I'm Hope Ep 13

Umeed shocked to see Faraz there and immediately went to him:" Faraz..." Her voice was not more than whisper.

He moved and looked her with teary eyes:" Umeed.."

"how did it happen?" She pointed out to ambulance which carried out body of one girl.

Faraz shook his head negatively:" I don't know, she saw me while proposing you and she did this... This is all my

fault"

Umeed looked the girl who was smiling before one hour but this one hour ruin everything.

The crowd's voice was buzzing in atmosphere and she was numb to say anything.

Faraz wanted to utter word but only a sob came from his mouth.

Both left the crowd and sat in a corner, Faraz was still silent and Umeed was crying. It was one of their university

fellow Mahnoor. She was good friend of him but whenever he felt that she considered himself more than a friend,

he made her understand that he didn't love her or wanted to make any relationship with her. Maybe he could but

he knew very well except Umeed no one can take place in his life, so how could he ruin anyone's life. So he refused

her and today, when he proposed Umeed, she saw them and looked her refusal. She pleaded to him to accept him

because she loved him but he talked to her so rudely.

It wasn't tear of sorrow in his eyes but tears of repentance.

Umeed looked him and tried to console him but didn't understand what to say and how to say.

" it was my fault.." Faraz uttered.

"it wasn't yours.." She gasped.

Faraz looked her and she said again:" This is your choice either you loved her back or not, love is matter of consent

of heart, we can't force someone to love us back.."

"yes! If love of both sides then it must give the result of mingling" Faraz completed her sentence.

By saying this, both realized same feelings at once and looked into each others eyes.

Faraz felt for Umeed that he loved her but that doesn't a matter of force to get love back.

Same Umeed felt for Shayan as well as for Faraz.

Suddenly she realizes something:" I'm sorry Faraz! I shouldn't behaved like that.."

"no.. I'm sorry, I shouldn't say this type of words in the public place to spoil your reputation" he smiled sadly and

apologizes from the core.

"And don't worry, I won't do suicide.. You shouldn't have guilt about this" he said in teasing tone.

Umeed smiled completely but again became sad about to think Mahnoor.

"she shouldn't do suicide, I know love has so much power but what about the love of our parents, our family and

our friends? How could we take our life for the sake of one love? In the defeat of one love. How can we  give pain

to our other love ones" she said with pain.

Faraz looked her with affection but didn't say anything.

Umeed gasped and stood from her place but before leaving she said to him.

"I only marry to that person which would be chosen by my father.."

She walked towards entrance while Faraz was still sitting on his place and starring her back.

She turned and said again "I would come hospital to see Mahnoor... May Allah save her"

"Ameen.." Faraz said in slow voice and looked her again.

He also stood up from his place because he should with Mahnoor in hospital.

**************

Umeed came in her house and found Seemi aunty and mom together. They were discussing about summer

seasons clothes of famous brands. She smiled to listen them "women always think about dresses.."

She went to her room and got fresh, suddenly she reminisced something and did ablution and started her prayer.

She prayed about Mahnoor, she prayed about her family and at the end, she asked to her Allah.

"Allah Pak! If Shayan isn't in my destiny, he shouldn't be... Because now he's fiance of my sister and I don't want to

be disloyal to my sister... So banish this feelings from my heart about him..  Ameen.."

She reimbursed her palms on her face and stood up from her place. She was untying her scarf when she heard the

knock on her door.

"come in..." She said.

It was Shayan who came in her room.

"we're going for eating ice cream, so I thought i should ask to you also.." He said politely.

She weighed his voice to assume any feelings for her but his tone was normal but friendly.

"no...  You both go and enjoy" she said in low voice.

He sat on a chair which kept beside her writing table.

"were you praying?" He asks.

She nods in yes.

"are you used to praying?" He sat like he didn't want to go.

"no.. I don't pray always..." She answered calmly.

"oh! Then what's the reason of today's prayer?"

She gasped and told the incident of Mahnoor in her university.

He looked inspired from her:" You've such a nice heart Umeed! You prayed for her even you don't know her

personally"

"I don't do this for her but for her family, she shouldn't do this just for the sake of boy" she remained calm.

Shayan looked her carefully, her face was in the circle of scarf and she was wearing full sleeve's long shirt and

cigarettes pant.

She was beautiful but she had something except beauty, which enlightened her whole personality.

He was first time looking her carefully, she was puzzled by his gaze.

"I think you're getting late..."

Her voice broke his trance and he boggled:" Yes! Honey would kill me.."

She smiled and looked his back and amazingly, she didn't feel anything for him.

Shayan came outside where Romana was waiting for him.

"you stay there for long..." She said in complaint's voice.

Shayan held his ears:" Oh sorrrryy..."

She smiled:" Okk I forgive you"

"thank you my lady..." He bowed down and she laughed.

He stood properly.

" by the way, your sister has such a nice personality, I don't know why you don't like her"

"please, at least you shouldn't start to taking her side.." She looked him with the eyes of " you too Brutes"

"ok! I'm not taking her side but I'm just saying she's so nice girl, you shouldn't have  resentment about her in your

heart" he made her understand calmly.

"I think I should go back to my room instead of going outside with you" she said in harsh tone.

"ok... I'm not saying about her anything, now cheer up your mood" he said.

She smiled and thought in her heart:" You don't know Shayan! I'm not only dislike her but I hate her..."

The badness of her heart was darkening her beautiful face.

*****************

At the night time, she again prayed for Mahnoor and thought to visit her hospital next morning.

She came to the window and looked her best friend.

"hello friend.. Today was the day of realization, I realized that I shouldn't misbehaved with Faraz and I realized that

love is only matter of consent of heart.... I also learn lesson from Mahnoor's incident but main thing is that..." She

paused and smiled to see 11th of lunar.

"main thing is that I realized I never love Shayan..  It was only mirage of my imagination that someone would come

and take me with all of his love and respect, today when he was leaving I suddenly realized this thing, I was only

loved with my imagination not with his personality..."

She held the frame of window and continued:" Now I'm satisfied with my life, no need to shade tears because it

was only mirage and Umeed doesn't hope for mirage..."

She smiled brightly.... A beautiful and mesmerizing smile which reached from her lips to eyes.

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Swasan A path hate to love Ep 45

Recap:" Swara's decision"

She silently comes out and started to blow dry her hairs. He goes then  comes out after taking bath and finds her

doing bandage on her hands which was wounded last night because if stopping him to drink more.

Sanskar comes to her and takes out first aid box from her hand:" Let me do it"

Swara steals his glance and says nothing, neither restrict nor let him do it.

He slowly himself starts bandaging her every wound which he gave her.

After completion of bandage, he asks:" Is there anything left?"

He is asking like he's asking about the shopping list "is there anything left?"

Swara looks him with complaint eyes and he avoids to make eye contact with her.

He stands up and says:" I'm going dining area, you also come there"

She doesn't wait him to left and stands up from her place and leaves their room with her.

Theirs family have gone to their destination and now they're alone in this huge palace with lots of servants.

Sanskar:" Don't repent for not going Delhi because now you've to stay with me for few more days"

She looks him and again stays silent. Servant serves them food, she is just wiggling her food with fork,  Sanskar

notices it.

"take your food Swara"

Swara nods and silently start taking her food although the particles of food is sticking in her throat, she has to take

water to take her breakfast completely.

After breakfast, he moves and she again reaches to her room. She knows what to do but how to do it? She is

empty after this question.

Their days and nights are passing slowly, without making noise.... She stays silent and the early marriage days

comes between them again when they had nothing to talk.

In nights, he comes to her, takes his need and slowly falls asleep but nowadays she feels that now she has to take

sleeping pills for sleep.

Her sleep becomes unstable in night and she stays like puppet in day. What Sanskar says, she silently does without

any argument or restrictions.

Her feelings raises many times in her heart, it's not easy to kill our feelings specially when the person sleep beside

us.

Sometimes, he becomes so soft like velvet and sometimes stiff as rock but she becomes used to of it and says him

nothing.

After completion of his work, he decides to visit Mysore for one day before leaving this place.

