Friday, 5 February 2016

Swasan a path hate to love ep 1

Posted by Saba Shiekh on February 05, 2016 with 1 comment
It was beautiful night of fourteen of moon, she was always fascinating this type of night but now.. She can't enjoy

this night because her destiny is changed now. She is looking from the window and starring moon in absence of mind. She's in the
traditional wedding outfit of red color. Her glittery dupatta(long scarf) is touching the floor but she's just starring outside the window and thinking about her future life which would be lived with her husband"Sanskar Maheshwari".

She remembers their first meeting which held in the birthday party of her best friend. Her friend requested her to sing a song, after song, Sanskar offered her for the dance but she refused because she didn't want to come closer

any stranger except her small circle and her family but hee took this as his insult.

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In this same beautiful mansion, Sanskar is sitting in the room of ground floor. He was drinking and his eyes was burning because of anger. An anger of insult which Swara did her at every step when they met.

It was birthday party of her secretary's sister, he often doesn't attend this type of parties specially of his employees but because of his need, he went there and first time saw her. He found her different from other girls of his circle and liked her. That night, he decided that this girl would be his dose of that night and he was assured that she'll be ready for it because he has lots of money and very marvellious personality.

He was proud on both things but she was insulted him by refusing his offer to dance. That time his proud broke down because of her and he never spare anyone who insulted him. That time he decided to get that girl at any cost but afterward because of some reasons, he decided to marry her.

He proposed her but that little girl refused her, that time he did what he knows very well to do and that was blackmailing. So this was the reason that she's in his house now as his wife.

He climbs upstairs and reaches to his room where his bride is waiting for him.

It was time of taking revenge, he sees Swara who is standing in front of window and says:" Finally you've become Mrs. Swara Sanskar Maheshwari! So now you'll see my real face which showed whenever I take revenge from that person who insulted me..." He comes close to her, she smells the wine from his mouth and steps back.

He holds her wrist and says:" Why are you fearing from me my dear wife? I'll be a good husband but after taking my revenge from you, you insulted me, so you've to pay me for this"

He jerks her wrist and goes inside the dressing room which was attached to their room.

After five minutes, he comes out in a loose trouser and t-shirt, although she doesn't like her but she admits in her heart that he looks so much handsome in this attire because she first time sees him in casual dressing.

Sanskar goes to the white sofa which  was located just before his bed and takes a drink. Swara is still standing near the window and starring him.

Sanskar:" I know your husband is so handsome, so  you can stare me by sitting beside me.. Come here"

Swara doesn't move, Sanskar looks her in anger and says again:" I'm not used to say anything second time Swara..Just come here"

She also doesn't habitual of this type of tone, so she hardly gulps her anger which is mixed with bit fear from him that she doesn't know what he'll do with her.

She moves from her place and sits beside him. He holds her wrist and drags her near to him:" You know Miss Swara... Oooppss Mrs. Swara Sanskar Maheshwari! You're beautiful, I like beauty.. So maybe I'll forgive you but most important thing is that you're mine now.. Only mine"

She can clearly observe the heat of his eyes on her body. He tightens his grip over his wrist but because of it, her bangles break, she shouted because of pain:" Sanskar it's paining"

Sanskar:" Let it be.. You gave me pain by insulting and I'll give you, then it'll be the same calculation" he leaves her wrist and says:" Go and get change, but don't be so late because I don't like waiting, so don't do anything which I don't like otherwise it'll harmful for you, opens the cupboard and I'll suggest you the dress"

She does what he said, Sanskar orders her to wear one piece short white dress.

She goes and comes back after changing. She looks cute in that dress but she is unfamiliar with this kind of dressing because she is habitual of wearing dresses which covers her body completely and it was strapless knee high dress.

Sanskar eyes show his likeness to see her in that dress, he comes to her and throws her on the bed.

She looks her new lord now she has to live under his mercy. He comes on her and softly touches her face. Her hairs are  open and she's looking him with fear and hatred who married her forcefully.

There's only dim light of night bulb in a room and he holds her tight and looks into her eyes:" Now! You'll know that what's the conclusion you'll face to tackle with me"

He puts his lips on her which she doesn't accept because she's trying to pushing him back but he wants to steal all the softness of his lips, so he doesn't stop but her restriction is raising with his passion so he stops, frees her lips and  whispers in her ears:" If you stop me then I'll give you more pain, it's better that you let me do what I want to do with you"

She slowly nods and he again starts his previous activity and starts biting her lips, it was painful experience for her because she didn't kiss anyone and because she doesn't like his touching too.

He slowly rubs his shoulders and his lips are touching bare part of her body. Every touch of his, gives her an extreme pain because it’s not a touch of love, it is only touch of fulfilling need,need of body, need to quench the thirst and need to cool down his instinct of taking revenge.

When he is quenching his thirst, then she gets know that how much devil he is because that time she wants to scream but he stops her screaming from his lips. He kissed her everywhere. And whole night, she is paying for the act of insulting him. Many times, she begs him and asks pity on her, but he’s such a devil, his ego is more than his humanity. At the climax he cools down and leaves her. He doesn't hug her, he goes to his side of bed.

She looks him with hatred and covers her body with quilt and gets inside bathroom. She shouts out her every screaming in bathroom. She opens the shower and she doesn't know how much time she spending to shouting this line:" I hate you Sanskar!" Sanskar hears her screaming and says in bit loud voice:" I hate you too my sweet wife, now it's enough.. Come outside otherwise I'll come inside and it'll not good for you"

Swara comes outside and Sanskar holds her again because his fire isn't cool yet.

She wakes up next morning and finds him sleeping beside her. She looks him with hatred and walks slowly towards outside. She feels pain while walking goes to bathroom and wears saree.

She goes outside where one woman was climbing the stair and smiles to look her. Her uniform shows her as the maid of this house. She comes to her, the tray of breakfast is held by her:" Good morning Ma'am! My name is Lavanya and I'm caretaker of this house, here is your breakfast, I'll serve you"

Swara sits on a couch of lounge, lounge is close to her  room where stairs are in front of it.

She takes coffee only because night's struggle is paining her body.

Lavanya leaves and She is sank in her thought  when someone snatches the cup of coffee from her.

It was Sanskar:" I told you, never breath without my permission and you came here, well! Go to room, hurry up"

He orders and she silently stands up, but It is hard to move for her because of back pain and she also didn't eat anything from two days. . She gets unconscious and falls from stairs.


Tuesday, 2 February 2016

I'm hope ep6

Posted by Saba Shiekh on February 02, 2016 with 2 comments

Romana pet name as "Honey"
A beautiful girl with pinkish complexion.
The younger sister of Umeed and her first and last enemy.
In our lives, instinct is much complicated but still splendid thing. Sometimes, it takes us to sky and sometimes to fall.
It shows to our path and still makes us wanderer. And if someone has instinct of selfishness and hatred then devil will be proud on this type of person.
She's beautiful like angels but her mind is beating the evilness of demons of hell.
She got love in her life but sometimes, when someone inherited everything then he'll not care about these things. She's just like the landlord who has many agricultural lands but he's envy with the fields of poor farmer and want to burn them. Why? Because he doesn't know the sweet taste ot hardworking.
She was also included in category of this type of  person. So that's why she didn't understand the struggle of Umeed and made a perfect plan to trap her.
And our heroine? She was unaware of her tricks because she was in the spell of someone.
This was spell of Shayan, he was the master of words and used them in appropriate way to allure anyone. So how couldn't it possible that this spell didn't work on her.
She waited for night every day, because she wanted to chat with him.
He loved to Umeed, she heard him as Mahar Mah and started falling for him as Mahar Mah without any awareness of the conclusion of this type of relationship.
It's also because she was thirsty from years, so finally! Someone started loving her so it's natural to got attraction towards that oases in desert but sometimes this oases, would be just mirage of eyes.
She only saw the beauty of love which gave her smile, fragrance, fireflies but on the other hand it has also curse, disobedience and dead end. But when someone started the journey of life, he shouldn't be afraid from death.
She was also forgetting about death and dreamed for a life in the unawareness of that there's death behind the mirage of life.
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When god created love, it was my imagination, yes only imagination... He took every beautiful thing of this world. He takes the most delightful colors of rainbow, sweetest words from the elegant languages of this world, little bit shine of stars and brightness of dawn. He took the first floor which blooms in autumn, he knotted the pureness of angels in the naughtiness of children. He took the clearness of pearl which lay in the heart of ocean. He mixed the first drop of rain in that potion with the color of rainbow.
Yes! This is only my imagination that when angels brought these things for God. He ordered them to mix his smile into this potion too and then love have created like this.
Then how couldn't this possible that a girl who drank the potion of love, will be unsuccessful in her struggle?
This was long struggle but she was getting successful in her path because this the investment, no one loss ever.
Now Arman often came to her and always played his new composition of music. She praised him and he became happy like that Umeed gave her the title of "singer of the  year"
He said to her:" I know you're the only one who understand me and care about my talent" he always gave his precious time to Umeed.
In evening, everyone gathered for evening tea and she served all and with it, she and daddy often discussed business matters.
One day suddenly daddy asked to her:" Umeed! Is your university off after 3 pm?"
Umeed nods in yes and serving him tea.
"then start office from tomorrow after university" he said soft but firm voice.
She boggled and stopped her activity to look him. Arman took photo of her with shocking face.
Arman:" I'll share on facebook with caption "Umeed with open mouth"
Daddy looked him with anger while Romana said:" You know Bhai! We're not allow to put our photos on fb"
Arman:" Yes my dear little sis! I was just kidding"
Daddy asked her again:" I'm saying something to you Umeed"
She nods:" Yes daddy sure! I'll join"
Daddy turns to Arman:" You've to guide her from tomorrow and pick from university.. I want she'll learn practical work until her study will complete"
Arman and Umeed smiled,mummy didn't give any expression to this conversation while Romana held her cup tight in anger.
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It was ending of her second semester and there was less crowd in university because many of the classes were completed and students nowadays were searching for notes and completing their assignments.
Umeed was a punctual girl, so she didn't has thus type of problem. Because of her tough schedule, she couldn't give time to her sites, so she was working in her free class of university.
She felt hungry so she took her laptop into uni canteen and now she was eating sandwiches with working on laptop, she was habitual of doing work during eating.
Her class fellow Hina came and set beside her:" Do you have notes of business communication?"
Umeed smiled and opened her bag, commonly she didn't share her notes to anyone but if someone asked from her, she never refused to them.
She was searching business communication's notes in her bag when she saw the group of few boys. Group leader saw her with deep gaze, she couldn't understand his gaze because it was not dirty, just deep. She saw him again because whenever she saw him, she thought that she knows him before. He was the student of bba 7th semester, it means junior from Umeed.
Umeed jerks her head and took out notes from bag.
Hina noticed her gaze on him and said:" He doesn't give lift to middle class girl like us"
Umeed boggled with her sentence, was she really look pity? She considered her as middle class although her laptop could easily show its price.
"is this your laptop or someone gave you? Can you afford it"
She disgusted with her answer because she personally didn't like people who causelessly interfere in anyone's life.
But she learned one thing from life that no one has right to judge anyone because God wouldn't judge anyone till death so who we people are to judge?
So she tolerated her taunt and handed over her notes with smile.
Hina understood her disliked expression but she got her purpose, so she stood up from the seat but before leaving she said something which solved her riddle of mind:" Stay away from Faraz! He's playboy of university"
She boggled after her sentence and looked him again.
She was amazed that how could she forget him and didn't recognize him after seeing his deep hazel green eyes.
But no! She wasn't forget him, she just stopped missing him. Just because of him, she was degraded in front of her daddy.
She starred him with no any particular purpose but he noticed this and came to her.
"do you recognise me Umeed?" He had fireflies of hope in his eyes.
"playboy" someone whispered from her, she also heard stories of university.
"yes!" She said in a strange tone. And said again:" How are you?"
She didn't say him to sit, so he didn't sit.
"hmm I'm not good" he said in a double meaning but she couldn't understand his words.
"do you know my popularity Umeed?" He was still standing but waiting to get permission of her to sit.
"yes! Little bit rumours came to my ears also but I don't have time for this useless things" she answered carelessly and focused her eyes on the screen of laptop.
"so you're far from me, because of that rumours? You're taking me a bad person?"
She looked to his face and said:" Look Faraz! As I believe no one is completely bad or good.. We human beings are mixture of these emotions, so I don't have any right to take you as bad person"
Faraz:" You're same, you didn't changed"
"you're also the same.. A one who followed the butterflies and stealth their fed colors" she reminded the gift of Faraz "a dead butterfly" which she kept still.
"oh! Then do you afraid from me?" Faraz understood her sentence.
"no! I'm afraid to loose my pride, which I lost once because of you" she said
Faraz became serious after hearing this and said:" Listen Umeed! I knew when you got admission in university, but I never come to you with my own, I came here because you were starring me and I don't want that my friends take you wrong so I came here. Believe me Umeed! I'll not let do anyone to harm you. And remember one thing always! You're not butterfly, until I get your pride, I'll not come to you and your color is most precious thing in this world for me" she could easily understand the heat of his words.
She lifted her face and smiled:" You're good person Faraz! I hope you'll not come to me"
"I promise" he said and turned to his friends but leaved deep lesson of life to her.
She starred the screen of laptop but couldn't do any work.

