Monday, 29 February 2016

Swasan A path hate to love Ep 50

Posted by Saba Shiekh on February 29, 2016 with 50 comments
Swara holds his hands and kisses on them. Sanskar's mouth opens and he says:" So you're romancing in the corner

of your house?"

Swara nods in no:" I'm just ensuring my husband, I'm with him"

In that moment, they hear the noise outside the house.

"I think they've come" Swara says and she can sees the clear disturbance on his face.

Then she smiles naughtily, Sanskar gives her questionable expression.

"You're becoming so much devil type thing but in reality, you're a child who afraid from his own parents" she says

while smiling.

Sanskar gives her angry look "I'm not afraid"

" Oh really?" She says in which style, as he's kidding.

"I'm not afraid.." This time he shouts in low voice but strongly.

"Then let's go to meet your family" she holds his hand.

He rubs his vein, she turns her face and smiles to see him "don't escape  as you did last time"

Sanskar makes face "I did neither escape nor afraid from anyone"

He was thinking to escape from the scene, but she indirectly hurts his ego. Now he would face them in any case.

Gadodia family welcomes Maheshwaries. Swara also goes to take blessing from everyone. Sanskar's eyes widened

to see Durga Parsad to give her blessing but he stays emotionless on his place.

He only meets with Laksh and Annapurna. They already met in the opening ceremony of Sanskar's hotel, so there's

no need of introduction.

When they all sit, Swara brings Ragini but she signs Laksh to stay with Sanskar. Laksh shows her "thumb up"

Sanskar notices it and small smile comes on his lips.

Everyone notices his rude behaviour with his own family but in the gathering. No one asks them about the conflict

between him and his family.

Ragini starts serving the tea to everyone. Sanskar is standing near the sofa where dada ji is sitting. Durga Parsad's

face is in opposite direction, that's why he chooses that place.

Swara comes to him and stands beside him. She slowly holds his hand but he encircles his arm around her waist

and closes her to him. This is best his best style to show his right on her and he never hesitate to do it in front of

world.

" What are you doing Sanskar?" Swara asks in very low voice.

" Is this new for you?" He asks in the same way of her.

She smiles "no.. But it's ill manner to do this type of things in front of elders"

"I don't care about manners, I do whatever I want to do" he whispers in her ear and gives her, his signature smile.

"I think you both should go inside the room" dada ji turns and says to both.

Swara blushes and slowly tries to free herself but he doesn't disentangle her while our hero laughs because he

likes this type of taunt on himself.

He is struggling with himself for long to stay there, but Swara's presence with her and dada ji taunt worked and

forgotten him that he's standing with his family whom he never wanted to face.

Everyone looks them, now Sanskar's hidden fear again come in his heart because he doesn't want to share eye

contact with Durga Parsad or his father. Specially Durga Parsad.

He excuses and leaves, she wants to follow him but Laksh stops him.

"This is my part Bhabhi!" He winks and she nods.

He calls someone and tells her something.

*****************

Sanskar is drinking water, when someone comes inside the kitchen.

She is nine years old girl, wearing yellow jeans and white tank top.

"what are you doing here?" She asks.

He scowls but says "can't you see?"

She gasps "oh I can! You're drinking water, but water is also there, why are you come here for drinking water?"

"my wish" he shrugs.

She comes inside and takes a glass of water.

"why do you come here for drinking water, although water was there also"

"my wish" she shrugs in same style of him.

Now his interest raises.

"what's your name?"

"Suhana, but my family called me Sasha"

He boggles to listen her name and rubs his vein again.

It was incident of one month before when he banished from his house.

They got know that Prinitee is pregnant and because of first child they were so happy and started discussion about

the baby.

Discussion turned to the name of baby.

That time he suggested the name of "Sasha"

"which type of name is this?" Adarsh asked.

"don't know, but I like it" he said carelessly.

"I won't give this type of name to my son or daughter" Adarsh said.

"ok! Whatever you do, I would call him or her only by this name"

"where have you gone?" She shakes his shoulder and he boggles.

"nothing, who did give you this name?" He asks.

"Suhana?" She asks.

"nope.. Sasha?" He confirms.

"my grandpa.." She shakes her hairs which is tied in ponytail.

"which grandpa?" He doesn't realize how does his interest raise in this girl.

"big grandpa" she answers in same careless style.

"Durga Parsad Maheshwari?" He again wants to confirm.

"shouldn't take name of elders, chachu!" She says naughtily.

"I'm not your chachu" he offences and turns his face to her.

"blood is thicker than water" she puts the glass of water on shelf and he looks her with amazed.

He turns and sits on the chair calmly, he's in mood of debate.

"how do you say that?"

"because I never saw you or meet you but everyone says that I'm like you" she sits in the same posture like him

and he irritates to see her sitting like that.

"you're not like me and who did say you like this?"

"my mom.... Actually there's forbid to take your name in our house but when I got gold medal, grandpa said

mistakenly that our every generation has always mind like you, then I asked to my mom, which mind represents

the mind of Maheshwari in second generation? Then she told me about that" she answered calmly.

Sanskar gasped "why do you ask this question?"

"because of it" she touches her vein of brain. "it told me that my dad and Laksh chachu has average mind then

who is intellectual one"

This time he smiles "lucky trained you very well!"

Her mouth opens to listen him.

"how do you know?" She asks suddenly and closes her mouth.

He smiles proudly and shrugs carelessly in her style. Now he's enjoying this game.

"ok Laksh Chachu told me everything about you, my mom only took your name and told that you banished from

house but what was the reason, she or anyone never told me. It's forbidden to take your name, lucky chachu told

me everything about you and also gives me opportunity to meet you" this time she says everything calmly but

honestly.

"I like your honesty, now you can go" he says in bit anger tone.

"accept it or not but you're just like big grandpa... Stubborn, egoistic, arrogant and sometimes rude" she says while

making bad faces.

He stays emotionless.

"unswerving, obsessive, impassive proud too..." She completes her sentence. "you both are intellectual, I'm also

intellectual, proud and stubborn and I'm afraid that one day other qualities will also come in mind or heart and I'll

also become like both of you, the one who never forgive or forget the mistakes of others." She says sadly and her

words are literary defined her intellectual because these show her maturity of mind which never kept by in this

age of girl.

This time he gasps and comes to her, he holds her hand and puts it on his chest.

"these qualities are there, not in our mind... Be intellectual, stubborn and proud... But remain your heart pure then

you won't influence of us and I wish you would not influence of it"

"we're on the same boat chachu... I mean to say Sanskar Maheshwari.." Her voice shows her anger.

He smiles "we're not on same boat Sasha! And I wish we won't..." He leaves her hand and stands up from his place

"by the way you can call me chachu... Offcourse blood is thicker than water" he said while smiling.

She also gets up and the sunshine which  comes from ventilator of kitchen, reflects her face. She smiles and her

dark brown eyes brightly reflect her smile. Her eyes are pure and bright which was sometimes possessed by him

also but at the passage of time it becomes darker.

Sunday, 28 February 2016

Swasan A path hate to love Ep 49

Posted by Saba Shiekh on February 28, 2016 with 16 comments
It was beautiful and bright day. She comes outside from the room and looks Sanskar who's still working. She

something wonders, how does he live without any entertainment in his life?

She comes near to him and sits beside her:" What are you doing now?"

"work.." He answers without taking off his eyes from screen.

"I wonder you don't wear specs after working so much after LCD" she says.

"I already did lazar operation of my eyes" he again says in same style.

Swara's mouth opens:" How many things are there, I don't know about you?"

This time Sanskar looks her and gives his signature smile to her " lots of things my dear wife"

Swara smiles with his style "hmm.. I would be known everything soon"

Sanskar gasps and keeps his laptop in side then concentrates to her "I took appointment from my psychologist, we

would visit tomorrow" this time his tone is serious.

Swara stares her. Something our mind gets blank and we don't understand what to say.

Swara feels the same by his words.

He again starts his work when she asks:" Don't you watch movies?"

Sanskar:" Sometimes, actually Shanaya plans everything so whenever she planed, I'd joined her"

Swara sighs on the name of Shanaya.

She's about to say something when Sanskar's phone rings.

She can easily sees "Lucky calling" on screen.

He snaps the phone and listens something.

"yes! We're coming don't worry.." He says and disconnects the call.

Swara looks him questionably.

Sanskar:" Gets up! We've to go.."

*****************

The scene changes to Gadodia's family, where everyone busy in their work.

They come inside the house and Dada ji sees them who's reading newspaper in lounge.

"Oh after long time, you both come in our house"

"Dada ji!" Swara runs towards him and hugs him.

Sanskar takes blessing from him and within a minute, everyone gathered around them.

