Swasan A path hate to love Ep32

Present time in school
Shanaya lifts her face and looked her innocent face, her eyes are clear as crystal. And only pure heart has this type of eyes, she knows and she wishes in her heart that may god safe the innocence of these eyes.
Swara is waiting of her words and she slowly departs her lips and words are coming out from them:" It was exams of my last semester, I was so happy, I had many plans about my future, I tried many places for job as well as scholarship for further study.
Everything was perfect in my life, I heard that sanskar leaved that place because of Meera and Meera was happy with her new husband, I met with her once... But it was time of my last exams, I was preparing for my exams and few sums were not solved by me , so I concerned from my teacher, he told me to come his home for extra classes, he gave classes to many students at home but I was worried because I didn't have money for tuition but he told me that he knows I'm scholarship student and he'll teach me without any fee, I was grateful to him and in evening I reached on address, I was wondered that why was professor living in unpopulated place with his family, I went inside....." She paused  and collects more words:" He opened the door and I found some more students there but I was confused because they were senior of mine... In which I knew one boy who was leader of his club but he completed his study,he many times, tried to flirt with me but I was cleared in my thought so I wasn't involve in these types of things and he wasn't nice boy too.
Avinash came to me and held my hands:" Finally! I got you baby"
Anjali:" Leave my hands (I turned to sir) sir! Look at him, he's..."
Sir laughed:" Take her avi! And remind that we've also contributed in this good work..." He laughed and I looked him with great shock, he was my teacher and I really respect him....
Avinash took me from bedroom.." She stopped and tried to control her tears:" It is easy to read in newspapers that girl becomes the victim of gang rape but it's more than that... Not only him, my teacher and his three friends, I dont remember how many times but those bas***d used me.. And you know..the pain is much more than imagination.... They beasts gnaw me all night and I was like.... " The tears are flowing  from her eyes and she looks into her eyes. Swara can feel the deep pain in her eyes. She second time sees  her in pain, first when she was afraid because of Sanskar.
She wipes her tears and tries to smile:" But don't worry dear! I'm Shanaya, I wasn't girl like who attempts suicide or spends their life with those tears... I didn't know how much time I spent in hospital, how much time I spent to recover from the pain which they gave me, but I was only the person who was with me, who tried to recover myself, who tried to push to me come forward in my life, but you know what I was completed lost after that day, my uncle's threw me from his house, I didn't have anything to do, that time I started job as a personal assistant of a rockstar Vicky, I was more than his personal assistant.... I've changed my name and burned my documents... So only he gave me job, not because of my talent because of my beauty, I thought, I've to live this life. So what's the problem, if live like this but then I met with Sanskar, he was completely changed that time and he introduced me the new world and showed me the new way  of living... You know what was the way?"
Swara wipes her tears and looks the girl who look sooo brave and says:" What was that?"
Shanaya looks into her eyes and says:" The way of revenge" Swara numbs to listen her tone and her words.
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Sanskar spent many days in shock, he didn't believe that his katty, his love leaved him just for the sake of money. He broke many times and collected his pieces many times.
He went his home in the hope of  returning to his old life. It was a function in his house, when he entered the house.
His mom came to him and held his hand:" What are you doing here Sanskar?" He thought that she'll hug him and happy to see him but she was only worry about guests that someone might not see him.
Sujata brought him in corner's room and bade papa and his dad also came here.
Bade papa:" Oh! Finally your so called wife leaved you and what are you doing here now? I told you that there's no place for you, where's your great words that you will do everything without our help... Now go and get your dreams..."
He looked down and didn't understand what to say, his inner ego stopped him to ask apology or admit his mistake.
He looked to his parents but bade papa stopped them:" Before going to him, remember that your daughter's engagement is going on and her in law wouldn't like the brother like him  who has eloped with lower class girl... Now the decision in your hands, son or daughter?"
He leaved the house without saying any words because he didn't want to examine their love or ruin the happiness of his sister.
He was still in great shock, he didn't understand what to do and how to curse himself or his destiny.
He went to his cottage but he was shocked to see the condition of surrounding. The new problem was standing in front of him and this problem was much bigger than another problems in his life. Now he will know that what's the life and how it will examine the man.
Landlord of cottage was throwing his stuff from cottage. By the way, he wasn't have so much stuff, some few necessary things which he bought from his salary.
Sanskar:" What are you doing?"
Landlord:" You didn't pay rent from 3 months and now you've to leave this house"
Sanskar:" Just give me few more days, I'll return your rent"
Landlord:" I already gave you many days, now it's enough..."
He collected his stuff and tried to collect himself too because this shock was also breaking him.
That time, he first time, laid down on footpath and the cold floor of footpath didn't give him peace for a moments.
Bade papa already send laksh to abroad and he tried to help him but bade papa was kept his eyes on him and his account activities, so he couldn't send him money but he tried very hard to help him.
He has left few pennies to spend and it was so much time spent,  he didn't eat something.
He tried for his job many places, time was passing and even he didn't have single penny to spend. Laksh was also trying best to help him, he hoped that his family will help him but they forgot like that they never had any son.
That time, when extreme hunger was placing in his body, he reminded Harshad, who was also the waiter with him but one day, he looked him with luxury lifestyle and he also offered him to live that lifestyle if he joint his hands to him. But after listening his way of making money, he denied but that time, he obmy thought about money and food.
He looked himself in the mirror of shop, that was a night and everyone was sleeping on footpath but he didn't have habit of it.
He talked to himself:" Look Sanskar! This is you and your place in this life..." He reminisced the time when everything was perfect in his life. He thought the words of bade papa, betrayal of Meera and thought that how was he ruining himself. He sighed and decided that now it doesn't matter that it will be bad or good,he just wanted revenge from everyone who contributed to ruin his life. 

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Swasan A path hate to love Ep31