Swasan A path hate to love ep36

Posted by Saba Shiekh on February 02, 2016 with 31 comments

A strong layer of joy comes into her heart, while she already knows this thing that he's only her, but it's most happiest thing that you hear this words from your beloved. Many of us, know everything about our partner, but we want to hear again and again with same words.. Why? Because this is the most precious words of our life, maybe it'll become old, but same as gold, we can renew it whenever we want.
But on the other hand, this isn't a bed of roses, we've to burn ourselves for immortality of our love and burning is most difficult task in this world. It's not seem like which we often watch in movies and read in romantic novels, it's much higher thing of that. This is a reason, few people successfully carry their love.
She gasps and hugs him back, Sanskar notices her affection but he is only getting her affection just as a possessiveness of child.
Sanskar:" If you allow me, then may I back to my work"
Swara who closes her eyes peacefully, nods in no:" Lets sleep for sometime" it was time of sun setting, there is artificial light in room but she can feel the twilight of sun set. She looks her beloved who's same like sun but she prays in her heart that she'll only see his rise, never fall of this sun. But she doesn't know, sun is neither set nor rise.
Sanskar:" You know, I can't sleep and second thing is that this is not a time of sleeping"
Swara:" I know.. But we didn't sleep last night and because of bonfire, we wouldn't sleep tonight also.. So I wanna take a nap before going"
Sanskar:" There's hardly few time left, but its ok! You can take a nap, I'm here"
Swara tightens her grip:" Dont go please"
Sanskar smiles softly:" I'll not going anywhere... Now just take a nap, otherwise we've to leave for our night time picnic"
She smiles on his words and closes her eyes peacefully.
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After an hour, they leaved the palace and now they all are arranging their tents for staying.
Girls were wearing loose top and jeans. Only Swara is wearing long flawy skirt. She's wearing anklets which creating sweet voice in the silence of forest. While both boys are wearing t-shirt and jeans.
After completion of tents, they fired woods, because of saving time, they purchased woods instead of taking them from jungle.
They set bonfire and sit beside it. The setting is like that one side of bonfire, Ragini is sitting with Shanaya and Laksh is sitting beside them. Swara and Sanskar sit opposite side of them.
Laksh plays music and now he's dancing with Shanaya. Ragini doesn't know dancing, Swara knows but she doesn't join them and our hero lefts this type of things, 10 years ago of his life.
Swara and Ragini are clapping to see their dance. Sanskar looks her face which glows in the light of fire, she has a brownish complexion like wood and light of fire turns her complexion into golden.
She's not beautiful more than Shanaya.. He has seen many beautiful faces in his life. But not her beauty, something else makes her different from every girl whom he met in his life.
She was wearing white shirt and blue long skirt which suggested by him. Her hairs are open, she makes twist from one side, other side of her long lock is touching her face again and again. She claps and during clapping,  she many time, tucks them behind her ears but because of naughtiness of wind, it again frees and starts annoying her.
He slowly touches her lock, she looks him because of his touch. She again finds the same heat in his eyes which burns like furnace in the light of bonfire.
He tucks her lock behind her ear and whispers in her ears:" You start clapping, I take this duty to handle your hairs"
A red color touches her face which glows like the scarlet of sun in the fire's light.
She slowly nods and concentrates again on their dance.
Laksh comes towards them:" Come on Bhai!.. One move"
Sanskar raises his hands:" Pardon me for this thing lucky!"
Shanaya:" Sanskar is boring... Come on Swara! Join us"
She holds her hands and softly drags towards their point of dance.
Ragini comes to him:" Now we're in same category jiju"
Sanskar:" Hmm.." He is starring her who's matching the footsteps of Laksh and Shanaya. She's dancing slowly just like people dances on wedding occasion, just for expressing their happiness, not in a professional way.
A question again arises into his mind while starring her:' What's her position in his life"
But he's still find emptiness after asking  this question to himself. Because he doesn't believe in love, if he believes in love, he obviously marries Shanaya, not Swara. He only wants an obedient, pities girl whom he can imprisoned her and do what he wants. He knows, it cruelty but in his point of view, nothing is bad if you're clear.
He didn't trap her in a love type feeling and married her. He simply made a deal with her and got her. There's nothing like love between them and offcourse! He can'ut love someone.
He feels a small layer of pain in his head. It was commonly happen with him, when he continuously controls himself from many nights. It's very hard to make distance with his addiction, specially when she was in hus arms and he's just controlling himself.
That's why he often avoids her, specially in nights, it was also night but because of everyone, his addiction isn't raising but if he was with swara only, he thinks that it was his last night to control himself. And how much he controls himself, whenever he gets his addiction, he wants more and more.
He remembers the time, when he was get know about his addiction.
It was two months later when he got his first step of dream hotel. From starting, he had the problem of headache but because of his busy schedule, he didn't noticed of this.
But he clearly observed that whenever he saw women, he felt disturbances in his heart, he just wanted to hold her and quenched his thirst. From starting, he thought that it was only because he recently leaved the lusted life, after sometime, he'll become normal.
But his condition became bad to worst day by day. He had a problem of asthma from his birth but it was minor. But because of stress of controlling his need, he often used inhaler.
His nights became worst and restless with the passage of time, specially whenever he was free. So he started to work in night too but he was human being, how much he controls but he didn't want any women in his life because he was disgusted by them who always want to allure him because of only two things. In between, he got one to two girls for one night stand and amazingly! He got relaxing sleep that night.
But he was establishing his hotel, he had not so much money to waste on women. So he decided to control but after many days of controlling himself, he got a fit first time and it was continuously gotten by him every night.
That time, he went to Dr because he was still unaware of his problem, his restlessness,  his stress and cause of his fits and his headache. It was very difficult to concentrate on work but he was doing work well, he was succeed to got the reputation of his hotel in market and gave it the name of "Morning Star"
He went to Dr and consulted to him. He was shocked the words of doctor. Firstly he asked many questions from him.
Dr:" Mr Maheshwari! Do you have any relationship with woman?"
Sanskar:" No.."
Dr:" Were you in the relationship with any women in past days?"
Sanskar:" Hmm.. I was"
Dr:" How much time, you're living bachelor life?"
Sanskar smiled bitterly to listen his question but answered calmly because in his hard days, he learned to become calm and ruled over his emotions:" It was almost four to five months"
Dr was continuously writing during investigation. At the end, he handed over him a list of medicine and says:" Look Mr Maheshwari! I recommended you some medicines, but it's only just like sleeping pills to give you artificial sleep and rest but it's not permanent solution for your problem.."
Sanskar:" Then what's the permanent solution?"
Dr looked into his eyes and said calmly:" Are you single.. I mean to say, are you married or not?"
This question awaked much pain in his heart, how could he say to Dr that he was married religiously, but not officially. And it was mockery of destiny that now his wife is wife of other man without taking divorce from him.
Sanskar drowned in a thought because in his point of view, Meera was still his wife and in the eyes world, she was wife of Ram Malhotra.
Sanskar:" I'm alone nowadays" he said truth.
Doctor got something fishy from his ambiguous answer and said:" Look Mr Maheshwari! If you're married, then recover the issues with your wife. If you're not then you should marry because your problem, only woman can solve"
Sanskar sighed:" Is there any other solution except marriage?"
Dr:" Only woman but these medicines give you some relief but with passage of time, it'll not effect on you and makes your weak inside from day by day and even it'll effect on your mental health.. You can also consult with psychologist but as I know.. He will also give you temporary solution, so it's better you get marry or involve into any relationship with woman"
Sanskar feels touch on his shoulder, so he comes out from his memory, it is Ragini who's shaking his shoulder:" Where have you gone jiju? I know Swara is looking beautiful tonight, but she's your wife and you've to stare her your whole life"
He realizes that he was starring Swara during memorizing his past.
They're still making fun and he can easily see a bright smile on her face.
Ragini:" Swara is so lucky to have you"
Sanskar gasps and looks the innocent face of her:" And am I not lucky to have her?"
Ragini thinks for a while:" Actually! You're more lucky than her.. Don't think like that I'm her sister, so I'm praising her but she's really an ideal girl that anyone can be proud to have her"
He smiles on her sentence and diverts his  concentration towards her.
She continues:" You know jiju.. She's very strong girl and I never ever see her crying except when papa got minor heart attack because of financial problem"
A guilty appears in his throat to listen it but he says nothing.
Ragini:" But at next week, you brought her proposal and solved all problem, you know what I know she married you because of papa and us"
He boggles to listen her words because he takes her as foolish girl but she's much sensible girl.
Sanskar:" Then why did you ask that love story part from us?
Ragini:" Because I wanted to weigh my doubt because I know if she has any affair with you, she must told me and she had dream of simple man of his life, with a big family.. What we say.. Yes! I girl who made for family, she loved simple life and you were not her ideal, so I know that she didn't marry you for love sake"
Sanskar feels bit pain to listen her words but he jerks his head.
Ragini:" She had been working from her schooling days, she worked with papa in his shop and also gave tuition in her part time, we could not afford fees of our college, but just because of my study, she struggled... I was afraid that she'll marry in middle class family and she have to work in that  house too, but she was mad, she wanted a hardworking husband in small house, just like papa... But I'm happy she married you, she deserved a better life style instead of working everytime..." She pauses and looks him. :" Is this bad thing jiju if we want better life or money? Am I greedy to say that?"
Sanskar:" No Ragini! Many people consider that type of person greedy who wants money, but this is basic thing of our life, so it's not bad dear! If you want get it"
Ragini becomes happy:" Jiju! You're great! Whenever I say to these things to swara, she always gives me a lecture"
Sanskar smiles and looks Swara again who is arguing with Shanaya and Laksh on songs .
Ragini also follows his eyes:" She's so happy with you.. From starting days, I was afraid that she was making relationship on compromise but it's you who changed her heart"
Sanskar looks her in amazed:" I didn't do anything, she's happy because she's optimist girl"
Ragini:" Yes! She's.. She always takes out way of her happiness, she's strong and confident... I wish I can be like her"
Sanskar:" Every person has his own individuality.. Don't follow her, be who you're!"
Ragini nods:" Whatever! But I want to see her happy... Jiju! Will you make a promise to me" she extends her hand towards him.
Sanskar looks him questionably.
Ragini:" Promise me, you'll always keep her happy" she is saying with full of hope and first time Sanskar looks someone with bit fear because he can't make that promise to her.
He's a man if words, if he make promise, he has to act on it and he knows, she's not happy with him. So giving her happiness, he has to leave her which he can't bear. He looks smiling face of Swara and takes a glance of hopeful face of Ragini. In his life, he first time stuck in that problem in which he gets confuse what to choose and how to choose.

