Swasan ff: An Incomplete Scrapbook (A Sense Of Brutality) Episode13

Sanskar's POV:
Now my mission was transparent like water. I knew exactly what I had to do. After all job was job. But by kidnapping this target, many other mysteries could also be solved. In addition to that I didn't have to labour hard to trace this target unlike Mayuri. I already knew about her whereabouts and her desperate desire for alcohols. I again followed her that night and as expected, I found her inside the bar in a heavily intoxicated condition. But as I had experienced before, that she was having an exceptional tolerance power even after gulping so much alcohols, so, I didn't want to take any chance while kidnapping her. I used chloroform in a handkerchief and proceeded towards her. As expected, she recognized me from a distance even in that subconscious state. "Smart Girl", as I already knew this. But the thing which surprised me a lot was that she called me ..., a follower. It signified that she had recognized me earlier as well when I was following her to extract more information regarding her. It was not a good sign for my profession. However the kidnapping was done peacefully. In my history of killing & kidnapping, this kidnapping was probably the easiest one as she didn't protest me or I could say she didn't have that much strength left in her body to oppose me after consuming so much alcohol. Through out our travelling, she was unconscious due to the effect of chloroform. Good for me. As she couldn't recognize this route & about the way to darkworld anymore in future. I threw her in the dark cellular jail and handcuffed her hand. This was the place where we kept the kidnapped persons. I closed the door and went to handle one more culprit who had betrayed my captain.

Swara's POV:
As soon as I regained consciousness, I found myself in a darkroom, like darkness prevailed in that room in such a way that a faint light also couldn't dare to break the kingdom of darkness. I couldn't see anything. So, I thought might be I was in my room and might be some friends had dropped me here. My head was paining a lot. But wait!! How could my medical friends know this address? It meant I wasn't in home. Then where was I?? Now I was scared. I tried to get up from that place to wash my face so that I could sense & view the things more clearly. But why was I not able to get up? Oh gosh! My hands were handcuffed.. I tried to remember the incidents happened with me in the bar.

After my friends left me to go for long bike rides, I saw that black covered man and now I was handcuffed in this darkroom. It meant my intuitions were true. Indeed that man was following me. But why? What did he want from me? He behaved nicely with me earlier and also dropped me home. Then again why did he keep me here? Did he want to molest me? I looked myself but due to darkness I couldn't even see myself properly. With much difficulty, I touched myself and found that my clothes were intact with my body. The party dress which I had worn, wasn't torn by anybody. It meant nobody had misbehaved with me. Then why? Why was I handcuffed here? Did he want money? As I was a billionaire girl and in media also this news was spread. So, might be he wanted money. The will and it's clauses were unknown to media as we kept it as secret. Bloody fool! He kidnapped me for money but he didn't know that I hadn't inherited the property till now. I screamed at top of my voice so that I could know why did he kidnap me? But to my utter surprise, he didn't come even after my so much screaming. I was tied and at the same time I was tired as well. I wasn't able to scream anymore. At that moment the door opened & I listened the voices of two men. Gradually the sound was buzzing nearer to me. So, I sensed that they were coming towards me. I gathered courage and shouted ,"Who was there? Why did you kidnap me? What did you want from me?" That time a faint light was flashed on the room. I saw the face of those 2 men. But where was the black covered man!?? As his physical structure was different from these two men. So, I could bet that he wasn't one of these 2 men. I again yelled,"What did you want? Did you want money? I didn't have enough money with me now. But whatever I had, you could take it. Take all those money but leave me from here." Before I could say anything further, I could see that one of them was viewing me in luring eyes like he would strip my clothes in those hungry eyes. Now seriously I was damn scared. Were they going to mass rape me? No... This thinking was so horrible that I couldn't even dare to think further.. But nothing was in my hand. I didn't know what would they do with me? Sense of fear was not new thing for me. I was dejected multiple times from my father. But now I was scared for the brutality & the torture, they were going to provide or do with me.

My thoughts were broken when one of them touched my bare leg and this sense of touch was something uneasy and I could guess what they were going to do with me.I shouted," Please, leave me. I have never harmed you. Why are you doing this to me?" But as if they would care.. That person was touching me sensuously and I was helpless. I again screamed and then that person slapped me hard. That person mocked,"You are going to die. You can't leave this place. So, its better to listen to us and to cooperate with us. So may be you can live for some more days." And after saying these things, he was laughing continuously. I shouted, "You morons! Before I could be a meal for your luring eyes, it was better to die." He couldn't take this rage of mine and again slapped me hard and continued, "Don't show your philosophy to us. The person who captivated you here was more brutal than us. So, why don't you bear our sweet torture? Anyways you are going to die for sure as nobody is able to leave this prison alive. Once you have entered here means you will die for sure. It's better to satisfy our inner desires before your death." And he was laughing evilly.

I didn't know he was laughing on me or due to my helplessness. But I was shocked in his one statement that the black covered man was more brutal than these 2 persons. It meant he had some hidden motives to help me earlier. I was scared, not because I was going to die but because I had to bear their torture now. That person sealed my mouth. So that I couldn't shout and he could satisfy his inner desire without any disturbance. Just then their phone ringed. Though I wasn't able to listen their talks but I could sense that some one was asking them to come out from here. After cutting the call, that man told to the person who was touching me that, "Sanskar has called.. Leave her. We have to go from here now. It's his target. You know what I mean." After listening to this, the person who was touching me inappropriately, left me but before leaving me there, he said,"Wait.. I will again come to tame you." They went by giving me an evil look and also switched off the light. I was lying on floor. I didn't know what more stuffs future would bring for me. I was hell scared, frightened and terrified to face this barbaric, cruel and harsh brutality...