He's noticing her silence after that night very badly. She fulfills his every wish without any restrictions but he is not

happy with her puppet like attitude. He understands that she's still in trauma because of that night and he feels

badly if he doesn't take her out from this trauma. Then that night always stands between them.

He tells her to be ready for visiting of Mysore and tonight they would leave for Delhi.

She slowly nods and starts packing their clothes.

He jerks to see her and says:" There's lots of servants to do packing, you just get ready, we're leaving in 20

minutes"

Swara leaves the beg in the same condition and goes dressing room for changing the cloth. Within 10 minutes, she

is ready to go.

She is wearing pink churidar dress and ties her hairs in ponytail as usual. After that night, she doesn't do any

makeup or put jewellery to look beautiful for him.

Sanskar comes to her and makes her sit on the chair or dressing table.

He slowly disentangles her hairs from rubber band and says:" You look beautiful in open hairs"

He takes out her jewellery box from draw and takes her wrist in his palm.

"why don't you make your bangles now?" He selects pink bangles for her and starts making her wear.

"because it's hurt when it breaks in a wrist" her voice is emotionless as well as mixture of pain as the breaking of

crystals.

Sanskar numbs to listen her and stops making her wear bangles.

" then I would  order gold's bangles for you"

Swara stays silent and she doesn't know how does her order and when?

After few minutes, he is wearing her gold's bangles.

She never like gold bangles in her whole life, she was always fanaticised by the sweet sound of crystal bangles but

she says nothing.

He takes out her anklets:" I love the voice of your anklets, it tells me where are you and I can easily find you" he

bents down and makes her wear her anklets too.

The deep inside her heart, someone whispers in her ear:" He bows down just for you, always king bows down to

his queen. If he doesn't feel shame to do then he really loves you"

But she doesn't reply to the voice of her heart. At the end, he puts sindoor and she closes her eyes with mixture of

pain, joy and love at the same time.

Sanskar encircles his hand around her waist and closes her. It's her way to show his rights on her in front of the

world.

Both go towards the car and he opens front door for her.

He looks her who is stay silent and also stays silent.

They visited many spot of the Mysore but she stays silent during whole trip.

He rubs his vein of brain again in the tension and tries to control his rage.

He stops the car and looks her, this is unpopulated area and only sound of chirping birds and nature, they can hear.

"Swara.." He holds her hands, Swara lifts  her eyelashes to see him.

"Why are you become so silent?" His voice is softer than velvet.

"Because I've nothing to say" she says in dull, tired voice.

"really?" Sanskar looks her suspiciously.

Swara nods and looks from the window of car.

Sanskar again rubs his vein but says nothing. He starts the car and they stay silent during their journey until they

reached Delhi at their home.

Lavanya welcomes them. Don't know why Swara feels much better to reach in the home. Home... The most

comfortable and peaceful place in the world, either it's palace or cottage, nothing is like home in this world.

Lavanya is unpacking their bag, she wants to stay alone in her room:" Lavanya.."

Lavanya gets alert:" Yes ma'am.."

Swara:" Do it later, I wanna take rest.."

Lavanya nods and leaves. Sanskar comes inside the room and finds her sleeping peacefully. She doesn't wear her

nightdress pr remove her jewellery before it.

He goes to his side of bed and the whole journey tired him alot too but there's something else which bothering

him too.

He looks her again and starts stroking her hairs. She wiggles by his touch and opens her eyes slowly.

She is about to get up but he holds her slowly:" Sleep my sweetheart..."

He puts her head on his chest. Finally they're in their home. A lovely place in the world which can give peaceful

sleep easily.

She closes her eyes to completing his order, Sanskar notices it badly:" Why are you behaving like that Swara?"

Swara opens her eyes:" Behaving like what?"

Sanskar:" Like..like dummy"

Swara spats:" I just try to become an obedient wife"

Sanskar jerks again because he has to rub his vein again and again to calm his rage. His heart and his ego are

pushing him to make her scream again and she would become normal that time but he suppresses his all evils

feelings.

"an obedient wife huh?"

Swara nods and he holds her again but leave after few minutes of struggle when she stays silent and motionless.

"who the are you?"

" you wanted me like that? Aren't you? Then I become like this... You should be happy now,  Just as per our deal"

Swara says in motionless voice.

Sanskar already forgets the deal, now she suddenly reminds him and he can senses the challenge in her tone.

Sanskar holds her arm and tries to stay calm:" Listen Swara! Deal is over now, you don't need to stay like that" his

voice shown his inner tension.

A small glance of smile comes on her face:" Then let me go.."

Sanskar doesn't understand her words at one:" Huh?"

Swara looks into his eyes and says boldly:" Then let me go Sanskar..."

"I can kill you Swara, but i won't leave you" he says sternly.

"then kill me Sanskar.." her voice numbs his heart.

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Yaaram Ep 15

It's time in Christmas and weather was much cold then she thought. She always found to eating peanuts in

university and because of her long list of friends, she had to share those peanuts with them and she didn't afford

to buy 1 to 2 kg peanuts for it. So whenever she saw alone place, she puts some peanuts. One day, Aliyan caught

her of doing this:" You're so clever to eating like this"

"no I wasn't.." She refused.

Amraha was student of English literature and Aliyan was of business. According to her habit, she visited whole

university once in a week otherwise she visited at least two departments must. But it was hard to find Aliyan in a

university. Sometimes, everyone could see him or sometimes, everyone was asking for him that where was he?

Now he suddenly comes in front of her and she felt happiness to see him. She gives her peanuts ho him and also

told him how much peanuts are famous in Lahore and how they heated up them and how they eat them by sitting

with heater in winters. Then she told him that in her childhood, she silently groped the waste of peanuts to find

fine one. Aliyan laughed for minutes to listen her:" Yes I believe this... I believe you did the same"

He laughed, then wiped the drop near his eye and took peanuts from her and filled it in his cross beg to leave for

class.

And then she saw him at that time that time she closed her book with amazed. It was time of 12 o clock and she

was reading book in her room and she saw him far from the window of her room. He lifted his head to see the

whole house, Amraha immediately offed the light of room. He was glaring every room of her house by jumping.

Then he did the same with other windows. Then he climbed the pipe to take a glance in the window of first floor

room. Amraha was astonished to see him like that because he was doing like a professional Spiderman. Then he

jumped to the floor and started walking. Amraha stepped back because he was coming towards her window.

Amraha widened her eyes to look him. He was standing behind her window, now she couldn't close the window.

She hid herself behind the wall and waited for few minutes. She wanted to see from window and stepped forward

and Aliyan suddenly came ahead of her and she shouted because he climbed to her window.

"Amraha.." Aliyan whispered in her ear.

"you there..?" Amraha stepped back two footsteps.

"you there?" He was about to fall but he held the window strongly.

The fireflies of forest which were sleeping sweet sleep on their beds, those had awaken in his eyes one by one.

"this is my room" Amraha.

"this is my house Amraha" he controlled his smile and jumped on the floor. He must got training from the monkey

of jungle. Amraha wanted to stay in conscious because she considers all this, as her dream. Her university fellow

came in her room and told her that it was his home. She went immediately to the window and looked to him. He

continued his activity and looked his watch after every move. He was jumping like mad in the time of mid night.

Amraha glared from window and said:" What are you doing?... Go from there"

He stopped to see her like any child who was listening the fairytale and lifted his face to think that might be he

could see any fairy around his head. If not then why couldn't he see that fairy?... Yes! He looked that fairy.

He looked her from the floor and she looked him with anger from window.

"Are you mad" she shouted in low voice.

"I'm mad" he said with the style of million pounds by lifted his eyebrow and suppressed his smile.

"oh! It's your home?" In her point of view, she was irritating him:" Then come inside by main gate"

"sure!" He folded his arms around his chest and waited for her new order.

"what the drama is this?" This time she shouted loudly.

He was acted like he got afraid from her and then put his finger in his ear and downed his head like he was clearing

his ear. Amraha offence to see this. She took the thick magazine from her study table and showed him like she was

gonna hit him. Aliyan offence to see this and looked her with seriousness by folding his arms.

"is this Juliet who stands near the window, is that Romeo who stands on floor?" The night asked in whispering in

the ear of time. Time shrugged and smiled to say:" Just wait.."