Life.. If we give this word to everyone for define it, they start to write, this is most precious gift of god.. Really is it precious gift of god? If it's, then why people don't care about this precious gift?
His life was straight and simple, he didn't think about the main purpose of his life, he had a dream about his hotels but he didn't think about it so much because he thought, it's very simple to him to fulfill his dream? Why not it will be? Because his family was with him, he was intelligent and talented, everything was perfect then it will not be impossible for him to get this dream. So actually he didn't care about anything that time but now life was realizing him the importance of itself.
He forgot, when he ate some good meal or wear nice stuff. Laksh brought his stuff to him but because of strictness of home, he only brought some of his clothes and other documents for him. Now it was very difficult for him to adjust in this environment. Even his love.. His katty was going far from him and he didn't realize this thing.
He cried many time when he came from job and he didn't find anything to eat. In nights, he got up and afraid many times, that time he hugged Meera but nowadays she also came late home.
He looked himself in mirror and said:" Is it really you Sanskar? Is this your place to live in this world" he couldn't control his tears when someone tapped his shoulder.
He turned and found Anjali there.
Anjali:" Are you crying Sanskar?"
Sanskar wiped his tears and nodded his head in on.
Anjali didn't force him and gave him a dish of meal:" I thought, you came from job, so I brought for you, where's Meera?"
Sanskar:" She didn't come yet"
Anjali sighed and looked him, she looked confuse, he observed that she was trying to say something.
Sanskar asked:" Is anything there?, you wanna say?"
Anjali:" Yeah.. No.. Actually yes!"
Sanskar uncovered the dish and started eating without washing his hands. In those days, he was forgot to follow manners.
Anjali looked him and a strong layer of pity came in her heart for this boy who sit opposite to her.
She sighed and said:" Actually, I wanna say, why don't you go to your family? They'll accept you, I'm sure"
He stopped his hands from eating and said:" They'll not accept Meera and now our baby will also come, so why will they accept us? As I know my family, for them society reputation is more important than family"
She sighed:" I wish Meera wasn't come in your life"
He smiled bitterly and concentrate on his food:" Sometimes, I also wish about it but that time, I jerked this type of thought and cursed myself that how selfish I'm! A girl who leaved everything for you and you're thinking like that?"
Anjali smiled sadly:" Do you repent"
He stopped and looked her:" Hmm.. If I say truth.. Then yes!..."
Anjali:" Then return to your home"
Sanskar:" You know Anju! Sometimes life pushed us in empty well, we can come inside it but there's no chance to get it out, and you know what there is always a secret cave in that well, which takes us in another world, I'm in the well anju and I can't get out from this until I found the secret cave, but I'm sure it wouldn't the way of my home"
Anjali didn't say anything, just looked this boy who lost his everything but didn't curse to anyone, she looked and didn't thought that she was seeing this Sanskar last time.
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Present time in school
Swara:" Why didn't you tell everything to him about Meera?"
Shanaya smiled:" I went there, just to tell him that Meera aborted and going to plan marriage with Ram Malhotra, but as I looked him I felt pity on him that how can I give more tears to that person who was already in trouble"
Swara:" But this thing should be thought by Meera"
Shanaya:" If I say, she was right in her place then what will you say?"
Swara thinks for a while:" I can't say anything because your thinking is different from me"
Shanaya:" Actually Meera wanted all thing, it wasn't bad thing. If you think for a while every girl want a good looking husband who can fulfill her every wish, it can be matter a priorities but this wish is always same for everyone, if Sanskar's parents accept Meera then maybe it wasn't happened there but they didn't accept because of society, so I can concluded that it was fault of society"
Swara:" Hmm... It's very heavy talk, it will have taken time to understood by me, well! As I know him and as you told about him, only Meera's betrayal wasn't the reason of his cruel nature, something else is missing..."
Shanaya downs to her and smiles:" Not something dear! Many things are missing in this story.. Actually Meera's betrayal was first step of it"
Swara shook her legs and thought for Sanskar, she's amazed that how this man was! She thinks:" Oh god! It was confirmed that this man, you've written in my destiny, then why you didn't give me that time when he was sweet? Oh! That time, I was of nine, how can we? Well! I love him the way he's! I just want love from him too"
Shanaya shakes her shoulder:" Where have you gone?"
Swara nods:" Nothing special.. What was happened Shanaya? How Sanskar know about Meera's affair? And what was his reaction?"
Shanaya:" If I say truth, then I dont know so much about it because I was busy in my semester and I didn't meet them also, but I heard that one day, there was a big fight between them and from that day, Meera leaved that cottage and after few days, Sanskar was also did the same"
Swara:" So.... You don't know this thing? But how did you become Shanaya from Anjali?"
Shanaya's face becomes pale to listen her question. She can observe the great pain in her eyes after listening it.
Swara:" If you dont wanna talk about it, then its ok!"
Shanaya looks her and smiles hardly. She sees her eyes are about to flow but she's strong woman who can easily control herself.
Shanaya:" It was also the reason of our society swara!" She touches her face:" I pray Swara, you'll not see the real face of this society but truly I know god wouldn't listen the sinner like me"
Swara holds her hand:" I don't know Shanaya, you're sinner or not but you're doing work of virtue"
Shanaya smiles sadly:" Do you feel hunger?"
Swara understands that she wants to change the topic:" Yeah little bit! You can order snack,specially French fries, I wanna eat"
Shanaya smiles and asks:" Are you vegetarian? Because I order something non veg"
Swara:" I'm not, you can"
Shanaya nods and orders for snacks and comes to her:" Do you wanna know that how am I turn Anjali to Shanaya?"
Swara:" I'm just curious.."
Shanaya stayed silent and looked down as she's thinking something deep, but actually the winner of words, is collecting the new words to explain her pain but she's so bad in this and she's being continuously unsuccessful in this mission. Destiny always left one thing which always remains empty in our life. This thing remind us that nothing is perfect in this world, so we remind our limitations and don't consider ourselves as god.  It was also same like Shanaya, who can do everything but can't express her pain in words.
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Sanskar came back palace and now he's drinking in the bar side, he already asked Laksh to go out with Ragini because he doesn't want to let her know about anything and it was also like that he wanna stay alone for sometimes.
He already arranged his pills for calmness because he's mentally and physically tired.
He  was making drink when someone came to him. He knows very well that who's the person.
He picks up his phone and calls someone:" Rohan! What the hell this woman is doing there? Come here and takes her from there, otherwise you'll be fire"
He shouted and disconnects the call. Meera smirks and comes to him:" Why are you getting angry my sweetheart!"
Sanskar grins:" Enough Meera! I'm not in mood to fight with you... Please go for there"
Meera smiles:" What's the wonderful day is today! You said please to me"
Sanskar sighs and says:" Look behind you, (he looks) Rohan please take her from there otherwise inform her husband to take her from there"
Meera irritates from his words and leaves.
He feels much relax to look this, if he said,he actually might forgave her  but because of her deeds, he started to hated her. She's helpless because of her instinct and he's helpless because of his hatred.
He remembers the day when he came from job and didn't find her, he got the salary and bought her favourite chocolate cake from her favourite bakery. They didn't celebrated her birthday, so he specially bought for her with his saving.
He didn't remember when he fell asleep, he got up in midnight but didn't find her in home. He was worried about him, he called her many time even he went to her hotel. He searched her everywhere, he could but he was unable to find her.
Waited for her all night and prayed for her that she come soon and she might be safe.
Next day, he was about to report police station when his phone rang. He attended the call, it was Rakesh who worked with him.
Rakesh:" Sanskar! Come to hotel hurry up"
Sanskar:" Meera is missing, I've to find her first"
Rakesh:" Meera is there, you come here fast"
Sanskar:" Katty is there, but what's she doing there? Is she doing night shift there?"
Rakesh:" Sanskar! Come here first then you'll know everything"
Sanskar went there and he was shocked to see. He wasn't believe on himself what he saw.
Meera was his boss Ram Malhotra and he was holding her hands.
He went towards them and freed her hands from his grip:" Katty! What are you doing here with sir??"
She gently freed her hands from him and said:" Give me bit respect, I'm wife of your boss now"
Sanskar:" Wwwiifff....ffee, it is impossible, you're my wife"
Ram Malhotra came between them:" Give me proof that she's your wife?"
Sanskar became speechless because they were minor this time and he was not of the age of marriage that time also.
Sanskar held his collar:" How do you do this with me? You allured my wife(he turned to Meera) and was this your love Meera? "
Meera came to him:" Call me Mrs Malhotra! Because now you're not able to call me from my name! I was fool who was with you, now get lost from this hotel and don't need to come to job from tomorrow"
Ram Malhotra called guards to take him from there.
He couldn't forget this insult in his entire life. For her, he served to people, he found many people laughed on him because they know whom he was and who he is. But he tolerated all this because of her but that time, he could never forget that insult  in his life and thought that if he get the chance, he'll must revenge for his insult.

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I'm hope Ep 2

Now Umeed reached to her seventh year and she gave impact to her parents and their VIP guests. An incident which started from greeting and asking a formal question now reached to pulling trolley and serving to guests. She got appreciated by the guests and for this, their parents achieved their goals.
And in this type of parties, only Umeed was allowed among children. In those days, she knew very strange news which confused her innocent mind. She listened from someone who talked about her daddy's younger sister who betrayed him to elope someone. That's a reason her daddy didn't love daughters because he loved his sister so much.
She satisfied that maybe this is a reason her parents didn't love her. But she got confused because her parents love Honey(Romana). But she made an excuse to advocate her parents act:" She's youngest just because they love her" but she tried to console herself but she was still confused.
But after hearing that words she promised herself that she'll care her daddy.
Romana, pet name as Honey was the second daughter of her parents. She was crying baby who always sought out opportunities to take attention to her parents. Sometimes, Umeed also thought that it's easy to cry and take attention instead of just putting effort to win the heart of everyone. But she always banished this thought from her mind because she was Umeed and Umeed has the meaning of smile... A smile of hope.
Sometimes, she fed up from her struggle because her family didn't show any concern for her as compared to her siblings.  In front of guests, they praised her academic results, her obedience and intellectual but she could clearly understand the artificiality in their tone in her early age.
But she jerked all thoughts from her mind and again tried do her best to achieve her goal because she was included in those persons who always look half filled glass of water instead of the empty side. She put lots of hope, love and optimism in half empty side of glass.
In this half full glass, she can saw her brother who didn't show so much concern for her but always support her, one or two lovely glances of her father towards her, her uncle who always came to VIPs and said for her:" Oh! Umeed my tigress!!".. Love of her dadi for her.. And she hoped that she'll soon put the love of her parents and Romana in the half empty portion.
And yeah one more thing.... She had also Faraz in the full portion. Her only friend...
Sometimes, destiny couldn't be tied some persons into blood relations, for this consequence, it tied them into friendship. It was also same applied on both of them.
But their friendship is more than only friendship, they have a beautiful relationship because they both didn't find love at home, so they sought every relationship between each others.
From their primary classes, both learned, played and studied together.
Faraz loved the wings of butterflies but Umeed only loved butterflies but Faraz had the instinct of lunacy and fierceness but Umeed was like the calm ocean. But the nature of Faraz was like a noisy river but it was interesting that this noisy and desperate river was fallen in the ocean whose name was Umeed.
They left their childhood and put the first step on their teenage. Faraz still followed butterflies but he couldn't catch any butterfly successfully.  She was also supporting him to follow butterflies but not to catch them, she just liked this activity. She liked when they try to touch butterfly and it boggled and flew away.
And one day, Faraz caught a butterfly finally! And this day, she saw a new shade of life, she didn't know the abortive color of butterflies. And when this butterfly lost its color, it will die. It was a small pale butterfly, which caught because of its carelessness. Carelessness of love...
She was wondered that time, Faraz's face brightened because of his victory but she didn't like it, she  saw the face of Faraz and the dead butterfly. After reaching the home, she was in a deep dilemma that what has happened with that butterfly?
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This was an incident of those days when they were in the eighth standard. Now she was afraid of catching butterflies. But she wasn't so expressive to express her fear to Faraz. So whenever Faraz went on his activity, she also followed him.
Once they went to do their activity in the lunch  break, there was a garden behind their classrooms but no one went there because it was said that it was haunted by ghosts. But they both reached there while playing hide and seek with the butterfly. Finally! Faraz got the butterfly, it was big and beautiful black butterfly with golden patches.
Faraz gave this butterfly to Umeed which fed color were left color on the fingertips of Umeed. Umeed was afraid, curious and excited. They didn't know how much time was passed during their activity. Umeed hands are in the hands of Faraz and they both holds the butterfly but in their eyes, there were fireflies which shined in the daylight.
Peon reached there in the search of them and they faced the principle. But it has become worst incident when peon told about their gesture in a garden. Because in last few days, the senior couple was caught by the peon, so principal included them also in this category.
They were tried to define that it wasn't like that what everyone thought. The principal called their parents and gave the details of the incident which he heard from the peon.
Only at the age of 12, she was degraded because of misunderstanding. Daddy didn't say anything in front of the principal. On the way, Umeed tried to show the black color of the butterfly on her hands to him as the evident of her innocence.
He threw him to her room and said:" How can I expect a good thing from the offspring of one of the betrayers and bloody man" daddy shouted and told everything to dadi. And the first time, she cried vigorously in her life. She knelt and tried to  hide in her room. But words of daddy is also echoing in her ears.
"whenever I saw her, I remind that bloody and betrayer.. but I was hope that she'll not like them. But I was wrong... But she proved that she's their blood.." She could easily hear the every word of daddy but couldn't understand. She tried to console herself as she did always but this time, she didn't do that, she wanted to shout but this time, she put her hands on her mouth and closed her mouth to stop her shouting which arisen in her heart.