Swara is sitting between her mom and Ragini.

"You forgot your mom dad.." Sumi complaints to her.

Swara feels shame, because of her own problems, she neither visited nor made call to them.

Swara hugs her "I'm sorry maa!"

Sumi hits her head slowly "I know you're busy with your husband, its ok!"

Sanskar says to them "Did my bade papa call you?"

Swara leaves with Ragini,

Dada ji replies "yes they called us for the proposal of Laksh for Ragini"

Sanskar:" So what's your opinion about it?"

Dada ji, dadi, Shekhar and Sanskar start discussion about proposal while Sumi comes inside the room where both

girls are talking.

Sumi comes inside and hugs both "Our both daughters would go in same home, it would be happiest thing for us"

Swara puzzles to listen it "maa! Not in same home, just same family"

"is Sanskar still not meeting with his family?" Sumi asks.

Swara looks down and wants to divert this topic.

Sumi understands this thing and changes the topic "When are you giving us good news Swara?"

Swara who is in deep thought, doesn't understand her words completely and says "maa! It's good news of fixing

alliance of Ragini with Laksh, I can guarantee he's such a nice boy and keeps happy her"

Sumi looks her with wonders, then smiles "idiot! I'm talking about good news from both of you"

Swara understands now what's she saying.

Firstly, she blushes to listen it then gets worried.

"maa! It's only four months of our marriage, passed and you're talking about baby. Don't think like that maa! Now

it's time to decide about it"

Sumi gets worried to listen her "Swara! Is there any problem between them?"

Swara boggles then nods in no.

She signs Ragini to leave, she silently leaves then asks to her again. "Is there any problem between them Swara?"

Swara:" No maa! There's no problem between us, we're so happy with each others"

Sumi says in confuse state "I can sense this, but something in the attitude of Sanskar, is bothering me. Isn't he so

much reserve or serious? You didn't visit us after marriage.. I'm worried he didn't allow you to visit us because

we're not wealthy, that's why he called us. He looks nice, behaves nicely but don't know I can sense something

wrong is also there"

Swara gasps and hugs her "Nothing is wrong maa! He never stop me to visit there, I was actually quite busy in

setting my new home. And yeah he's much serious and reserve but I'm also not so much talkative, so there's

balance"

Sumi departs from her :" And what about baby?"

Swara gasps:" We don't plan yet"

Sumi:" That's why, I'm saying this because the person, who's about 31 and live alone, he didn't planned about

baby, I know you're too young but he's not.. He should be ready for it because he's much mature"

Now Swara gets blank and doesn't understand what to say more. She's not so much good in making excuses.

******************

Sanskar  knocks the door and calls Swara.

Swara comes outside, he holds her hand and drags her in the corner.

"Are you ok Sanskar?" Swara asks worriedly.

"I'm not ill Swara.." He jerks to listen her.

"Then?" She asks.

"Actually lucky called me, they're in the way, so I think I should leave now " he says seriously.

"Are you afraid Sanskar?" Swara asks.

Sanskar:" Huh? No..."

Swara:" Then don't leave.. I'm with you"

She holds his hands and he says nothing but nods his head in yes.

Thursday, 25 February 2016

Swasan A path hate to love Ep 48

Posted by Saba Shiekh on February 25, 2016 with 25 comments
She doesn't know when she fells asleep, when she awakes, he's wakening already. She smiles to look him and

again hugs him:" Good morning.."

He strokes her hairs and says:" Good morning.."

Swara:" You didn't sleep"

Sanskar smiles and gets up from his place:" I cant you know.."

Swara nods:" Would be soon there would no any sleepless night of you"

Sanskar bows down:" Oh really?"

Swara nods and says in firm voice:" Really. Do you have any doubt?"

She also gets up from her place and removes the creases of bed.

Sanskar opens his wardrobe:" No doubt but I didn't approval of treatment yet"

Swara comes forward and takes out his dress from wardrobe:" You would..."

Sanskar takes dress from her hands:" You've so much confident regarding it"

Swara smiles with proud:" I should be.." She turns and puts on her gown "because I'm wife of Sanskar

Maheshwari! So there should be some influence of your company on me"

Sanskar laughs to listen her:" You become courageous day by day"

She bents her neck just like Sanskar and smiles proudly.

He comes to her and pins her on the door of wardrobe "just smile like it, with proud... Off course you're wife of

Sanskar Maheshwari"

She giggles on his sentence and puts her arms around his neck.

Swara lifts her eyebrow:" Why are you so proud on yourself?"

Sanskar:" Shouldn't I?"

Swara:" Why should you?"

Sanskar touches his vein of brain:" Because of it"

Sanskar turns towards dressing room but Swara calls him:" This is also reasons of your destruction Sanskar!"

Sanskar turns to her:" What do you mean?"

Swara comes to him and says in low voice:" Your proud is become obstacle between you and your normal life"

Sanskar looks her and says in calm voice:"  Swara it's my belief on myself rather than proud"

Swara:" It's proud Sanskar"

Sanskar jerks:" Yes it's proud and I've no any shame on myself, should I?"

Swara gets silent to listen him and reminds his words that she shouldn't be so hasty, so she ups her face and

smiles. She says with beautiful smile:" No Sanskar you shouldn't be"

He smiles and pats her face, Swara shouts behind him " I would make breakfast for you today"

Sanskar says without turning:" I would like to eat kheer of your hands"

Swara smiles and looks his back:" Just wait and watch my love!"

***************

It's beautiful cabin which is surrounded by glass walls and Sanskar is sitting on his chair.

His laptop is open in front of him but his mind is not absent at that moment.

He leaves typing and calls his secretary to bring coffee for him. He leans down on his chair and puts his arm on his

head.

Swara's words are echoing in his mind and he's thinking about their relationship and the every deeds he has done

in his life.

"are you really proud on yourself Sanskar?" Someone whispers in his ears.

But he remains silent, he never replied to this voice of his inner thought. He's satisfied with himself as the way

he's! He doesn't need any guilt and repentance in his life.

He's not only wants devotee in his life, he actually worships himself too. But he accepted his defeat just because he

doesn't want to loose Swara, is he really guilty for his deed? No... He is sorry for his deed because he doesn't want

to harm her and he does this thing but he doesn't have any guilt.

But this is confirm, he wouldn't do anything worse with her. She's girl who accepted him the way he's! So just for

the happiness with his wife, he can try to change.

"Sanskar can do anything.... Nothing is impossible for Sanskar"

This type of sentences are his favourite to encourage himself because he knows he can do everything. Because he

makes himself powerful to collect money and knowledge.

His secretary brings coffee for him, he asks her about his appointment. When she told him, he cancelled everything

and orders her to leave.

He takes a sip of coffee and rubs his vein of brain.

******************

Swara is making cake in the kitchen when she hears the voice of Sanskar's car. She loves cooking and baking, she

does whenever she wants to celebrate her happiness. That's time she is making frosting with buttercream and

chocolate when he comes inside with someone.

She's wearing kurta jeans with apron and when she hears his voice. She looks herself and says "shit! I'm so messy,

why is he come so early?"

Lavanya comes inside the kitchen and informs her about Sanskar and this is also, he's calling her in their room.

She washes her hands and says Lavanya to manage it.

She puts off apron and opens her hairs from knot.

"why are you behaving like that? He's your husband Swara and you're not facing him first time" her inner voice

scolds her.

She goes upstairs, he's sitting on the couch and reading the file.

She comes inside, he looks her:" Come here Swara"

Swara silently goes to him and sits beside him.

Sanskar gives her a file and says:" Sign on it"

"divorce papers" she thinks but says nothing.

"don't worry! This is not divorce paper, you should believe on this I won't leave you ever.." He says.

Swara thinks:" Don't know how he always get what I'm thinking"

She looks him questionably and he says:" This is papers of power of attorney"

She doesn't understand what to say.

Sanskar sighs and rubs his vein again. "Swara! Do you believe in intuition?"

Swara is still confuse with his questions and nods her head in yes but says "not completely actually.."

"I believe completely but only on my intuition.." He comes close to her and holds her hands " when I got first fit

and I sank in this darkness that time my intuition said me that there's no real happiness in my life and whenever it

comes to me, my life would be end"

Swara frightens to listen it but stays silent.

He lifts her chin:" I'm not resist myself to confess it, you're my real happiness Swara, so this is papers of power of

attorney, which was on Laksh's name but he signed on it, now your turn to sign.."

Swara:" What's the use of it ?"

