Swasan A path hate to love Ep 11

Sanskar jumps from bed to realized his mistake.

He calls Lavanya to bring warm milk for her, he slowly helps her to get and go towards the bathroom. He opens the

shower of warm water and makes her stand below it. He's also wetting with her but he holds her until she feels

relaxed.

"take a bath, I'll give you your cloth" he says and closes the door of bathroom.

When she comes out, he makes her sit and makes her drink milk. She is amused to see his concern for her. "what a

man he's! First give pain and then heals her every wound"

After a while, when she feels bit better, she calls Lavanya to say ragini to come upstairs.

Ragini comes inside the room. She brings halwa for them which made Sumi specially for Swara because she likes it

so much.

She hugs her and greets Sanskar, until they're talking Laksh also joins them.

Laksh:" Wow... Actually I'm attracted by the aroma of halwa... I also wanna eat"

Three of them smile to listen him.

Ragini also serves him halwa and he praises lot about the taste of Sumi's hands.

Ragini also offers Sanskar to eat but he excuses that he's getting late from office.

Swara smiles bitterly and thinks:" He forgot that he have to go for work also when he was... Now suddenly he

remembers that he's getting late for work"

Ragini:" You've join office so soon jiju...you both are newlyweds and you started your work... This isn't fair, you

both go for honeymoon."

Swara looks Ragini with anger that she doesn't afford him for one night and she's talking about honeymoon.

Sanskar:" Actually Ragini my schedule is tough nowadays, so I've to work but as soon as I get time, we would go for

outing"

Laksh:" Yeah Bhai! You're so boring.  I already planned the destination of my would be honeymoon and you're just

setting your schedule"

Sanskar laughs to listen him:" Yeah I can understand your excitement... But I'm mature enough to deal it"

Swara thinks again:" Yes I got know about his maturity"

Sanskar puts his blazer and asks from Laksh:" Wanna visit hotel?"

Laksh:" If you're asking for eating and dating with my new gf then I happily say yes, but you're asking for work then

big no "

Sanskar smiles and leaves, Laksh also leave after sometime.

Ragini teases her:" Jiju didn't give you goodbye kiss before leaving?"

Swara again jerks in her heart:" His night kisses are enough for me to bear.." She thinks in her heart but doesn't say

anything.

Ragini:" Now I've to leave for home otherwise mom would scold me.."

She becomes sad that her sister would go but she doesn't have any choice. She has to leave in this palace type

house without family. But she satisfied that Sujata is with her.

But after a while, Sujata also comes in her room and says:" Your dad call me that he's not well so I've to leave"

Swara:" Mom... How can I handle him without you"

"sorry beta! But you've to handle him, but don't worry, you can call me whenever you need me" she hugs her and

says sadly.

Laksh calls Sujata to leave and after their leaving, she remains alone in this big house.

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Sanskar comes home late night and finds her sleeping.

He comes to her and starts caress her hairs slowly slowly. She wiggles to feel his touch and opens her eyes.

She looks him close to her and gets afraid that he again wants him.

Sanskar understands her fear and leaves her:" I didn't mean that.. " he says incomplete words but she understands

what he wanna say.

Sanskar:" Did you take  medicines?"

Swara nods in no , Sanskar gets angry to listen it but controls himself:" And dinner?"

She again answers the same and Sanskar stands up from his place.

He calls Lavanya to bring her dinner and medicines.

He makes her eat and gives her medicines, she's surprised by his behaviour.

"who are Sanskar?"

Sanskar looks her with surprise because he didn't expect this question from her.

"yoh first give me pain and then you become like that you didn't do anything... You should be happy to see me in

the pain because you married me for this purpose" swara shouts on him.

Sanskar bears her shouting with calm and says:" I didn't... I didn't marry you because of taking revenge and gives

you pain... It's in my nature... I can't stay without it but that doesn't mean I wanna hurt you..."

He looks her while she's looking him with sadness.  Sanskar feels guilt in his heart and says slowly:" I'm sorry Swara

for everything"

He says again:" I'm not so expressive to apologize but I say whatever is truth and truth is that I'm sorry what I've

done with you..."

Swara is really surprised by his every words, she doesn't say any word, after few minutes he as usually takes his

sleeping pills and falls asleep.

She looks his beautiful face and feels bit satisfaction in her heart that he also cares about someone and he has guilt

of his act also. Otherwise it would become very hard for her to stay with this monster.

She leans down and tries to sleep but she doesn't feel like sleeping.

She takes her shawl and comes out in balcony. This is her time because he's sleeping, now she doesn't need to fear

from him.

She sees the tiny stars on the sky and admires all the stars at once. She loves the night time in her all life. Now she

has vast sky as well as earth and she feels calmness to come here. After sometime, when she feels cold, she comes

inside the room and looks Sanskar laying on the bed.

She comes to him and sees him carefully, he has beautiful structure and her inner self wants to hug him.

She's afraid to listen her inner voice and just takes a glass of water in which he drank and there little water is

remaining. She drinks it one gulp and goes to her side of bed. Her inner self again pushes her to hug him but she

ignores it and squeezes her eyes because of fear. Not feat of darkness or him but fear of her own self.

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Next morning she awakes and feels the absence of him. She gets up and checks the bathroom, he didn't inside it.

She comes outside from the room and looks down where he's talking to someone. Sje recognizes the woman with

her, she's her doctor.

Sanskar comes upstairs with doctor, she's still standing on her place.

Sanskar looka her with offence but doesn't say anything in front of doctor.

"get inside Swara" his tone is stiff and harsh.

Swara doesn't understand her mistake now but doesn't say anything.

Doctor checks her and comes to Sanskar:" She's fine now but still weak. I'm giving some supplements and you

should care about her diet chart also and avoide to close to her for some days" doctor says in professional way.

Sanskar feels tens to listen avoidance and asks:" How many days?"

Doctor:" Almost one week"

Swara feels happy to listen doctor and thinks:" Thank god to give me leave of one week"

Sanskar slowly nods and signs Lavanya to leave doctor.

After leaving them, he comes to her and says in harsh voice:" I told you that you don't need to wear one piece out

of room and you don't care about my orders"

Swara gets afraid to listen him and murmurs:" I forgot..."

Sanskar jerks and says:" You should remember Swara! I know this society, how men looks girls specially in this type

of dresses, no matter she's their boss or someone... Well! You should care about yourself without my saying

because you're mine Swara, only mine."

He touches her face and holds her in his strong arms:" Don't do this again Swara! I can't vear any evil eye on her..."

His voice becomes soft now and Swara is melting slowly slowly by his voice and soft tone.

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Swasan A path hate to love Ep 10

Swara shocks to listen her that how could any girl say this thing so easily.

Shanaya comes to her and sits with her:" We could tell you lie but we didn't because it's important to know this

fact dear! But the concourse is that he's all yours and it was all his past"

Sanskar looks her with heated eyes, her attire and her beauty are making him crazy but he controls himself and

leaves.

Swara looks her with hatred and says in harsh voice:" I'm not concern with him either he makes relationship with

anyone or not... I just hate him and this is only conclusion for me"

Shanaya stares her but says nothing.

After dinner she gives her medicines and says in calm voice:" You're right on your place Swara! But will be soon

you would realize that how precious and pure person you've!"

"I don't need him, you can keep him" she says in harsh voice.

Shanaya stands up from her place:" You take rest here and Sanskar would pick you at the end of party"

She nods but couldn't control her tongue to say:" Go and spend quality time with my husband"

Shanaya sighs and leaves while she is thinking about the strange feelings for him as well as their illegitimate

relationship and the worst party.

She falls asleep, she didn't realise and after some time, Someone wakes her up. She opens her eyes, it was Laksh.

Laksh:" Party is over now, lets go Bhabhi..."

She nods and silently sits on front seat of car of Sanskar.

He commonly closes the window but she opens it and let the wind to play with long hairs.

The night, sweet breeze and long drive are freshen up her mood until they reached home.

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After reaching the home, Sanskar changes her clothes and she is removing her jewellery when he comes out from

dressing room.