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Yaaram Ep6

She was standing in front of the historical building which located on the oxford road. Behind the ark of university... If we see upon the ark, we'll find the golden words of "University of Manchester" there.. It was established in the year of 1824.
The Moto of this university is "Knowledge, Wisdom and Humanity". Which enlightened  knowledge to almost 40,000 students. One of the best institution of the world:" The university of Manchester"
She looked the ark of main campus. She also saw this types of buildings in Lahore. It seemed like the museum of Lahore.  But she didn't know that how's this university held the world inside it. How much genius teachers are there and they're teachers of which type of students? She doesn't know anything now but will be soon, she'll know everything.
The crowd of students are going inside like that they'll find something free inside the university.. Maybe biryani or the famous pizza of Italy which now doesn't available in Italy itself.
"Come on Amraha" Darbi turned and said.
Amraha matched the footsteps of her, she firstly, stands her cycle in cycle stand which is new for Amraha. Well! Now everything gonna be new to her. Her eyes are rounding and she doesn't understand where to look. She wants to see everything in one glance. Ingress and egress of students, theirs speed and quick way.. And she was like that she didn't meet anyone speed and her friendship was only with laziness.
"Amraha walk fast" Darbi goes ahead of 20 footsteps from her and turned to her again. She walks fast and tries to match with her footsteps.  Darbi reaches to green area and point out to one group which was based on 12 boys and girls. Amraha disturbed to see them because she can recognise Shirley and Azra there. .
"Assalam o alaikum!" She goes towards them and said in weak voice. She regretted that she took some information from Darbi instead of laughing during their way.
Everyone introduced themselves with name. Their warm welcome lighten the heart of Amraha. She thinks that she was pressure of them without any reason but they're so good.
One boy and two girls get up and take her to university canteen where they bring coffee for her. When she drank last sip of coffee and praised the beauty of Nawal and Barira in her heart. Then the group leader Dayem started his conversation like this:" Miss Amraha! Will you promise to listen me with concentration and seriousness?"
" I promise" Amraha said in that style in which a child said when he hides a chocolate in one hand and made promise to extend his other hand:" I promise, I'll not eat chocolate tonight"
Dayem:" Good! Because I was in doubt.. But I'm saying again, do not interrupt between my words... You can see we three... We and our some friends, one group of those who completed their study and one group of those who are seniors from us... They made plan to give scholarship to some talented Pakistani students, we bring them there with our personal funds whose not able to afford study in good university. We want to give chance to them who are extremely poor that they re not even able to study in Pakistani universities.  Our thirty groups collected money from different sources. We arranged events, stalls, some did music and theatres. Some of them was our savings and some we got from our parents, friends and relatives etc to got our target.
We could only afford five students in that condition where they handle their responsibility of food and shelter. If we also gave them, it means we only afford three students.
We got more than thousand applications in which we chose only five, and these five belonged to village or small towns, there is cipher chances for them to study in Manchester university. They came here before week, and the happiest thing is that they arranged the shelter and food for them because they're talented persons, so they got job immediately. In which one was mend the lock of cars and S.T workshop gave him job with salute. I'm proud to saying that we succeeded to bring one student there who topped in Punjab board while mending the locks of car and he did this without any holiday from his job..
How many applications we got, these all were same like that but your application was different from there. There's nothing notable in your certifications, you were cipher among thousands. You were studied in the city like Lahore where we can find many good educational institutions, you went good college for study,  you had your own house and your father has his own big shop in reputable market, you didn't do any job and your grade was also nothing... You were not deserve this scholarship, even we didn't need to give answer to your application. But we answered.. Not because of your marks, just because of your mental condition, your last mail in which you wrote :"I'm unfortunate. It's better I'll die" we noticed this line.
Our one group member, who was student of psychology, she read your email and gave her opinion to us that your mental condition isn't good, maybe after this failure you'll break or do anything bad to you, that's why we took one month from you, that was the worst situation, we already gave scholarship but didn't want to leave you in this condition.
That time, we collected our pocket money and funds from others students. It was so much hard task that you never imagine about it, these were forty students who belong to different religions and nations, Christians, Muslims, Indian, Bengali, Japanese, American, French, everyone was included in them. So you've to remember that you've to respect to every nation and religion.
We asked from you that either you can afford fifty percent or not? I'm sure that you were not putting effort to collect that fifty percent, as we're doing so, we asked for 30% and you were agree for it,  if you didn't agree for 30%, I've to sell my car for it which I bought from my saving of my part time job, you should remember that these forty students aren't so rich, they do their job and saved every penny, you should know about that we didn't get money from magic, we arranged meetings, we observed everything and we invested every penny on you... Do you understand investment? Investment is that which we spend for profit and our profit is like that one gain knowledge and become the supporter of his country... So you've to return their money, not more or less than one pond, and you'll get their all profit. This is why they invested their money... Kindly understand my words and remember it also.
Who gave us funds, they didn't know your name, even your face.. Because we don't want to hurt your ego, except we three. No one know that this fund was for you, no one will say you that he did something for you..
Now I'm coming other side, we told you that you have to handle your food and shelter, you said you'll manage it, this was only positive thing from you, those five girls, you lived with whom, we requested to them to let you stay with them temporarily. A one who was gonna receive you from airport, met with accident, a one who received you from airport, she was helping her friend who met with accident. On which mattress you slept last night, it was arranged by these twos(he pointed out Nawal and Barira) from their savings.
Hana forbade you to touch anything but you used their perfumes and checked everything except books. You ate two noodles packets, miss Amraha! They're good hosts, in fact! we know very well how to host but we're living far from our countries, families and homes.
I wish Hana told you about that she only ate two times, where she do job, she gets burger and coffee there and in morning she eats noodles. She saved every penny for her study because in Korea, her family don't send one Pakistani rupee to her. She fulfilled her dream of studying in Manchester alone. Maybe you got these things minor because you got study in college where's study was afford by your parents, you didn't do any job in your life and you didn't need to do job, maybe this struggle of life seems you ordinary.. Specially with smile and courage. Here many of the students, are not eat so much because they've to purchase books, they got their degree in one jean and two t-shirts. But they come here with smile and go from here with smile. You've only one month dead line to live there on flat with Shirley. You've food of your one month but you've to manage your job and shelter from today..." He paused
"welcome to Manchester Miss Amraha!" He didn't leave breath and started again.
"now I've done about your staying here and now I'll give you some advices.." He smiled.
" don't mind but it's famous here that Pakistani, Indian, Sri Lankan and other residents of under developed countries, are often complainer, lazier, put up lame excuses... They think that only they've every kind of problem in this word.. They find excuses to cry.. Your face is also look like that you're going to cry.. You must cry , but only on big tragedy, not because these all people are selfish and they'll not console you, as we thought about foreigners,but it's like that they think that crying on every problem is such a stupidity. I also think like that... Nawal and Barira also thought same. If we console a crying person every time, he'll become coward instead of brave.
Miss Amraha! Throw your laziness, habit of making excuses and slothfulness into dustbin and burned it. These things should be burn. In our religion, where we find any proof in which said that girls are weak? It's saying that man shouldn't cry but why is it only for men? Why not for women?  So it's masculine maxim of saying that for surpasses women in low level.
Miss Amraha! You've reached in Manchester university. Now you're included in race... Either you get gold medal or separate yourself from this race and sit among the audience.  But be remember that you can easily find place among audience, so it's better to give chance to other instead of getting last number in race. Because believe me, there are so many diamonds are in this world and few one diamond jewellers."
He stopped and stay stopped..
" there's welcome week going on in university, then classes will start, in this week, you've to arrange your shelter anyhow, if you can't stay with empty tummy then you've to arrange your job, these all are your problems and you can solve it, can you?"
First her head shake in no and then in yes.
Dayem:" Do you understand everything, don't you?"
"yes" she said hardly and tried to control the flood of tears.
Dayem:" Oh good! Now you can go and dig the earth, I mean to say start to searching job... You've to return thirty percent during your degree. You've to manage your expenses like that you'll able to return your thirty percent, as soon as possible.. Do you understand?"
"yes" she hardly nods.
Dayem:" Nawal and Barira can understand Urdu but can't speak properly. So I talked to you for making you understand completely, I hope you got it and don't offence?"
Amraha:" I don't offence"
Dayem:" Well! Your face expression are narrating something else"
Amraha:" These are like that?"
Dayem:" Like what?"
Amraha:" Like telling lies"
Dayem:" Well! What will you do now?"
Amraha:" I've to get job as soon as possible.." Her voice is replete with tears.
Dayem:" You're right... Well your face expression is telling lie in worst way, if you want to cry then seek a corner and cry where no one can see you.. Ok??"
Amraha:" Ok!"
Dayem:" Now go and get your student card and get info about your classes" she got afraid to listen it that now she has to do this too?
Amraha:" Card? Where can I get this?"
Dayem:" You're standing in university, everything is happened there, you can see this crowd of students, they do everything without any fear. Go and visit university and get know that how you can do your work?"
She stands up.
Dayem:" Don't curse me in your heart"
Amraha's face color changed at once because she's doing same.
Dayem:" And when you'll arrange your job, return noodles of Hana"
Amraha:" I'll"
Dayem:" Yeah! One more thing.. Don't do any changing in your degree again, specially adding plus.." This was last blast of bomb which she can hear in the noise of canteen. She looked them like that they're lifted her from the tribe of Africa and saying that don't afraid from the bus which you understood a wild beast.
Their expression showed that how hardly they're hiding their laughter in their heart. They're controlling their laughter and they're successful in that and she's trying to control her tears but she's unsuccessful in it. Her expression is telling everything.
She thought that the attacks which she was tolerating because of her misfortune, were minor in front of these sentences of people of Manchester.
She was little girl and they didn't let her to be happy completely and they made her cry. .
Flood of tears is ready to come out from her eyes and they saw her face and become silent. They said goodbye to her and leaved. If they're her initial teachers, then they're marvellous teachers of her. They pushed her in ocean and said either to learn swimming or die.
First lesson of Manchester,
First lecture of Manchester

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Swasan A path hate to love Ep30