He puts his fingers on those joint petals and says:" Shhh.. Let me complete first, if anything would happen to me,

you can bring your family there and these hotels are not only my source of earning, these are my happiness, my

passions, my only love and offcourse my dream, so never ever sell them, Laksh would manage everything"

"you told me, you would not hurt me and you're doing the same" she screams but he hugs her "I don't want to

leave you alone and yeah! I'm ready for treating myself"

Swara departs from him and looks him with unbelievable expression.

"really...?"

He smiles and nods his head, she overwhelmed and again puts her head on his chest. He closes his eyes and hugs

her with passion.

I'm Hope Ep 15

Posted by Saba Shiekh on February 25, 2016 with 4 comments
Faraz came outside where Arbaz was waiting for him.

He parked his car behind the house, so he didn't know about the arrival of her parents.

"how was it?" He asked happily but then he saw his face and stopped smiling. "what happened Faraz"

Faraz said nothing and hugged him "Lala.."

He could feel that he's weeping.

He patted his shoulders and when he finished weeping then he asked again.

Faraz told him everything and he sank in thoughts to listen him.

"you did wrong again Faraz.." He saw him with anger.

"I did the same mistake of our childhood" he said in tears.

Arbaz gasped and looked him"now you've to correct it also"

"how?" He looked him questionably.

"we would think on this topic but first we've to tell all the incident to chachu"

"no... Agha Jan would kill me" he shouted.

"first tell me, you want to clear Umeed's character or want to live" Arbaz asked calmly.

"want to clear her character" he said in low voice.

"good boy, now leave everything on me" he patted his shoulder and started the car.

They reached the home, it was beautiful house with old architecture but its interior was modern and it was three

times big than house of Umeed.

After listening the whole incident, Agha Haroon first looked him calmly and then slapped him hard.

Arbaz tried to stop him but he raised his hands to stop Arbaz "let me handle my son in my way" he said in cold

tone.

"I know your company is bad and you've lots of girlfriends.." He started.

" these were my friends only.." He tries to explain.

"don't interrupt Agha Faraz! Otherwise you get hard punishment" he always used his complete name whenever he

was anger on him.

"so.. I knew everything but I thought this is your age and you would become mature by passage of time, but I was

wrong I should punish you on your first mistake, I told Bahroz that I wanna keep Umeed with me so I want to give

my son's proposal. I don't want to let any wrong word on her character. So it's proved you're not deserving for her,

so forget her Agha Faraz! And live your life however you want" he told his decision and about to leave when Faraz

held his feet.

"don't do it with me Agha Jan! I promise I would do whatever you'll say to me, but at least don't punish me" he

clearly pleaded.

After ignorance of his childhood, Faraz started to avoid them, so he thought that he lost his only son but Umeed

gave him hope now he would get his son.

He was so hard but children could melt the heart of stone.

He looked him and sighed "stand up Agha Faraz! It's not suitable to bow down to anyone to Pakhtun"

Faraz got up and wiped his face.

"sit on the sofa and I would think what should I do for both of you" he said solemnly.

Faraz looked his father gratefully because he knew his father could correct everything.

*****************

Umeed was in shock after listening the words of his daddy. Everything was unexpected for her.

The strong layer of rage came inside her heart because of Faraz, she again lost her respect.

She wanted to kill Faraz at that time, she went to Romana's room and knocked the door very badly.

Romana opened the door, she was in nightdress or her way expressed that she was sleeping.

Umeed held the hand of Romana and went towards her parents room.

He knocked the door and cams inside with Romana.

"what happened Umeed?" Mummy asked from her.

"tell them honey, you called Faraz at home, I didn't know about anything" she turned to Romana.

Romana nodded in no "what are you saying aapi?"

She looked daddy and said "aapi told me that he and Faraz love each others and wanted to meet, I made her

understand that aapi this is not good, there's always a demon between alone girl and boy, but she didn't listen

me... I was afraid that something would wrong so I called you and told about their relationship... Now she's

blaming me"

Romana was telling lie continuously and Umeed looked her with shocked expression on her face.

Swaragini True love Ep 1

Posted by Saba Shiekh on February 25, 2016 with 2 comments

Swara pov 

It was a fine morning, I was sleeping on my bed with my sister Ragini di. Sun rays were falling on us peeping through Window I saw a guy entered our room I didn\'t open my eyes to look who was he cause I was afraid.and I heard him calling di in low tone like whispering. Di woke up by his voice. He was calmed and smiled.I was seeing through opening my half eyes they both didn't notice me.

Ragini pov

I was sleeping with my younger sister Swara n dreaming of my project on old age home suddenly I heard my name from a known voice.I opened my eyes and was shocked to see him standing beside my bed I turned to see swara but she was sleeping peacefully and I got a sigh of relieving.I took his hand with a little bit of anger and take him towards adjacent room which is my room and we both sisters sleep in swara's room I know no one would come cause I kept the board on door of don't disturb I usually keep it when I work on my project so no one will enter it because they know me I don't like anyone to look at me.

Swara pov 

Di took him out of the room and I open my eyes and saw the time it was 6:30 in the morning I was keen in knowing who was he? I went out of room and passed through di's room and saw the board and smile came on my face now I got to know daily at this time where she go with him.suddenly I remember I will get late for college and went for the bath because if mom saw me then I'll dead I came back and saw di working on her laptop and I said 
me: "Good morning di "
She smiled and reply
"Good morning my dear Shona"
me:" di will u drop me to college or else I will be late if I wait for papa" 
Ragini: "sure I have worked in that way but first let\'s go down for breakfast "
me: "yeah fast or else mom's anger can't be control "

Credit" Ila

Wednesday, 24 February 2016

I'm Hope Ep 14

Posted by Saba Shiekh on February 24, 2016 with 3 comments
It was fine day, when she went university and found Faraz there. It seemed he was waiting for her.

He came to her:" Sorry, I don't want to come to you, I just want to inform you that Mahnoor is fine now.."

"oh! Thank god! May Allah give her health and how is she now?" She got happy to listen it.

"now she's fine Umeed and thanks" both were starting walking towards business department.

"thanks for what?" She looked him questionably.

"thanks for giving me a hope.." He smiled and turned to his classroom. "bye Umeed..."

"Allah hafiz Faraz!" She said and he was amused to listen it.

He memorised the incident of their childhood when she always said him "Allah hafiz" instead of say "bye".

One day he asked from him:" Why you always say Allah hafiz to me?"

"because you're my friend and I don't want to lose you.." She said.

"what's the connection between these words and lost me?" He asked.

"Allah hafiz means. May Allah protect you" she said seriously.

He smiled to reminisced their childhood moments and got happy because she said him after a long time.

*************

Umeed was taking tea when Romana came to her.

"aapi! I've work with you..." She sat beside her.

"and what's that?" She asked.

"I need a favour aapi! Would you do this for me?" Romana said in low voice.

"depends on your work" she said seriously because sometimes she asked odd favour.

"no... You've to do it just... I don't know" she said in stubborn tone.

"ok ok... But first tell me" she put her cup on table and asked calmly.

"no... First promise me you would definitely do it.." She again said stubbornly.

"ok! If I would able to do, I would..." Umeed raised her hands.

"Arman Bhai is out of city..." She started.

"yes I know.." Umeed gave concentration on her.

"mummy and daddy will go tonight for business dinner" she said.

"yes then?" She asked calmly.

"then they would ask us to come with them, I excused them that I'm preparing for my test, you also make excuse

to go with them" Romana completed her request.

"yes I can do this, but what do you want actually, I don't get you..." She asked with confusion.

Romana sighed and said in very low voice in her ear:" Actually I want to invite Shayan at home, it's not suitable

that he would come when I was alone at home"

Umeed looked her with shock:" Are you in your sense honey? This is not right to invite him at night"

"don't start your lecture aapi, just do what I said to you, after some days, he would go from country and I spend

my time in front of you. You should believe on your sister" she said in pleading tone.

Umeed thought about everything and sighed:" Ok... But not for long, I will allow you for few hours and you both

won't spend time in separate room, I would give you privacy but not leave you alone... Understand?" She said in

stern tone.

"don't worry aapi! We would not do anything wrong, we just want to stay with each others" she said happily and

Umeed smiled to see her happiness and wished to god to give her more happiness.

Mummy daddy asked her to go with them but she excused that she had to make important assignment and

tomorrow is last day of submission.

After their leaving, Romana came out from her room.

"when will he come?" Umeed asked to her.

"don't know, let me call him first" Romana said and then suddenly she asked mobile of Umeed to her.

"aapi give me your cellphone. I forget my in room"

Umeed gave her cellphone, sat on the sofa and started studying book of business.

Romana made call and gave her cellphone to her.

"what did he say?" Umeed asked.

"he's coming.." She boggled to listen her and said in murmuring.