Credit to:Kashis

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I'm hope episode 18

It was very hot day like sun came to visit earth and specially the beach of Karachi. But despite of this hot weather, he was leaning against the rock of beach.
He was come here in the time of lunch break, after the last semester of his university, he joined office, until his result will reveal of bba.
His father wanted to get him married after his graduation but he wanted some time because he was still confused about the approval of Umeed about their  new relationship.
He wanted to watch the time but he didn't realize when he dialled her number. He realied this thing when she said "hello" from other side.
He boggled with her voice then put his phone on his ear.
"hello Umeed.." His voice was mixture of confusion and love.
"why did you call me?" Her voice  was stern but flat.
"I'm on beach, do you wanna join me?" This sentence just slipped from his mouth, might be it was in his heart already.
"why?" He received only  one word from other's side.
He didn't understand what to say, he thought for a while to make excuse.
"I think you've so much time to waste but I don't have" the jerked voice of her came out from other's side because of long silence of him.
"Because I want to see you here, there is beautiful beach house of us, I wanna show you" this time his voice was confirmed like he wanted this and he would get it.
The few minutes of silence passed between them and he could feel the hot breeze which was touching his face.
"hmm.. If I'll say no then?" She said.
"then I would respect you" he said truth.
"don't you wanna show your right on me?" This time her voice was challenging but he didn't wanna accept this challenge.
"no I won't until.." He said calmly.
"until?" Her voice was possessed very beautiful question.
"until you'll accept our relationship" his voice was calm.
He could hear the gasping sound of her after listening him.
"you're misunderstood the situation, well! I'm coming there then I'll make you understand something" after saying this she disconnected the call.
He was confused by her last sentence, is there any misunderstanding left between them. Thought he was curious but still the small smile came on his face because his beloved was coming to her.
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Umeed was confused about his demand but she shrugged her shoulders carelessly because she knew very well about the nature of Faraz.
She was sitting on the seat of her cabin in her daddy's office. After that incident, her daddy was only looked her with reprimanded eyes. Though she was innocent but his eyes sank her in the depth of shame.
She hang her shoulder bag, took her keys of car which was gift of her 21st birthday from her daddy. She smiled ruefully, then stepped towards the door.
It took fifteen minutes to reach at beach because their office's building was near to beach.
After fifteen minutes, she was at the beach house of Agha Faraz.
She didn't need to knock, his husband already awaited for her one day old wife.
"welcome" he tried to smile but very faint smile came to his face.
She scrutinized his face warily to know about the situation which made him demand to call her in this alone place.
He peered at her while she only took a glance of beautiful farm house.
Both sat on the delicate but amiable couches, both were opposite of each others.
The farm house was brightened with the sunlight,  which was reflected his lovely features while his heroine was in the shadowy part of the lounge.
"your farm house is lovely" her words possessed appreciation but her tone was flat.
"ours Umeed, you forgot" his voice was fidget, the sunshine touched his face to give him a bit courage to spit out all those words which he wanted to tell his princess from years.
"hmm.." She utters vague words.
Few minutes of silence passed heavily, Umeed watched time, it was their lunch break but that didn't mean they could stay there for long.
"Do you wanna say something?" She said brusquely like she was talking with any stranger.
His fidget eyes filled with angst.
"I just wanna  see you, if I wasted your time then I'm sorry" he stammered while observing her beautiful features.
She fumbled his words, looked his expression then slowly exhaled.
"who are you of mine?" This time her voice was polite as well as molten.
"best friend, lover, husband as well as stranger or enemy which snatched your respect in your father's eyes" all these words were prodding in his mind but his mouth didn't utter one of them.
He only disgruntled her face then waited for her to utter next sentence what she was exactly considering him of her.
She waited for few seconds but when she only found his cold breathes from other side, she opened her mouth to clarify something important.
"Look Faraz!" She said and he followed her order abruptly.
"you're my husband either I wanted this relationship or not but this was written in our destiny, this isn't a movie where we are in the relationship and behaved like stranger. I know sometimes, I became petulant to you but that doesn't mean I don't give importance to our relationship, I accepted this relationship, that's a conclusion so please don't behave like this with me" her tone was neither soft nor morphine but formal and polite.
He gasped "have you really accepted this relationship?"
"hmmm.." She answered curtly.
"then may I tell you something?" This time he crossed spun between them.
He took her hand, entwined every finger in him, she was flinched by his act but said nothing.
He knelt down, while she was sitting on the couch, his neck tilted to see in her eyes directly.
"Listen carefully Umeed" he muster up some more words to describe his feelings towards his angel.
"Agha Jan wanted our wedding but I know you want some time, though this relationship was based on our approval but I know you only said yes because of your current situation in your house, so I'm not sure it's right time to get married or not I just wanna when you come in my house it would be approval of your heart instead of any dishevelled situation. As I was thinking on this topic, I became frantic to think on this you're not happy, my happiness ended when I thought my only love is not happy and I'm the reason of it" once he started, he was surged by words he wanna tell to her.
Her expression was changing with his every word while she didn't wanna hide this feat of her face.
"that day, you know that day when..." The words stuck between his thought.
"yes! I know" she strangled her tears in her throat to remind about that day.
"after that day, I couldn't sleep properly just thinking about your sorrow, your sobbing because of me, how could I be so selfish to do that but I couldn't get courage to apology from you, it was Romana's plan or not but it's truth that I was stuck in her trap because of my selfishness to get you. It was not so much time when I realized my love, my affection moreover my lunacy for you, but at the day of our Nikah, I broke out just because thinking about how selfish I'm! I just thought about my desire, my love and my happiness. Yesterday night when Agha Jan told me that he wanted his daughter in law in his house as soon as possible, I was stunned because.." His voice became husky and sight hazy just because onslaught of emotions at once.
She unintentionally pressed his hands to encourage him to say more, he gulped and continued.
"I was stunned because it was happening so soon and I knew you needed time to accept this alliance between us but I realized that it was my selfishness too to give you time because I want when you come to me, your heart would be filled with my love as my heart that time I thought to know about your opinion. Now decision is in your hand, this time I don't open my mouth or decide about our destiny, this time everything is wholly depending on you and I would accept your every decision" at the end, his words become woozy because of the moist of his throat.
She peered him silently for few seconds then stuttered slowly.
"are you really that nice?" Her voice was completely overwhelmed by emotions which could clearly shown on her face.
"huh..?" He looked her confusingly after her unexpected question instead of answer.
"I asked, are you really that nice or you're just with me like that?" This time she added some more words in her question.
The small curve of his lips, she could clearly glare after her question.
He gasped and answered while rubbing her index finger of left hand by his thumb of right hand.
"it's only for you"
This time her lips rumbled unintentionally and she didn't realize that her smile was reaching to her eyes.
Yes! Every night always have some shine of stars in its shawl, no matter   how much darkness was existed there.


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Behind The Mist Ep 5

    
       She's so happy since she wore the necklace, she feels like flying up in the air and wishes never to land. Everything surrounding her is looking beautiful to her. She can breath her happiness to the depths as if she has gotten a hidden treasure. She wants to tell the whole world that she's in love, she's neither shy nor confused, rather she's confident; confident that she has gotten the perfect love, the man created for her only, the man who loves her boundlessly and will always do, the love that will always be there for her, the love that no one can snatch from her, the love that is not only for her but for her family also, the love that honors her prestige, the love that is none other than Aazam.
  
       Her past thoughts and perceptions about Aazam have totally changed now. Apart from all his past activities and hobbies, she has decided to move on- with all his vices and virtues because love needs no explanation, she thinks. She has been rational while dealing with such sentiments but now after her prudent judgement she has got to the conclusion that her love bears no flaw, or if it even does, so according to her, one should love a person with all its vices and virtues. She's confident now that she has not made any hasty judgement and believes also that what's hers can not stay far away from her.
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   Fahad is standing in the corridor and is busy in reading a book in his hand.
    
  "Fahad..!", he listens someone calling him, he raises his head from the book and sees Sara coming to him. He closes his book and give a smile to her.
    
 She comes next to him and they both exchange greetings.
   
"Have you seen Jiya today?", Sara asks Fahad.

"Mmmm... No, I've not seen her today?", says Fahad looking around him and recalling.

"Why are you asking about her? You should better know whether she's here or not today.. I'm noticing something now a days..", he adds.

"What?", asks Sara with questioning eyes.

Fahad smiles and says shuddering, " I've noticed many changes in you and the first one is your ignorance towards your friends... ". She looks continuously at her face to her reaction but she too gives him the same stare with a mulish smile. When Fahad gets no answer from her he asks," Don't you think so??"

"No..", she answers shuddering. " I've been like this for always, nothing has changed in me..", she adds rejecting his idea.

"OK... So...", Fahad can't continue his words as his eyes fall upon a shimmery necklace around her neck and his eyes also start shimmering with it.

Sara notices his eyes and then puts her hand on her necklace and starts smiling proudly, she holds it and shows it to Fahad. " How's it?", she asks Fahad.

 "It's beautiful..", Fahad exclaims and his eyes are persistently on her necklace.
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And how am I looking wearing it???", Asks Sara looking into his eyes.

Fahad suddenly changes his sight and finds her eyes into his. He gets nervous for a while and then gathers himself to speak.

"Aaah.. Hmm. ... of course.. aaa....you too..hmm..", he says while looking here and there and coercing himself to smile so as to hide his nervousness.

"Heyy... Come on.. I don't have any wrong intention.. Fahad... Don't be nervous..", she says while laughing.

"Aaaa..I'm not nervous..... Not at all...", he tries to be confident.

"OK, leave it.. By the way I was asking for Jiya because I have to tell her something.", she says while cuddling her necklace.

"What?", Fahad says.

"Mmm.. First tell me genuinely, how's it??", she asks again.

"It's genuinely beautiful Miss Sara, now what do want to hear??", he says irritatingly.