Recap:" Sanskar and Meera caught by Adarsh and dp wanted to send him abroad for study"
Sanskar is in Mysore (present)
Sanskar is about to light the cigarette which he bought from local shop. But before lighting it, he throws it because he knows very well that Shanaya and Laksh will know about it and he neither hide nor tell a lie to them. He thought that his this habit of telling truth was throw him in problem because his family had blind believe on him, if he wanted to take advantage of that believe, he could. But he didn't do like that because he knows lie is more disaster than truth.
He reminds the time when Meera allured him for something... "what was that?" He thinks... "yeah! first step of my destruction" he answered himself and reminisces about that time...
Meera stooped for a while and said:" We've option Sanskar! If you support me"
Sanskar:" What's that?"
Meera:" Marry me"
Meera's words shocked him:" What? Are you in sense katty? You're not of 18, I'm 19... How can we marry?"
Meera jerked:" I'll reach the age of 18 next month, you forgot my birthday baby"
Sanskar jerked because he didn't like this word baby type things but he knew that this isn't time of fighting, so he said calmly:" Katty! Try to understand... Let me go... This is only matter of few years... I'll come back only for you, that time I'll establish and able to marry you... We're minor katty! We can't marry legally, if we'll do your family can charge on me of kidnapping"
Meera:" Listen to me carefully! Firstly, we'll do marriage in temple instead of court, secondly, my uncle and aunty will grateful to God that he'll be free from burden like me, I know them very well, they'll do nothing... And once we get marry, your family must accept us"
Sanskar thought for a moment, he knew his family, they love him so much and they know the important of marriage and its value. He convinced that Meera is right on her side. Maybe after completion of his study, they'll plan other plan to separate him from his love, as they did now.
He observed both side of coin and decided that Meera is right. He accepted her proposal and they made plan how they'll go temple and come to his family for apologies.
Everything was going right and their plan was successful for marriage but destiny had another plan for them.
They went to Sanskar's home and firstly his younger sister saw them and shouted to see him in garland and Meera.
This time only ladies and bade papa were at home. Bade papa stayed home to drop him to airport. Everyone was shocked to see them and this shock froze them for a minute. Sujata broke the silent and came to him, a strong slap was left mark on his face. No one ever cursed him with bad words but this was first time, anyone beat him and specially his mom.
She's crying because of his deed and said:" What have you done sanskar? You were our pride and what did you do? Is this your age of marriage? You're.."
Bade papa stopped her:" Stop it Sujata..." He looked bade papa and hoped that he'll welcome him and will say like that it was his mistake but now Meera is daughter in law of this house. But nothing was happened like that.
Sujata turned to him:" Bhai Sa.. My son..."
Bade papa:" Whose son? You dont have any son sujata...  You've only one daughter, now come inside the home and close the door for stranger..."
Sanskar shocked to listen him but suddenly went and folded his hand to him:" Bade papa! Don't do it with me, you said, I'm your son.. How do you do this with your son? I just married to her, this isn't a bad thing... Please accept us" he was pleading on his knees.
Bade papa:" Oh great! You were married! Do you know the meaning of marriage? You're not legally eligible to get marry... Well I can forgive you and forget everything but I've a condition..."
A tiny hope raised in his heart:" I'll do anything bade papa! Just accept me your son like before..."
Bade papa smirked but that time he didn't understand his smile:" Leave this girl where you pick her and forget about that you ever marry with her... Look son! I was aware about your affair from two years, I also know very well what Laksh did in his school and Adarsh in office... But at the end, I concluded that let enjoy everyone because you all have right....at the end, you all do what I want as Adarsh did... So I also thought about you same, and I led you play with her, I know your all activities which didn't offence me... But when I got know about your intention and determination about this girl... I understood what should I do... Be in relationship with that girl... I don't have any objection, just forget about your marriage because there's our reputation in society... Come to us my son! There's no career with her... Think about your dream..."
Sanskar shocked to listen his every word... Every word was breaking the idol of that innocent boy which he made for his bade papa whom he gave respect more than of his parents,
Meera's character was there only as silent actor.
He stepped back and looked his Idol with unbelievable expression on his face. He looked his mom but she went inside the room, his badi maa tried to convince his Bade papa but he stopped her.
Sanskar looked to his idol face and held the hand of his love:" I'll not leave her... You were also my pride bade papa... My ideal... But today.. You broke this.... I'm not hypocrite like you, I'm going from there and I promise, one day I'll fulfill my dream with my own...."
Bade papa:" Soon you'll repent Sanskar and that day I'll not open the door of this house on you"
Sanskar turned and said:" Time will prove everything bade papa"
He hoped that when his father get know about everything, he'll come to him but it didn't happen.
From this day, their dark period was started. They didn't understand where to live. One Sanskar's friend, gave him keys of his house because they're out of the town but they had limitation of staying there for 15 days, his family will  arrive after 15 days and that time, they've to arrange shelter for them.
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Swara and Shanaya at school.
Swara is shocked to listen it and asked:" How can anyone hypocrite like bade papa? He gave the lesson of virtue and value in his whole all life to Sanskar and at the end, just for the sake of society he changed his view"
Shanaya smiled to listen her:" This is the world dear! Anything can happen there, we're society man and we tried hard for this acceptation of society... We do many wrong things just for the sake of society because it's right in our society... Just like it, he knew very well the deeds of his every son but he didn't stop them because it doesn't harm society to affair with girl or relationship with girl in secret but it'll harm his reputation when his boy will get marry with that girl who was unable to move in society with them"
Swara:" And why Meera did do that? She was after his money... So she can wait for him but why did she allure him to elope because that time she didn't find any penny from him"
Shanaya:" This question is bit complicated as I know her... She was really love him.... Not extreme love but love him... Love isn't like this which we saw on screen or read in books... This is beyond it, as every person has his individuality and it's same like with his love... Every love is different from other... Meera's love was selfish, cunning and wrong because she just want to get him with his personality and money... She could get him if she waited... But her impatient nature met her with defeat..."
Swara now curious about the remaining story...:" Then? How they manage without money..? Is his family were accepted them?"
Shanaya smiles to observe her excitement:" Then... They started to do job, so taking responsibility of his family life, he left his study and started job, Meera was also did this... Meera forced him many time to demand his share in property but his heart was broken from his family completely.. So he didn't gave ear to her voice.... It was much difficult to adjust in that environment of that type of person, who initially lived in luxuries.... They got the small one room cottage near the house of our... Our house was in included in the society of lowest class. We two only girls were there who were studying and specially study in college...
Because we two wanted to escape from the environment which we were living in...I often visited them, Sanskar tried to make her happy...but you know what! broken dreams always give us so much pain... And she was suffering from this pain. Before marriage Sanskar spoiled her, now she got the problem to manage home, study and job at time... Sanskar was also doing same... I also don't know, how he managed his study also but because of less attendance and fees problem, he dropped his semester... But now it was also hard for Meera to maintain her scholarship..
Time was passing but there's no improvement in their position. Sanskar was doing the job of waiter in one hotel and gave tuition to one academy. He did his house hold work and in the night.. He studied his course...it wasn't the dream of Meera but it wasn't easy for Sanskar to adjust in this environment too.
He tried his best to get scholarship and go regular college, he left the tuition and did only waiter job for going university. Meera already lost her scholarship and this time she was doing receptionist job in the same hotel where Sanskar was doing job. But their relationship was only became the matter of passing theirs lives.
Sanskar loved her yet but his every effort to make her happy was going in vain. He was also irritated by the situation and Meera's love was burned in the stove where she burned food many time.
But night was theirs own.. In night, they met with each other after forgetting the bitterness and hardships of day.. But slowly slowly their night were also changed, the distance was widening and bitterness was increasing between their relationship.
There wasn't remained the love type thing between them. Their relationship was based on only need and compromises. But there was also hope in their heart. Sanskar was hope that after his study, he'll get good job and make better the condition of them. But his good job will not able to fulfill Meera's desire. If she want this type of life, she can wait and got this life with her own. But she was impatient and her impatience nature made wrong decision by her.
But in these days.. Something happened unusual or unexpected..
Sanskar was finding his uniform of waiter but he didn't find anywhere. He was searching in cupboard when he got the file. It was medical report of Meera.. Meera's pregnancy.. He didn't expect this thing in those hard days but inside his heart he was happy to read the report.
Sanskar:" What's this katty? You hide this big news from me?"
Meera was shocked to see report in his hand:" What big news Sanskar? And how do you get this report?"
Sanskar:" You're pregnant and you hide this from me" she was preparing for going for job, so she jerked to listen his words this time.
Meera:" Stop your nonsense Sanskar!" Actually they're sick of fed up with each  others but this news gave hope to Sanskar that maybe everything will fine between them
Meera silently did her makeup, she had branded cosmetics and Sanskar was so much busy, he didn't even notice this thing that where did she bought these things.
She turned to him and snatched her report from him:" Yes I'm pregnant.. But I dont need this child... I know even you don't also.. So why are you shouting on me? You're disgusting Sanskar"
Sanskar looked her with chagrin and said:" I thought this baby will change your relationship but seriously Meera I repent many times to marry with you. Now I don't want to repent again.. I want this child. And you will not do anything wrong.
Meera gave him disgusting expression & said him in firm voice," I don't want this child & this is enough...." She shouted and left her place because she was getting  late for job. And the irritating voice of her heels are paining his head.