That time her dupata is on her chest and her hairs are scattered on her waist, her mesmerizing beauty is attracting

him.

She looks him and says nothing, he looks her and the heat of his eyes are increasing in every moment.

She puzzled from his deep gaze and starts her activity again.

He comes to her, holds her wrist and stands up. He's looking into her eyes and she downs her eyelashes to feel his

gaze in them. He tugs her lock and holds her in his arms.

Swara reminisces their first night and steps back, while Sanskar tighten his grip:" Don't test my patience Swara..."

He slowly puts his lips on her and she can easily feels harshness in his touch.

After few minutes, he slowly leaves her and says:" Your cloth is becoming barrier between us, go and get change...

I wanna feel you completely" his voice is soft but intense.

Swara tensely nods and goes dressing room for changing. When she comes out from room, he was waiting for her.

As she enters in room, he offs the light and holds her. She is fearing in her heart but doesn't show it.

This time she doesn't show any restrictions to him, just stays silent and emotionless. She lets him do whatever he

wanna do with her.

Sanskar holds her and kisses on her every inch of body, his love is intense, deep, passionate but harsh and painful.

Specially for Swara because no one ever beat her and his love is just disgusting for her.

When the first ray of sun comes in the room, he leaves her and falls in sleep and she looks him with hatred that

how could he sleep so easily to vanished her sleep.  But before falling in sleep, he hugs her and says:" Don't leave

the hug, until I'll awake" Every inch of her body is paining but she doesn't cry just stay emotionless until sleep

overcomes her.

 *****************

She doesn't know how much time passed but she was in deep sleep when she heard the voice of knocking. Before

she goes to open the door, Sanskar awakes and holds the intercom:" Lavanya! Whoever at door, tell him or her

don't disturb us until we would come out"

Lavanya says something and he keeps intercom. Sanskar sees her awakening and hugs her again tight.

Swara looks time and thinks that why didn't he leave yet?

"it's your office time Sanskar.."

"aren't you enjoying company of your husband Swara?"

Swara nods in no and prays that now he moves to office.

He smiles:" I don't care, you're enjoying or not but I'm enjoying." He removes her hair from her face and whispers

in her ears:" You're so beautiful Swara" his voice is soft and mesmerizing but this spell isn't effecting on her

because she's the victim of his harshness.

He again holds her and she curses that person who knocked the door to make him awake.

He's conquering her and she's cursing him in his heart and the food which he eats.

After few hours, the intercom rings and he jerks to listen the ring.

He calmly attends it and listens something and disconnects.

:"you're lucky Swara! Your sis come to save you, go downstairs, she's waiting for you and closes the door before

going" he hides his face in the pillow and orders her.

When he doesn't feel that she leaves, he looks to her and asks:" What happened now?"

Swara says in low voice:" I can't move Sanskar.."

Sanskar doesn't understand what's she said :" Huh?"

Swara:" I can't move Sanskar" this time she screams.

Sanskar jumps from his place to listen it.

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Swasan A path hate to love Ep 9

She takes her dress and likes the choice of Sanskar or maybe Shanaya.

Sanskar comes inside the room and takes his dress, it is black suit.

Sanskar:" I've to see arrangement of reception, so I told lucky to bring you at hotel"

Swara turns to him:" You're my husband Sanskar Maheshwari! Not lucky..."

Sanskar looks her:" Mom influence huh?"

He looks her and goes to dressing room for changing. He comes out and finds her in the same state:" Didn't you

change yet?"

Swara:" You're in the dressing room? How could I?"

Sanskar:" I'm your husband, you can change in front of me"

Swara blushes to listen it as any cultural girl do and silently goes inside the dressing room.

When she comes outside, Sanskar has gone from there. Beautician comes to get ready her and when she looks

herself in mirror, she mesmerized to see herself too:" Is precious jewellery and branded clothes give such beauty

to the person?" When Sujata comes inside to see her then she asks to her.

"no... This is the inner beauty of person, which is glowing om your face" Sujata slowly puts her long scarf on her

head and kisses on her forehead.

"I should put black dot on you for saving you from evil eyes" Sujata said and she hugs her by overwhelming of her

feelings:" Thank you mom! For supporting me"

Sujata lifts her face and says:" You don't need to say thanks, you're just like my daughter" she puts black dot

behind her ear.

Laksh is seeing all this from the door of her room and comes inside:" You're so lucky Bhabhi to have mother in law

like Chachi! But tell me the secret of this chemistry of mother and daughter in law"

Sujata hits his head slowly:" You would get know when your wife would come"

Laksh puts his hand on his chest:" Oh Chachi! What you said? My mom doesn't remember that his younger son at

the age of marriage"

Sujata pulls his ear:" I would tell your mom.."

Laksh says happily:" I would be grateful to you.."

Sujata smiles:" Naughty.."

Swara smiles to see them and asks Sujata to be ready for going reception. Laksh puzzles to listen it:" No Bhabhi!

Chachi can't go there"

Sujata:" Why?"

Laksh thinks and says:" Because this party is only for couples"

Sujata:" Then why are you going?"

Laksh:" Because my sweet Chachi! I've lots of girlfriends to manage it but if you want then I can manage a

handsome old man for you too"

Sujata eyes him and he holds his ears.

Sujata leaves and Laksh tells Swara to come outside, he's waiting for her.

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Sanskar comes to the hotel and everything is perfect as per his expectations. He is looking Shanaya who comes in

her new black designer saree with only silver bracelet at the name if jewellery.

She comes to him and shows herself to him:" How am I looking?"

Sanskar:" As usual..."

Shanaya makes face:" What do you mean as usual? You never praise me"

Sanskar smiles proudly:" My heart never praise to anyone... So why am I do this"

Shanaya folds her hands:" Ok... I know you're devil, so devils always get happy to see something bad"

Sanskar:" It's our instinct...isn't it?"

Shanaya smiles sadly:" Yes! It's... You know becoming devil is harder than becoming angel.. Because we've to show

our cruel face to everyone and be smile during every hurdle, we can't cry but being angel we become emotional

beings"

Sanskar:" Leave it... Emotions are just activities of mad people and be a normal and become philosopher instead of

poet.."

Shanaya gasps and both step forward because guests are starting to come and they go to entrance to receive

guests. This time his bride should be with him so he called Laksh to come as soon as possible.

Laksh says that they're in a way.

Sanskar disconnects the call and goes to entrance.

Everyone is asking about his wife and some rivals are starting to making stories that might be there's something

between them that he's still with Shanaya because in elite class, man always leaves their ex one after getting wife

to show himself innocent in front of his wife's eyes but our hero isn't like them.

He is about to call Laksh again when he sees Laksh is coming Swara.

He is about to see them but his foot stops to see the beauty of swara which is more than beauty. She looks like

goddess of chastity in this attire. The pure light enlightens her body and he thinks that the light can blare the every

view of this party and he only sees her in this while party.

His feet automatically raises towards her and her long gown is kissing the floor and her high heels entangles with

it, she's about to fall but he holds her before it. He puts his arms around her shoulders and takes her in him with

his all rights.

He drags her softly towards the guests and introduces her to them.

This is very bold  party where everyone is mingled with each others openly. Now she understands why he didn't

invite his and her family to the reception.

In those bold guests, one of them, she noticed specially. The girl name  is Meera and she's wearing red sleeveless

and backless cocktail dress. She's extremely beautiful girl but her and her husband contains huge age difference.

Meera:" Hey! I'm Mrs Meera Malhotra and in thus modern age who does cover the head?"

Swara looks her and says calmly:" It's not only our tradition bur it's chastity of women which makes them pure, if

anyone doesn't want this pureness then it's not my matter, I want and this is  the end of story"

Sanskar tightens his grip around her and looks Meera with proud like he wanna shows him that "look! This is my

wife, totally different from you"

Her husband tries to close to her but Sanskar holds her strangely and drags him back:" She isn't like your wife Mr

Malhotra" he says in cold tone and drags het towards other guests.

Because of her high heels, she feels pain in her feet as well as in back because of standing for long.