"Have you ever thought that Aazam could have such a graceful taste while choosing jewellery??", she asks him excitingly.

"What???", Fahad gets astonished for a while. "You mean Aazam has gifted you this??", he adds pointing to her necklace.

"But I didn't say that I have been gifted this necklace..", she wonders how Fahad knows about this.

" Ooh Sara ... It's obvious from your behavior now  that you have been gifted this but, Aazam..", before he completes his words Sara interrupts him.

"Fahad I'm sure you won't believe because it's really beautiful.", she utters hastily.

"Yea.. It's really difficult to believe Sara..", Fahad says looking into her eyes now and he's not nervous this time but looks contented rather.

"Aaaa.. Fahad I want to say that don't discuss it with Aazam. I don't know he'll like me to discuss him with someone.. You know..", now Fahad interrupts her and says, "No, I'll not mention it, you don't worry.. "

            And there Jiya comes and takes Sara with her. Sara goes readily because she's to make her best friend aware that what she has got. But before Sara can share anything Jiya informs her that Aazam is looking for her. Sara doesn't pay heed to what she has to share with her friend because now she's on the way to Aazam.
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              She has checked everywhere she can to find where Aazam is when finally he finds him sitting under a thick tree in the garden far away from the hustle bustle of the university. She steps forwards vastly to reach to him but her steps slow down when she gets Aazam's glance on her. Her heart is beating to its fullest and she's having deep breaths. The same may be the case with Aazam too but visibly he's just wearing a nervous smile...
                                                       
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                   The mist starts dissolving now and gradually he's able to feel, see, hear and speak. That's his sweat he feels flowing on his body.As soon as the mist disappears he sees the wall in front of him painted with blood red color or rather with the blood itself. His hands are still in a position of shooting onwards the man before him, but the difference is that the man is lying on the floor now with eyes ready to burst out of his skull and with blood stains scattered all around him. Probably he shot him dead in head and perhaps the extreme of pain let the man's eyes look like bursting out. As his senses come to be normal, he's able to feel the sweet smell of fresh and hot blood mixed with the smell of gun powder and its smoke.

        The sight is unbearable for him now his hands again start shivering and let the gun fall down. His legs unconsciously step backward but the wall on his back supports him. He wipes his sweating forehead with his shivering hand and casts a glance upon both of his hands and then on the dead body before him and repeats this action several times. He feels something coming out from his stomach into his mouth and suffers from severe nausea at the moment and at once runs out of the room and starts vomiting under a tree in the backyard. For a few moments he feels his legs lifeless.
He stumbles and gives himself the support of the tree and looks up and has a sight of its waving branches. He takes a deep breath and sits down. He hides his face with his hands and starts weeping bitterly as he gets a tap on his shoulder. He turns to see and finds the same man standing there who enforced him to shoot the man dead. The man is smiling and he's hating his smile.

      "Be strong and brave... Never let anything make you shed tears.. You've done it well. One day you'll be proud of this. Come on now it's OK. You've not done anything wrong.", says the man with pride.

       The boy hears loud laughter coming out of the room and stands up and washes his hands from a tap. He wants to clean his hands but visibly his hands are already clear, he rubs them very fast and tightly as he wants them as clear as were before the gunshot. But his eyes are shedding continuously as if they know that nothing now can be undone, and that invisible stain will not be cleaned by any hand wash..

       That's the first time he faced and even done something like this.
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Swasan ff:An Incomplete Scrapbook (Nothing Lasts Forever) Episode 12

Swara's POV:
They say nothing lasts forever
We ' re only here today
Love is now or never
Bring me far away.

My phone ringed. The same ringtone from Danish Soft Rock Band Michael Learns to Rock broke down my sleep. Before I could pick up, the call was disconnected. But this ringtone had already interrupted my sleep. This ringtone was very special to me. Each and every line of this song was close to my heart. Actually the other name of life was change. I still remembered that day when my so called dad abused me and my mother rescued me from his clutches. That man forcefully confirmed my marriage with a big industrialist though I was a minor that time. My mother stood like a barrier between me and my dad's decision. Because my mom always supported me, so, her marriage alliance and her relationship with him gradually suffered. From that day onwards everything in life was changed except this ringtone. This ringtone gave me positivity and assured me that nothing was lasted forever.

Now I was realising that it was true. Around 1 month had already passed from that deadliest night. I was unable to inherit the property. I shouted on my mom. Some guys misbehaved with me in the bar and that black covered man saved me. Yes! That man also dropped me home and despite knowing about my secret place, he hadn't revealed anything in media. Many times I saw him around me. Sometimes I thought that he was indeed following me. But every time when I wanted to confirm this, I failed. He was found nowhere. At last I gave up his thoughts and gave myself consolation that it was a hallucination. Even from 2-3 days, I hadn't seen him.

But now everything had changed. I was continuing my medical study. So that after completion of it, I could inherit half of the property and could give my mother security. I also told sorry to my mother. Even if she was not my real mom, but till how long she could stay angry upon me. So, she forgave me. But I didn't want to be a cause for her sufferings. I knew that my so called dad had problem with my mom because of me. So, I said to mom that till completion of my medical study, I would like to stay in hostel to improve my studies by discussing with my friends. Though I was not staying in hostel and living in my secret home, but I hadn't revealed this to mom. I lied to her because if I would tell her regarding my living here in this secret home then she didn't allow me & even if she would have allowed, still she would definitely be heart broken. So, I lied to her to give her freedom from my worries & me. So that her relationship with my dad might improve in future. She had done a lot for me, not like my real mother, Shomi Suryavansi, who left after giving birth to me. There was no love in my life but my mom had every right to enjoy her relationship with my dad. So, I took this step. Only Ragini knew about all these things. She was such a sweet heart. Though she was my lawyer but she never exploited me like a real lawyer. She always supported me in think and thin like a best friend.

Again my phone ringed and my series of thoughts were broken. It was Ragini only on the other side. She was yelling that didn't I wake up till now? I told her, "Why are you shouting Ragini? It's Sunday. Please let me sleep for some more times. You know that today is holiday or not." The last line I told her teasingly. But she reminded me sarcastically that she was a lawyer and she was very good in memorizing the time schedules. If I had forgotten to attend the party at night and for that I had to go for shopping, she asked me.. Oh!! I had totally forgotten this. I thanked her for reminder and we decided to catch up within 2 hours for shopping.

After cutting her call, I saw the miscall and it was from one of my friends from my college. I called back her and she was asking me to pick her up for the party. I nodded positively & cancelled the call. "What the hell swara! How can you forget this party. Today's party is going to be celebrated at night for the occasion of a friend's birthday. After so long this party is happening and you have forgotten." I thought this. Earlier I used to party all night but after continuation of my academics, these late night parties had stopped as there were too much pressure to complete the backlogs. I even didn't have a new party dress to wear. So, I asked Ragini's help for shopping. While thinking all these things, I freshened up myself and went to meet Ragini to complete my shopping. In the Central Mall, I met Ragini.

While we were busy in shopping, I again saw that back covered man from the glass door of the mall. I abstained from thinking about him as I knew it was an illusion. But again I looked at that spot and this time he hadn't vanished. He had stood there only. I called Ragini to show her that man. But till Ragini had come to see him, he again vanished. Ragini, like always mocked on me. I showed fake anger to her but deep inside my heart, my inner voice was asking me,"Why I always see him only, not any other man? If it is an illusion, then why it is only him?" I couldn't get any answers of these questions but I didn't want to spoil my mood today by researching on him. So, I left this topic and in between we both completed shopping & I came home after bidding good bye to Ragini.

