Swasan A path hate to love ep34

Recap:" Sanskar accepted the offer of becoming toy boy, he got the 20% shares of Desuza's and co. To forward his life"
As the passage of time, he became sadist and heartless day by day and it was also because he saw the ugliest face of society. How man and woman betray their partners, teenage children are going on wrong way, women used their body for getting success. These all things were becoming him heartless day by day and he concluded that there's one person in the world whom we should believe and that is ourselves. So he started only believe on himself and planned about his own future. Now he didn't care that either people are going to hell aur heaven. He only thought about himself.
He learned many things from Mrs Desuza in the two years and he was became cunning and emotionless in the company of that wily woman.
He had done his graduation and took the diploma in hotel management from a reputable institution.
Now he took a new step, in that two years, he did many types of research on hotels and finally got his target.
After his study of hotel management, he spared himself from that woman and took many advantages from her with the extension of shares.
He went to a hotel in his bike and read a board "Malaikas". He smiled victoriously and went inside the hotel and ordered the meal.
It was hotel of madam Sunita... She didn't used her surname, this hotel was based on her daughter's name, she lived her life in abroad and before ten years, she came here. And it was almost five years old hotel but it gave only loss to that woman from the first day. And most interesting thing about that woman was that there's no any evident of her marriage, divorce or her husband. And second, she was about of the age of 42 and her daughter was only eight years old.
But it wasn't concern to Sanskar, either malaika was legal child of her or not. He only concerned with his purpose. This woman was about to leave India for settling abroad. It was only rumour or truth, he didn't know but he had to know.
He went to the counter and asked about madam Sunita.
He applied for internship and submitted his documents.
Sunita looked his documents and her face expression showed that she inspired by his splendid academic result.
She kept the file on table and looked him. He was in casual look and folded his sleeves. He enhanced his personality in those two years.
She:" So! You're here for internship... You have good academic result... So why are you applying here? Every good and reputable hotel can offer you internship, then why us?"
He looked into her eyes and said in deep voice:" So... Aren't your hotel good and reputable"
She became speechless on his question because she didn't expect that question from him as well as no one mentioned demerits of their products. Same as like, she didn't want to answer his question.
She said again:" There's no use of your internship, Mr Maheshwari! Because maybe in few months, I'll sale this hotel"
He smiled his signature smile. A smile which contain of victory , cunningness, cruelty as well as lovingly product of intellectual. There's so many shades in his one smile and only some people get the meaning of this smile.
He folded his arms and said in a calm voice:" I knew this news, but just tell me don't you want some good work of your employee, which can raise the value of Malaikas... Off course, if value will raise, then you'll get good amount of money during dealings and this is just an internship"
She starred him with interest and said:" What's the guarantee of it that value will  increase?"
Sanskar:" You can observe this from my academic achievements"
She looked him from head to toe and said:" This is nothing if I'll not get practical work, so I can keep you but I'll not give you salary, yet I get some success"
He accepted because he didn't come here for salary. He started his work, he had really amazing skills but he didn't come there for showing his skill. After a month, he left impact in the mind of Sunita and   he was successful in it.
Then he gave her, his deal..
She shocked to listen it:" What? Do you want to buy this hotel? I don't think so, you've some money in your pocket"
Sanskar smirked:" Maybe you're right or maybe you're wrong... First tell me your deal"
Sunita:" 10 million"
Sanskar clapped:" Oh! You're going to sale this hotel which was going in loss from three years and you're valuing it 10 millions... That's a big deal Madame! No one will give you this amount of money for this hotel"
She:" You forgot Sanskar! This is only value of this building and other assets of this hotel.."
Sanskar:" You've only assets and liabilities on the name of capital, there's no goodwill of it... You know very well! And why are you reacting like that, as I know you're going abroad just for the sake of good future of your daughter and if everybody will know about the father name of her... I think, no one will buy this hotel after it... If someone reveal the news on internet or might be, your new would be husband will watch it... Then?"
Sunita 's face color changed at once and she looked him:" What do you mean? Which news?" She tried to pretend, but her sweating showed the disturbance of her heart.
Sanskar:" Ok! Come to the point, I've a video of your black deeds sweetheart! Which resulted your eight years old daughter.... I don't wanna spoil the mind of your daughter..  So I can give you a good deal for it, accept it or otherwise I'll not think about your illegitimate daughter"
Sunita:" Ok! What's the deal?"
Sanskar:" I've shares of Desuzas.... 35% shares... 35% profitable shares for the sake of your loser hotel..."
Sunita smirked:" Ok! Come on the point too sweetheart! I knew you were the toy boy of Mrs desuza and now I'm confirmed that because you've shares of that company and nowadays its hardly available on market... So that's mean I was right... So..."
Sanskar cut her words:" So you also want this? Because this 35% of shares are not the complete price of your hotel... Right?"
Sunita smirked:" You're smart boy... So come from tonight, after six months this hotel will be yours" she extended her hand towards him..
He held her hand:" Done! And don't think about to turning to your words because I've that cd"
Sunita:" ****** of that video... Only six months contract is there, after it, we will be free from each others"
Sanskar twisted his head:" You should be"
The new entry of that woman changed him too, made him harder from mind and heart.
Sunita wasn't like Mrs Desuza, she wanted more and more, sometimes, sometimes, he fed up from that woman but he became used to it slowly slowly. She was cunning woman and taught him many new tricks of lusted life.
But most interesting thing was that in that time, he got the hope of living again. He had six months contract with Sunita, that time he was also involved in the young girl Puja. She was personal assistant of sunita and was a hardworking girl. Not because of her beauty, he liked her because of her thoughts and talking. She was mistress of words and used it in appropriate way to entice anyone . They were both closing to each others but main thing was that he planned to marry with her. Because he could clearly feel restlessness in him whenever Sunita didn't call him. So he could understand that he'll face problem after when contract ends.
But this girl was also taught him a lesson and broke last hope in his heart to live a normal life.
He was thinking to propose her and about to went in her cabin when he heard his name. He stopped and sat on the chair outside her cabin.
Puja:" Oh Sanskar.... He is just disgusting man, I'm just tolerating him because of madam... You know very well my sweetheart, I need money to submit my institute fees, so he is ****** of madam, so he can make her agree to give me that money...yeah! That jackass is thinking to come close to me.... Yeah he's cute but I won't think about that lower-middle class people... ******"
So this was her real face, he didn't do anything special. He just recorded her words when she was abusing to Sunita because of her rude and stupid nature(in her thought). And arranged to hack her email address (I told you that he became blackmailer, so he knew every tool of it). Take out some email in which she agree to give her virginity to her boyfriend, that boyfriend, she was dreaming to marry because of his wealth. And captured close pictures of both of them, because she was alluring him because of her purpose.
So he killed last hope in her heart to make family after it and went to her when Sunita was not there.
Sanskar:" Hey darling! I've a gift for you..." He extended one packet to her.
She opened it and shocked to see the gift. It was closed photos of them, her emails with every boy whom she chatted and yeah one more thing, her recording about Sunita.

Sanskar smirked and set on her table:" Actually... I was confused... I was thinking that which thing become useful for me, show this emails to your parents, who had complete believe on her daughter, show this pictures to your would be husband or give this recording to Sunita"
She was in deep shock and said in weak voice:" I was doing this, just for the  sake of my career"
Sanskar raised his hands:" Oh career! My foot! I've no objection to making your career, but for this you used me and I'll not spare that person who used or insulted me... And you did the both things, so you've to pay for it"
Her face became pale to listen it:" Sanskar! You'll not do that? I'll be destroy... I'll do everything what will you say to me"
She was fresher in this subtle game of lust, Sanskar became wily in it, so how could she defeat him? If he didn't hear her words, he must would know about her betrayal because he didn't believe anyone blindly.
He set on chair and said:" If you beg pardon from me on kneel and hold my feet, then maybe I'll give you a good deal which solve our problem"
Psychology of human being is most complicated thing in this world. He(human, not sanskar) at the same time, claims to love the world and worshipped himself. But if we go inside the mind of human, you'll find him a great worshipper of himself. And always a great intellectual either make person true worshipper of god or himself.
He chose himself in this regard. He was loved himself and believed himself. And every success of him confirmed him that he's a lord  and he should be worshipped. So, it was become great pleasure for him, whenever someone beg to him, beseech to him. Her ego played the melody of triumph when he downed his enemies in front of him. He wanted to see them helpless and this is his great revenge from them that he made them helpless and enjoyed their helplessness.
He did same the thing for puja. Her helplessness was watering on the fire of his rage.
He smirked and lifted her:" Instead of using me for your purpose, you should made a deal of give and take, you give something to me and I'll give you what you want"
She was still watching down but said in high voice:" What could I give you. .? I've nothing"
Sanskar jerked his collar:" Yeah! This is thing, we often defraud person, because we want everything and give nothing. So, you did the same" he caressed her hairs and slowly slowly his hands were moving below her hairs.
Sanskar leaved her:" But I don't believe on this concept, so finally you beseeched from me, so I'm ready to forgive you and forget all this" he pointed out the stuff.:" But I've a condition"
She lifted her face, her eyes were filled with tears, but these tears didn't effect on his heart more:" What is that?"
Sanskar:" Give your virginity to me and I'll not only close this topic but also make arrangement about your fees, tonight, Sunita is going to some party, I already stay in this hotel, but if you feel comfortable, then we can go my home... Choice is yours"
She was starring him in shocked:" How ***** you're!  How can you demand this from me?"
Sanskar:" Look! I'm not using other way to fulfill my desire, I'll give you, your price of one night, your one year fees in college.... This is your choice either you're accepting it or not"
Puja stood up and shouted:" What are you considering me? A prostitute...? What are you repeating the word, give and take, you used yourself for this purpose... So you think that I'll also do the same"
Sanskar looked her in anger(second time insult, he'll not gonna leave her).
He stood up, looked into her eyes and said in a cold voice:" Oh! Miss sachi sawatri! You're going to give your virginity for the purpose of taking pleasure of wealth of your boyfriend? You were alluring me by your body just for the purpose of money... You did the same things with many boys just for the sake of some expensive things...? You girl thought that you were fooling us?, no dear! Actually we're taking pleasure from pose of your body, and because of this, we spend some money on you, this is also prostitution my so called girlfriend! You girls are not think about it, but boys took this thing from you without your awareness!"
His words and cold voice numbed her heart and she just accepted her defeat because his every word was based on truth.
He took his desire from her and throw money on her face.
She was irritated by him all night:" What's the thing you're! You even don't know how to treat a Virgin girl"
Sanskar smiled bitterly:" I'm not good in fresh pieces, I used to eat  stale food, so I put more effort to digest it"
Puja threw his clothes on him:" You're just ****** I wish I'll never see you again"
Sanskar smirked:" You'll not be... Because from next week, this hotel is going to mine, so I don't want to keep employee like you"
He  left her in shock and learned from her that if you want something, just give its price and fulfill your desire. Don't start to thinking to imposed it on yourself. After this incident, he did the same. And last hope of love or making family killed by him after this incident.