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I'm hope Ep1

Night... Most beautiful part of the day and the time of bewitching charm too.
This night silently caresses us, lulls to sleep which makes us cry to memories the past... Does necromancy on us... This night... No one is spared from its  spell, except two persons... A one who's beloved of God and a one who's beloved of Satan. These two types of people have the one same thing and this same thing is love... Love of God, love of beloved, love of sin, love of virtue. Love of money or often the love of flesh... This is the wonder of love which breaks the spell of this cruel night and makes them awake.
And in this night, this beautiful and modern colony was also under the spell of this night. The policeman was on march who was waking up for the love of his country and his duty, some of the youngsters wake up for the love of their beloved, some of them for the sake of love of gaining knowledge. A third bungalow, from this colony, is also is in the spell of night... Actually not. There's a young girl who is not under the spell of night. Which type of love, she has? Love of virtue or love of sin?
Her shadow is clear in the light of night bulb. She was in her night dress  which she used for two years and she likes it so much that she didn't change it from two years. She's wearing light pink trouser with large size t-shirt in which words of "I'm a princess" were clearly seen. She really looked like a pinkish princess in this pink color.
She smiled to see laptop which kept before her. Her smile shined to reached in her eyes. Her smile wasn't so much beautiful but anyone can mesmerize easily by seeing her smile. The tiny fireflies shine in her eyes which attracted the beholder and didn't allow him to see anywhere else. The beholder can find something in her eyes which he couldn't understand at once, maybe it was naughtiness, love or maybe hope...
When everybody was sleeping peacefully, this house seemed like the palace of sleeping beauty. And this girl seems like the character of fairytale who was awakening yet. But she's neither the sleeping beauty nor Cinderella whose spell was broken after midnight.
Her magic started from midnight, actually, she was Alice in wonderland, who went wonderland in this time. And come before rising the sun.
She looked her laptop which she called her magic box because it's her way to enter a wonderland.
She half laid down on the bed and jerked her long hairs to her waist. She was shaking her legs and because of her act, trouser removed from her ankle but she was smiling carelessly because it was her time. In which no one can interrupt in her wonderland.
She opened her magic box, the light of laptop, clear her structure of face. Her eyes are honey colored which shined in the night like cat eyes because of shining fireflies in her eyes. Her little nose has thin gold nose ring which often rounded by her. Although her lips are wide but she looked nice while smiling.
She opened the window and enters her wonderland.  But first she has to identify herself before entering the wonderland. She typed with the help of keys but now she had to enter hidden code before entering her wonderland. These hidden words are not clear on the screen but these hidden words are clearly similar to her personality. These words were:" I'm hope"
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Love, hate, hope, despair.  How many emotions are in this world. This heart which seems like for pumping blood into the body but actually lifted how many burdens of  emotions. But it can't get tired to lifting this burden but when it get tired, it is called "heart attack".,
From Adam to eve, there are many people came in our world, if we start counting, we can't count them. This body. Which made up of soil, has the ability to absorb any type of emotion and traits of its surrounding. It turns into that shape which shape his owner's hand gave it. With the mixture of water and sunshine, make it strong and firmed. It seems like, human upbringing human but actually it was emotions which upbringing human.
She was also same like raw soil and she has to turn into one shape.
Doctor said that it was the miracle that she's alive. She was a symbol of a ray of in the darkness of death.  But this hope didn't give happiness to anyone. Everyone was amazed and tensed because of this miracle, but no one was happy to see this hope.
She was seeing this world with amazed. But no one is lifting her up on lap. Everyone is watching her with hatred but she has the instinct of hope, she opened her arms to welcome them. Someone lifts her in her arms and she was smiled to see her feedback and her smiled shined to reach in her eyes.
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Someone gave her name of "Umeed" which liked by her. But few people was called her from her name, many of them called her "a girl".
Only two hands were handling her which was hard yet familiar to her. But she always smiled when she met someone.
She left her curdle and learnt to walk foot by foot. But she often faced the gaze of hatred on her face. But she knew very well that how to take the love of everyone. She was confident from her childhood, despite the hatred of everyone, she was wandering in the house and observed the activities of everyone. She imitated by her parents and tried to treat people like them.
She has one elder brother and one younger sister who came in world initially.  Umeed tried to touch her little sister but every time her mother scolded her. But her innocent mind didn't understand that why her mother scolded her for loving her sister.
She learnt how to speak and she imitated everyone. When VIP guests of her father came to the drawing room, she observed carefully that how her parents treated to guests.
She came in a drawing room and make a place in the heart of guests by her childish talks and actions.
She was admitted to school and she was very happy in school because she got so much love in her school. She was talented and intelligent student in her class. She immediately became the favourite of teachers. She wondered that why many of students in her class are often spend their time in crying but she loved to study in her class.
In those days, one new student came in her class, except his hazel green eyes, nothing is noticeable in him. He was dirty and crying baby of class. Teachers make him sit beside her and said her to do friendship with him. She didn't like that child but she actually didn't want to disobey her teachers. That boy was named as Faraz.
Umeed asked him:" Why are you so dirty?"
" Because no one clean me,"  he said while crying but Umeed consoled him.
She taught him that how to clean himself and how to sit in class. He also liked her because, in his point of view, she's the only angel who loved him and cared for him.
" How can I become good child like you," Faraz asked from her.
" I'll teach you everything" she said and this five years girl treated him like a mother. And they became friends soon because both didn't get love from their home, so they seek love and family in each others.
She asked one day from her only friend:" Why are you so sad?"
Faraz looked her, it was break time, both were taking their lunch and as usual, they were sharing their lunch.
Faraz answered:" Because my mom and dad don't have any time for me, even my nanny is careless from me" he said and took her sandwich.
Umeed laughed to listen to it:" Oh! My mom and dad don't love me too.. It means every parent are same"
Faraz smiled:" But I love you Umeed"
Umeed smiled too:" I also love you too Faraz and I'll never break our friendship"
Faraz extended his small hand towards her. She held his hand and said:" I promise my friend" her smile is still shining in her eyes which proved the truthfulness of her words but this tiny and innocent souls didn't know that one day,  the world will give the wrong name to their innocent friendship and they've to break their promise.

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Swasan A path hate to love Ep29

Shanaya comes to Swara and says:" This was story of two girl.. Girls...who are beautiful more than Cinderella and their destiny gave them the same condition of Cinderella but their destiny wasn't like the story of fairytale...."
Swara doesn't understand what's the purpose of Cinderella's story but she wanna listen her.
The girls were cousins and lived at their uncle's house.. Both were beautiful girls but both were orphans. Their uncle wasn't so close to them, just a relative who gave shelter to them after their parents died in accident. Both were first cousins. Meera and Anjali... Both want luxurious life, both want to escape from the environment which they were living and both wanted everything from life. And Meera a girl who believed in prince charming, got her prince charming in the fresher party of their college...:" Did you saw him Anjali? He was so cute but not only cute, I got know that he's also rich and perfect boy of college. Oh! Girls will jealous from me when I got the boyfriend like him"
Anjali looked her:" He'll not gonna marry you, I can bet"
Meera:" I also don't wanna marry him, just I want to get some efficiency in college and also some expensive gifts from him"
She easily won the heart of her prince charming but she had eye on his pocket, not on his heart.
Anjali saw her with lots of gifts, uncle aunt suspected about her but she could easily make them fool.
One day she came to Anjali and said:" You know what Sanskar is gonna meet me with his parents... You know what's that mean?, he's serious and he'll make me his wife in future"
Anjali:" But you're not serious with him..",
Meera smiled:" Oho! I really loved him because he's my prince, my ideal, my dream... What's a girl want more?"
Anjali smirked:" Your love is so selfish like you"
Meera jerked: " whatever... I don't care... Well! Tell me one thing..."
Anjali:" What?"
Meera:" I wanna kiss him, but he's so shy, I was tried but failed, but this time I'll make him fool and ask him for the dinner at five star for the sake of kiss?"
Anjali irritated:" You know what Meera? You're selling yourself for money, he's such a nice boy, when he'll know your greedy face, he'll leave you, that time you'll repent"
Meera:" You also want money, luxurious stuff and a better life... Aren't you?"
Anjali:" Yeah I want but for this purpose, I'll not play the heart of anyone",
Meera:" This isn't my mistake, if he happily gave his heart to me for playing, then what's the problem with you?" Anjali stared that girl who's flying on the cloud nine but unaware of result of this flying.
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He remembers the time when he took her in his house. It was reception of Adarsh Bhai.
Sanskar came to Sujata with Meera:" Look mom! She's Meera..."
Meera greeted her, Sujata also happy to meet her and asked:" Is she your friend Sanskar?"
Sanskar shied:" Yes mom! But more than friend"
Sujata didn't like his answer but she didn't say anything to them and observed Meera carefully because he knows the nature of her son.
Everything was going perfect, but Sujata's view about Meera wasn't good. She had experience more than her son, she already observed that her son was blacking his hands with coals in the mirage of gold. She often made him understand but he believed on his love completely.
He was sure that after some time, everyone will change their views for Meera, but in those days, something happened, it wasn't a big matter, but it became big because this matter had changed his life.
It was time when Meera asked him for a candle light dinner at five stars. He often went to five stars, but commonly with his family, so he didn't pay bill but he wanted to complete her wish. He got the salary and took her that five star hotel in which he usually visited with his family.
After their dinner, Meera asked him for visiting hotel, the manager knew him, so he allowed him for it. He also shared his dream about for making chain of hotels, with her. They was so much happy, suddenly Meera whispered in his ear...:" Sanskar!"
He looked back to her:" What happened katty?"
Meera:" I want something"
Sanskar smiled:" Everything for you my heart.... You just need to order"
Meera:" I want kiss... Our first kiss was unsuccessful, but I want kiss from you now"  he was sweating to listen it, because he's unaware of this thing, he even didn't know how to meet lips with lips. Laksh was in his high school and he was expert in these matters but he was become empty at the name of kiss.
Sanskar:" Now?"
Meera nodded in yes and held him.
Sanskar:" Meera! I think, we shouldn't do anything here, someone might see"
Meera:" No one will see here"
He put his lips to her but couldn't suck it completely. He attempted many time but he failed, Meera didn't want to leave him without completion of their kiss.
He was almost successful in his attempt when someone tapped his shoulder, he saw that person but ignored for a moment, but he saw again and shocked to see the person. It was Adarsh and now he started sweating because he was caught while kissing and he knew very well about the values of their home.
Adarsh Bhai brought him at home and gave  the complete details to everyone with adding the spice from himself.
Everyone didn't expect this type of thing from him and didn't believe on Adarsh. But he, himself admitted his mistake and also told everyone about their relationship and what was he wanted for his love also.
Bade papa first said:" Sanskar! You broke us, we really didn't expect this type of things like this? You were our pride Sanskar! But alas! You broke it"
Sanskar:" Bade papa! This wasn't like that, I love her so much, and want to marry her... This isn't a bad thing, I repent which I've done, but I promise, I'll do nothing like that again... But just give us a chance, meet her one time, you'll must like her" he advocated her in front of his family.
Sujata:" Bhai Sa! I met with her and I can bet, she's after his money"
Sanskar saw her with pain:" Mom! She's not like that, you're taking her wrong..."
Ram cut his words:" You were not like that Sanskar...! That girl forgot your values to you, you're disregarding your mother"
Sanskar said in low voice:" Dad! I'm not disregarding mom, I just explain that she's not like her.."
Bade papa interrupt:" This is enough... You all..." He shouted and everyone get stop. He was afraid and he was waiting for his punishment.
Bade papa:" Whatever was happened... Just forget it all and Sanskar! this isn't your age of thinking of these type of things, well! You don't need to go college from tomorrow..... Wait for next semester and I'll admit you in Oxford, I know they will welcome the student like you, (he turned to Sujata) prepare the stuff of him, he'll going England tomorrow..... Until next semester, you can do many business courses or any course about your dream career of hotel management... I'll arrange everything, you just prepare yourself"
He begged bade papa that don't punish him like that but he knew the reason of his lunacy and he knew very well how to treat it. His parents were also helpless in front of Durga Parsad then how could he fight against him.
He thought that his love is true then he'll come after his completion of study, and will ask the hand of Meera. He was sure that he'll must get his love that time.
Sujata packed his bag and instructed him many things about his future and wrong deeds. Laksh also cry so much but slept with him because he'll gonna miss him. He also was very sad to think about leaving everyone, specially his love Meera... His katty.
In midnight, he silently went to lounge and called someone, after three bells, someone attended the call..
Sanskar:" Katty... This is me Sanskar",
Meera:" Where were you and why didn't you call me?"
Sanskar:" Katty my parents are so angry from me and they snatch my phone from me"
Meera:" Oh! Don't worry.. They'll be fine"
Sanskar:" Yes katty but..."
Meera:" But?"
Sanskar:" There's a problem katty.."
Meera:" Don't say like that? What's the problem?"
Sanskar sighed and said in one breath:" My bade papa send me abroad for study"
Meera shocked to listen it:" Oh now what? You'll go so far from me"
Sanskar:" Don't worry katty! I'll come and that time, I'll marry you and I bet, no one will stop us"
Meera:" No Sanskar! I'll not allow you to go abroad... I'll die without you.."
Sanskar:" Try to understand katty! I promise, I'll come for you, and even we don't have any option except it katty"
Meera stooped for a while and said:" We've option Sanskar! If you support me"
Sanskar:" What's that?"
Meera said something which shocked Sanskar.