At night, I dressed up with that party dress which I purchased today. Apart from that dress, I only wore earrings and a ring in my middle finger. I made my hair style like pony tail. I put on minimal make up with smokey eyes look & light lip gloss to complete my dressing for this party. I left home and picked up my friend and then we both went to the party. The party had already started in the bar and some of my medical friends had already gulped certain amount of alcohols. As soon as we all reached, my friend cut the cake and the party was continuing in full swing. The DJ had already lowered the light. Some of my friends were also dancing with the beat of rock musics. After so many days, I had got a chance to consume alcohol. So, I was gulping one glass after another without thinking anything. The night was passing slowly. Some of my friends had already went home. Some of them were still dancing unconsciously and I was consuming alcohols by leaving all my worries behind. Then some of my friends asked me for long bike rides.. I refused them as I didn't want to loose the chance of drinking more alcohol. I didn't know when again I would get this chance due to my academics. So, after my refusal, my friends left.

Then I saw that black covered man again. I had drunk so much. So, I thought that I was hallucinating. But to my surprise he was coming towards me. However I didn't pay heed to my thinking as I knew that I was heavily intoxicated. But he came to me and put his handkerchief on my face. I had not enough strength to protest his actions due to the consumption of intoxicants. Then I told some words like follower and then everything blacked out...


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Swasan ff:An Incomplete Scrapbook (What To Believe?) Episode 11

Sanskar's POV:
As soon as we reached to the corner of the bar, I asked her," So Mayuri, what are you doing here? Have you come here to destroy any other family?" She was shocked by listening to this question and replied in a fearful way that what I was asking to her, she couldn't get that. I pressed her neck in rage and asked,"Now you can better understand me. Cut the crap and answer bloody hell." She said me to leave her as it was paining her. I laughed sarcastically by listening the word pain & snapped her back,"What is about that pain which you have given to my family?" She now opened her mouth with a mixture of expressions of fear and pain & said,"Trust me! I am also a victim of incidents. I have not done anything. Please leave me." I couldn't believe my ears. Was she pleading me to trust her?? And over the top she was saying that she was a victim of incidents. How pathetic!! I shouted,"Do you think I am a fool to trust you?" By listening to this question she only repeated her statements again and again to trust her. I couldn't take more of her nonsense talks. I shouted in fury that was she in a position to ask for trustability? She was completely silent by looking at my rage and also scared as anything could happen to her now. I again asked sarcastically,"If you want me to trust you, then tell me the entire truth. What I have seen on that day in the party, Is that a lie?" She again went to her hibernation zone and a single word wasn't coming out from her mouth. I presses her neck deeply and said,"Now you don't have any answer. Right. You can never be a victim. Women like you are destruction to our society. Speak up before I loose my temper." She was fainting in pain but I had marked a sudden change in her expressions. Earlier it was a sense of fear and pain but now it was converted to a sense of dejection.

"Yes! You are right. Women like me are shame to the society. But have you ever tried to know the causes behind this change? You can only see the outcome but never interested to know the entire truth." I was shocked with her answer and thought that was she really a victim of incidents? But I couldn't believe a person like her who was the sole cause for destruction of my family. I asked her to stop her bogus talks and to vent out the truth, not these bloody craps. She now said in a determined face,"Yes! What ever you have seen that day is truth. But I don't know that he is your father. That time I don't know that he is married. I have never crossed my limits. Please believe me." I was again hell shocked. If whatever talks she was saying, were true then she was indeed a victim. But could I trust her? Breaking my thoughts she again started,"I know how ruthless slayer you are. You can kill me and also nobody is there in this world to cry for me. Why will I tell lie to you when you are standing in front of me."

While she was saying all these things, I noticed that even if I had pressed her neck deeply still there was no fear in her face & like she wasn't feeling any pain. I was confused. Should I trust her or not? Then I decided that all these incidents were happened in my past and I couldn't change them. But my target was my present. By knowing about her relationship with Mayuri, I could easily solve these mysteries and also could make my captain happy. So, I opened my phone and showed her the photograph of my target and asked her,"Do you know this girl?" She nodded negatively but I could bet that her facial expression had changed like she had seen a ghost. I strangled her neck more tightly and said,"Don't lie. You know me. Right. Then you can imagine that I won't think twice to kill you and nobody can also find your dead body to mourn over your death."

Before I could say anything further and could know her reply, the manager of the bar announced to vacate the bar soon as police had raided it. He requested all of us to leave the bar through the secret door as soon as possible. Hearing the name of police, my questions were broken and my thoughts were diverted to escape from here. Taking this opportunity, she escaped from my grip and ran away. I couldn't run behind her as I had to go from here now otherwise my identity could be revealed. I narrowly escaped from the secret route of the bar and went from there.

While travelling, my thoughts were involved in Mayuri's answers. Those scenes were now coming to my mind when my mother was celebrating her anniversary alone with the photograph of my dad as my dad hadn't come home that day. Multiple times I had seen my mother was crying alone and nobody was there to support her. As I was only 10 years that time, I couldn't get why she was crying? Even if I asked her she always gave some stupid reasons like something had gone into her eyes. But gradually I understood that the aloneness was hurting her. However that time I couldn't get that why she was lonely as my parents had done love marriage. All these thoughts forced me to believe Mayuri. Might be she was saying truth, my inner voice pursued me to trust her. But I wanted to know the entire truth and how she was connected to my target? Only Mayuri could answer this. But she had already escaped from me today. Was I able to trace her again?

While I was thinking all these things, my phone ringed. As I was entangled in my own world, I picked up the call without even viewing the caller ID. The voice from the other side had broken my thoughts and brought me back to the present. It was my captain and now he was enquiring about the status of my target. By hearing my captain's voice, I could say confidently that he was not in good mood. I delivered all the information about my target by excluding the parts related to Mayuri. I didn't tell as I wanted to know the truth first before conveying it to my captain. My captain was annoyed as I couldn't give him any information about my target's father's whereabouts. My captain needed him as her father had betrayed my captain in money matters. Before I could say anything to my captain, he ordered me to kidnap my target and to vent out the whereabouts of her father. Before cutting the call, he ordered me,"Sanskar! Do what ever you want! But I need my money back urgently from that idiot."

What! Did I hear correctly? My captain had given me freedom to do whatever I wanted. Before some days my captain was saying not to harm the girl but now he was ordering me to kidnap her. Oh!! I was hell confused. But none of my business. As I had to follow my captain's orders, not to question him. And again this was a good news for me as I could vent out sectects regarding Mayuri from her directly. My car was gradually moving towards the darkness world & some words like 'Victim', 'Trust' & 'Kidnap' were beating my eardrums multiple times..

Credit to:Kashis

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Swasan ff:An Incomplete Scrapbook (Web Of Mysteries) Episode 10

Sanskar's POV:
For two seconds I became numb. I looked at my target, who was sleeping peacefully due to the overdose of alcohol. "Who were you? What was your identity? What were you hiding from the society?" These were some of the questions which popped up in my mind. The more closely I wanted to know you; the more mysterious and strange things were happening with me. When I could trace out one secret, you were throwing a stack of more mysteries in front of me. I had lots of questions, whose answers I didn't know. "Why was she staying in this house? Why did she tell lie to me? Why there was no photograph of her father and also not the contact number in her contact lists? What was Mayuri's photograph doing here? Why did she hate her?" There were bunches of questions whose answers could only be known from my target. But why would she reply to me? I couldn't ask her directly. Even I couldn't threaten her as my captain strictly denied to do those things. I thought that as if I was in Bermuda Triangle, where only objects went & disappeared but real causes were never found. The same thing was happening with me. I was surrounded by a web full of mysteries and the solution was unknown to me. "Hell! What would I do now?" I had killed many people in my life but unfolding mysteries were not my cup of tea. Time was running out of my hand. I once again searched the entire house to get any further clue. But this time fortune didn't support me. I could not take risk to stay here anymore. So, I took some photographs which I felt necessary and left her home. As it was an autolocked door, I didn't have to close it. I went to my car and started it to go away from that place even before anyone could see me.