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I'm hope Ep4

Umeed... A name of hope, but no matter how optimistic she was, but she was a young girl who could be fed up easily. So, sometimes, she wanted to escape from this environment, anywhere in this world, where no one would know about her and about  her parents. No one will reminded her that how her father used her mother. She soon exhausted from that useless effort because there wasn't any window to inhale properly for her.
Because her siblings were spy of her. Her fb ID was made  up on the number of her brother, so there wasn't any privacy. She got admission in university, when Honey got the admission in bba. She did graduation of two years, so she had to do MBA of four years in university. But there wasn't any special friend of her in university. Just she had a good hello hi with some of girls.
She was fed up from these things, that doesn't mean, she accepted her defeat but she just wanted to relax for some time. Because of that useless effort, she broke many time and gathered herself again and again. She had a hope that she'll win the heart of her family but their hatred was more stubborn than her love.
That time, she wished to make any friend who would hear her every sorrow and grief. That time, she made a new friend... A friend who came from her window, every night and went before rising the sun. That friend was moon of her window.
Only a moon was her best friend, in night she talked with moon which appeared in the window of her room.
She said to moon:" Hey my friend moon! I want to elope from there, any place where no one knows me.... At least no one gives pain to me, where only people recognize me from my name, no one knows me who was my mother and which blood I belonged to from my father side... I'll be only Umeed... A good web and software designer... Umeed..." She was talking slowly slowly like murmuring style to her best friend.
She saw the half part of her share of sky which was only her
She continued:" Where everyone loves me and if they don't love me, then at least I wasn't become like question mark in front of the world"
She was stopped and took a tear from her eyelashes. While talking with moon, she got the idea and she made fake ID of facebook. She put her name of "Mahar mah" in this id because Mahar Mah has the meaning of "moon of love". Because if she didn't have the name of Umeed then she'll have the name of love. If she didn't have the name of hope, she'll have the name of moon... A moon which burned in the color of gold.
She because Cinderella after 12 of night because she was princess of this world where no one knew her and her past. Where she made a world of her imagination and she ruled in that world. She told her friends that her family loved her so much and breathed with her breathing. She was pampered by her brother and her sister had a soul in herself. She was fulfilled her every incomplete desire in this fake world.
She saw the world in her point of view of "what's this?" She said this world as enchanted world and she had only few important characters in this world.
In night time she laughed, she enjoyed every moment from heart and smiled, smiled and smiled. A smile which reached to her eyes and mesmerized anyone from the shine of her eyes. But there was no one who hated her smile.
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She pressed keys after entering her wonderland. She put her dp as a girl who painted her face with green and white color on  the cricket tournament.
She was thinking to give statement, when she got the friend request.
She read the name in whispering:" Shayan Chohdari"
She opened his profile, he was studying in oxford, from personality to her educational institute, everything was inspiring but she couldn't inspired by these things. She didn't like that type of artificial people, she was about to delete friend request but she glanced at his status about work:" I don't need to do work, because I've my daddy"
She smiled because his personality showed by in one sentence in front of her.
She accepted the request just for the sake of taking joy from this type of character.
She wrote the message:" Hello! Daddy's boy"
"hello princess Mahar Mah!" A message came after a minute on her screen.
" a special greet to prince" she wrote by her beautiful fingers on magical keys.
A message came:" I'm not a prince! You're a princess, you're highness! From name as well as from style"
Princess smiled to read it and fireflies of her eyes were match with the stars of sky.
She started writing:" Surely! You're prince because you're enjoying your life on the money of King, that's why you don't need to do any work" she ridiculed on him.
She got an answer within a minute:" Actually, prince is on the training, so he's enjoying carefree life, as he entered in practical life, he'll must do work with responsibility"
She set properly because from his words, she got that he was not much careless as she thought about him.
She wrote:" Thus! You're sensible person..."
"yes I'm!" She got the answer.
She smiled and saw the time:" Ok! Now I'm going to sleep, I'll talk to you later, goodnight"
"goodnight and take care your sweet self" an icon of smile came with that sentence.
She again opened his profile and this time she boggled to see his picture, don't know why, but she felt that she saw this man before, might be, she met with that person, but where and when she didn't remind that time. Well! She shook her shoulders with carelessness and shut down her laptop.
She laid down on her bed but she didn't memorized the person... "Shayan Chohdri"  she whispered and closed her eyes with confusion...  Her best friend saw her and smiled because she'll clear her confusion soon.