She looks the face of Sanskar and wants to say something, Sanskar looks her and excuses to his guests. She drags

her to the corner.

Swara:" I can't stand more Sanskar! I feel pain.."

Sanskar nods and slowly drags her towards the stage:" Just a minute sit here, I arranged for you to take a rest in

hotel's room"

He leaves her and goes towards Shanaya who is drinking cold drink by sitting in a corner.

He calls her:" Shanaya.."

He takes a drink and cheers up with her glass:" Are you busy..."

Shanaya:" Not for you my sweetheart... I mean to say Swara's sweetheart"

Sanskar :" She doesn't consider me her sweetheart"

Shanaya:" But truth is truth... You're her and she's yours"

Sanskar smiles:" Wow! Perfect sentence, I ever listen"

Shanaya smiles proudly:" Well! This girl made me disappointed... You're still taking sleeping pills"

Sanskar looks her with heated eyes:" This is our husband wife matter Shanaya"

Shanaya gets silent to listen him.

And then says:" She would allowed you to come near to her but first please, be soft to her"

Sanskar:" You know very well I can't do that, if I can I must do that "

Shanaya:" At least try once.."

Sanskar says in rude voice:" I don't try to anyone.."

Shanaya cuts his words:" Yeah people tries for Sanskar Maheshwari!"

Sanskar laughs:" Right... And then he asks from her:" You should get married now Shanaya"

Shanaya smiles:" you're being good in comedy day by day... I can't marry you know very well!"

Sanskar:" You're right, no one can handle you except me"

Shanaya:" And I also handled you from years.."

Sanskar:" Oh I forgot! I've to give gift to Swara of ritual of making dessert, so give some good gift to her"

Shanaya nods in no:" No way... I wouldn't, your wife and your responsibility, give her gift to your own.."

Sanskar shakes his head and holds her hands towards stage.

Shanaya introduces herself to Swara:" This is Shanaya here"

She extends her hands towards her, she silently holds her hands and gives her fake smile.

She is feeling back pain and wants to lain on something else. The couch on which she is sitting, has no back so she

feels uncomfortable.

Sanskar notices it and says Shanaya to take her to the room where she can take a rest.

Shanaya nods and helps her to get up from her place but she raises her hands to stop that she doesn't want help of

her to stand up.

Shanaya nods and leaves, she leads her towards the room which is located with the hall.

She sits on the bed and leans her back with the soft pillow. She immediately frees her feet from high heels because

she felt pain because of wearing it long.

Shanaya looks her tired facc and asks:" Are you ok Swara?"

Swara silently nods and puts her head on the back of of bed.

"may I ask something from you Swara?" Shanaya asks hesitantly.

Swara nods in yes then Shanaya asks:" Are you happy with your marriage life?"

Swara jerks to listen her question:" Didn't Sanskar tell you everything about my happiness" she chew the word

"happiness"

Shanaya gets silent and calls Sanskar to send milk and pain killer for Swara.

Few moments passed between them and Sanskar comes inside with both things.

"is she ok?" He asks from Shanaya.

"don't worry she's absolutely alright" Shanaya pats his shoulder and she doesn't like her act.

Both are talking with each others so friendly and Swara amazed to see their closeness because she didn't see

Sanskar to talk with anyone in this tone which he talks to Shanaya but her introduction is still half.

She calls both of them and asks their relationship. Both look each others and Shanaya comes to her:" I know

Swara, you would feel pain to listen it, but listen carefully... Actually we're... No we were sleeping partners but now

he's all yours"

Swara shocks to listen her that how could any girl say this thing so easily.

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Swasan A path hate to love Ep 46

Swara looks into his eyes and says boldly:" Then let me go Sanskar..."

"I can kill you but won't leave you" Sanskar says sternly.

"then kill me.." Her tone and voice witness of her state of mind.

Sanskar's heart numbs for a moment to listen this.

He suddenly leaves her and goes to balcony, she knows now he would do smoking, she wanna stop him to do

smoking but on the other side, she just wants to go from there.

She stays lean on the bed in the same condition.

On the other side, Sanskar lit his cigarette and her voice is echoing in his mind. His bird wants to fly and he just

wants to cut her feathers. He is thinking why is she think about to fly when he did everything perfectly.

His mind is concluding the reasons of his defeat while his heart is cursing him to act like that she became like just

because of him.

He throws the cigarette and squeezes it with his feet. He touches the flowers and gasps. He didn't see her to enjoy

the beauty of his house or palace. He personally likes wanton type girl. That's why he fell for Meera but Swara was

silent girl and she becomes more and more silent because of his attitude. She could be happy and enjoy

everything. He gave to her if he tried to make her happy.

He hits his fist on the frame of grill and curses himself again to make her like that. He goes to glass wall and sees

her laying in the same state. The repentance is making place in his heart and this time

He was not hurt her personally but when she did anything which hurts his ego, or he was suffering from fit

problem. He couldn't control himself that's why he told her to go outside because he knew how much he became

mad in this state. He doesn't want to harm her but he did and second time in life he accepted his defeat.

He looks her and touches the glass wall, his mind says him to let her go but don't know why his heart sink to think

that she would be gone from his life.

"you wanted me like that? Aren't you? Then I become like this... You should be happy now,  Just as per our deal"

Swara's motionless voice echoes in his mind.

"why am I not happy if she became an obedient girl without any arguments or restrictions?" He asks to himself.

"because you like her as strong and courageous girl as compared to just puppet.  You can't love the dead body but

the soul"

He boggles to listen his answer:" Love..." He whispers slowly and looks her.

But at the next moment, he banishes this thought from his mind and looks her again.

He collects some courage to face her because he wants to do that thing which he never do in his life, not even in

worst condition of his life.

He goes inside the room and she wiggles to feel his presence.

"Swara!..." He calls her, she turns to him..

He thinks:" Should make deal with her to stay there" but at the next moment someone whispers in his heart:"

Don't make it business deal Sanskar Maheshwari! This is your wife, not only client... Don't repeat one mistake

again and again"

He gasps to listen the voice of his heart and slowly sits beside her.

"do you really want to leave me?" He says slowly.

Swara gets up from her place and leans on the the back of bed:" Do you have any doubt?"

Sanskar nods in no:" But why?"

" are you still asking me the reason?" She screeches to listen him.

"I know, I wanna listen to you" he says in slow voice.

Swara stays silent to listen this, she gasps and collects some words to make him understand:" Tell me one thing

Sanskar, you marry a girl, what do you want from that girl?"

Sanskar amused to listen her question because he expected that he would listen lots of complaints in the answer

but answer or question was unexpected.

He gasps and says after thinking for a while:" Loyalty, obedience, happiness from her, she cares about me and

gives me whatever I want. Love and respect etc.." He says finally.

Swara looks him victoriously:" If I marry someone, I expected the same things from my husband, apart from my

husband"

Sanskar looks her with amaze, how easily she conveys her complaint without complaining.

Sanskar sighs and looks her. He's collecting courage to say the words, he never said to anyone.

"Hmmm..." He bents his neck and takes a deep breath to say:" I'm agree with you, I couldn't give you these all

things which I expected from you..." He again inhales breath, he thinks that might he would need inhaler.  "I've

accepted my defeat, I was wrong",

Swara is surprised to listen it but she stays emotionless in front of him.

He continues:" Now you've two options, one you said, you wanna leave me then this is legally your house, I would

go from there, you stay here, the servants are reliable, you shouldn't worry about anything. Not about money or

anything else... If you feel to take div..." His tongue stagger to say this word but he says again " if you wanna take

divorce.. Then also this house would be yours with all stuff and anything, if you stay in marriage then I wouldn't

come to you, but you would my responsibility and I would fulfill my responsibilities without hurting you"

He gasps and opens draws of his bed's side table. He takes out inhaler to take a breath, Swara hurts to see it, the

overwhelming feelings is encircling her. Now she forgets all things he did with her, just wants to hug him and says:"

Don't go..." But someone scolds her in her heart "you can't be weak at the end of this battle"

She hardly hides her emotions from her face and stays motionless.