Umeed looked her suspiciously but then shrugged and started her study again because she wasn't the one who

waste her time.

Few minutes passed and they heard the voice of car.

" I think he has come" Romana said and got up from her place.

Umeed nodded and looked down to her books.

Few minutes passed and Romana didn't come inside, she jerked:" I told her that don't stay alone with him and that

girl doesn't listen me.."

She got up from her place and about to step forward then she saw someone came inside the lounge and shocked

to see the person.

It was Faraz...

"what are you doing here?" She asked in shock.

Before Faraz tell anything to Umeed, Romana came inside and exclaimed:" Surprise aapi? How do you like my

surprise? I got know about feelings of both of you and I arranged everything"

Umeed was in shock because of her and looking Faraz there.

"Why did you understand this honey?" She asked with confusion.

Romana came to her and hugged her "oh aapi! Don't lie again... I know you sacrificed your love because of daddy's

happiness"

"you're misunderstanding honey.." She said again.

"I read your diary aapi where you wrote that you sacrifice your love for daddy and now don't argue on it " Romana

said angrily.

Umeed was shocked because she wrote this things for Shayan... Thank god she didn't write Shayan's name on

diary.

Now she couldn't deny because if she deny then she would ask from her that who's he now? And she couldn't

answer her about truth.

" now Faraz... I mean to say Faraz Bhai, you talk to aapi, I would make coffee for you" Romana said to Faraz.

"there's no need of it Romana! You just stay here, i can talk Umeed in front of you" Faraz replied solemnly.

He was confused to see the tensed face of Umeed and worried about either he did right to come here or not.

But he consoled himself that he would go from there after talking to her.

"I don't want to come between you, so I'm outside the lounge.." She said and leaved.

Faraz and Umeed looked each others, Faraz forgot about what he wanna say to her and just starred her with all of

his concern.

"Umeed..." He called her.

Umeed turned to him and wanted to clarify his misunderstanding regarding the diary matters but before it, he

started to say.

He came to her and looked his shoes.

"Umeed! I know I shouldn't come here but I've no option, you didn't want me to say anything in university and it's

not suitable to meet with you at any public place, so i came here.." He started his words to express his feelings.

"agha Jan told me that he would ask from your father about proposal of me otherwise he would ask for my cousin

because he liked you so much.." He repeated his father's words.

"so...?" She didn't understand the purpose of his words.

" so... I want your approval first.. Will you marry me Umeed..." He bowed down on his knees and extended his

hands towards her.

She numbed to see him in this posture and suddenly the door opened both turned to see but froze to see persons

who came inside because both expected Romana there.

It was her parents and they also shocked to see Faraz there.

"da..ddd..ddyyy. .." The word hardly came out from her mouth.

"don't call me daddy Umeed... Don't call me daddy because today you proved that you're not my daughter" daddy

shouted on her and she frighten from his loud voice.

"uncle... This is not like that what you're thinking about..." Faraz came to him.

"don't come between us Faraz... Your parents asked your proposal for Umeed already, I proud my daughter who

obey me but today you broke my proud.." He said in tone which replete with sorrow.

Umeed looked him with lots of pain and before leaving he said to Faraz "say to your parents, take her as soon as

possible otherwise i would fixed her  alliance whatever proposal I'll get" his tone was arctic and Umeed looked him

with unbelievable expression on her face.

Faraz followed him and tried to understand him but there's no use because Faraz came here at this time of night

without their permission and Umeed allowed him in her house.

Faraz came to Umeed for consoling her but she was still in trauma because she didn't think about something could

happen to her like that.

"Umeed.."

Umeed raised her hands and shouted:" Get out from my house.."

Faraz knew how much his daddy important for her and now he again did the mistake.

"Umeed I would.."

"I said go.." She shouted again and Faraz was numbed because of her pain.

Swasan A path hate to love Ep 47

Posted by Saba Shiekh on February 24, 2016 with 41 comments
Sanskar says:" But you've other option too.."

Swara looks him questioningly.

Sanskar says in one breath:" Give me a one chance.."

Swara looks him with amazed because she never expected this sentence from him.

He closes to her and cups her face in his palm:" Give me a chance Swara to make everything in right way and

correct my every mistake..." She ups her eyes and he looks into her eyes. His eyes are still heating but not with

lust, but this time with pain. She can't control her tear to flow out from her eyes and hugs him.

He hugs her back and says slowly:" Give me a chance Swara to bring smile on her face on which I ever give

sadness"

Swara tightens her grip and says in wet voice:" I don't give you, you're so bad..."

Sanskar departs her and says:" Choice is yours Swara, I know I'm bad but I try to make you happy"

Swara shouts:" You're layer..."

Sanskar:" I'm not, you know very well..."

Swara:" Why do you want to stay with me"

Sanskar:" Because you're my wife..."

Swara:" Someone did with his wife like this?"

Sanskar:" I'm sorry..."

This time Swara smiles and says:" Say it again..."

Sanskar:" I don't say one thing again..." He smiles proudly.

Swara looks him with anger:" Then I won't give you second chnce"

Sanskar:" Choice is yours..."

Swara hits him back to back:" You're so bad.."

Sanskar holds her hands and hugs her:" Yes I'm..."

Swara feels relaxation in his arms and says in pleading voice:" Don't do it again Sanskar... I can give you what you

want but at least don't hurt my self respect... You don't know how much it's painful to molest by someone..."

Sanskar ups her chin and asks:" Someone...?"

Swara shyly says:" Someone whom we love..."

Sanskar sighs:" Don't use this word Swara, this give me pain.."

Swara:" You said you expected this thing from your life"

Sanskar:" I was talking about general concept..."

Swara:" No I asked about you..."

Sanskar smiles to see her and she asks:" Why are you smiling?"

He hugs her again:" Finally I got my real wife.."

Swara:" Thank you..."

Sanskar:" For what?"

Swara:" To being real with me... Because you never be like that with me.. Always hide your inner self from me.."

Sanskar:" Because it's painful and it can harm you..."

Swara:" But you did... You gave me pain.."

Sanskar:" I just want to let you go whenever you're with me but it was your bad luck you didn't go from there"

Swara:" But .." Suddenly she thinks something and gets stop.

Sanskar:" You can say it Swara... I really wanted a wife like who just says "yes sir" on my every order but when you

stayed like that I realized that I like... I like your smile, your talk, your arguments even your restrictions... At least

I'm human being and I can't live with dead body...." He looks her face and says again:" You made me realize this

thing Swara..."

Swara takes her name:" Sanskar..."

She hugs him again:" You don't know how much I suffered from all this"

Sanskar:" Don't be like that again..."

Swara:" Don't hurt me again like that..."

Sanskar:" I'm helpless Swara... I mean to say whenever I got fit, I couldn't understand anything and in the time of

intimacy, I can't control myself... Swara! This is long time I'm used to it, I know it's painful but I can't change in this

regard.."

Swara nods and she says finally which she was thinking from many days:" I know Sanskar..."

Sanskar leans down and she puts her head on his chest and continues:" I know... But you can change if you try..."

Sanskar starts caresses her hairs and says:" Don't you think I ever try?"

Swara:" Might you were tried but..."

Sanskar looks her, she ups her face and their eyes tackle to each other.

Sanskar:" But..."

Swara gasps and says:" Why don't you start treatment of this?"

Sanskar scowls to listen her:" Do you think I'm psycho?" His ego hurts to listen it.

Swara:" No... Actually but it's addiction Sanskar... There is many treatment of addiction of alcohol and smoking but

why don't people think about this addiction? This is worse than those addiction because it also effect on our

partner too"

Sanskar feels anger to listen her but he said that he would try to change so he doesn't say anything.

Sanskar:" Get sleep Swara... It's already late"

Swara:" Are you trying to escape from this topic?"

Sanskar:" Nope Swara... This isn't so much easy you're saying, firstly I'm addicted of it almost 8 to 9 years,

secondly, in starting I tried to control or get treatment also... But it didn't work and thirdly if I would start

treatment media get know and it can effected my business also and I only love my work and don't want to take risk

of it"

Swara jerks:" And what about your family Sanskar?"

Sanskar thinks she's talking about Maheshwaries and asks:" Which family? They've no concern of me"

Swara:" I'm talking about us Sanskar... Myself and... And our would be children"

Sanskar looks her with shock:" Are you pregnant?"

Swara:" No... But in future, you married off course we would take baby also..."

Sanskar suddenly realizes something and says in lost voice:" I didn't marry for this purpose..."

Swara:" I know your purpose... But at least, you've to make family.."

Sanskar gets tens to listen her but this time he doesn't want to make her disappointed:" Swara! I'm not giving you

any hope but we would talk about this topic later.."