Monday, 1 February 2016

Yaaram ep10

Posted by Saba Shiekh on February 01, 2016 with 1 comment

Recap:" Aliyan and Amraha's faced each others and argued on tweet"
Residence problem was become serious day by day. Any room, she liked either it was expensive or with boys or far from university. Everyone was trying their best to search residence for her. She visited one to two Pakistani, Indian and British residence but she couldn't afford them. She could afford normal residence, in less price. Much possible lesser price and also near to university.
Nawal told her:" There's one landlady, but there's a problem, only few people were successful to stay there, because it's very hard to understand that lady, you can try for that house also, maybe you can do it"
She made face:" Ok! I'll try"
Nawal:" Yeah! Make face like this and also tell them your famous saying "I'm unfortunate.. I should die" Nawal said and she laughed on her words.
Nawal:" One to two girls went there but they leaved that house in few weeks, they called that house shuttle cock"
Amraha:" Shuttle cock... Good name"
Nawal:" Do you know stories?"
Amraha:" Yeah! One or two"
Nawal:" Good! I heard that she listens stores every night"
Amraha:" Nice! Then she'll not take rent? Only story?"
Nawal:" Hahaha! She'll take rent but want story also"
Amraha:" Ok! I memories some good stories"
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She took address of shuttle cock and went there on holiday's evening. It was two floors house based on British architecture. She could see garden in front of house and complete house painted in white color. It was like small model of white house. Amraha liked it's outside view. If she get this residence, it'll be luxurious residence for her.
She rang the bell for some time and also took a glances from windows. She also knocked the door but no one opened the door. She set on footpath in the hope that maybe landlady went to market. After 20 minutes, someone opened the door. She went to door immediately:" I know stories"
A woman who was in light pink colour's saree giggled to listen it. She had  complexion of nut-brownish and she was tall and smart with long black hairs which she tied into long indian braid on her shoulder.
Amraha:" I need a room"
She laughed and said:" Come inside"
She got know after some time that this woman was making drink tea to landlady, after it, she washed her mouth, changed her clothes. In this period, they didn't care about the person  who rang the bell. In their thought"let them travel to hell, what should we do?" Landlady was reading the English translation of "Baal-e-Gibrail" by sitting near the fireplace.
Amraha got problem of breathing that now she would have to listen poetry too? It meant, she can't make deal there. Landlady took her interview. She was answering her with patience and in her point of view with cleverness.
Landlady:" Do you know cooking?"
Amraha:" Yup...rice.. Roti.. And if furnace would available, I can make naan(type of bread) also" she took the name of that thing, in her thought that landlady wouldn't find it "furnace".
Amraha:" I know to make grams floor roti, potato's, mince's prathay .. And also of radish... Pakoray... I can make every type of pakoray include veg and non-veg"
Landlady starred her and said:" Have you done? Now tell me, which things do you know to cook?"
She became sad that her cleverness didn't work. Dadi was right that everyone should know every work. Don't know, when we need of it.
Amraha:" I know to cook meat curry and rice.. And roti also"
Landlady to that girl:" Sadhna! Will this variety of prathas, work?"
Sadhna:" Yes! It'll work and remaining curry and rice" Sadhna was knitting sweater by sitting with madam.
Landlady:" You've to bring grocery"
Amraha:" I'll, on every Sunday"
Landlady:" I don't know about Sunday, whenever Sadhna tell you, you've to do it? We bring fresh vegetables and halal meat regularly... Will you bring, yes or no?"
Amraha:" Yes! Yeah sure!"
Landlady:" Good! Now tell me, do you know stories?"
Amraha:" Yes! I know"
Landlady:" Good, which one?"
Amraha:" Once there was a crow, he was thirsty, he flies here and there"
Landlady:" Something else?"
Amraha:" Yeah! Rabbit and turtle's"
Sadhna was knitting fast to control her laughter although landlady starred her:" Do you want to stay there or not?"
Amraha:" I want"
Landlady:" Then change your stories"
Amaraha:" I'll bring good books of stories and tell you by reading them"
Landlady:" Good!"
Amraha:" Now tell me the rent"
Landlady:" First listen the terms and conditions of staying here, you'll be forth girl to stay here, before you, three girls were staying here, Sadhna has been staying here for two years"
She shocked to see Sadhna that whether landlady took her age same as Sadhna.
Landlady:" Before Sadhna, 6 boys were staying there, they were good and did every work, I was favour in boys  but because of Sadhna, I only took girls. You've to clean the home before going university, you've to take care of garden, cleansing of windows, once in a week, laundry my dresses and iron them too. As much as girl would come here, your burden of work will be decreasing. You've to give number of your home in Pakistan, if I'll find any bad habit in you, I'll inform your parents. You're muslim girl, so I'll not found anything near to you, which against the religion, otherwise I'll throw you outside the house, your friends can come here but if we find them bad, You've leave this house. Once I'll sleep, you've yo become like dumb"
Landlady was talking continuously but she started taking nap on sofa which she was sitting on. After three hours, she awaked and saw the ceiling in wonder. She didn't understand where is she:" I think some don kidnapped me" she starred walls and curtains in amazed.
"I'm here... I'm where...?" She stood up and saw Sadhna who was telling stories to landlady. She thought she slept for five minutes only.
She rubbed her eyes:" What were you saying?"
:"you slept everywhere like that?" Landlady laughs to her. Amraha shocked to listen her Urdu.
"yes.. I was tired today ..actually.."
Landlady:" Go and take a meal in kitchen"
"meal.." She thought that she heard that word after centuries. She went kitchen immediately and found vegetable rice and chicken soup. She vanished everything and made a coffee for herself.
Landlady starred her:" Whom do you ask permission for making coffee?"
"oh! Again I did a mistake" she saw both women and took pity on her face.
"sit and take it" landlady pitied on her and said:" Don't mind! But you Asia's people are very irritating. It takes so much time to teach you basic manners and you all eating lot.. I don't object about it but please improve your habit little bit more" Amraha remained silent.
Landlady to Sadhna:" Sadhna! You go to sleep and Amraha will take me towards room"  she was paralyzed from one leg and   half body and other side was also hardly move.
She made her lie on bed, landlady said:" Now put off my hairs"
Amraha got shocked:" Hairs..?"
Landlady:" Yes..come here"
She came to her and pulled out the wig and she found her boy's like few inches hairs.
She went to switch board, 25 buttons were there, and she took lots of time to chose the shade of night bulb. Then she chose light grey shade for Sunday's night. And said her to leave:" You can go to your room and bring your stuff next morning"
She was screamed by happiness because with three times meal, it was cheapest place of her.
Landlady:" And one more thing.. Don't go to kitchen again"
But she went to kitchen, made one cup coffee and put price of it on counter and went to her room for sleeping.
She awaked up in midnight and called Shirley because she suddenly realized her mistake that she didn't inform her friends about her stay.
Shirley:" I was just about to call police.. You tensed us" she was not so much responsible yet.
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Next day, she brought her luggage and arranged them in her new room. It was Sunday, so she washed clothes and ironed them. Cooked food with Sadhna and then she went cafe. Returning from cafe, she went to book store to buy any good book for landlady. There were few Urdu books available in store and many of them were of poetry. "aag ka darya, khuda Ki basti, manchalay ka soda, Udas naslain." Etc. But these were too expensive books which she couldn't afford. And secondly she didn't want to loose her hairs after reading this type of books. She already read all these books, so she didn't want to read them again. This was patience work to tell those books to anyone and she wasn't wish to test her patience in this young age.
She talked to her Pakistani class  fellow whom she bought Ashfaq Ahmed's "Khail Tamasha" which she got free and it wasn't so thick.
At her turn, she started to tell "Khail Tamasha" to lady Mahar. Lady Mahar enjoyed this story very much. But Amraha couldn't understand at once this book. It was splendid book but Amraha's mind was making it useless. She had to read once to three time each sentence for understanding them. At the end,  "khail tamasha" won the heart of teller and listener. Master Bali of Takht poor and Rajni who fell for him, they created spell in a room. And it was seem like that master Bali was playing clarinet and Rajni was sitting in front of her for devotion.
Lady Mahar loved that book:" Splendid..."
Sadhna told the stories of ancient Bengal and Bhojpuri which she heard from her Bengali's father and Bhojpuri's mother.
And most amazing thing was that she had lots of stories that Amraha thought that maybe she spent her whole life during listening stories.
When she started telling stories in night, she had magic in her voice  of all Bengal. Her voice flowed like rivers of Ganga and Jamna and became clear into their water. She often told tragedies but because of her  softness of voice it never seemed like that these were tragedies.
Sadhna was hardly of 32 years old lady and her eight years old son had the cancer of bones. Her stories started from love and ended on immortality. She never had tears during telling tragedies but it seemed like that her eight years son stood in front of her and was saying:" If anyone cry on grief, he might be human but if someone moan on misery.... Is he really human being? Really he is?"
Then how Sadhna could cry if her son was brave enough and whenever he called her , he said:" Until I alive.. I never sleep while crying.. Never wake up with tears.. Drs instruments and their medicines would never defeat me... I'll not cry maa! I'll never.."
Then how could mother cry of the type of son.
She smiled and laughed on small things and how could it possible that her stories were not become "immortal"? How could it possible that her voice didn't had spell which lulled to anyone. Amraha slept during listening her stories and her stories were like that if someone returned from war with success and told his stories to his tribe  and children. A tale of bravery and fall-blooded drama of martyrs.