"you can't walk without woman in your bed, what would you after it?" She asks motionlessly.

Sanskar looks her, he doesn't think about anything and he says truth to her:" Don't know.. But it's confirm, I won't

touch any girl until you're in this marriage"

"then why did you call Shanaya at that night?" She asks.

Sanskar gasps:" Oh! That time I was mentally unstable and she could handle me without touching her, she's expert

of it how to handle me without making repentance"

Swears relieves to listen him but says nothing because she doesn't want to leave him from the bottom of her

heart.

"now its time to say him what do you want Swara" her inner voice whispers.

She's about to say something when Sanskar says:" But you've other option too.."

Swara looks him questioningly.

Sanskar says in one breath:" Give me a one chance.."

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I'm Hope Ep 13

Umeed shocked to see Faraz there and immediately went to him:" Faraz..." Her voice was not more than whisper.

He moved and looked her with teary eyes:" Umeed.."

"how did it happen?" She pointed out to ambulance which carried out body of one girl.

Faraz shook his head negatively:" I don't know, she saw me while proposing you and she did this... This is all my

fault"

Umeed looked the girl who was smiling before one hour but this one hour ruin everything.

The crowd's voice was buzzing in atmosphere and she was numb to say anything.

Faraz wanted to utter word but only a sob came from his mouth.

Both left the crowd and sat in a corner, Faraz was still silent and Umeed was crying. It was one of their university

fellow Mahnoor. She was good friend of him but whenever he felt that she considered himself more than a friend,

he made her understand that he didn't love her or wanted to make any relationship with her. Maybe he could but

he knew very well except Umeed no one can take place in his life, so how could he ruin anyone's life. So he refused

her and today, when he proposed Umeed, she saw them and looked her refusal. She pleaded to him to accept him

because she loved him but he talked to her so rudely.

It wasn't tear of sorrow in his eyes but tears of repentance.

Umeed looked him and tried to console him but didn't understand what to say and how to say.

" it was my fault.." Faraz uttered.

"it wasn't yours.." She gasped.

Faraz looked her and she said again:" This is your choice either you loved her back or not, love is matter of consent

of heart, we can't force someone to love us back.."

"yes! If love of both sides then it must give the result of mingling" Faraz completed her sentence.

By saying this, both realized same feelings at once and looked into each others eyes.

Faraz felt for Umeed that he loved her but that doesn't a matter of force to get love back.

Same Umeed felt for Shayan as well as for Faraz.

Suddenly she realizes something:" I'm sorry Faraz! I shouldn't behaved like that.."

"no.. I'm sorry, I shouldn't say this type of words in the public place to spoil your reputation" he smiled sadly and

apologizes from the core.

"And don't worry, I won't do suicide.. You shouldn't have guilt about this" he said in teasing tone.

Umeed smiled completely but again became sad about to think Mahnoor.

"she shouldn't do suicide, I know love has so much power but what about the love of our parents, our family and

our friends? How could we take our life for the sake of one love? In the defeat of one love. How can we  give pain

to our other love ones" she said with pain.

Faraz looked her with affection but didn't say anything.

Umeed gasped and stood from her place but before leaving she said to him.

"I only marry to that person which would be chosen by my father.."

She walked towards entrance while Faraz was still sitting on his place and starring her back.

She turned and said again "I would come hospital to see Mahnoor... May Allah save her"

"Ameen.." Faraz said in slow voice and looked her again.

He also stood up from his place because he should with Mahnoor in hospital.

**************

Umeed came in her house and found Seemi aunty and mom together. They were discussing about summer

seasons clothes of famous brands. She smiled to listen them "women always think about dresses.."

She went to her room and got fresh, suddenly she reminisced something and did ablution and started her prayer.

She prayed about Mahnoor, she prayed about her family and at the end, she asked to her Allah.

"Allah Pak! If Shayan isn't in my destiny, he shouldn't be... Because now he's fiance of my sister and I don't want to

be disloyal to my sister... So banish this feelings from my heart about him..  Ameen.."

She reimbursed her palms on her face and stood up from her place. She was untying her scarf when she heard the

knock on her door.

"come in..." She said.

It was Shayan who came in her room.

"we're going for eating ice cream, so I thought i should ask to you also.." He said politely.

She weighed his voice to assume any feelings for her but his tone was normal but friendly.

"no...  You both go and enjoy" she said in low voice.

He sat on a chair which kept beside her writing table.

"were you praying?" He asks.

She nods in yes.

"are you used to praying?" He sat like he didn't want to go.

"no.. I don't pray always..." She answered calmly.

"oh! Then what's the reason of today's prayer?"

She gasped and told the incident of Mahnoor in her university.

He looked inspired from her:" You've such a nice heart Umeed! You prayed for her even you don't know her

personally"

"I don't do this for her but for her family, she shouldn't do this just for the sake of boy" she remained calm.

Shayan looked her carefully, her face was in the circle of scarf and she was wearing full sleeve's long shirt and

cigarettes pant.

She was beautiful but she had something except beauty, which enlightened her whole personality.

He was first time looking her carefully, she was puzzled by his gaze.

"I think you're getting late..."

Her voice broke his trance and he boggled:" Yes! Honey would kill me.."

She smiled and looked his back and amazingly, she didn't feel anything for him.

Shayan came outside where Romana was waiting for him.

"you stay there for long..." She said in complaint's voice.

Shayan held his ears:" Oh sorrrryy..."

She smiled:" Okk I forgive you"

"thank you my lady..." He bowed down and she laughed.

He stood properly.

" by the way, your sister has such a nice personality, I don't know why you don't like her"

"please, at least you shouldn't start to taking her side.." She looked him with the eyes of " you too Brutes"

"ok! I'm not taking her side but I'm just saying she's so nice girl, you shouldn't have  resentment about her in your

heart" he made her understand calmly.

"I think I should go back to my room instead of going outside with you" she said in harsh tone.

"ok... I'm not saying about her anything, now cheer up your mood" he said.

She smiled and thought in her heart:" You don't know Shayan! I'm not only dislike her but I hate her..."

The badness of her heart was darkening her beautiful face.

*****************

At the night time, she again prayed for Mahnoor and thought to visit her hospital next morning.

She came to the window and looked her best friend.

"hello friend.. Today was the day of realization, I realized that I shouldn't misbehaved with Faraz and I realized that

love is only matter of consent of heart.... I also learn lesson from Mahnoor's incident but main thing is that..." She

paused and smiled to see 11th of lunar.

"main thing is that I realized I never love Shayan..  It was only mirage of my imagination that someone would come

and take me with all of his love and respect, today when he was leaving I suddenly realized this thing, I was only

loved with my imagination not with his personality..."

She held the frame of window and continued:" Now I'm satisfied with my life, no need to shade tears because it

was only mirage and Umeed doesn't hope for mirage..."

She smiled brightly.... A beautiful and mesmerizing smile which reached from her lips to eyes.

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Swasan A path hate to love Ep 45

Recap:" Swara's decision"

She silently comes out and started to blow dry her hairs. He goes then  comes out after taking bath and finds her

doing bandage on her hands which was wounded last night because if stopping him to drink more.

Sanskar comes to her and takes out first aid box from her hand:" Let me do it"

Swara steals his glance and says nothing, neither restrict nor let him do it.

He slowly himself starts bandaging her every wound which he gave her.

After completion of bandage, he asks:" Is there anything left?"

He is asking like he's asking about the shopping list "is there anything left?"

Swara looks him with complaint eyes and he avoids to make eye contact with her.

He stands up and says:" I'm going dining area, you also come there"

She doesn't wait him to left and stands up from her place and leaves their room with her.

Theirs family have gone to their destination and now they're alone in this huge palace with lots of servants.

Sanskar:" Don't repent for not going Delhi because now you've to stay with me for few more days"

She looks him and again stays silent. Servant serves them food, she is just wiggling her food with fork,  Sanskar

notices it.

"take your food Swara"

Swara nods and silently start taking her food although the particles of food is sticking in her throat, she has to take

water to take her breakfast completely.

After breakfast, he moves and she again reaches to her room. She knows what to do but how to do it? She is

empty after this question.