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Yaaram Ep8

Next morning, she talked to Shirley about job that where could she get the job and how?.  Shirley made her understand about some important places and gave her address of that places also.
Firstly, she came to university for getting information about her classes. For this purpose, university faculty arranged the camp where senior students gave their services voluntarily.  All they wore purple and grey shirts, that anyone can recognize them from far.
It was crowded like the Sunday bazar of Pakistan. She could hear the slow voice but fast voice of students which became noise. She searched her counter and took basic information. But there was a problem, a girl who was giving information, she was French so it was difficult to understand her English for Amraha.
She said to a girl:" Please repeat and say it in slow voice, I can't understand"  a girl did the same but Amraha didn't understand this thing.
"Derek! Listen! Help that girl" girl said to her companion with politely.
Derek turned to her and his smile widened to see her. It was the same boy of long nose who was became ask me. Amraha was about to say something but before it, he hide his nose.
Because of his act, Amraha wanted to hit her file on her long nose. She was sure that this boy must make ridicule on her in whole university.
Derek:" Yes! How can I frighten you... I mean to say, how can I help you?"
He was still hiding his nose, Amraha gave him list of his subjects. He took the list from her and he took at least fifteen minutes to write details of everything on the list about the schedule and timing of teachers and classes along with the name of her class fellows and their addresses. He encircled on map and said:" This is your department"
"drop her to her department" he said to that French girl.
Girl was amazed to listen it:" Why? She'll go by herself"
Derek:" No.. She can't go with herself... She gets afraid"
Amraha snatched the list from Derek and went from there. But she could easily heard his laughter behind her. She prayed that she'll not face the people which she met on her first day.
A girl passed from her and said to her:" Do you want any help?" She gave the list to her and she helped her.
She saved from wandering and followed her. She went to her department and saw her classes with timing. She was happy because of the beauty of her classes.
She was go out from the university in the search of job. But it was become hard task to her because she couldn't do job far from university because for it, she will have to pay the rent of bus and she can't save money.
Her classes were started and she couldn't get work till. She was worried about that if she couldn't get the work soon, then she'll have to hear the lecture of Dayem. However, he wasn't wrong from his side but she wasn't wrong on her side too. She was struggling as much as possible for getting job.
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One day, she passed from the cafe which was located on the fifteen minutes walk from university. She also came here before but that time she didn't get any answer from there. She saw a board of "vacancy" there. Firstly, she took coffee in cafe and reached the counter. She could easily find work there but there was a problem, and it was really a big problem. She could see waitress who wore the shirt and mini skirt of label of famous coffee company. Means, they were the walking advertisement of that particular company. She didn't has any problem about advertising but she couldn't wear that skirt. But because of her conditions, she couldn't leave this last chance of "vacancy '
She talked to the tall and fat man British man who has  white complexion. He asked some questions to Amraha and said her yes for the job. Instead of felt happiness, she saw him with sadness that she got the job which she might be lose in next minute.
Amraha:" I need this job so much, if I won't get this job, my future will be dark" she was trying to name that British emotional.
Man:" I've hired you on job"
She:" I can't wear this dress, I can wear this shirt on jeans" she pointed out to the waitress.
Man:" You don't need to do this arrangement, you can go now" .
She:" Just for the sake of bright future of this world, can't you ignore this incomplete dress for a girl who tried to complete her education? Can't you give me a favour? Everyone in this world, respect the student"
Man:" I only worry about my own bright future"
She:" Which religion, do you believe?"
He starred him. You couldn't ask question about religion in Europe, they can offence.
Man:" I'm Jewish"
Amraha numbed  to listen it. She starred him for a minute.
Man:" Stop starring me and go from there"
She:" Look Mr! If you give me this job, everyone will praise about you that you  gave the job to muslim girl and respect about her values... You know etc etc"
Man:" What's etc etc?"
She:" Praise... More praise... You'll receive the cordially of people" .
Man:" I only love to sit on my own chair"
She:" Think about for a while, this is university area,  how much students will respect you, may be.. No I'm sure they'll invite you on the annual convocation day.. And you'll have chance to give your speech... This type of day will never come in your life again..'
Man:" I'm not interested to go on convocation"
She:" If you'll go there, you'll feel interst there"
He stopped and hit the surface of counter from his fingers. His blue eyes became more blue.
She:" I heard that British is most kindhearted people"
Man:" I'm polish"
Amraha:" Oh! I thought that you're polish! Polish's people is famous for their human friendly nature. Those who come first for helping and serving people..."
Man:" Does your tongue  always run like that?"
Amraha:" No.. It's effect of your coffee, which I took here, you can keep me for one week trail"
Man:" Then what will happen?"
She:" I can bet, when people will see the Muslim lady in full dress, then people will attract towards your cafe, because they'll think that owner of this cafe has broken the rules for humanity"
He again hit the counter from his fingertips of his both hands:" Oh really?"
"sure! You can examine it" by saying this, we should counter her influence from evil eye.
Man:" Ok! You can come from tomorrow.. But you'll get half of real"
Amraha:" I'm agree... By the way, do you guess that how many people come in this cafe every day?" Amraha's wit was increasing.
Man:" I've been running this cafe from ten years.. I can recognise new customer at one glance"
Amraha:" I mean to say if more people will come here.."
"then I'll get know" he smiled by pressing his eyes inside and this smile was  freeze on her.
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When she came home, she talked to Shirley and everyone about it that they've to come cafe tomorrow with their friends. Except Hana, everyone promised to her that they'll try to come with one or two friends there. Next morning, she also went to Dayem and Nawal and told them truth. Dayem saw her face with amazed for a minute:" you did this with much cleverness... Didn't you?"
Amraha shook her shoulder:" I had no option"
Dayem:" I'll tell my friends and class fellows also... How many day of this trial is?"
Amraha:" Of one week... If 8 to 10 people will come, then it'll be ok"
Dayem:" No.. This is less.. At the last day, I'll increase it to forty"
Amraha:" This is fine"
Then it was happen like that first day, ten people, second day fifteen, then eighteen, twenty... Twenty five and at last day, totally 50 students were come there for taking coffee.
And most interesting thing was that they performed very well. They took coffee and went to  counter:" How noble you're!" Someone said with smile.
"you gave job to muslim woman without any difference" one said.
Other said:" How can we find the human friendly people like you?"
3rd said:" We'll praise you to our principal about to invite you on convocation day"
4th one:" You're such an angel... We can't find this type of people in this world" .
Other:" We'll come daily here for coffee"
He was smiled during 6th days of their performance. But said on last day:" I saw may dramas in my life, but this was splendid performance which was done by university students"
She was shocked to see him because she thought that her plan was successful
He:" You can't fool a businessman"
"right" she said in weak voice.
GE:" But... You can impress the businessman... Right?"
"right" she smiled.
" Look miss walnut! I can't keep you here" this time he was serious and Amraha also. Her happiness vanished at once.
He:" Company is paying me for this dress and the fifty percent shares has also owned by the company... But you impress me.. And I'm now interesting to go on convocation day, so I can keep you on job temporary.. Until you'll get other job, but if company will object about it, I'll have to dismiss you from job immediately"
She:" Company will not have objection about it'
He:" Why? How do you know?"
She:" Because I'll pray"
He:" Why don't you pray that you get a good job"
She:" I also pray about it too, but now it's also my duty to pray about it"
He smiled softly to listen it.
She:" And don't call me walnut.. Yeah! You can call me pine nut.. I like them most"
She was continuously talking in happy mood. Outside, there was a bright night on the road of Manchester. Whenever darkness become white.. Nights become bright then many buds blow in the soil of life. And these buds spread fragrance... Fragrance which was come from flowers and fruits.

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I'm hope Ep3

It was time of evening when someone came to her and lifted her head from her knees. It was her dadi, she saw and hugged her and again started to show her hand to dadi but there was no color of butterfly on her hands. It was fed color.
Dadi kissed on her forehead and put her head on her lap. She wasn't ask any explanation from her and just caressed her hairs.
After a while she lifted her head and looked to the old face of her only angel.
Umeed:" Dadi..."
Dadi looked her with love and said:" Yes! My doll..."
" why daddy always angry on me?"
Dadi sighed and looked her innocent face.
She again said:" I didn't do anything, he was my friend, we went there just for catching butterflies... Nothing else" her eyes are evident of her emotions.
Dadi overwhelmed and hugged her tight:" I know my child.. You're not a bad girl, Bahroz(daddy) was misunderstood you, and you'll see that one day, he'll love you more than anything"
Umeed looked into her eyes:" Really??"
Dadi patted her face:" Yes my dear! But you've to promise me that you'll never do anything which break his trust on you"
Umeed:" I promise, I'll not do anything"
Dadi:" And who was that boy?"
Umeed told everything about Faraz.
Dadi listened carefully and said:" Listen to me carefully my daughter... You know you're at the age of danger, this is age delicate like crystal, and you've to put effort to keep clear of this crystal otherwise people take you wrong"
Umeed understood her some words and some not. She was making her understand that how to become a good girl and how to become pride of her parents. Umeed memorized her every words.
When she finished, Umeed asked one question from her:" Dadi! Am I not the daughter of daddy?"
Dadi sighed and said:" It's right time to tell you truth, no you're not real daughter of him, you're daughter of my daughter mean his sister Sonia. He loved his sister or your mom so much, he went against the society and educated her in university but she eloped with someone...."
Umeed whispered:" With my dad...?"
Dadi:" Yes! I feel sorry to say that my doll, your dad wasn't good man, he allured her for the sake of money, but when he thought that she couldn't give her anything, he tried to kill her.."
Umeed was shocked to listen it. Dadi continuously caressed her hairs.
Dadi:" Your mother  called us for saving her, she was of her ninth month, when we reached there, someone was cut her throat, we took her to the hospital but she was died.... But it was miracle, you come out alive from her tummy... That's why I gave you name of Umeed"
Umeed started to cry after listening it:" Was it my father who murder her?"
Dadi:" We don't know who murdered her... You daddy thought that it was your father, but this mystery was died with your mother"
Umeed wiped her tears and tried to smile:" That's a reason daddy hates me?"
Dadi nodded in yes... Umeed hugged her and said:" But I promise, I'll make him feel about my love, he'll love me soon and I'll take care her like a good daughter"
Dadi kissed on her forehead:" I believed you can do my angel"
Umeed smiled:" Yes I can do dadi! You're my nani, but I love daddy so much I'll always call you with the reference of him.... I don't know dadi! But I love him so much, whenever he gives me one glance of love, I feel happy all day, I don't know why, but you told about that some other person is my father but I don't want to accept this fact because I love daddy and I only look him as my father"
Dadi smiled:" Yeah! He's your father, forget about what I told you, no one knows this fact, except few relatives and don't show them that you know everything... Always consider Bahroz as your father... Will you?"
Umeed smiled lovingly:" Yeah! I'll and I'll always make him happy"
Dadi:" I believe my doll will be do this task too"
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It's very difficult to gain the trust which we lost once. But it's more difficult, if we never gained the trust of someone. Moreover, it's very hard to believe that whether we'll gain the trust or not in this hard situation. Umeed got know this fact at the entrance of her teenage.
She got the admission in girls high school and that's why the distance between her and honey was increased.
Her elder brother Arman loved her, if he had mood, then he also played with her but he didn't trust on her.
But she didn't want to accept her defeat, from her early age, she had taken the many responsibilities of her siblings. She always wished every person on his birthday first. Dadi also supported her but,when she leaved school, dadi passed away.
But she always taught her to the tips of winning heart of her family. Hardship was in her vein as well as blood. She put effort in her study and her family too. After intermediate, she wanna take IT, but because of her daddy, she took business subjects.
Soon, she checked account if daddy, made bank slip of him. She researched about the rival companies by watching business news and internet. When daddy reached home, she made coffee for both of them. And both talked about business world and new ideas about business.
However, they've servants in home, but she reheated the meal for her daddy whenever he came late.
He did many little works of her family, but it didn't make any change in their behaviour. She also wanted to be close with mummy but mummy never gave her this chance. Actually her mother's character in her life was like mute actor. She only talked to her when she needed.  Otherwise she stayed normal with her. She was careless and self-centred woman but she neither hate not love Umeed.
But there's one personality in her house, who was same like mummy but she was sensitive but jealous girl. It was her so called younger sister Romana. She commonly stayed normal with her "Umeed Aapi" but whenever she observed that Umeed was taking some important in house. The flame of fire of jealousy was burned in her heart, she became restless that time and wanted to snatch that importance from her without the care of the struggle of Umeed which Umeed endeavoured in the winning the heart of her family.
She was jealous from her success, specially when someone gave reference of Umeed to her. But she was subtle player, she didn't want to spoil her image in the eyes of others. She did not only want to lighten the color of Umeed but she wanted to vanish the color of Umeed in everyone's mind.
But she didn't know that destiny will soon give her chance of it, which will not only Umeed but also burn her in the fire of jealousy.
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Swasan A path hate to love ep33