Swara lifts her eyebrows:" On which topic, baby or treatment?"

Sanskar:" Firstly treatment... Then we would think about making family..."

Swara is trying to say something but he cuts her words:" At least I'm saying I would try or think on this topic,

Swara! Don't be so hasty... Everything would take time to take its right place... You can't change everything at

once..."

Swara understands him and nods:" But don't take so much time Sanskar..."

Sanskar:" I'm not sure about time Swara and don't want to give you fake hope... You just wait, I initially broke my

promise but I wouldn't do this again... Don't worry..."

Swara nods and closes her eyes peacefully then she suddenly raises her head and says:" You neither take sleeping

pills nor..." She blushes to say about their intimacy. Sanskar looks her with affection while blushing:" Don't worry...

I'm satisfied from many nights, I won't sleep completely but I can control myself..."

Swara gets up, lays beside her and hugs his arm:" Then I won't sleep also..."

Sanskar:" You should sleep Swara, you don't have any this type of problem"

Swara looks him and says in serious tone:" Give me a chance too Sanskar...I know you get treated and tried but

that time you were alone or with Shanaya but She wasn't your wife and she was used to it but I'm your wife

Sanskar... Let me do this in my way, I maybe wrong but my intention isn't wrong"

Sanskar nods and suddenly he gets remind something and says:" That night, you stopped me from taking sleeping

pills, next morning you weren't sore, why?"

Swara also realizes this thing:" I don't know why maybe I've accepted you or I was in lunacy..."

Sanskar thinks something and says:" That time you were initially in lead..."

Swara also realizes this:" I didn't noticed this..."

Sanskar tightens his grip:" Then I should give you a chance to lead"

Swara:" Doesn't your ego hurt to lead by woman?"

Sanskar:" You're my wife..."

Swara mocks:" Oh! I forgot that I'm your wife..."

Sanskar smiles and whispers:" Take a position Swara..."

Swara blushes to listen it and leaves her hug:" I can't..."

She leans on her pillow and he comes on her:" I like your blushing face"

She downs her eyelashes and looks him again who is looking her with again heated eyes and this time this heat is

soft and warm.

She puts her arms around his neck:" I love you Sanskar..."

Sanskar squeezes his eyes with pain:" Don't say like that Swara..."

Swara:" Is it bad to love my husband?"

Sanskar:" It's virtue Swara but as I observe life in depth, everything seems like feign except materialistic things... I

also observed people and my own feelings very carefully, there is one thing in our life is true and that's our desire...

Desire doesn't mean bad things, it can be virtuous also but we do everything just for the sake of it, we broke down,

we cried, we do everything for our desires and wants Swara... That's why my belief arose from every type of

emotions.."

Swara listens him carefully:" Might be you would be right Sanskar, I've no wits like you, I'm just emotional being so

I said what I feel and in my point of view it's true because I feel it instead of observing"

He leans on her and kisses on her neck:" Yes I know you're true and be true to me please..."

Swara caresses his hairs and says:" Why don't you start trusting on me?"

Sanskar gasps:" I trust on you Swara! I'm afraid... I afraid that time when devil overcome the human being..."

Swara kisses on his earlobe and whispers slowly:" Don't worry Sanskar... My love is much strong than any devil"

Sanskar smiles and completely holds her in his arms but this time his grip is gentle.

Tuesday, 23 February 2016

Swasan A path hate to love Ep 11

Posted by Saba Shiekh on February 23, 2016 with 6 comments
Sanskar jumps from bed to realized his mistake.

He calls Lavanya to bring warm milk for her, he slowly helps her to get and go towards the bathroom. He opens the

shower of warm water and makes her stand below it. He's also wetting with her but he holds her until she feels

relaxed.

"take a bath, I'll give you your cloth" he says and closes the door of bathroom.

When she comes out, he makes her sit and makes her drink milk. She is amused to see his concern for her. "what a

man he's! First give pain and then heals her every wound"

After a while, when she feels bit better, she calls Lavanya to say ragini to come upstairs.

Ragini comes inside the room. She brings halwa for them which made Sumi specially for Swara because she likes it

so much.

She hugs her and greets Sanskar, until they're talking Laksh also joins them.

Laksh:" Wow... Actually I'm attracted by the aroma of halwa... I also wanna eat"

Three of them smile to listen him.

Ragini also serves him halwa and he praises lot about the taste of Sumi's hands.

Ragini also offers Sanskar to eat but he excuses that he's getting late from office.

Swara smiles bitterly and thinks:" He forgot that he have to go for work also when he was... Now suddenly he

remembers that he's getting late for work"

Ragini:" You've join office so soon jiju...you both are newlyweds and you started your work... This isn't fair, you

both go for honeymoon."

Swara looks Ragini with anger that she doesn't afford him for one night and she's talking about honeymoon.

Sanskar:" Actually Ragini my schedule is tough nowadays, so I've to work but as soon as I get time, we would go for

outing"

Laksh:" Yeah Bhai! You're so boring.  I already planned the destination of my would be honeymoon and you're just

setting your schedule"

Sanskar laughs to listen him:" Yeah I can understand your excitement... But I'm mature enough to deal it"

Swara thinks again:" Yes I got know about his maturity"

Sanskar puts his blazer and asks from Laksh:" Wanna visit hotel?"

Laksh:" If you're asking for eating and dating with my new gf then I happily say yes, but you're asking for work then

big no "

Sanskar smiles and leaves, Laksh also leave after sometime.

Ragini teases her:" Jiju didn't give you goodbye kiss before leaving?"

Swara again jerks in her heart:" His night kisses are enough for me to bear.." She thinks in her heart but doesn't say

anything.

Ragini:" Now I've to leave for home otherwise mom would scold me.."

She becomes sad that her sister would go but she doesn't have any choice. She has to leave in this palace type

house without family. But she satisfied that Sujata is with her.

But after a while, Sujata also comes in her room and says:" Your dad call me that he's not well so I've to leave"

Swara:" Mom... How can I handle him without you"

"sorry beta! But you've to handle him, but don't worry, you can call me whenever you need me" she hugs her and

says sadly.

Laksh calls Sujata to leave and after their leaving, she remains alone in this big house.

**************

Sanskar comes home late night and finds her sleeping.

He comes to her and starts caress her hairs slowly slowly. She wiggles to feel his touch and opens her eyes.

She looks him close to her and gets afraid that he again wants him.

Sanskar understands her fear and leaves her:" I didn't mean that.. " he says incomplete words but she understands

what he wanna say.

Sanskar:" Did you take  medicines?"

Swara nods in no , Sanskar gets angry to listen it but controls himself:" And dinner?"

She again answers the same and Sanskar stands up from his place.

He calls Lavanya to bring her dinner and medicines.

He makes her eat and gives her medicines, she's surprised by his behaviour.

"who are Sanskar?"

Sanskar looks her with surprise because he didn't expect this question from her.

"yoh first give me pain and then you become like that you didn't do anything... You should be happy to see me in

the pain because you married me for this purpose" swara shouts on him.

Sanskar bears her shouting with calm and says:" I didn't... I didn't marry you because of taking revenge and gives

you pain... It's in my nature... I can't stay without it but that doesn't mean I wanna hurt you..."

He looks her while she's looking him with sadness.  Sanskar feels guilt in his heart and says slowly:" I'm sorry Swara

for everything"

He says again:" I'm not so expressive to apologize but I say whatever is truth and truth is that I'm sorry what I've

done with you..."

Swara is really surprised by his every words, she doesn't say any word, after few minutes he as usually takes his

sleeping pills and falls asleep.

She looks his beautiful face and feels bit satisfaction in her heart that he also cares about someone and he has guilt

of his act also. Otherwise it would become very hard for her to stay with this monster.

She leans down and tries to sleep but she doesn't feel like sleeping.

She takes her shawl and comes out in balcony. This is her time because he's sleeping, now she doesn't need to fear

from him.

She sees the tiny stars on the sky and admires all the stars at once. She loves the night time in her all life. Now she

has vast sky as well as earth and she feels calmness to come here. After sometime, when she feels cold, she comes

inside the room and looks Sanskar laying on the bed.

She comes to him and sees him carefully, he has beautiful structure and her inner self wants to hug him.

She's afraid to listen her inner voice and just takes a glass of water in which he drank and there little water is

remaining. She drinks it one gulp and goes to her side of bed. Her inner self again pushes her to hug him but she

ignores it and squeezes her eyes because of fear. Not feat of darkness or him but fear of her own self.

*****************

Next morning she awakes and feels the absence of him. She gets up and checks the bathroom, he didn't inside it.

She comes outside from the room and looks down where he's talking to someone. Sje recognizes the woman with

her, she's her doctor.