Sunday, 31 January 2016

Swasan a path hate to love Ep35

Posted by Saba Shiekh on January 31, 2016 with 11 comments

Present time In school
Shanaya:" Before going his hotel, I heard that new owner of Malaikas was the toy boy of its old lady owner, but I didn't know that it was Sanskar! I was fully shocked but didn't want to show my identity to him, so I didn't ask any question about it"
Swara:" Who was sanskar?"
Shanaya carelessly tucks her lock behind her ear and says:" He was owner of Malaika... Actually Malaikas was the old name of..."
Swara cuts her words:" No! What's toy boy?"
Shanaya numbs to listen her question, she doesn't understand that how she explains the term "toy boy" to her.
She gasps and says:" Actually there is many rich women in elite society, who fed up from theirs husband and want some entertainment in their life, so they kept the young boys as toy boy... Now do you get it"
Swara nods in no:" Actually I'm still confuse... Sanskar isn't material of entertainment type... So how could he do this?"
Shanaya sighs, she doesn't understand, how to tell the girl that her husband was toy boy, even who doesn't know that what's toy boy.
Shanaya looked into her eyes and says in bold voice:" You used one term personal prostitute for me, right?"
Swara" I m so..sorry for.."
Shanaya raises her hands:" Let me complete first... You used this term for me, I'm not angry with you for it because you were right, well! Used this same term for Sanskar also... Toy boy also has the same meaning of personal prostitution"
Swara opened her mouth, she doesn't understand what should she say after it.
Shanaya leans on her chair:" Now you got it... Right?"
Swara numbs to listen it and ups her eyes towards the beautiful face of her rival.
Although Shanaya is normal to talk about it, yeah! It's normal for her, but not for our heroine.
Shanaya:" Are you shocked?"
Swara:" No... Yes... Actually I don't know, how to react on it... My husband was that thing... You said toy boy... It was his past, I don't know it'll effect it or not... But I'm totally feel myself senseless about to thinking on it"
Shanaya:" Forget about it... It was his past, important it that he's nothing like that now... Now there's one woman in her relationship, actually legal relationship... And that is you..."
Swara feels exhausted:" Shanaya! Will you please leave me alone for sometime? And please give me one paper and pen also"
Shanaya nods and gives her, her demanded things..she leaves the room and closes the door slowly.
Swara downs her face in the cup of her palms. She really doesn't understand how should she react after knowing all this? And still there's many things remaining there in his past.
She takes the pen and starts writing:" I don't know..why destiny is testing me at every step of my life... My husband has dark past, I guessed this thing but it was darkest, I didn't know this... Now I don't understand how to react on this? Actually... My mind isn't accepting this thing properly... But at the end, I don't feel like hatred for him after knowing this... It couldn't increase my feelings towards Sanskar... I feel like it was story of someone else... But I wonder.. I still has the feeling about Sanskar... I don't know, why? But I'm still want him near to me... After knowing this, I want to see him that this person really was a toy boy... Actually I want to test myself that after knowing this... I still feel love for him.. My heart is still taking his name, my eyes are still wanted to look him... My ears are still wanting his voice into them... My fingers want his touch... My touch wants..." She stops and looks the words which she wrote.
"I want his touch...." She murmurs, "I still want him... Shouldn't I start hating to him?"
"love doesn't mean, a person who has only goodness... You loved him when you knew that he is harsh, sometimes, cruel, rude and many time caring also but how can you stop loving him after knowing that there's reason behind his every attitude" someone says inside her.
She sighs and starts writing again:" Yeah! I concluded that I've no concern that what was his past... Reality is that I love him... And I'm his present... Maybe I should cry after knowing this but this is reality that I don't feel like that... I'm his present and that's conclusion... I don't care about anything but him.." She completes her writing and smiles.
She goes outside seeks Shanaya:" I want to go now... Either I'll call Sanskar or would you drop me? Actually... We should go there"
Shanaya feels amazed to see her reaction but after a while, she smiles:" Ok! We'll go together, wait a minute.. I'll change my dress"
Swara:" Shanaya.."
Shanaya turns to her:" Hmm.."
Swara sits on a chair and looks her who is taking out her sarees..
Swara:" Don't change, you look good in this attire"
Shanaya turns in bit shock with mixture of happiness.
Shanaya:" Ok! I'll not change... Now stand up... Your husband is waiting for you"
Swara gets up from her seat and both go towards Shanaya's car.
Swara:" Why do you wear saree every time? Do you like it? As I know Sanskar doesn't like it, but you always wear"
Shanaya looked her and opened the door of her car:" Yeah I like it, because in my point of view, woman looks complete in this outfit but Sanskar's point of view is different... He thought that this outfit prominent lady's figure... That's why he won't allow you to wear it... Actually he personally dislike most of heavy traditional outfits... So he made excuse.. Don't mind it"
Swara nods and says:"  Doesn't he stop you to wear it?"
Shanaya:" Never... Because I'm not his wife" her small sentence clears everything to Swara.
 Swara looks her face. Her face was innocent... Yeah innocent.. Although she did many wrong things in her life... But she's still innocent.. Why? Because there's only softness of love encircled around her face. Swara feels shame to hate the girl lie her.
Shanaya notices her gaze on her face and turns face towards her while driving. She asks through her eyes that what happened? Swara slowly nods her head in no and starts looking outside.
Few minutes of silent are passed between them. Swara turns to her and says:" Shanaya!"
Shanaya:" Hmm.."
Swara:" I'm sorry... For my misbehaving..."
Shanaya:" You don't need to say sorry, you were right and I'm not angry with you"
Swara smiles:" You're such a nice girl"
Shanaya turns to her and smiles:" I'm not dear...! Actually I understand the situation of next person and concluded that no one is bad, just their situation make them like that... That's why I love sans..." She's about to say something but stops to see her face.
Swara smiles sadly:" It's ok! You can say that you love him"
Shanaya:" Are you not shocked?"
Swara:" Speak honestly! Actually... Not... I knew this thing"
Shanaya is shocked to listen it:" How? I mean when?"
Swara smiles lovingly and says:" Once my mom said to me that every girl has instinct to recognize every gaze of man on herself and every gaze of woman on her husband... That time, I couldn't understand this things, but as I observed your gaze on Sanskar! I got it, and this is a reason, I misbehaved with you"
Shanaya smiles to listen it and starts looking on her path while saying nothing.
They reach their destination, she steps out from car before Shanaya and goes  towards inside.
She firstly, goes to Laksh's room but no one is there,  its little bit hard task to search him in a huge palace because there room isn't in good condition to stay.
She asks from servant about Sanskar, she gets know that they all are on dining table from him. She goes towards dining table where she feels seriousness. Ragini sees her and runs towards her.
Ragini:" Thank god! You came here, actually, I was arguing with lucky and jiju... They made promise that we'll go for bonfire tonight... And he was saying that your mood isn't well, so we're not going... But I'm saying that you've to come and I'm listening anything... You all are so boring"
" I'm not..." Laksh screamed while eating.
Swara raises her hands:" Just a minute... Let me sit first"
She goes towards the dining table, Sanskar looks her and weighs her mood through his eyes.
She feels butterflies in her stomach through his gaze and wonders that it was never happened before it. She doesn't understand that why is she reacting like that.
She sits on a seat beside Sanskar, while Laksh and Ragini are sitting opposite to her, Shanaya also comes inside:" Where were you Swara?"
Swara:" Shanaya! Come and join us for lunch"
Laksh and Sanskar look each others and a small smile comes on Sanskar's face while laksh grins to see it.
Ragini:" Yeah Shanaya! I made food today"
Laksh:" It's do delicious... But not more than you sweetheart!!"
Shanaya giggles slowly to listen him and takes a seat beside Ragini.
Swara looks her love and downs her head slowly on the plate and thinks:" I know your past Sanskar! But I promise that I'll never think about it again, because I love you... And I can't imagine you in that face, I know I'm escaping from reality but it's also true that I accepted you the way you're and the past you've, so this chapter is close today and I'll not realize you anything... I'll win yourself with my love only"
Laksh,Ragini and Shanaya are planning to go for bonfire tonight, Sanskar gives his idea in between, while she is taking her lunch silently and listening them.
Laksh raises his hands:" Now, this is final... We're going to bonfire tonight and Bhai, Bhabhi... You've to join us... So be ready, (he turns to Ragini) until  I can watch movie, will you join Ragini?"
Ragini nods while Sanskar says:" Shanaya also join you"
Laksh takes a look of him and irritated by his sentence:" Bhai...!"
Sanskar signs something from his eyes to him and says:" If Shanaya will not join, then I'll"
Laksh:" No way! Shanaya's company is much better than yours"
Sanskar smiles softly and she notices that whenever he talks to Laksh, his eyes expression become soft and expressing kindness and love for him. This is specially for Laksh, he never saw this expression in his eyes except he talks to Laksh, nowadays, he has same expression whenever he talks to Ragini.
She looks Ragini, who is exciting for tonight and talking to Laksh about it.
She can clearly feel Laksh's affection towards her. She sighs and smiles because she satisfies from the side of her sister.
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Shanaya, Laksh and Ragini are in the lounge for watching movie. While Sanskar and Swara are in their room. Laksh arranged their room when she was with Shanaya and he was in bar.
She is reading book on bed while he is working on his  laptop by sitting on couch. She looks him with affection and sighs that there's nothing between them to utter.  She keeps the book on side table and looks him.
He observes her gaze on him and says without taking his eyes from screen:" Is there anything Swara, you wanna say?"
Swara boggles with his voice because she is continuously starring him without any purpose.
Swara:" No... Actually yes..." She thinks to make excuse but she sighs and decides to be fair with him which means to him.
Swara composed herself and says:" Actually! I was thinking that, we're strange husband wife, who has no any topic to talk"
Sanskar offs his eyes from screen and looks her with suspicious:" How do you get this thought after a month of our marriage? From first day to today, we're living with each others in a same way"
Swara:" I'm human Sanskar... Sometime, I also fed up with same routine..."
Sanskar starts his work again:" So make a different routine"
Swara screams:" I want to talk to you... Please stop working for some time"
A layer of surprise come on his face for a second, but he immediately controls his emotions and keeps his laptop on a table and comes to her on bed:" Talk..."
Swara gets confuse because she did this thing only for gaining his attention, now she doesn't understand what to say.
Sanskar looks into her eyes, slowly comes to her and puts his hand around her waist and says:" Now talk.. I'm completely concentrating to you"
Swara's heartbeat raises slowly because of his closeness, now it's much harder to talk with him. She curses her heartbeat which is making her confuse.
Swara to herself:" Swara! He's only your husband... This isn't first time, he holds you.. Why are you reacting like that? Just calm down.."
Swara looks into his eyes, she always find heat unto his eyes whenever he looks her. But today, she's confirm that it's not heat of hatred.
Sanskar:" Have you done?"
Swara:" Huh?"
Sanskar:" Have you done your talking?"
Swara:" I didn't utter any word yet" she makes angry face.
Sanskar:" You know what is your problem? You actually don't want to talk me or anything else...you're just like that kid whose parents gifted him a toy which he doesn't like but whenever anyone want to play with it, he became angry and start showing his rights on it... You're same like that boy sweetheart and I'm your that toy... You don't like me but you can't tolerate me with someone else... Even you're so much possessive that you can't tolerate that my attention divert to anything else except you"
Swara gets shock to listen it, she looks down and feels embarrassing because he was saying truth.
Sanskar holds her chin slowly and looks into her eyes:" Listen Swara! Don't feel shame on it, you're like that... So admit it.. Possessiveness is not a bad thing, I'm also possessive about you, but don't abuse to anyone just like you did with Shanaya.. She's my benefactor and I can't tolerate any words against her"
Swara says in weak voice:" I'm sorry for it.."
Sanskar:" This thing you should say to her and as I've seen, she already forgave you.. Right?"
Swara nods slowly, she's still leaning on his chest and she can hear his slow heartbeat.
Swara:" Shanaya told me that you never spare anyone..but you don't say anything to me"
Sanskar smiles sadly:" Yeah she's right... But my family isn't included in anyone's category... And you're my family Swara"
Swara looks into his eyes and slowly puts her head on his chest.
Sanskar:" One more thing..."
Swara ups her eyes.
Sanskar:" Don't expect softness and love type things from me, I can't do that and I won't be like that... But except of it, make sure about one thing..." He pauses, swara is still looking his face, he completes his words by saying that:" I'm only yours now"