Sanskar looked himself in mirror  and a tear of helplessness had broken from his eyelashes which he threw far from his eyes because it was last tear which came into his eyes. God made him for conquering world, not for shedding tears.
He hardly arranged money for calling Laksh, nowadays, he was in abroad for study.
Sanskar:" Lucky! I need some amount of money, do you know someone, who can borrow me money"
Laksh:" Bhai! How much?"
Sanskar:" 5 lacs approximately"
Laksh:" Let me confirm from my friends, I'll call you later"
He didn't know, how, but laksh arranged money for him. His friend came and gave him money because he demanded cash.
He got the money and he rented a home and bought some stuff with bike.
Now he had known what was his first step should be. He set out the PC and researched about one particular company. "Desuza and co"
He went to salon and set his condition. He looked himself, now he looked like old Sanskar. He stopped... No.. He could never look like old Sanskar ..  Never.
He went to his university, exams of his second last semester was going on. He calmly gave his exams and started his mission.
He called Harshad:" Hey harshad! Where are you? some day, you offered me something"
Harshad:" Oh! That offer, I don't know about it, either it's still available or not, do you wanna do?"'
Sanskar thought for a moment:" Ok! You don't need to confirm it, I'm coming to your office, you should do one thing"
Harshad:" What's that?"
Sanskar told him, what he should do.
He went to Desuza and co for his job interview but actually there's no job interview was going on.
Mrs. Desuza:" Look Mr Maheshwari, we didn't advertise for vacancy, and you're so young and under graduate, how can we give you job?"
Sanskar smirked:" You can keep me on one month trial, (he downed his head to her and looked into her eyes).." That time someone came knock the door.
It was Harshad. According to their plan, he boggled to see him there:" Oh Sanskar you there?"
He turned to Mrs Desuza:" This is a boy, I talked about last month"
Eyes expression of Mrs Desuza changed at once..
She looked him with deep eyes and said:" So... You were the boy? So do you want job instead of accepting my offer?"
Sanskar smirked:" Ok let's change the deal, keep me as your personal assistant and I'll accept your offer.... But just a minute... Sanskar's price isn't so low that he'll accept your offer just because of job of your PA" he put his leg on other and folded his hands.
Mrs Desuza's interest raised in him and said:" Tell me the demand"
Sanskar smiled victoriously:" Ok I'll think about my demand, but nowadays I'm bit busy in looking new home for me"
Mrs Desuza thought for a moment:" I've apartment, you can stay there"
Sanskar looked into her eyes:" Are you consider me as beggar? Yeah if you want to give me that apartment, don't give me a key of that apartment, I want also its papers on my name"
Mrs Desuza shocked to listen him:" You know its price? Your demand is too high..." .
Sanskar:" I'm also too high Mrs Desuza! If you want me, give me the right price"
Mrs. Desuza thought for a while and extended her hands towards him:" Ok! I'm agree, but your duty will start from today, as my PA plus also as my toy boy"
Sanskar twisted his head and held her hand:" Deal is final but first give me my price"
Mrs Desuza smiled again but this time his smile was replete with intoxication:" I'll give you papers in the evening"
Sanskar nodded:" You should be, because don't consider me like other boys"
He was telling truth because he didn't like other's boys. Before accepting the deal of become toy boy, he did complete research on this topic "how to conquer old age woman on bed". He went to prostitute many time to being himself strong because, he didn't want to show his slovenliness to her.
Firstly, he had an aversion from this things, but slowly slowly, he became used to it. He wanted to do it perfectly. Firstly, after completion of his duty, he looked himself in mirror and split on his reflection for doing this dirty job. But whenever he thought about his insult, he forgot all things and just concentrated on his goal.
He sold the apartment and purchased the small house far from the city and returned his liability. Then he didn't want to live in the crowd of the world that's why he considered that house. It was very difficult to seek that type of house. But if you seek something, you might be get it. But... If seeker is like him... He must be seek everything what he wanted.
After sometime, he became used to this, now he stopped the activity of splitting on his reflection and he didn't feel aversion.
After a month, he changed the house and didn't give the address of Mrs Desuza.
Mrs Desuza became crazy for him because he wasn't like any other toy boy, she had before.
Our hero has great combination of wits and beauty... The blessing as well curse of nature. But one more thing made him different from other boys, she had before.... You know what was that?
His class, because he belonged to wealthy and valuable family of the city. If you have time, must note this thing, every child of rich man has a strange attraction and charm. No matter, if anybody earn so much money and become rich but he can't get this charm which the rich children is  possessed by naturally.
He was also has this type of charm and attraction, he didn't react like lower class boys after seeing any expensive things. His style, his way of sophistication, a unique type of indifference encircled him which made him different from others and made her crazy for him.  Because how many boys of upper class become toy boy of any old woman? Answer is no one...
He started to cash himself and didn't go to visit Mrs Desuza. She became restless and he wriggled his plan.
Mrs. Desuza:" Why aren't you coming nowadays?"
Sanskar was checking the files of new client, lifted his head and again concentrated on file.:" Because of leasing of your house is over now"
Mrs. Desuza:" What do you mean over now? Do you know the price of that house?"
Sanskar closed the file and looked into her eyes:" Do you know the price of mine? You can only get this, in this price, you gave....."
Mrs Desuza shouted:" Sanskar, you don't know me"
Sanskar smirked and looked into her eyes:" You don't know me Mrs Desuza! I learned the skill of blackmailing from you, I can apply this thing on you also"
She became cold to listen it:" What's your next demand?"
Sanskar smiled victoriously:" That's like an intelligent woman ..... You started new company which is run by your loser husband"
Mrs desuza sat on her chair:" Yeah! Then?"
Sanskar:" I want 20% shares of this company with job of that company in marketing department"
Mrs Desuza:" Why do you want share of this company? It's not giving me any favourable profit, specially there's no goodwill in market of this company"
Sanskar:" I told you sweetheart! With job there, but I'll not job under your loser husband, you gave me share and I'll give you my wit"
Mrs Desuza jerked:" Wit? If I want brain... There's so many talented people scattered in our country,  I want body dear... Not mind"
Sanskar:" Ok! Accept my brain then you'll get your demand too... But only with shares"
Mrs Desuza:" You're unbelievable... You know I cant stay more, so you're taking advantage of my weakness"
Sanskar:" This is a world darling! You also take advantages of other's weakness, so is it bad , if I took the same from you?"
Mrs desuza laughed:" Everything for you...."
He gave her calm expression, her company, taught him two things, one how to control over emotions because he felt hatred for himself many time, he hated that woman also, he didn't know anything about lust, but he showed himself whom he was not. He controlled his emotions many time just for the achieving his goal. Second he learned how to take advantages from the weakness of others. This woman did same thing, she sought out weakness of people and blackmail them for taking out her work. He also did the same because he was master mind of his planes.
Sometimes, he wondered to see himself that what he was in past and what he became now. But at the end, he concluded that how could he waste himself on the destiny of footpath? God made him for ruling the world, not for live his life like a worm of gutter.
He had two options, he chose one because his instinct did not allow him to live in this stoop level of society. If he couldn't get everything from a straight way, so let's take it from other way...
Firstly,  he felt guilt every day because of his deeds, but as the passage of time, his guilt of heart was decreasing and joy of victory and fire of hatred and revenge took place in his heart. As he had been getting known about society and people, he concluded that every person is living in this society, wearing a mask. And he saw the ugliest faces of them behind the mask, that time he decided that how much he'll do bad, but he never wear a mask.