Sanskar comes upstairs with doctor, she's still standing on her place.

Sanskar looka her with offence but doesn't say anything in front of doctor.

"get inside Swara" his tone is stiff and harsh.

Swara doesn't understand her mistake now but doesn't say anything.

Doctor checks her and comes to Sanskar:" She's fine now but still weak. I'm giving some supplements and you

should care about her diet chart also and avoide to close to her for some days" doctor says in professional way.

Sanskar feels tens to listen avoidance and asks:" How many days?"

Doctor:" Almost one week"

Swara feels happy to listen doctor and thinks:" Thank god to give me leave of one week"

Sanskar slowly nods and signs Lavanya to leave doctor.

After leaving them, he comes to her and says in harsh voice:" I told you that you don't need to wear one piece out

of room and you don't care about my orders"

Swara gets afraid to listen him and murmurs:" I forgot..."

Sanskar jerks and says:" You should remember Swara! I know this society, how men looks girls specially in this type

of dresses, no matter she's their boss or someone... Well! You should care about yourself without my saying

because you're mine Swara, only mine."

He touches her face and holds her in his strong arms:" Don't do this again Swara! I can't vear any evil eye on her..."

His voice becomes soft now and Swara is melting slowly slowly by his voice and soft tone.

Swasan A path hate to love Ep 10

Posted by Saba Shiekh on February 23, 2016 with No comments
Swara shocks to listen her that how could any girl say this thing so easily.

Shanaya comes to her and sits with her:" We could tell you lie but we didn't because it's important to know this

fact dear! But the concourse is that he's all yours and it was all his past"

Sanskar looks her with heated eyes, her attire and her beauty are making him crazy but he controls himself and

leaves.

Swara looks her with hatred and says in harsh voice:" I'm not concern with him either he makes relationship with

anyone or not... I just hate him and this is only conclusion for me"

Shanaya stares her but says nothing.

After dinner she gives her medicines and says in calm voice:" You're right on your place Swara! But will be soon

you would realize that how precious and pure person you've!"

"I don't need him, you can keep him" she says in harsh voice.

Shanaya stands up from her place:" You take rest here and Sanskar would pick you at the end of party"

She nods but couldn't control her tongue to say:" Go and spend quality time with my husband"

Shanaya sighs and leaves while she is thinking about the strange feelings for him as well as their illegitimate

relationship and the worst party.

She falls asleep, she didn't realise and after some time, Someone wakes her up. She opens her eyes, it was Laksh.

Laksh:" Party is over now, lets go Bhabhi..."

She nods and silently sits on front seat of car of Sanskar.

He commonly closes the window but she opens it and let the wind to play with long hairs.

The night, sweet breeze and long drive are freshen up her mood until they reached home.

********************

After reaching the home, Sanskar changes her clothes and she is removing her jewellery when he comes out from

dressing room.

That time her dupata is on her chest and her hairs are scattered on her waist, her mesmerizing beauty is attracting

him.

She looks him and says nothing, he looks her and the heat of his eyes are increasing in every moment.

She puzzled from his deep gaze and starts her activity again.

He comes to her, holds her wrist and stands up. He's looking into her eyes and she downs her eyelashes to feel his

gaze in them. He tugs her lock and holds her in his arms.

Swara reminisces their first night and steps back, while Sanskar tighten his grip:" Don't test my patience Swara..."

He slowly puts his lips on her and she can easily feels harshness in his touch.

After few minutes, he slowly leaves her and says:" Your cloth is becoming barrier between us, go and get change...

I wanna feel you completely" his voice is soft but intense.

Swara tensely nods and goes dressing room for changing. When she comes out from room, he was waiting for her.

As she enters in room, he offs the light and holds her. She is fearing in her heart but doesn't show it.

This time she doesn't show any restrictions to him, just stays silent and emotionless. She lets him do whatever he

wanna do with her.

Sanskar holds her and kisses on her every inch of body, his love is intense, deep, passionate but harsh and painful.

Specially for Swara because no one ever beat her and his love is just disgusting for her.

When the first ray of sun comes in the room, he leaves her and falls in sleep and she looks him with hatred that

how could he sleep so easily to vanished her sleep.  But before falling in sleep, he hugs her and says:" Don't leave

the hug, until I'll awake" Every inch of her body is paining but she doesn't cry just stay emotionless until sleep

overcomes her.

 *****************

She doesn't know how much time passed but she was in deep sleep when she heard the voice of knocking. Before

she goes to open the door, Sanskar awakes and holds the intercom:" Lavanya! Whoever at door, tell him or her

don't disturb us until we would come out"

Lavanya says something and he keeps intercom. Sanskar sees her awakening and hugs her again tight.

Swara looks time and thinks that why didn't he leave yet?

"it's your office time Sanskar.."

"aren't you enjoying company of your husband Swara?"

Swara nods in no and prays that now he moves to office.

He smiles:" I don't care, you're enjoying or not but I'm enjoying." He removes her hair from her face and whispers

in her ears:" You're so beautiful Swara" his voice is soft and mesmerizing but this spell isn't effecting on her

because she's the victim of his harshness.

He again holds her and she curses that person who knocked the door to make him awake.

He's conquering her and she's cursing him in his heart and the food which he eats.

After few hours, the intercom rings and he jerks to listen the ring.

He calmly attends it and listens something and disconnects.

:"you're lucky Swara! Your sis come to save you, go downstairs, she's waiting for you and closes the door before

going" he hides his face in the pillow and orders her.

When he doesn't feel that she leaves, he looks to her and asks:" What happened now?"

Swara says in low voice:" I can't move Sanskar.."

Sanskar doesn't understand what's she said :" Huh?"

Swara:" I can't move Sanskar" this time she screams.

Sanskar jumps from his place to listen it.

Swasan A path hate to love Ep 9

Posted by Saba Shiekh on February 23, 2016 with No comments
She takes her dress and likes the choice of Sanskar or maybe Shanaya.

Sanskar comes inside the room and takes his dress, it is black suit.

Sanskar:" I've to see arrangement of reception, so I told lucky to bring you at hotel"

Swara turns to him:" You're my husband Sanskar Maheshwari! Not lucky..."

Sanskar looks her:" Mom influence huh?"

He looks her and goes to dressing room for changing. He comes out and finds her in the same state:" Didn't you

change yet?"

Swara:" You're in the dressing room? How could I?"

Sanskar:" I'm your husband, you can change in front of me"

Swara blushes to listen it as any cultural girl do and silently goes inside the dressing room.

When she comes outside, Sanskar has gone from there. Beautician comes to get ready her and when she looks

herself in mirror, she mesmerized to see herself too:" Is precious jewellery and branded clothes give such beauty

to the person?" When Sujata comes inside to see her then she asks to her.

"no... This is the inner beauty of person, which is glowing om your face" Sujata slowly puts her long scarf on her

head and kisses on her forehead.

"I should put black dot on you for saving you from evil eyes" Sujata said and she hugs her by overwhelming of her

feelings:" Thank you mom! For supporting me"

Sujata lifts her face and says:" You don't need to say thanks, you're just like my daughter" she puts black dot

behind her ear.

Laksh is seeing all this from the door of her room and comes inside:" You're so lucky Bhabhi to have mother in law

like Chachi! But tell me the secret of this chemistry of mother and daughter in law"

Sujata hits his head slowly:" You would get know when your wife would come"

Laksh puts his hand on his chest:" Oh Chachi! What you said? My mom doesn't remember that his younger son at

the age of marriage"

Sujata pulls his ear:" I would tell your mom.."

Laksh says happily:" I would be grateful to you.."

Sujata smiles:" Naughty.."

Swara smiles to see them and asks Sujata to be ready for going reception. Laksh puzzles to listen it:" No Bhabhi!

Chachi can't go there"

Sujata:" Why?"

Laksh thinks and says:" Because this party is only for couples"

Sujata:" Then why are you going?"

Laksh:" Because my sweet Chachi! I've lots of girlfriends to manage it but if you want then I can manage a

handsome old man for you too"

Sujata eyes him and he holds his ears.

Sujata leaves and Laksh tells Swara to come outside, he's waiting for her.

******************

Sanskar comes to the hotel and everything is perfect as per his expectations. He is looking Shanaya who comes in

her new black designer saree with only silver bracelet at the name if jewellery.

She comes to him and shows herself to him:" How am I looking?"

Sanskar:" As usual..."

Shanaya makes face:" What do you mean as usual? You never praise me"

Sanskar smiles proudly:" My heart never praise to anyone... So why am I do this"

Shanaya folds her hands:" Ok... I know you're devil, so devils always get happy to see something bad"

Sanskar:" It's our instinct...isn't it?"