In my car I gulped a full bottle of water to calm down myself. Nothing could be achieved by distress of mind, I knew it. So, I started to remember the sequence of incidents to get a clue. After so much struggle and hectic pressure of mind, I found out the connecting link to solve the puzzle & it was none other than Mayuri. Only Mayuri was able to answer my questions. But where would I find Mayuri? I didn't know her address. I only knew that she was an escort girl, who came to party & bar to enhance the hotness of the party. Apart from that I didn't know anything about her whereabouts? While thinking all these things, I had already reached to my place, my darkness world. I parked the car & went inside my room. I changed my clothes and lay down in bed..

"I saw my mother was coming with food plate & was telling me to complete it fast. I denied to eat as I didn't like those vegetables. My father came with lots of gifts and chocolates and told us to be ready now to attend the party. I was happy. Just then police came and arrested my father. I was crying to leave him but my mother was not objecting & then I heard a bullet sound and bloods were gushing on the floor." I woke up only to find me sweating heavily like I had just taken bath. This was a dream.. But it was not a mere dream. It was my past. The same past which I had buried in coffins for so many years. But because of this target, the same past was hunting me again. I wanted to solve the the puzzle as soon as possible. So, I decided to go to every bar and party in search of Mayuri. But then an idea struck into my mind. As my target knew about Mayuri, so by following her I might get any clue. Therefore, from today onwards my work was to follow her & to trace Mayuri as early as possible. The full night, I was unable to sleep. The next morning I woke up early to follow my target. I went to the same secret place where I dropped her yesterday. I waited there for 3 hours and around 12.30 PM she came out from her place & hired a taxi to go somewhere. I again followed her and the hired taxi stopped near a cafeteria. I saw the same girl, whose name I didn't know, was waiting for her near the gate of cafeteria. I had already seen the same girl, came out of my target's house with some documents at late hours of yesterday night. My target & that same girl went inside the cafeteria & were involved in some serious discussions. Though I couldn't hear it properly but their facial expressions showed that they were damn serious. "Oh gosh!! She had seen me." I thought when she kept the drink on the table and looked at the spot where I was standing to confirm her doubt. But luckily I escaped from her sight. She then went away in that same girl's car.

This chasing cat and mouse game continued for many days. I spotted my target with that same girl multiple times in all these days. But unfortunately I couldn't get a hint about Mayuri. Also I didn't view any suspicious activities going on in my target's life. Might be 20 days had already passed & in between I tried everything to get a single clue. Thankfully my captain was involved in other stuffs, so, in all these days he never called me to get the recent updates. I also saw my target was going to a medical college. Might be she was studying there. All my days were wasted by following her and the nights were destroyed in searching Mayuri. But I failed miserably in both these tasks. Many days were already passed without any information. I was hell frustrated. So, I decided to go to the same bar ,"The Barking Spider", where I had seen Mayuri once, to get any clue about her from the bartender. That night I went to that bar and went towards the bar tender to ask about Mayuri. But my fortune was damn good on that day. It was absolutely true that God helped those who helped themselves. And whom I saw, I could not believe. I was chasing her from so many days and now she was standing near a stone's throw distance from me. Finally tonight I could vent out secret from her mouth. I went towards her and held her hand forcibly. She was about to shout but I placed my hand on her mouth to stop her. As I already knew the reputation of this bar, so I knew that no body would care for this minor incident and as all were involved in their own stuffs, so nobody was there to stop me. I dragged her towards the corner of the bar where only darkness prevailed. But in those darkness also I could bet that Mayuri was damn worried and scared to see me there. She also knew that I could strangle her in a few minutes without leaving any proofs. So she remained silent and didn't object me.


Credit to: Kashis

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Swasan ff: An Incomplete Scrapbook (My Follower or My Illusion) Episode 9

Swara's POV:
As soon as I reached cafeteria, Ragini started firing her questions and philosophy towards me. I was frustrated and shouted back on her. But when I said her about life and death; she was totally mum that time. I could feel the heat of her eyes from her looks. She was worried and disturbed fully by my talks. From our so long days of friendship, one thing I have understood that if anything would happen to me in future, then except my mom if anyone else would be worried for me then it was none other than Ragini. Till now, not a single word had come out of her mouth. "Had I said too much?" I thought and to make the atmosphere right I cracked a joke. 'I wouldn't leave you soon, Ragini. My ghost would also disturb you. Never think that you could leave me so soon.' I said funnily. But just then I noticed that her eyes were moist. 'It was a bad joke swara,' after sometimes she said this by hitting my shoulder. I apologized her to make her cry but then she asked a promise from me. "Swara, I know you & your pain. You are not even listening to me and also not taking proper care of yourself. What if this disease will continue to the last stage? You know how terrific it will be. Promise me Swara, you won't hide anything about the disease from me and will tell me everything about the outcomes and when ever you will be in trouble, you will call me what ever may be the time & situation.", she said all these in a pleading way. I knew that she was my friend but this much care from her, I never expected. Though I could fully trust her, but I didn't want to make her worried for my disease. However, I couldn't let her down. So, I nodded in a positive way and she became happy.

By viewing her happiness I couldn't conclude whether I should laugh or cry as my family never gave me those care which I had expected from them but in the other hand, Ragini, a stranger, became my best friend and now was worried for me. I just gave a feeble smile and to divert the topic I asked her," should we discuss the clauses of the will for which we were meeting now?" She nodded and opened the file. When she was opening the file, I ordered two cappuccinos. After opening the file Ragini asked, "So Swara, now tell me what you have decided?" 'There is nothing such in the will to decide.' , I said in a sarcastic way. 'But you have to take a decision.', she replied. "Ragini, I have decided to go with clause 1 as I can't afford clause 2 & 3.", I yelled to her. After I said my decision to her, she smiled on me. By looking at her smile, I guessed that like she had already known my decision prior to my saying. And yes! I was so correct. Ragini said,"I know swara, you will only choose clause 1 because you don't love the property that much the way you hate your dad." This time she was absolutely correct. I actually hated him.. Hated him from time immemorial. Breaking my thoughts Ragini said," Congratulation swara, you are finally going to be a doctor. Hope then you will take your disease seriously." "But is it necessary to complete graduation in medicine?", I snapped back. "Don't tell me swara that you are leaving medical in half way..?", Ragini raised her voice this time while asking this particular question. "There is nothing like that Ragini, it's just that study of medicine makes me weak. I don't want to attach with emotions.", I replied.

This time what Ragini replied, that showed she was no longer saying in respect of friendship rather on the ground of a responsible lawyer of mine. She said that as my medical study would complete with in 1 year then I could inherit the property in 1 year. But if I would pursue any other degree then it would take minimum 3 years of time to complete graduation. As the clause said that after completion of my graduation only I could inherit half of the property, so I should go with medical study. This time I was unable to cut her words as she had a point with strong logic behind it. Just then the waiter served our order. After the waiter went, I nodded to Ragini positively and she was damn happy with my decision.

She sipped the cappuccino once and gave me some files to sign and made herself involved in completing some documents. I signed those files and returned back to her. As she was doing some important paper work of this will, I didn't want to disturb her. I sat silently & sipped the cappuccino by looking towards the surroundings. Some families were also present there with their children. Some couples were also enjoying. By viewing all these things, I became sad. As I didn't get these types of occasions to celebrate. I thought that people were coming here to enjoy, but poor me!! Here also I came for some legal purposes. When I was thinking all these things, my eyes fell upon a person, whom I knew."That black covered man." Suddenly I kept the cappuccino cup on the table and looked back that spot properly but alas! No one was present there. I thought that I was hallucinating. Breaking my thoughts, Ragini said that the paper works were done and she would submit it in court. She also adviced me to join the college again as soon as possible and to complete the backlogs. I nodded positively and we left the cafeteria.