Amraha hit him a magazine and he ran away from there, she searched him by glaring from window but couldn't

find him.

After a while, she heard noise inside the house. She felt amused to listen noise at that time of night specially voice

of lady Mahar. She came out and Sadhna also came out from her room.:" What's happening?"

Sadhna:" Didi's don has come to wish her happy birthday"

Amraha:" When did he come?"

Sadhna:" Just now, come inside" Sadhna held her hand and both came inside the room of lady Mahar.

And... On the bed of lady Mahar, Aliyan was making her eat the tiny home bake cake. The window was opened and

they were busy in each others like there was nobody in this world. Amraha starred them.

"my son is also studying in your university" once lady Mahar told her. "university has proud to have student like

him. That assignment which he made for the research on new methods of business. University published it as book

to keep it in library."

Sadhna hugged lady Mahar and wished her. Amraha also wished her. Aliyan immediately hid his cake:" I take this

cake with me"

"you've your heart in this small cake" lady Mahar said happily.

"no.. Now ny heart is in this cake.. Mama! You know, what people called this house in university?"

Lady Mahar:" What?"

" Shuttlecock" he said innocently.

Lady Mahar:" Who does call my white house as shuttlecock?"

Aliyan looked Amraha.

"I don't say like that... This name was already famous in university.. I don't say" she said in puzzled tone. How this

mother son boggled anyone.

"Aliyan! Stay there" she held his hand into her and said. Aliyan laughed:" Are you really saying me to stay there?"

Lady Mahar:" Ok then go?"

He took his bag and stepped towards the window. Amraha looked him with amazed:" What's the way of coming

and going?"

" today, I would go by the door" Aliyan came outside from the room of lady Mahar.:" Where is your room?"

Amraha:" Why?"

Aliyan:" I wanna see its window"

Amraha:" Why?"

Aliyan:" Again why? I wanna see how was I looking from upside"

Amraha:" Same look as in front of me"

Aliyan:" How am I looking?"

"ufff.." Amraha got silent.

He glared in her room and observed that it was her room.

"are you son of lady Mahar?" She asked.

"yes!" He glared from the window of her room.

Amraha:" But her name isn't Margret"

Aliyan's smile was vanished to listen it. He put off his bag and gave her his remaining cake.

"this is backed by me"

Amraha:" Are you cook?"

"OK! I'm going" he leaved his hand like he was falling. Amraha controlled her shouting and glared from window. He

was going down through pipe. Amraha looked him.

" Thanks for goodbye, now you can sleep" he shouted.

Who was saying him goodbye? Amraha was only watching the conjuring of that monkey. She was about to close

window.

" I don't know how am I looking from there? But you're looking just like the "girl at window" made by Tomas.. But

you're in rage and Tomas's girl was smiling." He handled his bag and clapped of his feet to leave.

"monkey..." Amraha called that cute spider man and murmured. She put the cake in kitchen counter because she

didn't have mood to eat something at that time of night. But she was stimulating think about Aliyan.

It was his house, that mean he was the adopted son of lady Mahar. She never thought to meet with Aliyan that

either he was living in any organization in which illegitimate and orphan children were upbringing. His style and

manners were showed him as a part of noble family.

Amraha amused to think that there was every second person like that, the one who was illegitimate or upbringing

without the family.

His name was Aliyan and his mother name was Margret.  What was the matter? Might lady Mahar gave him name

of Aliyan and taught him little bit urdu. She loved her children so much and children loved them. So one child could

change his name for her. Her other children also knew little bit Urdu. So Aliyan was illegitimate child of someone.

That's why he had surname of Margaret.

Aliyan was becoming her good friend and by knowing all this, she felt sorry for him. Only sorry, nothing else.

The soft breeze was blowing from open window and she liked to living in this white house.

Her room was big and the window touched the height of man. Her life was replete with different incidents, she

started looking there where Aliyan was standing. He was handsome and full of life. The French style in which he

showed his anger, it was his trademark. French people should learn from him that how to show anger.

published his writing. But she was thinking about his illegitimacy with abhorrence.

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Swasan A path hate to love Ep 44

Swara is still looking him but her expression is completely empty. The great sun is covering the darkness of night

but they can't get one single ray of sun because he chooses the room which is dark and the heavy curtains make it

darker.

His mobile rings but she doesn't move to see who's this on phone. Maybe Laksh or Shanaya. At the name of Laksh,

she thinks about Ragini and her family. But she knows Shanaya can manage everything. She doesn't want anyone

would see her in this state, specially her family. She lifts her cellphone and calls Ragini. But she immediately

disconnects the call because her voice can disclose her secret.

She calls Shanaya, she attends call at first ring.

Shanaya:" Where are you? I call many times on Sanskar's number, is he ok?"

Swara looks him again:" Yeah he's ok..." Her voice is emotionless and her tone is flat.

Shanaya understands and asks hesitantly:" Are you ok Swara? Did he..?" She couldn't complete her question.

Swara cuts her words:" Where is my family Shanaya? Did they ask for me?"

Shanaya:" Yes they asked, but I told that Sanskar is not well, so you're with him, they can see you in morning"

Swara gasps:" Do anything and send them to Delhi"

Shanaya:" But Swara..."

Swara again says in bit loud voice:" I know you can manage everything, manage it too, do anything and send them

from there"

Shanaya:" Ok I.." But before completing her sentence, she disconnects the call.

Swara looks him again whose heat of eyes can melt her heart but when his heat comes outside, it can burn her

heart. She realizes that the man whom she considers as her lord even doesn't deserve to calling human being.

He's only psycho person who has proud of himself, proud of everything he has and he can do.

It's good to have a proud but in limit. Whenever we start to cross our limit, it would always result the disaster. And

exceeded proud or arrogant aways result that person become devil or god. He's the mixture of both.

He closes his eyes slowly and looks her awakening. He smiles with his same signature smile and pulls her towards

himself by holding her arms. She neither restrict nor reciprocate to him. Just remains emotionless and let him do

what he wanna do.

Suddenly he realizes her state and very little guilt comes in his heart but he jerks it again. But as he reminds himself

the promise he made, he leaves her.

Swara stays emotionless, few moments silently passed between them and he reminisces the last night incident. He

repents, what he did last night, not for he hurt her, just he breaks his promise. Breaking promise and be dishonest

are real sin for him.

His phone rings and attends the call, he listens call silently and turns to Swara:" You family is going, don't you

wanna meet with them?"

Swara says in same flat tone:" I wanna sleep.." She turns her back to him and a little drop of tear again falls from

her eye.

He says something to Shanaya and looks her long black hairs.

He reminisces her confession of last night and smiles bitterly. He himself considers himself a god but this god who

made bond with devil to sell his soul.

He looks her back again and gasps, she said, she loves him but for him, love is nothing. How can he accept love

because after Meera he felt for many women but as he got them, his feelings banished from his heart. So how

could he accept love which winks like an artificial lighting.

He stayed in dark world and saw the real face of woman, for him, every woman falls for two things and he has both

things to make them fall.

But for this girl, he felt helpless first time, he wants her and feels for her also. He also thinks for her same like that,

he wanna leave her because it's not in his rule to hold down any innocent girl, but this is different thing that in his

point of view, no woman is innocent.

But whenever she insulted him, his ego hurt and his inner devil pushed him to show her earth.

It's said that when god created man, he pours some of his own qualities into his creation. Proud is one of them, he

has been this quality since his childhood. But when first time he saw the real face of life, when someone left him

first time. Then he realizes his own price in the market of life, that time he decided to sell himself.

He sold and every price of him, gave him more wickedness. Many times, his inner goodness raises in his heart but

he supressed it always because he's afraid... Yes! He's afraid, whenever any devil wanted to be a God, he always

afraid deep that this inner goodness can harm his monarch.

For this girl, he's different from others, he doesn't love her because he doesn't believe in love but on the other

side, he doesn't want to harm her intentionally. But he hurts her every time, why? Because she pushes him to do

that.

I told you, god gives quality of himself in a man that's the reason, man started to consider himself as god? But god

is alone, man want to be alone but in reality, he can't stay alone. So he seeks his devotee for this purpose. Who

can live with him but doesn't consider himself more than him.