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Yaaram Ep7

She came out from canteen and searching the corner where no one can see her but because of welcome week, she was unable to do so. It was crowded as crowd of mall road on 14th August. Specially on Regal chock and Chaman.
She sat on green area, downed her face and started crying.
It was first day of her university and she came here with special preparation. She put liner and mascara. She only used two things mostly at the name of makeup. Because of her continuously crying, it was split on her face. She didn't have tissue and she didn't want to wipe her face with her white dupatta. She wiped her face with fingers as much as she could  but her face was going black because of it. When she was full of crying, she stood up and went towards crowd of student. She knew, she was looking funny with this black face but she didn't care for it.
A student passed through to her, she asked to him:" I need a job"
Boy:" Job... I don't have job"
Amraha:" Idiot... I need job, how do I get it?"
"oh! Job... I also have to search it" he leaved by saying it.
She also met with three to four student and talked same with them also. She stood up at the corner and started observing to the students.
They were talking, giggling and laughing . They were excited and enthusiastic. Their face was shined. But she was the only girl among those forty thousand students, who was stood free and starting to cry again. She was wasting her golden time. She reminded that she should be walk also. Then she reminded that she has to get her student card, maybe she get this card only today otherwise university's faculty throw out her from the university.
She mixed herself in the rally of excited students and walked like fool. Wandered here and there, from one campus to other like she was gone university for survey on historical building, not for study.
"I think you're searching something?" A boy, wore dark purple shirt and held the board of "ask me", asked from her. She passed from him many time but she didn't noticed him.
He:" Ask from me, I'll help you"
She got it now that this was a reason he held the board of ask me. She thought that he was doing this because of promotion of any website.
"I wanna make my student card" she said and looked his long nose.
"well! This is very easy, go there" he pointed out to one point in map.
"have a nice day" he smiled and by doing this his long nose was spread. She looked again his nose.
"do you wanna know something else?" He confused because she was continuously starring his nose.
Now she was looking the map which she held. And this map was first map of any building which she held except of those maps in her books. She could use this map for losing his way in university but she couldn't reach the exact point by that map.  She was wandering with map here and there without any use and reason. She didn't want to listen any lecture from anyone. And she also had doubt that might Nawal and Dayem were following her nd observing that either she'll do this task or not.
Ask me person noticed her activity and said:" Why dont you go yet?"
Amraha:" I'm not getting the way"
He:" I marked that place, read out the boards and you'll reach there"
Amraha:" Drop me there"
He widened his eyes:" What. .?" He made her understand the way.
Amraha:" Actually I can't get... Drop me... And also I'm fearing"
He was shocked like that he saw his dead relative in front of him:" Fear...? Which fear? Today isn't Halloween"
"I'm fearing from them" she pointed out to students who related to different nations.
Firstly, he starred her with amazed then he laughed vigorously on her. Then he took out walki talki and said:" Listen George! An Indian girl..."
"Pakistani.." She scowled.
"George! A Pakistani girl.. Blue and white."
Amraha:" Dark blue shirt and white dupatta"
He:" Dark blue shirt and white do...pa..ta"
Amraha:" Dupatta"
He:" Do..paa..taa, she'll come and refer her ahead untill she'll reach on student card counter"
"why refer? Who has so much time for it?" She could hear the voice of George.
He:" She's fearing"
George:" Fear..? What the joke?"
He:" She's completely serious..otherwise make announcement in university that all students go out from university until she will get university card..are you listening George?"
George was surely listening because she could hear his laughter. She jerked that no one was understanding her.
He:" Go to this side and approach second ask me" he pointed out right side, she went and stood with second ask me.
Ask me looked her and said:" How can I help you" (this ask me is the hero of our heroine, name as Aliyan)  it means, he wasn't George.
She:" I wanna make student card"
He:" Ok! Take this map and go to that side" he made circle on that place.
Amraha:" I don't need map"
Aliyan:" Then? Faculty don't arrange airbus here yet"
Amraha jerked... They're so clever.
Amraha:" Drop me to there"
He:" Why me? You'll get your way easily, by the way, I tell you, I'm"aske me" not "drop you"
Amraha:" I am not getting the way"
Aliyan:" Everyone is seeking the way.. You'll also get"
Amraha:" All are clever, cunning.. And subtle... I'm not like that... I'm timid" she said in Urdu and got silent. She shook her shoulder like that can't find way.
Aliyan:" Everyone is intelligent, responsible, educated and specially they're believe on themselves." He answered in Urdu. She lifted her head and looked the person who had deep brown eyes and his complexion was reddish white. His ears were long, extra long.
His walki talki sounded:" Blue shirt, white du..pa..ta.  Pakistani, if you see her, refer her ahead"
Amraha:" I'm tired by walking, I also feel hunger and how much will you refer me ahead?"
Aliyan:" Is this your first day?"
Amraha:" Yes!"
Aliyan:" This is your first day, and this is our third day while holding this board of "ask me" and still I don't tire"
Amraha:" You're boy"
Amraha:" The girls are also not tired" he pointed out the girl who was standing far from them and holding the board of "ask me". She guided the students in a fast way.
He:" You're not giving favour on us by asking questions, this is we're, who are giving favour on you, not you're, we're tired actually! We're voluntarily working, you can't order us, if you're tire then go to cinema and watch tom and jerry. You'll get relax.."
Amraha:" You should learn manners"
Aliyan:" Then you should learn to relax"
She asserted:" I'm a brave girl"
"best of luck!" He said and turned his face to other side like now go.
She went other side and asked from other girl. Finally she had reached to student counter. And after submitted her documents? She sat in front of digital camera for picture.
Counter sir extended his head to her and said:" Do you lost something?"
She:" Nope"
Sir:" Then smile.. You're in Manchester"
She:" Then we've to smile Manchester too"
Sir:" Sure! Because Manchester forces us to smile, there's no chance of sadness, this is place of world's swans".
She smiled.
"black swan" she listened the murmur and her picture was captured.
"not this one... One more please" she said from her place without moving.
This time, she smiled and became white swan. Because this time she was smiled from her heart. And that smile which she learned from there.
Because she was used to crying because everyone put this habit into her. Crying on every minor things. They have hobby of making her cry. And she leaved her heart, because no one learned her to widen her heart. Because this type of environment she is given by everyone. She was habitual of this environment. No one learned her that if we could creep on this earth, same as we can also walk with pride on this earth. She was crept, cried every time. Even she spent her life like this if she didn't come here. Because no one said her:" You're flying bird dear... Fly.. Just fly.."
But she was said by everyone that she was unfortunate, unlucky and black tongue, evil eyed. As she entered in the entrance of Manchester university, she learned something else:" Smile... That no day is made for crying.."
"fly... Because only those don't have right who has feathers"
"and be spread like fragrance that you're the only best flower in garden"
" you can do anything... You've everything, everything is in your hand... Stop breathing in the atmosphere of despair and failure"
She was so happy after getting card. She thanked counter sir. Just! It was just minor thing.
She understood that why this university included in the great universities of world. This university taught her from creeping to walking. Responsibility, confident, ability to depend on herself.
She saw her black eyes and laughed. She was excited. That doesn't matter if she looked ugly. Because everyone salute to people of brain. Not of beautiful faces. And put the brain on work, wasn't a hard task. Everything was easy and in range. It was in the fists of her. She went out from department. It was bright day, soft breeze was blowing her hairs softly. She longed her bag's strip and put on it in cross style(right to left) like other's students and walked confidently.
"Amraha Wajid" was joined the race of gold medalist. She didn't sit on the seats of audience.  She even didn't have seat there.
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She was walking straight on oxford road. She ate small portion of breakfast in morning. She was also feel hungry but she wasn't going for eating something.  She was going in the search of the job. There are crowd of students outside also like  inside. After walking sometimes, she saw a church, she wanted to visit church but she was walked on her way that she was now spend two years there, then she'll visit these all places but if she don't get the job, she has to return back after a month. Till the end of road, she didn't find any place of work. She saw the shop of "Abdul Hadi halal food" she went there, her legs were shivering because of continuously walking. But she didn't care about it, she talked to counter boy. He replied to her that there's no vacancy.
"is there any Chance of vacant place... After two weeks?"
He:" No.. Maybe after a year, when I'll leave this job"
She went to next store "pick and click". It was computer store and she didn't know the work of computer repairing. So it was clear that they didn't give her job while other girls were doing work of computer repairing.
She was also gone to the every small and big stores and restaurants of pizza and burger. Firstly, she could observe her fast heartbeat and shivering legs but at the end of day, it was getting normal, and her tongue became sharp to talk about job. She was tired but she didn't stop. She felt hungry but because of saving money, she didn't buy anything from outside. And she also did that she asked lift from a girl who is riding cycle. She showed the address to her.
She said:" I can drop you till main road but tube to go ahead by your foot"
Now she didn't feel funny while riding on cycle. She felt pain in stomach because of hunger. But she didn't want to cry or she didn't feel sad or sorrowful. Even she didn't pity on herself.
In morning, during crossing those bright and historical buildings, she was Amraha Wajid. And now again passing through from same surrounding, she was still Amraha Wajid but it was inner changing came into her. Some changing came and some will come soon.
She came home and ate her dinner which was held on counter. There wasn't anyone at home that time. Everyone went to their work. She ate lunch at the time of dinner. She was get fresh and slept. After two hours, she got up and started study. Everybody came one by one and got sleep. But she was studying while waking.

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Swasan A path hate to love Ep32