Their days and nights are passing slowly, without making noise.... She stays silent and the early marriage days

comes between them again when they had nothing to talk.

In nights, he comes to her, takes his need and slowly falls asleep but nowadays she feels that now she has to take

sleeping pills for sleep.

Her sleep becomes unstable in night and she stays like puppet in day. What Sanskar says, she silently does without

any argument or restrictions.

Her feelings raises many times in her heart, it's not easy to kill our feelings specially when the person sleep beside

us.

Sometimes, he becomes so soft like velvet and sometimes stiff as rock but she becomes used to of it and says him

nothing.

After completion of his work, he decides to visit Mysore for one day before leaving this place.

He's noticing her silence after that night very badly. She fulfills his every wish without any restrictions but he is not

happy with her puppet like attitude. He understands that she's still in trauma because of that night and he feels

badly if he doesn't take her out from this trauma. Then that night always stands between them.

He tells her to be ready for visiting of Mysore and tonight they would leave for Delhi.

She slowly nods and starts packing their clothes.

He jerks to see her and says:" There's lots of servants to do packing, you just get ready, we're leaving in 20

minutes"

Swara leaves the beg in the same condition and goes dressing room for changing the cloth. Within 10 minutes, she

is ready to go.

She is wearing pink churidar dress and ties her hairs in ponytail as usual. After that night, she doesn't do any

makeup or put jewellery to look beautiful for him.

Sanskar comes to her and makes her sit on the chair or dressing table.

He slowly disentangles her hairs from rubber band and says:" You look beautiful in open hairs"

He takes out her jewellery box from draw and takes her wrist in his palm.

"why don't you make your bangles now?" He selects pink bangles for her and starts making her wear.

"because it's hurt when it breaks in a wrist" her voice is emotionless as well as mixture of pain as the breaking of

crystals.

Sanskar numbs to listen her and stops making her wear bangles.

" then I would  order gold's bangles for you"

Swara stays silent and she doesn't know how does her order and when?

After few minutes, he is wearing her gold's bangles.

She never like gold bangles in her whole life, she was always fanaticised by the sweet sound of crystal bangles but

she says nothing.

He takes out her anklets:" I love the voice of your anklets, it tells me where are you and I can easily find you" he

bents down and makes her wear her anklets too.

The deep inside her heart, someone whispers in her ear:" He bows down just for you, always king bows down to

his queen. If he doesn't feel shame to do then he really loves you"

But she doesn't reply to the voice of her heart. At the end, he puts sindoor and she closes her eyes with mixture of

pain, joy and love at the same time.

Sanskar encircles his hand around her waist and closes her. It's her way to show his rights on her in front of the

world.

Both go towards the car and he opens front door for her.

He looks her who is stay silent and also stays silent.

They visited many spot of the Mysore but she stays silent during whole trip.

He rubs his vein of brain again in the tension and tries to control his rage.

He stops the car and looks her, this is unpopulated area and only sound of chirping birds and nature, they can hear.

"Swara.." He holds her hands, Swara lifts  her eyelashes to see him.

"Why are you become so silent?" His voice is softer than velvet.

"Because I've nothing to say" she says in dull, tired voice.

"really?" Sanskar looks her suspiciously.

Swara nods and looks from the window of car.

Sanskar again rubs his vein but says nothing. He starts the car and they stay silent during their journey until they

reached Delhi at their home.

Lavanya welcomes them. Don't know why Swara feels much better to reach in the home. Home... The most

comfortable and peaceful place in the world, either it's palace or cottage, nothing is like home in this world.

Lavanya is unpacking their bag, she wants to stay alone in her room:" Lavanya.."

Lavanya gets alert:" Yes ma'am.."

Swara:" Do it later, I wanna take rest.."

Lavanya nods and leaves. Sanskar comes inside the room and finds her sleeping peacefully. She doesn't wear her

nightdress pr remove her jewellery before it.

He goes to his side of bed and the whole journey tired him alot too but there's something else which bothering

him too.

He looks her again and starts stroking her hairs. She wiggles by his touch and opens her eyes slowly.

She is about to get up but he holds her slowly:" Sleep my sweetheart..."

He puts her head on his chest. Finally they're in their home. A lovely place in the world which can give peaceful

sleep easily.

She closes her eyes to completing his order, Sanskar notices it badly:" Why are you behaving like that Swara?"

Swara opens her eyes:" Behaving like what?"

Sanskar:" Like..like dummy"

Swara spats:" I just try to become an obedient wife"

Sanskar jerks again because he has to rub his vein again and again to calm his rage. His heart and his ego are

pushing him to make her scream again and she would become normal that time but he suppresses his all evils

feelings.

"an obedient wife huh?"

Swara nods and he holds her again but leave after few minutes of struggle when she stays silent and motionless.

"who the are you?"

" you wanted me like that? Aren't you? Then I become like this... You should be happy now,  Just as per our deal"

Swara says in motionless voice.

Sanskar already forgets the deal, now she suddenly reminds him and he can senses the challenge in her tone.

Sanskar holds her arm and tries to stay calm:" Listen Swara! Deal is over now, you don't need to stay like that" his

voice shown his inner tension.

A small glance of smile comes on her face:" Then let me go.."

Sanskar doesn't understand her words at one:" Huh?"

Swara looks into his eyes and says boldly:" Then let me go Sanskar..."

"I can kill you Swara, but i won't leave you" he says sternly.

"then kill me Sanskar.." her voice numbs his heart.

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Yaaram Ep 15

It's time in Christmas and weather was much cold then she thought. She always found to eating peanuts in

university and because of her long list of friends, she had to share those peanuts with them and she didn't afford

to buy 1 to 2 kg peanuts for it. So whenever she saw alone place, she puts some peanuts. One day, Aliyan caught

her of doing this:" You're so clever to eating like this"

"no I wasn't.." She refused.

Amraha was student of English literature and Aliyan was of business. According to her habit, she visited whole

university once in a week otherwise she visited at least two departments must. But it was hard to find Aliyan in a

university. Sometimes, everyone could see him or sometimes, everyone was asking for him that where was he?

Now he suddenly comes in front of her and she felt happiness to see him. She gives her peanuts ho him and also

told him how much peanuts are famous in Lahore and how they heated up them and how they eat them by sitting

with heater in winters. Then she told him that in her childhood, she silently groped the waste of peanuts to find

fine one. Aliyan laughed for minutes to listen her:" Yes I believe this... I believe you did the same"

He laughed, then wiped the drop near his eye and took peanuts from her and filled it in his cross beg to leave for

class.

And then she saw him at that time that time she closed her book with amazed. It was time of 12 o clock and she

was reading book in her room and she saw him far from the window of her room. He lifted his head to see the

whole house, Amraha immediately offed the light of room. He was glaring every room of her house by jumping.

Then he did the same with other windows. Then he climbed the pipe to take a glance in the window of first floor

room. Amraha was astonished to see him like that because he was doing like a professional Spiderman. Then he

jumped to the floor and started walking. Amraha stepped back because he was coming towards her window.

Amraha widened her eyes to look him. He was standing behind her window, now she couldn't close the window.

She hid herself behind the wall and waited for few minutes. She wanted to see from window and stepped forward

and Aliyan suddenly came ahead of her and she shouted because he climbed to her window.

"Amraha.." Aliyan whispered in her ear.

"you there..?" Amraha stepped back two footsteps.

"you there?" He was about to fall but he held the window strongly.

The fireflies of forest which were sleeping sweet sleep on their beds, those had awaken in his eyes one by one.

"this is my room" Amraha.

"this is my house Amraha" he controlled his smile and jumped on the floor. He must got training from the monkey

of jungle. Amraha wanted to stay in conscious because she considers all this, as her dream. Her university fellow

came in her room and told her that it was his home. She went immediately to the window and looked to him. He

continued his activity and looked his watch after every move. He was jumping like mad in the time of mid night.

Amraha glared from window and said:" What are you doing?... Go from there"

He stopped to see her like any child who was listening the fairytale and lifted his face to think that might be he

could see any fairy around his head. If not then why couldn't he see that fairy?... Yes! He looked that fairy.