As I hadn't brought my car, Ragini offered me to drop home & went to the parking lot. I was standing near the gate of cafeteria & again I saw him on the crossroads. Just then a vehicle passed and after that again he was vanished from there. I thought that my mind was playing game with me. Ragini had already come with the car & I got into the car. When we were crossing the high way, I again saw him standing opposite side of the road. Suddenly I asked Ragini ," Can you see that person?" And Ragini rotated her head to see but alas! He was not there. Ragini then mocked on me and said, "Swara, you have gone mad! The will & it's clauses plus the academics are affecting you." I said ,"whatever, Ragini." But deep inside my heart, my feelings were saying that I saw him and might be he was following me. How ever I couldn't deny Ragini as how & why he got vanished. Through out the journey, I thought about these incidents without knowing the conclusion and his intentions...

Credit to: Kashis

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Vampire Knight (2nd Night)

2nd Night
Yuki's point of view:
Next night, when I woke up, Kaname sent the dress designer to me who delivered me beautiful party gown.
This was beautiful long blue, strapless cocktail dress which made from the velvet.
"Blue for the blue bloods" I thought and threw that dress on my bed uninterestingly.
This is my own palace, my own property. I spent 6 years of my childhood there with my parents and my elder brother Kaname Kuran.
I was happy enough that time, my life was satisfied, away from any kind of worry and sorrow.
But that night, Rido Kuran who was my uncle came there to devour me but my parents sacrificed their life because of giving me a life, a human life.
I became human and Kaname erased my memory. I remember the day when Kaname brought me to headmaster who adopted me and upbringing me as his own daughter.
After six years, one day headmaster or my father brought someone with him.
A boy with silver hairs and violet eyes, his complexion was white as snow.
This boy had silent and isolated nature, I put great effort to be his friend. A friend who is my enemy now, "Zero Kiryu"
I whispered his name and put my head on the edge of mirror.
"why does life test us in this way where we've no path to escape... Why?" I hit the mirror and it reminded me that time when Zero hit the mirror with rage then scratched his neck with pain... A pain that he was vampire now, he was the creature whom he hated most.
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Zero's point of view:
The day spent as usual. Bore and passionless as well as emotionless same as my heart and soul.
Now I've to attend the masquerade party tonight, I put my dark mahogany jacket which seemed like black.
I combed my hairs because I've to look professional in this party, otherwise my whole self was always neglected by me.
When Yuki was there, she reminded me everything about myself but now I just became jerk and motionless soul..
"ugghh.." I suddenly jerked because I missed Yuki again. No matter how much effort I put but always, intentionally or unintentionally, she came in my thoughts.
"Yuki! Please don't come in my thought, your lo... You're making me weak and I want to be strong, strong enough to kill whole pureblood vampires, including you".
********
Yuki's point of view:
"I know he wanted to kill me, yes he should be, because the pureblood vampire ruined his whole life, so he should be.. He should be" I wore the gown which perfectly fit on my slender body.
I tied my whole hairs in flower bun then wore hairband. At last, I put blue ribbon around my neck, I used to wear ribbon around my neck when Zero firstly bit me.
"the bite" I rubbed my neck with pleasure to remind the pain which I got by his fang.
"a pleasurable pain" I got from his bite which I couldn't get from someone even not from Kaname.
*********
Zero's point of view:
Kaname Kuran, I don't know why I hated that man so much. First time when I met with him I could smell, I could smell that he was pureblood and I was also bitten by pureblood who killed my whole family. My parents were very talented vampire hunters, so it wasn't easy to kill them but my brother, my own twin brother conspired against me and my family.
"ugh..." I felt hard pain in my head because of reminding that incident.
"but now calculation is equal.." I smiled sadly, then looked myself in mirror.
I rather smiled before one year but now, now I felt I've lost my smile completely.
The man who is starring from the mirror is sometimes looked strange as well as arrogant and petulant vampire hunter.
I sighed while setting of my coat then took my mask for party. It was Ichiru's mask. Ichiru, my twin brother is now dead and I was the cause of his dead. Another joke of destiny, destiny loved me so much so she enjoyed to  play this type of prank and trick with me.
Now I'm sure, she had no courage to play with me more because I don't have anyone or anything to loose.
I came out from my room where headmaster was waiting for me.
"Zero! You look handsome" he smiled, I wondered how did they smile so easily after Yuki?
Oh! How can I forget, she was in his contact, she was in contact with everyone whom she loved except me.
"whom she loved except you.. Huh?" My unconscious again attacked on me but now I'm ready for his attack.
"just shut up" I screeched on him but suddenly realized that I said loudly.
"what? Did I do anything wrong Zero?" He asked with same look which Yuki gave, Yuki learned many things from her foster father.
"no... I need to go now, I've to reach there early before their arrival" my tone was motionless.
Headmaster nodded, I was just about to go when he called my name.
I turned to him, he put the red rose on my pocket, I looked him with shock. Shock, not because of his deed just because this same thing was happened in my life before too.
In the ball party when I went there with uniform, she called me.
"Zero.." I turned to her and she put the red rose in my pocket by tugging it from the ribbon around her neck.
When I started to bite her for quenching my thirst of blood, she started to wear ribbon around her neck, just to hide fang marks on her neck.
"I wish... I wish those mark will become love mark, not... Ughh..." My unconscious started again the horse ride of his impossible desires.
I don't know why doesn't he stop to wish, to wish for her, stop to reminding me of her memories.
I wish I can kill my unconscious, I rode on my bike.
This was my father's bike, on which I worked so much to make it useful.
I can afford new bike but this bike reminded me memory of my family.
I've very little assets to memorized my family, included this bike of my father, a sword which I never used and this mask of Ichiru.
I touched the rose unintentionally,
"don't touch, it would be faint by the heat of your hand" her voice is echoed in my mind but I stayed emotionless just started my bike to reach to my destination.
****&
Yuki's point of view:
"you've reached at your destination ma'am!" Driver opened the door of limoziane for me then I came out from my thought because I was sunk very deeply during whole journey.
I stepped out from Limo, there was many people who wanna welcome a new princess of vampire but I don't want to be prominent.
I said something to my driver and he managed everything. He was loyal servant of Kaname, that's a reason he always managed everything because Kaname always hired useful servants.
In the duration of two minutes, all crowd vanished from the door then I stepped forward to the entrance of the door of hall.
Suddenly my feet drowned under the earth,
"it was.. It was him, I can feel him, he is in party"
I put my mask then prayed he'll not recognized me.
I'm sure he would not recognized me because I'm under the mask and this party should attended by Kaname, everyone knows very well pureblood princess doesn't like to attend the gathering.
It was darkest night, moonless night in which stars was hidden under the clouds.
Vampires always chose this type of night for arranging their balls, specially elite class.
But I hate, I hate this type of night. I'm the girl of who love to see moon and count stars. When I was human I always visit beach in the sunlight with Zero.
"Zero.." I wonder how does he manage in the sun because he's also vampire but I know he has blood of vampire hunters in him too, maybe that's a reason he could survive in the sunlight.
I was walking elegantly in the party, many of couples were dancing in slow motion with sad music or maybe it was my heart which feel it sad.
Suddenly my feet trembled, because I felt Zero close to me.
I looked here and there, yeah finally! He was standing while leaning against the wall, checking the vampires.
His face was under the mask but I could feel, feel his emotionless face.
He always remained same, it was very hard to know about what does he have in his heart.
"blood.." My inner goddess raised by seeing him because my vampire's thirst couldn't quenched by the blood of Kaname.
"I want him.. Go and take his blood" my inner vampire urged me to reach to him.
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Zero's point of view:
My inner vampire really enjoyed this crap vampire party but my inner vampire hunter disgusted by them.
I'm the man of action, I love to kill vampires (thought I'm also vampire) see their blood, love to use my bloody rose to shoot them.
So I personally hate this type of parties, in which I've give duty of watchman.
Suddenly some layer of pain started in my heart.
"yes! She's near me.. But where?" My heart informed me.
I wanna see her, how much my eyes are thirsty to take her one glance, I know very well but still I don't want to give permission to my eyes to look "forbidden" thing.
I stayed emotionless, furthermore watching the activities of vampire.
Suddenly my heart was beating loudly that I felt it would come outside.
"it means she's so close to you" my unconscious told me while I still stayed emotionless in addition carried my duty.
I wonder vampire princess is there and no vip treatment was going on.
"none of my business" I scolded myself to think about her.
My heartbeat is increasing, that means she's coming to me.
I lifted my face where I found her lovely face in front of me.
Her face was behind the white mask just like me, she's wearing blue velvet gown and tied her hairs in rose bun.
"blue for blue blood" my unconscious reminded my limit again.
"would you like to dance with me" she urged her beautiful hand towards me.
I wanna give her harsh answer, I wanna deny but the strong power of her love and her blood force me to hold her hand and I did the same.
"you're alone in this party?" I feel uttering these words from my mouth.
We're going to the stage.
"you're also alone.." She smiled like she was happy to see me 'alone'
I slowly encircles my arm around her thin waist, she put her soft hand on my shoulder.
We moved our step with the rhythm of lyrics.
"you remind me that girl who died one year ago" I whispered in her ears slowly, very slowly.
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Yuki's point of view:
His hands are so soft, so refreshing around my waist.
He closes me to him, I can feel the loudly heartbeat of him near my heart.
I looked him with affection, my sight was so much thirsty to look this face. Now I just wanted to absorb his view under my eyes.
I forget that there is someone else except us, I wish there was no one except us and I can.. "Ughh.. Don't think about his blood" I scolded to myself.
I got blind, blind to see anyone except him in the whole party. His silver hairs, his violet eyes from the mask, I can feel the thirst of his eyes on my face too.
But no.. He shouldn't know about that I'm Yuki.
"next time I'll meet you, I'll kill you" his voice echoed in my mind.
I don't mind if he would kill me but I want to look him more and more until this dark night rises and decade and the great sun will rise from east which sunlight burned my body.
Yeah! That time he should stab me in my heart and I would die, I would die in his arms and sun burned my body completely.
My body turned into ashes moreover those ashes was always stuck in his hairs and body.
"ahhh.. How beautiful death it would be!" I sobbed with ecstasy.
"you remind me that girl who died one year ago" he whispered in my ear slowly, very slowly.
I lifted my face and looked into his eyes, his moves are matching my footsteps perfectly. I didn't know he can dance so perfectly.
"you remind me that boy who was so close to my heart but he didn't know the dance" I said in the same tone of him.
"maybe he knew but you never checked" his voice was polite but tone was bitter, very bitter.
I wish I can test this bitterness, but I looked down and started to count our steps.
Night is becoming darker to dark, even though we both know very well our identity but we both are trying to hide our identity from each others to spend some more time with each others.
Because we know if we reveal our identity, then we've to fight. A fight for our honor, a fight for our promise and a fight for our destiny.
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Disclaimer: No any character of manga or anime belong to me. I do not own any character of Vampire Knight, except Mika Shiki (her appearance will be shown in upcoming season). Every character belong to 'Matsuri Hino' of Vampire Knight, I'm just giving my story to his characters.