He had lots of this type of devotee in his surrounding but he wanted the one who can devote him completely. He

proposes Shanaya and Shanaya showed him a new path.

He wants this girl and finds her satisfactory. He personally doesn't want to harm her but whenever she showed

him her ego, her pride. His inner devil just wanted to suppresses her pride, her ego and shows that he's the only

one who can rule.

He didn't want life partner, just a dummy who can devote him as well as obey him.

But we can't stay in black side completely, there's small portion of whiteness also. Which pushes him to take care

her because deep inside his heart he wants her and feels something for her until she challenges his ego. If he's

saying that there's no love, she should be accept but if she doesn't, then he would show how love would vanish.

He gets up slowly and takes out his dress from wardrobe. She's closing her eyes but he knows she's awakening.

Sanskar:" Are you ok Swara?"

Swara opens her eyes and looks him. He offs the curtains from balcony and she can see the beautiful structure of

his face as well as the cruelty of his heart in the rays of sun.

Swara nods in no, Sanskar comes to her immediately:" I'm calling the servant to..."

She stops and looks him, how can he forget everything so easily. He becomes disasters in night and next morning,

again become that loving and caring husband. The two different shades with the light and darkness of the time.

Sanskar looks her and again repents to break his promise.

Swara slowly gets up and takes her dress for changing. She goes to bathroom and opens the shower of warm

water. She allows water to flow on her body and mixes her tears in drops of water.

Last night, opens her eyes and now she can see which she couldn't see before because of cover of her love. Now

she has decided to do what she wants to do. Now she decided that either she would change him or leave him but

won't stay with him to molest herself more.

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Swasan A patn hate to love Ep 43

Recap:" Sanskar saw his family in his party and felt pain in his head" 

Sanskar reaches in his room, Swara follows him and comes close to him. His face is expressing his inner pain while

her face is expressing her tension for him.

Swara:" Are you ok Sanskar?"

Sanskar:" Why are they come?"

Swara:" Who?"

Sanskar looks to her face and says in cold voice:" Those Maheshwaries"

Swara doesn't understand:" But you said, I can invite them"

He shouts:" But I didn't know they would come"

Swara:" But Sanskar..."

He raises his hand and cut her words:" Call Shanaya"

Swara:" Sanskar.."

" I said call Shanaya..." This time he says more louder which frightens  her.

She slowly nods and goes to Shanaya who is busy with guests.

After seeing her, she excuses to them and they go to the side.

Swara:" Shanaya! Sanskar is calling you.."

Shanaya looks her worried face and asks:" Is everything ok?"

Swara tells her about the reaction of Sanskar after seeing his family. Shanaya also gets worried to listen it.

Shanaya holds her hands and says in firm but in very serious tone:" Listen to me Swara carefully... If you really love

him, then stay with him now. Because this time he should be need his wife instead of his partner, but..." She stops

to listen her innocent face.

Swara looks her with confusion:" But..."

Shanaya gasps and again tries to make her understand :" I told you about his behaviour with me, he didn't stay

with you like it, but if he's mentally disturb then he must show his real face or maybe your love would be vanish to

see his real face... I don't understand how to make you understand... But if I say he's animal then he's! Would you

handle him now? Otherwise I go to him?"

Swara still looks her with confusion because she doesn't get her many words bit she understands that if he needs

someone then it should be his wife who would be with him.

She presses Shanaya's hands and says in firm voice:" Don't worry I'll handle him.... You handle the party, because

it's Sanskar's dream.."

Shanaya tensely smiles:" Don't worry! I'll be handle it, you take care yourself and him but when he would become

drunk, stay away from him" she slowly pats her shoulder and goes to dj to loud the music because she doesn't

want to let people hear the noise of Skanska's room.

While Swara comes inside her room where Sanskar holds his head in his both hands to control his headache.

Sanskar looks her to come inside and asks in still cold tone:" Where is Shanaya?"

Swara comes to him and holds his hands:" She's busy with guests, I'm with you Sanskar! And you shouldn't need

anyone except your wife"

Sanskar looks her and Swara can see the clear pain in his red eyes:" Wife...huh? I had one wife, who already left

me for the sake of money and I bought second one..."

Swara looks him with wounded eyes that how can he say it so easily.

He stands up from his place, rubs his vein of brain and shows his back to her:" Go from there Swara! I'm ok now.."

Swara:" I won't.." Her tone is stubborn and firm.

Sanskar turns and looks her with anger, he goes towards her, holds her shoulders and looks into her eyes:" Try to

understand Swara! I don't want to hurt you, just go from there"

Swara nods in no and he pushes her in anger:" I told you, I don't like your sympathy which you show me time to

time... Just get out from there"

Swara looks him with unbelievable expression and again says:" And I told you, I wont go because it's not

sympathy"

Sanskar holds her arm and lifts her up. He opens the door and drags her towards outside:" Don't come here

again..."

Swara looks him helplessly:" This is love Sanskar..."

Sanskar stops to listen her, for few moments, he stays stills in the same condition and she slowly frees herself from

him.

Sanskar comes to sense to hear the voice of shutting door. She closes the door and now holds his hands slowly:"

This is love Sanskar.."

Sanskar looks her and the heat of his eyes are increasing in every moment. He jerks her hands and goes to bed:"

Make a drink for me.."

Swara looks him with shock because she didn't expect this from him.

Sanskar:" Didn't you listen? Make a drink for me.."Swara looks her and that fear is placing in her heart which she possessed in the initial days of her marriage because

he's behaving same as he acted in first night.

Swara takes out the bottle and first time, she touches the bottle of this special thing.

She doesn't understand how to make drink, Sanskar instructs her.

She makes drink and gives her but he nods in no:" Drink..."

Swara looks her with unbelievable expression.

Sanskar repeats his words again:" Do you love me... Then drink it"

Swara doesn't want to drink it but she thinks that if this can prove her love then she should drink it.

She closes the glass to her lips but he takes out glass from her hands:" If you aren't my wife, then I surely allow you

to do it... So be my wife, don't try to be my beloved, otherwise you don't know what I do with my so called

beloveds"

Swara feels bit fear in her heart but she wants to prove her love in any condition, so she forgets everything what

Shanaya told her and she believes on herself. But sometimes we don't understand the very little difference

between confident and over confident.

Sanskar orders her to make more and she does the same until he drinks enough.

But he still wants more but this time she stops him:" Sanskar it's enough now.."

Sanskar looks her beautiful face:" Who the hell are you to stop me?"

Swara controls her heartbeat:" Your wife Sanskar.."

Sanskar:" I already divorced my wife... No actually she left me, who are you? My new girlfriend?"

Sanskar looks her again and her image is blaring in front of his eyes.

Sanskar says again:" Well! I don't care who are you, just come to me"

Swara numbs because of his every words and doesn't move.

Sanskar says again:" I said come to me..."

Swara comes to him and he immediately holds her, now he recognises her:" Oh! You're my wife Swara Sanskar

Maheshwari..." He pushes her to bed and stand up from his place.:" I'm leaving you because you're good girl and I

don't want to hurt you" he says in unstable tone and he again holds his head because his body wants flesh.

Swara stands up and holds his hands:" Sanskar.."

He jerks her hands because her touch increases his desire.

Swara:" Sanskar, don't do to yourself"

Sanskar senses the pity in her eyes:" Again sympathy Swara? Don't make me angry on you"

Swara says in firm voice:" I love you Sanskar.."

Sanskar pushes her on the bed:" Love...huh? Ok! Then let me love you and then let me see this love would be

vanish in the air"

He again comes to her, pins her beneath the bed and holds her arms with tight grip.

Swara doesn't understand how to deal him, now she's understanding what Shanaya wanted to say to her and why

last time Sanskar pushed her out from their room.

He bites her neck but this time she pushes him:" It's paining Sanskar.."

Sanskar looks her with same heated eyes:" You love then bear me... This is first punishment of your love my

sweetheart.."

Sanskar is completely drunk and she first time, gets know why God forbids alcohol. This is not their first time

intimacy and she is tasting the bitter taste of love which is moaning with his every move.

First time, she shows restrictions to him because inside her heart she has belief on her love but he gets irritated by

her mantra of love. He only believes on himself, he hates the word love, how can he tolerate from his wife?