Thursday, 28 January 2016

I'm hope ep5

Posted by Saba Shiekh on January 28, 2016 with 8 comments

She again opened the door of her wonderland, as the passage of time Shayan became her good friend in those days. But don't know why whenever she saw his photo, he thought that she saw him before. His friend list was locked, so she couldn't clear her confusion because she didn't want to open her identity to him.
She wrote message to him:" Hey! How are you?"
"prayers of yours" she got answer immediately and smiled to read it.
She smiled, he was the master words and used it in a good style which made him different. He became good friend of Umeed... But just a minute, she was Mahar Mah at that time and he was friend of Mahar Mah, not Umeed.
"sometimes, you're treating me just like a princess" she wrote by thinking something.
She got the answer:" Because you're a princess Mahar Mah! He prominence the word "Mahar Mah".
She got confuse what the connection between her name and princess. And she asked this thing from him too.
Shayan:" Don't you watch 'Mera Sultan'?"
She asked:" What's that?"
She got his "lol" in answer. She fumed to saw it.
Shayan:" Aray! This is Urdu dubbed Turkish drama! I'm amazed that you're not watching Turkish dramas by living in Pakistan"
She irritated and wrote:" I'm living in Pakistan, not in Turkey.." Uff! Was this really a question? Was she really have time to watch dramas?
She passed her half day in university, she was web developer, so she did this work as part Time job. Except of it, she took many responsibilities of home as well as she was editor of university magazine. Is she really have time to watch drama? She thought tat he degraded her by saying this.
Shayan:" Well! Don't you read history?"
She didn't have any interest in historical or literature books. She only read business magazines, course books and online courses about web developing and research about new tech.
She wrote:" I don't have interest in history... I believe on today instead of looking back"
Shayan:" I'm not agree with you.. But it was said by a philosopher that you can't win by arguing.. So you just know this thing that Mahar Mah was the princess of turkey... Actually almost last princess of turkey" she read the message and smiled.. She was about to write next message but she boggled and stopped.
She again read his message and old messages again and again. She opened his ID and got her answer.
"uff Umeed! How could you do this?" She hit her wit for doing this mistake. Yeah! This was him.. Who came there house once and fond of Turkish dramas and sang always the tone of "Ishq-e-mamnu",
He was cousin of Romana and Arman who went abroad for study. She relented to accept his friend request. She didn't write reply of his message and logged out silently.
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Her exams of first semester was going on and study was dizzied on her head. She was virus of computer, so she took out many ways of earning and because of it she didn't need to do work. She did every work with the permission of daddy and she was happy that his behavior was changing day by day.
She was repented for her deed but as the passage of time, she recovered her and accepted Shayan as his friend because she thought that he was a nice guy and didn't know anything about it. So it didn't make any difference to keep friendship with him.
So she stayed normal with him. But one day, something strange happened in her life, which changed her from inner side and which would be help destiny to change her nature.
She came her wonderland after completion of first semester
Then Shayan asked her one thing:" Listen! Do you love someone?"
She smiled like a princess after reading his question. Look! Love isn't a thing of lever of princess!!
She wrote:" Yes! I do.."
Shayan:" Whom?"
Umeed:" With my parents, family, siblings, friends, with my dadi, my country, my work, my career, I love flowers, butterflies which suck flowers, their colors, I love light of fireflies, I love my room and the window from where I can see the moon and I love the moon" she wrote the most beautiful answer of this world.
Shayan:" Not with any particular person..?"
She laughed like waterfall was falling in the lake... Was anyone make him understand that? Love is love, not a query of accounting that we've to do love with particular person..
She wrote:" Not with any particular person"
Shayan:" Well! Do you like poetry?"
Umeed:" Poetry...hmm. Yeah! I read poem of Wordsworth in 12th standard.. I liked it" she wrote like that William Wordsworth was the employee of her courtiers.
He irritated by her answer and sent icon of it.
He again asked:" Do you like stories?"
She:" I read only in my course books, except it I only read my course books and research papers" she wrote like that stories...? How stories work for this princess?
"well! Do you love someone?" She saw the moon from her window and said.
Subject smiled to her generosity:" Yes I do"
She asked with indifference:" With whom?"
"with Umeed" she read and numbed to read it. She read it again because she thought that she read it mistakenly. She felt dizzy to read it..."with Umeed"
She starred screen with fear that whether he knew that she was Umeed, not Mahar Mah.
The witches of fears were surrounding in her mind. The witch who came to destroy her monarchy. The princess was unaware of that witch and there's no wizard OZ who came here to rescue her kingdom.
"Umeed?" She hardly wrote this word.
Shayan:" Yes! She's my uncle's daughter... I saw her before three years later..  I don't know which thing attracted me towards her but I fell in love with her..." There was long message about his love but she forgot to read it.
She thought "OZ.."
Yes! He was wizard.. His OZ who wil rescue her from the witch.
Mahar Mah wasn't a princess but she became Umeed.
A strange man came into her life...
A person who watched Turkish serials, studied in oxford, read "pyar ka pahla shahar" and still watching cartoons of tom and jerry.
He was unique and different from others.  And how could it possible that no one will love this unique prince. .
But she was Mahar Mah and he loved with Umeed.
She became normal slowly and looked her best friend moon and smiled lovingly.
Moon smiled to see her and whispered in her ear:" Listen! I know the deep secret of your heart.. You never told me but I know and don't worry about it, I hide this into the depth of my heart that in this world someone loves you"
After hearing the answer of moon, her smile widened.

