guess I should say that so this is your lovely cute and bubbly host of today SWARA BOSE!!! no need to do clapping please i know, i'm awesome.... thank you,  thank you"
A hand hits her head lightly.
She awakes from her dream "ouch!!!"
Owner of that hand, says"have you done for today i mean get a life dude! do your tv hosting stuff at your "8 ka dose" with swara bose !!"
She pouts her face" seriously Ragini am i that boring????\"
Ragini makes a cute face "aww baby! you look so cute by making face... i love you" she hugs her from behind " and yeah! you're awesome" she kisses on her forehead and
runs to the door
Swara:" your cell phone is on the sofa!!"
ragin pauses and moves back to the sofa grabs her cell \" thanks baby and i love you !!"
she runs swara "i love you infinitely" but about to go but stops"aww! what will i do the whole day without you?'. she makes a sad face but then she stands up as she realizes something"INTERVIEW!! stupid run" she takes up a jacket from her cupboard puts on her scarf and takes a clutch.
"ohh no miss bose! you aren't going for a party of friends, it's an interview" she is cursing her laziness. But that time she hears a reminder it's in ragini's voice
"baby don\'t worry check my wardrobe at right" she does there's formal but cute outfits just perfect for swara and other matching stuf in it
ragini:" get ready you have 45 minutes left for the cab to arrive i know it's an important day baby i love you and all the best"
she goes off and smiles to see her concern for her.
swara:" and thats why we are soul mates rags" she hits her head lightly "miss bose! go and get ready you have whole day to praise her!!" she says to herself and leaves for interview.


So friends! this is a new story and i assure you it would  have lots pf twist and turn and thi is totally  different love story !!
Swara bose:'the cute bubbly girl who always keeps handycam with her everywhere not because she's an aspiring reporter or an actress but she just loves to shoot everything thats happening with her and if possible sometimes her buddies too"
Ragini gadodia:" only daughter of the famous businessman Shekhar. A childish yet modern and strong girl. She stays with swara who is her bestest buddy and adopted daughter of Divyanka bose, the women who owns the chain of swara's industy which is one among the top ten industries
in the country!
well! our swaragini stay together in a 3bhk flat in the city of dreams yup thats mumbai. they are here far away from their hometown Dehradun to get their goals
Ragini gadodia aims to be the business icon of her generation. she is of 21 and too hard to handle ;)
and our swara, she wants to be a channel slot host for the prime time 8 at night where she'll tell the world about fictions of supernatural!
vampires werewolves witches and so on....
well thats too cute but she also knows that such things don't exist in this world. well! what do you think guys! do they really exist ???

"what would happened with her interview and how many ups and downs come in our heroines life, for knowing it, youve to read firther episodes"

CREDIT TO: NIDHI

Yaaram Ep 13

Posted by Saba Shiekh on February 15, 2016 with 5 comments
Lady Mahar stayed childless after ten years of her marriage. When they decided to adopt a child then her husband Ahmed Hussain died in a car accident who was surgeon of heart. He was successful and kindhearted person and

she was unable to live her life after his passed away from her life. Firstly, she paralyzed by her half body and

admitted two years in hospital. She has only her father in the name of the family, who died during her hospitalization.

Ahmed Hussain was three brothers but they only wanted to meet her if she gave their property to them which

based on one house and shares of the medical company. Mahar wanted to adopt child but she couldn't because her

the condition was unable to handle a child. And no any organization gave her child then she contacted with the

organization as "our kids" in which they arranged a meeting between guardian and adopted children and they took

money from the guardian of expenses of a child and upbringing them.

Mahar adopted no even one, but ten children from that organization. She gave all profits of shares to that

organization except her expenses. Children came to her house once in a month and called her mama.

These were diverted group of children who belonged to the different nation, color, and religions. But all these were

dearest to Mahar. They spent new year and Christmas with Mahar. One of them was Muslim and he spent his Eid

with Mahar. As the passage of time, children came to her and they did their own work as well as her work too.

Mahar waited for them on the day when they all gathered at her home.

When they reached to their adult age, they managed their career in different countries and cities. Some of them

were married, some were doing the job and some were studying. But no matter where were they all, they always

phoned to Mahar on every occasion. Mahar attended their call, sent gift of their birthdays and read their cards of

wishes. After one to two month, one of them came to meet her. And because of their arrival, she became happy

like those mothers who became happy to see her son to becoming the groom.

That's why Mahar only kept three to four people as paying guest. They came here for three to two days. One of

they were a doctor, one was an engineer, one was a nurse, one was doing his own business and some of them were

students but when they came shuttlecock they became children of lady Mahar.

They made her eat dinner, washed her face, brought her for routine medical check up and to parks. They told her

stories in the night and for them, lady Mahar was sacred personality.

Morgan was one of them, who was doing M.Phil from Cambridge and she brought her boyfriend to meet with lady

Mahar. If lady Mahar liked her then she would say yes to him.

Lady Mahar:" Do you really like this bald pigeon Morgan?"

"he's good person mama" Morgan smiled.

Lady Mahar:" Is he doing work in the snowy hills? He's arctic"

Morgan:" Next year, his Ph.D. would be completed"

Mahar:" Why don't you choose any hero as your life partner, I heard many of film stars come Cambridge for

study... I dreamt that my any child get marry with Hollywood star"

Morgan:" Then would I say him no?"