He looked her from the floor and she looked him with anger from window.

"Are you mad" she shouted in low voice.

"I'm mad" he said with the style of million pounds by lifted his eyebrow and suppressed his smile.

"oh! It's your home?" In her point of view, she was irritating him:" Then come inside by main gate"

"sure!" He folded his arms around his chest and waited for her new order.

"what the drama is this?" This time she shouted loudly.

He was acted like he got afraid from her and then put his finger in his ear and downed his head like he was clearing

his ear. Amraha offence to see this. She took the thick magazine from her study table and showed him like she was

gonna hit him. Aliyan offence to see this and looked her with seriousness by folding his arms.

"is this Juliet who stands near the window, is that Romeo who stands on floor?" The night asked in whispering in

the ear of time. Time shrugged and smiled to say:" Just wait.."

Amraha hit him a magazine and he ran away from there, she searched him by glaring from window but couldn't

find him.

After a while, she heard noise inside the house. She felt amused to listen noise at that time of night specially voice

of lady Mahar. She came out and Sadhna also came out from her room.:" What's happening?"

Sadhna:" Didi's don has come to wish her happy birthday"

Amraha:" When did he come?"

Sadhna:" Just now, come inside" Sadhna held her hand and both came inside the room of lady Mahar.

And... On the bed of lady Mahar, Aliyan was making her eat the tiny home bake cake. The window was opened and

they were busy in each others like there was nobody in this world. Amraha starred them.

"my son is also studying in your university" once lady Mahar told her. "university has proud to have student like

him. That assignment which he made for the research on new methods of business. University published it as book

to keep it in library."

Sadhna hugged lady Mahar and wished her. Amraha also wished her. Aliyan immediately hid his cake:" I take this

cake with me"

"you've your heart in this small cake" lady Mahar said happily.

"no.. Now ny heart is in this cake.. Mama! You know, what people called this house in university?"

Lady Mahar:" What?"

" Shuttlecock" he said innocently.

Lady Mahar:" Who does call my white house as shuttlecock?"

Aliyan looked Amraha.

"I don't say like that... This name was already famous in university.. I don't say" she said in puzzled tone. How this

mother son boggled anyone.

"Aliyan! Stay there" she held his hand into her and said. Aliyan laughed:" Are you really saying me to stay there?"

Lady Mahar:" Ok then go?"

He took his bag and stepped towards the window. Amraha looked him with amazed:" What's the way of coming

and going?"

" today, I would go by the door" Aliyan came outside from the room of lady Mahar.:" Where is your room?"

Amraha:" Why?"

Aliyan:" I wanna see its window"

Amraha:" Why?"

Aliyan:" Again why? I wanna see how was I looking from upside"

Amraha:" Same look as in front of me"

Aliyan:" How am I looking?"

"ufff.." Amraha got silent.

He glared in her room and observed that it was her room.

"are you son of lady Mahar?" She asked.

"yes!" He glared from the window of her room.

Amraha:" But her name isn't Margret"

Aliyan's smile was vanished to listen it. He put off his bag and gave her his remaining cake.

"this is backed by me"

Amraha:" Are you cook?"

"OK! I'm going" he leaved his hand like he was falling. Amraha controlled her shouting and glared from window. He

was going down through pipe. Amraha looked him.

" Thanks for goodbye, now you can sleep" he shouted.

Who was saying him goodbye? Amraha was only watching the conjuring of that monkey. She was about to close

window.

" I don't know how am I looking from there? But you're looking just like the "girl at window" made by Tomas.. But

you're in rage and Tomas's girl was smiling." He handled his bag and clapped of his feet to leave.

"monkey..." Amraha called that cute spider man and murmured. She put the cake in kitchen counter because she

didn't have mood to eat something at that time of night. But she was stimulating think about Aliyan.

It was his house, that mean he was the adopted son of lady Mahar. She never thought to meet with Aliyan that

either he was living in any organization in which illegitimate and orphan children were upbringing. His style and

manners were showed him as a part of noble family.

Amraha amused to think that there was every second person like that, the one who was illegitimate or upbringing

without the family.

His name was Aliyan and his mother name was Margret.  What was the matter? Might lady Mahar gave him name

of Aliyan and taught him little bit urdu. She loved her children so much and children loved them. So one child could

change his name for her. Her other children also knew little bit Urdu. So Aliyan was illegitimate child of someone.

That's why he had surname of Margaret.

Aliyan was becoming her good friend and by knowing all this, she felt sorry for him. Only sorry, nothing else.

The soft breeze was blowing from open window and she liked to living in this white house.

Her room was big and the window touched the height of man. Her life was replete with different incidents, she

started looking there where Aliyan was standing. He was handsome and full of life. The French style in which he

showed his anger, it was his trademark. French people should learn from him that how to show anger.

published his writing. But she was thinking about his illegitimacy with abhorrence.

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Swasan A path hate to love Ep 44

Swara is still looking him but her expression is completely empty. The great sun is covering the darkness of night

but they can't get one single ray of sun because he chooses the room which is dark and the heavy curtains make it

darker.

His mobile rings but she doesn't move to see who's this on phone. Maybe Laksh or Shanaya. At the name of Laksh,

she thinks about Ragini and her family. But she knows Shanaya can manage everything. She doesn't want anyone

would see her in this state, specially her family. She lifts her cellphone and calls Ragini. But she immediately

disconnects the call because her voice can disclose her secret.

She calls Shanaya, she attends call at first ring.

Shanaya:" Where are you? I call many times on Sanskar's number, is he ok?"

Swara looks him again:" Yeah he's ok..." Her voice is emotionless and her tone is flat.

Shanaya understands and asks hesitantly:" Are you ok Swara? Did he..?" She couldn't complete her question.

Swara cuts her words:" Where is my family Shanaya? Did they ask for me?"

Shanaya:" Yes they asked, but I told that Sanskar is not well, so you're with him, they can see you in morning"

Swara gasps:" Do anything and send them to Delhi"

Shanaya:" But Swara..."

Swara again says in bit loud voice:" I know you can manage everything, manage it too, do anything and send them

from there"

Shanaya:" Ok I.." But before completing her sentence, she disconnects the call.

Swara looks him again whose heat of eyes can melt her heart but when his heat comes outside, it can burn her

heart. She realizes that the man whom she considers as her lord even doesn't deserve to calling human being.

He's only psycho person who has proud of himself, proud of everything he has and he can do.

It's good to have a proud but in limit. Whenever we start to cross our limit, it would always result the disaster. And

exceeded proud or arrogant aways result that person become devil or god. He's the mixture of both.

He closes his eyes slowly and looks her awakening. He smiles with his same signature smile and pulls her towards

himself by holding her arms. She neither restrict nor reciprocate to him. Just remains emotionless and let him do

what he wanna do.

Suddenly he realizes her state and very little guilt comes in his heart but he jerks it again. But as he reminds himself

the promise he made, he leaves her.

Swara stays emotionless, few moments silently passed between them and he reminisces the last night incident. He

repents, what he did last night, not for he hurt her, just he breaks his promise. Breaking promise and be dishonest

are real sin for him.

His phone rings and attends the call, he listens call silently and turns to Swara:" You family is going, don't you

wanna meet with them?"

Swara says in same flat tone:" I wanna sleep.." She turns her back to him and a little drop of tear again falls from

her eye.

He says something to Shanaya and looks her long black hairs.

He reminisces her confession of last night and smiles bitterly. He himself considers himself a god but this god who

made bond with devil to sell his soul.

He looks her back again and gasps, she said, she loves him but for him, love is nothing. How can he accept love

because after Meera he felt for many women but as he got them, his feelings banished from his heart. So how

could he accept love which winks like an artificial lighting.

He stayed in dark world and saw the real face of woman, for him, every woman falls for two things and he has both

things to make them fall.

But for this girl, he felt helpless first time, he wants her and feels for her also. He also thinks for her same like that,

he wanna leave her because it's not in his rule to hold down any innocent girl, but this is different thing that in his

point of view, no woman is innocent.