Credit to: Saba

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Swasan ff:An Incomplete Scrapbook (Alcohol & Life) Episode 8

Swara's POV:
"They say nothing lasts forever
We're only here today
Love is now or never
Bring me far away."
Oh!! Who the hell was calling me? This was my ringtone from Danish soft rock band Michael learns to rock.. I picked up the call without even viewing the caller ID. It was Ragini, my lawyer. But that time she called me as a friend to know about my mental condition after the debacle of previous night. She asked me to meet her near the cafeteria. My head was beating strongly. So, I didn't want to meet her. To avoid the meeting, I told her that look! Ragini, it was too early to meet now. Due to the ringtone, I lost my precious sleep. Before I could continue further, she cut my words and said that Miss Swara Suryavansi, it was already 11AM. Was it too early for you? 'Oh shit! I checked the time to confirm her sayings. Ya! It was indeed 11AM. How could I sleep that much?' Breaking my thoughts she was again asking me that were we meeting or not? As this meeting was important to know my decision regarding the clauses of the will. This time I couldn't deny her. I just nodded OK and said yeah! We were going to meet after 1 hour. Ragini only said that she would be waiting for me and I cut the call.

Literally my head was throbbing like anything. So, I decided to go to kitchen to make lemon juice for me. Just then, I checked the room & hell shocked. 'Wait, what was I doing here? When did I come here?' I tried to remember the incidents happened yesterday night. I was in bar after going out of home in sorrow & pain. Some bastards misbehaved with me and that time he saved me. Ya! That black covered man! He supported me from waist and asked me to drop me home.. I puked on him and blabbered something.. Then what happened I didn't know. I pressed my head to remember more. But alas! I was unable to remember anything more. I checked myself and the room. I was fully dressed. It meant that he hadn't misbehaved with me and the room was also perfect, not messy. So, after so many thoughts & calculations, I concluded that the black covered man dropped me home and might be he got the keys from my bag & then he might leave the house. But again it was a bad sign, swara. Many people didn't know about this location. What if he would tell this in media and the broken relations of my family would be flashed in news. I saw him multiple times yesterday. What if he was following me?? Oh! My head would blast now. I made myself calm down & finally convinced myself that might be our encounters were just a matter of coincidence, nothing much. And if he wanted to harm me, then he could have misbehaved with me in that situation. But he didn't attempt to do any such stuffs. So, he might be different from others and might be a good guy. After this much thoughts, I felt a bit relief & went for making lemon juice & taking a quick bath.

After completing all those stuffs, I was now getting ready to meet Ragini and my phone rang again. It was again Ragini. I checked the time and found that it was already 12.15 PM. I knew why she called as I was already late. I picked up the call after so much delay & said," Ya! Ragini, catch you in 15 minutes & cut the call before her reply." I locked the door & found that my car wasn't there. What the hell! Where were the cars? This thought came to my mind when I found that my cars were missing. I again went to my flashbacks & concluded that one car I left on bar & another one had it's tyre punctured & I left that in pub. Oh!! Holy shit! Now how could I reach cafeteria in 15 minutes? I called my driver & gave him the address of these two locations to get back the cars and also to repair it. I hired a taxi & rushed to cafeteria. I knew that Ragini was going to eat me up today.. I didn't know how much time I took to reach there but as soon as I reached, I found out Ragini was standing near the gate of cafeteria..

Ragini's POV:
Oh god! When she would know the meaning of time? 1hour 45minutes had already passed till i made the first call to swara. Now, she had reached and was standing in front of me. I controlled my anger & we both went inside & sat in a corner place of the cafeteria. I asked her about yesterday as I knew that she was hell worried. She was telling halfheartedly that she was fine. All her replies were short and now I bursted out in anger, "Swara, I am not your lawyer now.I am your bloody friend. I am asking you something. Cut the crap and give me proper reply." I yelled on her. She was also no less than me & shouted,"Ragini, don't you know what I do when I was worried and helpless? Telling me that you are my friend, then why are you asking me these stupid questions?" By our shouting upon each other, we had already gathered some attentions. So, I lowered my voice and calmly asked her, "What do you mean, Swara? Have you drunk yesterday night?" I knew that her reply would come positive as in those stressful situations, she used to drink to pass out. But in some corners of my heart I was hoping that she might reply negative. However she nodded yes!. I was worried now as she was a patient and drinking would engulf her into darkness.