The louder voice of music can easily suppresses the noise of their room. He not only uses her and his torcher is

more than physical. He again breaks everything of room and Swara tries to stop him every time. But when he starts

beating her, this time she stops because her every restriction, increasing his cruelty.

"isn't Shanaya told you that I don't like sympathy but I hate love.."

When he fulfills his every need and takes out his depression on her then a tear break from her eye and absorbs in

the pillow.

She looks her and knelt down because there are so many tears in her eyes to flow out them.

Now she understands why every time, Shanaya smiles bitterly when she said to her that Shanaya has highest level

in his life. She said to her that she tolerated many things to reach on this level and she can understand now which

thing she experienced. She advised her to stay away from him when he became drunk but she had confident on

her new and fresh love instead of her.

Tears are flowing from her eyes and her sobbing is increasing by thinking about the first night and that night which

is most horrible night of her life. She slowly touches her wounds which are given by her husband or her beloved.

She doesn't know why and when but she considers him as her lord and she is starting to devotion herself to him

but this night, her idol breaks down. She's sobbing not because the pain but seeing her breaking idol. And whenever

our idol break, it's most painful moment of our life but at the same time it's time of changing our thought because

that time we consider our beloved a human being instead of lord. She wipes her tears and looks his face with

empty expression. The one who's living his life just for fulfilling his demands of instinct, can we consider this type

of human being? Can we? Really...?

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Swasan A path hate to love Ep 8

Ep8

Swara accepted her defeat and after it, Sanskar met her parents and asked her hand for him. It was easy to get her

to this type of person, so she is there in his house in front on his family and her also. And now his brother and her

sister wanted to know their love story and she can't understand how to make them understand that there is

nothing like a love, their marriage is just a deal between them.

She gasps and looks their excited face, she wants to give them satisfactory answer which is also suitable to keep

her respect in front of them.

Ragini:" What happened Swara, After you met with jiju at the birthday party of your friend?"

Swara nods in no and says:" That was little bit filmy, Sanskar told me to dance, I refused there was small fight held

between us but after the financial problem of papa, as he supported us then I found him as good life partner for

me, so accepted his proposal"

She arranges the salad and puts it into fridge.

Ragini and Laksh unintentionally look each others and their eyes are witnessed that there's something fishy.

Laksh was satisfied because if he asked from Sanskar, he'll tell him. Ragini becomes worried because she got from

her words that she accepted this proposal just for gratefulness or covering financial problem of her dad. But she is

much satisfied to see the attitude of Sanskar and his family towards Swara.

Three of them come outside, Swara asks Sujata about to arrange the table for lunch, when she hears the voice of

Sanskar.

Laksh:" Oh finally Bhai! You arrived here"

Sanskar:" How could I say no to you?"

Laksh smiled and they both go towards the sisters.

Ragini happily greets him while she says nothing.

Sujata asks her to manage dining table but Sanskar stops her to do so.

She looks questionably to Sujata, Sujata turns to Sanskar:" Son! It's traditional that daughter-in-law of our house

manages the dining table"

Sanskar looks his mom and says in little cold but in low voice:" Mom! This is my house and there's lots of servants

to serve food and manages dining table, you don't need to say any work to her..."

Sujata nods with embarrassment but they sit on dining table and Lavanya serves them food.

One by one, everybody gives her gift according to ritual.

Laksh asks to Sanskar:" Bhai! Aren't you giving gift to Bhabhi?"

Sanskar:" Actually I didn't know about the custom, I'll give her later"

Ragini:" do you like the food?"

Sanskar smiles:" Yes! It's good..."

He says and takes a spoon of rice and thinks about the moment when he was used to eat food which made by

women of his house.

After dinner everyone gathered at lounge, while young party comes into their room.

Laksh brings basket of dry fruits from kitchen and starts to eating, Sanskar also joins him and he also asks from

girls.

Ragini takes some but Swara refuses. Sanskar looks her and reminds the moments of morning. He slowly takes a

plate from counter and puts some dry fruits in it.

Sanskar:" Eat, this is good for you.."

Swara wants to refuse him but she looks his firm expression and starts taking silently.

Ragini teases her:" Ohhh!! When lucky asked, you refused but for the sake of jiju, you took this. What an obedient

girl you're!"

Laksh and she laugh at her and give hi-fi to each others.

Swara and Sanskar smile to see them.

Sanskar's mobile rings and he gets up to listen the call. Swara looks him and hears the name of Shanaya.

She doesn't want to give attention to the phone call but just because of name of Shanaya, she started to listen him

because she only suspicious about the girl name which he took during sleeping. It is clear that if he takes her name

while sleeping then she must makes her awake normally.

He is talking about any function, she doesn't understand completely, after  listening the call, he comes to then and

sits on his place.

Laksh asks while eating almonds:" Who is on phone?"

Sanskar:" Shanaya... She was asking about reception"

Laksh looks him with confusion:" Reception?"

Sanskar turns to Swara:" After two hours, beautician would come to make you ready, we've to reach hotel before

guests arrive there"

Swara:" For what?"

Sanskar:" I arranged reception of us"

Swara:" You should inform me at least"

Sanskar takes his favourite pistachios and smiles proudly:" Now you get know? It's enough, you should be ready

now"

Swara makes face and gets silent..

Ragini laughs to see that:" You both are mad"

Sanskar smiles:" How do you say that?"

Ragini:" Look each others... You both don't seem like newly married couple"

Swara and Sanskar look each others and then avoid eye contact with each others because they're not normal

newly married couple in reality.

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Ragini asks to Sanskar:" Jiju"

Sanskar:" Hmm.."

Ragini:" You didn't invite us for your reception?"

Sanskar:" Actually... This reception is just a formality of get together of business tycoons and elite class, many of

things we've to do in this type of party because of clients, that's why I didn't invite my family to come here, Swara

have to become part of this reception and as my wife, she would attend this type of parties in future too. So, I'm

taking her there, otherwise I wouldn't take her there"

Ragini:" Hm..."

After spending quality time with each others, both families go to their respective house.

Although Laksh and Sujata were there. In his house, he specially designed one room for Laksh, whenever he comes

here, stayed in his own room. Although Sujata comes first time. So she's staying in guest room.

Beautician and designer come to Swara and Swara looks her dress which she's gonna wear in party.

It was white gown with diamond jewellery. Laksh comes inside for calling Sanskar and looks the dress:" Wow

Bhabhi! It's beautiful"

Swara:" Hmmm.."

Laksh:" Surely, it's Shanaya's choice"

Swara:" Shanaya?"

Laksh:" Actually Shanaya is right hand of Bhai, actually we were sure Bhai wouldn't marry but inside my heart, I

was sure if he would marry someone, it would be Shanaya but you made us wrong but I'm happy that he chose

you"

Laksh is continuously talking but she's not listening because her mind is confuse about the mystery of Shanaya.

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I'm hope Ep 12

Recap:" Faraz proposed Umeed but she refused him and left the place"

Faraz looked Umeed helplessly and slowly her picture became blare because of his tears and he amazingly saw the

tear which came from his left eye. He remembered everything when that incident happened and he went to home.

His dad and mom suddenly realized that they were doing wrong to not giving time to their only son. That's a

reason he spoilt but this wasn't like this.

He stopped to talk his family, in his childhood, he desired anxiously for their time and then they wanted to give

time to him, he didn't want more from them. Agha Haroon admitted him in other school and his life was not life

without her.

He just wanted to go to her and many times, he also called her to her home, one time her dadi attended the call

and made him understand that his calling could suspect her character.

He stopped calling her but after his school,  he went to her school and stay there in the heat just because to see

her. Suddenly he realized that this act can also ruin her character. So he stopped to following her and just started

to stay normal. But he wasn't normal at all, he was still impatient child who wanted to take attention of his parents

by doing ridiculous but now his want or desire divert to Umeed. But he didn't understand that it's love or not.