But whenever she insulted him, his ego hurt and his inner devil pushed him to show her earth.

It's said that when god created man, he pours some of his own qualities into his creation. Proud is one of them, he

has been this quality since his childhood. But when first time he saw the real face of life, when someone left him

first time. Then he realizes his own price in the market of life, that time he decided to sell himself.

He sold and every price of him, gave him more wickedness. Many times, his inner goodness raises in his heart but

he supressed it always because he's afraid... Yes! He's afraid, whenever any devil wanted to be a God, he always

afraid deep that this inner goodness can harm his monarch.

For this girl, he's different from others, he doesn't love her because he doesn't believe in love but on the other

side, he doesn't want to harm her intentionally. But he hurts her every time, why? Because she pushes him to do

that.

I told you, god gives quality of himself in a man that's the reason, man started to consider himself as god? But god

is alone, man want to be alone but in reality, he can't stay alone. So he seeks his devotee for this purpose. Who

can live with him but doesn't consider himself more than him.

He had lots of this type of devotee in his surrounding but he wanted the one who can devote him completely. He

proposes Shanaya and Shanaya showed him a new path.

He wants this girl and finds her satisfactory. He personally doesn't want to harm her but whenever she showed

him her ego, her pride. His inner devil just wanted to suppresses her pride, her ego and shows that he's the only

one who can rule.

He didn't want life partner, just a dummy who can devote him as well as obey him.

But we can't stay in black side completely, there's small portion of whiteness also. Which pushes him to take care

her because deep inside his heart he wants her and feels something for her until she challenges his ego. If he's

saying that there's no love, she should be accept but if she doesn't, then he would show how love would vanish.

He gets up slowly and takes out his dress from wardrobe. She's closing her eyes but he knows she's awakening.

Sanskar:" Are you ok Swara?"

Swara opens her eyes and looks him. He offs the curtains from balcony and she can see the beautiful structure of

his face as well as the cruelty of his heart in the rays of sun.

Swara nods in no, Sanskar comes to her immediately:" I'm calling the servant to..."

She stops and looks him, how can he forget everything so easily. He becomes disasters in night and next morning,

again become that loving and caring husband. The two different shades with the light and darkness of the time.

Sanskar looks her and again repents to break his promise.

Swara slowly gets up and takes her dress for changing. She goes to bathroom and opens the shower of warm

water. She allows water to flow on her body and mixes her tears in drops of water.

Last night, opens her eyes and now she can see which she couldn't see before because of cover of her love. Now

she has decided to do what she wants to do. Now she decided that either she would change him or leave him but

won't stay with him to molest herself more.

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Swasan A patn hate to love Ep 43

Recap:" Sanskar saw his family in his party and felt pain in his head" 

Sanskar reaches in his room, Swara follows him and comes close to him. His face is expressing his inner pain while

her face is expressing her tension for him.

Swara:" Are you ok Sanskar?"

Sanskar:" Why are they come?"

Swara:" Who?"

Sanskar looks to her face and says in cold voice:" Those Maheshwaries"

Swara doesn't understand:" But you said, I can invite them"

He shouts:" But I didn't know they would come"

Swara:" But Sanskar..."

He raises his hand and cut her words:" Call Shanaya"

Swara:" Sanskar.."

" I said call Shanaya..." This time he says more louder which frightens  her.

She slowly nods and goes to Shanaya who is busy with guests.

After seeing her, she excuses to them and they go to the side.

Swara:" Shanaya! Sanskar is calling you.."

Shanaya looks her worried face and asks:" Is everything ok?"

Swara tells her about the reaction of Sanskar after seeing his family. Shanaya also gets worried to listen it.

Shanaya holds her hands and says in firm but in very serious tone:" Listen to me Swara carefully... If you really love

him, then stay with him now. Because this time he should be need his wife instead of his partner, but..." She stops

to listen her innocent face.

Swara looks her with confusion:" But..."

Shanaya gasps and again tries to make her understand :" I told you about his behaviour with me, he didn't stay

with you like it, but if he's mentally disturb then he must show his real face or maybe your love would be vanish to

see his real face... I don't understand how to make you understand... But if I say he's animal then he's! Would you

handle him now? Otherwise I go to him?"

Swara still looks her with confusion because she doesn't get her many words bit she understands that if he needs

someone then it should be his wife who would be with him.

She presses Shanaya's hands and says in firm voice:" Don't worry I'll handle him.... You handle the party, because

it's Sanskar's dream.."

Shanaya tensely smiles:" Don't worry! I'll be handle it, you take care yourself and him but when he would become

drunk, stay away from him" she slowly pats her shoulder and goes to dj to loud the music because she doesn't

want to let people hear the noise of Skanska's room.

While Swara comes inside her room where Sanskar holds his head in his both hands to control his headache.

Sanskar looks her to come inside and asks in still cold tone:" Where is Shanaya?"

Swara comes to him and holds his hands:" She's busy with guests, I'm with you Sanskar! And you shouldn't need

anyone except your wife"

Sanskar looks her and Swara can see the clear pain in his red eyes:" Wife...huh? I had one wife, who already left

me for the sake of money and I bought second one..."

Swara looks him with wounded eyes that how can he say it so easily.

He stands up from his place, rubs his vein of brain and shows his back to her:" Go from there Swara! I'm ok now.."

Swara:" I won't.." Her tone is stubborn and firm.

Sanskar turns and looks her with anger, he goes towards her, holds her shoulders and looks into her eyes:" Try to

understand Swara! I don't want to hurt you, just go from there"

Swara nods in no and he pushes her in anger:" I told you, I don't like your sympathy which you show me time to

time... Just get out from there"

Swara looks him with unbelievable expression and again says:" And I told you, I wont go because it's not

sympathy"

Sanskar holds her arm and lifts her up. He opens the door and drags her towards outside:" Don't come here

again..."

Swara looks him helplessly:" This is love Sanskar..."

Sanskar stops to listen her, for few moments, he stays stills in the same condition and she slowly frees herself from

him.

Sanskar comes to sense to hear the voice of shutting door. She closes the door and now holds his hands slowly:"

This is love Sanskar.."

Sanskar looks her and the heat of his eyes are increasing in every moment. He jerks her hands and goes to bed:"

Make a drink for me.."

Swara looks him with shock because she didn't expect this from him.

Sanskar:" Didn't you listen? Make a drink for me.."Swara looks her and that fear is placing in her heart which she possessed in the initial days of her marriage because

he's behaving same as he acted in first night.

Swara takes out the bottle and first time, she touches the bottle of this special thing.

She doesn't understand how to make drink, Sanskar instructs her.

She makes drink and gives her but he nods in no:" Drink..."

Swara looks her with unbelievable expression.

Sanskar repeats his words again:" Do you love me... Then drink it"

Swara doesn't want to drink it but she thinks that if this can prove her love then she should drink it.

She closes the glass to her lips but he takes out glass from her hands:" If you aren't my wife, then I surely allow you

to do it... So be my wife, don't try to be my beloved, otherwise you don't know what I do with my so called

beloveds"

Swara feels bit fear in her heart but she wants to prove her love in any condition, so she forgets everything what

Shanaya told her and she believes on herself. But sometimes we don't understand the very little difference

between confident and over confident.

Sanskar orders her to make more and she does the same until he drinks enough.

But he still wants more but this time she stops him:" Sanskar it's enough now.."

Sanskar looks her beautiful face:" Who the hell are you to stop me?"

Swara controls her heartbeat:" Your wife Sanskar.."

Sanskar:" I already divorced my wife... No actually she left me, who are you? My new girlfriend?"

Sanskar looks her again and her image is blaring in front of his eyes.

Sanskar says again:" Well! I don't care who are you, just come to me"

Swara numbs because of his every words and doesn't move.

Sanskar says again:" I said come to me..."

Swara comes to him and he immediately holds her, now he recognises her:" Oh! You're my wife Swara Sanskar

Maheshwari..." He pushes her to bed and stand up from his place.:" I'm leaving you because you're good girl and I

don't want to hurt you" he says in unstable tone and he again holds his head because his body wants flesh.