Wednesday, 27 January 2016

Yaaram Ep9

Posted by Saba Shiekh on January 27, 2016 with 4 comments

Recap:" Amraha got the job through her witty tricks"
She got the job and her classes were also started. With this, she also started to eating noodles. She bought a big packet of Hana's favourite noodles from her first salary which she could eat for a week. She also filled fridge with eggs, milk and bread etc that they would also use that. But now she had a problem of her residence.
However, Shirley told her that she shouldn't worry about it. She was worried because if they allowed her to stay with them, that doesn't mean she started to stay there for annoying them and made excuses that she couldn't find any place to stay.
At lunch time, she got tweet from anywhere.  Tweet...?
So tweet incident was just like that you could go to any friend or hello hi friend or class fellows and said them:" Tweet me please"
If he wanted or could afford, he'll give you one tweet which based on one cup coffee, tea or cold drink. Dayem's group gave her all of their tweets. But tweet taker should have to return that tweet back to the giver.
Now scene was like that Dayem or Nawal told her that Hamad who was sitting in front of them, he had his six tweets, go and say this :"tweet me back please"
She went and said the same. In the same way, Shirley, Azra and other hello hi friends gave her to their tweets. Often, when she got three to four tweets, she could eat burger in it. By eating burger, pizza or sandwich, tweet will be negative . For example if there was four tweets, then after eating burger, then there tweets minus from it and one remained there. If there three tweets then one will have extra tweet who ate burger.
Initially, she felt shyness to took this tradition but after sometime, she observed that even rich students are also did the same, so she also started the same. She went to Dayem, Nawal and Shirley and said:" Refer me a tweet please" they thought and watched their surrounding.:" Look! That person... Yeah on ground... Who wore the white shirt.. Yes! Go to that person"
They wrote on paper:" Tweet her back" on that paper, tweet giver wrote "two remained" and she ate that two also. She enjoyed this tradition and also told to dada about it.
"new style of begging" he laughed.
Amraha:" New styles of giving dada!"
He became happy to listen her answer:" What an amazing answer you gave Amraha!"
She went to one of the group member of Dayem, named as Aqsa. She said her to refer her a tweet. Aqsa said to her:" Go to that boy, you'll find him in library, else no where... He has long ears, you can ask anyone in library for him, they can tell you about him, he has my twenty tweets"
"twenty" Amraha's mouth filled with water. She could eat four to five burgers easily and coffee too. Her two weeks will passed easily.
It means, she didn't have to seek food for next two weeks. She went to library and whispered to librarian. Librarian didn't get her and asked:" I don't get you, which book do you need"
Amraha jerked:" Uff! I don't need any book, I'm asking about Aliyan, Who has long ears"
Librarian smiled softly and pointed out to place where she could find her. She went to him and extends the paper in which Aqsa write a "tweet"
He lifted his head from his thick book, read the chit and starred her with anger. Anger came on his  forehead and leaved a line on it.
"sorry... Not this time" he said slowly.
She:" Then which time?"
He:" Bot today.. In fact! Not before next week... Kindly don't annoy me"
"but I'm feeling hungry now" her high voice tensed the brown eyes. This time anger gave his forehead to two lines..
She:" Tweet me back" Amraha said in high voice by folding her arms near her chest. This the person, who shouted on her on welcome week. Now she could also shout on him..
"I'm not giving" he said in strict voice.
"so what should I do? I feel hungry" she also did one thing, she wrote "sandwich" on a paper from herself.
His dark brown eyes darkened for a moment. Lines were made place on his forehead. He starred her by jerking his neck softly like heroes of 90 and then he stood up by ignoring her complete like 20's heroes.
"I told you that don't come to me before next week" he went out from library.
"I don't know anything" she also followed him. He snatched the paper from her hand and walking ahead of her. She also followed him that might be he'll go canteen. But...he.. He was...
"what's this Aqsa?" He extended this paper towards Aqsa. "which voracious, you importuned towards me?"
" what's that?" Amraha looked that person who looked like English ... Who angered like French. She afraid that what he said at once! Amraha looked her surrounding, she thought that everyone were showing their thumb to her and said "shame shame Amraha" firstly, she closed her eyes tightly then she looked him with anger.
Aqsa read a paper and said:" Tweet me back please" she kept her respect.
"next week" he shook his shoulders with splendour manner like Italian did after doing great lose. With indifference as well as with ferocity.
"you both handle it please" Aqsa couldn't understand that how did she deal with one hungry and other pauper. She said and leaved the ground.
"don't come to me before next week" Lon eared said while fuming and stepped towards library.
"I'll die before next week" she also matched his steps.
"are you alive on my only treat?" He again became French who chew words while surpasses rage and looked from cold eyes. Despite of her quarrel, she starred him when he twisted his head. He was angering as well as not doing so. .. What the man he was!
"I've to live on this tweet today, I've no money and noodles too... Because of hurry, I didn't take a cup of tea" he stopped to listen her. He opened his cross beg and sought out something from his beg. It took time but he finally got his things.
Uff.. It was a chocolate which already half eaten.
"take this" he extended that half-eaten chocolate to her.
"what will happen to it?" She felt happy to see chocolate but she wanted to eat sandwich this time.
"it has so much calories" he put his bag on his shoulder and starred her from his brown eyes. He put his hand into the pockets of jeans and stood like that there would be photo session was going to start of him.
"Lord Mayor is in his days of youth during charity in university" this photo had the caption like it.
Amraha:" I don't need calories... I need food"
" so what's this? Chaff?" Lord Mayer scowled and lifted his eyebrow like that it jointed with his hairs which scattered on his forehead.
Amraha:" And this is also small... Small and half-eaten.. Why am I eat others eaten things?"
Lifted his brows in a questionable style:" Oh!! You've ego also... Oh really?
Well! You can eat from other side and throw the last edge"
She stood there with anger face. He again checked his bag and took out one packet which edge closed by common pin. So that the inside material would not spread in the bag. It was seem like packet of biscuit.
"take this and this is also" he extended biscuit and chocolate towards her. She saw chocolate already and opened the packet biscuit in which she found small broken pieces of biscuits.
"what do you consider me? Are you doing charity?" She offence very much. But he acted like that he didn't hear anything and went towards library in a fast way.
A one who was standing by holding both packets... You know her very well. But a one left the place.. Do you know him?
Aliyan Margret... He was known from his mother's name.