He tried to make friends, specially girls because he knew girls are more caring as compared to boys. After his

intermediate, he reached to university for graduation and made one gang of some bad boys. He was like that

because he hadn't any motivation or purpose of life to live better life. He did friendship with any girls, just because

to divert his thought from Umeed. His burning desire wanted her for his whole life but he knew that it's almost

impossible because she never become of his friend again. He didn't realized his love yet. His every female friend

almost fell for him not only  because he had charming personality but because in Pakistan, many girls take

friendship as love, if one boy and girl  are together, that means, there's must something between them. Just

because of mentality of people and culture of society, those girls fell or wanted him. But he unintentionally only

wanted to see reflection of Umeed in every girl. He didn't have affair with anyone but just because girls started to

want more then he left that girl. At this stage of his life, he got lesson and avoided to do friendship with girls. But

before it, he made impression of "playboy" in university just because of doing and breaking friendship with girls.

The last girl was Laila who was bit different from others, he often called her "Umeed" unintentionally during their

conversation and she made her realized that he was in love with her.

He connected every dot of his life from his childhood to last incident and he realized that it wasn't only friendship

which he considered. For him, it's more than of it. In those days, he got know about admission of Umeed in his

university.  But in his own eyes, he became so bad so he didn't deserve a girl like Umeed. That's why he stayed

away from her. But last night, Agha Jan gave him hope, hope of changing, hope of living his life and hope of getting

his hope. But Umeed's words dragged him into despair and he just only wanted to end his life just because his last

hope was broken down.

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Umeed was disgusted by his words and now she's in library and because of his words and Shayan's behaviour, she

felt so much pressure in her mind.

She opened the book of accounting and starting to solving problems. But because of stress of her mind, she

couldn't concentrate on study and at the end, closed the book and put her head on the book.

She didn't want to cry but Faraz's words realized her that how much she wanted to listen all these words from

Shayan. She wasn't sure about love but unintentionally she started to dream about Shayan. She was sure about

that Shayan would come and asked her father for the proposal of Umeed. Yes! He asked her father for the

proposal of his daughter but that daughter wasn't Umeed. Sometimes, she felt depression to think why God didn't

made her real daughter of her daddy. She loved her so much, sometimes, love of someone poured into our soul.

Her daddy's love was absorbed in her soul. She just wanted to make him happy, she looked him with desired eyes

whenever he hugged Romana. She wanted the same for her and in her early childhood, she starred him from the

corner of his room and observed his every activity carefully.

But the incident with Faraz ruined everything because daddy started to show some affection towards her but that

incident again extended distance between them. After that, she put great effort to win his love and trust again and

she didn't want to lost it again.

And Faraz... After that incident, he called her many times but she didn't listened his any call and at the end, she

requested her dadi to talk with him and make him understand about her situation. She didn't know what dadi said

to him but he stopped calling her and then she saw him in the way of her school and she again disgusted by his

actively.

But this was worst act of him, how could he propose her in front of everyone. She wanted to hide her face with

embarrassment that she wasn't that typical girl who fell for him specially with the label of playboy. But he did this

and she felt extreme anger on him just because  of his proposal and she was cursing herself why did she offer him

for partnership in the occasion.

She stood up from her place and stepped towards the entrance of library. She suddenly realised that library was

empty now. Some of students were rushing outside but she didn't notice because of absent of her mind.

She went outside and there's ambulance in the university and many students were gather in some spot and

volunteers tried to stay then away from the spot.

She didn't understand what was going on.

Someone was saying:" Love is blind"

Murmuring of students were coming to her ears but she didn't understand what the situation was.

"she shouldn't do like that..."

"Faraz was playboy, we know but he did this we didn't know that.."

"suicide in university..."

"at least, suicide attempted person should think about his family, just for the sake of one person, how could he do

that?"

"refusal of love, sometimes bring despair"

She felt dizzy to listen them and reminded the moment when she refused his proposal and went from there.

"is he attempt suicide?" Her great fear came in front of her and she rushed to the spot and tries to crossed

between the hundreds of students.

Her heart was praying that may she wouldn't see anything bad there.

She went there and finally reached the spot and her heart drowned and eyes widened to see the view of spot.

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Yaaram Ep 14

Derik was student of art and he made two minutes documentary for the local channel and asked Amraha for 

dubbing. Amraha knew that he was still guilty. So that he was helping her as much as he could. She got good 

amount and good information by the help of camera, she made documentary and made good amount. Derik 

showed her his old documentaries and she liked those, specially she liked the effort of Derik. 

After thinking of few days, she discussed it with Derik. She wanted to make documentary about Manchester 

university,  to update Pakistani students. Derik told her that she had to write script for documentary first. Firstly 

write script on it. He gave her his script. After reading those scripts, she wrote script of five minutes. Derik 

proofread it and she made good video of admission. Derik dubbed it in English and Amraha in urdu. She sent the 

video to some Pakistani channels and waited for their feedback. 

It took few time and she got answer. They were wanting to buy the video but they were purchasing video in less 

money. She wanted to sell them video but Derik stopped her:" Shouldn't be so hasty in making decisions dear! 

Sometimes it might not harm us but it would definitely less the profit. My first documentary was keeping with me 

for a year but no one was ready to purchase it. I gave it to journalist for a trail and he posted it on his blog. Then 

please don't ask because that time, every channel eagerly ready to take rights of my video. Look! There are two 

types of peoples in our world, one who wants to get a good things and other who wants to purchase good things 

which gives them profit also... If first person refuse you then go to second one" 

Derik and she did research for it and they sent this video to some Pakistani companies which worked on student 

visa. They got answer from second level company and they answered them yes because they were giving good 

amount to Amraha. This company was also ordered her to make two more videos for the information of 

Manchester university which they could show to their students. Amraha and Derik was also working on it, Amraha 

got good profit and she was hopeful that if she was progressing like that then she would definitely clear her 

liability.

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Her graph of frugality was increasing day by day and she completely avoided overspending. It was winter and she 

only purchased coats for her because those coats which she brought from Pakistan, were useless for the coldness 

of Manchester. 

One night, she got the call of dada and she thought that he was very tensed.

Dada said:" Amraha! Don't be worry but listen to me carefully, your Baba is admitted in hospital, fire burned in the 

market and he faced huge lost, that's why he couldn't handle himself and the situation" 

"what happened Dada?" She shouted. 

Dada:" He's fine now, he felt pain in chest" 

Amraha:" Give him phone... I wanna talk to him" 

Dada:" He's unconscious now, you just pray for him" 

She came out from the room under the open sky, she felt exhausted like everything was pressurising her and this 

pressure would kill her. Sadhna followed her:" Is everything ok Amraha?" 

"My baba is admitted in hospital.." She said hardly. 

She looked her silently:" He would be fine.." 

She lifted her face to look Sadhna. 

Sadhna:" Why are you worrying so much... You were telling me before two days that you're young tigress" 

Amraha:" Don't know why, my heart is feeling restless" 

Sadhna:" It's not restlessness, it's despair and when person disappointed, he feels like same. And this feelings 

haunted us when we feel disappointed otherwise you didn't come from your room. You should do your worship 

instead of crying you should pray now, handle yourself and talk to your family" 

She shocked to see Sadhna and rushed inside. She called to her home and consoled amma and dadi:" Don't worry, 

he would be alright" she said in firm voice. 

"if something happens to him?" Amma was crying. 

"I don't have answer of your despairs" she said and talked to dada and doctors of Baba. He got conscious after 

three hours and discharge after three days. 

Shop was burned-out and he got loss of 25 lacs so how was this possible that Baba didn't feel pain in his chest 

because he was almost bankrupt. 

Everyone was very tensed that what would happen now?  And she was busy in seeking solution of this problem. 

She was also worry but wasn't disappointed. 

"Wajid is taking loan on usury" dada said. 

"usury..?" She shocked to listen it. 

Dada:" Yes! He's not listening me and he can't get the loan without it" 

She felt sad to listen it:" It's forbidden dada!" 

Dada:" I remember but also remind him too but he's saying it's just interest of loan" dada got teary eyes by saying 

this." Either he would sell house or take loan from bank. 

Amraha:" I will do something, stop Baba to taking loan" 

"what will you do?" Dada was surprised. 

"why? I can do many things if any difficulty comes, then its solution would also here. We just need to search it. I'm 

also seeking the solution" 

She transferred her saving and the amount which she was earned from her documentaries work. It was few lacs 

rupees of Pakistan. It was enough that time but then she thought again and went to lady Mahar for discussion of 

this problem. 