Swara stands up and holds his hands:" Sanskar.."

He jerks her hands because her touch increases his desire.

Swara:" Sanskar, don't do to yourself"

Sanskar senses the pity in her eyes:" Again sympathy Swara? Don't make me angry on you"

Swara says in firm voice:" I love you Sanskar.."

Sanskar pushes her on the bed:" Love...huh? Ok! Then let me love you and then let me see this love would be

vanish in the air"

He again comes to her, pins her beneath the bed and holds her arms with tight grip.

Swara doesn't understand how to deal him, now she's understanding what Shanaya wanted to say to her and why

last time Sanskar pushed her out from their room.

He bites her neck but this time she pushes him:" It's paining Sanskar.."

Sanskar looks her with same heated eyes:" You love then bear me... This is first punishment of your love my

sweetheart.."

Sanskar is completely drunk and she first time, gets know why God forbids alcohol. This is not their first time

intimacy and she is tasting the bitter taste of love which is moaning with his every move.

First time, she shows restrictions to him because inside her heart she has belief on her love but he gets irritated by

her mantra of love. He only believes on himself, he hates the word love, how can he tolerate from his wife?

The louder voice of music can easily suppresses the noise of their room. He not only uses her and his torcher is

more than physical. He again breaks everything of room and Swara tries to stop him every time. But when he starts

beating her, this time she stops because her every restriction, increasing his cruelty.

"isn't Shanaya told you that I don't like sympathy but I hate love.."

When he fulfills his every need and takes out his depression on her then a tear break from her eye and absorbs in

the pillow.

She looks her and knelt down because there are so many tears in her eyes to flow out them.

Now she understands why every time, Shanaya smiles bitterly when she said to her that Shanaya has highest level

in his life. She said to her that she tolerated many things to reach on this level and she can understand now which

thing she experienced. She advised her to stay away from him when he became drunk but she had confident on

her new and fresh love instead of her.

Tears are flowing from her eyes and her sobbing is increasing by thinking about the first night and that night which

is most horrible night of her life. She slowly touches her wounds which are given by her husband or her beloved.

She doesn't know why and when but she considers him as her lord and she is starting to devotion herself to him

but this night, her idol breaks down. She's sobbing not because the pain but seeing her breaking idol. And whenever

our idol break, it's most painful moment of our life but at the same time it's time of changing our thought because

that time we consider our beloved a human being instead of lord. She wipes her tears and looks his face with

empty expression. The one who's living his life just for fulfilling his demands of instinct, can we consider this type

of human being? Can we? Really...?

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Swasan A path hate to love Ep 8

Ep8

Swara accepted her defeat and after it, Sanskar met her parents and asked her hand for him. It was easy to get her

to this type of person, so she is there in his house in front on his family and her also. And now his brother and her

sister wanted to know their love story and she can't understand how to make them understand that there is

nothing like a love, their marriage is just a deal between them.

She gasps and looks their excited face, she wants to give them satisfactory answer which is also suitable to keep

her respect in front of them.

Ragini:" What happened Swara, After you met with jiju at the birthday party of your friend?"

Swara nods in no and says:" That was little bit filmy, Sanskar told me to dance, I refused there was small fight held

between us but after the financial problem of papa, as he supported us then I found him as good life partner for

me, so accepted his proposal"

She arranges the salad and puts it into fridge.

Ragini and Laksh unintentionally look each others and their eyes are witnessed that there's something fishy.

Laksh was satisfied because if he asked from Sanskar, he'll tell him. Ragini becomes worried because she got from

her words that she accepted this proposal just for gratefulness or covering financial problem of her dad. But she is

much satisfied to see the attitude of Sanskar and his family towards Swara.

Three of them come outside, Swara asks Sujata about to arrange the table for lunch, when she hears the voice of

Sanskar.

Laksh:" Oh finally Bhai! You arrived here"

Sanskar:" How could I say no to you?"

Laksh smiled and they both go towards the sisters.

Ragini happily greets him while she says nothing.

Sujata asks her to manage dining table but Sanskar stops her to do so.

She looks questionably to Sujata, Sujata turns to Sanskar:" Son! It's traditional that daughter-in-law of our house

manages the dining table"

Sanskar looks his mom and says in little cold but in low voice:" Mom! This is my house and there's lots of servants

to serve food and manages dining table, you don't need to say any work to her..."

Sujata nods with embarrassment but they sit on dining table and Lavanya serves them food.

One by one, everybody gives her gift according to ritual.

Laksh asks to Sanskar:" Bhai! Aren't you giving gift to Bhabhi?"

Sanskar:" Actually I didn't know about the custom, I'll give her later"

Ragini:" do you like the food?"

Sanskar smiles:" Yes! It's good..."

He says and takes a spoon of rice and thinks about the moment when he was used to eat food which made by

women of his house.

After dinner everyone gathered at lounge, while young party comes into their room.

Laksh brings basket of dry fruits from kitchen and starts to eating, Sanskar also joins him and he also asks from

girls.

Ragini takes some but Swara refuses. Sanskar looks her and reminds the moments of morning. He slowly takes a

plate from counter and puts some dry fruits in it.

Sanskar:" Eat, this is good for you.."

Swara wants to refuse him but she looks his firm expression and starts taking silently.

Ragini teases her:" Ohhh!! When lucky asked, you refused but for the sake of jiju, you took this. What an obedient

girl you're!"

Laksh and she laugh at her and give hi-fi to each others.

Swara and Sanskar smile to see them.

Sanskar's mobile rings and he gets up to listen the call. Swara looks him and hears the name of Shanaya.

She doesn't want to give attention to the phone call but just because of name of Shanaya, she started to listen him

because she only suspicious about the girl name which he took during sleeping. It is clear that if he takes her name

while sleeping then she must makes her awake normally.

He is talking about any function, she doesn't understand completely, after  listening the call, he comes to then and

sits on his place.

Laksh asks while eating almonds:" Who is on phone?"

Sanskar:" Shanaya... She was asking about reception"

Laksh looks him with confusion:" Reception?"

Sanskar turns to Swara:" After two hours, beautician would come to make you ready, we've to reach hotel before

guests arrive there"

Swara:" For what?"

Sanskar:" I arranged reception of us"

Swara:" You should inform me at least"

Sanskar takes his favourite pistachios and smiles proudly:" Now you get know? It's enough, you should be ready

now"

Swara makes face and gets silent..

Ragini laughs to see that:" You both are mad"

Sanskar smiles:" How do you say that?"

Ragini:" Look each others... You both don't seem like newly married couple"

Swara and Sanskar look each others and then avoid eye contact with each others because they're not normal

newly married couple in reality.

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Ragini asks to Sanskar:" Jiju"

Sanskar:" Hmm.."

Ragini:" You didn't invite us for your reception?"

Sanskar:" Actually... This reception is just a formality of get together of business tycoons and elite class, many of

things we've to do in this type of party because of clients, that's why I didn't invite my family to come here, Swara

have to become part of this reception and as my wife, she would attend this type of parties in future too. So, I'm

taking her there, otherwise I wouldn't take her there"

Ragini:" Hm..."

After spending quality time with each others, both families go to their respective house.

Although Laksh and Sujata were there. In his house, he specially designed one room for Laksh, whenever he comes

here, stayed in his own room. Although Sujata comes first time. So she's staying in guest room.

Beautician and designer come to Swara and Swara looks her dress which she's gonna wear in party.

It was white gown with diamond jewellery. Laksh comes inside for calling Sanskar and looks the dress:" Wow

Bhabhi! It's beautiful"

Swara:" Hmmm.."

Laksh:" Surely, it's Shanaya's choice"

Swara:" Shanaya?"

Laksh:" Actually Shanaya is right hand of Bhai, actually we were sure Bhai wouldn't marry but inside my heart, I

was sure if he would marry someone, it would be Shanaya but you made us wrong but I'm happy that he chose

you"

Laksh is continuously talking but she's not listening because her mind is confuse about the mystery of Shanaya.

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