I couldn't control myself anymore and shouted on her, "Swara, why are you playing with your life? You know that the way you are proceeding, the path only leads to hell. It will only give you pain." Cutting my words she said, "Don't teach me, Ragini. I am a medical student and I know about my health and disease. And coming to pain... What pain you are talking about ragini? Everyday I am dying in pain. Grow up girl! Life is a beautiful lie & death is a painful truth. And you know I don't fear death as death is peaceful & easier than life." I listened to her talks carefully and yes! She was telling truth that life and it's situations were far more brutal than death. So, I remained speechless.


Credit to: Kashis

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Vampire knight Season 1 First night

           
             
             
                       "The Untold story of Zero and Yuki"
 First Night

After one year...
First night...
Zero's point of view:
The day is bright but I don't like this sharp sunlight which was coming from the window of my room. Window is exact ahead of me where I was laying. Surely headmaster drew the curtains from window to make me awake.
"I want to sleep more" I mumbled moreover wished that someone came then close the window.
I wanted to dream more and more where my love in my arms, where I didn't need to get afraid of anyone and separation of anyone.
"only anyone?" My unconscious asked from me.
I jerked the thought of someone from my mind. I put my arm on my eyes to stop the light which was irritating my eyes.
"Zero kan! Get up, don't dare to think to escape from your responsibility as guardian" someone called me.
"Yuki" I immediately removes my arm from my eyes, there was no one in front of me except the mirage of someone whom I loved, whom I still love.
It was been one year, she left cross academy, included me but her mirage came daily to visit me. Makes me awake, caressed my hairs, reminded me about my medicines as well as hugged me daily while sleeping.
I knew it was just an illusion but this illusion gave me peaceful sleep.
I got up from my place and took out uniform from cupboard.
As usual, picture of mine and Yuki came in front of my eyes which was placed on the door of my cupboard. the I thought to remove this picture daily but couldn't gather courage to remove it.
I slammed the door of cupboard then went to the bathroom for taking shower.
A new day with same usual routine, the hot water was passing through my body.
My days were spending in cross academy in studying and guarding the students of academy. My nights were passing while the hunting vampires who reached to level E.
It was very hard to supress the wish of killing whole vampire because it was against the rules and as a future president of association of vampire hunters, I had to follow the rules and regulations. If I get a chance in my life, I'll kill every of vampire, included me.
Yes! Included me because I'm also vampire and in my point of view, no vampire has right to live.
"except one" my unconscious reminded me something again but I didn't listen to him.
After getting ready, I took my gun Bloody rose' which became part of my body and which was another joke of my fate. Yes! This was a joke because it was made by my enemy, a pureblood. Kaname, prince of vampires as well as my rival because I inherited of his opposite league.
"rival of the Yuki's love too" my unconscious taunted on me but I ignored it because in this year I became used to this mockery of my unconscious who wanted Yuki and reminded me of her in every moment.
The day passed as usual, bothering, uninteresting and flat.
When I came to my room after a long and tiring day, I got invitation on my side table with the presence of headmaster in my room.
I took the invitation, it was invitation of masquerade party.
"it's party of vampire's elite class where they would decide about their new master" headmaster told me.
"you've to attend this party because of security issue, you've to check them either they're following the rules of  bond between vampire hunters and vampires or not" headmaster added more.
I starred him impassively, the one who was talented vampire hunter in past but nowadays he was just school's headmaster and my adopted father.
"only your adopted father?" My unconscious reminded me again.
I simply nodded but headmaster was in the mood of giving me some details also.
"I think you will face Kaname Kuran also there, so tried to control"
"don't worry headmaster.." I squeezed my fist with anger, "I don't want to see the face of that bastard" I thought but didn't say anything to headmaster.
"call me father," he said softly, I feel Yuki whispered in my ear too.
"father" I mumbled because of trance of voice of Yuki in my ear.
"that's like my boy" he stood up further messed my hairs, a small glimpse of smile came to my lips.
I thought, I smiled after centuries but the memory of Yuki had the ability to snatch this smile from my face.
My enemy didn't want to let me smile, I knew, I always knew.
I stood up, put my black jacket around my arms, touched the 'Bloody rose'.
I knew very well, only one chance and I'll kill those bustards.
"I'll be coming to you Kaname Kuran"
***********
Yuki's point of view

The beautiful palace of Kuran, was filled with silence and darkness.
I, Yuki Kuran was laying on the the bed which was located in the one of the darker room of that palace.
This wasn't my room but room of Kaname Kuran, my brother, fiance and one and only love.
"only love huh?" Someone mocked on me.
"how is my blood Yuki? Do you feel it satisfy?" Kaname was laying on the bed, I was on him and my fangs were in his neck, sucking his blood.
"hm,mm" I mumbled but didn't say anything because my answer was in negative.
There was evening time but our palace was always drowned in the darkness and silence.
In last one year, I was trying my best to became habitual of this darkness and silence but my soul was restless furthermore my body wasn't able to mingle in this darkness although I'm pureblood vampire.
"Yuki...." Kaname whispered my name when I pulled out my fangs from his neck.
"hmmm.." My eyes were starring his lovely face but my mind was not present completely.
"is there anything bothering you?" His voice was soft, replete with love and affection.
"no..." I boggled with his question, why did he ask me this question, was any act of mine bothering him?
"then why are you becoming so silent day by day" he stood up on the bed, I also got up and sat beside him. My hands were in my lap, the hands which were touching him but wanted to touch someone else.
But no... This was forbidden for me now, I shouldn't think about him because it was against the rules of pureblood vampire.
"I just stay silent because..." I didn't get any idea to make excuse for my silence.
"I don't inknow" I said helplessly, I really didn't know what happened to me after leaving cross academy and... And.. And after leaving him.
"the Yuki whom I loved, lost in yourself, whenever you smiled Yuki, I felt like I'm in heaven but now... Do you remember when were you smiled last time?"
I boggled with his question because I really didn't remember when I saw a smile on my face.
He hugged me suddenly and started to caressing my hairs.
"don't stay like this Yuki, you don't know how much that Yuki was important for me who always chirping like bird and smiled like flowers" ahe departed, stood up from his place. He wiped his neck by napkin, put his jacket on but still he was starring me with affection.
"next time when I meet you. I want that old Yuki back" his tone is soft but repleted with authority.
I stayed silent and at the last he gave the invitation card to me.
"what's this?" I looked him questionably.
"there is masquerade party of whole vampire elite class ,and you've to attend this party as would be queen of vampire" he said politely.
"wouldn't you go there?" I asked while looking into his dark brown eyes which was getting red because of taking blood.
"I've to attend meeting of vampire Jewry. I would come after three days" he said in busy tone.
"you take care yourself and become  blossom flower and chirping bird like before" he patted my face and stepped towards the door.
I throw myself on the soft royal pillow which made from feathers of dove.
"yes! Vampires are cruel" I thought.
I looked at the door and my mind was echoing with the demand of Kaname.
"how can I tell you Kaname-Senpai, this fresh flower is dead now" I gasped, my tear was about to leave the corner of my eyes but still I stopped it in my eyes.
I hate the time whenever they stepped out from the boundary of my eyes.
I opened the card of invitation, it was red color card, in which golden words were written.
I looked the address of party, I never interested in the venue but I wanted to know which vampire hunter's duty would be held in this party.
"if zero will be there?" My inner angel asked from me that question which answer wasn't had by me.
"next time I'll meet you next time, I'll kill you" his voice echoed in my mind.
"I'll be wait Zero Kiryu.. I'll not die yet you kill me Zero Kiryu.." I said sternly to called upon the illusion of Zero. My best friend and my first and last enemy.

Credit to: Saba

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