Lady Mahar gave her cheque silently and Amraha starred her with amused. She thought that she would advice her 

that what should should now. 

" it's only loan" lady Mahar said..

"yup.." She nodded. 

Lady Mahar:" You know Amraha! I can afford to keep you and the girls like you there without any rent but I don't 

do this because I don't want to make you useless. My one son is living in this city but he doesn't live with me 

because I taught him to do effort and struggling. He can't sleep on the soft mattress of my house. I want to see my 

children as successful persons of society. But they have to lead hard life instead of luxurious for this purpose. 

They've to become cipher because they can put any number ahead of this cipher. My father was farmer and he 

had farmhouse in the Scotland and he said like that "residential of palaces are unfortunate  people of this world 

because they're useless" and he said by putting soil in his hands "we're fortunate because we're useful, life is 

breathing in us and the heartbeat is living in us"  I can give you this money but I give you as loan because you've to 

make yourself useful to return it...ok?" 

Amraha:" Ok...!" 

She also transferred this amount to Baba's account too. 

Baba called her:" How do you get this big amount of money?" 

Amraha:" My landlady gave me money without usury and some of them was my saving" 

"how do you save this?" No one knew that she was working except dada. 

Amraha:" I'm doing job Baba" 

Baba:" Job? You never did job Amraha, no even minor one" 

Amraha:" It was my mistake and now I'm doing job that's why I'm happy... Everyone is doing job there" 

Baba got teary eyed and first time for her:" Amraha! When have you grown up Amraha? Ali and Hamad are still 

busy in playing and you sent me millions of rupees and I didn't give you one rupee for going there" 

Amraha:" Ali and Hamad are like that because you made them like that. You should be strict to them. If they don't 

want to study then you should teach them something else. We made our children like that itself, we made them 

useless" 

Baba listened her carefully:" Dada said you, you're studying in senior class and I'm sure now you've grown up now. 

Now tell me what should I do now?" 

Her heartbeat was fasten to listen it and she was become happy to listen it. 

"firstly, you should save money now. Say to Ali and Hamad to wake up early. Say to Daniya to  do some job and 

don't take pressure on your head. It was our benefits hidden in this loss. Sometimes little loss saves us big loss. We 

didn't face any lost of our love ones. Now you've to do effort to start your work and It's my desire you bring orphan 

kids to your shop and feed them dinner." 

Baba:" I bring them to myself and feed them... Something else?" 

She got teary eyed but couldn't say to baba that it's parents who can make their children a nice part of car which 

can easily fit in the mechanism of life. But they can also make them useless part which can stop the life. 

"take care yourself baba and don't be worried about anything" 

Baba:" After gaining profit from my shop then I would return your money" 

Amraha:" I don't need this baba! I've enough money for my need" 

Baba:" But you get tired" 

Amraha:" Nope baba! I feel happy  to do so" 

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Swasan A path hate to love Ep 42

Recap:" Swara started her mission to change her husband"

The triumph of victory is beating in her heart and she looks herself in mirror and smiles brightly.

This wasn't her first moment of intimacy with Sanskar but last two were painful but this time her soul is replete

with sweet pleasure.

She comes out from room and finds Sanskar to talk with anyone but she amuses to see him talking with dog.

She is sure that it's Denny and now Shanaya would make him agree with her but on the other side, she also feels

guilty because of her inner devil.

She jerks all negative thoughts in her heart and steps forward to Sanskar.

Sanskar caresses his dog and talking with it slowly:" How was my baby? Did you miss me?"

She smiles to see his concern to anyone except Shanaya and Laksh.

A servant comes there and asks them to come on dining table.

They understand that Laksh and Ragini are waiting for them.

They both go downstairs together, The new shine of her eyes and relax face of Sanskar are clearly shown this

couple calmness to everyone.

Shanaya snd Laksh look each other and sign each others something.

Swara goes to Shanaya and hugs her:" Thanks and sorry..."

Shanaya looks her questionably:" For what?"

Swara sighs:" Long story, I would tell you after breakfast"

Shanaya nods and after breakfast, Swara calls Shanaya to come in her room and then she clears  everything about

her jealousy.

Shanaya laughs to listen her:" You're such a mad... I know it's natural to be jealous and don't worry about Sanskar,

this is not first time I'm dealing with him, I can make him agree... So don't feel guilty because of us... This is normal

in friends.."

Swara:" I thought he never forgive anyone"

Shanaya:" Yes he never, but this rule isn't apply on those who are near to him"

Swara smiles:" You're lucky that he's so much care to you and without any close relationship, you're so close to

him"

Shanaya smiles bitterly:" Dear! This is not god gifted, I suffered a lot to reach on this level... You found him in this

condition, he was animal before some years"

If Swara doesn't love him then she must thought that he's still animal but she doesn't think like that.

Swara:" Yeah! You didn't tell the incident how you both met and how you reach at this level?"

Shanaya:" Long story..."

Swara:" I've lots of time.."

Shanaya smiles:" Ok then listen.."

It was the time when Sanskar managed his hotel and he was gaining good reputation of his first hotel. That time he

invited his friend Vicky to come his hotel and manage conset of him in his hotel.

That time, she didn't know that Sanskar would be the owner of Morning Star. She possessed the name of Shanaya,

Sanskar boggled to see her with Vicky because he knew very well the "relationship" between Vicky and his

secretary.

He called her with the name of "Anjali" but she refused to recognize him. That time he didn't utter any word to

her.

Vicky performed very well in concert and they were celebrating party.

But after party, Vicky went to his new girlfriend, she was lonely in her room, so she went outside and saw Sanskar

was there.

Sanskar was smoking and because of smoking, he coughed again and again.

Sanskar saw her:" Don't you have night duty now?"

Shanaya scowled to listen him:" You should stay nice to me"

Sanskar bowed down:" I'm not nice, the how can I behave nicely?"

Shanaya nodded and about to turn but Sanskar stopped her:" Anjali.."

She unintentionally moved to him and he smiled victoriously:" Why don't you confess that you're Anjali"

She gasped and said nothing.

Sanskar:" Ok! I wouldn't ask you anything... Would you like to celebrate with me?"

Shanaya lifted her eyebrow:" Which type of celebration?"

Sanskar :" Offcourse I wouldn't ask you one cup of coffee.. I like to  drink old wine with you"

Shanaya nodded and gave her place to come in her room.

Both started hanging out and that night, they told each other about everything, every pain of their past.

After a heavy hang over, they fell asleep and awoke in next morning.

Both looked each others and burst out laughing.

They talked so much and then Sanskar made deal with her.

"Anjali..."

"Shanaya.." She cut his words.

Sanskar:" Yes Shanaya..." .

Shanaya:" Hmmm.."

Sanskar:" Work for me..."

Shanaya:" Which type of work?"

Sanskar:" Which you're doing with Vicky"

Shanaya:" As secretary..."

Sanskar nodded in no:" I can't do *** with my secretary... I need personal prostitute, to be honest, I can't play with

you game of emotion emotion that you're my friend, I need a girl so you should help me etc etc or become my

worker and I would f*** you... It's better to make a deal, because I can only trust you, so I'll give you what you

want and work for me"

Shanaya looked him with bit shock but then smiled bitterly:" Oh... This is a deal.. This is not first time someone

wants this type of things from me but I would work for you because I want to take revenge from those rascals, you

showed me the path now you've to lead me too and you stay honest to me... So it would be deal between us.."

Sanskar extended his hand and held her:" So deal has done now... But you've to do work from today..."

Sanskar taught her many things. Main thing blackmailing because he used her many times because of this purpose.

She saw his every shade, sometimes it was become very difficult to handle him specially when he was drunk. Even

she cleaned his vomiting because of hangover many times.

Swara looks her with shock:" You really did this...?"

Shanaya nodded:" Because of shortage of time, I can't give you details about everything but this story was not so

simple you're saying but it took so much from me to reach at this level"

Swara understands her situation and hugs her:" Aren't you angry with me?",

Shanaya:" Nay.. We're friends now... Aren't we?"

Swara nods:" Yes! We're..."