Present time in school
Shanaya lifts her face and looked her innocent face, her eyes are clear as crystal. And only pure heart has this type of eyes, she knows and she wishes in her heart that may god safe the innocence of these eyes.
Swara is waiting of her words and she slowly departs her lips and words are coming out from them:" It was exams of my last semester, I was so happy, I had many plans about my future, I tried many places for job as well as scholarship for further study.
Everything was perfect in my life, I heard that sanskar leaved that place because of Meera and Meera was happy with her new husband, I met with her once... But it was time of my last exams, I was preparing for my exams and few sums were not solved by me , so I concerned from my teacher, he told me to come his home for extra classes, he gave classes to many students at home but I was worried because I didn't have money for tuition but he told me that he knows I'm scholarship student and he'll teach me without any fee, I was grateful to him and in evening I reached on address, I was wondered that why was professor living in unpopulated place with his family, I went inside....." She paused  and collects more words:" He opened the door and I found some more students there but I was confused because they were senior of mine... In which I knew one boy who was leader of his club but he completed his study,he many times, tried to flirt with me but I was cleared in my thought so I wasn't involve in these types of things and he wasn't nice boy too.
Avinash came to me and held my hands:" Finally! I got you baby"
Anjali:" Leave my hands (I turned to sir) sir! Look at him, he's..."
Sir laughed:" Take her avi! And remind that we've also contributed in this good work..." He laughed and I looked him with great shock, he was my teacher and I really respect him....
Avinash took me from bedroom.." She stopped and tried to control her tears:" It is easy to read in newspapers that girl becomes the victim of gang rape but it's more than that... Not only him, my teacher and his three friends, I dont remember how many times but those bas***d used me.. And you know..the pain is much more than imagination.... They beasts gnaw me all night and I was like.... " The tears are flowing  from her eyes and she looks into her eyes. Swara can feel the deep pain in her eyes. She second time sees  her in pain, first when she was afraid because of Sanskar.
She wipes her tears and tries to smile:" But don't worry dear! I'm Shanaya, I wasn't girl like who attempts suicide or spends their life with those tears... I didn't know how much time I spent in hospital, how much time I spent to recover from the pain which they gave me, but I was only the person who was with me, who tried to recover myself, who tried to push to me come forward in my life, but you know what I was completed lost after that day, my uncle's threw me from his house, I didn't have anything to do, that time I started job as a personal assistant of a rockstar Vicky, I was more than his personal assistant.... I've changed my name and burned my documents... So only he gave me job, not because of my talent because of my beauty, I thought, I've to live this life. So what's the problem, if live like this but then I met with Sanskar, he was completely changed that time and he introduced me the new world and showed me the new way  of living... You know what was the way?"
Swara wipes her tears and looks the girl who look sooo brave and says:" What was that?"
Shanaya looks into her eyes and says:" The way of revenge" Swara numbs to listen her tone and her words.
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Sanskar spent many days in shock, he didn't believe that his katty, his love leaved him just for the sake of money. He broke many times and collected his pieces many times.
He went his home in the hope of  returning to his old life. It was a function in his house, when he entered the house.
His mom came to him and held his hand:" What are you doing here Sanskar?" He thought that she'll hug him and happy to see him but she was only worry about guests that someone might not see him.
Sujata brought him in corner's room and bade papa and his dad also came here.
Bade papa:" Oh! Finally your so called wife leaved you and what are you doing here now? I told you that there's no place for you, where's your great words that you will do everything without our help... Now go and get your dreams..."
He looked down and didn't understand what to say, his inner ego stopped him to ask apology or admit his mistake.
He looked to his parents but bade papa stopped them:" Before going to him, remember that your daughter's engagement is going on and her in law wouldn't like the brother like him  who has eloped with lower class girl... Now the decision in your hands, son or daughter?"
He leaved the house without saying any words because he didn't want to examine their love or ruin the happiness of his sister.
He was still in great shock, he didn't understand what to do and how to curse himself or his destiny.
He went to his cottage but he was shocked to see the condition of surrounding. The new problem was standing in front of him and this problem was much bigger than another problems in his life. Now he will know that what's the life and how it will examine the man.
Landlord of cottage was throwing his stuff from cottage. By the way, he wasn't have so much stuff, some few necessary things which he bought from his salary.
Sanskar:" What are you doing?"
Landlord:" You didn't pay rent from 3 months and now you've to leave this house"
Sanskar:" Just give me few more days, I'll return your rent"
Landlord:" I already gave you many days, now it's enough..."
He collected his stuff and tried to collect himself too because this shock was also breaking him.
That time, he first time, laid down on footpath and the cold floor of footpath didn't give him peace for a moments.
Bade papa already send laksh to abroad and he tried to help him but bade papa was kept his eyes on him and his account activities, so he couldn't send him money but he tried very hard to help him.
He has left few pennies to spend and it was so much time spent,  he didn't eat something.
He tried for his job many places, time was passing and even he didn't have single penny to spend. Laksh was also trying best to help him, he hoped that his family will help him but they forgot like that they never had any son.
That time, when extreme hunger was placing in his body, he reminded Harshad, who was also the waiter with him but one day, he looked him with luxury lifestyle and he also offered him to live that lifestyle if he joint his hands to him. But after listening his way of making money, he denied but that time, he obmy thought about money and food.
He looked himself in the mirror of shop, that was a night and everyone was sleeping on footpath but he didn't have habit of it.
He talked to himself:" Look Sanskar! This is you and your place in this life..." He reminisced the time when everything was perfect in his life. He thought the words of bade papa, betrayal of Meera and thought that how was he ruining himself. He sighed and decided that now it doesn't matter that it will be bad or good,he just wanted revenge from everyone who contributed to ruin his life. 

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Swasan A path hate to love Ep31

Life.. If we give this word to everyone for define it, they start to write, this is most precious gift of god.. Really is it precious gift of god? If it's, then why people don't care about this precious gift?
His life was straight and simple, he didn't think about the main purpose of his life, he had a dream about his hotels but he didn't think about it so much because he thought, it's very simple to him to fulfill his dream? Why not it will be? Because his family was with him, he was intelligent and talented, everything was perfect then it will not be impossible for him to get this dream. So actually he didn't care about anything that time but now life was realizing him the importance of itself.
He forgot, when he ate some good meal or wear nice stuff. Laksh brought his stuff to him but because of strictness of home, he only brought some of his clothes and other documents for him. Now it was very difficult for him to adjust in this environment. Even his love.. His katty was going far from him and he didn't realize this thing.
He cried many time when he came from job and he didn't find anything to eat. In nights, he got up and afraid many times, that time he hugged Meera but nowadays she also came late home.
He looked himself in mirror and said:" Is it really you Sanskar? Is this your place to live in this world" he couldn't control his tears when someone tapped his shoulder.
He turned and found Anjali there.
Anjali:" Are you crying Sanskar?"
Sanskar wiped his tears and nodded his head in on.
Anjali didn't force him and gave him a dish of meal:" I thought, you came from job, so I brought for you, where's Meera?"
Sanskar:" She didn't come yet"
Anjali sighed and looked him, she looked confuse, he observed that she was trying to say something.
Sanskar asked:" Is anything there?, you wanna say?"
Anjali:" Yeah.. No.. Actually yes!"
Sanskar uncovered the dish and started eating without washing his hands. In those days, he was forgot to follow manners.
Anjali looked him and a strong layer of pity came in her heart for this boy who sit opposite to her.
She sighed and said:" Actually, I wanna say, why don't you go to your family? They'll accept you, I'm sure"
He stopped his hands from eating and said:" They'll not accept Meera and now our baby will also come, so why will they accept us? As I know my family, for them society reputation is more important than family"
She sighed:" I wish Meera wasn't come in your life"
He smiled bitterly and concentrate on his food:" Sometimes, I also wish about it but that time, I jerked this type of thought and cursed myself that how selfish I'm! A girl who leaved everything for you and you're thinking like that?"
Anjali smiled sadly:" Do you repent"
He stopped and looked her:" Hmm.. If I say truth.. Then yes!..."
Anjali:" Then return to your home"
Sanskar:" You know Anju! Sometimes life pushed us in empty well, we can come inside it but there's no chance to get it out, and you know what there is always a secret cave in that well, which takes us in another world, I'm in the well anju and I can't get out from this until I found the secret cave, but I'm sure it wouldn't the way of my home"
Anjali didn't say anything, just looked this boy who lost his everything but didn't curse to anyone, she looked and didn't thought that she was seeing this Sanskar last time.
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Present time in school
Swara:" Why didn't you tell everything to him about Meera?"
Shanaya smiled:" I went there, just to tell him that Meera aborted and going to plan marriage with Ram Malhotra, but as I looked him I felt pity on him that how can I give more tears to that person who was already in trouble"
Swara:" But this thing should be thought by Meera"
Shanaya:" If I say, she was right in her place then what will you say?"
Swara thinks for a while:" I can't say anything because your thinking is different from me"
Shanaya:" Actually Meera wanted all thing, it wasn't bad thing. If you think for a while every girl want a good looking husband who can fulfill her every wish, it can be matter a priorities but this wish is always same for everyone, if Sanskar's parents accept Meera then maybe it wasn't happened there but they didn't accept because of society, so I can concluded that it was fault of society"
Swara:" Hmm... It's very heavy talk, it will have taken time to understood by me, well! As I know him and as you told about him, only Meera's betrayal wasn't the reason of his cruel nature, something else is missing..."
Shanaya downs to her and smiles:" Not something dear! Many things are missing in this story.. Actually Meera's betrayal was first step of it"
Swara shook her legs and thought for Sanskar, she's amazed that how this man was! She thinks:" Oh god! It was confirmed that this man, you've written in my destiny, then why you didn't give me that time when he was sweet? Oh! That time, I was of nine, how can we? Well! I love him the way he's! I just want love from him too"
Shanaya shakes her shoulder:" Where have you gone?"
Swara nods:" Nothing special.. What was happened Shanaya? How Sanskar know about Meera's affair? And what was his reaction?"
Shanaya:" If I say truth, then I dont know so much about it because I was busy in my semester and I didn't meet them also, but I heard that one day, there was a big fight between them and from that day, Meera leaved that cottage and after few days, Sanskar was also did the same"
Swara:" So.... You don't know this thing? But how did you become Shanaya from Anjali?"
Shanaya's face becomes pale to listen her question. She can observe the great pain in her eyes after listening it.
Swara:" If you dont wanna talk about it, then its ok!"
Shanaya looks her and smiles hardly. She sees her eyes are about to flow but she's strong woman who can easily control herself.
Shanaya:" It was also the reason of our society swara!" She touches her face:" I pray Swara, you'll not see the real face of this society but truly I know god wouldn't listen the sinner like me"
Swara holds her hand:" I don't know Shanaya, you're sinner or not but you're doing work of virtue"
Shanaya smiles sadly:" Do you feel hunger?"
Swara understands that she wants to change the topic:" Yeah little bit! You can order snack,specially French fries, I wanna eat"
Shanaya smiles and asks:" Are you vegetarian? Because I order something non veg"
Swara:" I'm not, you can"
Shanaya nods and orders for snacks and comes to her:" Do you wanna know that how am I turn Anjali to Shanaya?"
Swara:" I'm just curious.."
Shanaya stayed silent and looked down as she's thinking something deep, but actually the winner of words, is collecting the new words to explain her pain but she's so bad in this and she's being continuously unsuccessful in this mission. Destiny always left one thing which always remains empty in our life. This thing remind us that nothing is perfect in this world, so we remind our limitations and don't consider ourselves as god.  It was also same like Shanaya, who can do everything but can't express her pain in words.
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Sanskar came back palace and now he's drinking in the bar side, he already asked Laksh to go out with Ragini because he doesn't want to let her know about anything and it was also like that he wanna stay alone for sometimes.
He already arranged his pills for calmness because he's mentally and physically tired.
He  was making drink when someone came to him. He knows very well that who's the person.
He picks up his phone and calls someone:" Rohan! What the hell this woman is doing there? Come here and takes her from there, otherwise you'll be fire"
He shouted and disconnects the call. Meera smirks and comes to him:" Why are you getting angry my sweetheart!"
Sanskar grins:" Enough Meera! I'm not in mood to fight with you... Please go for there"
Meera smiles:" What's the wonderful day is today! You said please to me"
Sanskar sighs and says:" Look behind you, (he looks) Rohan please take her from there otherwise inform her husband to take her from there"
Meera irritates from his words and leaves.
He feels much relax to look this, if he said,he actually might forgave her  but because of her deeds, he started to hated her. She's helpless because of her instinct and he's helpless because of his hatred.
He remembers the day when he came from job and didn't find her, he got the salary and bought her favourite chocolate cake from her favourite bakery. They didn't celebrated her birthday, so he specially bought for her with his saving.
He didn't remember when he fell asleep, he got up in midnight but didn't find her in home. He was worried about him, he called her many time even he went to her hotel. He searched her everywhere, he could but he was unable to find her.
Waited for her all night and prayed for her that she come soon and she might be safe.
Next day, he was about to report police station when his phone rang. He attended the call, it was Rakesh who worked with him.
Rakesh:" Sanskar! Come to hotel hurry up"
Sanskar:" Meera is missing, I've to find her first"
Rakesh:" Meera is there, you come here fast"
Sanskar:" Katty is there, but what's she doing there? Is she doing night shift there?"
Rakesh:" Sanskar! Come here first then you'll know everything"
Sanskar went there and he was shocked to see. He wasn't believe on himself what he saw.
Meera was his boss Ram Malhotra and he was holding her hands.
He went towards them and freed her hands from his grip:" Katty! What are you doing here with sir??"
She gently freed her hands from him and said:" Give me bit respect, I'm wife of your boss now"
Sanskar:" Wwwiifff....ffee, it is impossible, you're my wife"
Ram Malhotra came between them:" Give me proof that she's your wife?"
Sanskar became speechless because they were minor this time and he was not of the age of marriage that time also.
Sanskar held his collar:" How do you do this with me? You allured my wife(he turned to Meera) and was this your love Meera? "
Meera came to him:" Call me Mrs Malhotra! Because now you're not able to call me from my name! I was fool who was with you, now get lost from this hotel and don't need to come to job from tomorrow"
Ram Malhotra called guards to take him from there.
He couldn't forget this insult in his entire life. For her, he served to people, he found many people laughed on him because they know whom he was and who he is. But he tolerated all this because of her but that time, he could never forget that insult  in his life and thought that if he get the chance, he'll must revenge for his insult.