Shanaya smiles sadly:" Yes! It's... You know becoming devil is harder than becoming angel.. Because we've to show

our cruel face to everyone and be smile during every hurdle, we can't cry but being angel we become emotional

beings"

Sanskar:" Leave it... Emotions are just activities of mad people and be a normal and become philosopher instead of

poet.."

Shanaya gasps and both step forward because guests are starting to come and they go to entrance to receive

guests. This time his bride should be with him so he called Laksh to come as soon as possible.

Laksh says that they're in a way.

Sanskar disconnects the call and goes to entrance.

Everyone is asking about his wife and some rivals are starting to making stories that might be there's something

between them that he's still with Shanaya because in elite class, man always leaves their ex one after getting wife

to show himself innocent in front of his wife's eyes but our hero isn't like them.

He is about to call Laksh again when he sees Laksh is coming Swara.

He is about to see them but his foot stops to see the beauty of swara which is more than beauty. She looks like

goddess of chastity in this attire. The pure light enlightens her body and he thinks that the light can blare the every

view of this party and he only sees her in this while party.

His feet automatically raises towards her and her long gown is kissing the floor and her high heels entangles with

it, she's about to fall but he holds her before it. He puts his arms around her shoulders and takes her in him with

his all rights.

He drags her softly towards the guests and introduces her to them.

This is very bold  party where everyone is mingled with each others openly. Now she understands why he didn't

invite his and her family to the reception.

In those bold guests, one of them, she noticed specially. The girl name  is Meera and she's wearing red sleeveless

and backless cocktail dress. She's extremely beautiful girl but her and her husband contains huge age difference.

Meera:" Hey! I'm Mrs Meera Malhotra and in thus modern age who does cover the head?"

Swara looks her and says calmly:" It's not only our tradition bur it's chastity of women which makes them pure, if

anyone doesn't want this pureness then it's not my matter, I want and this is  the end of story"

Sanskar tightens his grip around her and looks Meera with proud like he wanna shows him that "look! This is my

wife, totally different from you"

Her husband tries to close to her but Sanskar holds her strangely and drags him back:" She isn't like your wife Mr

Malhotra" he says in cold tone and drags het towards other guests.

Because of her high heels, she feels pain in her feet as well as in back because of standing for long.

She looks the face of Sanskar and wants to say something, Sanskar looks her and excuses to his guests. She drags

her to the corner.

Swara:" I can't stand more Sanskar! I feel pain.."

Sanskar nods and slowly drags her towards the stage:" Just a minute sit here, I arranged for you to take a rest in

hotel's room"

He leaves her and goes towards Shanaya who is drinking cold drink by sitting in a corner.

He calls her:" Shanaya.."

He takes a drink and cheers up with her glass:" Are you busy..."

Shanaya:" Not for you my sweetheart... I mean to say Swara's sweetheart"

Sanskar :" She doesn't consider me her sweetheart"

Shanaya:" But truth is truth... You're her and she's yours"

Sanskar smiles:" Wow! Perfect sentence, I ever listen"

Shanaya smiles proudly:" Well! This girl made me disappointed... You're still taking sleeping pills"

Sanskar looks her with heated eyes:" This is our husband wife matter Shanaya"

Shanaya gets silent to listen him.

And then says:" She would allowed you to come near to her but first please, be soft to her"

Sanskar:" You know very well I can't do that, if I can I must do that "

Shanaya:" At least try once.."

Sanskar says in rude voice:" I don't try to anyone.."

Shanaya cuts his words:" Yeah people tries for Sanskar Maheshwari!"

Sanskar laughs:" Right... And then he asks from her:" You should get married now Shanaya"

Shanaya smiles:" you're being good in comedy day by day... I can't marry you know very well!"

Sanskar:" You're right, no one can handle you except me"

Shanaya:" And I also handled you from years.."

Sanskar:" Oh I forgot! I've to give gift to Swara of ritual of making dessert, so give some good gift to her"

Shanaya nods in no:" No way... I wouldn't, your wife and your responsibility, give her gift to your own.."

Sanskar shakes his head and holds her hands towards stage.

Shanaya introduces herself to Swara:" This is Shanaya here"

She extends her hands towards her, she silently holds her hands and gives her fake smile.

She is feeling back pain and wants to lain on something else. The couch on which she is sitting, has no back so she

feels uncomfortable.

Sanskar notices it and says Shanaya to take her to the room where she can take a rest.

Shanaya nods and helps her to get up from her place but she raises her hands to stop that she doesn't want help of

her to stand up.

Shanaya nods and leaves, she leads her towards the room which is located with the hall.

She sits on the bed and leans her back with the soft pillow. She immediately frees her feet from high heels because

she felt pain because of wearing it long.

Shanaya looks her tired facc and asks:" Are you ok Swara?"

Swara silently nods and puts her head on the back of of bed.

"may I ask something from you Swara?" Shanaya asks hesitantly.

Swara nods in yes then Shanaya asks:" Are you happy with your marriage life?"

Swara jerks to listen her question:" Didn't Sanskar tell you everything about my happiness" she chew the word

"happiness"

Shanaya gets silent and calls Sanskar to send milk and pain killer for Swara.

Few moments passed between them and Sanskar comes inside with both things.

"is she ok?" He asks from Shanaya.

"don't worry she's absolutely alright" Shanaya pats his shoulder and she doesn't like her act.

Both are talking with each others so friendly and Swara amazed to see their closeness because she didn't see

Sanskar to talk with anyone in this tone which he talks to Shanaya but her introduction is still half.

She calls both of them and asks their relationship. Both look each others and Shanaya comes to her:" I know

Swara, you would feel pain to listen it, but listen carefully... Actually we're... No we were sleeping partners but now

he's all yours"

Swara shocks to listen her that how could any girl say this thing so easily.

Monday, 22 February 2016

Swasan A path hate to love Ep 46

Posted by Saba Shiekh on February 22, 2016 with 39 comments
Swara looks into his eyes and says boldly:" Then let me go Sanskar..."

"I can kill you but won't leave you" Sanskar says sternly.

"then kill me.." Her tone and voice witness of her state of mind.

Sanskar's heart numbs for a moment to listen this.

He suddenly leaves her and goes to balcony, she knows now he would do smoking, she wanna stop him to do

smoking but on the other side, she just wants to go from there.

She stays lean on the bed in the same condition.

On the other side, Sanskar lit his cigarette and her voice is echoing in his mind. His bird wants to fly and he just

wants to cut her feathers. He is thinking why is she think about to fly when he did everything perfectly.

His mind is concluding the reasons of his defeat while his heart is cursing him to act like that she became like just

because of him.

He throws the cigarette and squeezes it with his feet. He touches the flowers and gasps. He didn't see her to enjoy

the beauty of his house or palace. He personally likes wanton type girl. That's why he fell for Meera but Swara was

silent girl and she becomes more and more silent because of his attitude. She could be happy and enjoy

everything. He gave to her if he tried to make her happy.

He hits his fist on the frame of grill and curses himself again to make her like that. He goes to glass wall and sees

her laying in the same state. The repentance is making place in his heart and this time

He was not hurt her personally but when she did anything which hurts his ego, or he was suffering from fit

problem. He couldn't control himself that's why he told her to go outside because he knew how much he became

mad in this state. He doesn't want to harm her but he did and second time in life he accepted his defeat.

He looks her and touches the glass wall, his mind says him to let her go but don't know why his heart sink to think

that she would be gone from his life.

"you wanted me like that? Aren't you? Then I become like this... You should be happy now,  Just as per our deal"

Swara's motionless voice echoes in his mind.

"why am I not happy if she became an obedient girl without any arguments or restrictions?" He asks to himself.

"because you like her as strong and courageous girl as compared to just puppet.  You can't love the dead body but

the soul"

He boggles to listen his answer:" Love..." He whispers slowly and looks her.

But at the next moment, he banishes this thought from his mind and looks her again.

He collects some courage to face her because he wants to do that thing which he never do in his life, not even in

worst condition of his life.

He goes inside the room and she wiggles to feel his presence.

"Swara!..." He calls her, she turns to him..

He thinks:" Should make deal with her to stay there" but at the next moment someone whispers in his heart:"

Don't make it business deal Sanskar Maheshwari! This is your wife, not only client... Don't repeat one mistake

again and again"

He gasps to listen the voice of his heart and slowly sits beside her.

"do you really want to leave me?" He says slowly.

Swara gets up from her place and leans on the the back of bed:" Do you have any doubt?"

Sanskar nods in no:" But why?"

" are you still asking me the reason?" She screeches to listen him.

"I know, I wanna listen to you" he says in slow voice.