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Swara is at her room and choosing dress for night's function when Sanskar comes inside the room.

She glances him and pretends to him that she's busy in work and hides her face into wardrobe.

He suddenly holds her arm and pulls her towards him.

Sanskar slowly pulls her lock:" Why are you hiding your face?"

Swara nods:" I didn't..."

Sanskar moves to her slowly and whispers in her ear:" Instead in wardrobe, you should hide your face somewhere

else"

Swara:" Huh?" She looks him questionably..

He points out to his chest:" There..."

She smiles brightly to see his act and slowly puts her head in his chest.

Swara whispers his name slowly:" Sanskar..."

Sanskar lifts her face slowly, she looks into his eyes:" Always be like this Sanskar... My father didn't say any harsh

word to me, I'm not used to all this, but I tolerated all this because of our relationship... But I want we live our life

like normal couple..."

Sanskar touches her face:" Why are you behaving like this Swara? Shanaya told you everything... But you didn't say

anything... What's the reason?"

Swara downs her eyes:" I would tell you at right time"

Sanskar leaves her slowly:" I'll wait for your answer.... But remember that I don't like if anybody show sympathy to

me"

Swara sighs:" It's not sympathy" she says in low voice.

Sanskar takes out his dress from wardrobe:" It shouldn't be.."

Swara again sees him and a deep silence is taking place in her heart, suddenly her heart disgusted by everything.

Swara wanted to divert her mind towards this nameless sadness which is placing in her heart.

Sanskar takes out white collar shirt and vest with black dress pent.

Swara sits on a chair and calls him again:" Sanskar..."

Sanskar turns to her and she says:" If I wouldn't attend this party?"

Sanskar's face expresses his offence towards her words:" Swara! We've to attend this",

Swara nods:" I can understand.. But don't know why, but I feel sad, or something bad... Don't know"

Sanskar looks her and sighs:" Come for sometime, if you wouldn't feel comfortable there, then you can leave that

party"

Swara:" Would we leave together?"

Sanskar shakes his hand:" I would have to be present in all party"

Swara nods:" Ok... But don't be so late please"

Sanskar now goes to her, sits with her and slowly hugs her:" If you want, then you can Delhi with your parents,

Laksh and Ragini would also leave Mysore, I've also work here, I sound come next week"

Swara feels mire sadness to listen him and tightens her grip:" I wouldn't go... I would go when you would go there,

otherwise no..."

Sanskar touches her face:" You would feel better.."

Swara says in stubborn tune:" No means no.."

Sanskar smiles:" You're so Stubborn"

Swara:" It's the reward of your company",

Sanskar:" And in the company of Shanaya, you're answering me nowadays"

Swara:" Is this bad?"

Sanskar:" No..." He leaves her and stands up from his place, she holds his hands:" Stay with me for few minutes

more"

Sanskar looks her and first time he thinks that this girl is also very mysterious but this mystery also doesn't know

about the myth of her.

He slowly hugs her again and says slowly :" You should be disciplined Swara! My life is passing with the clock and

you just want to stay still"

Swara:" Don't know, I don't like the changing so much... Maybe I'm like old school but sometimes I want to hold

the moment, just like now I want to do so..." She's saying near his chest.

This wasn't so much silent night, there is nothing like romantic but sometimes silence make everything deep but

heavy and silence of their hearts are doing same.

After few minutes, both depart from each others, Swara asks him to choose a dress for her.

He chooses black gown for her and both get change.

When both come inside together, many people look them with jealousy and likeness. She holds his hand but

instead of giving her his hand, he puts his arm around her waist with all his rights.

Both come down, Swara meets with her parents, Sanskar also takes blessing from them.

But both boggle to see Sanskar's family there, she invited them but Sanskar allowed her to invite them because he

didn't expect that they would come in real.

Swara comes to them and takes blessing of Sujata, Sujata introduces her to all family members.

Sanskar is looking them from distance and he doesn't want to go to them. He sees them after a long long time and

they come to him to their own. Sanskar tries to control his pain but this pain is increasing in every moment. Durga

Prasad's voice is beating his mind and he wanted to get his family again many times in in these years, but were not

with him, he wants to ask them why do they come now when he's settled in his life and has his own family but the

pain of his head isn't allowing him to do so.

Swara looks him in this state and shouts his name:" Sanskar.."

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True Love --- 2nd Episode

Few days are going to be like this and slowly slowly all students are mixed together, Boys & Girls also mixed & feel freely to communication each other sits together now they made close group also some boys and some girls they sit together in one row, preparation for presentation, making notes together and ETC. ETC. Few months are going to be like this one day Madam announced very important presentation she makes team two boys and two girls unfortunately  Azaln khan and Fariya are in one team and now start love story of Azlan and Fariya from there, I tell you about Azlan Khan Azlan is very decent polite and respectful person and told you before little bit shai type. About Fariya, Fariya is very open minded girl she’s also beautiful and charming intelligent too. But before Azlan has no feeling about her; teams are sit together after classes in cafeteria & institute park to discussed with different topics and presentation these guys also joined social media group means these are totally made you can calculate the mentality of these here 24 hours out of 18 they are in touch in classes, cafeterias, social media means they forget the world they are feeling in whole world one just we are. I tell you also one interesting point when exam season are coming boys are as usual duffer & lazy in study then these group girls are become teacher for just a while & learn boys and enjoyed a lot during studies and also boys get good marks and guys tell you secret truth when we are in examination hall they made one plan they sit in examination hall near each other and also girls helps of boys during exam. How silly they are! After that they will finish the paper and the girls are comets to boys now go to the cafeteria and gave us service some time girls are choosing outside the treat in KFC or Pizza Town (Name changed) Now come to the story main characters one day fariya has some work in bank but unfortunately she couldn’t go there and he will go for the bank. (Guy’s after continue my story I will first inform you Fariya belong to middle class family and her father was dead when she’s only 3 years old & her mother run the house with very low seller) Azlan know this before. That’s why Azlan said ok give me this document i will submit in bank behalf of you. Because azlan realize if she will go there she spends money for taxi and she also seems this one. Azlan first time take her mobile no of fariya and she said when you submit then inform me immediately. Azlan said OK Boss, after Class Azlan went to bank for submit document of fairya and also informed her k documents are submitted and take easy. Then fariya replied thanx to Azlan and now feelings are born in Fariya’s heart regarding Azlan Khan how he is.

And Azlan has no feelings about relation with Fariya just he wants to help her; Classes continues as per daily routine, In class fariya noted small small things of Azlan what he is doing, where he is, how looking today, and try to close with him.

One day Azlan sit with another girl in Cafeteria suddenly fariya come to there and she saw the Azlan sit with another girls, she feeling said also jealous now she think her mind how i take Azlan from there. Ok finally she come to Azlan, first he don’t show any feeling how she feel, She said Excuse me Azlan I have some work with you can you come in side for a sec just, Azlan refuse and said give me some time now am busy we have some work now see the eyes of fariya after Azlan refuse. As I told you Azlan is smart boy now he thinks his mind k Fariya feeling jealous about this girl. Bay the way Fariya went in angry mood after half hour Fariya comeback and see Azlan and other girl still are in Cafeteria and they are laughing with chit chat, Now the temperature of Fariya broken the meter, she come and said to Azlan what are you doing here with her, Azlan replied nothing, again Fariya Azlan nothing means what! Then other girl who sit with Azlan she replied Fariya what are you thinking in mind we are just friend and noting special if you have any problem you can join us simple. Then fairya sit in center of both and they start again no one to give attention to Fariya, but Azlan know all thing K what’s going on the mind of Fariya and how’s she feel this all but he ignore and continue, after 15 to 20 mints Fariya said to Azlan I need Juice please bring for me, he said Ok when someone come i will give order she said no bring for me now and you will go, few second he watch the face of Fariya and said OK fine, when he come back the counter and see the Fariya is not there and he asked the girl where she is she said, She leave already; Azlan give small smile and said ok now we are also leaving because classes was off already and your point (BUS) is ready to go. When Azlan reached his home and he received one msg from Fariya she write in his msg GOOD GOING Azlan send her smile.   

 TO BE CONTINUE IN NEXT EPISODE.

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