Swasan A path hate to love ep34

Posted by Saba Shiekh on January 27, 2016 with 35 comments

Recap:" Sanskar accepted the offer of becoming toy boy, he got the 20% shares of Desuza's and co. To forward his life"
As the passage of time, he became sadist and heartless day by day and it was also because he saw the ugliest face of society. How man and woman betray their partners, teenage children are going on wrong way, women used their body for getting success. These all things were becoming him heartless day by day and he concluded that there's one person in the world whom we should believe and that is ourselves. So he started only believe on himself and planned about his own future. Now he didn't care that either people are going to hell aur heaven. He only thought about himself.
He learned many things from Mrs Desuza in the two years and he was became cunning and emotionless in the company of that wily woman.
He had done his graduation and took the diploma in hotel management from a reputable institution.
Now he took a new step, in that two years, he did many types of research on hotels and finally got his target.
After his study of hotel management, he spared himself from that woman and took many advantages from her with the extension of shares.
He went to a hotel in his bike and read a board "Malaikas". He smiled victoriously and went inside the hotel and ordered the meal.
It was hotel of madam Sunita... She didn't used her surname, this hotel was based on her daughter's name, she lived her life in abroad and before ten years, she came here. And it was almost five years old hotel but it gave only loss to that woman from the first day. And most interesting thing about that woman was that there's no any evident of her marriage, divorce or her husband. And second, she was about of the age of 42 and her daughter was only eight years old.
But it wasn't concern to Sanskar, either malaika was legal child of her or not. He only concerned with his purpose. This woman was about to leave India for settling abroad. It was only rumour or truth, he didn't know but he had to know.
He went to the counter and asked about madam Sunita.
He applied for internship and submitted his documents.
Sunita looked his documents and her face expression showed that she inspired by his splendid academic result.
She kept the file on table and looked him. He was in casual look and folded his sleeves. He enhanced his personality in those two years.
She:" So! You're here for internship... You have good academic result... So why are you applying here? Every good and reputable hotel can offer you internship, then why us?"
He looked into her eyes and said in deep voice:" So... Aren't your hotel good and reputable"
She became speechless on his question because she didn't expect that question from him as well as no one mentioned demerits of their products. Same as like, she didn't want to answer his question.
She said again:" There's no use of your internship, Mr Maheshwari! Because maybe in few months, I'll sale this hotel"
He smiled his signature smile. A smile which contain of victory , cunningness, cruelty as well as lovingly product of intellectual. There's so many shades in his one smile and only some people get the meaning of this smile.
He folded his arms and said in a calm voice:" I knew this news, but just tell me don't you want some good work of your employee, which can raise the value of Malaikas... Off course, if value will raise, then you'll get good amount of money during dealings and this is just an internship"
She starred him with interest and said:" What's the guarantee of it that value will  increase?"
Sanskar:" You can observe this from my academic achievements"
She looked him from head to toe and said:" This is nothing if I'll not get practical work, so I can keep you but I'll not give you salary, yet I get some success"
He accepted because he didn't come here for salary. He started his work, he had really amazing skills but he didn't come there for showing his skill. After a month, he left impact in the mind of Sunita and   he was successful in it.
Then he gave her, his deal..
She shocked to listen it:" What? Do you want to buy this hotel? I don't think so, you've some money in your pocket"
Sanskar smirked:" Maybe you're right or maybe you're wrong... First tell me your deal"
Sunita:" 10 million"
Sanskar clapped:" Oh! You're going to sale this hotel which was going in loss from three years and you're valuing it 10 millions... That's a big deal Madame! No one will give you this amount of money for this hotel"
She:" You forgot Sanskar! This is only value of this building and other assets of this hotel.."
Sanskar:" You've only assets and liabilities on the name of capital, there's no goodwill of it... You know very well! And why are you reacting like that, as I know you're going abroad just for the sake of good future of your daughter and if everybody will know about the father name of her... I think, no one will buy this hotel after it... If someone reveal the news on internet or might be, your new would be husband will watch it... Then?"
Sunita 's face color changed at once and she looked him:" What do you mean? Which news?" She tried to pretend, but her sweating showed the disturbance of her heart.
Sanskar:" Ok! Come to the point, I've a video of your black deeds sweetheart! Which resulted your eight years old daughter.... I don't wanna spoil the mind of your daughter..  So I can give you a good deal for it, accept it or otherwise I'll not think about your illegitimate daughter"
Sunita:" Ok! What's the deal?"
Sanskar:" I've shares of Desuzas.... 35% shares... 35% profitable shares for the sake of your loser hotel..."
Sunita smirked:" Ok! Come on the point too sweetheart! I knew you were the toy boy of Mrs desuza and now I'm confirmed that because you've shares of that company and nowadays its hardly available on market... So that's mean I was right... So..."
Sanskar cut her words:" So you also want this? Because this 35% of shares are not the complete price of your hotel... Right?"
Sunita smirked:" You're smart boy... So come from tonight, after six months this hotel will be yours" she extended her hand towards him..
He held her hand:" Done! And don't think about to turning to your words because I've that cd"
Sunita:" ****** of that video... Only six months contract is there, after it, we will be free from each others"
Sanskar twisted his head:" You should be"
The new entry of that woman changed him too, made him harder from mind and heart.
Sunita wasn't like Mrs Desuza, she wanted more and more, sometimes, sometimes, he fed up from that woman but he became used to it slowly slowly. She was cunning woman and taught him many new tricks of lusted life.
But most interesting thing was that in that time, he got the hope of living again. He had six months contract with Sunita, that time he was also involved in the young girl Puja. She was personal assistant of sunita and was a hardworking girl. Not because of her beauty, he liked her because of her thoughts and talking. She was mistress of words and used it in appropriate way to entice anyone . They were both closing to each others but main thing was that he planned to marry with her. Because he could clearly feel restlessness in him whenever Sunita didn't call him. So he could understand that he'll face problem after when contract ends.
But this girl was also taught him a lesson and broke last hope in his heart to live a normal life.
He was thinking to propose her and about to went in her cabin when he heard his name. He stopped and sat on the chair outside her cabin.
Puja:" Oh Sanskar.... He is just disgusting man, I'm just tolerating him because of madam... You know very well my sweetheart, I need money to submit my institute fees, so he is ****** of madam, so he can make her agree to give me that money...yeah! That jackass is thinking to come close to me.... Yeah he's cute but I won't think about that lower-middle class people... ******"
So this was her real face, he didn't do anything special. He just recorded her words when she was abusing to Sunita because of her rude and stupid nature(in her thought). And arranged to hack her email address (I told you that he became blackmailer, so he knew every tool of it). Take out some email in which she agree to give her virginity to her boyfriend, that boyfriend, she was dreaming to marry because of his wealth. And captured close pictures of both of them, because she was alluring him because of her purpose.
So he killed last hope in her heart to make family after it and went to her when Sunita was not there.
Sanskar:" Hey darling! I've a gift for you..." He extended one packet to her.
She opened it and shocked to see the gift. It was closed photos of them, her emails with every boy whom she chatted and yeah one more thing, her recording about Sunita.

Sanskar smirked and set on her table:" Actually... I was confused... I was thinking that which thing become useful for me, show this emails to your parents, who had complete believe on her daughter, show this pictures to your would be husband or give this recording to Sunita"
She was in deep shock and said in weak voice:" I was doing this, just for the  sake of my career"
Sanskar raised his hands:" Oh career! My foot! I've no objection to making your career, but for this you used me and I'll not spare that person who used or insulted me... And you did the both things, so you've to pay for it"
Her face became pale to listen it:" Sanskar! You'll not do that? I'll be destroy... I'll do everything what will you say to me"
She was fresher in this subtle game of lust, Sanskar became wily in it, so how could she defeat him? If he didn't hear her words, he must would know about her betrayal because he didn't believe anyone blindly.
He set on chair and said:" If you beg pardon from me on kneel and hold my feet, then maybe I'll give you a good deal which solve our problem"
Psychology of human being is most complicated thing in this world. He(human, not sanskar) at the same time, claims to love the world and worshipped himself. But if we go inside the mind of human, you'll find him a great worshipper of himself. And always a great intellectual either make person true worshipper of god or himself.
He chose himself in this regard. He was loved himself and believed himself. And every success of him confirmed him that he's a lord  and he should be worshipped. So, it was become great pleasure for him, whenever someone beg to him, beseech to him. Her ego played the melody of triumph when he downed his enemies in front of him. He wanted to see them helpless and this is his great revenge from them that he made them helpless and enjoyed their helplessness.
He did same the thing for puja. Her helplessness was watering on the fire of his rage.
He smirked and lifted her:" Instead of using me for your purpose, you should made a deal of give and take, you give something to me and I'll give you what you want"
She was still watching down but said in high voice:" What could I give you. .? I've nothing"
Sanskar jerked his collar:" Yeah! This is thing, we often defraud person, because we want everything and give nothing. So, you did the same" he caressed her hairs and slowly slowly his hands were moving below her hairs.
Sanskar leaved her:" But I don't believe on this concept, so finally you beseeched from me, so I'm ready to forgive you and forget all this" he pointed out the stuff.:" But I've a condition"
She lifted her face, her eyes were filled with tears, but these tears didn't effect on his heart more:" What is that?"
Sanskar:" Give your virginity to me and I'll not only close this topic but also make arrangement about your fees, tonight, Sunita is going to some party, I already stay in this hotel, but if you feel comfortable, then we can go my home... Choice is yours"
She was starring him in shocked:" How ***** you're!  How can you demand this from me?"
Sanskar:" Look! I'm not using other way to fulfill my desire, I'll give you, your price of one night, your one year fees in college.... This is your choice either you're accepting it or not"
Puja stood up and shouted:" What are you considering me? A prostitute...? What are you repeating the word, give and take, you used yourself for this purpose... So you think that I'll also do the same"
Sanskar looked her in anger(second time insult, he'll not gonna leave her).
He stood up, looked into her eyes and said in a cold voice:" Oh! Miss sachi sawatri! You're going to give your virginity for the purpose of taking pleasure of wealth of your boyfriend? You were alluring me by your body just for the purpose of money... You did the same things with many boys just for the sake of some expensive things...? You girl thought that you were fooling us?, no dear! Actually we're taking pleasure from pose of your body, and because of this, we spend some money on you, this is also prostitution my so called girlfriend! You girls are not think about it, but boys took this thing from you without your awareness!"
His words and cold voice numbed her heart and she just accepted her defeat because his every word was based on truth.
He took his desire from her and throw money on her face.
She was irritated by him all night:" What's the thing you're! You even don't know how to treat a Virgin girl"
Sanskar smiled bitterly:" I'm not good in fresh pieces, I used to eat  stale food, so I put more effort to digest it"
Puja threw his clothes on him:" You're just ****** I wish I'll never see you again"
Sanskar smirked:" You'll not be... Because from next week, this hotel is going to mine, so I don't want to keep employee like you"
He  left her in shock and learned from her that if you want something, just give its price and fulfill your desire. Don't start to thinking to imposed it on yourself. After this incident, he did the same. And last hope of love or making family killed by him after this incident.