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I'm hope Ep 2

Now Umeed reached to her seventh year and she gave impact to her parents and their VIP guests. An incident which started from greeting and asking a formal question now reached to pulling trolley and serving to guests. She got appreciated by the guests and for this, their parents achieved their goals.
And in this type of parties, only Umeed was allowed among children. In those days, she knew very strange news which confused her innocent mind. She listened from someone who talked about her daddy's younger sister who betrayed him to elope someone. That's a reason her daddy didn't love daughters because he loved his sister so much.
She satisfied that maybe this is a reason her parents didn't love her. But she got confused because her parents love Honey(Romana). But she made an excuse to advocate her parents act:" She's youngest just because they love her" but she tried to console herself but she was still confused.
But after hearing that words she promised herself that she'll care her daddy.
Romana, pet name as Honey was the second daughter of her parents. She was crying baby who always sought out opportunities to take attention to her parents. Sometimes, Umeed also thought that it's easy to cry and take attention instead of just putting effort to win the heart of everyone. But she always banished this thought from her mind because she was Umeed and Umeed has the meaning of smile... A smile of hope.
Sometimes, she fed up from her struggle because her family didn't show any concern for her as compared to her siblings.  In front of guests, they praised her academic results, her obedience and intellectual but she could clearly understand the artificiality in their tone in her early age.
But she jerked all thoughts from her mind and again tried do her best to achieve her goal because she was included in those persons who always look half filled glass of water instead of the empty side. She put lots of hope, love and optimism in half empty side of glass.
In this half full glass, she can saw her brother who didn't show so much concern for her but always support her, one or two lovely glances of her father towards her, her uncle who always came to VIPs and said for her:" Oh! Umeed my tigress!!".. Love of her dadi for her.. And she hoped that she'll soon put the love of her parents and Romana in the half empty portion.
And yeah one more thing.... She had also Faraz in the full portion. Her only friend...
Sometimes, destiny couldn't be tied some persons into blood relations, for this consequence, it tied them into friendship. It was also same applied on both of them.
But their friendship is more than only friendship, they have a beautiful relationship because they both didn't find love at home, so they sought every relationship between each others.
From their primary classes, both learned, played and studied together.
Faraz loved the wings of butterflies but Umeed only loved butterflies but Faraz had the instinct of lunacy and fierceness but Umeed was like the calm ocean. But the nature of Faraz was like a noisy river but it was interesting that this noisy and desperate river was fallen in the ocean whose name was Umeed.
They left their childhood and put the first step on their teenage. Faraz still followed butterflies but he couldn't catch any butterfly successfully.  She was also supporting him to follow butterflies but not to catch them, she just liked this activity. She liked when they try to touch butterfly and it boggled and flew away.
And one day, Faraz caught a butterfly finally! And this day, she saw a new shade of life, she didn't know the abortive color of butterflies. And when this butterfly lost its color, it will die. It was a small pale butterfly, which caught because of its carelessness. Carelessness of love...
She was wondered that time, Faraz's face brightened because of his victory but she didn't like it, she  saw the face of Faraz and the dead butterfly. After reaching the home, she was in a deep dilemma that what has happened with that butterfly?
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This was an incident of those days when they were in the eighth standard. Now she was afraid of catching butterflies. But she wasn't so expressive to express her fear to Faraz. So whenever Faraz went on his activity, she also followed him.
Once they went to do their activity in the lunch  break, there was a garden behind their classrooms but no one went there because it was said that it was haunted by ghosts. But they both reached there while playing hide and seek with the butterfly. Finally! Faraz got the butterfly, it was big and beautiful black butterfly with golden patches.
Faraz gave this butterfly to Umeed which fed color were left color on the fingertips of Umeed. Umeed was afraid, curious and excited. They didn't know how much time was passed during their activity. Umeed hands are in the hands of Faraz and they both holds the butterfly but in their eyes, there were fireflies which shined in the daylight.
Peon reached there in the search of them and they faced the principle. But it has become worst incident when peon told about their gesture in a garden. Because in last few days, the senior couple was caught by the peon, so principal included them also in this category.
They were tried to define that it wasn't like that what everyone thought. The principal called their parents and gave the details of the incident which he heard from the peon.
Only at the age of 12, she was degraded because of misunderstanding. Daddy didn't say anything in front of the principal. On the way, Umeed tried to show the black color of the butterfly on her hands to him as the evident of her innocence.
He threw him to her room and said:" How can I expect a good thing from the offspring of one of the betrayers and bloody man" daddy shouted and told everything to dadi. And the first time, she cried vigorously in her life. She knelt and tried to  hide in her room. But words of daddy is also echoing in her ears.
"whenever I saw her, I remind that bloody and betrayer.. but I was hope that she'll not like them. But I was wrong... But she proved that she's their blood.." She could easily hear the every word of daddy but couldn't understand. She tried to console herself as she did always but this time, she didn't do that, she wanted to shout but this time, she put her hands on her mouth and closed her mouth to stop her shouting which arisen in her heart.