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Yaaram Ep5

She was wandering on her heels at the third busiest airport of England. " I came to Manchester for burning the fire" she exclaimed by putting hand on her mouth.
Some people saw her with wonder but she didn't care about anyone. She worn white flowing shalwar with short shirt which bottom was rounded. And her white long dupatta was cleaning the floor of airport. And everyone was entangling her dupatta. She said again by rolling herself on her heels:" I'm here Manchester and I'll not cry again and please don't make me cry"
Her white duppata was looking amazing which rolled on the land of ruler of subcontinent. If anything is the sign of good luck, then it will be the slogan of Amraha. If any sound is the sound of happiness then it will must be the action of her rolling on the heels. If there any shore of peace and calmness, then it will be complete in the essence of Amaraha.
No one had come to pick her, she was waiting for three hours but she had not any complain. She could easily wait for three days, now she hadn't any problem.
Now she could see the board of her name. A Korean plus Chinese girl ran towards her by hanging the long cross bag.
"I'm Amraha" she went to that Korean girl.
"oh hello! Sorry I'm late"
"it's ok.. Lets go"
"actually that girl who has come to pick you, met with accident.. Then I've to come to pick you... Have you waited for long?"
Amraha first made face but then burst out in laughter. Hana was walking before her and she was walking so fast that Amraha was exhausted by walking with her. Both sat inside the taxi and came to building. They carried luggage upstairs and came inside the flat.
Flat was empty. There was two rooms and small lounge with open kitchen. Amraha's eyes were widened to see it.. How beautiful this flat is.. Wow...
Hana took her towards one room, where two single beds were kept. And no idea how they made place to arrange folding mattress on floor. That was surely place of their walking. :"this is your bed" she pointed out the floor mattress. Amraha's mood got off.. Why she has to sleep on floor?
" kindly! Don't touch anything" Hana said with forceful smile but in requesting style. Because she was half Chinese then she said these words in half bow down style.
Till she got fresh, Hana gave her coffee and sandwiches:" This is from me" she extended small tray to her with this humbleness like she was giving her secret treasure. Amraha stared her with amazement. After a long flight, she got this small portion of meal!
"maybe it's just starter, real supper will come at night" Amraha thought.
"I'm getting late.. I've to go" she was about to leave but still reminded :" Please don't touch anything"
But she touched everything. She sprayed every perfumes which were kept on study table. Actually she was checking that it was real or feigned because it had said that how much perfume of Pakistan was branded and expensive but it was still copy of real brand. And now she realized that she was purchasing copy of real brands. All flat was fragranced by the smell branded quality perfumes. She also checked stuff of makeups. But she only gave one glance to books, only on theirs titles. Titles were like that old books were covered with modern clothes. She didn't have interest in old age books.
She went to washroom and checked every item.. Face wash, body wash, lotions even she checked the little ducks which were flowing in the bath tub. She opened every cabinet and smelled food items. Other room was locked.she checked the tv of lounge, firstly, she searched the channels then she opened the music channel and went to kitchen for making noodles. She made two packets of noodles and put it in the big bowl. She ate during listening the music of Edward Maya. She left bowl on kitchen and offed the tv, after it she fell asleep on the single bed. :" I paid 30% ... It wasn't joke"
It was time of 12 o'clock when someone awoke her. :" Miss Pakistan! Wake up please" a new face was waking up her. Firstly, she thought that it was her dream and she stayed asleep.
"lady Amraha! Please wake up, otherwise I'll spray this D-D spray on your nose..and trust me it's world's worst smell and it will not left you before week"
Amraha was eating Nihari with Dada in dream.
Spray's cap was removed and the dirtiest smell came to her nose. She was right, this smell would not go after weeks.
"Dada.." She got up by shouting.
" I still don't make the spray" she said after shaking her shoulders.
She looked at them with her sleepy red eyes and tried to recognize a girl who had green eyes. But her sight was blaring.
D-D's cap again removed and came to her nose, she stayed away it to her nose and this time her eyes were opened completely.
" how ill mannered method is this!" Amraha irritated & green eyes were widened. :"ill mannered.."
Amraha:" You people have studied in big universities of world, but you'll never learn basic morals."
This time green eyes were starring her with sarcastic manner:"Please come outside with patience" she left by saying this.
Amraha came outside after washing her mouth. She took more time with her consciousness that let them wait for her. But there were neither any table of delicious meals nor the smell of meals. However there was circle of 2 to 5 peoples. And there was noodles bowl placed among them. Some noodles were left in a bowl. Crowd was starring her.
" have a seat" a girl of brown hairs, said whose had made braid of Asian style, and she kept this braid on her shoulder like that there was snake who was ready to bite.
Amraha sat and thought that maybe there would be an introduction held before meal.
" this is miss Pakistan.. Amraha.." Hana said.
"hi! I'm Lily Col from Scotland" a girl of spray introduced herself.
" I'm Shirley Margot" a girl with brown hairs said. But she couldn't smile.
" I'm Batty Lo.. From Germany" a tall and thin girl said with smile. Amraha was observing that she was hardly controlling her laugh.
" I'm Azra from Chicago.." Someone said in broken Urdu. She observed her as Sharlet or Christiana because of her tom boy hair cut.
" I have told you that never touch anything...isn't it?" Hana started to speak.
" I was only gone washroom" she denied clearly.
Hana opened her mouth:" She's telling lie Shirley"
Shirley signed her through eyes and Hana was silent.
"this" Shirley pointed out bowl which kept on table.
" I don't know about anything..it is already kept there" that time, she was afraid and repented that why wasn't she washed that bowl.
" ok Amraha! You can go to sleep, sorry to disturb you"
" and what about dinner?" She got up and asked.
These five firstly looked at her then stared each other. Though Batty Lo covered her mouth but she could clearly see that she was hardly controlling her laugh.
"Do you still feel hungry?" Asked by Azra.
"no...  But it's necessary to eat dinner.. Isn't it?" She made excuse but she really felt hungry and it wasn't a matter of hunger but she was excited to think that which type of dinner were they arranged for her.
" we don't eat without hunger lady" Shirley answered with patience.
"don't offer meal also?" She said in Urdu. Except Azra, no one understood her and she eyed her. She went to room and slept on the floor mattress. She could hear the voice of their murmuring but she didn't care. :"let them murmur... I paid 30%.." And she fell asleep.
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When she woke up next day, and wondered to see the view of outside and shouted:" Uff! How much it's clean... How much it's beautiful"
A way, in which she came last night, this was view of backside of it where lots of greenery held in which many flowers were blossoming. She didn't find any particle of dust there. Like that, no human had come there from ages.
Her room was empty, even flat was empty. Bedcovers were without any crease on them. There wasn't any perfume on study table, washroom was also empty from face wash, shampoos etc. She came to kitchen and find a chit on counter.:" Your breakfast"
There was egg, jam, four pieces of bread, milk and sugar... One cup dry coffee and one tea-bag.
Remaining four cabinets were locked by the chain which had lock in between it. Amraha shocked to see it. But it was minor shock.  She didn't have phone, last night Hana phoned her to Pakistan. Now it was clear that she had to call from landline but after this minor shock, she had to make long call to talk to Dada. Then they had to pay heavy bill on this long call.
She found second chit on fridge:" Darbi will come to pick you for university at 8 am, be ready"
She got ready after breakfast. Exact 9 am, A little girl who seemed like woman, named Darbi came:" I'm Darbi, Shirley has told me to pick you for university"
Amraha:" I'm Amraha... I'm going university first time"
Darbi:" I can understand after looking you" she smiled and Amraha liked her smile. Even she liked her abrasion shoes and pant. Even her teeth with braces because she was stepping at the Manchester university. So she should like everything.
" hurry up! We're getting late" Darbi went outside fast. She locked flat and followed her. Darbi was ready to pick her with her small cycle. :" Come and sit" she pointed out the back seat of cycle.
So, she was picked on this cycle and Darbi was come to her specially.
:" What happen Amraha? Come on... I've to leave for my class also"
She sat on that small cycle, firstly she hid her shyness, then controlled her laugh... She had hidden her face behind Darbi and tried to control the speed of her laugh during crossing the road.
"dada!" She imagines dada:" I'm laughing so much that i want to jump on the road and laugh after holding my tummy and all Manchester will gather to see me. Dada! Sometimes, life makes tiny, ordinary excuses to make us laugh... Dada! I like these excuses of time which thread in my life"
She saw many time the hairs of Darbi which she tied in small ponytail. Which, God forbid us, was stigma on the name of ponytail. It's like tail of sparrow when it flies with the wind.
Darbi was driving cycle with solemnness like she was driving the royal Horse cart of king of Oman. She was bursting in laughter during their all way. She put off her from cycle and said:" How fat you're! Do jogging"  how Darbi rode with her, her sweating could easily tell her.