I'm hope Ep4

Posted by Saba Shiekh on January 27, 2016 with 4 comments

Umeed... A name of hope, but no matter how optimistic she was, but she was a young girl who could be fed up easily. So, sometimes, she wanted to escape from this environment, anywhere in this world, where no one would know about her and about  her parents. No one will reminded her that how her father used her mother. She soon exhausted from that useless effort because there wasn't any window to inhale properly for her.
Because her siblings were spy of her. Her fb ID was made  up on the number of her brother, so there wasn't any privacy. She got admission in university, when Honey got the admission in bba. She did graduation of two years, so she had to do MBA of four years in university. But there wasn't any special friend of her in university. Just she had a good hello hi with some of girls.
She was fed up from these things, that doesn't mean, she accepted her defeat but she just wanted to relax for some time. Because of that useless effort, she broke many time and gathered herself again and again. She had a hope that she'll win the heart of her family but their hatred was more stubborn than her love.
That time, she wished to make any friend who would hear her every sorrow and grief. That time, she made a new friend... A friend who came from her window, every night and went before rising the sun. That friend was moon of her window.
Only a moon was her best friend, in night she talked with moon which appeared in the window of her room.
She said to moon:" Hey my friend moon! I want to elope from there, any place where no one knows me.... At least no one gives pain to me, where only people recognize me from my name, no one knows me who was my mother and which blood I belonged to from my father side... I'll be only Umeed... A good web and software designer... Umeed..." She was talking slowly slowly like murmuring style to her best friend.
She saw the half part of her share of sky which was only her
She continued:" Where everyone loves me and if they don't love me, then at least I wasn't become like question mark in front of the world"
She was stopped and took a tear from her eyelashes. While talking with moon, she got the idea and she made fake ID of facebook. She put her name of "Mahar mah" in this id because Mahar Mah has the meaning of "moon of love". Because if she didn't have the name of Umeed then she'll have the name of love. If she didn't have the name of hope, she'll have the name of moon... A moon which burned in the color of gold.
She because Cinderella after 12 of night because she was princess of this world where no one knew her and her past. Where she made a world of her imagination and she ruled in that world. She told her friends that her family loved her so much and breathed with her breathing. She was pampered by her brother and her sister had a soul in herself. She was fulfilled her every incomplete desire in this fake world.
She saw the world in her point of view of "what's this?" She said this world as enchanted world and she had only few important characters in this world.
In night time she laughed, she enjoyed every moment from heart and smiled, smiled and smiled. A smile which reached to her eyes and mesmerized anyone from the shine of her eyes. But there was no one who hated her smile.
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She pressed keys after entering her wonderland. She put her dp as a girl who painted her face with green and white color on  the cricket tournament.
She was thinking to give statement, when she got the friend request.
She read the name in whispering:" Shayan Chohdari"
She opened his profile, he was studying in oxford, from personality to her educational institute, everything was inspiring but she couldn't inspired by these things. She didn't like that type of artificial people, she was about to delete friend request but she glanced at his status about work:" I don't need to do work, because I've my daddy"
She smiled because his personality showed by in one sentence in front of her.
She accepted the request just for the sake of taking joy from this type of character.
She wrote the message:" Hello! Daddy's boy"
"hello princess Mahar Mah!" A message came after a minute on her screen.
" a special greet to prince" she wrote by her beautiful fingers on magical keys.
A message came:" I'm not a prince! You're a princess, you're highness! From name as well as from style"
Princess smiled to read it and fireflies of her eyes were match with the stars of sky.
She started writing:" Surely! You're prince because you're enjoying your life on the money of King, that's why you don't need to do any work" she ridiculed on him.
She got an answer within a minute:" Actually, prince is on the training, so he's enjoying carefree life, as he entered in practical life, he'll must do work with responsibility"
She set properly because from his words, she got that he was not much careless as she thought about him.
She wrote:" Thus! You're sensible person..."
"yes I'm!" She got the answer.
She smiled and saw the time:" Ok! Now I'm going to sleep, I'll talk to you later, goodnight"
"goodnight and take care your sweet self" an icon of smile came with that sentence.
She again opened his profile and this time she boggled to see his picture, don't know why, but she felt that she saw this man before, might be, she met with that person, but where and when she didn't remind that time. Well! She shook her shoulders with carelessness and shut down her laptop.
She laid down on her bed but she didn't memorized the person... "Shayan Chohdri"  she whispered and closed her eyes with confusion...  Her best friend saw her and smiled because she'll clear her confusion soon.

Yaaram Ep8

Posted by Saba Shiekh on January 27, 2016 with 5 comments

Next morning, she talked to Shirley about job that where could she get the job and how?.  Shirley made her understand about some important places and gave her address of that places also.
Firstly, she came to university for getting information about her classes. For this purpose, university faculty arranged the camp where senior students gave their services voluntarily.  All they wore purple and grey shirts, that anyone can recognize them from far.
It was crowded like the Sunday bazar of Pakistan. She could hear the slow voice but fast voice of students which became noise. She searched her counter and took basic information. But there was a problem, a girl who was giving information, she was French so it was difficult to understand her English for Amraha.
She said to a girl:" Please repeat and say it in slow voice, I can't understand"  a girl did the same but Amraha didn't understand this thing.
"Derek! Listen! Help that girl" girl said to her companion with politely.
Derek turned to her and his smile widened to see her. It was the same boy of long nose who was became ask me. Amraha was about to say something but before it, he hide his nose.
Because of his act, Amraha wanted to hit her file on her long nose. She was sure that this boy must make ridicule on her in whole university.
Derek:" Yes! How can I frighten you... I mean to say, how can I help you?"
He was still hiding his nose, Amraha gave him list of his subjects. He took the list from her and he took at least fifteen minutes to write details of everything on the list about the schedule and timing of teachers and classes along with the name of her class fellows and their addresses. He encircled on map and said:" This is your department"
"drop her to her department" he said to that French girl.
Girl was amazed to listen it:" Why? She'll go by herself"
Derek:" No.. She can't go with herself... She gets afraid"
Amraha snatched the list from Derek and went from there. But she could easily heard his laughter behind her. She prayed that she'll not face the people which she met on her first day.
A girl passed from her and said to her:" Do you want any help?" She gave the list to her and she helped her.
She saved from wandering and followed her. She went to her department and saw her classes with timing. She was happy because of the beauty of her classes.
She was go out from the university in the search of job. But it was become hard task to her because she couldn't do job far from university because for it, she will have to pay the rent of bus and she can't save money.
Her classes were started and she couldn't get work till. She was worried about that if she couldn't get the work soon, then she'll have to hear the lecture of Dayem. However, he wasn't wrong from his side but she wasn't wrong on her side too. She was struggling as much as possible for getting job.
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One day, she passed from the cafe which was located on the fifteen minutes walk from university. She also came here before but that time she didn't get any answer from there. She saw a board of "vacancy" there. Firstly, she took coffee in cafe and reached the counter. She could easily find work there but there was a problem, and it was really a big problem. She could see waitress who wore the shirt and mini skirt of label of famous coffee company. Means, they were the walking advertisement of that particular company. She didn't has any problem about advertising but she couldn't wear that skirt. But because of her conditions, she couldn't leave this last chance of "vacancy '
She talked to the tall and fat man British man who has  white complexion. He asked some questions to Amraha and said her yes for the job. Instead of felt happiness, she saw him with sadness that she got the job which she might be lose in next minute.
Amraha:" I need this job so much, if I won't get this job, my future will be dark" she was trying to name that British emotional.
Man:" I've hired you on job"
She:" I can't wear this dress, I can wear this shirt on jeans" she pointed out to the waitress.
Man:" You don't need to do this arrangement, you can go now" .
She:" Just for the sake of bright future of this world, can't you ignore this incomplete dress for a girl who tried to complete her education? Can't you give me a favour? Everyone in this world, respect the student"
Man:" I only worry about my own bright future"
She:" Which religion, do you believe?"
He starred him. You couldn't ask question about religion in Europe, they can offence.
Man:" I'm Jewish"
Amraha numbed  to listen it. She starred him for a minute.
Man:" Stop starring me and go from there"
She:" Look Mr! If you give me this job, everyone will praise about you that you  gave the job to muslim girl and respect about her values... You know etc etc"
Man:" What's etc etc?"
She:" Praise... More praise... You'll receive the cordially of people" .
Man:" I only love to sit on my own chair"
She:" Think about for a while, this is university area,  how much students will respect you, may be.. No I'm sure they'll invite you on the annual convocation day.. And you'll have chance to give your speech... This type of day will never come in your life again..'
Man:" I'm not interested to go on convocation"
She:" If you'll go there, you'll feel interst there"
He stopped and hit the surface of counter from his fingers. His blue eyes became more blue.
She:" I heard that British is most kindhearted people"
Man:" I'm polish"
Amraha:" Oh! I thought that you're polish! Polish's people is famous for their human friendly nature. Those who come first for helping and serving people..."
Man:" Does your tongue  always run like that?"
Amraha:" No.. It's effect of your coffee, which I took here, you can keep me for one week trail"
Man:" Then what will happen?"
She:" I can bet, when people will see the Muslim lady in full dress, then people will attract towards your cafe, because they'll think that owner of this cafe has broken the rules for humanity"
He again hit the counter from his fingertips of his both hands:" Oh really?"
"sure! You can examine it" by saying this, we should counter her influence from evil eye.
Man:" Ok! You can come from tomorrow.. But you'll get half of real"
Amraha:" I'm agree... By the way, do you guess that how many people come in this cafe every day?" Amraha's wit was increasing.
Man:" I've been running this cafe from ten years.. I can recognise new customer at one glance"
Amraha:" I mean to say if more people will come here.."
"then I'll get know" he smiled by pressing his eyes inside and this smile was  freeze on her.
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When she came home, she talked to Shirley and everyone about it that they've to come cafe tomorrow with their friends. Except Hana, everyone promised to her that they'll try to come with one or two friends there. Next morning, she also went to Dayem and Nawal and told them truth. Dayem saw her face with amazed for a minute:" you did this with much cleverness... Didn't you?"
Amraha shook her shoulder:" I had no option"
Dayem:" I'll tell my friends and class fellows also... How many day of this trial is?"
Amraha:" Of one week... If 8 to 10 people will come, then it'll be ok"
Dayem:" No.. This is less.. At the last day, I'll increase it to forty"
Amraha:" This is fine"
Then it was happen like that first day, ten people, second day fifteen, then eighteen, twenty... Twenty five and at last day, totally 50 students were come there for taking coffee.
And most interesting thing was that they performed very well. They took coffee and went to  counter:" How noble you're!" Someone said with smile.
"you gave job to muslim woman without any difference" one said.
Other said:" How can we find the human friendly people like you?"
3rd said:" We'll praise you to our principal about to invite you on convocation day"
4th one:" You're such an angel... We can't find this type of people in this world" .
Other:" We'll come daily here for coffee"
He was smiled during 6th days of their performance. But said on last day:" I saw may dramas in my life, but this was splendid performance which was done by university students"
She was shocked to see him because she thought that her plan was successful
He:" You can't fool a businessman"
"right" she said in weak voice.
GE:" But... You can impress the businessman... Right?"
"right" she smiled.
" Look miss walnut! I can't keep you here" this time he was serious and Amraha also. Her happiness vanished at once.
He:" Company is paying me for this dress and the fifty percent shares has also owned by the company... But you impress me.. And I'm now interesting to go on convocation day, so I can keep you on job temporary.. Until you'll get other job, but if company will object about it, I'll have to dismiss you from job immediately"
She:" Company will not have objection about it'
He:" Why? How do you know?"
She:" Because I'll pray"
He:" Why don't you pray that you get a good job"
She:" I also pray about it too, but now it's also my duty to pray about it"
He smiled softly to listen it.
She:" And don't call me walnut.. Yeah! You can call me pine nut.. I like them most"
She was continuously talking in happy mood. Outside, there was a bright night on the road of Manchester. Whenever darkness become white.. Nights become bright then many buds blow in the soil of life. And these buds spread fragrance... Fragrance which was come from flowers and fruits.