Mahar:" No way! I'm afraid he would be dead by your refusal"

She looked Josh who was watching the documentary on tv and Amraha and Sadhna were starring him that's why he felt uncomfortable by their gaze. They were doing this just because of taking pleasure.

"I agree with you," Morgan said.

Lady Mahar:" Fine! Then tell him yes, when will you like to marry? I want you to make you bride of spring but except Christmas, you wouldn't get time"

Morgan:" No... If you're saying that, then I'll become bride of spring"

Lady:" No... Christmas is ok we would make Christiana as bridal of spring because she is about to come here with

that type of piece"

Amraha and  Sadhna laughed to listen word "piece".

Lady Mahar gave wrist watch to Josh then he felt shy to take this. Lady Mahar gave Morgan with sorry expression:"

Think again Morgan! I think he would melt after your one to two crying"

This time,  both laughed vigorously to listen to this.

That day Sadhna got to know about the disease of her son, then both husband wife cried vigorously to know it. Her

husband was an employee of few thousands, how they treated their son? They've small house in Hyderabad but it was not enough to give treatment to their son. Someone advised them that they should sell house and went to

Europe countries for earning, they did the same but her husband couldn't able to get the visa. Visa agent told them, there're more chances to get visa of woman as compared to man. Sadhna applied for the visa and she got it. She worked as a servant there in Asian families, Pakistani, Indian, Saudi families. Every family called her two days in a week and gave her money per hour. She was first, lived with lady Mahar as paying guest but after that lady

Mahar kept her permanent for the household work of her house. She earned so much money in these two years.

Aryan admitted in the hospital of Singapore and his two operations had successfully done and now one was remaining.  Doctor was hopeful for his health. But Sadhna was the reason of his health, more than doctors.

Every family gave her money for Aryan included lady Mahar.

"you're so brave" when Amraha got to know about her story, her eyes became wet to listen to her.

Sadhna:" Yes I'm brave! That's why god chose me for this test that I would turn this hardness into easiness. I'm happy to be chosen by him"

Amraha:" Your son would become great man"

Sadhna:" I would make him doctor and it's good he's suffering from this pain, in this way, he would remind that how to help those who are suffering from pain and shouldn't be careless about them. Destiny always has a deep secret in every turn of life,   I'm understanding this secret in some extend and I would understand remaining secret also.."

Amraha:" When would next operation of aryan held?"

Sadhna:" After six months or more than six months.." She replied with satisfaction.

Amraha was inspired by her so much because when she was in Pakistan, she thought that she was the only girl in this world who had so much difficulties and grieves.  She ate pineapples at night while crying and she considered

herself a most grief-stricken girl in this world who had no any freedom. But if people started to explore this world, he would know that which sorrow gave him pain, it was nothing in front of all those difficulties which suffered by many people. Many people smiled in worst conditions. And they were a real human being who upped their head for gratefulness to God, not for complaints.

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One customer was wandering in her store and he didn't choose any show yet. Every time he went to the counter side and after taking a round of store, he again came to counter. Though Amraha was so much busy but she was also watching him too.

"I'm telling you, in this store, you wouldn't get the tweet of shoes" Amaraha came to him.

He:" Oh! Why didn't you teach them taking and giving tweets"

Amraha:" What do you want?"

Aliyan:" The one I liked, it was expensive and those are not expensive which wasn't liked by me"

Amraha:" I think you're not in mood of buying anything"

Aliyan:" Yeah! Might be"

Amraha:" Well! Look! There're some defected shoes in the storeroom of us, if you want them, I can talk to manager"

Aliyan:" You're so good... But not today, maybe tomorrow",

Amraha:" Then why did you come here?"

Aliyan:? Today..? Don't know, I would tell you tomorrow" he looked his watch and left from there.

Amraha looked him by the glass wall, he was walking slowly and whistling the tune of " how deep in love" and he was walking like he came home after the success of his rock show.

He came again next day, but didn't buy anything. When she brought him to the storeroom, he took her lots of time there. But at the end, he realized that he had two to three good pairs of shoes then why would he buy new?

She was annoyed by him:" Why do you come here?"

Aliyan:" Sometimes, my memory get lost, when I lost my memory, I came her and now I  gain my memory, so I'm leaving"

Amraha:" In Pakistan, people named as Baula who is like you"

Aliyan:" Ba..ooo..laa..aa?"

Amraha:" Yup baola! Now go from there now, you wasted my so much time"

He stopped by going from there:" I think if I would take one pair of shoes then this matter would not be discussed in the national assembly" he came again and tried many pairs of shoes.

"by the way, I shouldn't become overspend, oh yes! I remind one thing, I heard one thing that Asian people has so many clothes and shoes that if they started to divide those stuff into the people of the world, every person would have two pairs of shoes and two dresses. Do you also have as many clothes?"

Amraha puzzled to listen to him:" Don't know"

Aliyan:" That's mean, you've... You all are used to thinking about clothes and these types of stuff every time, then you wouldn't have place in your mind to think genuine things"

Amraha:" I've already don't have place of anything after listening your  babbling"

He shrugged and leaved, it was raining outside. While walking on the road, he looked back at least five times to

Amraha who was making entries of bills.

This time, he changed the tune of the whistle and, this time, he was whistling eastern melody.