Swara stays silent to listen this, she gasps and collects some words to make him understand:" Tell me one thing

Sanskar, you marry a girl, what do you want from that girl?"

Sanskar amused to listen her question because he expected that he would listen lots of complaints in the answer

but answer or question was unexpected.

He gasps and says after thinking for a while:" Loyalty, obedience, happiness from her, she cares about me and

gives me whatever I want. Love and respect etc.." He says finally.

Swara looks him victoriously:" If I marry someone, I expected the same things from my husband, apart from my

husband"

Sanskar looks her with amaze, how easily she conveys her complaint without complaining.

Sanskar sighs and looks her. He's collecting courage to say the words, he never said to anyone.

"Hmmm..." He bents his neck and takes a deep breath to say:" I'm agree with you, I couldn't give you these all

things which I expected from you..." He again inhales breath, he thinks that might he would need inhaler.  "I've

accepted my defeat, I was wrong",

Swara is surprised to listen it but she stays emotionless in front of him.

He continues:" Now you've two options, one you said, you wanna leave me then this is legally your house, I would

go from there, you stay here, the servants are reliable, you shouldn't worry about anything. Not about money or

anything else... If you feel to take div..." His tongue stagger to say this word but he says again " if you wanna take

divorce.. Then also this house would be yours with all stuff and anything, if you stay in marriage then I wouldn't

come to you, but you would my responsibility and I would fulfill my responsibilities without hurting you"

He gasps and opens draws of his bed's side table. He takes out inhaler to take a breath, Swara hurts to see it, the

overwhelming feelings is encircling her. Now she forgets all things he did with her, just wants to hug him and says:"

Don't go..." But someone scolds her in her heart "you can't be weak at the end of this battle"

She hardly hides her emotions from her face and stays motionless.

"you can't walk without woman in your bed, what would you after it?" She asks motionlessly.

Sanskar looks her, he doesn't think about anything and he says truth to her:" Don't know.. But it's confirm, I won't

touch any girl until you're in this marriage"

"then why did you call Shanaya at that night?" She asks.

Sanskar gasps:" Oh! That time I was mentally unstable and she could handle me without touching her, she's expert

of it how to handle me without making repentance"

Swears relieves to listen him but says nothing because she doesn't want to leave him from the bottom of her

heart.

"now its time to say him what do you want Swara" her inner voice whispers.

She's about to say something when Sanskar says:" But you've other option too.."

Swara looks him questioningly.

Sanskar says in one breath:" Give me a one chance.."

I'm Hope Ep 13

Posted by Saba Shiekh on February 22, 2016 with 3 comments
Umeed shocked to see Faraz there and immediately went to him:" Faraz..." Her voice was not more than whisper.

He moved and looked her with teary eyes:" Umeed.."

"how did it happen?" She pointed out to ambulance which carried out body of one girl.

Faraz shook his head negatively:" I don't know, she saw me while proposing you and she did this... This is all my

fault"

Umeed looked the girl who was smiling before one hour but this one hour ruin everything.

The crowd's voice was buzzing in atmosphere and she was numb to say anything.

Faraz wanted to utter word but only a sob came from his mouth.

Both left the crowd and sat in a corner, Faraz was still silent and Umeed was crying. It was one of their university

fellow Mahnoor. She was good friend of him but whenever he felt that she considered himself more than a friend,

he made her understand that he didn't love her or wanted to make any relationship with her. Maybe he could but

he knew very well except Umeed no one can take place in his life, so how could he ruin anyone's life. So he refused

her and today, when he proposed Umeed, she saw them and looked her refusal. She pleaded to him to accept him

because she loved him but he talked to her so rudely.

It wasn't tear of sorrow in his eyes but tears of repentance.

Umeed looked him and tried to console him but didn't understand what to say and how to say.

" it was my fault.." Faraz uttered.

"it wasn't yours.." She gasped.

Faraz looked her and she said again:" This is your choice either you loved her back or not, love is matter of consent

of heart, we can't force someone to love us back.."

"yes! If love of both sides then it must give the result of mingling" Faraz completed her sentence.

By saying this, both realized same feelings at once and looked into each others eyes.

Faraz felt for Umeed that he loved her but that doesn't a matter of force to get love back.

Same Umeed felt for Shayan as well as for Faraz.

Suddenly she realizes something:" I'm sorry Faraz! I shouldn't behaved like that.."

"no.. I'm sorry, I shouldn't say this type of words in the public place to spoil your reputation" he smiled sadly and

apologizes from the core.

"And don't worry, I won't do suicide.. You shouldn't have guilt about this" he said in teasing tone.

Umeed smiled completely but again became sad about to think Mahnoor.

"she shouldn't do suicide, I know love has so much power but what about the love of our parents, our family and

our friends? How could we take our life for the sake of one love? In the defeat of one love. How can we  give pain

to our other love ones" she said with pain.

Faraz looked her with affection but didn't say anything.

Umeed gasped and stood from her place but before leaving she said to him.

"I only marry to that person which would be chosen by my father.."

She walked towards entrance while Faraz was still sitting on his place and starring her back.

She turned and said again "I would come hospital to see Mahnoor... May Allah save her"

"Ameen.." Faraz said in slow voice and looked her again.

He also stood up from his place because he should with Mahnoor in hospital.

**************

Umeed came in her house and found Seemi aunty and mom together. They were discussing about summer

seasons clothes of famous brands. She smiled to listen them "women always think about dresses.."

She went to her room and got fresh, suddenly she reminisced something and did ablution and started her prayer.

She prayed about Mahnoor, she prayed about her family and at the end, she asked to her Allah.

"Allah Pak! If Shayan isn't in my destiny, he shouldn't be... Because now he's fiance of my sister and I don't want to

be disloyal to my sister... So banish this feelings from my heart about him..  Ameen.."

She reimbursed her palms on her face and stood up from her place. She was untying her scarf when she heard the

knock on her door.

"come in..." She said.

It was Shayan who came in her room.

"we're going for eating ice cream, so I thought i should ask to you also.." He said politely.

She weighed his voice to assume any feelings for her but his tone was normal but friendly.

"no...  You both go and enjoy" she said in low voice.

He sat on a chair which kept beside her writing table.

"were you praying?" He asks.

She nods in yes.

"are you used to praying?" He sat like he didn't want to go.

"no.. I don't pray always..." She answered calmly.

"oh! Then what's the reason of today's prayer?"

She gasped and told the incident of Mahnoor in her university.

He looked inspired from her:" You've such a nice heart Umeed! You prayed for her even you don't know her

personally"

"I don't do this for her but for her family, she shouldn't do this just for the sake of boy" she remained calm.

Shayan looked her carefully, her face was in the circle of scarf and she was wearing full sleeve's long shirt and

cigarettes pant.

She was beautiful but she had something except beauty, which enlightened her whole personality.

He was first time looking her carefully, she was puzzled by his gaze.

"I think you're getting late..."

Her voice broke his trance and he boggled:" Yes! Honey would kill me.."

She smiled and looked his back and amazingly, she didn't feel anything for him.

Shayan came outside where Romana was waiting for him.

"you stay there for long..." She said in complaint's voice.

Shayan held his ears:" Oh sorrrryy..."

She smiled:" Okk I forgive you"

"thank you my lady..." He bowed down and she laughed.

He stood properly.

" by the way, your sister has such a nice personality, I don't know why you don't like her"

"please, at least you shouldn't start to taking her side.." She looked him with the eyes of " you too Brutes"

"ok! I'm not taking her side but I'm just saying she's so nice girl, you shouldn't have  resentment about her in your

heart" he made her understand calmly.

"I think I should go back to my room instead of going outside with you" she said in harsh tone.

"ok... I'm not saying about her anything, now cheer up your mood" he said.

She smiled and thought in her heart:" You don't know Shayan! I'm not only dislike her but I hate her..."

The badness of her heart was darkening her beautiful face.

*****************

At the night time, she again prayed for Mahnoor and thought to visit her hospital next morning.

She came to the window and looked her best friend.

"hello friend.. Today was the day of realization, I realized that I shouldn't misbehaved with Faraz and I realized that

love is only matter of consent of heart.... I also learn lesson from Mahnoor's incident but main thing is that..." She

paused and smiled to see 11th of lunar.

"main thing is that I realized I never love Shayan..  It was only mirage of my imagination that someone would come

and take me with all of his love and respect, today when he was leaving I suddenly realized this thing, I was only

loved with my imagination not with his personality..."

She held the frame of window and continued:" Now I'm satisfied with my life, no need to shade tears because it

was only mirage and Umeed doesn't hope for mirage..."

She smiled brightly.... A beautiful and mesmerizing smile which reached from her lips to eyes.