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Swasan A path hate to love Ep28

Recap:" Sanskar got conscious, swara asked him about his relationship with Shanaya. He met with Meera who reminded him that how he called her from her pet name"
Sanskar thinks her words and his veins of brain vibrate to think about her words which she used for Shanaya.. "personal prostitute.. Huh!" These words remind him , the darkest period of his life. But at the end, he can't tolerate any word against Shanaya. He doesn't love her, he's sure but he's grateful to her because this personal prostitute collected his pieces when he was broken into the pieces.
He goes towards Laksh's room where Swara is now. He goes inside and says to Laksh:" Lucky! I wanna talk to my Mrs? May I?"
Laksh nods and leaves the room, he goes to her. She's looking down but he can easily understand her wet eyes and shivering body. He slowly holds her wrist and says:" Come with me"
She lifts her eyes to face him and drags her body to match the footsteps of her husband.
Both go downstairs towards the garage.  He opens the door of car for her and she sits on front seat.
She doesn't know where is he taking her? Even she didn't ask any question from him. Their journey passed silently. Sanskar stopped the car at the small house.
Sanskar opens her door and again holds her hand without her permission. He closed the door and softly drags towards the home. But as she enters in the house, she realized that this isn't a house, this is s school or any institution but different from typical school. After passing two rooms and lounge, they enter the last room where she found Shanaya. Totally different from her daily look.
She's wearing simple shalwar qameez, she tied her hairs in genuine knot and her face is clean from every makeup. But her eyes are evident of her long weeping. A small guilt comes into her  heart.
Sanskar turns to her:" This is school for this prostitute and I'll pick you after an hour, until you can see that how my personal prostitute is doing that work which rejected by every pure and simple girl" he goes to Shanaya, Shanaya worries to see them there.
He holds her from shoulder and takes her towards Shanaya. She meets with her in normal style, she can't find any offence on her face regarding her words.
Sanskar :" I've some work, until you talk with her and visit your school to her, (he turns to swara) i hope you both will become friends after this meeting" his tone is soft and mild this time because he knows, emotions are not matter of force and pressure.
He leaves, she doesn't understand what to say, Shanaya calls someone and asked for attend class. She takes her towards another room. It's simple but clean room, there's single bed on one side and small study table in which two chairs are settle.
She sign her to sit, she silently sit and Shanaya makes coffee for them in coffee machine.
Shanaya gives her cup of coffee and sits on other chair. She silently takes a sip of coffee.
Shanaya:" This is our school, actually branch of our school, every year, we choose 20 to 30 children of every age from every state of India. Just on two basis, one they have poverty and second they've intellectual... We provided them a one year course to them of basic study, ethics, manners, self esteem etc... Then we transfer them to main branch of Delhi. Your husband's 80 percent of revenue comes in my hands for this purpose"
Swara forgets to take coffee and her mouth opens for moment. In this age, who gave 80% of their revenue to any stranger?
Shanaya pauses for a moment and continues:" Don't consider us as Robin hood type or any angel, we're demons who want to stop to produce demons like us. Now it's all clear but initially, we got success from blackmailing, or purchasing people... You know this is best thing, we know to do.. We mean , me and Sanskar... "
Swara is silently listening her words, she was also victim of his blackmailing, so she can easily believe on her words.
She continues her words:" We find the weakness of people and attack on the weak part for taking our purpose from the particular person, you know what Swara, we both saw the ugliest faces of people, even on those who's most respectful personalities of our society, and this is reason we hate lies, we hate our society, we hate peoples of our society, you can't understand because you didn't experience of this and I pray to god that you'll never experience of it, we gave to society which it gave us... Tit for tat"
Swara:" I don't agree with you, if we start to take revenge from everyone, then no one is left in this world who didn't harm us, directly or indirectly. Everybody become victim of society, even nature..."
Shanaya sighs and puts her cup on table:" Hmm you're right! But it's also depends on our instinct, evils are hidden in the instincts of us, we've this evils in our instinct, I and Sanskar have this already but society helped us to take out this evilness from our inside to out ...."
Swara:" You both are evil..?"
Shanaya:" Yes! We're same, this is a reason, we're so much close to him, and we're used to it even that we now don't consider this evilness to evilness because it's normal to us"
Swara's coffee is getting cold but she forget about to take it because her words are opening the new door of awareness for her. She spent clear life so it's completely new to her, she doesn't understand how this angel stuck in the peer of devils.
Shanaya beats slowly at the bottom of table from her finger tips.
Swara:" Evilness is the option, we've option to chose or left it, you both chose it"
Shanaya nods in no:" Maybe you're right, but evilness sometime, left as last option for us, either we've to choose it or live our life in a low level  like animals... We can choose evilness but can't live our life in a low level....you know what why?" She says in soft voice departing every word to other word. Her words are coming from her mouth like that pearl is falling on the surface of crystal, one by one.
Swara thought that she's really enchantress, who can easily spell by her words. Same as "why" comes out from swara's mouth automatically.
Shanaya looks into her eyes:" First, answer my questions honestly, I know you dont like me, but answer truly"
Swara wants to listen her more, so she nods her head in yes.
Shanaya:" Am I beautiful?".
Swara's mouth opens to listen this question.
Shanaya:" Tell me am I beautiful?"
Swara looks her, in this simple attire, she looks beautiful and her beauty can easily mesmerized anyone.
" Yes.. You're!" She answers honestly..
Shanaya smiles:" Now tell me...how's Sanskar? Is he handsome?"
Swara doesn't understand why is she asking this type of questions but she answers:" Not only handsome... If I say, god blessed him with male beauty, then I'll not wrong to saying it"
Shanaya smiles victoriously like that she got the answer what she wants.
She gets up and comes to her:" You know Swara! We both have many things common, this is also, but if we talk about the inequality of blessing of god, no one has everything.. Except some of his subjects, we both are included in this category..  The lowest and highest level of beauty and intellect brings virtue or disasters. We both have beauty as well as great intellectual and when these two things are combine in one person, he can become blessing as well as destruction, for the world and for himself too. But you know dear! This blessing is destruction in disguise... Because we can't spend our life in low level, death is better than live in lowest level for us.. Because it's our instinct.... And we can't quarrel against our instinct dear"
Swara is in spell of her words, these words are the words of another world which is completely strange for her.
Shanaya takes her cup in which coffee is left but she knows, she'll not drink it. There's small sink in room, she washes the cups and keeps them on shelf.
Swara:" Why didn't you both choose virtue?"
Shanaya smiles and turns to her. She sits on second chair beside her and lifts her cellphone from table.
She calls someone:" Hey Sanskar! Your wife wanna stay here more, don't come after an hour, you do your work, I'll drop her...... Yeah! She's absolutely fine here... No she's not crying... Don't worry... Do your work, we'll meet"
She disconnects the call and comes to her:" I wanna tell you one story, which will describe that why we didn't choose virtue instead of destruction... Do you wanna listen?"
Swara nods in yes, Shanaya starts her story which seems like fairytale but most horrible than nightmare.
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Sanskar is looking the God's beauty around him and he looks marvellous in this breathtaking environment. Even an artist can't stop himself to do his art after watching this view in which he sits.
He reminds the words of Swara and thinks about the cause of his life, his every action and its reaction.
Meera... A beautiful girl who comes in his life and made his life like hell. But it wasn't matter of beauty, because there's no lack of beauty a boy like him, it's more than that. He doesn't know why and how but he attracted by her simultaneously.
He started loving her, her making face, her naughtiness, her innocence. He was admirer of her completely. Rules and regulations of his home was very strike, he got limited pocket money but he always wanted to see his girlfriend happy.
He started part time job for purchasing gifts for her because she was orphan and she didn't have money to walk with the status of university. When he realized his love towards her, that time he decided that he must marry her because for him, she's respectable as well. He waited for the time when he gave his name to her beloved and make her respectable in front of world. He was gold medalist, most intelligent, perfect boy of family as well university.  But he was most foolish man who didn't understand that she was only taking opportunity of his company.
He remembers, it was time of marriage of Adarsh Bhai, he invited her in the wedding.
Meera:" Oh Sanky! What will I wear on your brother's wedding"
Sanskar:" You look beautiful in every attire katty"
Meera jerked:" I said, I've no any dress of  wedding dress code"
Sanskar thought:" Oh! Wedding clothes are often expensive and I already give you my all pocket money and salary... Now what will do?"
Meera:" This isn't my matter, do something otherwise, I'll not come in wedding"
Sanskar:" Dont do this katty, I wanna introduce you with my family, actually my mom suspected on me, but I told her that I'll tell her everything... I can't hide anything from my mom, but for you, I made her wait..."
Meera:" Why didn't you make excuse?"
Sanskar:" You know very well, I don't tell a lie, well I'll do something, you don't worry..."
He borrowed some money from Laksh and some from his friends. Vicky was his best friend, when he asked money from him, he stopped and looked him with seriousness. :" This is third time, you're asking money and I know this because of your so called gf"
Sanskar:" If you don't wanna give me money, then don't give but don't say any bad word against her"
Vicky sighed:" Ok Sanskar! But you've to stop her from doing all this, I'm your friend and I want to see you happy... And this girl... I don't know but I don't feel that she's sincere with you"
Sanskar:" I know you're worried for me, but dont worry dude! I can handle everything... And she's sincere with me, if she wasn't...then I absolutely detect her.."
Vicky gave him money:" I hope you're right, well I again say, don't take her on cloud nine... Otherwise this girl will become problem for you"
Sanskar took the money and pat his shoulder:" Don't worry dude! Sanskar can handle everything"
He said and leaved. Destiny smiled on his words and want to show him, his limit that look and think again before saying the words of greatness.