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Yaaram Ep6

She was standing in front of the historical building which located on the oxford road. Behind the ark of university... If we see upon the ark, we'll find the golden words of "University of Manchester" there.. It was established in the year of 1824.
The Moto of this university is "Knowledge, Wisdom and Humanity". Which enlightened  knowledge to almost 40,000 students. One of the best institution of the world:" The university of Manchester"
She looked the ark of main campus. She also saw this types of buildings in Lahore. It seemed like the museum of Lahore.  But she didn't know that how's this university held the world inside it. How much genius teachers are there and they're teachers of which type of students? She doesn't know anything now but will be soon, she'll know everything.
The crowd of students are going inside like that they'll find something free inside the university.. Maybe biryani or the famous pizza of Italy which now doesn't available in Italy itself.
"Come on Amraha" Darbi turned and said.
Amraha matched the footsteps of her, she firstly, stands her cycle in cycle stand which is new for Amraha. Well! Now everything gonna be new to her. Her eyes are rounding and she doesn't understand where to look. She wants to see everything in one glance. Ingress and egress of students, theirs speed and quick way.. And she was like that she didn't meet anyone speed and her friendship was only with laziness.
"Amraha walk fast" Darbi goes ahead of 20 footsteps from her and turned to her again. She walks fast and tries to match with her footsteps.  Darbi reaches to green area and point out to one group which was based on 12 boys and girls. Amraha disturbed to see them because she can recognise Shirley and Azra there. .
"Assalam o alaikum!" She goes towards them and said in weak voice. She regretted that she took some information from Darbi instead of laughing during their way.
Everyone introduced themselves with name. Their warm welcome lighten the heart of Amraha. She thinks that she was pressure of them without any reason but they're so good.
One boy and two girls get up and take her to university canteen where they bring coffee for her. When she drank last sip of coffee and praised the beauty of Nawal and Barira in her heart. Then the group leader Dayem started his conversation like this:" Miss Amraha! Will you promise to listen me with concentration and seriousness?"
" I promise" Amraha said in that style in which a child said when he hides a chocolate in one hand and made promise to extend his other hand:" I promise, I'll not eat chocolate tonight"
Dayem:" Good! Because I was in doubt.. But I'm saying again, do not interrupt between my words... You can see we three... We and our some friends, one group of those who completed their study and one group of those who are seniors from us... They made plan to give scholarship to some talented Pakistani students, we bring them there with our personal funds whose not able to afford study in good university. We want to give chance to them who are extremely poor that they re not even able to study in Pakistani universities.  Our thirty groups collected money from different sources. We arranged events, stalls, some did music and theatres. Some of them was our savings and some we got from our parents, friends and relatives etc to got our target.
We could only afford five students in that condition where they handle their responsibility of food and shelter. If we also gave them, it means we only afford three students.
We got more than thousand applications in which we chose only five, and these five belonged to village or small towns, there is cipher chances for them to study in Manchester university. They came here before week, and the happiest thing is that they arranged the shelter and food for them because they're talented persons, so they got job immediately. In which one was mend the lock of cars and S.T workshop gave him job with salute. I'm proud to saying that we succeeded to bring one student there who topped in Punjab board while mending the locks of car and he did this without any holiday from his job..
How many applications we got, these all were same like that but your application was different from there. There's nothing notable in your certifications, you were cipher among thousands. You were studied in the city like Lahore where we can find many good educational institutions, you went good college for study,  you had your own house and your father has his own big shop in reputable market, you didn't do any job and your grade was also nothing... You were not deserve this scholarship, even we didn't need to give answer to your application. But we answered.. Not because of your marks, just because of your mental condition, your last mail in which you wrote :"I'm unfortunate. It's better I'll die" we noticed this line.
Our one group member, who was student of psychology, she read your email and gave her opinion to us that your mental condition isn't good, maybe after this failure you'll break or do anything bad to you, that's why we took one month from you, that was the worst situation, we already gave scholarship but didn't want to leave you in this condition.
That time, we collected our pocket money and funds from others students. It was so much hard task that you never imagine about it, these were forty students who belong to different religions and nations, Christians, Muslims, Indian, Bengali, Japanese, American, French, everyone was included in them. So you've to remember that you've to respect to every nation and religion.
We asked from you that either you can afford fifty percent or not? I'm sure that you were not putting effort to collect that fifty percent, as we're doing so, we asked for 30% and you were agree for it,  if you didn't agree for 30%, I've to sell my car for it which I bought from my saving of my part time job, you should remember that these forty students aren't so rich, they do their job and saved every penny, you should know about that we didn't get money from magic, we arranged meetings, we observed everything and we invested every penny on you... Do you understand investment? Investment is that which we spend for profit and our profit is like that one gain knowledge and become the supporter of his country... So you've to return their money, not more or less than one pond, and you'll get their all profit. This is why they invested their money... Kindly understand my words and remember it also.
Who gave us funds, they didn't know your name, even your face.. Because we don't want to hurt your ego, except we three. No one know that this fund was for you, no one will say you that he did something for you..
Now I'm coming other side, we told you that you have to handle your food and shelter, you said you'll manage it, this was only positive thing from you, those five girls, you lived with whom, we requested to them to let you stay with them temporarily. A one who was gonna receive you from airport, met with accident, a one who received you from airport, she was helping her friend who met with accident. On which mattress you slept last night, it was arranged by these twos(he pointed out Nawal and Barira) from their savings.
Hana forbade you to touch anything but you used their perfumes and checked everything except books. You ate two noodles packets, miss Amraha! They're good hosts, in fact! we know very well how to host but we're living far from our countries, families and homes.
I wish Hana told you about that she only ate two times, where she do job, she gets burger and coffee there and in morning she eats noodles. She saved every penny for her study because in Korea, her family don't send one Pakistani rupee to her. She fulfilled her dream of studying in Manchester alone. Maybe you got these things minor because you got study in college where's study was afford by your parents, you didn't do any job in your life and you didn't need to do job, maybe this struggle of life seems you ordinary.. Specially with smile and courage. Here many of the students, are not eat so much because they've to purchase books, they got their degree in one jean and two t-shirts. But they come here with smile and go from here with smile. You've only one month dead line to live there on flat with Shirley. You've food of your one month but you've to manage your job and shelter from today..." He paused
"welcome to Manchester Miss Amraha!" He didn't leave breath and started again.
"now I've done about your staying here and now I'll give you some advices.." He smiled.
" don't mind but it's famous here that Pakistani, Indian, Sri Lankan and other residents of under developed countries, are often complainer, lazier, put up lame excuses... They think that only they've every kind of problem in this word.. They find excuses to cry.. Your face is also look like that you're going to cry.. You must cry , but only on big tragedy, not because these all people are selfish and they'll not console you, as we thought about foreigners,but it's like that they think that crying on every problem is such a stupidity. I also think like that... Nawal and Barira also thought same. If we console a crying person every time, he'll become coward instead of brave.
Miss Amraha! Throw your laziness, habit of making excuses and slothfulness into dustbin and burned it. These things should be burn. In our religion, where we find any proof in which said that girls are weak? It's saying that man shouldn't cry but why is it only for men? Why not for women?  So it's masculine maxim of saying that for surpasses women in low level.
Miss Amraha! You've reached in Manchester university. Now you're included in race... Either you get gold medal or separate yourself from this race and sit among the audience.  But be remember that you can easily find place among audience, so it's better to give chance to other instead of getting last number in race. Because believe me, there are so many diamonds are in this world and few one diamond jewellers."
He stopped and stay stopped..
" there's welcome week going on in university, then classes will start, in this week, you've to arrange your shelter anyhow, if you can't stay with empty tummy then you've to arrange your job, these all are your problems and you can solve it, can you?"
First her head shake in no and then in yes.
Dayem:" Do you understand everything, don't you?"
"yes" she said hardly and tried to control the flood of tears.
Dayem:" Oh good! Now you can go and dig the earth, I mean to say start to searching job... You've to return thirty percent during your degree. You've to manage your expenses like that you'll able to return your thirty percent, as soon as possible.. Do you understand?"
"yes" she hardly nods.
Dayem:" Nawal and Barira can understand Urdu but can't speak properly. So I talked to you for making you understand completely, I hope you got it and don't offence?"
Amraha:" I don't offence"
Dayem:" Well! Your face expression are narrating something else"
Amraha:" These are like that?"
Dayem:" Like what?"
Amraha:" Like telling lies"
Dayem:" Well! What will you do now?"
Amraha:" I've to get job as soon as possible.." Her voice is replete with tears.
Dayem:" You're right... Well your face expression is telling lie in worst way, if you want to cry then seek a corner and cry where no one can see you.. Ok??"
Amraha:" Ok!"
Dayem:" Now go and get your student card and get info about your classes" she got afraid to listen it that now she has to do this too?
Amraha:" Card? Where can I get this?"
Dayem:" You're standing in university, everything is happened there, you can see this crowd of students, they do everything without any fear. Go and visit university and get know that how you can do your work?"
She stands up.
Dayem:" Don't curse me in your heart"
Amraha's face color changed at once because she's doing same.
Dayem:" And when you'll arrange your job, return noodles of Hana"
Amraha:" I'll"
Dayem:" Yeah! One more thing.. Don't do any changing in your degree again, specially adding plus.." This was last blast of bomb which she can hear in the noise of canteen. She looked them like that they're lifted her from the tribe of Africa and saying that don't afraid from the bus which you understood a wild beast.
Their expression showed that how hardly they're hiding their laughter in their heart. They're controlling their laughter and they're successful in that and she's trying to control her tears but she's unsuccessful in it. Her expression is telling everything.
She thought that the attacks which she was tolerating because of her misfortune, were minor in front of these sentences of people of Manchester.
She was little girl and they didn't let her to be happy completely and they made her cry. .
Flood of tears is ready to come out from her eyes and they saw her face and become silent. They said goodbye to her and leaved. If they're her initial teachers, then they're marvellous teachers of her. They pushed her in ocean and said either to learn swimming or die.
First lesson of Manchester,
First lecture of Manchester

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