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Yaaram Ep4

It was also happened in those days that her ex-fiance was married to her cousin Maira. Moreover, that boy got promotion and company allotted them house and an one-month Europe tour as a wedding gift.
One day, Maira called her:" I told to Afrasayab that you are saved by marrying me otherwise if you have married Amraha then... Well... Leave this... By the way he'll be bankrupt and more than that... I don't know what will happen with him..."
She silently heard the fable of Afrasayab. At the end Maira said:" You also say something"
She disconnected the call, it was enough answer for her.
She was going to college regularly, but she sometimes talked to Dada. She was angry with him. Dadi and amma were not saying anything bad to her now. If something burned, dadi got sprain, Hamad met accident by motorcycle or Baba got loss in business; no one said anything to her. Because now this work had taken by outsiders with excitement.  Amraha felt that there was a jungle of darkness, in which she was wandering.  But she couldn't find any ray of light. She thought that people would forget everything but won't forget about her. She prayed that any kind of wind might be blown in the atmosphere which erased her name from the minds of people. And with that people would forget the incidents which was joint with her personality. If some guests came to home, she went to library. But she couldn't stay there after evening. Then she was wandering with Dada but didn't talk with him. Dada knew very well that she was afraid to face people. Specially from their relatives. And this fear was given by those people.
She was disappeared in the functions of relatives but she was still famous among them. She was the best topic for discussion and making jokes. She was player of the game of ladder and snake who was bitten by snake every time and she got the lower position... Everytime..
Jealous girls of relatives wanted to see the beautiful girl like Amraha in the lower position. But why only jealous girl? Who was not there; Who didn't want first number for themselves and last for others?
But human is one, no matter who praises himself but also covers the vices of others.
But this type of human isn't found in the crowd of people.
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She has become disgusting, sad and bitter by her environment and herself day by day. Doesn't know, it is any plan of destiny or any emphasis of nature that she's trying fast to derive out from this environment. In this one and half year, she applied in hundreds of foreign universities. Fifty percent, sixty, seventy percent, she didn't let go any type of scholarship. Dada tried his best to convince Baba to give some lacs for the study of daughter. But Baba had only one mantra:" Who spend lacs on the study?"
The student society of Manchester university was giving five scholarship from their personal fund. She also rejected by them. In this two years, she got these words almost two hundred times:" Sorry! You're a good student, but we can't help... Best of luck"  then she leaved counting of emails. But it's clear that there's no limit of refusal and failure but loser always has limit to tolerate her failure.
Refusal from Manchester university also gave her tears. And she sent them last email in rage:" I know I'm unfortunate, I'll die with fire...so what? You all go to hell and your offer of scholarship also go to hell"
Next day, she received the email in which she got the long lecture about the people who faced many problems in their lives and they got the success in their worst conditions. Mohammed Ali Clay and Charlie Chaplin were on top of the list. Then they also told her that she got B-grade in matric, and F.Sc. With only A grade; in this situation, if she would do graduation with A+ grade, it would not make any difference. Because in this situation it would be unfair with those who had marvellous academic results; if they gave scholarship to her.
"huh! The supporter of justice" she said.
In last time, there was a short sentence:" By the way, we're thinking maybe we will do something for you, give some time to us"
She gave time to them, what type of object she was to give them time. In these days, her BA result was also out. But board association maybe forbid A+ grade on her. As much as she put effort but they never gave her A-plus. She stayed angry but what she could do? She wrote plus sign (+) on her degree and mailed it to Manchester university. And her cleverness worked this time. After one month of thinking, they replied to her:" We're giving you 70% scholarship. You've to repay 30% during two years degree of university. And remaining 50% you've to within coming 5 years. Your food and residency; you've to handle all these. We only provide these facilities in temporary basis.
Then the words of "unfortunate and I'll die" worked there. Pakistanis like brutish shivered with fear and offered her scholarship.
She went silently with dada to make passport. Dada took out some of his money and some borrowed from his friends for paying remaining 30% of fees.
Now she was chirping with dada and pampered by him. She forget about her anger of years with dada. Again they're become friends. She was like that she was going forever and dada was pampering her that after two years, when she'll come, she must have forgotten about crying, dying and beating etc.
She went with dada to upper and lower class hotels and glanced her surroundings like that she was saying goodbye to everything forever. Dada observed her style and says:" Amraha! You're going for study... Only for study... Be remember that I'm giving you freedom for study, not for the other decision. Still me and your Baba has the authority for taking decision for you"
"ok!" She nodded but she thought that she would study and would do job there and didn't know, dada started thinking. She didn't have any interest in boys and he could write on stamp papar about the same.
Both were ridden in the white horse-cart which was running on road of Mall. She noticed today that how much everything was beautiful and perfect. Sitting with dada and looking at the lights of surrounding, she was eating khoya qulfi(a kind of ice cream lolly) and putting her hands below to qulfi because whenever qulfi fell down on floor, it had messed completely on the floor. And this shock was more than anything. And this shock would not decrease after eating 5 to 6 qulfies. We only remembered that fallen qulfi..
Plain, bright and historical road of Lahore, which made melody by the hoofs of horse which was running on the Maal Road. They came back to home like happy kids who spend their three days Eid(Islamic festival) by collecting the Eidi(sum of amount which was given by elders to youngers on the occasion of Eid). And they didn't go outside of the home if they missed the Eidi of someone. And at the fourth day of Eid, those kids went outside and what the style of their coming outside would be! Marvellous....!
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"Amraha is going after two days" dada announced at the dinning table.
"where?" Dadi asked, she thought that they often went to Baluchistan, might be this time she would go to Peshawar with dada.
Dada:" Manchester"
Everyone:" What's this?"
Dada thought that it would burst like bomb but it even didn't create the noise of cracker. We should take evil eye of their knowledge of geography. They didn't even know that the Manchester was the name of city and this city was located on England.
"is there any proposal come from there?" Dada got speechless after this question.
" your daughter is much talented that mayer of Manchester has asked her to come and study in our university" dada said in sarcastic voice.
"Amaraha is going abroad for study, her flight is after two days"
Now it made difference, Amma, Baba, dadi saw them with wonder.
" where do you get money?" Baba said with anger.
" she's going free, all expenses are carried by university" dada said.
Baba:" Baba! Why are you fooling me? Nowadays who do anything in free? Do you sale your plot? I have kept it for the marriage of Amraha and Daniya"
Dada tried to sale plot but it was located on depopulated place, so he couldn't sell it.
" plot is still there, you can go and check it"
Dadi:" She's not going anywhere, I have seen alliance for her, she'll get marry, it's enough"
"alliance...?" Amraha saw dadi and got up to go to her room. She was packing her bag quickly and also consoling herself that:" No one will stop me, I'll go from there.. I must go..."
Dadi, Amma, baba were arguing, now which type of alliance had come in this bad time she prayed that groom's family will know about incidents of her misfortune. Her family would cal her that how much this girl was unfortunate... Unlucky and black tongue.. Evil eyed girl. And moreover, someone might tell them about the incidents which related to her birth date. What was happened on Tuesday and 2nd of month?
Was this any time for alliance? Her fingers were pained by typing emails and filling the form of scholarships and now dadi and amma were preparing for marriage.
She was consoling herself and saying like that:" I'll go... I'll must go day after tomorrow.. Nothing will happen... Dada will do everything fine.."  she packed her luggage and kept safely her passport that whether baba would burn it in rage.
Night was passing and she was hearing the noise from outside. After hiding the passport, she laid by lean with the door of her room. She got the nap bur she still murmured:" I'll go... I'm going.."
Dada opened the door and listened ups and down of her murmuring.
He put pillow below her head. She was so happy first time at that night. She was so much happy that without any mattress, she slept on the floor. Dada was sad about her. He wished that if this environment didn't give any pain to her then she might have slept every night peacefully. If she got happiness in her home.... Then she didn't sob to make her eyes red and didn't afraid from them. Dada sat with her and stared her.. That parrot which has soul of parents, name children... And for him, that parrot is Amraha.
This type of love, he didn't have for her father, even other children of him. Once Amraha asked him in anger:" Why don't you become like others...why do you love me so much?"
He couldn't answer that question. Destiny is always generous to human beings, even if all world is against her still somebody love that person from heart and soul. That love may be any in form of human, any bird, animal or any other creature.Always purposeless hatred produces unconditional love. As much as she got the hatred of everyone, she got the love of him.
God never forgets that if his devotee got so many quills in her life then god must give the fresh rose to her. Then his devotee will forgive about the pain of quills after getting that rose. Dada didn't know the secret of his love, only God knew about it and who knew very well then he must do very well.
Baba gave 10,000 rupees to her for shopping while dadi and amma were angry with her. She did shopping with dada. Daniya helped her for packing. Ali and Hammad looked at her with sorrow because she was going so far from them.
Dada also was controlling tears from his eyes:" She's going for study, not eloping... Parents are not getting happy... At least you both say goodbye to her with happiness... Whether plan will crush and she'll get lost"
Dada gave this lecture to Amma and dadi and both forgot about their anger. And said goodbye to her with prayers.
And she leaved for Manchester which would be waiting for her.
City of lessons
City of independence
And....
City of beloved (Yaaram).

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